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This was so heart-wrenchingly good and very poetic🥺 The emotions and the events that transpired in this fic are beyond words to describe of how well it's written. I love it so much, I needed this type of angst fr✨️👏👏
my sweet girl
pairing: 40s!bucky barnes x reader
word count: 13,561
summary: After WWII, James finds you and rescues you from the rest of the world.
prompt: ‘whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.’
warnings: swearing, violence, mental illness
a/n: This was written for @whiskey-cokenfanfic‘s 30th birthday writing challenge! Happy birthday and I hope you enjoy!
“What’s on your mind, sweet girl?”
I don’t move from my perch, my head leaning against the cool glass of the bay window. The one I always sit in while I wait for him to come home. The trees are fluttering in the late summer wind, and I can see hints of autumn starting to peek through.
Soon my garden would wither, and I’d have to wait until spring to tend to my beautiful flowers.
I can feel James’s stare from across the room as he sits in his chair. His throne in his little kingdom. If he’s the king in this place, then I suppose that would make me the queen. I have my own little throne in the bay window, with all its pillows. But when he’s home, I prefer to curl up with him in the chair, my legs thrown across his lap and my head tucked into the crook of his neck.
“Sweet girl?”
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Mad (Chris Evans x Reader)
Pairings: Chris Evans x Reader
Warnings: Swearing and Angst
Prompt: “I’m as mad as hell, and I’m not going to take this anymore!”
A/N: This is part of a writing challenge for @whiskey-cokenfanfic birthday writing challenge!
Chris was gone again, and he wasn’t out filming this time. No, instead he was out with friends, opting to leave you back at home by yourself. You knew you shouldn’t get mad, but you just had this feeling that there was something he wasn’t telling you; something or someone.
Instead you had started to become that girlfriend and you hated every aspect about it. But you just couldn’t help it; your emotions were all over the place. You had become clingy with him, hovering, texting and calling every chance you got, waiting for a response from him.
You had been dating Chris for nearly two years now and you had moved in with him just four months ago. But it seemed like ever since you moved in, he was acting just a bit off. Your biggest fear was that he was cheating on you, and more and more he would go out with his friends, saying he needed some guy time.
Sitting on the couch, you tried your best to pass the time getting lost in a movie, but it wasn’t helping. For the tenth time in five minutes, you had checked your phone, but there were no new messages or missed calls.
Growling, you opened up your text chat with Chris and texting him yet again.
Y/N: Where are you baby? I thought you would be home by now
Setting the phone down, your knee began to bounce up and down; your mouth chewing nervously on your lower lip awaiting his response.
Two minutes, then three had passed and yet nothing. Opening up your phone, you saw that the text you sent him had been read, but he hadn’t responded.
Y/N: Really Chris? Why can’t you respond to me?
Five minutes passed, and yet nothing from Chris. You were getting frustrated and you didn’t know why. Chris had never once given you a reason not to trust him, ever. He was always honest and truthful with you and you didn’t know why all of a sudden you had been acting this way.
You didn’t want to lose him, yet in the pit of your stomach, you had a feeling that might just happen if you kept on acting this way.
Looking back through your texts, you had seen that you texted him over ten times already since he left to hang out with his friends. Groaning, you placed your phone back on the table and sat back on the couch; arms crossed over your chest.
After another half hour of time passing, you picked your phone back up and decided to call him this time. The phone began to dial, but after two rings, it went to voicemail. Ending the call, you looked at your phone, mouth hung open. “He rejected my fucking call! What the hell is going on with him??”
You had called him five times in a row, but each time he just rejected your call and all you heard was his voice for his voicemail. Tears threatened to spill from your eyes as you felt like your relationship was crumbling around you.
Lying down on the couch, you closed your eyes as the tears spilled down your cheek, hitting the cushion of the couch. You wrapped the blanket around your body, feeling more lonely than ever as your eyes grew heavy, shutting them and falling asleep.
The front door slammed shut, startling you awake. Looking at the clock, you saw it was just after midnight. Sitting up, you checked your phone but saw Chris never responded to any of your texts or calls.
You heard footsteps and looked up, seeing a seething Chris standing at the edge of the living room; his eyes narrowed and lips in a thin line. All he did was shake his head at you before turning around and walking down the hallway and into the bedroom.
Scrambling to your feet, you followed after him. “What’s wrong with you huh? Why didn’t you answer any of my texts or calls Chris?”
You found him in the bedroom, stripping off his jeans and pulling on a pair of sleep shorts. “Are you kidding me right now Y/N? I told you I was going out for guys night and yet I have to spend most of the night looking at my phone because of all the texts and calls from you!” he roared back.
“I just wanted to know when you were going to be home!”
“You are not my mother Y/N! I shouldn’t have to tell you when I’m going to be home! I’ll be home when I’m home!” His voice got louder with each word that came from his mouth.
“Well so sorry for wanting to know,” you replied sarcastically.
Chris just looked at you, throwing his hands in the air and letting them slap down on his thighs. “I don’t get what your deal is lately Y/N. You’ve been so clingy the last few months and it’s driving me crazy!”
“Driving YOU crazy? Try being in a relationship where your partner doesn’t respond to texts or calls! Try being in a relationship where you feel like your partner is hiding something from you and always wanting to go hang out with friends without!”
“When have I EVER given you a reason not to trust me?” he yelled back with brows raised. You looked down to the floor, knowing you didn’t have an answer because truthfully, he had never done anything for you not to trust him. “That’s what I thought. I’m as mad as hell, and I’m not going to take this anymore!”
Your eyes snapped up to face up, chin quivering. “What-what do you mean by that?”
“I just need some time Y/N.” He grabbed his pillow from the bed and left the room. You saw him going into the guest bedroom down the hall and closing the door. Your knees buckled beneath you as you slumped to the floor. Holding your head in your hands, you cried quietly to yourself, knowing you just ruined this relationship.
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The Snuggliest of Traps
Steve Rogers X Female Reader
A/N: This is my contribution as part of @whiskey-cokenfanfic 30th Birthday Writing Challenge. My prompt was “Well here's another nice mess you've gotten me into”. Hope you enjoy this and if you're not already following @whiskey-cokenfanfic then you should. Also happy birthday sweetie!
Summary: Steve's returned from a mission, but can he avoid the trap that lies in wait for him? Steve’s POV. All of the floof. Inspired by what my bf 'puts up' with.
Warnings: So sweet it'll rot your teeth!
“Well here's another nice mess you've gotten me into” you thought to yourself. You had let your guard own and fallen into Y/N's trap with no means of escape.
It was the early hours of the morning when you returned home after a long mission, so you were not expecting Y/N to be still up. Dumping your bag at the door you couldn't help but race upstairs to catch a glimpse of Y/N after so long.
Peering your head around the door you came across a familiar sight, there Y/N lay starfished across the bed. You were not surprised to see her hair was a mess and the duvet was crumpled by her waist. Y/N was always a fidget, and it was made worse by the fact she didn't sleep so well when you were away. Some people may have been annoyed by this, but you found it endearing; in fact the first time you spent the night together you couldn't hep but watch her enthralled, wondering what she could have been dreaming of.
You couldn't help but beam at her, hoping that she couldn't hear the sound of your heart pounding against your chest. Words could not describe the beauty in her vulnerability and her contentedness. You had travelled across the globe, seen people at their best brought together by a shared purpose; lands barely touched by man and abandoned bases taken over by mother nature; and you had seen life itself thrust into the light and ebb away into the darkness. But this. This would always be the most beautiful site you had ever laid your eyes upon.
So there was no question that you would jump into bed for a few minutes before heading into the en suite. However this would be a grave error. Within seconds she turned over planting her head upon your shoulder and placing her arm around your waist. If you didn't know any better you would think that she was lying in wait, ready to pounce as soon as she felt the mattress dip. But you did know better... in fact you should have known better.
You smirked to yourself as you looked down. Below you Y/N was splayed out across your chest, the light from the hallway illuminating her features. Eyelashes gently grazing her cheeks and lips slightly apart with a slight satisfied smile. After a few minutes the sound was punctuated by her mild snores. You had spent so long starved from her touch that it was easy to ignore the calls of nature, letting her warmth creep across your skin.
You had completely lost track of time when you could no longer ignore your bladder's call to arms. You had been hoping that Y/N would eventually fall into her usual routine and roll back over to her side of the bed; but not tonight. Tonight she was gonna hold on for as long as possible with no view of letting go. Not wanting to risk waking her by moving her you leant into her ear and whispered “Y/N I need to get up, I promise I'll be back as soon as possible. However, this had the opposite effect an Y/N's grip tightened, snuggling into you more.
As predicaments went you had a countless list of worse situations to be in. You tried your best to strategize the best way forward. But soon desperation set in and desperate time called for desperate measures.
You gently reached over to her hand, freeing yourself from her grip, setting your arm by your side. Then you slowly started to slip away from the bed. Luckily Y/N was so far gone that she was not disturbed. You made a break for freedom running to the bathroom as quietly as possible. After relieving yourself you hopped into the shower to freshen up and made your way back into to the bedroom.
Typically Y/N had moved across to her side of he bed with her back to you. You crawled back into bed. Putting your arms around her waist you pulled her into you, a quiet satisfied moan escaping her lips. A smile spread across your face. You places a chaste kiss to the crown of her head.
“God I've missed this” you yawned. Y/N responded by snuggling into you more.
“'ove oo.”
You repressed the chuckle that wanted to break free from your lips and kissed her again before letting your sleepiness consume you.
“I love you too Y/N.”
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Photographs
Masterlist
Written for @whiskey-cokenfanfic‘s birthday challenge Happy Birthday!!!
plot: He looked over the picture closest to the edge of her dresser, which was enclosed in a small black frame, the memories rushing back to him.
pairing: steve rogers x female!reader
word count: 1236
warning: mentions of nudity, fluff
prompt: memories warm you up from the inside
He looked over at her; curled up against him, her bare body against his. Her hair spread across the grey sheets behind her. Her eyes shut, eyelashes fluttering every few moments. He held her tighter trying to relish this moment as the two had so few of them these days. He looked around the cluttered room, clothes scattered across the chestnut hardwood floors as evidence of the previous night. Seeing her many pillows across the white fluffy carpet made him smile, she always said a person could not have too many pillows. She nuzzled her head closer into his neck interrupting his thoughts; looking down at her once again, he smiled kissing the top of her head. When his eyes rose up once again he noticed the rising sun shimmering through the white curtains. His eyes focused on what was underneath the large window. A small white dresser, which housed many photos on the top of it. His heart fluttered as he saw the many memories the two have shared over the past years. He looked over the picture closest to the edge of her dresser, which was enclosed in a small black frame, the memories rushing back to him.
He was wandering the busy streets of D.C trying to gather his bearings in this new city. After the Battle of New York, Fury thought it would be a good idea for him and Natasha to be based in D.C, as that was where S.H.E.I.L.D primary headquarters was, so he could better adapt to this new life. He was not resistant; nothing was holding him down in New York so he went where Fury told him, followed orders like a good soldier. However, when Natasha suggested he take the day to explore a city he had been living in for six months he was not as compliant.
“Nat we’ve been living her for a while I think I know my way around.”
“No you don’t. Most of the time we’ve been based here has been spent out of the country on missions. I’m positive the only parts of D.C you have seen is the route from the Triskelion to your apartment,” Natasha said adamantly her arms crossed over her chest, “Just take the day, call in sick or something. We have nothing to do but train today.”
“I don’t know…,” he was not convinced on how this was necessary,
“Yes you do. Here’s a map have fun call me if you get lost or anything,” the red head smiled walking off towards her sleek black car speeding away.
So he found himself, wandering the streets ending up in a small park by a lake. He situated himself against a large oak tree across from the glistening and pulled out the map of the city, confused, attempting to figure out where he should go. Lost in his thoughts, it had taken him a few moments to notice the clicking of a camera. He looked up to see her. She had her hair pulled back into a ponytail that was swaying along with the breeze and golden sunglasses on the top of her head. The black camera in front of her face was lowered, which revealed her green eyes that sparkled against the sun, as she realized he knew she was taking pictures of him.
“Sorry,” she said quickly nervously giggling, as she has been caught taken pictures of a stranger. “I love taking candid shots and the lighting was perfect,” she rambled on, he quickly noticed the large camera bag she was carrying “I promise I was going to give you them after and ask if was okay,” she smiled.
“Not its fine,” he smiled back at her standing up from the grass, “Would you be able to help actually I’m kind of lost,” he admitted to the stranger.
“Of course it’s the least I could do. Where are you headed,” she asked looking down at his map.
“I’m not entirely sure. My friend told me I should get to know the city, but I’m it entirely sure where to start.”
“Oh I get it. I moved here a few years ago and was constantly lost for a few months,” she took out a black pen grabbing the map from his hands, “If you go towards the reflection pool you can see the Lincoln Memorial and the Washington Monument. Walking down this way there’s the MLK and FDR Memorials,” she drew stars on the map on the important places to go to the route on how to go there.
“Thank you, I probably would have sat underneath that tree all day confused if you hadn’t helped me,” he smiled at her then looking at all of the places, she stared on the map.
“I doubt that, but you’re welcome. From there you can probably walk to the air and space museum at the Smithsonian, I think you would like the Captain American exhibit,” she smirked up at him.
“Oh, you know who I am,” he rubbed the back of his neck embarrassed, unsure on what to say.
“Well after New York, almost everyone knows who you are. I didn’t realize it was you until you looked up from the map though,” she admitted biting her lip, “Oh do you want to see the photos,” she lifted the camera that was hanging from her neck, clicking a few buttons until the pictures appeared on the small screen.
“You’re an excellent photographer,” he complimented her, looking down at the photos as she scrolled through them.
“Thanks, I’m actually in school right now for photography, so I hope getting this degree is paying off,” she laughed shutting the camera down, letting it hang from her neck, “Do you have your phone on you, I could text you the photos after I download them.”
He pulled out his phone handing it to her for her to put her phone number, when she gave him the phone back he noticed she put her name in as ‘girl from the park’ making him realize he never got her name.
“My names y/n by the way,” she said as if she could hear his thoughts.
“Steve, but I guess you already knew that,” he smiled, “thanks again,” he began to walk towards the exit of the park before he heard Charlotte call out his name.
“Hey Steve, if you want I could show you around, you know make sure you don’t get lost again,” she bit her lip once again.
“I wouldn’t want to bother you.”
“I promise it’s not a bother at all, besides I haven’t gone and seen all the memorials in a while,” she met his blue eyes, making him notice the hope and excitement in hers.
“Well it would be nice to have some company,” he smiled, and she walked towards him, starting a lifetime of adventures.
He looked back at the photo on the dresser from the day that the met, his eyes following the surrounding ones. A smile unable to leave his lips, only growing larger as he felt the body next to him stir.
“What time is it,” he heard her mumble in the sheets.
“Almost seven doll.”
“Do you have to go,” she nuzzled her way closer to him, if that was even possible.
“Nope, go back to sleep, I’ll be here when you wake up,” and he was because he couldn’t imagine being anywhere else.
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Promise Not to Be Mad
Warnings: Fluff, mutual pining, Angst, mentions of injuries, cardiac arrest, more fluff
My entry to @whiskey-cokenfanfic‘s birthday challenge. It’s a day late cause I’m a piece of shit person. Sorry!!! Hope the birthday was amazing!
Prompt is in bold.
Bucky had fallen asleep in the common room. He’d been watching a movie with Sam, Wanda, and you. When he opened his, Sam and Wanda were both gone, and the TV was turned off. There was a blanket over his shoulders, and your head was in his lap. He didn’t remember you being that way before he fell asleep, but he was pleasantly surprised. There was a blanket draped over you too. Bucky suspected Sam was behind the blankets, but knew he’d never admit to it.
Sunlight was just starting to spill through the windows of the tower and the rays lit up the dust motes in the air, making them seem to sparkle. Subtle highlights in your hair sparkled too. The light brushed you face softly, giving you an otherworldly glow. Bucky wished he had some of Steve’s talent just then; he didn’t even have a camera handy.
And the moment wasn’t long-lived either. No sooner had Bucky made a conscious effort to commit the beauty before him to memory, than an alarm began blaring throughout the tower.
You shot up out of his lap, or at least, you tried to. The blanket tangled around you and caused you to flop unceremoniously on the floor.
“Mornin’ sunshine,” Bucky chuckled.
You gave him a tired glare which would have been much more fearsome had you not been sporting sleep marks on your face from the creases in Bucky’s pants.
He helped you up and you both sprinted to the conference room.
“Ah, sleeping beauty,” Sam called as you entered the room. You weren’t sure who Sam was referring to, but you flipped him off anyway, before directing your attention to Steve and Tony.
“U.N. compound is under attack. They don’t have the resources to defend themselves, and we’re pretty sure the attackers have ties to more than one international terrorist organization, so we’re up. Wheels up in 20.”
