#why is this so long 😭 it's just me saying i'm an old man fucker in 500 words

[allyriadayne]

I gotta ask favourite doctor who era, doctor and companion?

hii. favorite era, well, RTD's for sure. never liked moffat or chibnall and what things i liked were too far in between. rtd is silly and writes characters like actual human beings with lives outside of the doctor. and of course, actually did interesting things with the doctor too besides having "mad genius" as a character trait. also i can't think of anything as singularly groundbreaking as creating jack harkness in 2005.

favorite doctor hmmm okay yeah pretend you didn't read the last paragraph. ready? okay my favorite doctor is twelve. but hear me out: for a LONG time my fave was ten because david tennant is just that ridiculously charming 15+ years after playing the doctor, plus i liked his story and arc and i cried BUCKETS when he regenerated (still can't listen to vale decem), had the best companions too and being the last of an era made me appreciate him more when eleven did nothing for me. so twelve right? he was still a moffat doctor and eleven had left me such a sour taste because we get it moffat, he's you and you get all the girls and you are a genius and nobody gets you; but peter capaldi was SUCH a good fit. i loved how irascible and dismissive he was, his reserve and the oodles of charm capaldi was able to turn into the best performance on who of the last 5 years. i'm not going to say i liked most of his storylines because i didn't (so now that the master is a woman you make up a romance subplot? really?) but the ones were he and jenna coleman bounced off each other made them good at the very least. and again, cried buckets. "doctor, i let you go" made me reckon with myself like "huh so you like dw again i guess". i really don't know what moffat put in the twelfth doctor but that's the only thing i give him. my third favorite is nine :)

favorite companionnnnn ROSE! rose tyler, only girl in the whole universe!!! maybe it was because i was in A Place in my life where i didn't know how my life was supposed to go, or what i was supposed to do but rose tyler, shop girl, age 19, gave me a lot of comfort. she lived with her mum, worked in a shop and had a lame ass boyfriend who preferred to watch football during their dates, OF COURSE she would go with the doctor! and event though the show doesn't condemn her choice i love that it showed how the little people rose left behind felt. from an outside pov it was an irresponsible decision (and i see that both moffat and chibnall think so too bc they had their companions put rules and Only see the doctor on tuesdays or smth.... it's a time machine!!! live a little!!) but rose just wanted to live. be different, better, greater than herself. to see who she was outside of being jackie tyler and her dead dad's daughter, outside of the council state and her boring lower-class life. and the thing was, rose didn't change at all (the doctor did!! quite literally!!), she just became more and i love her so much for it.

thanks for the question.

[yakuzabrainrotlive]

IT'S OVER! Jeez, that was a long game compared to K1-Y4.

"Mom, can we have the Yakuza 4? "

"We have the Yakuza 4 at home"

The Yakuza 4 at home:

Returning to the past a little.... why did they leave passed-out Kiryu like this?? Have y'all checked for a pulse?? 😭 at least put him on the sofa, dear lord💀

I LOOOOOVE how you could choose your character for these group fights!! Such a fun idea. I kinda trained Kiryu up for nothing since I used Akiyama any time I could >.<

Majima being willing to die to save Haruka makes me so... KEJSKEIDOLW. I'm chewing my bathroom tiles. I knew he's a good person, but I was still touched. Also his line "That girl means more to Kiryu-chan than life itself"

I am SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS SCENE.

......

NAHH I AM NOT. DAMN.

Nothing to say about this besides:

Watase is a top 5 character for me. What a legend.

Shinada's introspection was so well written and I feel like his character arc was finished very neatly here. I do hope we see him in Y6, but I feel like he's gonna go in the Characters We No Longer Need Void™. I'm surprisingly okay with that, even though I'll miss him.

