#which is apparently a tag i already have on a different post and u kno what. thats fair

[hirokiyuu]

on the subject of fic.............. theres lot of stuff id like to write someday that i just. never seem to get around to GHKLSDGHLGH

futago half sibs concept post game focusing on the difficulty of communication in the digital age & false closeness (this does. unofruantely. take place in orig game timeline w/everytihng that entails (single tear))

band au ryuji + akira first meeting.............. this is like, 2/3rds written i really ought to finish at some point LKGHDSLKGHLKDSG

asoue aksh au............. this is not as finished as band au thing but i do have like. at least half finished so i should do this also GHLDKSNKLCHKLDSHG

kuro+shuu magic detectives in meiji japan au........ almond and i have been talking abt this forever and we both still. love the concept. im just waiting for their outline

theres a lot of ffxiv oc stuff but im specifically thinking abt an au where my wol thru a bunch of terrible circumnstances becomes ice cold miserable empress of garlemald GKLHSDLKGNKLH sometimes u want ur girl to be evil and sexy and thats valid!!!

pef ch te-- (almond bursts through my door and kills me on sight)

[intermundia]

@sonderwalker thank you so much for the tag :)

1. Why did you choose your url? i was a pretentious baby classicist studying epicurean philosophy and i'm pretty sure the greek equivalent term metakosmia was taken by another blog so i was like fuck it i'll use the latin term. and it hasn't changed since

2. Any side blogs? ya ya ya i do have farm-tm for video/pictures from my farm. i need to update it more

3. How long have you been on tumblr? oh god. well i had a tumblr from 2009-2012, had a mental breakdown, deleted, and then remade my current blog apparently in april of 2013. i remember when they introduced tumblarity, if you want to know how ancient i am lol

4. Do you have a queue tag? ha ha ha ha ha no

5. Why did you start your blog? it was a very long time ago, very very long. i know i have always reblogged a combination of aesthetic posts and fandom things, but i also do know that i used tumblr for thinspo and learned how to have an ed from pro ana blogs, which was a large part of why i deleted

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp? i saw a fanart of anakin and obi-wan in the style of this famous art of achilles bandaging patroclus, and it was hugely inspirational in getting me to start writing. so using this icon is a combo of obikin + classics, plus patroclus has his whole dick out which is amusing to me

7. Why did you choose your header? @ms-gallows drew this incredible and perfect art of obi-wan clutching anakin with a black background, saying dialogue that i had already planned for ch.22 of LT, and it blew my mind. it's literally an illustration of the climax of my novel hahah i'm so grateful she lets me use it

8. What post of yours has the most notes? oh god it's probably the 'anakin anakin anakin' video

9. How many mutuals do you have? how tf are we supposed to check this hahahah

10. How many followers do you have? so many bots oh my god

11. How many blogs do you follow? more than 500 i think but this blog is from 2013 and i am pretty sure most are inactive

12. Have you ever made a shit post? arguable

13. How often do you use Tumblr a day? i mean i always be on that phone

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog? eeeeeeh yeah. one time i got mad about an ableist post that was in the obi-wan kenobi tag and the algo kept showing it to me and i had the poor judgement to start something. that's the only time i've instigated, apparently there are some folks out there who find my interests and hobbies immoral and problematic, but i try to ignore that stuff and move on

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog’ posts? if this about those posts that say you have to reblog or you're a terrible person for not caring about x horrific world event or y social justice cause, i don't like them because.. i come to tumblr for fandom and to escape reality, i get my news elsewhere lol and don't like emotional manipulations if this is about those posts that say you have to reblog not just like art or content creators will stop creating i support it because reblogs are essential for supporting content creators, people shouldn't be passive content consumers on this site, it's not instagram u kno?

16. Do you like tag games? i do, i just have the memory of a goldfish and always mean to come back and do them and just forget lol. i love being tagged!! i guess i don't like when posts get incredibly long on my dash though, so i prefer it when people don't add on to superrr long posts but make their own.

17. Do you like ask games? i doooooo, again with the memory of a goldfish and just the lack of time but if i ask for asks it makes me so so so happy when people indulge me hahah

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous? this is one of those 'before pandemic i was a prequel fan who nobody followed bc i didn't create or participate in fandom yet' and then when i started sharing work, many of them followed me back which made me go 🤯 and realize that fandom is actually a community of friends, not content creators/audience, you know?

