#whose been dating his gf for 8 years

[wornkindness]

but what is it with people who find out a couple has been together for more than like two years and immediately get pushy about marriage

[sooniebby]

is there like, a certain characteristic you added to reader, a certain aspect that your ocs dont like? i dont know if that made any sense, 😭😭

I don’t understand this question at all lol

So imma just describe how the reader is for each character

Yichen — you’re the emperor’s seventh son so you’re not that important in the grand scheme of things. You’re a bit pushy towards Yichen and constantly try flirting with him

Keita — you’re his boss who’s like ten years older than him. You had a whole box filled with bl porn mags that Keita finds. You act shy towards him at first

Eun Jae — you’re an office worker who gets home late constantly. Always tired for the most part.

Vincent — his ex gf little brother. You’re an annoying little shit who keeps telling Vincent he’s practically one foot in the grave

Riki — you’re an omega who once bullied him and only recently started learning how to be a proper omega as you were raised as a beta

Yuta — …. Nothing yet cuz that’ll spoil chapter 1. Just know you’re a bakery owner who’s trying to get back into shape

Kimura — you’re a college student whose father went into debt from using yakuza money. You have a little sister who’s around 8. But then your father sells you to the yakuza to get rid of his debt

Mikey — you’re a baseball and soccer player at you guys high school. You guys have been dating for at least one year now and you’re very popular in school for being such a nice and charismatic guy

Yubin — you’re a sport himbo who Yubin has been watching since the school year started. You’re not the brightest person and have trouble with speaking about your feelings to Yubin

Xavier — you’re a reclusive guy who doesn’t talk to much people because of your curse of being able to read minds. It’s easier to avoid people so you’re forced to read their mind

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Now I’m ready to close my eyes by Anewhope303 (Buffy/Faith, Explicit)

I Might Be On To Something by Skyson (Buffy/Giles, M)

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[awrkive]

rereading tlp pt 2 got me so fucked up like omg.... jk harbored all those feelings for EIGHT WHOLE YEARS and the ONE time he confessed it to her she didnt even believer him 😭 and i feel like so many factors mattered in that like yeah, he dated around and all that but i feel like beneath it, it's not just that!! it's also the context of the situation. SHE just found out that her boyfriend is actually a huge dick, and not just thta but actually he also HURT her bestfriend terribly before. and mingyu and jk just got into a PHYSICAL fight.. ofc miss oc would be confused as fuck 😭😭😭😭 its such a real and raw reaction tbh. i feel so bad for jungkook bcs the confession couldve literally happened any other time, like maybe when they're not in that kind of distressed situation, but he basically got cornered bcs of how things turned out 😭 i am prob delusional to think this but i feel like had it not been the context, oc will be more calm about the confession??? the two of them were just so tense and so on edge that i doubt any of them were thinking straight and in the right headspace.

this realization just made me hate tlp mingyu so bad like he really ruined it for the both of them omg....

love love love ur insight bcs youre definitely right!!!!!

jk has always thought about confessing his feelings for oc, but out of all the scenarios in head, it was not that. the physical fight with mingyu and the tense atmosphere in the room at the villa def cornered him into confessing, and he's struggling an internal battle for that bcs in his head there's so many what ifs floating around. what if i didnt take mingyu's bait? what if i kept quiet? what if i didn't throw the first punch? what if i just shut my mouth the whole time __ was talking to me?

meanwhile oc def had a hard time trying to wrap her head around the whole thing. it just felt like jungkook just dropped a bomb in front of her 1) told her her ex gf cheated on him with mingyu, her boyfriend 2) told her mingyu basically DISRESPECTED her behind her back by talking disgustingly about her with other men 3) and that apparently, her boyfriend thought goading her bestfriend about her would tip him off 5) because apparently, jungkook has feelings for her. established for the past 8 years.

all those things cannot be processed in a very brief period of time. mingyu has become an important person to her over the past few months, and realizing that he's not the person she knew him as hurt her big time, and rightfully so. that coupled with jungkook's unexpected confession, her mind just went into a haywire. whose wouldnt tbh??

and as per ur words, had that not been the context of the whole situation, her reaction wouldve been a lot more different, thats for sure!! oc would never intentionally hurt jungkook in any way shape or form. had it been a diff time, shed def tell him that she would think everything over, and not accuse him of lying (like she did in canon) just because she has this distorted idea of his dating life. she's way more level-headed and mature than that – both of them really. but ultimately, theyre just humans and they make mistakes every now and then!

[pamet-u-glavuuu]

Anon: last year Tom lived in NYC for more than 7 months. If he was dating a British woman that worked in London, they would have been long distance for more than 7 months. From July 2020 to March 2021 he lived in Germany, Spain and Atlanta. He would have been long distance for 8 months with his "local" London gf. Last year Z lived outside of LA for 11 months of the year. If she had a "local" LA bf, they would have been long distance for 11 months of the year. Long distance is intrinsic to their profession. Only if you have a significant other whose only job is to follow you everywhere in the world would you not have a long distance relationship

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[anothersebastianblog]

I don't know him but I think it is kinda funny that he dated a 28 yo then broke up and went back to someone his age. I don't know I just feel like the guy whose girlfriends have been mostly older than him is very ok with dating women that age. / there were only 2 gfs who were older than him. 2 out of 7 known to the public (8 if you count Conor). all of the others were younger than him. /

1) I don't count Connor at all, that's a chocolate "gf" some of you are obsessed with 😭

2) yep, 2 plus the one he lost his virginity to, so 3 (yeah I was counting that one because we know about her cause he told us)

3) right, so not most of his gfs, I sincerely forgot about Dianna, I always do because they weren't even a year together and same with Elie 💀 so in my mind there were 5 public and that one Seb told us about so that's why I had said "mostly" lol

4) he's still always very close to his age tho

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[antiloreolympus]

10 Anti LO Asks

1. I kinda hate how Hades has only had 2 relationships before Persephone and one being his brother’s brother and the other being toxic on both ends. I sorta wish Leuce was in there as like an ex with no drama like the two just didnt work out or something chill (break ups are hard but there’s less dramatic break ups). Idk I just feel like a little internal conflict like that would have some spice to the story but also make me root for the couple a bit more.

Going deeper into it, as a reader we know Minthe as his evil gf whose never gonna work out and Hera and Hades are toxic secret affair, but what if Hades did have a functional relationship with someone who wasn’t toxic but they didn’t work out and she didn’t want to stay in the underworld/be queen. I just feel like that would add a complex layer to the story, not making it all black and white.

With Persephone having more dating experience it’s kinda hard because everyone wants her BUT they aren’t allowed to date her to keep her pure/her mother would kill them/TOGEM. But if RS ever wrote more Persphone and Hermes I’d just want them together like forget hades. 

2. Ive seen some LO fans say "NOW the actual myth will begin" and it's like??? Wasn't that already done in the first three episodes? Why would you RESTART IT? More so, it is objectively awful writing to publish nearly every week for FOUR YEARS to actually get to the main point of the story, which even then will probably take month at best to even start. This is just such a train-wreck in terms of planning, writing, development, and even basic story creation yet the fan will insist it's genius!

3. What I find so aggravating about LO and its fans is they are convinced it's the most unique, groundbreaking work ever, when it's anything but that. Modern settings, Technicolor skintones, "humanizing" the gods, etc have all been a Thing for decades, sometimes even centuries before LO even existed. Even the idea it "deals with heavy topics' is false since the original myths already did so and didn't treat it as haphazardly like Rachel does. They want it to be anything but what it really is.

4. I see so many of the fans excuse Rachel making it just modern NYC as "it's a fictional world so she can do what she wants"  begs the question: do they think Ancient Greece is a fantasy land that never existed? It very much did, and had cultural and social differences from modern day. Even modern Greece is different from America. She does't even try to keep any of it intact despite it being set in that exact time and place. At some point we have to admit the "Greek" part is lip service at best.

5. the "anti" community for LO is overwhelmingly queer, BIPOC women and NBs who used to like the series who where in turn forced out of the fandom because of the almost entirely cishet, white fanbase who refused to even court the idea of differing opinions. The idea all of us marginalized people are "oppressing" a privileged white woman and her entitled fanbase because we critique how she' butchered countless real issue and a real country's stories for her white "feminism" fantasy is laughable.

