#why can't there just be happu

[lafortis]

Finished umineko and I am left only with 'goddamn'.

that's a good fuckin vn

[thebottomfromhell]

Hiiii! Could I request something for Hantengu (main body). I could imagine him getting jealous over his clones. Maybe they’re being extra touchy feely and he’s jealous. Thank you so much!

No prob, jealous Hantengu coming up! Sorry for the wait, as always.

Hantengu being jealous over his clones, GN Reader

Warnings: idk, this one seems pretty safe, Slight harm to reader (Hantengu just grabs you). Also a description of Hantengu that might inply sexua content.

Hantengu has always been fine with having you around the clones. Who else is meant to protect you? To keep you around? Him? HAH! Nice one, the idea of you depending on him make him want to throw up of the nerves. How is he supposed to keep you safe and happu when everything is so scary? So unfortunate! He can't, he can't do it by his own, that is why he has clones!

Amd of course, just like he loves you, his clones adore you. Sekido watches over you, Aizetsu likes to spend time with you, Karaku is the first one to come up with something fun to do and Urogi even sleeps over you (he doesn't need to sleep, he likes the cuddles). The four are rather protective over you, which is good. Is good, of course it's....

"And Sekido was like "Urogi, you better stop before get angry" but he didn't need time to get angry before attacking us all! We are so in pain! We need attention and adoration to heal up!" Karaku justifies the fact that he si sitting in your feet while Urogi is grabbing you from behind to lean in your back. Aizetsu is just quietly cleaning his spear besides you and Sekido is fumming some steps away. "You should be more respectful of people's property and personal space!" Aizetsu speaks without looking. "You can leave if you want to. It's sad that you pretend you don't want attention too, getting the short stick for your pride." Holy shi- as if Heantengu didn't need more reasons to feel insecure. His clones are so.... likeable, maybe, probably even more than him, and the fact that They. Keep. Touching. You.

It's an impulse that gets him into grabbing your arm and pull you from Urogi's hold, pushing Karaku to the ground in the process. "Eeeeeeck! Get away! Get away!" The clones just look at him, slightly confused, as the main body keeps pulling you to himself. "Get away!" Hantengu is trembling, thick tears rning through his arms as he squeezes hard enough to leave some marks in your skin. The clones then look at each other, Urogi and Karaku smirking at each other.

"Oh! Is Hantengu jealous? Is he afraid that his emotions will take his beloved Y/N away from him?" Karaku stands to tease, passing his arm through Hantengu's shoulder, making the main body squeal and release your arm as he brigs his hands to cover himself. "That's not true! That is not true!" He blushes hard as he keeps crying and sobbing, specially when Urogi starts flying around them. "So cute! So cute! Hantengu wants attention! He wants attention but he is too shy to ask for it!"

Even Sekido and Aizetsu smile a little as the pleasure clone and the joy clone keep teasing their main body. You must also contain a laugh, the scene is cute. Your beloved looks so nervious, shy and a embarrased... soft, in a way. He always looks so delicate and fragile, so pitiful. "I'm not! Stop bullying me! It hurts! It hurts!" And honestly, you are into that. "It's so pitiful, so sad. Y/N is Hantengu's lover after all. But the fact that he is jealous of clones of himself. It's very, very sad, pathetic even." Even Aizetsu joined in!

Part of you wants to wait and see if Sekido will also join to tease and bully Hantengu, to let you see that face become more flustered, the body shaky, the whimpers louder. A pretty mess for you to pick up for yourself. But. You can also feel the intense, begging gaze, of Hantengu upon you. He wants you, needs you, he can't share you with anyone. Help him, make him feel safe, pleasepleasepleaseplease

"I think that's enough." You decide to have mercy with Hantengu and push Karaku off gently, the main body taking the chance to cling into your waist, kness on the ground and face burried in your stomach as he weeps. "Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! Too much accusations! Please! I'm being bullied!" You can only smile as you pet his head. "Don't worry darling. You are safe with me." He keeps crying against you as you comfort him, the rest of the clones looking. Urogi chuckles, Karaku looks bored, Aizetsu is pitying Hantengu with a side-eye and Sekido just looks uncomfortable.