The file you picked up as you boarded the quinjet told you more. An untold number of insurgents with automatic weapons and some alien tech were hitting the U.N.. The building was in some tiny European country you’d never heard of, but there were more than a few dignitaries in residence at the moment, and this had all the potential to become a war if not handled properly.
“Couldn’t have waited an hour before they attacked, I was having a good dream,” you grumbled as you strapped into your seat.
“Well you certainly looked comfy enough, cuddling up with Bucky n’ all.”
“Shut up, Steve.”
“Well ya were,” Steve smiled as he continued teasing you.
Honestly, you’d been pretty mortified that you’d fallen asleep on Bucky like that. It would have been bad enough if Steve saw you, but the fact that Bucky had been awake and sen you? God you wanted to die.
More than once you had the urge to cuddle with Bucky, more than once you had wanted nothing more than to lean into him, or hug him, but you just felt you couldn’t. You wouldn’t throw yourself at him like that. This wasn’t the first time Steve had teased you about this either. He knew how you felt about Bucky. More than one drunken, or emotional confession had poured form your lips, and Steve was always willing to listen. You would regret the confessions later though; he didn’t mean anything by his picking on you, but sometimes it was too much.
You looked away from Steve, checking your gear again to avoid his gaze.
“What, it’s sweet,” Steve continued. He sat next to you even though his chair was on the other side of the jet. Jerk. He wasn’t gonna let up.
“Let it go, Steve. I’m already embarrassed about it.”
“What’s there to be embarrassed about?”
When you looked up, ready to chew him out, you caught his expression. He looked genuinely confused. Odd. You’d thought he’d been making fun of you. But before you could ask him about it, Bucky boarded the jet. He was the last to board so take off was initiated. Steve moved to his assigned seat, next to Bucky, and you were left confused.
…
“Hey Buck,” Steve said quietly as the jet flew to the U.N. building, “why would she be embarrassed that I saw you two cuddle up this morning?” Bucky caught Steve’s nod in your direction, but he wasn’t sure what to say. His face must have said as much, because Steve continued. “I mean, we all know you like each other. I just figured you’d finally figured it out. She’s got no reason to be embarrassed.”
“You what?” Bucky practically shouted.
“What what?”
“Why would you think we were- what do you mean “like each other”?”
“Seriously? Aside from the fact that you both practically moon over each other? I am friends with both of you. I talk to both of you. I know both of you,” Steve responded, exasperated.
“Yeah? And?”
“Think about how I know that you like her. Then ask yourself how I would know if she liked you.” Steve turned from Bucky’s lost face to look across the jet, a smirk on his lips.
Bucky didn’t have time to ponder that thought, final descent was called and everyone checked their gear one last time.
“After this,” Bucky thought. He could hear the chaos; gunshots and explosions already. “After this is over, Stevie and I are gonna have a talk.” The sounds of battle increased in volume. Bucky met your gaze and you gave him a grin. His heart kicked in his chest. Could Steve be right? No way did he deserve her, but if she chose him? Fuck, he’d do anything for her. He returned her grin with a wink as the jet’s rear door lowered.
It felt like moments later, but in reality hours had passed. Most of the insurgents had been cleared out, and all the civilians had been moved into the compound, to safety. A steady rain had begun to pour from the sky making your jobs harder, but the team was down to the last handful of enemies when it happened.
Bucky heard you shout for Wanda, saw you running for her, pushing her out of the way. Then nothing. He couldn’t hear the gunshots anymore. He couldn’t hear Steve yelling. All he could hear was the sound of his own breathing, and over that, the echo of your scream. He felt like it took him far too long to cross the field to you. He didn’t feel pain as his knees hit the ground beside you, and he didn’t notice how his pants grew damp with a combination of rain water and your blood.
Your eyes were wide open, but it was like you couldn’t see. Bucky had his hands on either side of your face, cupping your cheeks, but you didn’t look at him until he called your name.
“Hey,” you said weakly, a grimace ruining the smile you tried to give Bucky.
“Hey yourself. I thought you said it was Sam’s turn to get shot?” Bucky tried to keep his tone light as he assessed you. He could barely see anything with the dark tac-suit you had on combined with the cloud filled sky. The rain made it hard to discern what was blood and what was water. For a moment he wasn’t sure you had been wounded at all, until his hand brushed your abdomen.
You gasped, then a pain filled whine fell from your lips as Bucky applied pressure to the heavily bleeding hole below your ribs.
He called over the comms for someone, anyone. He needed to get you out, to get you help, but everyone was engaged. Bucky all but screamed. More insurgents appeared around him, and for a moment, Bucky hesitated. He knew if he took the pressure off your wound, you might die, but if he didn’t handle the attackers, you would both die.
He hesitated a moment too long.
You managed to pull a gun from your thigh holster, and put bullets into three of the attackers before any of them even noticed you. The moment one of the opposing gun barrels pointed at you, Bucky moved.
Moments later, he stood over the fallen bodies of the insurgents. He hadn’t meant to kill any of them, at least not in the beginning. Now? Now, he didn’t bother to check any of them for vitals. Now, he moved quickly back to you.
Your color was awful. Where you’d once had a healthy glow, your skin was ashen. You were shaking slightly, and your lips had a bluish tint to them. Bucky’s knees hit the ground by your head and he carefully pulled you up so your shoulders were resting on his lap.
“Did we get them all?” you asked.
Bucky smiled, but tears were pooling in his eyes. “Yeah, we did. You got most of ‘em for me though, I just cleaned up.”
You tried to laugh, but it hurt so bad. You could barely breathe. Short, shallow pants were all you could manage.
Bucky’s fingers were gentle where they glided over your cheeks, wiping away the rain water, muck, and blood. You gave him a wan smile when one of his hands reached for yours, and you forced your non-responsive fingers to thread through his.
“Please don’t go.” Bucky’s whisper surprised you a little.
“You had to know I wasn’t gonna live forever, Bucky. No one does.”
“You don’t have to live forever, you just have to live!” he yelled. He was angry, but not sure at whom.
“I’m tryin’,” you coughed and something warm trickled from your lips. “Promise you won’t be mad … if I fail?”
“I could never be mad at you, doll,” Bucky choked as tears spilled over his cheeks.
Sam and Steve appeared as your eyes closed. The rest of the insurgents had turned tail and run. The Avengers were pulling back into the compound. A flurry of activity ensued. Bucky was unaware of most of it. He saw you being placed on a gurney and taken away from him, and it was like his mind went blank.
Next thing he knew, he was ensconced in a very uncomfortable plastic chair, staring at the blood encrusting his hands, as Steve paced in front of him.
…
Garbled announcements came over the P.A. Helen Cho power walked past him, and through a set of double doors, barely pausing to take a clipboard that the nurse offered to her.
More and more people in scrubs dashed past, but Bucky could barely tell. All he could see was your smiling face turning into a pained grimace, and all he could hear was you asking him not to be angry with you.
It was all so very far away from where the day had begun. All he’d wanted a few hours ago was to tell you how beautiful you were. Now, maybe he’d missed his chance. He wouldn’t get to tell you, wouldn’t ever be able to kiss you if…
“Please live. Please,” Bucky whispered, his eyes shut tight against the hospital’s bright lights.
…
That was where Tony found him. Hunched over in a tiny chair, looking as if the weight of the world had fallen on his shoulders.
Tony knew that feeling, but he didn’t know how to help. Fortunately, Wanda walked in behind him. She stepped around Tony to crouch in front of Bucky.
“C’mon Bucky. We need to get you cleaned up before she wakes up. She’ll tell us all off for letting you sit around like this.” Wanda kept her tone soft, but her grip was firm as she tugged Bucky out of his chair, and down the hallway. Tony wondered is she may have used a bit of her powers, since Bucky didn’t utter a single protest at being removed from the area, but he didn’t ask, instead he walked over to stand next to Steve.
“Any news?” he asked.
“She’s lost a lot of blood, and there was damage to her stomach.” The men both looked out the window. “The doc was optimistic the last time I checked, but that was before she coded.” Steve shivered slightly.
“Little thing like that won’t stop her, Rogers,” Tony’s voice sounded sure. Steve wasn’t sure if he really believed that or not, but he nodded, wanting to believe.
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It was a few days later that the doctors gave the all clear for visitors. You hadn’t woken up, but the medical staff assured the team that you would soon. Bucky didn’t know if he believed them. He’d seen the blood, the wound. He couldn’t stop seeing them. He wouldn’t leave the room you were in. Steve hadn’t told him that your heart had stopped, let alone that it had stopped twice, and he wasn’t planning on it either. Bucky only left your side to go to the bathroom, and only then if either Sam or Natasha was with you.
Bucky held your hand. Sometimes he would rub his thumb over the back of your hand, sometimes he would hold your hand up to his cheek. Sometimes he would kiss your knuckles. But he wouldn’t let go. Couldn’t.
He fell asleep like that, holding your hand to his cheek, with his head resting on your bed. HIs back would be killing him in the morning, but he hadn’t thought of that. HAdn;t intended to sleep at all.
When you woke, the lights were just a bit to bright, but when you tried to raise your hand to shield your eyes, you couldn’t move it. Squinting, you looked to your hand and noticed a few things. One, there was an ugly pink blanket that was certainly not yours over you. Two, there was an I.V. in the back of your hand. And three, Bucky was under that hand, his hand on your wrist.
Raising your head slightly, you looked around. Not my room. Looking out the window you knew you weren’t even in the tower. You went to adjust your legs and an involuntary groan slipped from your mouth before you could stop it.
Bucky’s head shot up. He looked around the room, checking for danger, and it took him a moment before he looked to you.
“Hey,” you croaked. Your voice was harsh with disuse, but Bucky clearly didn’t care. His hands came to either side of your face and he cupped your cheeks. You had a strange feeling of deja vu. Then your mind rolled back to the last thing you remembered. Bucky, pleading for you to live. “I’m okay Bucky. I’m okay.”
Bucky let out gasping breath and leaned forward, resting his forehead on yours. He pressed a kiss to the space between your eyes and his hands slid to the back of your head.
“Don’t you ever do that again.” His voice sounded gravely, like he was having a hard time talking.
“I’ll do my best,” you promised, relaxing into the back of the bed, letting Bucky lean into you. “Promise not to be mad if I fail?”
Bucky pulled back then. His eyes stared straight into yours.His right hand came to the side of your face again before he leaned back towards you, but this time, he didn’t press his forehead to yours. This time he pressed his lips to yours. It was a brief, chaste kiss, but it was a kiss nonetheless. You blinked at him as he pulled back. When he started to look worried, you smiled at him and raised your hand to grasp his right wrist, squeezing gently. He returned your smile before pressing a longer kiss to your lips.
When he pulled back again he said, “I could never be angry at you, doll.”
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The Blind Date
Summary: Blind dates are horrible. Right?
Author’s Note: Happy Birthday, @whiskey-cokenfanfic! I hope you like it!
She wasn’t sure why she had agreed to this. When her best friend, Maria, had suggested setting her up on a blind date, she had initially laughed it off. That was a week ago. Somehow she ended up sitting in a restaurant waiting for Maria’s neighbor’s brother to show up.
She knew nothing about the blind date other than the fact that he was wearing a blue button down shirt. Something that his brother had apparently forced him to wear claiming blue was his best color. It was all the information that Maria had supplied her with. She had been even less helpful while she was getting ready for the blind date.
“Can I just cancel? I don’t want to deal with people today,” she had asked Maria while getting ready. “Blind dates are just awkward. All first dates are awkward. And while I love you, I don’t trust your taste in men for me,” she added when Maria had laughed lightly.
“It is way too late to cancel, sweetie. And he is exactly what you said you wanted in a guy. He seems amazing,” Maria argued with a small smile, grabbing the shoes they had laid out for the date. “At least that’s what I’ve been told,” she amended quietly.
“You’ve never even met him, Maria,” said sighed, defeated. Going on a blind date with her best friend’s neighbor’s older brother was not exactly her idea of fun on a normal day. Add in the fact that she had had a terrible week at work and was still only a couple months out of a bad breakup and it was last thing that she wanted to be doing.
“I trust Scott. And you should keep an open mind. It won’t be as bad as you think,” Maria suggested with a shrug.
“It won’t be that bad,” she mocked. “It’s always bad. Men are trash and I don’t want to deal with another one.”
“Look, you need to trust me this one time. And I promise, if you need me, I will be only a text away,” Maria compromised as she moved to leave the apartment. “And I probably wouldn’t lead with ‘men are trash’. Save that for the second date,” she added before closing the door behind her.
She had been sitting at the table, reserved under Maria’s name, for ten minutes when she heard him clear his throat. “I’m sorry to keep you waiting. Have you been here long?”
“Not really. I --” she stopped, looking up at her date. “You’re Scott’s brother?”
“That’s me. And you must be Scott’s neighbor’s friend? I’m Chris,” he answered with a smile, taking a seat across from her.
“I know who you are,” she responded with a laugh. “I mean, you are a recognizable person. At least now I know why Maria didn’t mention your name, Chris Evans.”
He just laughed and shook his head. “I think Scott is actually the one to blame for that. It’s not the first time that he’s tried to set me up with somebody. Usually being set up with Captain America scares people off.”
“I can’t imagine why. Unless they were really dedicated to Team iron Man. Or they hate America,” she responded with a laugh of her own. “And I promise I am neither of those things.”
“So not really dedicated to Team Iron Man? Just run of the mill dedication then?”
“I do have a soft spot for Iron Man. Especially now with everything from the last movie. But I have always been on Tam Cap. Even got a Captain America tattoo,” she shrugs. “Which probably explains why Maria and Scott didn’t tell me who you are.”
He looked surprised for a moment before collecting himself. “You have a Captain America tattoo? I think that’s a first for me.”
She smiled before showing him the tattoo on her left arm. A small Captain America shield with the words “No, you move--” written above. “It’s my favorite quote from the comics. I was a little hurt that it was given to somebody not named Steve Rogers in the movie, though.”
“So, you’re a Captain America fan. And clearly you know about me,” he said with a small laugh. “What else should I know about you? Pets? Family? Work?”
“One dog, Zeus. I rescued him a few years ago. Yes, I do have pictures of him if you wanted to see them,” she answered, earning a laugh. “Two siblings, one brother and one sister. Parents are divorced. And I am the Director of Marketing for the Museum of Fine Arts,” she listed off. ��Other than that, there’s not much to know. I’m kind of boring, at least according to Maria.”
“I doubt that,” Chris responded seriously. “Everybody has their life outside of work. So what do you enjoy to do that Maria might find boring?”
She thinks for a minute, pondering her answer. “I enjoy watching sports. I go to a lot of hockey games with friends. I used to watch a lot of football but I’m a jinx,” she responded earning a smile. “Every time I watch my team, they lose. I just can’t do it anymore. Couldn’t even watch the Super Bowl because of it.”
“Please don’t tell me you’re a Rams fan,” Chris said with a shake of his head. “That would ruin things.”
“No, not a Rams fan. Big Patriots fan. Mostly by mistake,” she responded with a small laugh. “My dad is a Giants fan. He told me to root for the men in the red, white, and blue when I was three. During a Patriots-Giants game,” she explained, reading his confused expression.
“Now that isn’t boring. Do you watch all Boston sports now or are your other teams in the New York area?”
The conversation continued for hours, flowing easily between the two until long after they both had finished eating dinner and dessert. It was something that she hadn’t expected but was everything that she had secretly wanted the date to be.
It wasn’t until three hours into the date when she had to stifle a yawn that either of them checked the time. “It’s getting late,” Chris started with a frown. “I probably shouldn’t keep you out too much longer, you have work in the morning.”
“I do have work in the morning,” she responded with a frown of her own. “I should head home and should probably respond to Maria’s thousand messages. But I had a really nice time.”
“Don’t act so surprised. I make excellent company when I’m trying to impress my beautiful date,” Chris complimented, hand raised to his chest in mock offense. She couldn’t help but blush and look away. “Hopefully I can see you again soon.”
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It was late the next afternoon when Maria burst her way into her apartment. “I haven’t heard a word from you since I left here before your date. Want to complain to me over dinner?”
“Can’t,” she said with a smile as she bent down to put on her shoes. “I’m going out with Chris again tonight.”
Maria stood there, confused for a moment before breaking into a smile. “What happened to men are trash? Wasn’t that what you said to me a mere 24 hours ago?”
“Maria, I can’t go back to yesterday because I was a different person then,” she said with a smile.
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Look Alike
Written for @whiskey-cokenfanfic‘s writing challenge! My prompt was “Surely, you can’t be serious. -I am serious… and don’t call me Shirley.” I really wanted to explore something fun with this one so I hope everyone enjoys it!
“Surely, you can’t be serious.” Steve says flatly, staring at the team in front of him.