6. i do not get why all the new book covers we're getting for lo are so boring?? like at least the first normal cover was visually grabbing (even if just lie about what the comic is actually about and has some questionable symbolism in it) but the newer ones are so boring. they don't even have backgrounds now and the logo is so randomly placed and I don't get why. they have book cover artists on staff surely they could help her do it? or work off her sketches and make something better?

7. rachel retweeting a single old picture from cyprus: see! i can about greece! anyway let's ignore that while I retweet 20 pictures in a row about how eris is literally an apple and how hades just needs so many babies RIGHT NOW.

8. rachel spends more time posting about her nails on twitter than even bothering to retweet even one post from her co-workers to give them a needed promo to her massive audience. it's just off putting to me how every other webtoons creators minus her, mongie, and snailords will do anything to support and promo each other while they refuse to do the bare minimum even as the webtoon company bends over backwards to make sure they get them everything they want while ignoring the rest.

9. Even ignoring the issues Rachel added into the story for her own weird reasons, how naive are her and her fans to think whitewashing and romanticizing perhaps the most infamous of all Greek myths into an idealized romance aimed towards pre-teens at the youngest wouldn't come with built in criticism? Like there's a reason the myth is so hotly debated, and it's not because of "misogyny", it's because of how misogyny is used to demonize a mother for the sake of a romanticizing a male abuser..

10. I love how LO fans say "hera only cheated with one person! so that's different from zeus's many affairs!" like no it's not lmao. a person who killed one person and serial killer both get life in prison regardless of how many victims they have. rachel also seems to be implying hera is having an emotional affair with echo which by her own in comic logic is just as bad as a physical affair, so wouldn't that be at least two people? regardless two wrongs do not make a right, hera is also bad here.

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #453

“you can check out any time you like, but you can never leave”

What health problems run in your family? Diabetes, high blood pressure and cholesterol, depression, cancer, a LOT more that I'm forgetting. Where did you last have sex? I have zero memory of the last time that was, so I wouldn't know. But probably a bed? How long have you known your best friend? Since we were around 8 and 11. What’s something people criticize you the most for? That I rely on the computer too much. Are spiders scary? I mean some are, but they're also extremely fascinating animals that I really enjoy observing. Cheetos. Poofy or regular? Regular, for sure. The poofy ones get stuck in your teeth SO badly. What's your favorite music genre? Heavy metal. Be honest. What are you most afraid of? Doing nothing with my life. What's your favourite type of survey to take? The ones with really random questions that you don't see in every single one. However, I don't like "random" to where the questions are just inapplicable to almost everyone. I also enjoy questions that allow me to vent about stuff I have going on. If I'm in the right mood, deep questions are great, too. What was the last topic you read about? In detail? I don't know. What shirt do you wear the most? Besides tank tops, my Cloak "equal in our bones" Day of the Dead shirt. What's your go-to order from KFC? I don't eat at KFC. Did you have hand-me-down clothes when you were growing up? Yes. What was the last song you listened to? Well, NOW I'm obsessed with Violet Orlandi's cover of "Hotel California." I keep finding new songs that I just loop for days, man, lol. I'm still not over her "The Unforgiven" cover. Did you have long hair as a young kid? I did. How many songs do you know by the band you are listening to? I'm still listening to Violet's "Hotel California" cover, which is originally by The Eagles. I obviously know this song, as well as "Heartache Tonight." Probably more, just those are the two I know and like. What podcasts do you listen to, if any? I don't listen to any. What was your most recent binge watch? Gab Smolders' playthrough of Final Fantasy X. What’s the oldest thing currently in your house? Hell, possibly my bed frame. I don't know. If you use Snapchat, do you post to your story or send individual snaps more often? I don't have one. When was the last time you rolled your eyes? At what? Not too long ago. Mom said something that really annoyed me. Do you like mozzarella sticks? No. If you had to name one of your children after a friend, solely based on their name alone, who would you choose? Probably Alon. Everything about her is beautiful, ha ha. Have you ever watched anime porn? I can confidently say I have not... Are ladybugs cute? Yes! Would you wear something made from snake skin? Fuck no. I won't wear anything that comes from an animal. Will you leave the house without fragrance on? Yeah, idc. What’s the coolest thing you’ve ever done for a significant other? In art class, I made an anatomically correct heart out of clay and put it in a shadow box along with a poem as the background. I honestly really hope Jason still has it, because I worked my ass off on it. What do you think of naming your son after the father (ex. Roy Jr.): It's not my business what other parents name their kids, but for me personally, I really don't like it. Like... give your child their own identity. It also feels kinda arrogant to me? Like are you so important that you have to force your name onto your kid? Do you like Death Cab For Cutie? I only know "I Will Follow You Into the Dark," which I adore. Do walking near or past cops make you feel uncomfortable? Yes. I just feel like I'm doing something wrong somehow. Do you think stretching (or gauging) your ears is disgusting? When they get to a certain size, to me it is. Small ones are no biggie. What piercing or body modification do you think is really gross? Oh my god, those corset piercings people get on their backs. Just... no. What would you do if your bf/gf told you they were going into the army? I'd be fucking devastated, in a hypothetical relationship where we're serious. What is the nearest gas station called? Uhhhh... I forgot lol. The second-closest though, which is almost like, RIGHT beside the other one, is Sheetz. Do you think bearded dragons are cute? omg YES!!!!!!!! What is your father’s best friend’s name? Do you know them personally? I have no idea. Ever have a dream you’re being abducted by aliens? Was it scary? No. Are you someone who tends to take a whole lot of naps? Too many, honestly. I'm just like... always tired. What is your favorite nickname you like to be called? Why do you like it? Hm. My favorite I've ever had was "Bee," which Megan called me, but I don't like others calling me that. Ever meet someone whose house has burned down spontaneously? Yes, in middle school. Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? I kinda am. I reached out to him. What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? Guys: shoulder blades. Girls: hips. Any friends that you’d go on a date with? Yeah. I think I want to try that with Girt and see how it goes and decide what the fuck I want. Is it cute when someone calls you babe? It's funny, I used to hate that, but now I imagine I wouldn't mind? Do you like Muse? Yeah! "Unnatural Selection" and "Psycho" are especially BANGERS. What’s your favorite flavor of jello? Strawberry. What song is stuck in your head right now? I'm bingeing the absolute fuck outta the song I mentioned earlier, ha ha. Do you have a niece or nephew? I have a lot, but only three I see regularly. Have you ever been caught doing something REAL embarrassing by your parents? idk What did you receive for Valentine’s Day? I think Mom got me a chocolate bar? When was the last time you went to a cemetery, and why were you there? I want to say this was many years ago when I went with Colleen to her church. Her stillborn brother was buried there. Have you ever owned a plant? What was it? I grew habaneros once, along with some sort of succulents from Colleen. What was the most interesting animal you have seen in the wild? I saw a mink jump into the river once when I was out fishing with Dad at our favorite spot. Were you born in the state you live in? Yep. Always lived here. What’s a smell that makes you feel ill? Dog shit. Do you like to sleep? Yes and no. I like falling asleep if it's quick, because I'm all comfy, but I also dread sleep because of my nightmares. Even with my mask, they're starting to become regular again. After last night's, I am legitimately beginning to fear something is psychologically wrong with me. Like, I cried to my mom. Do you like the smell of gasoline? Ugh, no. It gives me a headache. Have you lost contact with anyone you wish you haven’t? Many people. Did you give anyone his/her first kiss? No. Should you ever have gone to the hospital but didn’t? Vice versa? No. Who do you miss the most? Jason. What do you miss the most? Being happy. What is your birthstone? Do you have any jewelry with it? Amethyst. I have a really cute guardian angel pin with one given to me by my grandmother. What is the last dream you remember having? Last night was... awful. I remember Mom and I getting in a MASSIVE fight, and also literally yelling at my late beloved dog something about crushing his head in if he didn't stop barking. Like I mentioned earlier, I'm really scared something is really wrong with me. Have you had a church confirmation, bar/bat mitzvah, or something similar? Growing up Roman Catholic, I had a Confirmation ceremony. What was the last baby animal you saw? I wanna say a puppy on Facebook. A friend just got one.

[purplesurveys]

1106

survey by mickey-mouse

Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? I haven’t been feeling that way towards anyone, be it from real life or someone on the internet or a celebrity, for a while.

Do you drink the milk from the bowl after you eat all the cereal? I’ll try to drink some of it, since I do think milk tastes nice haha, but I keep it in moderation so that my stomach won’t end up being too upset.