"Can you leave me alone with my little Hantengu? I want to have a moment." Sekido rushes before anyone else can speak, using his staff to stab both joy and pleasure before they can speak. As they complain of the pain, anger stamps the ground with the end of his weapon. "We will be leaving now! We don't want to see whatever you will do! So you all three fuckING MOVE!" He stamps the floor again, this time attacking with the electricity, forcing everyone but you and Hantengu to move before joining them.

"Mine... mine... please! Please let me-" He can't even articulate his thoughts, but you don't mind. "Yes, I am yours. No need to make a little scene." He relaxes once you say that, and damn- "Or do, it's so cute when you act so helplessly." He sobs again as he grips harder against you. What? He is fun and cute to tease.

[fairyhaos]

OH WAIT HAPPU ONE YEAR!!!!

AHARGH FINAL EXAMS ARE IN A MONTH SKJZJ literally fighting for my life these days istg dpnt want to graduate

also why are prom dresses so hard to find I can't find something that fit the theme but isn't too extravagant(?) ugh

it has been so hot these days in my country its driving me crazy

ABYWAY! yena how have u been doing???

(btw for the bias thing, wrong even if I love him soonyoung isn't my bias hehe)

(also I don't think I told u but english isn't my native language so I might make mistakes or typos either bc I type to fast or didn't pay attention :p)

- 🌷anon

AHH THANK YOU TULIP ANON MWAHH <333

also omg good luck w ur exams too???? mine start next week so 😭😭 we'll both be trapped in exam hell soon 💔

i gotta say that i totally get the struggle for prom dresses lmaoo i spent a solid month trying to find mine !!! one of my friends was watching us all agonize over dresses and was like "lmao im just gonna wear a suit"

also ive been doing well!! weve had the highest temps of the year today at 27C (which is Definitely Hot bc i live in the uk and it's like. still the middle of may) and exam nerves are catching up to me but other than that, all is well ^^

i hope you're doing good too! and dww abt the typos omg im always in awe of esl people bc you're always soo fluent!!

[been-taking-muay-thai-classes]

I always laugh when people say Jamil could've just- talked to Kalim. Because no, he couldn't.

First because he's a servant and it would be unwise to tell your master's son that you have issues with the social hierarchy you two have but also because uhhh Jamil did try talking with Kalim about less perilous issues he had and while Kalim seemed to heed his words at first, in the end he always brushed his concerns aside because "Jamil can do it no problem!".

Kalim's lab vignette shows him using the Scarabia kitchen to do his alchemy homework, resulting in him blowing the kitchen up. Jamil decides to help him with his homework while arranging for someone to come rix the kitchen at a later date.

Kalim tells him to focus on the kitchen first because he has a party planned for that afternoon and needs to host everyone. Jamil, understandibly alarmed, asks him who was suppossed to be in charge of cooking, hosting, etc. And Kalim goes "why, you of course. You can just make extra of whatever you're whipping up for me anyway".

This line is particularly important in the context of this vignette, because in part 2 we learn that Kalim wanted to make this party so that Jamil would get to know his class year and socialize with them. The issue is that, by virtue of being the host and cook Jamil would've had to serve the guests and therefore had very little time to socialize. On top of that, Kalim knows how proper Jamil is and how unlikely it is that he would "let loose" in a party setting where he's meant to serve everybody and also protect Kalim.

So while Jamil's issues with Kalim stem in part from how the system benefits him and forces Jamil to be his servant, another part of his issues with Kalim are from legitimate grievances with him and the way he exploits him to the point of exhaustion. Because Jamil does tell Kalim often how his parties and banquets and other whims take a lot of time, effort, stress and work for Jamil but Kalim always draggs him in the end in one way or another.

