#why is ayumi such a tragic lesbian

[wisteriamemory]

It came to mind when Ayumi was called out about not being able to portray being in love “there is no love in her eyes” during her tv drama. What if while she is looking for someone to learn how to portray love from she stumbles on one if the many tabloid articles about Maya and Shigeru…and well y’all know where this is going but maybe this sparks something in Ayumi, her not knowing why her chest aches at the sight of her rival in love, while she herself is struggling to portray it.

This furthers when she asks Maya if she has ever been in love (when they are training for the Crimson Goddess role). Maya says she has been in love, but it ended badly. And Ayumi says something along the lines of the news articles being true, and that she’s sorry. Thus confirming her suspicion and simultaneously breaking her own heart a bit more.

I’m not trying to take away from Maya’s love experience with Shigeru cause he was a good guy. But man wouldn’t that be interesting to see Ayumi’s love continue to develop during that time and how she would handle it? (Burying it deep deep down inside her cause she’s a tragic lesbians) _(:3」z)_

Now I gotta draw some non-angst because my heart is sad.