Aizawa, huh. I mean..... okay? Sure? NOT the final boss I expected, but I do like that we get like... a random man trying to climb to the top thing. I'm neutral on this. Still, him saying he wants a "fair fight" as he sees that Kiryu is actively bleeding quite heavily was kind of a "????" thing for me. Ryuji or Watase would never😤

His fight, though. I was going "HOW MANY DAMN HEALTH BARS DOES THIS FUCKER HAVE" out loud in my apartment every time I saw a color of health bar I hadn't seen before. I'll admit; I got frustrated and my thumb hurt, so I did use like.... 2 or 3 tiger drops on him. Oopsies.

I really liked the fight moving along the entire headquarters and ending outside, it was neat.

WHEN I TELL YOU I WEPT, I mean it. Hooooo boy. Haven't cried that hard since Yakuza 0. It was.... AAAAAA. GRRRRRR. PUNCHING MY WALLS AND SCREAMING😭 I love them so, so much and the reunion was everything I ever wanted and then some.

......and then I cried some more in Premium adventure mode when I saw that they hold hands when they walked together. I kinda thought Haruka or Kiryu would feel like she's too "old" for handholding with her dad, but no. And I'm so happy about that. I immediately went to karaoke with her and just. Walked around the city with her.

I'm NOT EXAGGERATING. THIS IS THE LITERAL TRUTH; I have 54 screenshots of them just holding hands in different parts of Sotenbori 🥺💕

Kiryu's content little smile and nods when Haruka says she likes the food during her requests gave me incredible amounts of serotonin and will to live.

All in all, incredible finale part.

[giggle-shade]

I wanted to drag out watching the Fallout series a little longer but I had a day off and binged the last 5 episodes I had. 😭 I cried to out to the screen when it ended and my fiance was like *yes sugar I'm sorry it's over for now* (He knew why I was sad. Because I couldn't see Coop anymore 🤣)

I'm glad he supports my obsessions and Fandoms and my monster fucker tendencies and the MASSIVE lady boners I get for fictional characters. Especially the ones with serious skin conditions that most people would *audible vomit noises* over. I mean, he gets to reap those benefits anyways.

Thankfully I know I'm not alone in my love for The Ghoul 🥰🥰

Speaking of The Ghoul 🥵

What I wouldn't give for him to smirk at me like that🫠

I'm going to make a hell of a serious attempt to write some smutty fic about this mean old man soon. Especially since it's been.. a few years now since a character has hit me like a train like our good ol' cowboy here has.

But it's funny really. No one expected less of me when he first appeared on screen. Especially not my fiance, he knew what was coming. I'd seen most people making posts about Coop with this one in hand ⬇️

But I knew better, the moment he first spoke and his accent hit my ears and his face was barely illuminated before me..

And no one was shocked. I've even received a few messages from friends already. "Have you watched the fallout series yet?" Why yes I just finished it why do you a.. *sends me gifs of Coop being Coop* again, NO ONE was surprised. I come from a tight friend group who has known me for so long, thick and thin of me bouncing from character to character. Monster to monster. Loving them all. And not being ashamed to say I'd let them fuck me into oblivion.

But yes the very moment he appeared on screen I knew what was coming from within myself. My fiance paused the show and I'm patiently, quietly sitting there

And he just cocks his head, glances at me and chuckles.. my face goes red hot.. "WHAT?! CAN I HELP YOU?" I shouted, staring at him angrily for pausing it. And he just... laughs at me. "You think he's hot, don't you?" "YES OF COURSE I DO. CAN WE MOVE ALONG PLEASE?!" chuckling at me again

Yuck it up chucklefuck and buckle up to. Because I've gone feral and you're going to have to deal with it. 🥰

[doyouknowwhoyouare13]

Nyx watches Daisy Jones and the Six

gonna be updated every week when I get the chance to watch that episode

Episode 1

oh boy

why am I starting this right after I finished crying

good lord

anyways

They look just how I imagined

especially Daisy

She's perfect

so pretty

OOOH TRACKS AS EPISODE NAMES???

so sad

GRAHAM

HELP

God those drums are so bad

I'm sorry

oh no

"I wasn't naive I was a baby"

crying

again

SHE WRITES HER A'S LIKE ME

WARREN

💀

god not the wedding

this is so sad

his father has no clue how much he messed up Billy

oh shit

GRAHAM

WTF

MARGARET???

