#who cares about stains or keeping the only furniture we'll ever have nice or feeling clean or doing our part
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#it's never going to be safe for me to express my needs it's never going to be a good time to express my emotions#it's always going to be bad and hurtful even if i try to make things easier on others and it's always gonna be my fucking problem#it's gonna be my fault and it's gonna be my responsibility to handle everything all on my own all the time even when I'm fucking drowning#because the only person i can ever count on is me because everyone else is content to do as they please#and leave the rest for me to take care of later#who cares about stains or keeping the only furniture we'll ever have nice or feeling clean or doing our part#vespy will take care of it! like they always fucking do! and then when they finally break and try to work things out bc it's '''''safe'''''#it will still be their fault because that's their position in this world.#'wasn't mine' ok cool do you remember asking me if you need to boil it first and then for how long and then watch the temp#as i sat at the kitchen table to quietly monitor the slow simmer and advise you on when to turn up the heat#do you remember me recommending that specific pan and lid because it works super well for what you wanted.#do you remember that week as me and our roommate did ALL the work for a huge meal and all you did was eat half a pie#do you remember that weekend when i had to worry if i was gonna end up pregnant bc i couldn't afford the pill#on top of your weekly fucking stipend which is more than i spend on myself in six months#no you wouldn't. it's always my responsibility. it's always my risk. it's always up to me to navigate everything.#and the only person who can see this for what it is. is someone i don't even like. who has shown me more kindness and sympathy.#what the fuck is wrong with me lol
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