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sad--tree · 1 year ago

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impulsively ordered a new pair of boots bc i saw shoefreaks had a pair of demonias on clearance sale in my size (!) and like. do i need another pair of platform boots? absolutely not and these weren't even on my wishlist but fuckit they're cool and at the moment i need every tiny shred of Something Good To Look Forward To after wrestling with my godforsaken java assignment for hours and getting absolutely fucking nowhere. the Death And Doom And Perpetual Academic and Professional and Personal Failure Spiral is real folks and if some 5" platform heels are what puts the brakes on said spiral in2 the Bottomless Pit of Despair well then so be it

#honestly the clearance markoff is only 35% but when reg price is over $200 that shit makes a difference #thank GOD for shoefreaks........ free domestic shipping..... in CANADA 😭#anyways theyre the demonia camel-300 #probably gonna wear em to tge a7x concert this month assuming they get here on time #might wear my white pleaser boots 2 the grandson concert tho bc why not right? gotta wear em sometime #hnngngnnnng too stressed 2 sleep knowing my java assignment is a verified shitshow and i just str8 up dont know how 2 fix it. at all #i am..... fuckèd. :|#theres nothing i can do about so i may as well sleep! bc its almost 3 am! but the stress! AHHHHHHH #kill me #gonna bus 1.5 hours 2 campus tmrw. demo my assignment aka display the stunning variety of 5xx errors i get in lieu of actual functionality #while trying to not combust from the shame of Being A FailureTM then turn around bus 1.5 hours back home #and . god and adhd willing. start working on my next java lab. bc its due sunday. and i haven't even looked at it #and lord knows i Can Not ask for an extension after the trashfire that has been this last assignment.#i hate college #no 1 even THINK the word python at me idek what im gonna do abt that but ots not due til the 23rd #i feel cautiously tentatively flinchingly optimistic that i might be able 2 figure it out. but only bc i havent worked on it for over a week

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