DID I MISS SOMETHING

CAMILA!!!!!!

this is so good so far

oh Chuck...

Don't tell me they changed his story

wtf

oh not this bitch

SIMONE

God I love the outfits

Love at first sight

god I cried more about them than anything else in that goddamn book

Karen is gorgeous

HER ACCENT????????

BRO

I'M IN LOVE WITH HER TOO

STOP I'M GONNA CRY

SAY THE QUOTE

COME ON

YEAH SAY THE QUOTE

WOOHOO!!!!

GO DAISY

I love this sm

HER VOICE

HOLY

I love Camile being a photographer

that's so cute

ok took me long enough

anyways

episode 2 baby

TEDDY

HELP ROD

KAREN

I love them

oh they-

slay!!

Don as in..Evelyn?? yes or no

I still need to finish reading that

DAISY

HER VOICEEEEEE

SHE JUST LEFT 💀

HIS RUN

he's so awkward

LOU ADLER????

HOLD ON I'M SO CONFUSED

WHICH ONE IS LIKE IN EVELYNS

whatever I'll find out when I actually read it

HIS CELEBRATION

I LOVE CAMI

sam's voice my lord

HELP I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC

oh more sex

THERE'S NO WAY

HELPPPP DAISY

Warren is actually the love of my life

oh Cami don't cry

oh god Billy is gonna start spiraling now

crying

oh she's so happy

and he

UGHHHH

breaks my heart

she deserves better

they have the cutest outfits

OH GOD

OH NO

NOOO

GO CAMI!!!!

what the what

bro

omg Billy

I'M GONNA CRY

literally tearing up rn

OH CAMI

Heartbroken

episode 3

going to rehab

as he NEEDS to

is that gonna be like a timeskip orrrr

maybe they'll talk about Daisy for this episode

oh it was a timeskip

OH BILLY

not upset over it my ass

eddie is such a salty whore

I love it

omg Billy looks like he's about to cry 24/7

SIMONE IS

OMG

SHE'S LIKE ME FR!!!!!!!!!!

OMG

I'M GONNA GO INSANE

ok so Daisy isn't her real name I see

GO DAISY!!!

omg my fav couple-

oh wait no

why so many old people

oh that's bad

VOCALS????

SIMONE MY LORD

ew men

such a cute baby

look at him

he literally likes her sm

eddie is in love with cami

OMG CHRISTMAS!!!!

HONEYCOMB

let's go baby

THE song

"the fuck is this Teddy" 💀

IT SOUNDS SO GOOD

IT JUST

AHHH

their voices

omg

just perfection

A NIGHTMARE 💀

OMG THE CONTRADICTION JUST LIKE THE BOOK

episode 4

SEVENEIGHTNINE BABY

THE WAY THEY'RE ALL SEEING IT

I LOVE THEM

HELP THEY'RE SO HIGH

I JUST CAN'T GET OVER THEIR VOICES

someone's mad

NO WAY THEY USED HER VOICE

oh no

Niccolo is gonna be here soon....

uh oh

I love this

just gonna leave it there?? bro karen 😭

their dynamic is too good

episode 5

THE WAKE-UP CALL

WHO IS THAT

THERE'S NO WAY SHE JUST DID THAT

WARREN 😭

SHE DIDN'T KNOW EDDIES NAME 💀

He's so in love with her (Graham)

GRAHAM IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE????

HER BREAKING IN 💀

look at them go!!!!

HA

SHE JUST JUMPS IN THE WATER

Them being friends??? I kinda like that

She IS pretty

pretty best friends

look at them go

she's so pretty

THEY'RE SO FUNNY

look at them getting along!

KAREN!!! GRAHAM!!!

