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faksyan · 20 days ago

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Have you ever looked at the list of autism traits and very confidently said well I don't have that one only to notice years later you are doing the fun leg movements from a show you just watched in your kitchen at six in the morning and you suddenly Get what they meant by copying body movements and stuff and surprise you've been doing it all that time actually and now you are Aware of it so your body feels weird but you also still want to do it so your brain just bluescreens. or is that too specific.

#I knew about speech sure. I was so confident about the movements one. yeah no they just DONT GIVE FUCKING CLARIFICATIONS THAT MAKE SENSE #the fucking. is your movement coordination weird thing that I also went no ^_^ to #only to realize also a few years later that's the thing when I hit wall corners and cupboard doors in a house I lived in all my life #and why I miss pots and pans and pour water onto myself. occasionally. I don't know what the standard amount of thaat would be.#and also trip whity nothing in the way. flat surface. flat as hell. I'm pretty sure I do that a bit more than average.#why the fuck does it always correct to thaat that shit pisses me off #whatever whatever #need to go sleep but arcane is treating me well so far if you're wondering the way jinx moves scratches my brain just right #evidently.#faksyan talks #god I used to imitate the way girls walk in the fucking winx movies it's so stupid that's an unlocked memory.#I don't even remember liking that show that much but apparently I did to an extent that my mom had to throw out the disk #and lie that we lost it cause I wouldn't stop watching it which is funny as hell #can't tell you a single thing that happened in this show like not one #I should sleep I ramble too much when I don't #not diagnosed and likely never getting for country reasons but you know. there are signs.

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