#why am i like this im fucking insane and horible
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I got called annoying once today by my favourite person in the whole world and they said it so gently too they were literally just like; "oh hey (name) sometimes this thing you do irritates me can you please try to stop? It's kinda annoying."
And now I hate everything, I hate myself, I hate my life I'm convinced they're gonna leave me because I'm so fucking annoying an ruin everything and I'm crying over my past trauma. And I just really wanna carve myself to shreds to punish myself for being so stupid and horrible and for feeling this way too.
I'm so fucking dramatic oh my god.
I wish I was fucking normal.
#tw sh implied#self mutalition#i hate myself#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized#for some reason i get really fucking attatched to one person for long periods of time no matter what they do and then they leave#and like im not okay and will try to kms when they leave and stuff and i will be not okay until i find another person to obsess over#i am so fucking toxic omfg#this is why everyone leaves you dumb bitch#Im so mentally fucked#that if i do one thing to upset my friend then my immediate solution is suicide because im truly an awful person#i just wanna scream man oh my god when does it end#im so stupid stupid stupid!#why am i like this im fucking insane and horible#please ignore me ranting and bullying myself in the tags <3
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