#why is tessa the only human to have a noise when she blinks?

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hello that one person in my askbox asking my about my opinion on cyn. I think this should answer your question.

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Metanoia Pt. 2

Chapter 2 I’m Fine

Today I was preparing the things I need for the photoshoot for Mr. Lee, “Looks like everything I need is here” I said. When I started to look around if I left something then I saw the music box, I approached it and spin the key behind it. “You really do like the sound of that thing is making” commented the man beside me who is making scrambled eggs. “Yup, it makes me feel relaxed that’s all, are you making food again?” I asked, “The eggs that I made got burned when we were talking” he whimpered I just sighed and looked at him seriously. “I don’t want you to make many noise or go out without my permission, don’t let the landlady see you are anyone okay?” he just nodded and smiled at me, “I will be heading to the Garden of Eden for a photoshoot, I might come home late.” I continued while heading to the door I check at my watch. “I’ll see you later then” I was almost open the door of the apartment but he stopped me, “Wait a second! I made you a snack, if you got hungry in your photoshoot you can eat this.” He said while giving me the paper bag. “Okay, thanks” I accepted the little snack he made and went on to my destination.

I was waiting for the bus when I suddenly got curious what snack that he made for me, I open the lid of the lunchbox it was full of fresh fruits, bananas, oranges and my favorite, kiwi. He even cut them for me and I look inside the paper back and I saw a letter.

Dear, Miss Sofia

I hope you will enjoy this little snack I made for you! I have nice day!

-Jimin

“Wow! I admit that was cute” I giggled then suddenly the bus came. To be honest that made my day little brighter. After a few hours of bus ride I arrived at my destination. I don’t see the staffs of Mr. Lee, they might be late so I sat in the nearest bench and waited for them. “Where are them? They said 2 pm but it is almost 4! And it will be dark soon” I complained, after hours of waiting a saw a black van and many familiar faces are going out of the van. “It’s them!” I exclaimed, I walked towards them to greet each one of the staff and Mr. Lee. He was wearing a very dark shade and a tux. “Sorry we are late Ms. Sofia” he apologized, “It’s okay sir” I said. Then they started preparing all the flowers, I also starting to photograph each flowers. If I am going to be completely honest I didn’t like the result go the photoshoot. Because the lighting is too dark and some of the staffs didn’t cooperate. After the photoshoot I bid farewell to Mr. Lee, I head towards the office to see the results of the photoshoot.

I looked at my watch it was almost 6 pm, I stared at the pinkish sky the sun is slowly going down. The street lights one by one starting too lit up and many people rushing to go home. Suddenly I felt something vibrating in my bag. “Hello?” I asked

“Sofia it’s Tessa! The boss wants you now! And it doesn’t look good” she worriedly warned me, I took a deep breath “Okay, I will call you later.” I said

I rushed to the office, after a few minutes of running I stopped at the president’s office. I knocked and calmly opened the door. “Miss Sofia, please come in” she said in a low voice, I slowly entered the room, she slide a piece of paper in her table, and I pick it up and read it. It was an email from Mr. Lee, it stated that he didn’t like what I did in the project he said he need more professional to be working for his project next time not a mere intern. I will be a big liar if I told that it didn’t hurt.

Mrs. Choi grasps my shoulder, “I am still counting on you for the Love&Floral project if you still want to.” She smiled weakly, “Now, you can go home you might be tired. Thank you for your hard work” she said. I bowed at her and exited the room.

My feet started to walk on its own, everything around me started to look grey. Outside the office the snow is falling like droplets of rain and for first time I felt the coldness of the winter. I headed to the park to relax myself for a bit. “Well everything will be alright I just have to think the positive side right? I just have to let it go. I can’t go home like this I need to bring out all the sadness I am feeling right now” I forcedly smiled but it didn’t stop my tear from falling. “Who am I kidding?” I said and hugged my knees and started to cry. In the park my soft sobs are the only sound that can be heard. “I have to stop my tears from falling!” I slapped my cheeks and stood up. I took a deep breath and started walking heading towards my apartment.  

After a few hours of riding the bus finally I got home safely, suddenly I sneezed “Looks like you catch the cold darling” said the landlady who is holding a tray full of hot chocolate. “I am okay Miss Landlady” I sniffled, “Okay just make sure you drink some medicine, I have to go now darling” she wave goodbye to me. I went upstairs to my apartment. I took out my keys, I hesitated to open the door “I don’t feel like going inside, maybe I should go to a near café” I slid back my key to my bag.

“Where are you going?” someone suddenly opened the door. “Oh damn!” I yelped and slapped the man in front of me. “Ow!” he cried. I shushed him and cover his mouth with my hands. “I am so sorry Jimin! Don’t shout” I apologized. We went inside the apartment and sat in the living room. He was sitting in the couch while I was standing in front of him with my arm crossed. “Why are you still human?” I asked

“Because I haven’t explained to you everything!” he scoffed and crossed his legs “If you want to know everything you have to listen carefully” he continued proudly smiling at me. I touched my forehead and massaged it. “Such a drag! Fine! Let’s not talk here, we go up” I said he looked at me with a puzzled expression “Up?” he confirmed I nodded “Yep! Up” I said while pointing at the ceiling. I walked towards my window beside the window it has stairs heading towards the roof of the big apartment. “Where are we going?” he asked while following behind me. “You will see when we get up there” I teased and laughed. Finally we reached the top “Finally we are here!” I said, I open the lights, middle of the terrace is a big bed and it was surrounded by different Christmas lights. In the other parts of the terrace it was filled with flowers, I looked at Jimin I think he is very amazed by the view. “This is my secret hideout; of course I got the landlady’s permission to fix this terrace, and that bed it was always been here I just change the foam and cover it when it rains or snow. The view here is what I love the most” I said. After a few minutes of silence between me and Jimin I didn’t feel awkward around him just a comfortable silence. “I think I need to hear your explanation now” I said. He nodded, we sat at the bed and he looked at me and he took something from his pocket “That’s the ring I saw in the box right?” I asked