FINALLY WOOHOO

look at them agreeing with each other

well nevermind

omg Billy

so slay

THE HUG

where are the twins

I just realized

well that might be where they are

episode 6

last one for now

this song is too good

KAREN AND GRAHAM

THE QUOTE

THE QUOTE

OMG

I don't like this photo man

DO THE OTHER QUOTE

oh you fuckers

not the Margaret thing again

AURORA!!!!!

uh oh

no Daisy

NOT THE POOL

I mean he's right

omg they're back on bad terms

AGAIN

STOP

NO

THEY KISSED

SCREAMING

BITCH

AHHH

FUCK YOU

YOU BITCH

AHHHHHHHHH

DON'T SHOW IT AGAIN

IS THAT MY FAVORITE SONG IN THE BACK??

YEP

oh no

the argument

THAT BITCH DAISY/hj

NOOOO DO THE QUOTE

slay democracy

SAY THE QUOTE NOW PLEASE

NO

omg

NO SHE LEFT

well gotta wait til next week now 😭

[elettralightwood]

First 100 pages ✨

Imagine watching both Stiles Stilinski and Alex Claremont-Diaz playing lacrosse 😮‍💨 Alex, babes, u wanna fuck him so bad it makes you look stupid 🫶 "Alex’s kind of love story is much more Shakespearean." Someone has to tell him 💀 No cause twelve years old Alex wanting to keep a pic of Henry? Y'all are gonna have to sedate me 😃 "4. Any information regarding or involving HRH Prince Henry’s personal or private life not previously released by official Royal documents, speeches, or approved biographers, including any personal or private relationship the Guest may have with HRH Prince Henry; 5. Any information found on HRH Prince Henry’s personal electronic devices." This is actually heartbreaking ☹️ Sleepy Henry 🥹 "A blue-haired girl in the crowd lifts up a homemade poster that reads in big, glittery letters, GET IN ME, PRINCE HENRY! " OOP 💀 "He’s been aware for too long that most people don’t navigate thoughts of whether they’ll ever be good enough or if they’re disappointing the entire world." Same here my boy 🫡 All of the hospital scene is permanently engraved in my brain 😪 I'm liking this Rafael guy 😌 "Ellen says, starting on another slice crust-first." Immediately jail 😦 "Henry’s super into classical mythology" just like me 🥹 "You keep doing that stupid smile every time you look at your phone. Who are you texting?" Full on giggling 🤭 Who is writing a ff about Alex and Macron 💀 Istg i've seen every movie and tv show they talk about in this book 😎"Alex doesn’t know why Henry never responds to his selfies from bed." I might have a theory 🤔 The turkeys phone call, best thing to ever happen 🤝 "i sent pics of turkeys so i deserve pics of your animals too." ALEX U SNEAKY FUCKER 🤭 "he’s right back in his teens, caring too much about his parents and helpless to change his situation." This one hit a bit too close to home y'all 🫥 STFU HE CALLED HENRY 😭 "I don’t know. I’ve been kind of ... off ... lately.” Alex, babes 🙂 "something feels so restless and hot somewhere beneath his sternum. / He spots Alex, and his smile broadens." Two idiots in love 🤧 “Here,” Alex says, moving his own hips, “watch me.” With a grave gulp of champagne, Henry says, “I am.” Henry is holding on to his champagne for dear life. GIVE MY MAN A BREAK 💀 Alex likes the look on Henry’s face, the sure curl of his hand around the neck of the bottle, the way his lips wrap around the mouth of it. Horny jail 🚨 Maybe he can absorb some of the “much” from the place where their shoulders are pressed together. Thanks for asking, i am not well 😀 THEY KISSED MOTHERFUCKERS I AM SO UNWELL RIGHT NOW Y'ALL ARE GONNA HAVE TO SEDATE ME

"Go fuck yourself.” “Hardly enough time,” Henry says. Jaw on the floor. Left completely speechless. Iconic behavior.

“No need to apologize,” Henry tells her. “Rebel commanders outrank royalty.” He shoots Claudette a wink and a salute." Henry my beloved 😭

"a picture of Henry’s dog wearing a Slytherin scarf. (i don’t know WHO you think you’re kidding, you hufflepuff-ass bitch, Alex texts back, before Henry clarifies his dog, not him, is a Slytherin.)" This is literally a married couple.