“I am serious…” Johnny Storm smirks, making his way over with that little strut. “And don’t call me Shirley, makes me feel a little uncomfortable in the suit.” He slaps Steve’s shoulder. “Anyone ever tell you you’re a handsome son of a-”
“Don’t finish that thought if you want to keep that hand.” Steve bats his hand away, moving aside. “Sue, a word?”
I raise my eyebrows as he takes Sue and Reed aside, watching them all talk and Steve’s uncomfortable stance. “Wow, you must have really freaked him out.”
Johnny shrugs. “I tend to have that effect on people. Anyway, since we’re alone, I could always show you my-”
I lift my left hand. “Taken. By Cap, actually. But I’m flattered.”
He tilts his head back and laughs. “Man, I knew I liked you.” He nudges me. “So does he know we went to school together?”
I smirk. “Yes, actually. I just don’t think he ever made the connection.”
He smirks. “I can help with that.”
“Johnny.” I say firmly. “Knock it off.”
“Fine, fine,” He raises his hands in defeat. “When’s the wedding?”
“Not sure yet, but I’m sure soon,” I smile. “I really missed you, Johnny.”
My childhood best friend grins. “I missed you too. Hey, since Cap and I look alike, does that mean you liked me back then?”
I roll my eyes. “No. I almost didn’t date him, but he convinced me that he wanted to make it work with his avenging.”
Johnny smiles. “You look happy… I’m happy for you.”
I smile. “Thanks, Johnny.”
He winks. “Thank I can get his autograph?”
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Bumpy Night, Part 7
Summary: A mission gone wrong leaves one of the Avengers fighting for their life and the others fighting time to save them.
Pairing: A little Bucky x reader maybe?
Content: Loads of angst and whump, illness, and *Captain America voice* language! Please let me know if I need to add anything!
Word Count: About 2.2k (Does not include recap)
A/N: We’re almost done, just one more part after this! This is part 7 of a piece I wrote for a writing challenge. It’s the first thing I wrote for any challenge so it’s interesting. Thank you so much to everyone who has liked, reblogged or commented so far, you guys are all amazing!
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“How is--” Tony began, but he stopped mid-sentence, and the color drained from his face the second he saw your clothes. Steve’s eyes widened and Bucky’s lips parted in surprise. You didn’t realize your shirt was completely covered in blood as you took a few faltering steps toward them. Bucky took a hesitant step forward. You saw the worry on his face, and you saw his lips moving, but you didn’t hear anything. You didn’t even notice the pain shooting through your ankle when you took one more step before darkness rushed up and swallowed you as you collapsed to the floor.
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Tony’s heart was pounding against his eardrums, drowning out everything else. All he could see was Peter being whisked away on a gurney. He ran through the first set of doors, right behind Cho, Banner and you. When he got to the second set of doors, he felt two pairs of hands lock tightly around his arms, holding him back. He lunged and clawed and fought against them, shouting and yelling but Rhodey and Steve adjusted their grips and hauled him back by the chest and shoulders.
Bucky quietly watched as Rhodey and Steve pulled Tony back and quickly glanced around before slipping unnoticed past them. He got in there just in time to see Bruce switch the room to private mode. He closed his eyes and cursed silently to himself. He knew that was going to happen, just like he knew he shouldn’t be in there but--
“Bucky!” Came Steve’s sharp voice, jolting him from his thoughts. Bucky just turned and looked at him. The second Steve saw his eyes, his frustration vanished. “Bucky, there’s nothing we can do,” his voice softened. “We just need to trust the doctors and let them help Peter.”
Under any other circumstances, Bucky probably would’ve made a crack about trusting doctors, but Steve could see the helplessness in Bucky’s eyes and it made his heart clench. Steve put a reassuring hand on Bucky’s shoulder and was about to say something when the doors opened softly. Steve and Bucky turned as the rest of the Avengers silently walked in, coming to stand side by side.
Steve hesitated before sighing. “We’ll stand watch. No one goes in the room, got it? No one.” He looked each Avenger in the eye, saving Tony for last. Everyone mumbled or nodded in agreement.
The minutes slowly ticked by- fifteen, twenty, thirty... Not a word was spoken among them as they waited anxiously. Tony had paced for a while before giving up and just standing in front of the door about ten feet away from it, staring at it unblinking, just praying that it would open. Thirty-five, forty, forty-five... An hour had passed when Bucky looked up from the floor to Tony. He lowered his gaze and closed his eyes tight. He took a deep breath in, stood up, and walked over to Tony. He didn’t know if Tony still blamed him, but he did know Tony was worried about Peter, just like he was. Just as he stopped at Tony’s side, a soft creak shattered the thick silence that hung over the group. Tony’s gaze snapped to the door along with Bucky’s and everyone else’s. The door slowly opened to reveal you standing there, looking dazed.
“How is--” Tony started, taking a step forward, but the words caught in his throat the second he saw you. Your shirt was covered in blood, stained with various shades of crimson soaking all the way through to your skin. You still held a wad of bloody gauze in your hand and Steve’s eyes widened when he noticed it.
You took a few steps and Bucky looked at you, worried. They were uneven and he noticed your body shaking. He stepped forward and started to call your name when your legs gave out and you collapsed to the floor. His arms shot out as he lunged forward and caught you before you hit the ground.
“Y/N? Y/N! Come on, wake up!” Panic crept into his voice as he cradled your neck in the crook of his arm. “Y/N, please, wake up!”
“BRUCE!” Tony roared, crouching next to Bucky. Bruce opened the door, his face scrunched in annoyance. “Peter will be fine, Tony, but we need to run some tests to be sure! Didn’t--” his words cut off when he saw you sprawled out on the floor in Bucky’s arms.
“Y/N? Y/N?” he dropped to his knees at your side, shaking your shoulder firmly.
Dr. Cho walked out to see what the commotion was. Tony noticed and stepped back to make room for her. She knelt down at your side and placed a hand on your forehead. She checked your pulse and turned to Bruce. “Get an IV ready.” Her face softened as she looked down at you and sighed, shaking her head sadly with a dismayed tut.
“What’s wrong?” Bucky asked, his voice a little unsteady.
Dr. Cho gave him a small, sad smile, her eyes sympathetic. “We’ll have to check, but this looks like a classic example of exhaustion and burnout,” she looked to the rest of the team and was met with several concerned faces. “She hasn’t eaten or slept in a while, has she?”
“She slept a few hours early this morning and... she had coffee when she woke up,” Sam replied slowly, his eyes narrowing in thought. “But she didn’t eat anything today, or last night...” Sam’s voice trailed off.
Dr. Cho hummed, her suspicions confirmed by the silence that came to rest over the group. She held your hand, softly stroking the back of it with her thumb and gently brushing your hair back with her other hand on your forehead. She looked up and scanned the faces of all the gathered Avengers and felt a twinge of dismay. They all looked worse for wear, disheveled, beaten and bruised, but she knew trying to convince them to get looked over was a long, exhaustive battle under the best of circumstances. Trying to now would be completely pointless.
Bruce returned with an IV and Cho slid it into the back of your hand before rising to her feet. “If you’ll follow me, Sergeant Barnes, there’s a room open right next to Peter’s that we can use for her.”
Bucky slid his arms further under you, making sure to support your head as he rose to his feet and followed Dr. Cho. She led the way to your room, right next door to Peter’s as promised. He laid you down on the bed and stepped back as Dr. Cho and Bruce began checking your blood pressure, heart rate, and other vitals. When they finished, they agreed that you were dehydrated. They gave you a few more IVs and told Bucky they would be back to check on you in a bit. Bucky mumbled his acknowledgment. Bruce lingered in the doorway, glancing over his shoulder at Bucky before leaving. Bucky pulled a chair up to the side of your bed and sat down in it with a sigh, shifting around until he settled in. He wasn’t going anywhere.
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Peter’s eyelids hesitantly fluttered open and he immediately wished they hadn’t. His head and right arm were throbbing. Every muscle in his body ached, especially his chest. With every breath he took, a new pain rippled through his chest like a wave of prickling needles washing over him and a sharp, stabbing pain shot through his ribs. He hissed softly and his back arched a little at the pain as he shut his eyes tight. Once the pain eased up a bit, he braced himself and slowly turned his head, opening his eyes to look around the room. Nausea swept through him and his vision went white from the pain and for a second he thought he was going to black out. He closed his eyes tight again and waited until the nausea subsided. He slowly, cautiously opened his eyes again. As his vision came into focus, he recognized one of the critical care rooms on the medical floor of the tower. He’d been in one of those more times than he cared to count, but only as a visitor or when Mr. Stark or someone was overreacting to an injury of his. He felt a movement at his feet but he was too weak to sit up.
“Kid?” A cracking, questioning voice broke through the fog surrounding him. It sounded cautious yet so hopeful it almost broke his heart. Hearing it gave Peter the motivation he needed, and he slowly turned toward the voice.
“Mr. Stark?” he asked weakly, barely audible. His voice was scratchy and he realized his throat was sore and dry.
“Oh, thank God,” Tony choked, a relieved sob escaping his lips. Peter felt his torso being lifted off the bed and a pair of arms wrapping around him tightly. He lifted his heavy arms with difficulty and placed them around Tony, burying his face in the man’s shoulder. They sat there in a comfortable quiet, just taking in the comfort of each other’s embrace. Peter felt the occasional tremor as Tony’s shoulder shook with each muted sob of relief, and tears welled in his eyes. Tony held Peter tightly to his chest, making a silent vow to never let him go again. After several minutes, he pulled back just enough to look Peter in the eye.
“May is waiting for you in recovery, but before you can see her, Dr. Cho and Dr. Banner want to run a few tests, ok? You were poisoned on the mission and they want to make sure it’s all out of your system, as well as check for anything else they need to worry about.”
“Aunt May?” Peter’s eyes widened a little. He was exhausted and his body felt so heavy like it was made out of lead, but at the sound of his aunt’s name, his heart rate jumped. She couldn’t see him like this, she just couldn’t.
“She already knows, kid,” Tony gave Peter a sympathetic half-smile as he eased the kid back onto his pillow. He understood Peter always wanting to protect May and save her from worrying about him as much as he could, much like he tried to protect Pepper. Peter groaned at Tony’s reply and Tony couldn’t help the smirk that found its way to his lips. Is that what I’m like? He wondered. Peter flinched as he laid back down onto the bed. He hoped Mr. Stark didn’t notice. “Great. What am I gonna tell her?” Peter moaned.
“All of that can wait,” Tony spoke as he leaned forward, pulling Peter’s blanket up over him. The poor kid probably hadn’t even realized he was shaking. “Rest, Peter.” Tony smiled warmly as he watched Peter gently drift off back to sleep. Once Peter was asleep, he closed his eyes as grateful, relieved tears silently slid down his face.
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When Peter woke up again, Tony was still at his side. Peter sat up groggily and rubbed his eyes.
“Hey, how you feeling?” Tony asked as he stood. He could already tell by how Peter was moving that he was doing much better. The tension in his own shoulders eased the slightest bit.
“Th’ pain isn’t so bad,” Peter mumbled, scrunching his face. “Everythin’ looks a lil’ blurry though.”
“Good, that means the meds are working. Come on, let’s get you to the docs.” Tony grunted a little as he helped Peter to his feet. “Easy,” he soothed tenderly. “There you go. Nice and steady.” He guided Peter out the door and to the right where they were joined by several of Dr. Cho’s assistants who had come to take Peter to another room to prepare him for testing. Peter blinked his eyes several times to clear his vision, allowing his eyes to adjust to the lighting of the medical floor.
“Who... who’s that?” Peter looked over his shoulder as they passed the room next to his. He saw the outline of a figure lying in the bed.
“Don’t worry, they’ll be fine,” one of the assistants assured him, but he kept looking back at the room. “W-wait... is- is that Miss Y/L/N? What...” Peter stopped and turned to Tony, his face creased with concern. “Wh- what happened to her?” he pulled away from the assistants and slipped out of Tony’s arm. He was turning to walk back to your room when Tony stopped him, grabbing him softly by the shoulders.
“Hold on, kid. Agent Y/L/N got sick on the mission,” Tony told Peter gently.
“Sick? Did she... she didn’t...” Peter’s voice trembled and fear began to fill his eyes. “Is- is she gonna be ok?” Peter finally asked and Tony’s heart broke at the look on the kid’s face.
“She’s going to be fine. She’s got the best looking after her,” Tony assured him, but that didn’t ease Peter’s worry any. Tony gripped Peter’s shoulders a little more firmly.
“Look, I know you’re worried, but you’ve just been through hell, and the docs need to check you over to make sure you’re in the clear, ok? What do you think Agent Y/L/N would say if...” Tony stopped for a second as he realized what he was saying. “If... if she woke up, and found you in the bed next to hers because you relapsed? How do you think that would make her feel?” he continued.
Especially since she’s there because she wouldn’t leave your side, he thought, a distant look in his eyes. Damn it, Y/N! Why couldn’t you take your own advice?
Peter lowered his gaze guiltily. “Ok,” he mumbled reluctantly. He lifted his moist eyes to meet Tony’s hopefully and Tony’s heart ached for him. “But can I come back and see her when I’m done?”
“Of course kid,” he smiled warmly, touched by the kid’s concern. He pulled Peter to him and hugged him tenderly. He felt a pang in his chest as his misty eyes came to rest on your motionless form lying in the bed. “Of course.”
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More Than Anything Else in the World
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Quote Challenge #24: “You should eat a waffle! You can’t be sad if you eat a waffle”
Summary: Reader is part of the SHIELD team that works closely with the Avengers. After a long mission, she comes home to quietly celebrate her birthday with her special family recipe only to be joined by the surly Winter Soldier. Little do they know they both will learn something new during their time shared together that will change their lives for the better.
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This mission had been a long one. Three and a half weeks away for a surveillance op that was supposed to only be a week-long, TOPS! (Great intel, Sam!) Now she could finally sit and enjoy her annual indulgence: Birthday Waffles! (Not that anyone knew they were birthday waffles. To everyone else, it was just another plate of yummy waffles.) Walking into the kitchen, she begins to gather all the necessary supplies when he walks in. Mr. Doom and Gloom himself - the Winter Soldier, grumpy as always, but that wasn't going to keep Y/N down. No, Sir! What some saw as an excuse to leave the room when he walked in, she saw it as a challenge. What positive reaction can I get from him today? She'd ask herself. If it was a smile, she'd take it. A multi-word answer, Score! Anything more than a silent look then walking away, she would consider a win.
So with that in mind, today's attempt would involve including the one person everyone considered cold and distant to join her in the activity that brought her the most warmth and joy in her heart.
"Hey, Buck, you hungry?"
"Hey, Y/N. Whatcha cookin' up today?"
Bucky, the once lively, extravert that was the life of the party and envy of all men and women alike had changed a lot over the years. Y/N remembered the stories that Cap would share about his best friend from Brooklyn and it broke her heart to see the shell of the former Hydra Winter Soldier. It wasn't until she noticed he would linger quietly in the kitchen when she would be making a pie or something for the team for dinner that reminded him of the old-time family-style meals that he started to open up to her.
Breakfast was one of those special times for them. When everyone else was sleeping in after a rough mission, Y/N just wanted to be in the kitchen and Bucky secretly just wanted to be near Y/N. He may not have talked about it much, but she brought a sense of calm to him that he never thought would be possible again after what Hydra did to him. There was just something about her homey, welcoming nature that brought him back to the '40s and allowed him to feel more at home in Stark Tower.
Here was her chance! Maybe he'll want to help me today, not just eat and run away?
"Waffles! Would you like to help me?"
This could all go south in an instant, but Y/N had to take a chance. It was her birthday wish, after all, to try and grow closer to the handsome Winter Soldier, and everyone knows the way to any man is through his stomach.
"Uhhh, Sure, I guess I could try and help," he nervously responded.
"Great! You're gonna love 'em! They're a family recipe."
As she finished gathering the necessary supplies and got him to measure the ingredients, she prepared the toppings. Fresh cut strawberries, chocolate sauce, and homemade whipped cream. YUM!!! When the last waffle was poured into the machine, they got their plates prepared to eat. Y/N was giddy with anticipation while Bucky just looked at her with wonder. Finally, after a long debate in his mind, he finally asked the question that has been plaguing him for a while.
"Why are you always so happy? Even after crappy missions, you're still happy and cooking all this great food. How do you do it?
Y/N was a bit taken back by his question, but she did want to grow closer and he couldn't have set her up with a better circumstance with which to do so. Taking a deep breath, she thought to herself, Well, here goes nothing!
"Well, Bucky, that's a really interesting and deep question. I'm not entirely sure how to answer it, but I'll try my best to." She said with a shy and bashful smile. "I've always been a happy child for the most part, and when anything would go wrong, my mother would always tell me that it was for a reason. Whether it was to keep us safe or end up blessing us in the long run, I just learned to look at life as if it were a glass half-filled, because it can get rather depressing if I start to let everything get to me and weigh me down. Like this latest mission. It was terrible, and even though it took much longer than I hoped, I can still eat my birthday waffles and remember the good times, no matter what the day. My mother used to sit me down when I was having a bad day and tell me, 'You should eat a waffle! You can't be sad if you eat a waffle!' And you know what? She was right! I've never been able to stay down while eating a yummy, delicious waffle." She says with a smile lined with whipped cream.
