#wholesome heather 💗

[maeum-your]

I'M GOOD, THANK YOU 💙 so excited to see you back!!!! i think i'm on ur taglist for the jay sm au so if u find the time to update it, that would be amazing. can't wait for the new part ⚘️

AHAKAJ thanks that's so sweet 🥺 now I'm actually happy to be back 🤧💞

I'm glad you're doing well! that's always good to hear :))

I already changed your name!! hope you enjoy :) even though the important chapter is the one that comes out tomorrow and I'm so excited to upload that one (I'm still stuck editing it tho 💀)

[bunnyprincessbecca]

A little about me!!

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I’m Becca and I’m a proud mama to my bunny Tapioca who I adopted from the shelter I work at!! Animals are my favorite thing in the world and I want to do all I can to help as many animals as possible!! Besides that though, I’m just a huge girly girl who loves cute things, and a huge nerd who gets really obsessed over random pieces of media! Follow me if you love bunnies, cute things, Evangelion, Devilman, Nana, Fear and Hunger, Earthbound, and gyaru fashion🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

This is meant to be a wholesome safe space for everyone btw!!!!!!!! This blog is strictly a PG place and so if you’re one of those super creepy rated R blogs (you know exactly what I’m talking about) PLEASE refrain from interacting with me because it makes me super uncomfortable☹️ I know I like really cute girly and feminine things, but I am SO NOT one of those blogs and they actually make me feel really icky🥲 so if you are one of those blogs, please leave me be and let this blog remain a cute and cozy place that I would be proud to show my parents!

Typology:

Esfj EF(S) sp/sx 2w1 296 SEI EFVL melancholic-sanguine s/L/o[A]i neutral good (in terms of principles, but my sense of humor is very chaotic)

Interests:

Fashion- gyaru fashion (specifically Agejo gyaru), scene fashion, goth fashion, jirai kei fashion, emo fashion, punk fashion

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Music- (my favorite bands are Nine Inch Nails, Skinny Puppy, Dead can Dance, Hole, Smashing Pumpkins, the 1975, TV Girl, the Birthday Massacre, Eminem, Sufjan Stevens, Alex G, the neighborhood, Asking Alexandria, Bring me the Horizon, Depeche Mode, Fields of the Nephilim, Lebanon Hanover, Crystal Castles, Pathetic, and Type O Negative)

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Video games- (Fear and hunger, Style Savvy, Yume Nikki, Omori, Tomodachi Life, Miitopia, the Mother series of games, Deltarune, Undertale, Pokémon, Animal Crossing, Pikmin, little nightmares)

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Anime/manga- (Devilman, Evangelion, Nana, Homunculus, Berserk, Serial Experiments Lain, Hunter x Hunter, Death Note, Chainsaw Man, Paranoia Agent, Angel’s Egg, Ghost in the Shell, keep your hands off Eizouken, Paradise Kiss, Sailor Moon, Attack on Titan, Fruits Basket, Princess Ai, Saint Oniisan)

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Shows- (Moral Orel, the Acolyte, Bojack, South Park, the Mandalorian, Schitt’s Creek, Helluva Boss, Bob’s Burgers, Hazbin Hotel, the Golden Girls, Fallout, White Lotus, Shameless)

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Movies- (American Psycho, Junior, Heathers, Mermaids, Defending your Life, My Dinner with Andre)

[maeum-your]

HI LOVE 💙 WELCOME BACK ❤️ i hope you're doing okay!!!! 🌱⚘️💖 (i changed urls BTW, i used to be softforqiankun just in case ur wondering who tf i am) 🧡

HI HELLO OMG IT'S BEEN A WHILE 😭💖

I'm doing fine!! how are you, my love? <33

thanks for letting me know hehe i was confused for a short moment aksksjskd

[maeum-your]