Have you ever kissed anybody accidentally? Oh wow, how does this even happen? Hahaha but no I haven’t.

Who was the first person to wish you a Merry Christmas last year? Most likely a family member. My friends and I usually greet each other late into the evening.

Do you think it'll be the same person this year? It will probably be family again, yeah. I just can’t tell which one would be first.

Is your display picture in black and white? None of my profile photos on all social media are.

Do you know anybody who has had an online relationship? I don’t think so. I have some friends who met their SOs through dating apps, but I think all of them have since seen each other in person. I’m not sure I know of anyone whose relationship has been entirely online/virtual so far.

What food are you always in the mood for? No matter how full I am, I will always take a slice of pizza or two if it’s ever served at a table. That or chicken wings or spicy tuna salad.

When was the last time you played Guitar Hero? Safe to say more than a decade ago. I had always preferred Rock Band since I found it more fun that switching instruments was a main part of its gameplay, whereas you were stuck with the guitar on Guitar Hero.

What friend could buy clothes for you and not have to worry what they bought? Angela. We have nearly the same sense of style and we find the same things cute, so if I ever had to make a friend control my wardrobe for the day I will likely trust her the most.

1 thing that your guy best friend doesn't like about you: I don’t have a guy best friend. Hans is my closest friend of the opposite sex; while I don’t think he dislikes anything about me, I’m sure he thinks I’ve acted dumb about love and relationships many times before. Which is fine, we’re very honest and blunt about those things and I actually appreciate it when he gets brutally honest with me.

How about your girl best friend? Again, I don’t know if Angela doesn’t like a certain trait of mine but she’s well aware of my past stupid decisions i.e. staying in a harmful relationship.

Do you loan your friends money? No, but I’m ready to lend to my closest friends should they ever be in need.

Are Lucky Charms really magically delicious? I dunno, I’ve never tried.

When was the last time you had Lucky Charms anyway? See above.

Who is the last person you called long distance? I don’t do video calls with friends living in other countries, mainly because I’ve grown apart from them haha. My mom will sometimes start calls with relatives living abroad though; I believe the most recent one was a group video call with my dad’s side of the family, which included an uncle who lives in New York.

Do you sleep with a nightlight? No; I would find this too distracting and bright.

Is Lil Wayne really the best rapper alive? I never thought he was one of the best to begin with. Some of the songs he’s featured in are fine but I don’t like his slurred style of rapping very much.

What is the first text in your inbox? Like...the very first one in my inbox? I scrolled all the way down and it’s from Frances - an orgmate who has since disappeared off the face of the earth and blocked all her friends on social media lmao - asking about an org-related thing three years ago. Wherever she is, I hope she’s doing okay.

Are you taller than your siblings? I am the eldest yet smallest child in the family. My relatives get a kick out of it, which is fine because I do too HAHA

What are the first letters of your friends first names on your top 8? Myspace? Was never active on it.

When was the last time you almost cried from laughing? I can’t pinpoint an exact moment for you but this happens a lot when I watch 2 Days 1 Night, so this has probs happened recently.

Do you have “photoshoots” with your friends/family members? Not with me as the subject – I’m very camera shy and turn into an awkward stick once I’m asked to pose. But I love taking photos of loved ones, especially an SO.

Are you generous? To a fault.

Are you excited for Thanksgiving this year? I don’t celebrate that.

Are you excited for Thanksgiving ANY year? Yeah, I still don’t celebrate that.

Any plans for the weekend? I had plans to start a new series and spend a lazy day watching YouTube videos, but we haven’t had internet all day today and it’s felt quite deflating to have the first day of my weekend taken away from me. I’ve been running on data which is...fine, I guess, but I can’t use too much if I don’t want to keep paying for it. That said I’ve only been able to do surveys and stream music today. For tomorrow, I wanna go to a coffee shop and perhaps even treat myself to ramen because I’ve been craving.

Do you lay your clothes out the day before? Before Covid happened I planned out my clothes the night before, but I didn’t lay them out.

Who was the last person you bought a gift for? Andi; got them a dress and a skirt.

What was the last song you had stuck in your head? My Limb has been repeatedly playing in my head all day.

Are you ignoring anybody currently? Not ignoring, more of I’ve already given up on them.

Do you curse at your parents in a different language? I don’t curse at my parents in any language, lmfao.

Do you get the mailman a Christmas gift every year? We don’t have mailmen, buuuuut the maintenance staff in my village (trash collectors, security guards, those in charge of trimming the grass, etc) will usually hand each household an envelope in time for Christmas. My family and I help them out and place a certain amount in all envelopes.

Are you afraid of lizards? They are very common visitors in homes here so no I’m mostly not. They move very fast and get freaked out when they see humans though, so sometimes I’ll be shocked by them suddenly scurrying away.

How legible is your signature? I don’t make it legible at all so that it’s difficult to replicate. I actually get a lot of comments on it because my signature is mostly a lazy scribble and I don’t actually spell out any part of my name, which exactly fulfills my goal of making it hard to copy.

Do you think anybody else has a bedroom EXACTLY like yours? I actually live in a neighborhood where the houses are the same models, so I can confidently tell you that there are around 10-20 bedrooms that look similar to mine. But as for being styled and furnished exactly like mine, I doubt it.

How hot are your neighbors? Lol uh I don’t pay attention to this particular trait. All my neighbors are your typical suburban families with young kids, anyway.

Do you have pictures of clouds on your cell phone? A lot. I like looking up at the sky from time to time.

Do you send compliments through text message? Sure, when it’s appropriate and only with close friends.

Do/did your high school theme colors match? I never thought they didn’t go well together, that much I can say.

Do you own any Nike shoes? Several.

Have you ever rode in a VW Bug? Never.

How about a Mini Cooper? Never have, would absolutely love to.

What was the last fast food place you got food from? Yellow Cab. I got two pizzas and pasta for my family.

When you invite people to your house do you usually hang out in your room? I never invite people to my house because it’s too far compared to where most of my friends live, and it would only be a big hassle for everyone. As for my room, the only people who’ve been in it are Gabie and Angela/Hans, the latter only once.

Have you ever seen your crush/current bf/gf cry? I don’t have any of these.

Do you own any Spongebob merchandise? I’m pretty sure we have a Patrick plushie we continue to keep around.

Do you have any food traditions with any of your friends? My orgmates and I frequented a certain bar near our university; we went there whether it was to celebrate the end of an exam-filled week, or if we simply wanted to spend an ordinary Thursday with a few drinks. A few months ago they were in danger of closing because of the pandemic, but I hope life has been kinder to them recently.

Do you like Gwen Stefani? Erm, not particularly. Some songs of her I like, but I’m not a passionate fan.

Do you know anybody with a thick Jamaican accent? No.

Are you closer to your mom’s side of the family or your dad’s? Mom’s. Aside from being able to see them more often, our humor is also similar.

Have you ever been to a haunted house? I’ve stared at one, but never gone inside haha.

Yes or no: red eyeliner? Do whatever you want with your face and makeup, man.

Yes or no: red lipstick? ^ Still applies.

Would you ever own a pet black widow spider? No.

Do you wear holiday themed clothing? I don’t think I own any, so no.

At 6:00 tomorrow night where do you think you’ll be? On my way home, or preparing to head home, I hope.

Is it night or day right now? Evening.

What time did you get up today? Like 5:30. I fell asleep on the rooftop and got to see the pretty sunrise and the sky gradually change colors :)

[thelonesomequeen]

"You suddenly become responsible for everything she does because of you. It's a burden, unless you like to dominate people. :)" >> this isn't about Chris but could anon expand on that? Dominant people like to have partners whose lives revolve around them?

(2) Its creepy af Evans bought an house just 0,5miles away from Jessica Biel just few months after she got married. The real estate agent must have told him Justin Timberlake was living in that street too...Imagine if Jenny Slate or Minka Kelly buy a house that close to Chris's, Chris fans would have a huge meltdown lmao

(3)About the Hollywood reporter interview the shade is not that he said JT name and not Jessicas (it's clear he doesn't want to talk about exes), it's pretending he is not sure and don't really know where JT lives when the interviewer and everyone else know HE KNOWS!

(4)I agree with the anon about why celebrities date amongst them. It's not true to every celeb couples, but I think the fact they can be more "superficial" and also date just to raise their status etc. is the main problem why many of their relationships fail. Dating normal ppl can be a risk because they can use you, but I mean there are good and bad ppl in both groups. The point is being careful with you who date.

