#who then got mad and said how daaare u talk shit about my partner
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I hate feeling so embarrassed I get heated up, the worst. esp after doing some shit mistake.
augh. i hate how bad i am at relationships
#maybe not worse than the person I dated who want to stop dating but asked me what I wanted in the relationship first and#then i said I wanted more in the relationship and they just freaked out at me calling it a relationship when.#when relationship is the word for anything. and also who then was like 'mb I shouldn't have broken it w u because#I got a message from my spirit guardians saying I am making a huge mistake' and like. nah it was not a mistake#maybe just very clumsily done#also they turned out be to kind of a shit friend who said they were ra but then hierachied their abusive partner#over me trying in a last ditch attempt to explain shit to them and save our friendship about that toxic person#who then got mad and said how daaare u talk shit about my partner#and it was like wow this is a comically bad response and group of actions from someone who says they're staunch against this#anyway no i am still pretty bad at relationships#didn't respond to yet another old friend I've been rekindling it w long distance on their msgs for more than a month#just to now actually sit down to do it and they have actually just deleted them#and man it's just embarrassment after embarrassment really. i am not good at this#sure I got like two (2) diff autism diagnoses but comeaan#Surely#...#oh yea i didn't finish my first sentence thought. they broke up W me in that same convo. was afraid to break up cause was#afraid how I was gonna react (which was really sad#) and ofc I reacted very gently and positively. honestly we had a much better relationship (friendship) after ghat#for a while anyway. then it turned to shit anyway like described above. i rly do know how to find them#personal
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