As for the reason Jamil isn't ressentful of his parents well that's simple: they are servants whose whole income and living situation depends on their masters being happy with their service. And while they seem happu to serve (from Jamil's birthday voice lines and vignettes) that doesn't mean they don't understand the potential consequences that could befall them or their children if they stepped out of line.

See in the jp version of the game, Jamil says he can't overshadow Kalim because then Kalim's father could put his entire family on the street. That's seriously not something any kid should have to worry about and yet it is an ever present fear in Jamil's mind which fuels his overprotectiveness of Kalim. He does everything for him because that's the only way to avoid Kalim comong to any harm and therefore hisnown family coming to harm.

And Kalim can't possibly understand any of this because he has so much privilege that he has never had to worry about such things. Sure he has emotional worries, that people don't put the same weight on his issues because he's rich and therefore his problems matter less (which lets face it, with people like Ruggie who have starved, the problems of the wealthy feel comparably like nothing issues so he's not wrong to think people care little about him), he has also been shown having trouble separating from Jamil even after the betrayal likely because Jamil is the only person he feels he can trust not to try to poison him or such due to his fortune.

But that once again shows how little Kalim understood of the situation because his privilege blinded him. He claims Jamil is his best friend but that's just because Jamil was forced to serve and do what he wanted since they were kids. Jamil never had a choice in the matter and given they still are Master and Servant, Jamil can't really choose to spend less time with Kalim than he already does.

Kalim thinks that just by saying "we'll compete as equals!" Means that'll happen but there's likely still things Jamil can't do or let Kalim do become it could repercute on him and his family if it went wrong, and unlike Kalim, Jamil can't take that risk because his family isn't rich nor socially secure, they jave served the Asims for generations! That makes Jamil and his family indentured servants! That's akin to slavery given they still have to work for the Asim family after so many generations!

So really, if Kalim still can't understand why Jamil and he can't be friends as long as Jamil is his servant, if he still does things Jamil has explicitely asked him not to because it'll mean more work and stress for himself, how can Jamil expect that Kalim will understand their class differences and the problems its meant for Jamil just from a conversation? The answer is simple: he can't.

Kalim is slowly learning about these things and doing his best to be a better friend to Jamil, becoming more independent and responsible but he still has a ways to go and that all happened because Jamil overblotted. Without the scheme and the oberblot there is NO WAY Kalim would've understood the real depth of Jamil's despair.

TL;DR Kalim needed to be confronted with Jamil's betrayal and overblot to finally understand his feelings because his privilege blinded him to ALL of the things Jamil had to do for him to protect his family, instead of just thinking "Jamil is a worrywart".

his treatment of kalim, while it is a two way street, but he complains that kalim never does anything for himself, when its j*mil who never lets kalim do such. Kalim is probably the most nicest character, and j*mils midirected anger pisses me off so bad 😭, especially since j*mil could’ve honestly talked to kalim about it.

While it might not be as socially acceptable, it would be for him because its KALIM he wants to talk too. Instead of immediately resorting to taking him out of the equation he could’ve just talked to him, im sure kalim would’ve been open to it !! 😭😭��j*mils overblot also was just hella annoying 😔 YOU can like him, and ofc think of the situation otherwise, just me personally i didnt lkke how it was handled 😭😔

i do like his design though, and his development and concept is something i enjoy, just not how it was handled 😔

In my defense,

He's 17

HELPP LMAO but anyways. Yeah, all of that is totally valid and I actually don't know that much about Jamil but I do think the hate is misdirected but at the same time, i believe its understandable why. I think the reason why he hates Kalim is because of his obliviousness to the situation they're in and also obviously because he's always after him.

"His parents kept telling him he's under Kalim. Why not hate them?"

Yeah his parents forced him to do that but that's HIS parents. The one he loves. That's family and he knows their situation.

"Why couldn't he hate Kalim's parents then?"

No doubt he holds some type of resentment for them too idk

But I don't think he is as close with kalim's parents to even feel that much hatred as he is with Kalim. Like yk you don't even know that person well enough to even hate them.