Bucky took in all that she said, but then one detail hit him like a bolt of lightning from Thor's hammer.
"Wait? Did you say birthday? When was your birthday??? Why did no one say anything about it? Tony never misses an opportunity to celebrate and throw a party."
Ducking her head down with a blush, "It was on Tuesday, July 23rd", she explains how she had her files sealed so that no one, not even SHIELD, could access the birthdate, just the year she was born. Since her family's tragic passing, she never felt the same celebrating it without her loved ones around, but over time she healed little by little and was able to make the special waffles again without crying, only the good memories remained.
Well, if he didn't love her before, hearing this just made his heart swell for her even more. He vowed from this day forward to never let her go through another rough mission or birthday alone again.
"Well, Dollface, Happy Birthday. I hope all your wishes come true."
"Thanks, Bucky, that means a lot to me."
From this moment on, Bucky's cold demeanor had thawed around Y/N and over time, her wish did come true. They grew closer and eventually started courting. Some old habits die hard, but it was one attribute that Y/N welcomed. It was so flattering to be asked to be courted by Mr. Barnes and before they knew it, another year had passed between their times cooking together, going on missions with the team, and then finding time to go on dates. One morning Y/N is woken up by the smell of something absolutely delicious and she wakes to find Bucky at the foot of her bed with a tray in hand filled with her birthday waffles and a candle on top that reads "Birthday Girl". Bucky quickly places the try down and wipes a stray tear from Y/N's face that had slipped without her knowing.
"Oh, Dollface, you should eat a waffle! You can't be sad if you eat a waffle" he says with a charming smirk and a wink. Throwing her arms around his neck she whispers
"Thank you, Buck. I love how you make me feel so special and loved."
"Because you ARE special and Loved, Doll. More than anything else in the world."
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Too Close
Summary: it’s your birthday!
Pairings: Chris Evans x Black!Reader
Warnings: mentions of smut, a little Daddy kink, swearing
(A/N: this is for @ramp-it-up’s drabble challenge! Congrats on 500 boo. Even though you’re probably at 600 by now lol. It’s also @whiskey-cokenfanfic birthday fic! Happy birthday hun!)
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You know what you were doing when you put that fucking dress on. The one that made him think about putting a baby in you. The way your cleavage came out and also hugged your ass. It was torture that he couldn’t touch you right now.
He should have made you change, but you would have just made a face at him. Rolled your eyes and said no like the little fucking brat you are. You were lucky it was your birthday and you had to get to dinner. Then even when dessert came out all he thought about was eating chocolate cake off your nipples.
Fuck you looked so hot. Taking shots with your friends at the club after. You were kissing all up on him, giggling and shit. Not even swatting away his hands as he grabbed your ass.
Then you asked him to dance and pressed your ass against him. You did this thing with your hands on your hips where you seemed to find his dick straight on. Sliding up and down. If he didn’t know better he’d think you were asking him to fuck you right now. He needed to get you home. You had no right getting him all hard like this in public.
So even though you’d been acting like a pouty brat about it he really didn’t care. You’d get over it when he was balls deep inside of you. Fuck you hadn’t even made it to the bedroom. Instead he pressed you into the front door, hiked your leg around his waist as he kissed you. Making you gasp into his mouth.
“I don’t want you to lift a fucking finger,” he said as he cupped your breasts through your dress. “Daddy’s gonna take such good care of you.”
#chris evans smut#chris evans x reader#chris evans x poc!reader#chris evans x black!reader#chris evans x female reader#rampitup500writingchallenge
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Drawn to Her
Pairing: T'challa x reader
Words: like 1000 go me
Warnings: none
A/n: done for @whiskey-cokenfanfic birthday challenge. Happy birthday!!! Loosely based on prompts #29. Thanks to @asadmarveltrashbag for the proofreading and support. ❤️❤️
“Another Stark party? How many of these have we been to?” Shuri rolls her eyes toward her brother.
“Shuri, be nice.” T’challa says in a playful tone. “This one is important. And we’ve been to 12 in the past 5 months.” He looked over to his sister and smiled. She groaned.
“Whatever, I’m going to go talk to spider-boy. Maybe I’ll actually have an intelligent conversation with him for once.” T’challa chuckles as Shuri walked away.
T’challa looks around at the other party guests. This was a very important party, to everyone. Pretty much everyone who has ever met Tony and Pepper were at their wedding reception. Across the room, Tony was glancing at Pepper as if she was his whole world, which she was. T’challa felt a pang in his chest. He wanted something like what they had, love. Love that surpassed whatever crappy stuff may happen to the two of them.
Throughout the night, T’challa mingled with different people. He congratulated Tony and Pepper, asked Sam about how it was being Cap, and even talked to Peter about some new tech he was working on. Around 10, T’challa began to yawn and whispered to Okoye.
“Ready to go General?”
“Only if you are My King.” Okoye gave him a side eye and her classic smirk. “I'll go get Shuri.”
T’challa continues to nurse his drink and survey the room. Suddenly his eyes are drawn to the door and to a woman in a short, cute, gold number talking to Pepper. T’challa walks over to the pair hoping to get introduced to the beautiful lady.
“Hello Ms. Potts, or should I say Mrs. Stark.”
“Actually it’s Potts-Stark.” she gives you a small smile.
“Ah. Who is this beautiful lady next to you?” T’challa took y/n’s hand in his own and kissed the top of it, causing her to blush.
“This is my assistant Ms.Y/l/n.” Pepper explained.
T’challa looks deeply in y/n’s eyes, “Ndibona ubuhle obufanayo kuwe obubona kwiinkwenkwezi.”
Y/n giggles and responds, “Enkosi. Ukuba ungahambi kakubi.”
T'challa is taken aback by your response and says in english, “You speak Xhosa? Not many people know our language.”
“Yes, before I was hired here I volunteered at your outreach center in California and picked up a few phrases. It’s an honor to meet you.”
Pepper excuses herself, saying something about Tony getting himself into trouble. The pair had not even realized that she was still there, being so entranced with each other.
“So you must know Shuri than, yes?”
“We met a few times but I was working more in the office while Shuri was doing more hands on activities. She is a very smart girl.”
“Yes, she is.” T’challa is very proud of his sister and it shows. This thought makes y/n’s heart swell with something she had never felt before.
At that moment Okoye and Shuri come up to them to inform that their jet was ready for take off.
“I know you, you used to work at the outreach center in Oakland.” Y/n shook her head in acknowledgement. “Brother, I didn't know you knew y/n.”
“Actually Shuri, I just met her tonight. She caught my eye.” T’challa turns back to y/n and flashed her a toothy smile.
“Aw, uthanda umzalwana?” T’challa’s ears turn red and he looks down at the floor.
“Akusilo uthando okwamanje Shuri, but maybe someday.” She sends T’challa a wink.
Y/n didn’t know what came over her, she never flirted with anyone this way. She couldn’t believe that she made the three people in front of her stunned into silence.
Shuri pipes up, “Well I’m gonna go in the jet because I’m exhausted. It was nice seeing you again Y/n.” Shuri shaked Y/n’s hand and goes out the door.
“I’ll go with her, come when you are ready my King.” Okoye gives you a curt nod and leaves too.
“Well I should be going too. It was very nice to meet you Y/n, maybe sometime you can come to Wakanda and have a tour of our beautiful city.” T’challa again takes Y/n’s hand and kissed it gently.
“Maybe I’ll have to take you up on that.” Y/n sends T’challa a wink and a dazzling smile.
“We will get in touch with you and set that up. See you soon Ms.L/n.” T’challa smiles at her and leaves too catch up with Shuri and Okoye.
“Wow, looks like you really hit it off with the King.” Wanda shuffles in next to her. “I can tell you fancy each other?”
“Fancy? Who in the world uses fancy like that? How much did you have to drink Wanda?”
“Oh shut up, a lot of people do, and that’s not the point! I just saw you flirting up a storm with the freaking KING OF WAKANDA AND NOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT??”
“Oh my goodness Wanda calm down. Yes, I do like him. I mean how could you not.” Y/n sighs, her head in the clouds.
“So, did you get his number?” Wanda asks curiously.
“No, he said he would get in touch with me. He offered and tour of Birnin Zana to me. I really like him Wanda it’s crazy.”
“Oh I can totally tell, it’s fairly obvious.”
“Gee thanks Wanda.”
“Are you going to tell him that you’re not actually Peppers assistant?”
Y/n laughs, “I think I’ll save that for the first date.”
“So, a few of us are going to go check that new club out, wanna come?”
“C’mon Wanda you know that that’s not my scene, all the people are just ugh.”
“Ok Y/n suit yourself. Have a good night.” Wanda hugs Y/n and goes to get Nat.
Y/n retreats to her room, exhausted. That night her dreams were filled with royal palaces, decadent outfits, and being by T’challa’s side. When she woke the next morning, she’d gotten a text from the King himself.
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Edit: After rereading this I realized it needs the translations of the Xhosa
Ndibona ubuhle obufanayo kuwe obubona kwiinkwenkwezi:
I see the same beauty in you that I see in the stars.
Enkosi. Ukuba ungahambi kakubi:
Thank you.
uthanda umzalwana:
Are you in love brother?
Akusilo uthando okwamanje:
It’s not love yet,
Also, I’m writing a sequel :)
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my sweet girl
pairing: 40s!bucky barnes x reader
word count: 13,561
summary: After WWII, James finds you and rescues you from the rest of the world.
prompt: ‘whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.’
warnings: swearing, violence, mental illness
a/n: This was written for @whiskey-cokenfanfic‘s 30th birthday writing challenge! Happy birthday and I hope you enjoy!
“What’s on your mind, sweet girl?”
I don’t move from my perch, my head leaning against the cool glass of the bay window. The one I always sit in while I wait for him to come home. The trees are fluttering in the late summer wind, and I can see hints of autumn starting to peek through.
Soon my garden would wither, and I’d have to wait until spring to tend to my beautiful flowers.
I can feel James’s stare from across the room as he sits in his chair. His throne in his little kingdom. If he’s the king in this place, then I suppose that would make me the queen. I have my own little throne in the bay window, with all its pillows. But when he’s home, I prefer to curl up with him in the chair, my legs thrown across his lap and my head tucked into the crook of his neck.
“Sweet girl?”
I turn my head, a little surprised to find his eyes focused on me. “Yes?”
“You’re thinking awfully hard there,” he says, mirth coloring his words. He looks so regal in his suit, his hair nicely coiffed. It’s no wonder that he’s such an important man. “Talk to me.”
Shaking my head, I look back out the window. “Just lost in a daydream, I suppose.”
“Must be some daydream,” he says, the book closing with a resounding snap. His fingers run over his five o’clock shadow as he observes me.
Perhaps he’ll let you help him shave this time.
The brunet leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees. “Now, let’s try this again. What’s on your mind, sweet girl?”
“I…” It’s the usage of his favorite pet name that gets me. Because I like being his sweet girl, and sweet girls are honest. But even so, I’m hesitant. “James, do think your friends would like me?”
“Why do you ask?”
I shrug, my hands twisting in the soft material of my dress. The soft cotton feels so nice. Maybe I’d ask him to pick up more fabric tomorrow. It’s been a few days since I’ve sewn anything and my hands were starting to get restless again. “I’m just curious.”
“Don’t you know the old saying?”
“What old saying?” I ask, brows furrowing as I sat up straight. My mind isn’t very sharp anymore and it’s a little frustrating to know that the old me would’ve known what he was talking about immediately.
He’d take the old you to meet his friends.
James rises to his full six feet and my breath catches. His oxfords are almost silent on the hardwood floor as he saunters over to me. The way he takes his sweet time is reminiscent of a jungle cat—a tiger, maybe—stalking his prey. My face always ends up ablaze whenever he does it, the warm spreading from my cheeks all the way down to my toes. “Curiosity killed the cat, kitten,” he says as he sinks down, one knee on the ground.
A light bulb flickers on in my head. “But satisfaction brought it right back,” I say, lips stretching into a bright smile. With my excitement, I momentarily forget about what I was asking. “James, did you hear that? I told you! I’m getting better every day!”
The smile he grants me sends my heart a flutter, because I know it’s the one he only gave to me. No other person in the entire universe gets to see that smile. “Yes, you are, sweet girl. Yes, you are.”
“But…” I trail off, getting quiet once again as I remember my question from before. I am rather surprised that I do. My mind tends to wander more often than not and I can be so forgetful. “Why can’t I meet your friends?” My hands find his, soft digits running over the calloused lines in his skin. When asking such questions, I’ve learned to be touching him in some way or another. It soothes him. “Are you ashamed of me?”
His eyes simmer as he squeezes my hands. “Of course not. How could you ever think that?”
“I… I watch you leave every day for work, and you always tell me all of your stories about your friends,” I say, eyes dropping once again. If I upset him, I don’t want to be looking into those deep blue eyes. Seeing him upset just makes me upset and that never goes over well. “And I just sit here at home. None of my stories are interesting, and—”
“I find your stories incredibly interesting,” James insists. The setting sun beaming in through the window sets his face ablaze. He’s still got his tan from all the time we’ve spent outside this past summer and I do hope that it’ll stay into the winter. “I always love listening to you, sweet girl.”
“But none of them are any good!” Despite the fact that I’m verging on whining, I can’t bring myself to care.
“What about the one about the bird that got into the house? And you had to chase it around with a broom?” He says, his thumbs gently massaging my hands as they rested in his. “And I love hearing about the books you read. Like The Little Prince and Gone With the Wind.”
I still find it hard to believe, though it’s becoming easier and easier. But then again, I’d believe anything he said as long as he keeps looking at me like that. Like I’m something precious. “Really?”
“You’re an excellent storyteller. Put all mine to shame,” he says, a soft grin spreading across his face. “My friends won’t ever be half as interesting as you.” He presses a gentle kiss to my nose, smirking as I dissolve into giggles. “I love you, sweet girl.”
“I love you more, James,” I say, as all my questions from beforehand are forgotten.
And to be quite frank, I can’t even remember why I asked in the first place.
“—just like this,” James said as he guided my hand. His chest is pressed against my back, his left fingers splayed against my stomach.
It felt good to be touched. I hadn’t been touched in a nice way in so long, and all of his touches were nice. Every time he reached out for me, I immediately leaned into it, whereas with anyone else I might’ve flinched away.
I stared at the royal blue stripe of paint that was now on the otherwise white wall of the master bedroom. “Are you sure you like this color?” I asked, my voice barely audible. I was still a little unsure of where I stood with him, what my role in this house was. “We can still pick another one if you don’t.”
He chuckled, shaking his head as he guided my hand once again, painting another thick stripe of paint on the wall. “Sweet girl, I told you that I love this color.” His warm breath tickled my ear. “And this is your house just as much as it is mine. You get to decorate it however you want, remember?”
I nodded, a faint smile lifting my face. “Yes, James. I remember.”
“So tell me, Y/N. What does your dream bedroom look like?” He asked as his cheek pressed against mine. His two day stubble scratched against my soft skin.
Not that I minded.
Any touch from him felt so good.
“There’d be a four-poster bed with a canopy made of white silk. Like the ones I read about in books. And there’d be an ottoman at the end of it,” I said, my mind trailing off as I stared at the newly bought paintbrush in my hand. “All of the wood would be mahogany. And I’d have a vanity. There’d be a piano beside a window so I could play while looking out at whatever view there is. Though I’d prefer a forest.” I paused, my eyes hazy. “I always wanted to learn piano, but mama said it was too expensive.”
“What would you play if you had a piano?” James asked, gently bringing me back to reality as he swayed me like a flower in the wind.
“Everything.”
That night, after the room was completely painted and the walls were dry, the furniture back in place, I tossed and turned. Even with the pile of blankets that covered me, I felt so cold.
So alone.
It felt so strange, trying to fall asleep without being able to hear someone breathing close by. During the war and after, there’d always been at least several others sleeping in the same room as me.
And though I barely slept, I couldn’t tell James. He’d already done so much for me and I couldn’t bear to burden him even more with my sleeping troubles.
But I hadn’t slept in two days.
I’d gotten into the habit of just staying awake until I passed out from sheer exhaustion, and yet release wouldn’t come to me tonight.
I stared at the ceiling, taking a deep breath before making up my mind. I couldn’t keep going on as I was. Dark circles were starting to form under my eyes and I could see the way James’s eyes would linger. He could read me like a book and I knew that he could tell something was wrong.
The floor is cold under my feet, sending a chill up my spine as I make my way across the room. The door opens with a soft creak, and I tiptoed down the hall towards the room James was sleeping in.