(5)“Honestly, if Chris is still hung up on Biel and considering her peak gf material, after 10+ years, he needs to discuss that shit with his therapist.” Hard agree, Anon. I don’t care how cool he may seem, if this is actually the case, that is not normal.

(6)I don’t think he’s hung up on biel. Ppl like to think any man that’s still single years later is still somehow in love with his first gf. Not to mention she’s probably his first serious girlfriend that WE know of. Chris seems to have dated all of his gf more this once, biel included and it still didn’t work.

(7)Just for some perspective, a lot of people end up living around their exes. We lived around the corner from my boyfriend’s ex for years (and they had a horrible breakup! She pulled a Jobby and left him for a celebrity). I even ended up babysitting for her kid. I won’t say it wasn’t awkward at times, but I guess we compartmentalized and moved on.

(8)I don't think he's hung up on Jessica Biel. He's had two serious relationships since then (that we know of), and the on/off again nature of the JB relationship continued to those relationships too. I think he was honest in that HR interview when he said he feels suffocated when his partner starts adopting too much of his lifestyle because he values his independence. That doesn't mean he's hung up on someone who hasn't been in his life for 10+ years, just that he hasn't met the right one yet.

(9)Talking about relationships, I think that the couple have to keep their own interests and parts of their lives have to be sort of separated from the relationship but something new have to grow from the unit, if that makes any sense. Some things will be the same, some things will change and both have to adapt. It will never be 50/50 but 60/40, 90/10 and there is no reason for one of the partners being always the center and the other being always the one behind.

(10)And I actually feel like if anyone is pining (which I doubt) it might be her? I mean she married JT when he was peak cool and he’s fallen pretty hard. The hits have kind of dried up and his whole schtick is a bit more ridiculed now. Chris comes off as way more genuine and mature. I don’t know if that was the case 10 years ago. Or what any of these people are like behind closed doors to be fair.

(11)I don’t think he’s hung up on biel. I see this theory floated a lot and I think it has more to do with people assuming based on what we know of him publically. Which compared to some celebs isn’t a lot. So it seems like he’s had no life in between gfs and it’s easy to assume he’d still be into one, but we don’t actually have a good sense of his day to day. And I bet if we did that would make it clearer that he doesn’t spend his time pining for a 10 plus years ago gf.

(11)I don’t get people thinking he’s still hung up on Biel. That’s a fan fantasy- the one that got away. The dude is single. It’s not a disease. I think like a lot of people he thinks about what he wants in a partner, but until they arrive it’s all theory.

(12)To the anon asking if JS and CE will get back together - she still seems to be with her bf although I noticed a funny thing lately. JS out of the blue commented on her bf's (hasn't done that yet in a 5 month rs) IG post and they had an exchange, quite similar to what she exchanged with CE in 2017, basic, unfunny, not charming and definitely not romantic but that's how she 'flirts' I guess. My first thought on that was - what a mastery of English language lmao

(13)Oh c'mon, every house on Chris' street has a huge fence, it's not like he sees his neighbors when he looks out of the window. I'm betting 'he thinks' JT lives there is because he heard about it or read about it, perhaps even at the time when he originally bought the house but doesn't actually know if he still lives around.

(14)Perhaps it's again PR. It's better, in this world where the feminism is the new movement to follow,to say "i want a woman who has her own hobbiesand is free" than "i want a girl who will be a housewife bostonian". Better to say "i want wife and kids" than "a day I'll have but right now and before to be blocked with this routine life I want enjoy the nightlife, hit on women, have one night stands, go to nightclub or stripclub".

(15)I agree w/ the last anon. I just think for where he’s at in life, having a partner who operates independently from him, w/ her own career, interests, friends, etc., is ideal. But if/when he does settle down, he’s prob gonna expect her to scale back, & focus on their family. I forgot where, but I remember an article stating he wants a women who “gets emotional about babies & puppies,” & he doesn’t want a “businesswoman who wants to take over the world.” You gotta compromise too, my guy.

(16)I hate to say it, but a lot of men have the same backwards thinking. They love an independent woman in theory. Maybe Chris will cut back once he becomes a dad, & support his wife’s career. But idk. I saw a survey years ago that if given the choice, most men would rather their wives stay home w/ the kids so they can work. Women, on the other hand, would rather get divorced. I think that speaks to the unfair expectations women endure. Many want a career and a family too.

(17)I think the parameters Chris has put around for having a partner is a lot, which is fine for him, but it makes it a bit harder. He wants someone who takes care of him, someone who is basically mom/wife material, who lets him do his thing without much nagging, who isn’t “taking the world by storm”, and has her own interests. He used to say he was flexible on a lot, but now it seems he’s not. Again, it’s fine. I just hope he finds a good one!

(18)I remember saw, when the news that Chris and Biel broke, article with pictures of her who turned quickly the Evan's chapter, enjoying holidays just after it, journalists wondering if she didn't left him for a woman because there was pic where she looked like to kiss a girl in the lips.(maybe a friend or simply bad angle). Then she dated Jeter.

(19)"Am I the only one who feels he's still not over Biel". He was young when they dated and she was his more longer rs so maybe without feel nothing romantic he thinks what his life would be with her. But normal,if journalists ask him anecdote of an accurate subject to tell something which has a link with her. He really enjoyed his youth between 20/25 like a lot of people and she was his gf during this period too. Journalist will always say JB name,she is his more famous gf and JT's wife.

[neuroweird]

all of the lesbian asks, my dude

Lesbians Asks 

1 )  Femme of Butch? 

I consider myself more futch, but I like both either, all lesbians.

2 ) Do you have a “type”? If so, describe it

I have an emotional type. Someone who shares some similar interests, but has unique interests as well. Personality traits that complement each other’s, a love language I can work with. Someone with whom a relationship is an adventure and a learning experience. Someone who is adventurous with food and at least some inclination toward healthy / active lifestyles.

3 )  Plaid button-ups or leather jackets?

Plaid button up under a leather jacket.

4 )  Describe your style.

Chronic pain chique? Grey tone futch with a pop of colour? 

5 )  Describe your aesthetic.

My “personal” pinterest board.

6 )  Favorite article of clothing?

My grey speckled crewneck sweatshirt. 

7 )  Favorite pair of shoes?

My running shoes, bc that’s where my orthotics are.

8 ) Current haircut? 

Just long enough to put a tiny little ponytail in it, but short enough that not all my hair fits. Also an undercut at the back.

9 )  Any haircut goals for the future?

Currently growing it out. I want it long again, which I haven’t had since I was like… 12.

10 )  Describe the best date you’ve been on.

I’m like the worst person to ask this, since I’ve only gone out with my gf. We went out for brunch on our anniversary two years ago and it was very sweet.

11 )  Describe the worst date you’ve been on.

It was with this trans guy who I didn’t know was a trans guy for the first month I knew him. He had a gender neutral (Jules) name at the time so I just thought he was butch. My friend told me that he was a trans guy and I was like “wow thank god I never misgendered him to his face”. 

He asked me  out and sort of misheard me when I said “my mom and sister love chocolate but I like savoury foods more”… so he took me to this place called Coco70 which… only sells chocolate dishes… and then we missed the more date appropriate movie we were gonna see and saw Hunger Games (2?) instead.

He was really so sweet, but I didn’t think I was right for him because he was self conscious about how much taller I am than him. He tried so hard to make it special and I appreciated that, but boy was it awkward after I told him I didn’t think I could date him anymore. 

12 )  Single? Taken? 

I’ve been in a relationship for over 5 years now, but we’re open with it. Thus I am very much open to dating other girls. 

13 )  If taken, talk about your girlfriend.

Alice is a lovely person! She adores her cat, and is an amazing writer. She’s a take no shit kind of person, and I appreciate that. She is caring to the point of stressing herself out, she loves to cook (she’s a great cook!).

14 ) If single, what are you looking for in a potential girlfriend/wife?

Everything in 11, but also someone whose idea of “clean” is complementary to mine, similar desires about kids, adventurous ideas about sex? Career ambitions? Likes cats/dogs/both? Someone who would want to be active/better our health together. 

15 )  Describe your dream wedding. 

