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#whyd you get a pet snake and try to raise it like a dog. im not one of those. my dad wasnt one of those. i wasnt gonna be one
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g*d this sucks so bad
#you know when youre stuck with somebody and you know they hate you and tbh you worry theyre gonna get too into it some night and just#stab you or something. because while they may occasionally protest they also mostly loudly blame you for every problem theyve#brought down on their own head ever. but also because they Hate You Real Bad and Cannot Cope With Life they like to Trap you and generally#harrass you away from any way of getting Out Of There because if theyre not enmeshed with you in some way whats the point :(#where was i going with this#anyway im sick of deleting these posts after i make 'em. theyre more true than the take-backsies. fuck this just walk out i can leave(maybe#(if i get lucky here)#we have. one car is the fucking problem. and public transport here is Not Robust!#i had a little money at some point because i was working but now i dont because. i spent most of it on you :)#and you took the rest :)#what goes around comes around i guess but i sure wish it didnt involve trapping us together like tangled rats#idk. im broke as shit. confusing-ass abusive-ass shitty fucking family. why are we like this#my memory and brainpower are nowhere near good enough for this i shouldve been born some kind of hermit caveman. thats my ideal career path#whyd you get a pet snake and try to raise it like a dog. im not one of those. my dad wasnt one of those. i wasnt gonna be one#no matter how much you wanted it. i was always gonna bite. but you never fucking noticed#just always the same the same the same#anyway. heel turn 2. fuck this shit im out. peace#im gonna miss my cat. fuck. hes gonna miss ME he doesnt know any of this. hes just a baby kitty hes known me forever#ugh
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