For the past two weeks, he’d slept in that room, away from me, and it felt wrong. It had been years since I’d slept with him close by, and I wanted nothing more than to feel his body heat.
But he was determined to make me both utterly giddy with happiness and miserable at the same time. He was such a gentleman, always being so proper. He didn’t do anything more than kiss my hand in the two weeks since I’d come.
It frustrated me to no end.
I hesitated when I raised my fist to knock on his door, suddenly losing my resolve. What if he was angry with me for waking him? What if he said no?
You shouldn’t worry him with your issues.
“But he said—”
You don’t want to be more of a burden than you already are.
I stood there for another long moment before turning to head back to my room. But I’m interrupted by the door swinging open, James’s voice calling out, “Y/N?”
I stopped in my tracks, my shoulders tensing.
“Sweet girl?” He murmured, stepping closer to me. His fingers gently wrapped around my wrist, turning me to face him. His hair is mussed, and his words are still slurred with sleep, but his eyes are alert, searching you for answers. “Y/N, what’s wrong?”
“I couldn’t sleep,” I admitted, before shaking my head. “But it’s fine. I’ll be okay.”
But his grip on my wrist tightened, stopping me in my tracks. “Hey,” he said as he pulled me back to him. “Talk to me.” When I don’t reply, he adds, “I know you haven’t been sleeping since you got here.”
I just stared at the white tank top that covered his chest, mesmerized by the dusting of chest hair peeking over the neckline. Everyone I knew would be so scandalized if they knew that we were standing there in our pajamas. He wasn’t even in proper sleep clothes, as he lacked the usual button down that would match his silk pants. It was improper, immoral.
But it was thrilling.
He lit a fire in my heart that I hadn’t felt in such a long time. It absolutely terrified me.
“Do you want to sleep in my bed?” James asked slowly, trying to gauge my reaction. We weren’t married, and if being this close while in our pajamas was scandalous, sleeping in the same bed was surely a one-way ticket to Hell.
But I nodded.
A fond smile tugged at his lips as he led me into what was technically the guest room. It was just as bland as the master bedroom, though you knew it was because he’d been waiting to decorate the house until you were there.
I fell into the bed as an angel falls from heaven—knowing that the world would disapprove but not really caring anyway. I knew if my parents could see me at that moment, they’d disown me just for allowing the only man who could ever understand me to wrap me in his arms and lull me to sleep with sweet nothings whispered into my ear.
The next morning, I woke to an empty bed. Despair bloomed in my gut as my hand splayed against the cold spot that James had been in just the night before. The curtains were still mostly shut, though I could see that the sun was almost to it’s high point.
It was almost noon.
You never slept in that long. Hell, you hadn’t slept longer than four hours or so in years.
“—right there.”
I frowned as I heard voices coming from the hall. There were four or five from what I could tell, but I wouldn’t have any true idea until I poked my head out the door.
Taking care to be as quiet as possible, I padded over to the door and cracked it open. Down the hall, a group of men headed downstairs. Once I deemed it safe enough, I creeped down towards the stairwell, wondering if I’d be able to find out what exactly they were doing here.
And also—where James was.
I froze as a floorboard creaked under my weight, though I didn’t hear anyone coming in my direction. I’m almost to the stairs when I glance over at the master bedroom. Its walls are now the royal blue I spent the day before painting it, but that’s not what catches my attention.
It’s the furniture.
With a final glance towards the stairs, I abandoned my earlier quest and found myself standing in the doorway of my room, completely speechless. A long the left wall was a vanity. A mahogany four poster bed was in the center of the room, white silk canopy fluttering in the wind coming from the open window.
And on the right side was a piano.
My mouth fell open in gasp as I stared at the sleek black grand piano that was sitting there like a mirage. The white and black keys shone in the late morning light. It was… stunning.
Why would someone break into the house and leave a piano?
“Do you like it?”
I whirled around to find James standing against the doorway. His face was the picture of calm, but the way his jaw clenched revealed his anxiety. “You…” I swallowed as I glanced back at the piano, almost afraid that it would disappear. “You got me a piano? Why?”
“Because you wanted one,” he said, as though it were obvious.
Shaking my head, I tried to make sense of his words. “Because… What?”
He smiled as he gently guided me across the room, his hand falling to my lower back. The silk of my nightgown felt cool where his hand was. “I told you that whatever you want, it’s yours. Last night, you said that you always wanted a piano.”
“But this is too much. This must’ve cost you a fortune,” I said, but I didn’t fight him as he pulled the bench out for me to sit on.
“Nothing’s too much when it comes to you,” he said. “I have the rest of the furniture coming later today, and I’ll make sure to get you piano books next time I go into town.” His fingers carded through my hair, untangling it as he watched me run my hands over the keys. “Do you like it?”
“I do,” I said after a moment.
James raised his eyebrows, knowing that there was a question on my mind. “But?”
“Why are you doing all of this for me?”
“What do you mean?”
I turned to look at him fully, peering up at him. “You’re doing all these things for me. Why?”
He chuckled as if it were obvious, sinking down onto the bench beside you. “Don’t you see?” He asked, brushing my hair back from my face. “I’m in love with you.” His eyes flickered to my lips and back. “And I will spend the rest of my life taking care of you.”
My days are filled with gardening and books, exploring the estate even though I have found every possible nook and cranny, and playing piano. Lots of piano. But most days, I find myself baking. It’s an easy way to past the time and there’s so many recipes in the cookbooks that line the kitchen shelf that I wouldn’t be able to get through all of them in a decade even if I baked every day. James comes home often to find me covered in flour with lips tasting of sugar.
Singing softly, I make my way to the walk-in pantry. The walls are lined top-to-bottom with everything you could possibly want. Except—apparently—for peaches. “Oh, dear,” I whisper to myself, biting my nails as I search the shelves. I thought that James had grabbed some the last time he went to the grocer but perhaps not. He wouldn’t go again until next week unless I ask him, but I want to surprise him tonight.
Well… Town was only a short walk away. Perhaps…
“No.” My hands fist at my sides. “It’s not safe. Remember what James said.”
But James will be so happy when he comes home to a freshly baked peach cobbler.
“But he’d be upset that I left.”
Just be back before he comes home. Town is only a short walk away.
Huffing, I glare at a jar of olives on the shelf in front of me, growing increasingly frustrated with myself. Arguing with myself was horribly exhausting. I can be so horribly stubborn. James says it’s cute most of the time, but I know when I ask questions he can get so frustrated. “But—”
You’d be back in time for lunch. He won’t be home until this evening, and it’ll be like nothing ever happened.
“Well,” I say, biting my lip as I glance around. I almost feel like the brunet is going to be around the corner, waiting to pop out and catch me in my act of disobedience. “He won’t ever know I’ve left.”
The air around me seems to shift at my decision. In James and I’s shared bedroom, I take care to open the bedside drawer without so much as a creak. After slipping a few coins in the pocket of my dress, I head downstairs. The front door looms in front of me. A beast waiting at the bottom of the stairs.
And even though I’ve walked through that door many a times, I know that today is different. Before, I was only going to the front lawn. I was lying in the cool grass while reading whatever books James picked up for me.
Now, you’re going to town.
“I’m going to town,” I say, butterflies coursing through my stomach. But with the elation, comes a twinge of fear.
You’ll be home before lunch.
I open the door and carefully step out, taking a deep breath as I look at the path in front of me. “Just follow the road, Y/N. Just follow the road.” With the door shut behind me, I take purposeful steps down the drive. My heels click steadily on the pavement and a grin takes over my face. “Follow the yellow brick road,” I sing softly, hands swinging by my side. “Follow the yellow brick road. Follow, follow, follow, follow. Follow the yellow brick road.”
My voice joins with the birds’ as I make my way to town. If I close my eyes for just a second, I can imagine that I’m in a blue and white gingham dress with ruby red slippers, a tin man, lion, and scarecrow at my side.
“We’re off to see the wizard, the wonderful Wizard of Oz.”
The walk to town only takes about thirty minutes or so, but my feet are already beginning to ache. I’m not used to walking in my heels on uneven ground.
The closer I get to where the forest ends, the more anxious I get. As the trees thin out, I find I’m no longer protected from the sun’s harsh rays. My dress is starting to stick to my skin and it’s not the most comfortable thing. Buildings are starting to peek through the trees. Cars are rumbling just up ahead, and it sounds like a monster waiting for me to get closer so it can gobble me up.
Steeling myself, I roll my shoulders back. “We’re certainly not in Oz anymore,” I say before continuing on.
As I walk down the main road, I find my resolve breaking with each person I pass. Their stares make me feel like a spectacle even though I am nothing more than a stranger to them. My hands are beginning to tremble with each step and I hide them in the fold of my dress.
They’re whispering about you.
“Stop it,” I say as my eyes roam the buildings. My eyes light up as I see ‘Harrison’s Grocer’ painted in bright red letters across the top of the building just a little more down the road. “They’re just not used to strangers.”
Maybe it would’ve been better if you had stayed home.
A little bell chimes above the door as I walk in, blushing as everyone in the building turns to me. I nod at them before moving to stand behind the counter.
“Excuse me.”
I’m a little surprised to find a man standing beside me, his eyes ablaze. “Hello,” I say slowly before turning back to look at the produce that lines the walls. Even though I made it to town, my goal is to talk to as few people as possible. I haven’t talked to people other than James for over three years now.
He got you out of that dreadful place and now look at you. Disobeying him.
“You can’t just cut in line,” the man snarls, shocking me enough that I take a step back. The mean look on his face just makes him look even uglier than he already is, with his beady eyes and receding hairline. His breath reeks of tuna.
He’d make a very good villain in a story book.
“I-I’m sorry,” I stammer, eyes widening as I look between him and the two people behind the counter. They seemed to be on the man’s side as they watched me with narrowed eyes. “I didn’t see you.”
He elbows me out of the way, making a point to stand right where I had been, before continuing on telling the grocer what he needs.
James warned you about people like him.
“Shut up,” I huff, glaring down at the ground.
And he was right.
“Excuse me?” The man in front of me whirls around, his eyes feral. His face is getting more and more red and the way his hand is raising terrifies me.
He’s always right.
“I-I was just talking to myself!” I say, rushing to calm down the situation. The other people inside the grocer have gone deathly silent, watching me cower. “I’m sorry!”
The man sneers before snatching the brown bags from the counter. The door slams behind him as he storms out, and it’s quiet for a few moments before everyone resumes what they were doing.
“How can I help you, my dear?” The man behind the counter asks. With his glasses sliding down his nose and his sparkling eyes, he looks very much like what I imagine everyone’s grandfather looks like. I believe mine did, at one point.
He’s probably just as wicked as the man before.
“I-I just want some peaches,” I say, my voice trembling as I dig out the coins in my pocket. They cling softly against the counter and I slide them towards him. “As much as this will buy.”
The middle-aged man’s eyes get as wide as saucers as he looks down at the mess of coins. “This is… This is far too much.”
“I just want some peaches,” I say, my throat tightening. “Please? I want to make a peach cobbler to surprise my husband.”
He must see my panic, because he nods before taking one singular coin. “One bushel of peaches.” The rest are pushed towards me, and I smile as I slide them back into my pocket.
I’m not quite sure how big a bushel is, but my heart stutters as I see the large crate that is placed before me. It’s overflowing with perfectly ripe peaches.
“Do you need someone to help you?”
“No!” I swallow, willing my heart to not beat so rapidly. He seems shocked by my outburst, and I quickly try to cover myself. “I-I can handle it.” I have to stand on my tiptoes to grab the large crate, almost dropping it as I pull it off of the counter. “Thank you!” I call out to the man before pushing my way out of the grocer.
The street is still as lively as ever when I get outside, though I don’t look around as much since I’m too busy trying to carry the peaches. The wood digs into my delicate hands and I know that I’ll end up having at least a few splinters.
You made a fool of yourself in there with that man.
“It wasn’t that bad,” I murmur, rolling my eyes. I’m having to take small, decisive steps down the sidewalk. Sweat is starting to from along my brow and my only reprieve from the summer heat is the cool breeze. “The grocer was nice, at least.”
But now you have to carry that crate all the way up the hill.
I bite my lip as I look down at the yellow-orange fruits. “I’ll be fine. It’s not that long.”
Those men are looking at you.
Frowning, I look up from the peaches and, sure enough, there’s a group of six men staring at me. They’re standing a little further up the sidewalk, leaning against a brick wall. They’re covered in dirt and grime and I can smell the cigarettes that hang from their lips from where I’m standing. My nose turns up at the smell. The cigarettes are cheap, that much is clear. They probably got them from the dollar store.
Thank the Lord James doesn’t smoke those.
“That’s because James has class,” I say softly, thinking about the Cuban cigars he loves so much. “He’d never smoke something so cheap.”
“Where you going, baby?” One of the men calls out to me, and I shrink in on myself.
I know that my husband would never approve of me making myself smaller for other people, but something about those men just screams trouble to me. If the street wasn’t so busy, I’d cross it in order to avoid them.
“What’s your name, sweetheart?”
Ignore them.
“Don’t ignore us.”
Get home. Get home and make your peach cobbler, and everything will be alright.
“Like that dress on ya. Bet I’d like it even better off.”
My skin crawls as I try to walk past them, knuckles white from gripping the crate so hard. Their raucous laughter reminds me of a darker time. Of a time that I don’t like to think about. Ever. I keep my head down, my h/c curls acting as a curtain.
As though you could hide from them.
“I don’t know what to do, Steve,” James says with a soft sigh. His head is pounding and the summer heat isn’t helping. The ceiling fans above aren’t making any difference. “She asked if I was ashamed of her because she hasn’t met my friends.”
His best friend takes a long sip of his scotch, and the brunet’s eyes were drawn to the little drops of condensation that fall down the short glass. “Maybe she should meet us.”
He sputters, disbelief clear on his face. “Have you gone mad?”
“It’s not that strange of an idea!”
“She can’t leave the estate. You know this.”
Steve leans forward, his hands folding together on the table. “What if we came to the estate? Just Peggy and me.”
Their early lunch has already been finished, plates stacked at the end of the table for the pretty waitress to take. She’s young, with lovely blue eyes, but not pretty enough to warrant a second look. They fell silent as she comes around, asking if they want desert before taking the plates and disappearing.
“Come on, Buck,” the blond says, swirling his glass. “Peg and I can come over for dinner some night. Y/N can have girl time with someone who knows the situation.”
James’s suit is feeling stuffier and stuffier by the second. “I just—”
He’s cut off by the sound of shouting outside the window. Across the street, six men are standing in a circle. They’re clearly construction workers, and he briefly remembers that they’re building a new police station downtown.
His heart stops when he gets a flash of h/c curls. He knew that hair.
“Hey, that’s—”
James is up and out of the chair before Steve can finish his sentence, bolting for the door. His own glass of scotch left half-empty on the table.
“Aren’t you gonna say anything?”
I stare down at the peaches as one of the men steps in front of me. I try to step around him, but the others quickly follow his lead and circle around me, effectively stopping me from moving any further.
You shouldn’t have left home.
“Look at the little debutante, all dressed up and pretty,” one of the men says, yellow teeth bared in a sneer. “Where you going so fast?”
“H-Home,” I say, jumping as one of them pinches at my elbow. The others snicker and it seems to encourage him, because he reaches out and pinches me twice more. With each one, I’m sent back a few more steps until I’m bumping back into the man behind me. I quickly step away from him, cheeks reddening. “Pl-Please stop.”
“Aww, come one, baby.”
“We’re just having a little fun, sweetheart.”
One of the men yanks on the crate, and I lurch forward as I attempt to hold onto it. With one final tug, he manages to pull it from me and I stumble forward. The wood scrapes my hands and a yelp falls from my lips. It stings worse than the time I got stung by a bee last summer. I can feel something wet sliding down my fingers and I know without looking that my hands are bleeding.
James is going to know you left. You won’t be able to hide your hands from him.
I gasp as one of the men yanks at the skirt of my dress. The others seem to find this new game funny and their hands twist in the pretty soft yellow silk of my skirt. A ripping sound fills the air and my heart breaks.
There goes your favorite dress.
I let out a cry as one of the men pulls me to him, hands grabbing my ass. My hands push at him desperately, hot tears streaming down my cheeks. I hadn’t even realized I had been crying until this moment. “Let me go! Let me go!”
“Whatever you want, princess,” he sneers before tossing me to the concrete.
I feel like nothing more than a rag doll as my head bounces off the ground. My ears ring, my movements lethargic as I try to focus on what’s happening. There’s a peach lying a few inches away from me, the fruits spilling everywhere after the crate was tossed to the ground.
A scream rips from my throat and I kick out as a rough hand wraps around my ankle, my skirt falling to expose my legs to the men. The man’s grip is so tight that I’m afraid the bone is going to snap like a twig.
“Nice stockings, baby. Wanna—”
“LET HER GO!”
