#whyd i just write this im about to scream out loud

[bonbonly]

oh yeah either he’s yanking your head for you to look at max and charles, or keeping you gaze focused on him with his hand on your throat bc it’s HIS turn and your attention needs to be on HIM 🙂‍↕️

and max and charles are over here touching each other bc they can’t take it anymore but carlos has them stop bc if not they’ll not be allowed to fuck you 😋

but now imagine max trying to make a deal with carlos, he’s allowed to touch charles only if he’s mean with him…. dirty talking loudly but whispering reassuring words in his ear when no one’s watching….

-🐱

YOURE GONNA KILL ME OMG

carlos definitely is gonna let max be mean to charles i mean come on now we all know how nasty the fights between carlos and charles are, you gotta humble the golden boy of ferrari and who better than his main rival??? hello???

please i can only imagine as you're being split open on carlos' cock, he's choking you, talking obscenely of all the various poses he could have you in and your ass red for teasing the three of them like that during the photoshoot but like call me crazy if charles does get to fuck you (if max even lets go of him and carlos allows him to even stare at you for more than a couple minutes) he's def going batshit wild and fucking you hard and rough, not wanting to waste a single second bc this is the only time he can be in control before max takes him

carlos (or max does it even matter) having to pull charles off of you by his hair, forcing him to his knees to suck them off while the other fucks you and you have to watch charles getting throatfucked, gagging loudly as drool seeps out of his mouth? yeah, imma need to sit down for a second

[peachiikawa]

Wounds | Oikawa Tooru x Reader

a/n: i guess i got carried away writing this but i like how this turned out so i hope you enjoy it too!

Word count: 1k

Category: angst with a fluffy end

Warnings: none? self depreciation on Oikawa’s end?

Summary: Oikawa is an insecure man, he knows this. Everyone always seems to like his mask though, so why don’t you? What will it take for you to look his way?

oikawa tooru was someone who always had his walls up

he was someone that only let a few people inside to see the real him

and to him the real him was disgusting

which is why he oh so desperately wanted to hide it from you

you who always brought him a water bottle with a smile on your face

you who always knew what to say when he was down on himself

you who had stolen his heart

but no matter how much he flashed that over confident smile of his at you you never seemed to fall for it

why did his smile work on practically everyone else but you

it started to frustrate him to no end

“oikawa why dont you actually hit the ball”

iwaizumi noticed the distracted gaze of his friend and how it always seemed to land on you

it had been the fifth jump serve oikawa had missed during their practice

but he couldnt take his eyes off of you, aoba johsais precious team manager

“ahaha sorry iwa-chan!”

he tried to laugh it off but no matter how much he laughed he couldnt land a single hit

by the end of practice it was just iwaizumi and him locking up the gym and a heavy silence fell onto them both

“hey oikawa”

‘not now iwa-chan...please’

oikawas lips faltered for a moment but quickly did a 180

“whats this iwa-chan? no trashykawa today? im surprised after how bad i did”

oikawa tried to change the subject with that sickeningly sweet smile of his 

he knew how awful he was today

he knew how distracted he seemed

and he didnt want to hear any words of pity from his friend

iwaizumi just took a deep sigh and patted the setter’s shoulder

“you know, that king act you put on doesnt work for everyone. it doesnt work for me and it sure as hell doesnt work for y/n. so maybe try being yourself. you can be pretty gross but youre actually kind of a cool guy. im sure y/n would think so too”

his hand left oikawas shoulder and he walked off

oikawa was frozen in his spot outside of the gym, his hands curled so tightly into fists he could feel his fingernails digging into his skin

“i know that”

though he said it out loud through gritted teeth, there was no one there to hear him

he wanted to yell and scream and just let all of his frustrations out

so he did

he did exactly that

“oikawa are you okay?”

his head slowly moved towards your direction, his eyes wide

he thought you had left already

so what were you doing here?

but that wasnt the biggest problem on his plate right now

you had seen him

how ugly he was

he wasnt ready for that

not yet

he felt like his world was crumbling down around him

he didnt know what to say

so when you had taken on step towards him

he ran

he didnt know what else to do

but he did know one thing

he knew didnt want to see your face

how disgusted you must be from seeing him like that

when he thought he had finally lost you he stopped in an alleyway, leaning against a building

his chest felt so heavy like it might collapse

and it wasnt just because he had just sprinted away from you

it was heavy from his cowardice, insecurities, and self pity

“oi...oikawa”

for the second time that night his eyes landed on you with surprise

you were out of breath but you didnt look tired

there was another emotion on your face

concern

one you caught your breath you started to search for your words

but before you could even get to them he spoke first

“ah whats up y/n? whyd you follow me? its dangerous to walk alone at night y’know”

he tried his best to sound like nothing had happened

he didnt want to talk about it

especially not with you

and that probably hurt you the most

but despite that you were going to get your two cents in

“i dont know whats wrong and i dont know why youre acting like nothing happened but...oikawa im here for you. and when i say you i really mean you. i really do want to get to know you but its hard when it seems as if theres a wall between us..so will you please let me in?”

tears were starting to form around your eyes and your voice was cracking

oikawa didnt know what to do

what was the right move here

this wasnt volleyball, this wasnt something he could control so easily and that terrified him

