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b0ne--r0t · 1 year

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I got called annoying once today by my favourite person in the whole world and they said it so gently too they were literally just like; "oh hey (name) sometimes this thing you do irritates me can you please try to stop? It's kinda annoying."

And now I hate everything, I hate myself, I hate my life I'm convinced they're gonna leave me because I'm so fucking annoying an ruin everything and I'm crying over my past trauma. And I just really wanna carve myself to shreds to punish myself for being so stupid and horrible and for feeling this way too.

I'm so fucking dramatic oh my god.

I wish I was fucking normal.

#tw sh implied #self mutalition #i hate myself #actually mentally ill #actually traumatized #for some reason i get really fucking attatched to one person for long periods of time no matter what they do and then they leave #and like im not okay and will try to kms when they leave and stuff and i will be not okay until i find another person to obsess over #i am so fucking toxic omfg #this is why everyone leaves you dumb bitch #Im so mentally fucked #that if i do one thing to upset my friend then my immediate solution is suicide because im truly an awful person #i just wanna scream man oh my god when does it end #im so stupid stupid stupid!#why am i like this im fucking insane and horible #please ignore me ranting and bullying myself in the tags <3

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