The oh so familiar voice catches my attention, but I can barely see through my tears. The hand on my ankle disappears and I hear the men running away. My body shakes as a warm hand wipes at my tears and I can finally see who’s kneeling beside me.
James.
My heart hammers as I shoot up into a sitting position. Dizziness overcomes me as I try to scoot backwards, but my husband stops me, hands gripping my shoulders.
“Are you okay?” He asks, checking me over. There’s a sort of desperation lacing his voice. The man winces as he sees the bloody mess my hands have become, the scrapes along my arms from falling to the ground. I can already feel bruises forming along my shoulder blades.
My head alone feels like it’s going to explode.
“Sweet girl, look at me,” he says, hands cradling my face. “Come on, look at me.” My eyes slowly focus, his features becoming clear. “There we go. That’s a good girl.”
Another sob wracks my body as I look at him. He’s being so kind. So, so kind despite the fact that I disobeyed him. I betrayed him and his trust. “I-I’m sorry, James,” I say, voice cracking.
“Oh, darling,” he says, hands brushing back my hair. His startling blue eyes are rimmed with tears as he pulls me into his arms. He doesn’t care that we’re currently in broad daylight and people are staring.
It’s not as though they cared enough to stop those men.
He brings me back as he rocks me carefully back and forth, pressing soft kisses to my hair. “It’s alright. I’m here.”
“Y-You’re not angry?”
Of course, he is, you idiot.
“We’ll talk about it later,” James says with a deep sigh. It’s a sigh that resounds through his bones and makes me feel even more guilty. All he ever wanted was to protect me, keep me safe, and I just had to go out looking for trouble. His strong arms move me so that he’s carrying me, cradling me against his chest.
I close my eyes and wish for the rest of the world to go away. I just want it all to disappear so all that’s left is James and me. I want us to lock ourselves away in our little castle and never go outside ever again. He shouldn’t have to be around such cruel people.
James takes a moment to talk to someone, but I can’t hear exactly what it is, nor do I care to. As long as he keeps holding onto me the way he is, he can do whatever he wants, as far as I’m concerned.
My body shivers despite how hot it is. From where my hand is resting on his chest, I can feel the stickiness of his skin, though it might be the blood from my hands that’s staining the crisp white shirt. “You’re sweating,” I rasp, eyes opening to peer up at him. “I… I will run you a bath when we get home.”
“I think you need the bath more than me, sweet girl,” he chuckles, his chest vibrating against my cheek. He shifts me around so one hand is free, and I feel him open up the door of his car before setting me inside on the passenger seat. “There we go.”
The leather of the car seats burns my skin as he gets in the driver side and turns the car on, but I don’t dare say anything. Not when he’s being so kind, so gracious to me.
Others would’ve cast you out by now.
“But he would never,” I murmur, brows furrowing as I stare out the window. I know that James is listening by the way his fingers grip the steering wheel that much tighter, but he doesn’t say anything as he pulls out of his parking spot and heads for the hill.
But you’re useless. All you do is sit around all day.
“But I… I do things.”
Not much.
The rest of the drive up to the estate is completely silent. My body feels so numb. I can’t even feel the pain in my hands anymore.
We break through the trees and my breath catches in my throat. Even though I live in the house and I see it every day, it’s breathtaking. The white stone is crawling with vines, the windows sparkling in the sun. The lawn is as green as ever, though there’s a little patch where I always sit that’s been permanently trampled down.
James carries me inside and up the stairs, though I hardly register anything that’s happening. I know that I’m falling into my head. I can feel the fuzziness taking over. My mind feels disconnected from my body, as though I’m a million miles away.
Maybe Spain.
Spain would be rather lovely. Every book I’ve read that’s set in the country says so. The Gaudi architecture and the lively colors that make up the gingerbread fairytale. The way the everything blacks out in the afternoon for a mid-day siesta. The language that sounds like a symphony when it falls from the lips.
Yes, Spain is rather lovely, I decide.
I’m carefully set down, gingerly finding my balance as I stand. My eyes are hazy, unfocused as I stare at the ground. Someone moves around me to stand at my back, and I feel my shoulders tense.
It’s when I feel fingers tugging at the zipper on my dress that I snap. A scream rips through the air, and the only reason I know it’s me is because of the sting in my throat. I jerk forward, desperate to get away from the hands that are grabbing at me. Trying to defile me.
You need to get out. Get away.
Hot tears sting my eyes as I bolt for the door. My heels clack against the hardwood floor as I tear down the hall, desperately trying to reach the staircase that I can see up ahead. Maybe if I got there, I’d have a chance of escape.
“Y/N! Y/N!”
I can hear someone coming after me, their footsteps pounding as they begin to catch up. With how heavy their strides are, I can tell that it’s a man.
Another soldier. Another man determined to take what isn’t his.
I push forward, urging myself to go even faster. I’m almost to the stairs when my heel catches on a rug, sending me crashing to the ground. I try to scramble to my feet, but the pain in my ankle is making it rather difficult.
And then I feel him.
Hands grab at my ankles and I let out another bloodcurdling scream, kicking away at my assaulter.
“Y/N!”
The stranger’s weight bears down on me as he crawls up my body. He so easily holds me in place and even though I’m sobbing, I continue to fight with all of my might. “Stop! Stop!” I beg, though I know it will fall on deaf ears.
Invaders never listen.
“Y/N! STOP!” Thick thighs straddle my waist, holding me in place as calloused hands grab at my face. My fists are desperately pounding against a rock-hard chest. “LOOK AT ME!”
My chest is heaving against the constraints of my dress as I look up at the man above me. His face is red, his sea blue eyes filled with so much pain.
“Y/N, it’s me. It’s me,” he says, his hold on me keeping me locked in place. “It’s me, James.”
James.
James.
Everything clicks into place, my mind suddenly coming back to me. “James?” I croak, and his face floods with relief.
“I’m here. I’m right here,” he says. He leans over me, his forehead pressing to mine. I can feel his thighs relax as he realizes that I’m back in my right mind. Our breaths mingle together as both of us try to get our bearings. “Nobody’s going to hurt you while I’m here.”
“I… My mind…” I swallowed, my eyes sore from all the crying I’ve been doing. “I did it again, didn’t I? I thought you were—”
A German soldier.
One of the men from town.
“I know,” James says, gently pulling me up so that I’m resting against his chest. His hand carefully runs over my back, soothing the restless pounding in my heart as I come down from my episode. Red blood is stained on his shirt, like his heart is blooming outside of his chest. “Come on,” he murmurs, gently picking me up. “Let’s get you in that bath.”
This time, I allow him to undress me without a peep, the ruined dress falling to the floor like a waterfall. His fingers are shaking as he carefully unhooks my stockings from my garter, the little black line along the back of my thighs disappearing as he rolls them down my legs.
“James, I think my stockings are ruined,” I say softly, eyeing the runs and rips that litter the nylon now.
The former soldier kisses my thigh and a shiver runs up my spine. “I will buy you all the stockings you could ever want, sweet girl.” He nudges me towards the tub. “Let’s get you in, and I’ll take care of your hands. Do you want rose, lavender, or pomegranate oil?” An impish grin spreads across his face. “Or what about olive oil? I can go down to the pantry and—”
“No,” I giggle, feeling some of the tension dissipate at his teasing. “Rose oil, please.” He steadies me as I step into the porcelain tub, sinking into the hot water. It’s perfect, as always.
Because he always knows what’s best for you.
James grabs one of the little glass bottles from the vanity, pouring a generous amount into the water. The sweet fragrance fills my nose as the water soothes my aches and pains from being tossed around like a rag doll. “Hands.”
I let my hands hang over the edge of the tub, water dripping from my mangled palms onto the tiled floor below. A white cloth is gently wiped across my hands, staining red as it cleans out the wounds.
He’s going to yell at you whenever he’s done.
“No, he won’t,” I say, huffing a little as I stare down at my hands, watching as he carefully wraps them. “He wouldn’t.”
“Sweet girl?”
I look up, e/c eyes meeting blue.
James’s face holds such my kindness that it hurts. “May I be a part of the conversation?”
“It said that you would yell at me,” I admit after a moment’s hesitation. “And I told it that you won’t.”
And he knows immediately what I mean by ‘it.’ What I call the voice that lives inside my head. “I won’t yell,” he confirms, brushing a strand of hair from my face. There’s a sheen of sweat covering my brow from the heat of the bath. “But I do have questions.” When my eyes drop, he tsks and tilts my chin up so I have to look him in the eyes. “Can you please answer them?” When I give my confirmation, he asks, “Why did you go into town?”
“I… I wanted to make you a peach cobbler,” I say, cheeks rosy. “But we were out of peaches. And I-I thought that I’d be okay if I just went and got the peaches and then went home.” I sniffle, but no tears come. It would appear that I’ve cried myself out for the day. “I just wanted to surprise you.”
“Is that why there were peaches all over the ground?”
I draw my lower lip in between my teeth. “I-I stole some of your coins to buy them. I-I’m sorry.”
“Oh, sweet girl,” James laughs weakly, caressing my cheek. “My sweet, darling Y/N. I don’t care about measly coins. I just want you safe.” His thumb tugs my lip out from between my teeth. “And it wasn’t stealing. What’s mine is yours. You’re my wife, after all.”
The steam from the bath is filling the room, and James’s hair is starting to stick to his face. He had gotten rid of his suit jacket at one point, but I can’t remember when.
“I never want to leave here again,” I say, my nimble fingers reaching forward to carefully undo the two top buttons of his white button down. The little bit of chest hair that peeks out tempts me to keep going, but I know that now is not the time. “You told me I was safe as long as I stayed here, and I disobeyed you.”
“Sweet girl, I am not your jailer,” he says, taking my hand and turning it over so that the diamond on my left ring finger glints in the light. “I want to keep you safe, but I am not going to lock you inside our home.”
After my bath, he towels me off and dresses me in one of my silk nightgowns. Sleep welcomes me heartily, the plush pillows on our bed carrying me away to a dream land.
When I come to hours later, it’s to a delicious smell rising up the stairs. Languidly stretching, I wince as I feel the soreness in my muscles. The sun is setting, the late rays dusting the room in gold.
Even though I would be content to stay in bed for the rest of the day, I slide out of bed and creep out of the room. Some old jazz tune is playing from the kitchen, the notes reaching me as I come down the stairs.
The sight that greets me makes my heart flutter.
James is standing at the stove, humming softly with the radio as he makes dinner. He’s freshly bathed, in a clean, short sleeve button down that’s tucked into his slacks, his hair back in its perfect coif.
“James?”
His head whips around and a smile spreads over his cheeks. “How’d you sleep?”
“I… Uh, fine,” I say, brows furrowing as I step up to the stove. “What are you doing?”
He looks at me in confusion, glancing between the pots in front of me and then back to me. “I’m making dinner.”
Now he doesn’t think you’re a good cook. You truly are useless.
I immediately begin to nudge him out of the way, hands pressing against his chest to urge him backwards. “I can make it. You go rest.”
“What?” He shakes his head, hands moving to my hips. His fingers gently hold onto me, twisting the silk that barely covers my body. “Y/N, no. I’m going to make you dinner tonight, okay? You’ve had a rough day.”
“But—”
“No ‘buts,’” he says, pointing a finger at me. There’s a mischievous glint in his eyes as he nods towards the door on the other side of the kitchen. “Go look in the pantry.”
Still a little put off and confused, I take tentative steps towards the other room. When I glance back at James, he motions for me to keep going. When I open the door, a gasp falls from my lips, my hand reaching up to cover my mouth.
An entire shelf is lined with crates of peaches.
James threw his car in park, slamming the door behind him as he got out. He was absolutely seething as he made his way up to the front door of the red brick building. It had taken him hours to get there, and there was no way he was leaving without getting what he wanted.
Or who he wanted.
He’d passed a sign that said ‘Philadelphia State Hospital’ on the way in, and the energy had shifted the moment he did. The air felt colder. Like something awful was looming on the horizon.
The building felt more like a prison than anything else as he stormed through the doors. When he found the front desk, he slammed his hands harshly down on the counter, startling the lone nurse there.
“May I help you?”
“Where’s Y/N L/N?” He demanded, leaning over the desk to glare at her. He knew that she was less likely to help him with how coarse he was being, but quite frankly, he couldn’t bring himself to give a shit. “I’m here to pick her up.”
The nurse tutted, her perfectly trimmed nails tapping against the counter. “I’m sorry, sir, but it’s not visiting hours.” But she dug through the files in the cabinet beside her desk anyway, tugging out a file with the girl’s name on it. “And it says here that the only people allowed to pick her up are her parents. And you—” She raised her eyebrows as she appraised him. “—are clearly not one of her parents.”
But James didn’t care. Because right beside her name was a room number.
He bolted towards the hall the sign on the wall directed him to, cursing his restrictive clothing. Suit be damned, he needed to find his girl. It took him months to find her and he wasn’t going to let something so trivial keep him away from her any longer.
He can hear the nurse calling after him, heels clicking as she scrambled from out behind her desk. Two other nurses and a doctor joined her, and it struck him how few workers there are compared to how many patients he’d seen just along that hall. There are patients that are littering the hospital, making it that much harder for those chasing him. Some of them turn to look at him, but most stared lifelessly ahead as he ducked and weaved.
It’s more than a little disconcerting.
He finally found the right room and threw open the door without a second thought. The room he entered was devoid of any color, other than the dirt and grime that coated the formerly stark white walls. Five cots were along the far wall, so close together that he was shocked there was room to move. It’s cramped, unbearably so.
“James? Is that you?”
Heart pounding, he let out a sigh of relief as he saw me sitting in a chair by the window to his left. But at the same time, he felt something inside him break. I looked horrible. Like I did back in that cell back in the war. My eyes were sunken in, my skin sallow. The shapeless hospital gown did nothing to hide my state.
“What are you doing here?” I asked, voice cracking. There was a hazy look in my eyes, and it was clear to him that the doctors had me drugged out of my mind. “Not that I’m not happy to see you. You know I am.”
“I’m getting you out of here, sweet girl,” he said. Without a second thought, he picked me up, not knowing if I was capable of walking on my own or not. With how sickly I appeared, he wasn’t willing to take the chance. “I’m taking you home.”
Voices behind us were demanding that he stopped, and it sent a shiver through me. Those voices belonged to the nurses and doctors that ripped me apart.
They were just as evil as the men across the ocean.
James pushed the door leading to the courtyard open with so much force that it splintered. Alarms were going off all around us. Within what felt like seconds, I was resting in the passenger seat of his car and the tires were squealing as he peeled out of the hospital drive.
“Get some rest, Y/N,” James said after we were a safe distance away. I could tell when he felt we were going to make it by the way his shoulders relaxed, the way his hand reached over and grabbed mine. “We have a long way to go.”
When he finally got back to his estate, the first thing he did was put me in bed. He was sure that I hadn’t gotten a proper night of rest in forever, by the way that I didn’t stir.
The second thing he did was call Steve.
The blond got to his house in record time, and James met him at the front steps. He brought him inside before breaking the news—that he had actually gone through with taking you from the insane asylum.
“What the hell were you thinking?” His best friend asked as he paced the kitchen. His hair was mussed from running his fingers through it in agitation, his shirt untucked from his slacks. “You fucking kidnapped her!”
“I saved her,” James said, hands fisted at his side.
“You’re a government official, Buck! We work at the Pentagon! You can’t just do illegal shit like that!”
“You didn’t see it in there!”
Steve went silent as he saw just how badly the brunet was shaking.
“I couldn’t leave her there, Steve,” he said, his entire body trembling from pure fury. “It was disgusting. There was barely any room to walk, there were so many patients. And she looks just like she did when you rescued us. She’s—” He ran a hand over his face, tears pricking his eyes. “She was starving. Covered in bruises.”
The other man took in a deep breath as his own mind went back to when he first met you.
His hands pressed flat against the table. Closing his eyes, he tried to calm himself down. It wouldn’t do to wake you up when you were finally getting some well-earned rest. “I searched for her for months, and—"
“I know—”
“No, you don’t,” James said, cutting him off with a steely gaze. “You have Peggy. You had her during the war. I had to wait for over two years to find her again, and then I had to search for her for months after we got back. Only to find out that her family stuck her in a fuckin’ insane asylum. She—” He shook his head, wiping at his face. “She didn’t belong there, Steve.”
The other man sighed, looking all of his age in that moment. Becoming Captain America had aged him, left him a little worn. “But if you get caught—”
“I won’t,” he insisted, his mind drifting up the stairs to the master bedroom. “I’m not letting anyone take her from me again. I’m going to keep her safe if it kills me.”
“Sweet girl, where are you?” I hear James call from inside.
I feel a giddiness in my heart as I shout back, “I’m in the garden!” My bare feet sink into the soil as I trim the roses ever-so-carefully. There’s a stack of bright yellow sunflowers and pure white baby’s breath in the basket resting on the ground for the bouquet I’m putting together.