“i...im scared”

he decided to swallow every sense of doubt though and finally just let it out

“i want to be liked, i want to be the best but i cant do that being just me. the real me is insecure. the real me hates losing. the real me is terrified of what you think”

he was crying too now, his body shaking

“the real me is disgust-“

he couldnt finish his sentence

your lips were on his before he could

“oikawa i think the real you is kind, the real you is always looking out for his friends, and the real you is always making sacrifices to better your team. youre an amazing guy who doesnt need to hide behind a mask. youre only human, we all are”

there you go again

saving him with your words

his chest suddenly felt...lighter

like he could breathe again

why were you so gentle to him? he didnt deserve it

he felt your hands wiping away his tears

even your touch was soft

he took hold your you hand that was cupping his face and kissed the palm of it

“thank you y/n...thank you so much”

you could feel his hand shaking

and how his lips had quivered against your palm

“anytime oikawa! ill always be here for you”

your smile...was heavenly

so bright and blinding but he couldnt look away

he slowly leaned in and kissed you this time

those feelings of disgust werent gone, they were wounds that couldnt be healed over night

but you sure as hell made them feel better

and maybe one day oikawa would be completely rid of his wounds with you by his side

[overtrolled-liveblog]

C21 #2

Hey, Sollux and Aradia are back! How nice!

SOLLUX: hey l0ser. it’s been a l0ng time. KARKAT: IT’S BEEN A... KARKAT: IT’S BEEN A “LONG TIME”?! KARKAT: IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY TO ME?! IT’S BEEN MORE THAN A FUCKING HUMAN DECADE! KARKAT: I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE DEAD. ARADIA: no i wasnt dead KARKAT: NO, I MEAN LIKE KARKAT: “GONE FOREVER”?? KARKAT: I THOUGHT THAT YOU TWO LITERALLY DIDN’T EXIST ANYMORE! KARKAT: OR AT THE VERY LEAST WERE TRAPPED IN A DEAD UNIVERSE PERPETUALLY COLLAPSING INTO ITS OWN ASSHOLE. SOLLUX: 0h. n0pe.

Aw, man, Karkat lost Sollux multiple times. First in the Vast Glub, then not really during murderstuck, then again during Cascade, then never really seeing his ghost again. And Karkat and Sollux were tight, by the sound of it. How do you even process this?

JADE: ughhh... DAVE: yo babe its ok JADE: easy for you to say! youve got practice with this kind of thing! DAVE: just remember its not actually your corpse DAVE: i mean technically it is DAVE: it both is and isnt your corpse at the same time DAVE: which yeah the longer you think about it like that the more fucked up it gets DAVE: but also when you objectively think about it the combined multiverse is a huge tangle of interrelated but totally random events and its only chance that this specific life is the one you ended up living DAVE: you and that corpse could have just as easily switched places DAVE: but also that would never actually happen because its not how paradox space works DAVE: anyway my point is that nothing really matters so chill out JADE: um, i love you with all my heart dave but youre REALLY not helping right now

Dave never did get therapy did he.

DAVE: the first time rose hugged me it was such a disaster we didnt make eye contact for like a week after KANAYA: Jade Come Here I Shall Hold You In My Arms JADE: thank you kanaya at least ONE of you knows how to treat a lady in distress! JANE: Agreed. I’ve always felt that Kanaya has done an exemplary job of providing a model for compassionate, empathetic behavior, which others of her kind would do well to follow. KARKAT: WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY?

Why did they write Jane this fucking racist? Even a spoiled rich kid from 2011 ought to have internalized enough PCness not to say shit like that out loud even if she thought it!

ROXY: look everyone im not dumb ok even tho i act like it sometimes ROXY: i know whats goin on here ROXY: that were all drifting apart ROXY: and i know thats just a normal part of growing up and making new families ROXY: and i guess learning that some people have unbridgeable divides on political stuff ROXY: i can accept that things arent gonna always be the same as when we first met

Well at least Roxy isn’t acting so unsettling. Also I think that line about politics was meant for the audience rather than the characters because Jane’s politics are self evidently crap. There might not be an easy answer but there is at least one wrong answer and Jane has it.

ROXY: out of a sempiternal number of possibilities we are the only incarnation of this exact specific moment in all of existence ROXY: i think that we should all look around and be super grateful for what we ROXY: wh... what we ROXY: wh... wha... ROXY: whoah fuck Roxy’s voice starts to crack. She staggers off the podium, clutching her bloated stomach. CALLIOPE: roxy? are yoU okay? ROXY: of course im not ok i just WENT INTO FREAKING LABOR JOHN: oh my god!

Birth at a funeral. That would get a smile out of Dirk, I think.

JOHN: doing ok there, sweetheart? ROXY: ugh whyd i let you put this thing inside me

pffft.

CALLIOPE: wait! i... CALLIOPE: i woUld like to be there as well! JOHN: hurry up then! Calliope begins sprinting after John and Roxy but doesn’t make it two steps before something stops her in her tracks. A feeling that crawls under her exoskeleton. She stands deathly still for a moment, and then turns to face the coffin. Something about the corpse has transfixed her. She curls her fingers around the rim of the casket and leans in, studying teen-Jade’s peaceful face. Suddenly, the corpse bolts upright. Calliope yelps and falls on her butt. Adult-Jade screams. JADE: AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! JAKE: By jove! DAVE: jesus fuck