#why didnt meletonin work like it does every night
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#ok cant sleep#keep crying#eyes hurt#why didnt meletonin work like it does every night#alarm going off in 6 hours#not enough sleep#dont feel tired at all#just anxious#so so so anxious#why is this feeling happening#i canceled plans with the guy earlier because anxiety was just not letting me leave my apartment#i got fully ready to go out and just couldnt do it#ngl i think a part of it is not having glasses#like there are much bigger fish to fry but i kind of feel like having my glasses is a little tiny piece of armor#((not to mention its super disorienting when everything is blurry))#((do you know how many times i poked myself in the face today because i kept trying to adjust my glasses that werent there))#i hate having my face exposed#its too real#tbh i would wear sunglasses 24/7 if it was normal#then people wouldnt give me shit all the damn time about eye contact#ppl call eyes the window to the soul then call ME weird for not wanting to look into them#sorry the WINDOWS to your SOUL are a little much for me#FUCK I NEED TO SLEEP#alarm in 5 hours and 55 mins
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