“Yes, I don’t know if I am cursed or was made to be like this. But what I know I have a mission, I must save my owner from his or her problems that she or he is facing. I will be turn into a nutcracker if my owner doesn’t need my presence but if she needed me I will be in a human form. I don’t know what problem you are facing right now but I will try my best to solve it with you” he reassured I looked at the ring he was holding “What if I told you I don’t need you?” I questioned him while staring intently in his eyes, I can see clearly that he was shocked but he still remain calm “I don’t think I can do anything because I was given to you as a gift, if you rejected a gift was given to you full heartedly it will cause bad luck” he stated I just shrugged my shoulders “Well I am just curious that’s all, then what’s the purpose of that ring? Is that the seal of agreement?” I guessed then he suddenly laughed “Looks like you got it right, so will you accept me as your partner to help you?” he asked.

I pretend to be thinking it deeply “Don’t tell me you will reject my offer” he worriedly asked I put my hand in front of him “Well there is nothing I can do” I smiled, he gently placed the ring in my finger. Then he sat properly in the bed and sighed in relief “So now you can tell me your problems and we will solve it!” he exclaimed.

“I don’t know what problem you are looking for?” I asked, he blinks many times and look at me intently “Are you kidding me? You don’t know your own problems? Humans should know what their problems is and solve it one by one” he said I pinched his cheeks “Look I don’t know! Okay?!” I said and put my hands down “I don’t have any problems” I continued, he sighed “To be honest you are my last mission” he stated. I looked at him with curiosity “Why is that? Do you remember your owners?” I asked

“No. I don’t remember them; I also don’t know the reason why. But you are the 100th owner that took me in. And if my mission for you was a success I will know all the answers in my questions” he remarked. A silence fell upon us, I look at him and look up from the sky the snow is still falling “It’s like droplets of rain right?” he commented I looked at him I can see everything clearly now. But I won’t tell him just yet. “Hm? I think it looks like a cherry blossom petals” I chuckled and stood up “It’s time to go back, it’s getting cold.” I suggested, we both went back to the apartment. While I was brushing my teeth I saw Jimin fixing the couch and he is preparing to go to sleep. I went to my bedroom and took out a big comfy blanket. “Here, it will be cold you need to have extra blanket to keep you warm” I said and hand him the cloth “Thank you” he accepted the blanket and I went back to my bedroom. I flopped myself into my bed and grab my laptop then suddenly I remember what happen to the office earlier. Then suddenly I got a message it’s from Taehyung.

 To: Sofia

Hey, how are you? We haven’t talk for days; can I come to your house tomorrow? I need to tell you something.

From: Taehyung

I can’t let him go here, he might see Jimin and I can totally imagine him freaking out.

To: Taehyung

Sorry Taehyung you can’t. I’m a bit busy I will message you if I’ve got free time.

From: Sofia

I closed my laptop and preparing myself to sleep. But sadly I can’t, because I am having my night thoughts again. I search a perfect comfortable spot where I can sleep properly, I change the position of my pillow even I tried changing my position. I took my phone out again and look at my old photos “It looks nice to be a kid again” I said then suddenly someone knocked on my door. “Are you still up?” Jimin asked

“Yup, I am” I replied he slowly open the door, he was holding the pillow and the blanket I gave him. “Is there something wrong?” I asked. He was standing in the door like a kid who had a bad dream “I just felt a sting in the ring, I thought you need some company” he mumbled I look at the ring that he gave me and I just notice now he also had the same ring. “So my feelings came across you isn’t it?” I gently patted the space in my bed; I know I shouldn’t be doing this because he is a stranger but something in me saying that I can trust him. I sat in my bed across to him, “Did something happen?” he worriedly asked, I hesitated to tell him then he suddenly spoke “I couldn’t sleep either, I always got this bad dreams and it keeps hunting me like a beast preparing to capture its prey. I know this is quite sudden can I sleep with you here in you room. I promise I won’t make any noise! I can sleep in the floor too!” he requested I stood up and pulled foam under my bed. “Use this I always have this if I don’t feel like sleeping in my bed” I said then I he suddenly hug me “Thank you! Thank you very much!” I pulled him away “Okay! Stop hugging me” he stops and started fixing his bed.

I looked at the clock it is almost 1 am, I turn off the lamp and I lay in my bed. I stare at my ceiling “Can you tell me why?” Jimin asked

“Why? You mean why my feelings stung you?” I asked,

“Yep” he replied

“Fine, I’ll tell you. Remember that I had a photoshoot today; well it didn’t go as I planned. Mr. Lee doesn’t like my work. And I felt that the president little by little losing her interest in me. I feel I don’t like it anymore” I spoke, then I felt my bed sheets moves and I saw Jimin sitting in my bed. I sat up I realize my tears is falling again. “Sorry if I eavesdrop your conversation with your mother last time, is everything okay?” he asked

“No. Everything is not fine” I stammered and wipe my tear, “Don’t worry about me, we should get to bed and everything will be fine tomorrow, I will be fine tomorrow” I smiled at him to reassure him that I can do this on my own.