He appears on the back porch, his suit jacket already discarded and the top buttons of his shirt undone. “How are they looking?” He asks as he makes his way over to me.
“Just perfect,” I say with a warm grin, holding out a scarlet rose for him to inspect. I’ve already trimmed off the thorns, lest one of us pricks ourselves. “I think it’ll go rather well with the sunflowers and baby’s breath. Don’t you think?”
“You’ve got a keen eye, you know,” James says, tapping the tip of my nose with his finger. He then pauses. “How are you today?”
I glanced over at the rose bush. “Today’s a good day.” And it was. My mind wasn’t as hazy, though it’s still not as great as it once was. “How was work today?” I ask as I place the roses I’d already trimmed in the basket with the other flowers. Wiping my hand across my brow, I pick up the basket before heading for the house. The first thing I see inside is the stack of new library books he picked up for me, his suit jacket thrown haplessly over a chair.
My husband follows after me, as I expected he would, his hands in his pockets. “It was alright, I suppose. Work was work.” When I set the basket on the kitchen table, he pulls on my hand to twirl me around, bringing me into him with a soft gasp. My hands rest on his broad chest as one of his hands tangles in my hair, letting it down from the twist I’d clipped it into. “I didn’t get my ‘hello’ kiss,” he says as his other hand curves around to the small of my back, bringing me impossibly close.
His nose nudges against mine and I can feel his lips brush against mine. So close yet so far away. “I apologize for my oversight. Could you ever forgive me?” I breathe, playing into his little game. Even after all the years we’ve spent together, he still manages to make my heart race. I feel like a school girl about to receive her first kiss.
“I suppose I can,” he teases. “If you pay a price.”
“And what price would that be?”
“Five kisses.”
I bit my lip to try and stop myself from smiling, but it’s useless. Standing up on my tiptoes, I press a kiss to his forehead. “One.” To his left cheek. “Two.” To his right cheek. “Three.” To his nose. “Four.” And finally, my lips slot against his like puzzle pieces. Kissing him feels like coming home, like warm hot cocoa on a snowy day. “Five,” I say as I pull away. “Am I forgiven?”
He grins mischievously, squeezing me closer to him. “If I say no, will you keep kissing me?”
Laughing, I push him away so I can put the flowers into the empty vase resting on the table. “What am I going to do with you?”
James watches with soft eyes as I carefully arrange the flowers, content to just be in my presence.
I never thought I would find someone like him. Someone who loves me enough to go against the law, to rescue me from a dreadful existence. Someone who has patience for me, who understands that I’m trying my best and that sometimes my best isn’t that great.
Even from all of before this, I couldn’t have dreamt up someone as amazing as him in my wildest dreams.
He always says that he’s the lucky one, but I disagree. I was lucky when he ended up next to me back during the war. I had been alone for so long. I can remember crying the first time he spoke to me.
“I have a surprise for you,” he says finally, moving towards where I’ve started to pull out the plates for dinner. James gently takes the china out of my hands, placing them to the side so my full attention is on him.
“What is it?” My eyes brighten at the prospect of a surprise. “Is it more peaches?” I ask, thinking of the crates he had gotten me a few weeks ago.
“No, but I’ll make sure to pick some up when I go to the grocer tomorrow,” he says, grabbing my hips gently. His thumbs rub soft circles into my skin, having slipped under my loose blouse. “Tell me, sweet girl, how would you feel about two of my close friends coming over for dinner later this week?”
He wants you to meet his friends?
“Your… Your friends?” I stammer, trying to wrap my head around the concept of other people in this house. Of spending time with people other than James. It’d been weeks since the incident in town, and I’ve recovered rather well, but I don’t know. I’m still apprehensive.
You’re going to mess everything up.
“It would just be Steve and Peggy,” the brunet reassures me, his blue eyes locked with mine.
Being so close to him is like drinking a glass of whiskey. My entire body feels warm and I feel so relaxed. Like nothing could ever hurt me ever again. And I know that it’s his wish to make sure nothing does. In the days after the incident in town, he doted on me even more so than usual. He took a few days off work, choosing to stay home and keep me company. He’d changed the bandages on my hands every few hours, massaged the tension out of my muscles. There was nothing I went without.
“Still with me, sweet girl?”
I blink, realizing that I’d zoned out while he was talking to me. “I’m sorry. What were you saying?”
“You remember Steve and Peggy, right? From back during the war?” James asks, his voice lowering to a soothing whisper.
I nod hesitantly, trying my best to keep the memories out of my head. “You tell me lots of stories about them.”
“Well, they would like to have dinner with us,” he says, talking slowly as he gauges my reaction. “It would just be us four here at home. They’d be here for only an hour or two.”
“What if…” I swallow, my eyes falling down to the hardwood floor. “What if I have an episode?”
James leans his forehead against mine, his hot breath hitting my skin. “Then they’ll leave and we’ll spend the rest of the night just like any other.” He pauses. “But they won’t think less of you if you do. I want you to know that. They know about what happened and it hasn’t stopped them from wanting to really meet you and get to know you.” The silence that stretches on afterwards is long and heavy. Finally, he clears his throat. “What do you say?”
James threw the door of Steve’s office open, storming in like and looking very much like a hellcat. He absolutely radiated anger.
“Hello to you, too, Bucky,” the blond said without glancing up from his papers. He looked every bit the general he was. “It’s so nice of you to drop in.”
“Shut up. I see you for over eight hours a day,” he said, tossing the file down onto his desk.
Steve raised his eyebrows as he finally looked up at the other man, the sky meeting the ocean. “What the hell is this?”
He just motioned towards the file. As Steve picked up the file, he grabbed a glass from the minibar that was kept well stocked, pouring himself a generous glass of scotch. He stared out the window like some kind of Jay Gatsby. The liquor burned his throat but he didn’t care.
“You found her.”
James nodded, throwing back the rest of his drink in one gulp. “After eight months of digging, I find her.” He scoffed as he tried to pretend that his throat wasn’t tightening up, that tears weren’t rimming his eyes. “And find out her god damn parents locked her away in an insane asylum.” He whirled around to face him, the hand with the glass pointing towards him. “She’s not insane. She’s not.”
Steve stood up, trying to quell his own fury. “I know she isn’t, Buck.”
“She’s just—” He ran a hand over his face.
“I know.”
“That god damned war broke her,” James snarled, shaking his head. “She’s fought that war just like any other soldier, and this is how they treat her? Like some kind… some kind of animal.” But through all the anger, there was an overwhelming sense of helplessness. A feeling that he was determined to squash. “I’m getting her out of there.”
Steve sighed, his gut telling him that his best friend was about to do something incredibly stupid. “We’ll find a way to get her out of there, Bucky.”
“No.”
He froze, shaking his head as he tried to comprehend what he just said. “I’m sorry—what do you mean ‘no?’”
“That’ll take too much time,” James said, slamming the empty glass back onto the cart. He wiped his mouth as he began to head for the still-open door. “I’m leaving tomorrow morning. I’ll be back before tomorrow.”
“Buck—come on—you can’t just bust her out of there,” Steve laughed, sure that his best friend was pulling his leg. But when he didn’t laugh, he cleared his throat. “You can’t be serious. That’s… That’s kidnapping. You’re a fucking lieutenant general, for crying out loud.”
And any other day, James would agree. After the mess that was World War II, Steve was appointed general, even though he still went by Captain America. James and the other members of the Howling Commandos were appointed to various ranks for their service. And he was proud of that. He took his job seriously.
But this was his girl.
He rolled his shoulders back, fixing his best friend with a steely gaze. ��I’ll be back to work in two days.”
I don’t look up as I hear the door open, scrambling back and forth from setting the table in the dining room and the stove. I have several pots simmering as well as a crown roast with apricot dressing in the oven. My face is covered with perspiration, but I don’t have time to think about that.
“The house smells wonder—” James broke off as he saw me running around like a chicken without my head. “Woah, woah, woah—where’s the fire?”
“I have to finish dinner,” I say, shaking him off when he tries to pull me into his arms. He doesn’t relent, though, and he wraps one arm around my waist, pulling me back against his chest. And despite the anxiety that’s running through my body, I allow myself to sink back into his embrace. “James…”
His lips press lingering open-mouthed kisses to my shoulders, trailing up my neck. “Why are you so worried, sweet girl?”
“I—”
“And don’t say you’re worried about burning dinner.”
“I...” I drew my bottom lip in between my teeth, my hands clutching at the arm wrapped around my waist like a lifeline. “What if they don’t like me?”
James hums as he sways me. “That’s nonsense. Of course, they will.”
You’re a fucked up mess and they’re going to remind James of that.
I feel as though I’ll fall if not for his arm holding me up. “Maybe this isn’t such a good idea.”
You should be back in that asylum.
He stiffens, his hold around me tightening. “Y/N, I know you’re nervous, but—”
They’ll convince James to send you back.
“They’re gonna think I’m weird,” I interrupt. My eyes are trained on the white cabinets. A hot tear trickles down my cheek and I sniffle. “I… I know that I’m different from other people. Before my parents sent me to the asylum, I heard people whispering about me everywhere I went. Saying that it was a shame that such a… a lovely girl like me was touched in the head. Said I would’ve made a pretty bride.” I frown down at where his hand is splayed against my stomach, eyeing the golden band that’s on his left ring finger. It matches the diamond on mine. “People don’t think I’m smart or that I know what’s happening. But I…” I break off, choking back a sob.
He deserves better than you.
“I know, sweet girl,” he murmurs as his other arm wraps around me like a vice. “But you are so smart. It might take you a while to get to the answer, and sometimes you forget things, but you are so, so smart. You hear me? You are the smartest, brightest person I know.” James kissed my cheek. “I’ll take care of all this. You go take a nice long bath and get ready for dinner, okay?”
Two hours later, and I find myself pacing the parlor. My heels are clicking against the hardwood floor, my fingers wringing in the silk skirt of my dress.
“My sweet girl, you’re going to wear a hole in the floor,” James muses as he appears in the doorway. His tie is hanging loose around his neck and I immediately move to him, fingers reaching for the silk. His mesmerizing blue eyes are roaming over my face as though trying to memorize every bit of me. “You are the most beautiful woman in the world.”
“What are you trying to butter me up for?” I tease as I deftly fix his tie, like I do every morning without fail.
He smirks, hands finding my hips. The look in his eyes always makes my knees weak. “I’m not buttering you up for anything. Can’t a man tell the love of his life he finds her to be absolutely stunning?”
“I think you’re trying to get lucky later,” I say, tugging on his tie to pull him down into a languid kiss.
“Oh, baby. I’m not trying to get lucky,” he purrs. Our lips slot together like puzzle pieces and an innocent kiss quickly turns into something more. His hands wander, pulling me as close as humanly possible. It’s hard to tell where he ends and I begin. “Sweet girl,” he moans against my lips. “I—” He’s cut off by a knock on the door. Groaning, he nudges his nose against mine. “We should send them away… Tell them to come back another time.”
“No,” I say, giggling as he pouts his lower lip. “Come on. Later.”
I stand behind James as he opens the door, revealing a tall blond man that I recognize as Steve and a pretty brunette that I can only assume is Peggy. The super soldier looks a little older than I remember him.
The two greet James with excited hugs, even though the two men had just seen each other a few hours before. My fingers fiddle together as I stand there nervously. It’s when their eyes find me half-hidden behind my husband that my breath hitches, my heart caught in my throat.
“Hello, Y/N,” Steve says, speaking softly as he flashes me a warm smile.
I glance up at James, who nudges me forward gently.
“Go on,” he whispers, lips brushing my ear. “I’m right here with you.”
Licking my lips, I look back up at the blond. “H-Hi, Steve. It’s nice to see you again.”
“It’s nice to see you looking so healthy,” he says. He then puts his hand on the woman’s back. “This is my wife, Peggy.”
She steps forward, holding out her hand for you to shake. “Hello. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you. James and Steve had told me so much about you.” Her accent lilts her quiet words.
“James told me that… that you were from England,” I said, taking a moment to find my words. “What part are you from?”
She seems to light up at my willingness to talk. “I’m from Hampstead.” As James leads the three of you to the dining room, she continues, “I went to school in London, though. And you? Where did you go?”
The conversation carries easily through the first thirty minutes of dinner. We’re all laughing and joking around. It surprises me how easily I’m able to talk to them, but then again, maybe James was right when he said they would like me.
They just feel bad for you.
“No, they don’t,” I say under my breath, glaring down at my plate. What I don’t see is the other three all turn to look at me, their conversation quieting.
They’re only putting up with you because James asked them to.
“No.”
They don’t actually like you.
I bite my lip as I grip my fork so tightly my knuckles go white. “But—”
“Sweet girl?”
I looked up, the spell broken, to see three pairs of eyes focused on me. I shrink a little under their gazes, under their concern. “I’m sorry,” I whimper, my cheeks flaming.
James shakes his head as he takes my hand, massaging my soft skin. He’s turned in his chair so he can face me completely. “Don’t apologize. What’s wrong?”
I pause, eyes going to Steve and Peggy, but he gently turns my head back towards him. “It… It was saying that they don’t like me. That they’re only putting up with me for you.” I shrug as I look down at our joined hands, focusing on his touch. I’m trying to downplay how I’m feeling, I know. But I don’t want to ruin tonight. “That they’ll get you to send me back.”
“Do you want Steve and Peggy to go home?” He asks. After I shake my head, he smiles and presses a soft kiss to my lips. “You tell me at anytime if you want them to leave, okay?”
Almost an hour later, James shuts the door with a soft click after we say our goodbyes to our two guests. He turns to look at me as that smile spreads over his face. The precious smile that only I get. “I’m so proud of you,” he say as he sweeps me off my feet, twirling me around the room., leaving me in a fit of giggles.
“Where are we going?” I ask breathlessly as he starts to carry me up the stairs.
“I’m finishing what was so rudely interrupted, my sweet, sweet girl.”
I hummed softly as I leaned my head back against one of the bars of my cage. The cold of the concrete floor seeps into my skin, but I can’t really bring myself to care. Not when there’s so many other things to worry about.
Like the fact that I hadn’t eaten in over four days. Hunger pains twisted my stomach every time I moved. I’m afforded just enough water to survive. I felt as though I was withering away, ready to die at any second.
And honestly, I wish I would.
But the worst part was the boredom. The endless, never-ending boredom. I’d been the only prisoner for what I thought to be about a month, but there was no way to be sure. The days blended together after the only other person who was in there was taken to the operation room and never returned. Hell, it’d been
I could only sit and count the cracks in the wall so many times. My mind was starting to slip away from me. I could feel myself breaking a little more every day. I could find myself starting to talk to myself. To a voice that resided inside my head.
“Stars shining bright above you. Night breezes seem to whisper, ‘I love you.’ Birds singing in the sycamore tree. Dream a little dream of me,” I sing under my breath.
“Y’ got a nice voice.”
I let out a scream as I scramble backwards, heart pounding. By the door of the cell, the lump that I thought was a bunch of blankets began to move. A soft groan echoed through the room. “Wh-Who are you?!”
“Sergeant James Barnes of the 107th,” he said as he pushed himself up to a sitting position. It took a little longer than he probably wanted. “What’s yours, doll?”
I froze a little, seeing his face for the first time. Despite all the blood and muck that covered it, he was stunning. His startling blue eyes drank me in like he hadn’t had water for days. His brown hair was sticking to his skin from the amount of grease coating it.
Even so, he was the most beautiful man I’d ever seen.
“I’m Y/N L/N,” I say, my voice hoarse from spending so long without speaking.
“What’s a—” He grunted, pressing a hand against his abdomen. “What’s a pretty dame like you doing in a place like this?”
It surprised me, that he was able to flirt with me at a time like this. “Got kidnapped by German soldiers. What else?”
“You’re funny,” The brunet chuckled, though it was weak. He leaned back against the wall. “Half my regiment and I were taken. Don’t know where they are though.” He looked around the concrete room, at the bars that lined the wall, the tally marks that I’d given up scratching into the wall. A long forgotten attempt to keep tracks of the days. “What is this place?”
“People who are in here are… experimented on,” I said, going quiet as my eyes shifted to the door that the operation room lied behind. I had been dragged to that room kicking and screaming more times than I could count. “It’s always the same. They strap us down and stick us with needles. Put some kind of serum in us.”
“That’s…” James swallowed as he followed my gaze. “Horrific, for lack of better terms.”
“It is what it is,” I said before lying down on the ground, my back facing him. Having another person in my cell was more than a little overwhelming. Not to mention that I didn’t want to risk getting attached to him, only for him to be dragged away only to never come back. It was clear enough that I wasn’t in the mood to talk, and he went silent.
Yet no matter how much I tossed and turned, sleep never came.
Three weeks later, and all thoughts of keeping my distance from me had disappeared. Hell, I’d come to know him better than I knew myself. It had happened somewhere, in between the two of us individually being dragged into the operation room, only to come back a quivering, incoherent mess.
