#why the fuck did I wver think I could be somebody
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#I dont want to live anymore#i dont want to live like this#its hellish all the time#ill be 23 this year#fucking 23#soon the its ok youre still young excuse is gonna dry up#nothing good ever fucking happens#not to my friends not to me#happiness is so fleeting I'm almost sad whenever I start feeling happy bc I know the moment will be gone#I smile and say things abt the future with my girlfriend knowing full well I'll probably die before we ever get the chance to get there#i used to fool myself that it would be the smoking#but its probably gonna be suicide#theres just no escaping it#and even if I finally off myself ill make the people that depend on me horrible#my girlfriend is gonna suffer my wife is gonna suffer my friends are gonna suffer#so i gotta keep on suffering so I dont disappoint them#working myself down to the bone to achieve nothing and become nobody#why the fuck did I wver think I could be somebody#im such a fucking idiot
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