#which sucks sm i dont wnat to be miserable and hopeless and tired and bitter by defult but. i just am ig.
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why is everything abt the tickets situation making me feel so shit. im not even an american
#like eveyone i follow whos not getting them is being such a 'oh if you werent a fan from the second tim mcgraw released go die' dick abt it#but also seeing anyone who im not friends w get them is also illiciting the same bitterness within me bc ik i wont be able to get them#when uk tickets are on sale#and even if i do it wont fucking. mean anything bc i wont be able to go !!!!#like its a hail mary if im even moved out by then and if im not i cant go !!! i just cant !!!#and it sucks bc everyone else doesnt have to choose between 'will i have food and shelter and other basic anemities' or#'can i be somewhat of a full person whose not living with people whove caused me immense trauma' but i fucking do !!!#its just. i feel so whiny says its not fair but it isnt !!!#amd i dont want to be bitter abt shit but i cant deal with this anymore how im going to have to fit for my life to be in a position#thats still going to be fucking sihtty in many ways just to be a full person when everyone else just. gets to be a person.#gets to experience sm things bc they have the freedom to bc they arent under the control of people who wont even let them leave the fucking#house alone. jesus christ i cant stand it#and im tired of how. every other thing that makes someone life difficult gets like sympathy from everyone but i feel like theres such littl#for me and my situation outside of the people im the most closest to which is like two people and ofc that means so much to me#but i just. i want the same compassion everyone has for other ppl who are in difficult situations bc despite what everyone tells themselves#so few ppl give a shit abt ppl in my situation who are being. yk#idk i just. its too much sometimes idk and i get set of by such little things i feel like this is just my defult emotion#which sucks sm i dont wnat to be miserable and hopeless and tired and bitter by defult but. i just am ig.#flappy rambles#vent
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