We leaned against each other, back to back, and I relished in the feeling of another human’s touch. “How’d you get here? Why were you taken?” He asked.
“I haven’t thought about that in a long time.”
“Come on, sweet girl,” he said, his fingers intertwining with mine.
I felt a rush of heat at his nickname. He’d taken to calling me such within a week. “I was a nurse for the 115th regiment,” I said, my voice shaky. My nurse’s uniform had been trashed ages ago and I’d been left in whatever scratchy clothing my captors gave me. “There was a snowstorm, and we were out of matches. Our men were falling sick and there wasn’t anything we could do to help them get better because we had no way to keep them warm. We barely had enough blankets as it is.” His thumb rubbed soft circles in the back of my hand. “So I said that I’d go across the line to the German troops. We had no reason to think that they’d hurt me. I’m a woman. A nurse.”
“You aren’t supposed to hurt women or children in wartime,” James grunted, tensing at the thought of someone hurting me. “It’s not honorable.”
I couldn’t help but laugh. Honor didn’t exist in war. Not truly. Only blood and fear. “When I got there, they took me. Knocked me out.” The concrete walls of my prison felt like they were closing in. “I woke up here months ago. Almost a year, I think.”
“I’m sorry,” he said after a pregnant pause. “If I could get you out of here…”
“I know,” I said, interrupting him. Something had changed within the last few days. There was a new energy between us. Lingering glances, whispered words. We’d taken to sleeping as close as possible without actually touching. “But you being here is enough.” It was useless to try to put into words how alone I had been, how much I had needed human interaction.
That night, when James woke me with his nightmares, I was there. I immediately jolted awake at his screams. They bounced around the concrete room, fading into soft whimpers when I gently shook him awake.
“James, it’s me,” I said, my fingers carding through his hair. My heart lurched with every sob that fell from his lips. I hated that there was nothing I could do except hold him.
“I’m sorry,” he cried into my chest. His arms wove around my waist, squeezing me tightly. His tears were soaking my shirt but I paid it no mind. All that mattered was him. “I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay, I’m here,” I murmured, kissing his greasy hair.
James sniffled, his fingers bunching up the fabric covering me. “Y/N?”
“Yes, baby?”
“Can you sing that song again?”
“Stars shining bright above you. Night breezes seem to whisper, ‘I love you.’ Birds singing in the sycamore tree. Dream a little dream of me,” I sang quietly, closing my eyes. I could feel him start to slip away once again, his spiked heart rate slowing. His tears weren’t coming as quickly as before. “Say nightie night and kiss me. Just hold me tight and tell me you’ll miss me. While I’m alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.”
Even after he fell asleep, I rocked him back and forth, reminding him over and over, that no matter the evil that was being forced upon us, we were still good. The darkness inside me tangled with his and I was certain of only one thing in this world. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.
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Valentines day reblog 💘
The Snuggliest of Traps
Steve Rogers X Female Reader
A/N: This is my contribution as part of @whiskey-cokenfanfic 30th Birthday Writing Challenge. My prompt was “Well here’s another nice mess you’ve gotten me into”. Hope you enjoy this and if you’re not already following @whiskey-cokenfanfic then you should. Also happy birthday sweetie!
Summary: Steve’s returned from a mission, but can he avoid the trap that lies in wait for him? Steve’s POV. All of the floof. Inspired by what my bf ‘puts up’ with.
Warnings: So sweet it’ll rot your teeth!
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Bumpy Night, Part 8
Summary: A mission gone wrong leaves one of the Avengers fighting for their life and the rest fighting time to save them.
Pairing: A little Bucky x reader maybe?
Content: A little injury, a tiny bit of angst but loads of fluff and feelings and relief and happy stuff.
Word Count: About 2k (Does not include recap)
A/N: This is it, the last part! Thank you so much to everyone for your support! I honestly didn’t think this would get nearly as much interest as it did. I’m going to have another story ready to run soon, so keep an eye out, I may do a preview! Special thanks to @whiskey-cokenfanfic for hosting the challenge!
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Peter lowered his gaze guiltily. “Ok,” he mumbled reluctantly. He lifted his moist eyes to meet Tony’s hopefully and Tony’s heart ached for him. “But can I come back and see her when I’m done?”
“Of course kid,” he smiled warmly, touched by the kid’s concern. He pulled Peter to him and hugged him tenderly. He felt a pang in his chest as his misty eyes came to rest on your motionless form lying in the bed. “Of course.”
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Darkness was the first thing you were aware of as your consciousness returned. Why was it so dark? The next thing, almost immediately, was pain. You felt a prickling, sharp pain in one hand and a throbbing pain in your ankle but you couldn’t tell which one. You couldn’t feel your other hand at all. Your eyes opened into slits and a blinding light split through the darkness.
Ow. You shut your eyes against the searing light. That’s why it was dark, you thought ruefully. You lifted your hand to shield your eyes against the light but stopped when you felt a tugging on your skin. You opened your eyes again and looked around. Once your surroundings came into focus, your memory came flooding back.
“Y/N?” A familiar voice broke through the haze. You turned your head slowly and the face beside you came into focus.
Steve’s face flooded with relief and joy as you tried to sit up before he jumped up to help you. You winced at the pain that shot through your ankle as you moved your leg, but you tried to hide it. You felt Steve’s warm hand on your back supporting you and his other around your forearm. You smiled at him gratefully as you settled back on your pillow. He returned your smile before something dawned on him. His face slowly fell with a soft groan.
“What’s wrong?” You frowned, your concern cutting through your grogginess.
Steve opened his eyes and smiled wryly at you. “Bucky is going to be so pissed. He’s been sitting here waiting for you to wake up all afternoon. I finally managed to convince him to get some rest, maybe take a shower. I told him that if you’d been asleep this long, you wouldn’t wake up in the twenty minutes he’d be gone...” Steve rubbed his face with his hand, lamenting. “He’s gonna kill me.”
You chuckled at the captain in spite of yourself. “Well if you want, I can pretend to wake up when he comes back.”
Steve looked up at you with his eyebrows raised sarcastically. “Could you?” You both laughed at that, but your smile quickly vanished as more of your memory came back. Your heart raced. Peter.
“How’s Peter?” You asked, your brows pinching together, worry quickly filling your face.
“Well you, Banner and Cho got him stable. He’s due out from testing soon, but the docs are optimistic. If you want, I can go check...” Steve’s voice trailed off as he turned back to you and met your gaze. You sat there and stared at him with slightly wider than normal eyes and he could see the plan forming behind them already. He let out a long, drawn-out sigh. “You aren’t going to stay put, are you?” You just shrugged lightly in response and he sighed again, shaking his head. “Fine, I’ll help you up. That way I can keep an eye on you,” he looked at you sternly. “But if Banner and Cho find out, you’re on your own.” He raised his eyebrows in emphasis.
“Deal,” you agreed as you swung your legs out of the bed, your hair falling in your face as you did. You reached up to brush it back, wondering what happened to your hair tie when you discovered why you hadn’t been able to feel your hand. Your right arm was in a cast from your elbow to your knuckles.
“Lovely,” you muttered under your breath. You turned your attention to your left hand and carefully removed the IVs sticking out of it before looking around. Your gaze fell on a roll of medical tape on a tray beside your bed. You grabbed it and, with only a little difficulty, you tore a piece off and stuck it to the back of your hand where the IVs had been to stop the trickle of blood. That’ll do, you thought.
“Careful, you broke your right ankle too when you jumped out of the quinjet.” Steve cautioned, giving you his arm to use as leverage to stand up.
“That explains the throbbing,” you flinched. You let out a small gasp and quickly pursed your lips against a profanity that was reduced to whimper and bulging eyes.
Steve glanced down at you. “Maybe next time you’ll wait ‘til the plane lands,” he teased with a smirk.
Not likely, you thought, remembering Peter’s limp body hanging in Tony’s arms. “You’re not one to talk,” you snorted, causing Steve to crack into a grin. You two slowly made your way to the door. Steve opened it and you hobbled outside, leaning on the frame for support. You found most of the Avengers gathered outside, talking quietly to each other.
“Hey guys,” you greeted them sheepishly. They all turned and looked at you with mild surprise but mostly relief. You began limping painfully toward the group without waiting for Steve, who lingered a few steps behind. You looked around the room with a small frown. “Where’s--”
“Miss Y/L/N!” A cry at the far end of the room drew your attention. Peter stood in the doorway that led to another part of the medical floor with Tony and his aunt right behind him. “You’re ok!”
Your eyes widened in surprise as a wave of emotions hit you. Joy, shock, but mostly overwhelming relief. “Pet-oof!”
The wind burst out of your lungs as Peter plowed into you, wrapping his arms around you tightly and hugging you. For a second you were stunned, more from surprise than being winded. You were shocked to see Peter not only awake after how you had last seen him, but up and moving around on his own. His words also stuck with you. You’re ok. He must have seen you before you woke up and had been worried about you. After all that he had been through, he had been worried about you. You quickly recovered and wrapped your arms around the kid, one around his back and one around his shoulders.
“Thank you for saving me,” Peter’s voice was muffled as he buried his face in your shoulder.
A lump formed in your throat and tears brimmed your eyes at his sweet words. “You don’t ever have to thank me for that, kid,” you murmured softly.
“I know,” he mumbled. “I just wanted to.” You smiled into his curls and hugged him tighter, your hair falling over your left shoulder and around Peter. You felt a damp spot forming on your shirt from a few silent tears the kid shed and your eyes watered even more. “Thank you,” he repeated.
“Peter?” You and Peter both turned at the voice, pulling away a little. Bucky stood in the wide entryway behind the other Avengers, his mission gear replaced with a medium grey, long-sleeved shirt and a pair of jeans. His eyes were wide and his lips slightly parted.
“Bucky!” Peter cried. He immediately ran over to Bucky, throwing his arms around the surprised super soldier. You imagine he looked about as shocked as you had. A soft grunt escaped Bucky as Peter ran into him. “Thank you for saving me, Bucky.”
Bucky hesitantly lifted a hand and patted Peter on the back, his eyes misting. After a moment his shoulders relaxed and a faint smile found his lips as he wrapped his arms around Peter. “Don’t mention it, kid.”
You smiled softly and approached them quietly. You gently slid one arm around Peter and the other around Bucky. Bucky looked up at the sensation and was surprised to see you. “Y/N?”
“Oh, Miss Y/L/N is awake too,” Peter murmured, briefly opening his eyes before closing them again. He shifted an arm from around Bucky and placed it back around you. You shook your head tenderly with a soft chuckle.
“Miss Y/L/N?” You glanced at Bucky, noticing the confusion in his voice.
“Oh, sorry,” Peter mumbled an apology, closing his eyes again. “Agent Y/L/N.”
You chuckled lightly again, resting your chin on the top of his head, your face settling into a small, content smile. “Just call me Y/N.”
“Peter?” All three of you looked up at the voice to see May approaching, with Tony right behind. Tony’s lips twitched into a faint smirk when he noticed you. “The tests all came back clear, but the doctors said you need to get some rest. Dr. Cho and I already spoke with your principal, she assured us you can take as long as you need off from school to recover.” May spoke gently.
“And if you need anything at all, you have Bruce’s number. He’ll call every couple of days to check in.” Tony turned to fix Peter with a stern gaze. “You are going home to rest,” Tony spoke firmly, not giving Peter any room to argue.
“Yes, Mr. Stark,” Peter mumbled dejectedly. He was too tired to protest anyway. He shuffled over to his aunt who wrapped an arm around him lovingly and guided him toward the door.
As soon as they left, Tony turned his attention on you. “And don’t think you’re getting off so easily, agent,” Tony crossed his arms with a scowl. You flinched under his stare. “Be happy Banner and Cho aren’t here right now, otherwise they’d have you put in restraints.”
“But...” you began to protest before pausing in thought. “... yeah, ok. That’s fair.” You mumbled reluctantly. You heard a snicker and shot Bucky a glare but he just shrugged. You realized you still had your arm around him and you let it fall to your side.
“Come on, Y/N,” he gently tugged the same arm toward your room, looking over his shoulder at a noise he heard coming from the hall behind him. “Let’s get you settled back in before the docs show up.” Bucky’s gaze fell to your hand and the medical tape on it before he glanced up at you questioningly. You just shrugged like you didn’t know what happened. He sighed before turning to Tony. “You can redo her IVs, right?”
Tony glanced at your hand with a raised eyebrow before rolling his eyes in annoyance, trying to hide his amusement. “Yeah, yeah, I got it,” he scoffed.
Bucky nodded toward your room. “After you.” You took a step and winced in pain. Bucky noticed and, before you could protest, he took your arm in his.
“So... what happened?” You asked as soon as you turned away from the others, rubbing the back of your neck awkwardly with your casted hand. You were a little embarrassed to admit you didn't know.
“What happened?” Bucky scoffed. “What happened is you forgot to eat for three days,” he raised an eyebrow at you. “Didn’t your mother ever tell you to not skip breakfast?”
You put on a thoughtful expression, pondering his question. “It does sound vaguely familiar...”
Tony snorted behind the two of you and Bucky rolled his eyes. “You’ve been spending too much time with Steve,” he muttered. You chuckled tiredly at his exasperation and as hard as he tried, Bucky couldn’t hide the smile fighting its way to his lips. You were clearly ok, and against all odds, Peter was going to be fine as well. After you were settled back in your bed and Tony redone your IVs, Bucky pulled up the chair again and sat down at your side. He stayed there, keeping close watch until you drifted off to sleep with a faint smile on your lips.
He thought of everything that had happened over the past several hours. I can’t believe it all happened in less than a day, he thought. He let out a sigh as he leaned back into his chair, his gaze resting on your face. You were finally at ease after spending the whole night worrying about Peter and himself as well as the others. He made a silent promise then that he would help take care of you until you were better, no matter how hard he suspected you would make it. He quietly thanked whatever led Peter, you, and everyone else safely through the long night before finally drifting off to sleep himself.
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Now that I’m at 2K and my birthday is here (April 27), I thought I’d celebrate with my very own challenge!!! The theme is:
💖 Brat 💖
💗Masterlist💗
Tbh this can mean whatever you want it to mean. I just think it’s cute. Just trying to keep it fun, ya know. Don’t worry about reader not being bratty enough. Do whatever feels right.
But, you do have to choose a 90’s or 00’s R&B song to go with your story. Below is a list of recommended songs. Now you can choose something off list, but please keep it within the genre.
This is open to Chris Evans & Characters (Steve Rogers, Ransom Drysdale, Andy Barber, Ari Levinson etc. (except Mr. Freezy I swear to god I do not want to be attracted to that man this website is trying to poison me.)) RPF is welcome.
THIS IS A SMUT CHALLENGE
Start date is May 1st Deadline is July 1st
Disclaimer:
All writers must be 18+ minors do not interact.
I reserve the right to not reblog any story.
Rules:
No minors, incest, DDLG, or bathroom related activities.
Please tag your work properly especially if writing non/dub con. Maximum amount of stories is 4. Daddy kink is alright, but not required. Please tag your kinks.
Stories have to have a minimum word count of 500. No max word count, use a cut at 150. Not accepting any stories that are already part of a series unless it works as a standalone. HC’s and Drabbles are also accepted. Accepting reader’s inserts only.
Tag me in your author’s notes and use #afbhbratchallenge in the tags below. I will be creating a masterlist.
Songs:
TO REQUEST A SONG: ask anonymously. I want to be surprised. You can also request songs off list.
U Got It Bad by Usher
I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston
I’ll Make Love To You by Boyz II Men
Weak by SWV
Love by Keyshia Cole
Into You by Tamia
Lovers and Friends by Usher, Ludacris, and Lil Jon
The Boy is Mine by Brandy and Monica
Me & U by Cassie
Pony by Ginuwine
Don’t Mess With My Man by Nivea
Let Me Love You by Mario
Too Close by Next
I Wanna Know by Joe
You Make Me Wanna by Usher
Slow Down by Bobby Valentino
Poison by Bell Biv Devoe
Can We Talk by Tevin Campbell
Fantasy by Mariah Carey
Diggin On You by TLC 
Can I Come Over by Aaliyah
Cupid by 112
Let’s Get Married by Jagged Edge
Naughty Girl by Beyonce
Real Love by Mary J. Blige
If I Ain’t Got You by Alicia Keys
I Wanna Be Down by Brandy
Off List Requests:
Feelin’ by Jodeci
Throwback by Usher
I’m So Into You by SWV
No No No Pt. 2 by Destiny’s Child
Goodies by Ciara
Case of the Ex by Mya
Slow Motion by Juvenile
Fallen by Mya
Creep by TLC
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#afbhbratchallenge#chris evans smut#steve rogers smut#andy barber smut#ransom drysdale smut#ari levinson smut#colin shea smut
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