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Oh I'm not really ok today I guess
#personal#i don't want to go#i don't concede#i don't want them to think they've won or they were right#i don't want to reopen the wounds#why don't i push backharder#i don't want to undo the grieving#i don't want to see the uncanny valley hell of a place i used to love#i don't want to be trapped in this body breaking down around me#i don't want to suffocate as all the windows close#i don't want to be afraid to wear a mask or be myself in public#i don't want to walk into the boiling cesspit of headassed fools#i don't want to fail at this thing i thought would be fun#ask i want to do is finish Baldur's Gate and play paleo pines or Stardew valley#to finish up the backstitch on this embroidery#to finally fix my lamp to try to save my big aloe
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