I AM SO SORRY I AM RESPONDING TO YOU LATE, my bitch ass has covid and i basically laid in bed for 5 days and SUFFERED :( i'm doing better though, i'm still positive >.< i hope you are well <3

i feel like i'm a sunoo when i'm at my happiest and bubbliest but when is that ever the case when i have ANXIETY

i love you tons and i hope you are feeling better, i've kinda lost motivation while i've had covid and it sucks bc i wanna write !! >.< i've been trying to write this next chap for FOUR days and my brain is not having it :((((

that's so cute omg !! that's like me as well, i may not believe compliments but i remember them. i was trying on prom dresses when i was 18 for my school's prom and i felt like i didn't suit ANY dress and a woman who i had never met before said i looked really pretty in a purple one i was wearing, it made me cry </3

ahh you don't need to apologize when it basically took me a month to respond 😭😭

but naurrr poor you :(( it seems like everyone I know is suddenly getting covid. I'm glad you're at least doing better now but it still sucks </3

I'm doing quite okay, I have to say ^^

coming back on tumblr did help but I'm already starting to neglect my academics again :/ why is it so hard for me to balance it out?

PLS I RELATE TO YOU COMMENT ABOUT SUNOO SO MUCH

I always say that if I hadn't gone through all that childhood trauma and developed anxiety I would be like sunoo. he is my spirit animal 🤧

validation from strangers >>>>> (not cat calling tho 🤢)

I hope the upcoming week will treat you better and that you test negative soon 💖

[maeum-your]

honestly mood bc i would love to be besties with sunoo 💜 he's so smiley and it seems like he would be fun to be around <3 when i write, i love making sunoo the MC's bestie <3

i once dated someone who was not a softie, waited until our relationship had begun to tell me he hated all animals including cats, and he tried to give me an ultimatum of him or my cat. i obv chose my cat because what the hell. dude was a whackjob.

ooh thank u !! just lemme know if gets annoying :)

i am so proud of how far they have come too :) i love them so much !! they're one of my biggest ult groups. i really need to gif them more :(

jay just lives in my mind rent free. :/ who allowed him to be so hot like— i find it hard to believe he is real :((((

i will always think people are lying to me if they give me compliments, but if my mind decides to believe a compliment, i don't stop thinking about it like ever. a stranger in a dressing room in a shop called me pretty and that was 10 years ago and i still think about it >>>>>>

thank you, you're so kind 💜💜💜

fr I need a sunoo in my life 😭 even just if I'm pretending he's there with me, I feel better already 🤧

ppl who dislike animals 🚩🚩

ppl who dislike cats 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩

I'm really losing my mind over his airport pics rn and he's honestly the inspiration why I decided to finally get back on tumblr again 💀 sorry for the super late reply </3 I wasn't doing too well and was lacking motivation to but I'll try to be more acting from now on!!

exactly!!! I will not believe your compliment but I will always remember it because it will have made be blush and scream inside. or maybe actually scream. I just started my new term of uni and a girl in one of my courses I've never seen or talked to before texted me that she really loved my pfp and I have been really happy since then 🥺

[maeum-your]

i'm so sorry about the late reply, i've been feeling really low these last few days, i'm okay though 😘

sunoo is an absolute sunshine, he smiles and my heart just WARMS, he's so funny and so sweet <3 i'm jealous of the fans who have got to talk to him !! :((((

i love a person who is a softie, my current partner is a softie. like when we first met, i thought he was just this cool dude who liked rock music. when we started dating, he GOT SO EXCITED WHEN HE SAW BABY ANIMALS AND I WAS LIKE KLASAKSFKL. he would show me videos of bunnies and be like "LOOK AT THE BUNNY!" and i'm just like 😍😍😍😍😍 i say "like" so much i'm so sorry it's a british thing 💀💀💀💀

he's changed so much since iland, they all have. i rewatched iland a few weeks ago and i cried even though i know they all debut, i was like why am i crying :'((((

if blonde jay makes a comeback, it's all over for me. I WILL LOSE MY MIND. 😭😭😭

honestly i am so bad at taking compliments, even if my mum says i did a good drawing or something, i'm like "lol no i didn't," :/ i would never treat anyone like a therapist, but thank you for being there if i need you ❤ tbh i do try and always sort out things on my own and it's a habit i need to stop :( it's okay to reach out <3

you don't need to apologize, life is tough 🤧

I really wish I could be friends with sunoo because I know we just would get along so well? also I'm the perfect introvert for him to adopt 🤩

waaa your partner sounds really sweet! I love the softies, i don't think i could handle anything else tbh :( the bunny thing sounds so endearing, just hearing about it warms my heart 🥺