I do think he does hold resentment for them but I believe since he's more near Kalim and is always told:

"Kalim goes first"

"Kalim wins."

"Kalim is above you."

"Kalim."

"KALIM."

"KALIM."

He's told that constantly and they don't mention "Oh his parents are better" or smth

His parents probably said "Kalim's family is above us" but I do think "Kalim is first" or smth like that has been consistently said to him that it's been ingrained in his mind.

Also imagine ur parents putting another kid above you, would you not hate that kid? I mean yeah you'll hate your parents but also that kid too.

Like the sheer resentment and confusion you'll feel because "what makes that kid better than me?" "What's so much better?" "Aren't I better?" "Do you not love me?"

LIKE IMAGINE WHAT JAMIL FELT WHEN HIS PARENTS WERE LIKE "don't do that!!! Kalim needs to win!!"

And also he's been doing shit for Kalim since they were born so I think he's just doing his job when he keeps doing shit himself and doesnt let Kalim do it 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ idk I literally don't know but it's silly but he consistently does it so Kalim could look good. Everything he does is for Kalim to look good like he's taught.

And that's kind of the reason why he went to NRC so he could escape from Kalim and focus on becoming a cool wizard but Kalim's dad found that and literally shoved Kalim into it too, ruining Jamil's freedom. Crowley got paid a small loan of million madols and made Kalim dormleader.

Yeah it's not Kalim's fault but it deepens Jamil's hate for him because HE worked hard but Kalim's daddy pays the school and boom, Kalim's dormleader.

I think that's why he says Kalim's mere existence makes him defer everything for him. He has to put off winning a board game, he has to put off competitions, he has to put off getting good grades, he doesnt become dormleader for Kalim to look good.

And the fact that he had to put off EVERYTHING for Kalim. I mean yeah they could've talked but JAMIL ISNT VERY OPEN LIKE THAT. Kalim would really love it if Jamil was open about it but Jamil was always told to hold off his tongue. HE'S BEEN TAUGHT THAT.

I LOVE KALIM TOO don't get me wrong I love Kalim but hating on Jamil is a GRRRRRRRRRRRRR for me like GRRRRRRRR

😡😡😡😡😡

I used to hate Jamil for that same exact reason. Why did he betray Kalim? Kalim did nothing wrong to him. But I just got to understand Jamil a little more.

Even if Kalim is the nicest character, there's people that hate him.

I'm sorry for going off on a rant and stuff. I see Jamil hate and I start being a Jamil Defender

Yall call him a hypocrite

I call him misunderstood 🥺 (pick me Jamil please pick me)

And DO NOT ASK ME ABOUT AZUL

If you hate Azul, YOU'RE GLADLY WELCOMED TO

That MF IS UNDEFENDABLE.

[ancient-bruises-ancient-moon]

I just put in the most insane but also passionate adoption application & letter I’ve ever written in my life.  Wish me luck. I’m going to bury myself alive if they don’t choose me.  I even offered to pay double the adoption fee because they’re BABY HAIRLESS RATS and they’re “first come first serve” so if someone got an application in there before me I need some kind of leg up right??? lmao im fucking nuts idgaf I need those babies in my life. PLUS taking in male AND female babies that have not yet been separated is RISKY.  My experience & formal education should ALSO give me some leverage right??? Like wtf does first come first serve even mean??? I’m the most qualified (maybe lmao I have no idea) and I will die for them so...like...just pick me even if someone putting in the application an hour before me??? right?? JHFBASOUDGOSDSBGJ 

I turned down taking in those 14 baby rats a week or two ago or whenever it was and like... I felt so weird about it but this is working out SO WELL. I have been ACHING TERRIBLY to form a new friendship with a hairless rat specifically.  There is no love comparable to loving a hairless rat.  Their sweetness combined with the intimacy of skin on skin contact?? idk how to express it because there truly aren’t words.... my heart is beating so fast. I’m probably just going to refresh my email every 30 seconds until I get a response. because I’m normal and well adjusted. RATS!