Oh my gosh. I cannot possibly do that. I have a “weddings” board on pinterest with different ideas. Nothing too extravagant, nothing too small. Balanced. It would depend on the woman I’m marrying 100%.

16 )  Do you want kids? 

I do !  I am uncertain about the method of becoming a mother, but I’m not opposed to adopting, having a donor, myself or my partner carrying the baby (or babies). It all depends really. But yes, I want to be a mother. 

17 )  If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

Somewhere not too hot but not too cold. I’d really love to be successful enough to have condos in cities around the world. 

18 )  Favourite lesbian movie. 

God. I’m a cliche. It’s Carol (2015).

19 )  Favourite lesbian novel/story? 

Carol. Again. I need some lesbian book recs. Can I say my own? Because I’m writing my own. 

20 )  Favourite lesbian song? 

Talia by King Princess? 

21 )  Favourite lesbian musician? 

I am… uncultured… King Princess? 

22 ) What lesbian stereotypes do you fit into, if any?

I lean on everything, and dyke spread.

23 ) Ever been assumed to be nothing more than a gal pal?

My girlfriend’s neighbours thought I was her bc we both had buzz cuts when I visited her, despite her being like 4-5 inches shorter than me.

24 )  If a woman wanted to woo you, what would a surefire way to accomplish that?

I love having matching jewelry with who I’m dating. Get me a necklace or a ring or something and have one for you too? I’m all yours. Also my love language is “words of affirmation” and “receiving gifts”, the latter of which means that I love gifts, but it doesn’t have to be a monetary item, it could be a cool rock.

25 )  Be positive! What do you like most about being a lesbian?

Not having to give men any attention. 

26 )  Are you more of a cat person or a dog person?

I like either but I enjoy cats for size and their independence. 

27 ) Turn ons. 

I need to leave a little bit of mystery. 

28 ) Turn offs?

Lack of cleanliness, condescension?

29 )   Do you usually ask other women out or do you wait for them to ask you?

I am a huge coward, and unless there is some mutual interest I just die a little until I either break tell them I want to date them or drop hints until they do? Alice and I just literally decided to be in a relationship, there was no real dating-asking.

30 )  What is your dream career?

Screenwriter, novelist, filmmaker. 

31 )  Talk about your interests or hobbies!

I write a lot, I’m working on a few novels and screenplays. You can find my work at @melrosiewrites​ which is my writeblr. I also dabble in photoshop, and read quite a bit. 

32 )  What is the most attractive quality a woman can have?

Usually her face. A nice smile is very captivating. 

33 )  Do you love easily or does it take time for you to warm up to someone?

It would be nice not to get petty crushes on all my friends. Does that say enough? 

34 ) Ever fallen for your best-friend?

Nope.

35 )  Ever fallen for a straight girl?

Nope.

36 ) The L-Word: yes or no? (love it or hate it?)

I watched it. I was a bit young for it. What a mess. 

37 )  Favorite comfort food?

French fries? Sushi?

38 ) Coffee or tea? 

Tea, with honey. 

39 )  Vegetarian? Vegan? None of the above? 

Omnivore, but not against going more plant based. Definitely prepared to accommodate someone’s diet (choice or allergy based). I would like to buy more organic, free range, meat. 

40 )  Do you have any pets. 

Not at the moment. 

41 )  Early riser, or night owl? 

I prefer being up early, but I don’t like alarm clocks, I’d rather the sunlight wake me. I go to bed at like 10 PM. 

42 )  What is your sign?

Taurus. 

43 )  Can you drive? 

I cannot. 

44 )  Who was your first lesbian crush? 

The only openly gay girl in my highschool, who’s a little dumb bc I told her twice that I liked her, but she was very surprised when I told her the second time. She is so butch and now she’s married and a mom! Her wife is expecting their child soon. I’m so happy for her.

45 )  At what age did you know you were a lesbian?

I knew I wasn’t straight when I was like 14? But I identified as bi for most of highschool. I only decided I was a lesbian when I was 18. 

46 )  At what age did you come out (if you have)?

Probably soldily after I got with Alice. So, a little over 5 years ago. 

47 ) Are you crushing on anyone at the moment (celebrity or otherwise)?

I would marry Sarah Paulson in a heartbeat. Okay. Otherwise. No serious crushes.

48 ) Talk about how your day went. 

I bought maroon gloves that match my scarf, three face masks and those loopy hairbands before class, then bought Timmies for lunch, and have been answering all of these while listening to a guest lecturer in my “the city after dark” class. I’m going to help a family friend with her daughter’s birthday party after.

49 )  Talk about your dreams/aspirations for the future.

Able to afford everything I need to better my health and maintain my health. My dream wardrobe, my dream home (homes?). I want to be challenged in my creative passions, and I want to share them and be a well known screenwriter and filmmaker. 

50 ) Least favourite gay celebrity? 

Uh. Aub*ey Pl*za? She said something a bit distasteful and a bit transphobic a while back, but otherwise I just don’t really like her vibe. Not too deep. 

[livingwithlosingyou]

Living with Losing You - 7/25/2022

I love your family. 

They’re like my family now. Those who have loved you, blood or not have treated me as if I was their own. I cannot even begin to express how fortunate I feel to be surrounded by so much love and care. 

I have been in contact with someone who knew and loved you everyday. Most everyone who I have told is saddened that I am leaving tomorrow. Your grandma called me and we talked about 20-30 mins, Ouida texted me, Finley and Zac came with me to the house (thanks for messing with the lights, and by thanks I mean no thanks), Dakota and Gretchen came over (I gave him one of your skateboards, he was SO excited), etc. To be honest, I am sad I am leaving too. I sort of wish I could just stay longer. I ended up reaching out to another girl whose boyfriend OD’d after they had dated for about 4 years. She said that she felt the same way - that being with his family for the first few months made such a positive impact on her healing. I talked to your mom, and she said if I feel like I need to come back out, I can. I am going to miss having her around. Honestly, I am going to miss having everyone. 

I just cannot shake this anxious and nervous feeling surrounding going back home. Unfortunately, there have been some people testing positive for COVID-19 from the funeral. I have been feeling a little bit under the weather, but luckily have not tested positive. I am wondering is it is just my pure exhaustion from the last week or so. I am going to retest tomorrow. In hindsight if I did have COVID-19, I would have to start here for another 10 days or so. Catch 22 perhaps?

Also - you made me a promise when we first started dating that you would take care of me if I ever contracted COVID-19. Just saying. You better give me some kind of magical shield so I never catch it. 

I finally had that doctors appointment to discuss with an MD what my next steps looks like. Not to my surprise, they want to conduct a psych eval to be able to appropriately treat me. I have a pretty good idea of where I am at, but it would be good to get a diagnosis. I know you’d want me to be able to take the time to heal from this properly. You know how hard this has all been on me. 

There have been a couple things that have been on my mind over the last day. I realized when I got back to your moms that I did not see your “Her Jack” shirt, or any of the JAM bracelets that I made and packed for you. I am wondering if you were wearing those when you passed, but I feel a little uncomfortable asking. I think I just need to know though. I have been mostly wearing my “His Sally” shirt and the JAM bracelet to bed since I have been here. 

On a lighter note, I did get your wallet today, and realized that your Kentucky license said you’re 5′8″, and then your California License said you were 5′9″. I do not know how I missed that, but I am sure you heard me chuckle at the fact that your license technically said you and I were the same height. I guess I’ll have to save that for whenever I get to see your cute face again. 

Loving you is easy, missing you is hard. 

“I love you a lot, with all of my soul. Without you I’m nothing, a butter less (GF) roll.” - Mr. Deeds

Rest in Peace, “Jack”.