I can relate to overusing "like" and I'm not even british so you're good 😭 it just helps to express yourself better idk 🤕

iland was such an emotional rollercoaster omg :(( I intended to watch it when it aired but I was so busy and I forgot about it. I watched it last october and I don't think I could have watched it if I hadn't known who would debut because it was honestly so nerve-wrecking 😵

they did change so much and I am really proud of who they are now and of what has become of enhypen. they're doing so well and I'm really happy for them <33

blond jay lives on my mind rent free and I'm not even upset 🤭 I mean, just jay in general is all I think about but his blond hair just hits different, i don't make the rules 🥴

but at least it won't get fried now with all the bleaching 😭

I can't take compliments either. my low self esteem convinces me that everyone is lying to me so I end up pointing out why they are wrong 😭 ik it's annoying so I'm trying to stop but it's genuinely difficult :(

but yes, I am always here, even if it's just to talk about enhypen or bunnies or whatever 💕

[maeum-your]

no u 💜💖❤🌸🥺

i completely agree, it's like a hard, cold outer shell but inside he's just a soft and gentle human <3 i love him :(((( I FEEL SO BAD I DROPPED HIM FOR HEESEUNG BUT 😫

i find it easier to write angsty things because i've had a lot of negative experiences and heartbreak, so i like to put those feelings into writing 💖 i love reading angst drabbles/short fics but if it's an sm au with a sad ending, i'll cry 💔💔💔💔💔 i cannot handle that >.< i need happy ending series' :( speaking of sm aus, is your taglist for park you still open? i'm halfway through reading it and would love to be added !! (i swear i will catch up, i'm just a lil stressed rn) 💜

please you're so sweet <3 thank u for being so kind and so nice, it's made me smile a lot 🌺🌹 i'm hoping to post a few parts this weekend, there's drama on the waaayyyy 🎭

the way he always makes sure everyone is okay and helps them wordlessly and without being asked to is so attractive 🤧

idk he just brings a lot of comfort to me, i could talk about him for hours </3

i can't blame you tho, heeseung is my bias wrecker so yeah 😭 but i don't think anyone could ever replace jay because he is just so dear to me 🥺

i love reading angst but i can't deal with it if it doesn't at least have a positive outlook (i say that as if i don't have a sunoo drabble that is supposed to be 100% angst in my drafts LMAOO)

yes the taglist is still open but don't feel pressured to read 💔 sometimes even when you have time you just don't have the energy to read anything and that is totally okay too 💕 but I'm honored you're reading park you and ofc i will add you <3

and noo why are you thanking me?? i should be thanking you, you're just the sweetest 🤧 I've seen you interact with some of my moots before and thought you seemed really friendly and I'm super glad we got to talk now too!!

i can't wait for the new chapters! i will make sure to reblog and send you an ask with my thoughts 😍

[maeum-your]

oh my god you're so sweet 💜💔 i wrote it after i had a bad day at work and it brought me some comfort <3 i'm really happy that you enjoyed my work 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

jay is a softie, bless him. </3

i'm honestly so happy that it had that effect on you <3 i sometimes have a hard time writing full fluff 🌸💛

you can absolutely give me a tag !! 🖤 i hope you're doing amazing 💜

no stop you're so sweet 🤧

jay really is so soft, idk what other ppl have to say. he might seem cold at first glance but he's so protective and caring, i am melting just thinking about him 😩

i struggled with writing pure fluff too because i am a very angsty person and i always manage to sneak some angst into everything i write </3 hurt/comfort just his different 😢

I'm doing well, especially now that i saw your ask 💕

[maeum-your]

MINNIE 🥺❤ thank u for recommending comfort. you're so kind <3

it was so perfect, i had tears in my eyes 🤕

it felt like y/n was actually me so i am going to pretend like that's true to keep me going 🤧

i always imagine jay being there when I'm going through a tough time and you just fed me another scenario (not complaining, i am praising you!)

will definitely reread this when exam season starts again 💔

and noo, you're literally the sweetest 💕

hope you're doing well <33