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#which one of my fics is no.7 most kudod work in the whole fandom and no.3 without crossovers
lilac-melody · 11 months
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Hm....g?
#its so awkward having people ask me how i write so well bc i honest to god feel like my writing is subpar and cringe lol#like. Ive gotten a lot of comments abt how “they can see this happening” or complimenting how in character it all feels#or whatever#and like . While im genuinely flattered i just sit here scratching my head like#what. what am i doing right#all i can weakly compare writing to is acting#Since i was in theater in high school and acted in a few plays#when you play a character you have to get into the chars mindset. You Breathe Life into your character.#if you understand them and Become them#then writing in various povs becomes much easier#for me thats all i do... just apply my line of thinking from theater to writing#thats about the best response i can give#but it doesnt feel like a valid answer...#i just. Idk. Im happy people like my fics- enough for LITERALLY MULTIPLE PEOPLE to refer to me as a CELEBRITY#Bc my fics get talked abt in hw#kgs#which one of my fics is no.7 most kudod work in the whole fandom and no.3 without crossovers#which i still dont think much of bc the fandom isnt that big#and apparently people talk abt my fics in hpmc servers???? this gave me a mf whiplash????#bc i only have so many????#and the stragglers have referred to my fics in the dead utapri fandom#And i used to be a big name in the dee-gee-r fandom but i think nowadays im mostly faded into obscurity#my point in this all though is just. Idk how to tell people that im a lil awkward w all this. I dont see any of this as an accomplishment..#its just a bunch of writing that happened when i felt the need to scream into a void#my shit isnt anything special.#Again!!! Im flattered that people love my fics!!! Thats what i aim for!!!#but to be gushed over is rly embarrassing im ngl...#If you read my ramble wow im sorry for you i just!@!#Want to get this all off my chest but also not sound like im bragging so like. Yeah fjfkfkrkfodo
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