James Burton Nichols

10/1/1993 - 7/16/2022

[skateboardingyatagarasu]

1-100 Bitch!! Love ya

I know, 1: is there a boy/girl in your life?Yes and it’s @ankitsukai and I love her2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?The last person who really hurt me was my ex-boyfriend and I will never forgive him.3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”A cat? What else would it be??4: what’s something you really want right now?I want to see @ankitsukai5: are you afraid of falling in love?No way6: do you like the beach?Yes7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?No8: what’s the background on your cell?Secluded beach gif9: name the last four beds you were sat on?I don’t know what this means but the last for beds I’ve been on are my own, my dad’s to watch tv, my mom’s while she was trying to put wire on a picture frame, and the guest bed while @ankitsukai was here10: do you like your phone?Not as much as my first phone11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?No.12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?Technically, it was my mom’s13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?I’ll take both dogs but if I had to pick, I’ll take the Rottweiler14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?Did you know some emotional pain can be felt physically? They both can hurt pretty bad depending on the pain, though I guess I’d say physical because I once was in such pain I thought I was going to die15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?Zoo hands down16: are you tired?Not really17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?I’ve known them since like 4th grade18: are they a relative?Ha, no19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?Not a chance in hell20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?Talking to her right now21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?I’m pretty sure I have the right person and I would love to get married to her, I just want to be a little older and not 24 to get married22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?I would like to kiss her at all times23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?None24: is there a certain quote you live by? “Blood is sound, sounds are words, and words are power.”“The one who keeps his head in the fight is the one who emerges victorious.” (when in a fight, don’t let yourself get clouded by emotion, keep your mind clear and focus on what you’re doing)“Pah! It’s only as complicated as you choose to make it. Was the old woman happy? Unhappy? Who can say. One can never know for true. You simply make your best attempt and move on.” (you do your best to make yourself happy and continue on in life)“I don’t like you… And I want nothing to do you you! Besides, I have my companions. Of course, they’re weak, and they whine when I leave— It’s almost too much trouble… But they are my friends! I shall fight by their side. Now…and forever!” (my friends aren’t weak, but no one messes with them and I will be loyal to no end)25: what’s on your mind?Life in general26: do you have any tattoos?I don’t27: what is your favorite color?Red and Blue28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?When @ankitsukai comes up in the summer29: who are you texting?The last person I texted was my Aunte30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?I have kissed her on the couch many times31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?It’s hard to tell, its possible, if it did I can’t remember, but I get the feeling often32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?I have a few, yes33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?I know someone who has feelings for me34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?@ankitsukai does35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?Well if @ankitsukai was kissing someone else, I’d have to go beat that person up because she’s my significant other36: were you single on valentines day?No I wasn’t37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?Yes and we are dating38: what do your friends call you?Red, Weiss, Keith mostly39: has anyone upset you in the last week?My dad did40: have you ever cried over a text?Cried? No. Freaked out? Yes41: where’s your last bruise located?It was on my leg, I currently don’t have one42: what is it from?I don’t know43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?It’s been a while, so I don’t remember it that well44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?My mom45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?Yes, they are my boots.46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?I wear hats every time I go out unless I’m wearing a hoodie47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?Not a chance48: do you make supper for your family?No49: does your bedroom have a door?Yes50: top 3 web-pages?Like the sites I visit the most? That’d be tumblr, youtube, and rabb.it, unless you mean the ones Iike the most, which would be cafemovie.me, netflix, kissanime.ru51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?Yes, it is myself52: does anything on your body hurt?My stomach53: are goodbyes hard for you?Depends on the situation (i.e, going home from a friend, @ankitsukai going home, death) and who I’m saying goodbye to54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?Water55: how is your hair?Soft and clean56: what do you usually do first in the morning?Answer any messages I have57: do you think two people can last forever?Yea I think they can58: think back to january 2007, were you single?I was 14, so I either was just starting to get my first girlfriend or I was alone59: green or purple grapes?I like both60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?That’ll be whenever I see @ankitsukai and @shiromori-no-kirien in the summer, unless I see an internet friend before them somehow61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?I wish I was myself without stomach pain62: when will be the next time you text someone?Probably later today63: where will you be 5 hours from now?Hopefully sleeping in bed64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.It’s 5am right now, I don’t know what I’ll be doing in three hours, but I hope it’ll be sleeping65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?My significant other @ankitsukai66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?I can smile just by thinking about @ankitsukai. Though @chibiakari @naklin-jwoong @apola-chan @rosewaltz @cara-deer @dirkaeus @jinny-the-kisaragi @duskmateria @shiromori-no-kirien moon and Shannon can all make me smile as well67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?I’ll probably hug my Aunte and Uncle when I see them later68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?I haven’t slept yet69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Yes, but that’s life sometimes70: how many windows are open on your computer?By windows you mean like chrome and skype right? Then it’d be I guess five? Do the volume mixer and sticky note even count as windows? If not then three. Unless you mean like chrome tabs? Then it’s 3571: how many fingers do you have?I have ten72: what is your ringtone?You know the laser gun sound effect conversation from the first season of Voltron Legendary Defender? It’s that entire conversation73: how old will you be in 5 months?I will still be 2474: where is your mum right now?In her apartment75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?Because they left me76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?I haven’t77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?Most of them, three of them I had gotten just last summer78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?I’m not sure what year 7 is, is this like 6th or 7th grade? If so, then I didn’t like anyone79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?I don’t know an actual person named Mike but I do know Mike Wazowski80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?Yes I have and I like it very much81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?Liked is in romantically? Then it’s just @ankitsukai. Or liked as in platonic friendship? Then it’s all my friends who are the people I listed int he smile question82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?No83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?I hope so, I always want to talk to her84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?I’m not sure what this means, but please don’t drink and drive. Also I wouldn’t do that, I’m already with the best looking person.85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?Yes I would because I care about her health. Don’t do drugs, cara mia.86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?@ankitsukai having diner food here for the first time, also saw The Shape of Water and got embarrassed in the first moments of the movie and couldn’t look at the screen87: who was your last received call from?Spam number88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?No, I’m not a monster89: what is something you wish you had more of?More knowledge of space, and plants, just a lot of plants90: have you ever trusted someone too much?I have once. They’re not in my life anymore. I will never forgive them.91: do you sleep with your window open?Sometimes I do92: do you get along with girls?A few of my friends are girls and so is my significant other, so I’d say yes93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?No94: does sex mean love?Love is love and sex is sex. Sex isn’t love. After all people fuck all the time without emotion. Love is something that fills you up in your soul starting with the heart, at least that’s how I feel it.95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?That isn’t a problem at all. 96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?Nope97: did you sleep alone this week?Yea, I’ve been sleeping alone since @ankitsukai went home98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?I have many people that make me happy, check the list of people who make me smile99: do you believe in love at first sight?Some people might experience it100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?My dad’s friend Kristin while she was high and kinda drunk.

[theseaeaglelives]

Finals - Week 1

THE SEA EAGLE

MAKING RUGBY LEAGUE GREAT AGAIN!!!

Semi-Final Week 1   

Manly Sea Eagles      28    

Defeated  

Cronulla Sharks        16

In last week’s report the Sea Eagle noted that if there was to be a team that Manly would want to face up to in a final it would be the Sharks. Dating back to the 1970’s Manly have well and truly had the wood on the Sharks having won 21 of there past 30 encounters including GF deciders in 1973 and 1978. Add to this the imposing record Manly have at the Fortress Brookvale Oval (aka Asbestos Park), where the Sharks have tasted victory only 6 times in 52 years.  

Notwithstanding these historical statistics, with the Manly side decimated by injury and suspension, the full-strength Sharks outfit were sent out short-priced favourites with the bookies and most pundits.   

Being rank outsiders did not seem to faze Manly, nor did the alleged presence of asbestos mysteriously located at the ground in the lead up to the game. The Sea Eagle is unable to confirm reports that said asbestos was removed from the hill area and dumped in the visitors change rooms prior to the game.   

Manly started the game like a team possessed. Nimby Koroisau opened the scoring after 8 minutes following some fine lead up work by Cherry Baby and Addin Fonua-Blake.   

Minutes later, Manly doubled their advantage when Cherry Baby put a rampaging Moses Suli through a gap to score untouched. It has been well documented that Young Suli has had his problems in the past, but under the guidance of master Coach Hasler is developing into a potent weapon, and he could not have picked a more opportune time to produce his finest performance to date.

   Even the much-maligned Brad Parker was getting amongst it and when he crossed from a deft Cherry Baby kick, Manly led 18-0 after as many minutes.

 Whilst the Sea Eagle has been critical of Cherry Baby at times, there can be no doubt that he never fails to deliver in the big games and his man-of-the-match performance in this game will only serve to enhance his already glowing CV. He may be on the biggest bucks imaginable but given his efforts for Manly he deserves every cent. This performance was one of his best.   

So too was Addin Fonua-Blake, who like Young Suli has had his problems in the past, but when he was asked by Coach Hasler to take on the Sharks pack in this fixture, he did, and won. The rest of the Manly forwards duly followed his brilliant and tough lead (ably supported by Jake Turbo II who put in a typical origin type display to hold the middle ground together for Manly).   