"You are the thistle in the tender and sensitive arse crack of my life." "Thanks!" OH MY GOD 💀

"I thought you’d kill me in a more personal way. Silk pillow over my face, slow and gentle suffocation. Just you and me. Sensual.” “Ha. Well.” Henry coughs. My brother in christ was fighting for his life every second ☠️

"And I know you like Henry.” “Shut up,” Alex says. He brushes a finger under his collar and finds his skin damp. Do they always have to crank the heat up this high when it’s snowing outside? “This is interesting,” Nora observes. “No, it’s not,” Alex snaps. “Fine, he can come. But if he doesn’t know anybody else, I’m not babysitting him all night.” “I gave him a plus-one,” June says. “Who is he bringing?” Alex asks immediately, reflexively. Involuntarily. Oh he panicking panicking 🤭

"Please do smack me if this is out of line, but you are the most exquisite woman I have ever seen in my life." “You’re a charmer,” June says, smiling indulgently “And you are a goddess.” I would've blushed SO HARD.

It feels as steady and huge as the ground under their feet, as encompassing of every part of him, as likely to knock the wind out of his lungs. SHUT THE FUCK UP 😭

Whoever told me Alex wasn't in love from the start was LYING to me. He didn't realize it, yes, but boy was whipped!

Reading Red White and Royal Blue and reacting every 100 pages ❤️💙

[mimi-ya]

It's me again, hiii!

I just wanna say that that pic you used to reply to my long ass ask is so cute!!! I love baby Luffy with all my heart, and I'd go to hell and back for him 😭

And I hope you get to cosplay Perona! Her design is one of my favorites in OP 🥺

Now, I've been away for a while and I'm only now seeing some of your posts, so I hope it's still ok to comment on them? Aksjaoshdg

So, Zoro's birthday fic,,, I LOVED IT SO MUCH! THAT WAS SO HOT, I QKJSIAHSHSJSNS fucked out Zoro is 💯 There's something about him being wrecked, and vulnerable, overall, that makes me lose everything 😭 ~ on a side note, I haven't catched up with the manga, yet, so I don't know what's happening currently in Wano, but I REALLY wish Oda would give us some Zoro angst or something like that. I know that is a little sadistic, but I'm CRAVING some vulnerability coming from him 😔

Which leads me to the next topic: mutual hate fucking. I know it's been a while, but I wanna join my fellow Zoro fuckers and intercede for our man 😏

Also, you've been sent to horny jail?! wth 😭 if Tumblr ever dares to come up with this outrage again, it will have to drag us all along with you 😡 ~ we've all been convicted of the same crime, after all 🤧

And your OP art, SO CUTE!!! YOU'RE SUCH A MULTITALENTED QUEEN! I tried drawing baby Robin, once, and... It didn't go well 😅

Now, your birthday celebrations event!!! Mimiii, that's the cutest thing ever 😭 YOU'RE SO SWEET, I CRY. I've submitted mine a few days ago (I've been writing this ask ever since, but I still haven't finished it......... WHY AM I LIKE THIS), even though it won't be my birthday any time soon jwjsjwnbbs actually, chapter 2 of covert identity came out around my birthday, and I was so happy!!! I considered that as a unintentional birthday gift kashusjshsh

On your post about Pudding -- I couldn't agree more! She deserved better, and I hope she can be free, someday. It'd be nice if she, Brûlée and Katakuri rebelled against their mother. Mama is straight up abusive. She always goes on and on about creating a world without discrimination, where "all races" can coexist, but that's all empty discourse. She collects people, and treat them as if they were animals in her own particular zoo. I love her as a character, but I DESPISE her as a person 😂

Finallyyy, I wanna talk about your mutuals tag list!!! Alright, so, when I first opened it, I really wasn't expecting to see myself tagged there. I might have teared up a little........ 😭😭😭 MIMIIIII, that made me so, so happy 😭 I keep coming back to it, and EVERY single time I get, like 🥺😭🥰

Just know that I love and appreciate you just as much! I've been kind of absent from Tumblr, lately, but I love seeing your posts on my dash; they really make my day.