The Sharks rallied late in the first  half, with a try to Bronson Xerri reducing the score-line to 18-4 at the break.   

There were some worrying times for Manly when the Sharks opened the scoring in the second half, but thankfully Manly rallied and further tries to Fonua-Blake and Adam Elliott ensured that Manly ran out comfortable victors, living to fight again next week against the Bunnies.  

In the Sea Eagle’s opinion this victory ranks up there with the very best in the proud history of the Club. Without their star player Tommy Turbo, and also missing proven performers Curtis Sironen, Joel Thompson and Marty Taupau, Manly were forced to call upon unheralded reserve graders all of whom stood up when it counted. 

   That said, in this fixture we had master coach Des Hasler against John Morris. Coach Morris as we know has a proud history at the Eels and later at the Sharks and the Sea Eagle cannot find a Premiership against his name anywhere to be recorded. If the punters had a look at that simple statistic they would have seen huge value in backing Manly in this fixture. 

Simply put, there is no way that Des Hasler would ever be outcoached or outsmarted or strategically out thought in a rugby League match that matters, when he was only up against John Morris.   

The Sharks loss in this game is a fitting way to go out for their warhorse forward Paul Gallen. Notwithstanding, that Gallen captained the Sharks to a premiership in 2016, he will best be remembered for his role in the Sharks supplement scandal and for fronting up in most of NSW’s losses to QLD during the maroons 10-year dominance.   

Gallen also leaves the NRL as the player to feature in the most losses in a career – 174 but who’s counting. The way the Sharks capitulated in this game would suggest that a few of his cohorts should also take Gallen’s lead and head off into retirement with him, think Sharon Woods, Fifita, Dugan, Shaun Johnson etc.   

The final word goes to a close confidant of the Sea Eagle, known simply as the Dark Shark who conceded "The curse continues, Manly, for some reason we can't beat them. Des Hasler's a bit of a master and he's Manly all over."  

In other results it was most pleasing to see the Canberra Raiders get the better of the Filthy rorting cheats in Melbourne, thus ensuring that we don’t get a repeat of last years GF. Manly now find themselves in a quite difficult side of the draw with the Rabbitohs and the Raiders standing in their way of making the decider. In previous outings against both these teams earlier in the year Manly have proven themselves to be more than competitive and do were dare to dream!! 

That said, they are formidable opponents with premiership winning coaches who will both have a good plan on how to beat Manly. So Manly won’t be able to expect opposition like what the Sharks dished up this week.   Realistically, Manly 2019 are hoping for a Cinderella story moment in somehow seeing themselves beat Souths then Canberra and then make the decider against the Roosters (whose decimation of Souths in the first finals game was simply outstanding) and then win. A long shot yes. A dream – yes again.   

ScoMo dubs his new plane 'Shark One' 

It has been reported in various media outlets during the week that Prime Minister Scott Morrison is now referring to his plane as “Shark One” following its $250 million upgrade.

The plane is a previous Qantas and Jetstar commercial A330, which was bought in 2015 by Airbus and modified by Airbus into a freighter and air-to-air refueller and can comfortably carry more than 100 passengers in a lie-flat configuration.

It is understood that the maiden voyage of the so-called Shark One will be to the US on September 19, travelling to Washington and New York.

The apparent naming of said plane, Shark One is no doubt a concern to all those (apart from ScoMo) who dare to fly in it. Let’s face it, the name itself conjures up a vision of failure, unreliability, an inability to get the job done, crash and burn etc and god help it or any of its passengers should its flight path take it anywhere near Brookvale Oval.  

 In the Sea Eagle’s opinion, surely in light of recent events Eagle One would have been a more appropriate and logical designation for the Prime Ministerial plane – but alas the Americans have grabbed the Eagle well and truly and their dominance n the world stage can hardly be questioned..       

Porn company launches $10m bid to rename Miami’s NBA stadium      

It has been reported that a pornography company has launched an ambitious $10 million bid to secure the naming rights for the Miami Heat’s home venue.

 American Airlines announced overnight it won’t be renewing its naming rights deal with the Florida NBA team’s American Airlines Arena, which expires at the end of the year.  Now online porn company BangBros has announced it wants in — with an extremely cheeky name idea to boot.

 Of course, and unfortunately, there’s practically no chance of this actually happening.

Sports organisations have often tread ethical boundaries when it comes to affiliations with gambling, alcohol or cigarette companies but as Yahoo Sports put it “the Heat surely aren’t going to promote family ticket packages to invite parents and children out to a wholesome evening at “The BBC.”

And if you’re wondering just how serious the bid is the company has already bought the domain name bangbroscenter.com and launched a site dedicated to future ownership of the arena that not so long ago saw the likes of LeBron James, Ray Allen and Dwyane Wade win NBA championships.   

Sea Eagle Comment. Surely if its acceptable to have stadiums named Lottoland, Pointsbet Stadium, and the even more ridiculously named 1300 Smiles Stadium, why not the Bang Bros Centre.   

Perhaps if Bang Bros aren’t successful for their bid in Miami they could look further afield, with NRL the obvious platform to showcase their wares. Let’s face it NRL and online porn have a long and proud association dating back to the great former Rooster Adrian Lam, but in more recent times Conrad Hurrell and of course the infamous Big Pappi.     

n fact, if Bang Bros were to pursue naming rights in Australia, they could look no further than Penrith Park in light of the efforts of some Panthers players earlier this season. The marketing opportunities abound and finally patrons could look forward some decent pre-game and half-time entertainment.   

For Manly’s part, and given the apparently asbestos ridden landscape that is Brookvale Oval 2019, there can only be one sponsor- that shameful organisation James Hardie and James Hardie Stadium of course. 

Sure the Eels had them as a sponsor a while back, and that is worrying, but on proven facts, the combination of shameful behaviour, asbestos and James Hardie go hand in hand. So the Sea Eagle expects this company to be knocking the door down to get a stadium sponsorship deal for Brookvale Oval once the Lottoland debacle ends (as it inevitably must). You know it makes sense.   

The Spoon -2019

The Sea Eagle neglected last week to deal with the spoon. Well done to the Gold Coast Titans in 2019 in picking up an award they have had many times in the past and no doubt will have many times in the future. It’s also worth noting that in the AFL the spoon also went to a team based at the Gold Coast, proving yet again what a graveyard the holiday strip is for sporting franchises.  

The Sea Eagle  would also like to point out that yet again the press got it entirely wrong at the beginning of the season when they were suggesting almost universally that the Canterbury Bulldogs would be spoon favourites . Canterbury as we all know, were decimated with player losses and salary cap penalties and fielded a team of virtual unknowns , yet found themselves threatening for the 8 late in the season. 

As the Sea Eagle exclusively reported at the beginning of season 2019, Dogs coach Dean Pay is not too dissimilar to coach Des Hasler in them both having god like status at their respective clubs. Neither of them or the teams they coach are contenders for the spoon. The Sea Eagle’s respect for anything to do with Dean Pay is well documented, and rest assured that in seasons 2020 in 2021, the Dean Pay coached Canterbury Bulldogs will be a force to be reckoned with.

THE SEA EAGLE

[alexinafterglow]

1-100 for my baby i love you

Awww I love you too baby thank you for asking!!!1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? There’s a perfect boy in my life named Key 💖
2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? I have forgiven them for it bc it was a long ass time ago. 
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. I couldn’t find a book near me fast enough so I typed 17 on “my” chrome book. 
4: What’s something you really want right now?
 Key and Mexican food tbh. 5: Are you afraid of falling in love? I would say yes but I’ve already fallen head over heels for my baby!
6: How can I win your heart? You already have!
7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Yes plenty of times with you!
8: What’s the background on your cell?
 So after questioning for like 5 minutes what cell was until u told me it was short for cell phone it’s a set of flowers and you bc I’m gay. 9: Name the last four beds you sat on? Key Key Key and mine. 
10: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Na not at all because it was my mom lmao. 
11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? They are going a billion times better than I ever could have dreamt of!
12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? Probably Quinn’s idk I don’t have a lot of friends riiip. 
13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? NEITHER I HATE DOGS FIGHT ME
14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional because it’ll never leave you. 
15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? How bout yes please. 
16: Are you tired? I’m always tired I barely sleep send help. 
17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? I’ve had them since 2009 when I had my first phone. 
18: If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2008 so I wouldn’t be so fucked tbh. 
19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? Lmao I’ve only dated Key ripppp. 
20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? I talk to my first love and first kiss every day
21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? I know I have the right person and yes I am gonna marry Key!
22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? It’s Key so hell yes a billion times over!
23: When was the last time you were disappointed? About a month ago. 
24: Is there a certain quote you live by?
 “This is the anthem throw all your hands up. Y'all don’t have to feel me sing if you’re with me”25: What’s on your mind? Tbh key and I wish my internet would work so I didn’t have to use data. 
26: Do you have any tattoos? I wish but not yet. 
27: What is your favorite color? My favorite color is red it’s lit. 
28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Tomorrow when I see my baby Key!29: Who are you texting? Lmao the one and only Keeey. 
30: Are you superstitious about anything? I believe in a lot of superstition but not any about black cats they’re the good pusses. 
31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Oh yea plenty of times. 
32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? I have plenty just because girls are better than guys to talk to tbh. 
33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? I know my beautiful future Key does. 
34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? You have my beautiful emerald!
35: What was the reason for your last breakup? I haven’t had a breakup and won’t soooo. 
36: Were you single on Valentines Day? Lmao na I had the most amazing Valentine’s Day ever!
37: Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike. I like that I breathe I hate that I’m very clumsy. 
38: What do your friends call you? Dill Bill!
39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? My family every day. 
40: Have you ever cried over a text? I cried when Key said yes when I asked him out!
41: Where’s your last bruise located? On my elbow. 
42: What is it from? I hit it on a wall. 
43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Probably about a month ago honestly I wanted to be away from the world. 
44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? I’m always on the phone with Key!
45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? I love all of my converses!
46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? Na I don’t look good with hats on. 
47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? Oh no I don’t look well bald. 
48: Do you make supper for your family?
 Every now and then I make dinner for them. 49: What’s the toughest decision you made this year? Probably to convince myself to be me. 
50: Top 3 web-pages? Probably any social media site tbh. 
51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? No and I’ll fight them. 
52: Does anything on your body hurt?
 My knees because I have no protection to them when I walk. 53: Are goodbyes hard for you? I never say goodbye unless the other person says it first. 
54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Coffee like a month ago. 
55: How is your hair? It’s medium length and very faded denim blue in it. 
56: What do you usually do first in the morning? I tell Key good morning and then use the bathroom. 
57: Do you think two people can last forever? Key and I are going to so yea of course. 
58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? Lmao I have been until like almost year ago. 
59: Green or purple grapes? Purple are the best. 
60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? As soon as I see Key!
61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Right next to Key
62: What did your father teach you? How to treat women correctly. 
63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? Probably asleep or waking up randomly. 64: What were you doing at 8 this morning. Trying to go back to sleep while waiting for Key to wake up. 65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? The same person I liked for like 3 years and I love now and am gonna marry!
66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Key!!!
67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? I wish I did to Key but no unfortunately. 
68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I hope Key sleeps amazingly tonight!
69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Oh yea but I’m pretty sure everyone has. 
70: How many windows are open on your computer? Only one and that’s this site called rabb.it key and I use!71: If you won 100 million dollars, what would you buy first? Anything and everything Key wanted and spend like maybe $100 on a new recording Device so I could lmao. 
72: What is your ringtone? Why don’t you get a job- the offsprings 
73: How old will you be in 5 months? I’ll be 19!
74: Where is your Mum right now? Asleep like I should be lmao. 
75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? I am tho???
76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? I hold Keys hand everyday that we see each other, which is like every other day, so yea I have. 
77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Lmao nope they all dropped me it I dropped them with the exception of Key. 
78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? I didn’t really start crushing on people until like the end of grade 8. 
79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? Lmao my dad goes by mike. 
80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? Every other day I do in Keys!
81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? Um let’s see here: key, KeY,Keeeeeey, and lastly keywi!
82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? Lmao I sleep pants less so yea. 
83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I get to talk to him every night!
84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? Well first of all I’m not drunk ever so this question is already invalid. 
85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? Well once again we’re straight edge so invalid question. 
86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? Well I went with Key and I got to snuggle up next to him so there’s that. 
87: Who was your last received call from? KEEEEY
88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? Um no satin I wouldn’t. 
89: What is something you wish you had more of? Key and money to spend on key. 
90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? I used to trust everyone too much until I got bullied as a child lmao. 
91: Do you sleep with your window open?
 Um no I’m not dumb and don’t appreciate losing my goods. 92: Do you get along with girls? Lmao almost all of my current friends RN are girls so yea. Males are usually douches. 
93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
 No I tell the truth as soon as I know it. 94: Does sex mean love? To me if I have sex with someone aka Key, then it means love, but in a hypothetical world that I don’t wanna live in where Key doesn’t exist and I just have sex with random people not necessarily. 
95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? I’m sorry did you mean the only person I want to spend forever with, Key???
96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? Oh no I’ve only kissed one person. 
97: Did you sleep alone this week? Na I slept with my baby Key every night!
98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? I definitely do his name is john cena jk it’s key. 
99: Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe you can want to be friends with someone as soon as you see them but you can’t love them until you know them. 
100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise? Every night I pinky promise Key something.

[izzythesinner]

1-100 (:

you think i wont answer all 100 but youre wrong 

1 - Who was the last person you texted?

My friend Sam

2 - When is your birthday?

June 9th

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

My girlfriend

4 - What sports do you play?

None lmao

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

Abby Groovy

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?

Passionfruit by Drake

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

My gf…lots of sexy time

8 - What do you feel right now?

Anxious

9 - What chocolate is your favorite?

Dark chocolate

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?

Technically, 1 bf and 4 gf’s

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

Dank memes

12 - Who is your favorite blogger?

Astrometrically

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

In bed

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

Psychologist

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

Last week. Bruh its work

16 - Are you happy?

sometimes

17 - Who do you miss?

Tyler and Katherine

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

I really can’t answer that

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

My imagination

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

My friend Sam

21 - What is your favorite dish?

Lasagna bruh

22 - Who is your bestfriend?

Astrometrically aka Tyler aka  my son

23 - What is your biggest regret?

Not loving myself more

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

Unfortunately

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

Tyler

26 - Name someone pretty.

My friend Caitlyn

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

My girlfriend

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

Everything but country

29 - Are you over your past?

Sometimes

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

My sister

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

Someone who is on the same wavelength as me

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

Sometimes

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

Sam

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

Jeans

35 - How’s your heart?

Damaged, probably very unhealthy as well

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

Not yet

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

Well fuck I hope so

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

I hope it was all worth it/

39 - Do you have any phobias?

Claustrophobia

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

yep

41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?

Head? Idk man

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

Not anymore

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

I’m in an ‘or’ mood

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

My mom

45 - Describe your dream date.

Evaporating into the earth

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

I’ve actually never thought about it so…

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

I’ve never received any ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

Oh yeah

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

A year

50 - Do you regret your past?

Sometimes

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

yep

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

A lot

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

yeah

54 - Are you a crybaby?

Hell yeah

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

Lmao sure

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

Who hasn’t

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

Unfortunately

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

No

59 - Does anyone hate you?

Probably

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

Not yet

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

I have no preference

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

Everything

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

My mother 😊

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

Lmao I’m thinking about it right now son

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

Yes…. Devin the Jesus man

66 - Can you live without internet?

Probably not anymore

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Bulls in the Bronx by pierce the veil

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

nope

69 - Are you a crybaby?

Yes x 2

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

yeahhhhhh

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

Somewhat

72 - Do you study hard?

Lmao

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

yeah

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

Yes it was nice

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

Yes tons of times

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

yeah

77 - What kind of person are you?

A good person I hope

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

(:

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

All the time

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

A dope ass mix tape

81 - What are you thinking right now?

work

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

Making me look up stuff… oh man its tyler. Only cause his name is Broke Papa

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

(: what do you think sweaty

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

Many times

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

Too many times

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

Everyday

87 - Do you have trust issues?

A lot

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

Very much so

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

My mom….omg I’m a mommy’s girl

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

no

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

somewhat

92 - Who do you want to marry?

Will Smith

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

yes

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

I have. Not anymore

95 - How do you look right now?

Terrifying

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

no

97 - Have you found your true love?

Well I believe we have multiple true loves so probably

98 - What should you be doing right now?

Anything but just sitting here

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

Nour

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough

Constantly