I'm planning on creating a new blog just for OP (maybe?) (my original account is over 10 years old, and I'm having quite an identity crisis. I can't even stand looking at it 🤡). If I follow through that plan (or when I'm finally able to put up with all the bullshit of past me and can go back to using my old blog), I promise I'll let you know whenever it's ready! Until then (and even after that), I'll continue being your sprout, for as long as you allow me 🥺

- 🌱

I'll comment on your most recent works as I read them, as I still haven't had the chance to do that 😭 also, I think it's best if I just end this ask here, as it's gotten LONG long, already, and I just keep adding things as the days go by 😂)

my sprout!🌱

first off: baby strawhats are superior to adult strawhats, but something about baby asl will always have the biggest place in my heart!! SO CUTE! my brother is watching op, and I’ve asked that out of the 1000 episodes he PLEASE let me watch 493 & 494. I LOVE BABY ASL SO MUCH!!

perona is also one of my favs! my roommate and I have a goal of going to some anime con when ever things feel safe again, so I have until then to make my cosplay! Except now I’m OBSESSED with ulti!! the only down side is I don’t think her outfit is as fun as perona 😪 but we’ll see what happens!

I’m glad you enjoyed zoro’s bday fic!! Wrecked zoro is the best zoro 😌 and I have a feeling we’re going to get some zoro stuff in Wano, I’m just not sure if it’ll be angst?? I feel like the only thing that could get to him would be about kuina, so if Oda is somehow able to tie her in? Idk! (And of course luffy and the crew, but I don’t want THAT MUCH angst!)

and don’t worry, mutual hate fucking is cumming (lol, i hate myself 😭) it has to, zoro is literally the perfect character for it

I was sentenced to a quick stint in horny jail but have been bailed out! I promised the tumblr gods to behave from here on out so fingers crossed that doesn’t happen again!!

thank you for the sweet words about my art! I realized I didn’t even post all the things I made! Crafty things are my favorite! And I would love to see your baby Robin, I bet she’s adorable!

I’m glad you like the birthday celebration event! I’m pretty excited about it! I just hope I can come up with enough birthday themed ideas! 😅 and speaking of covert identity… lmao chapter 4 is basically done but then I remembered y’all need chapter 3 before that! My goal is to have chapter 3 done within the month and 4 will come quickly after! ☺️

Pudding and all of big mamas kids deserved better! I’m interested to see what role the Charlotte children will play in Wano or if some of them will ever be seen again in the future!

And bestie! I’m so glad you saw the tag!! LOL! I was giggling writing it out, because I was like, this will be so funny if my 🌱 opens it! And I couldn’t not include you! And I feel that blog issue, my old blog was a cluster fuck of all my different fandoms, and I was like, alright. Time to just make something fresh for op!

I’d be happy to interact with any blog you make, but will also always have you in my heart as my little sprout! 🥰🥺 love love love getting to hear from you! 💗

[moderndaymom]

Well hello mother fuckers! I'm going to get right to it tonight! I have got another dussie for you! Ok so my and K's youngest son is sick 😷 🤢, not covid, and he was sent to his father's house this weekend with his antibiotics. So on Monday when they came home, they didn't bring back his antibiotics. So after school our youngest and I stopped by K's house and was going to grab his meds. Our son knows the garage code so he had gotten in from there. Anyway, they had gotten a new puppy about 2 weeks ago. I told our son to go and grab his meds, and before he had gotten out of the car he said, ' hey Mom, you want to come see the puppy?' so I said sure baby. Let's not forget I had texted K and told him that we were going to stop by, he said there's none of his antibiotics left. Before I had gotten that text, because he lives so close to our boys school, 😂😭, must be fucking nice TWAT,, our son and I were at the big garage door, and I left my phone in the car, and since they live in such a nice neighborhood, they need security cameras. Even though I know for a mother fucking fact his ass got them because of me, 🤣🤣🤣, I hope it cost so fucking much, so anyway we're at the garage door and I stepped literally one step into there garage, so my son could show me the puppy, and guess what I get a few hours later? Go ahead take a good guess.......... It's a text from his nasty ass, fat fuck of a linebacker boyfriend, aka girl maybe 🤔? Asking if I entered their home when no one was there? I will let you read it for yourself!

Yep so that was my Tuesday night. So not only are they constantly harassing me and watching my every move, now they're harassing me with the police as well. Like what the actual fuck did I do to deserve these disgusting people into my life? Like fuck man. I have done so fucking good with changing my life around, to focus on me and my children, to change my perspective and on so many things, and on so many different levels, I have honestly never, ever been so fucking happy in my life these past few years. I mean I lost 108 LBS, I have ditched the bitch, my oldest son started his own company, and bought his own 2022 LT1 Camero, (with his own money) I have been so fucking supportive to my children in everything that they do, for example, our youngest son is an inspiring D.J. and this child no joke at 9 years old has his own D.J. booth in our garage for Christ sake! Fuck I have been working my ass off to provide for these children ON MY FUCKING OWN!!!!! AHHHHH. Sorry had to get loud in this bitch for a sec. But look at how amazing my children are!

Like come on look at these amazing little fucks!!!! I am so God damn proud of myself and my children! I could not have asked for such amazing kid's! I'm going to just throw this out there..... I pretty much raised these children by myself, so yes I have every right to brag about how amazing they are! Now I'm not saying I have done absolutely everything for them, they do have grandparents as well that have helped me tremendously, and I am so thankful for them. If it wasn't for them I would of been completely fucked! They have helped me hang on to everything I had built for my children and I and I still think of my ex in-laws as my in-laws still! They even come to visit me at work and have a drink. This is the type of relationship that people who are separated should have with their ex's and there in-laws. Why? Because these people are going to be in your life FOREVER! So why hate someone your children love? It just shows that, that person isn't able to forgive. That is not the type of person I am anymore, and I love it. As long as your children are happy that's what matters. If you do hate someone, ask yourself why? What did this person do to you that is so horrible that you can not forgive them? Unless they physically or mentally fucked you up like my ex has, I still show my children that I want to hear what they did with their father this past weekend. If your child is excited about something you should be as well! I know you're probably thinking, this Mother fucker has done all this to you in a 13 year period, you raised his children and he still continues to hurt you again and again, yet I still forgive him. He is mad and it is understandable. Even though he pretends he is happy with his new life, new girlfriend/ boyfriend, new house, new puppy, but still tries to make me miserable. Well he can't anymore and I am the only one who can control what he can control in my life. Set boundaries, try to communicate, tells me one thing and out children another, it is a vicious cycle and I actually feel sorry for him that he is still trying to hold on for almost 5 years later. I completely understand I am a good catch, but hunny it's time to let go. Until he realizes that for himself he will continue to pretend to be " happy". When you are actually 100% happy with yourself and your family and your life, you do not need to shout it out on social media, or continuously tell everyone around you how happy your life is. It shows and you are at an absolute high in your life and it is actually pretty strange how everything else in the world falls into your favor. Yes their will be bumps in the road, that will try to pull you down, but something so small can not take away your happiness. The most important thing is to stay positive. Negative people can be negative without you. The most important this to remember is that " Can't nobody hold me down, can't nobody take my pride". Anyone my age will understand this! 🤣🤣 But I'm so serious, don't let people control you with their anger! FUCK THEM AND THE NEGATIVE HORSE THEY RODE IN ON! Keep control of your life and your life only! Make yourself happy! Once you can achieve this you will see what I am talking about. No it's not going to happen overnight, but you will see results shorty. So far this is most of the drama I wanted to get off my chest but with the type of manipulative people they are I'm sure their will be more soon. Have a fantastic fucking week and I love all you bitches! Until next time. Hopefully he isn't going to try anything else until court next month. ✌️