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? i mean “crush” is strong but i absolutely do get extra excited when a couple different people interact with my content who has not been tagged in this? i always feel like i am the last person to getting around to doing it. open invite to anyone who wants to and tag me if you do so I can read it 😊

[voidwizerd-archive]

[[ “What the hell is a Kankri?” Wiz Lalonde, prior to realizing a Mista k e

part one of Wiz/Kankri logs from yesterday and today ]]

valorousimperial Mm........ I don't understand.

wiz-texts um im sorry i think u have th wrong account who r u??? u seem confused bout somethin i hope u get in contact w th person ur tryin to reach they prolly got th answers ur lookin fr

valorousimperial I don't think anyone has the answers I'm looking for. They died with your memory of me. Enjoy that unmarked body.

wiz-texts wait. what??? im sorry i dont kno who u r also i havent posted *nothin* bout an unmarked body how th fuck do u kno bout that????

valorousimperial Well, up to last light, we WERE quadranted. I've seen you naked a few times.

wiz-texts okay..... that is bullshit, n u r confused. i may have bad memory but not *that* bad

valorousimperial Wiz Lalonde you cannot possibly have forgotten the stipulations of the deal you made.

valorousimperial ...I'm Kankri.

wiz-texts ...i forgot you i. how could i have im so sorry i dont understand whats happenin

valorousimperial Makes two of us.

wiz-texts im so sorry no that. that prolly dont mean shit. fuck.

valorousimperial ... Not really. No.

wiz-texts Lilac n Red are tellin me not to run away, n i wont, but this is your home im in, apparently

valorousimperial A couple of nights ago, it was your home, too.

wiz-texts i wont stay here if you dont want me to. after what i jus did... fuck, i wouldnt blame you one second for tellin me to leave

wiz-texts ...it still feels like it is

wiz-texts i, im sorry. ill keep my thoughts to myself do.... do you want me to go?

valorousimperial No I'm glad this is still your home

valorousimperial Everyone keeps telling me this will... Get better. I don't know how. But it won't happen if I make you leave.

wiz-texts theyre tellin me that too i dont see how

wiz-texts im so sorry. im so sorry for hurtin you. im so sorry for all of this i wish i could give you th answers and i wish i could make everythin better im sorry

valorousimperial It hurts

[[ Hours In The Future, But Not Many... ]]

valorousimperial Anyway, I thought you should know that those are my teeth.

wiz-texts *fuck* im im sorry i kept holdin it because it felt nice should i not..?????? im sorry

valorousimperial No it

valorousimperial Actually Really comforts me to hear that You did that before. When you were stressed.

wiz-texts i did...? it does feel nice. anchorin but what i did, i shouldnt......

valorousimperial It's fine.

wiz-texts doesnt seem that way fuck, i. am i supposed to talk to you? not talk to you???? i dont know

wiz-texts i dont want to keep hurtin you more than i have...

valorousimperial I I don't know what's fine and not fine

valorousimperial I know I'm selfish and awful and if there's one scar left on you and I made it, if you keep holding it because it makes you feel better, if you don't recoil from it just for existing, then Then they can't have taken everything about me from you.

wiz-texts i..... i think i like it, actually

valorousimperial ??

wiz-texts i like how it looks, n feels. it's got these sorta... ridges?? th dents from th teeth are fun to trace my fingers over is..... is that okay for me to say??? is *any* of this okay gosh i dunno....

valorousimperial Yes.

wiz-texts yes??

valorousimperial I think a lot of things aren't okay. But this is. This is This is them failing. This is them not taking us away from each other. This is good.

valorousimperial I guess that we have to meet one another again.

valorousimperial [[ oh shit it’s dat beautiful boi.jpg aka mun sent an actual picture but i’m being a dork ]] This is me, I'm a troll. Which you had probably figured out.

wiz-texts yea no offense but im in your palace, id be a little concerned if you werent a troll ha youre..... youre really pretty n i have a confession, ive already seen this picture

valorousimperial This is the whole picture!! And it's not tiny!! I like to think that I'm pretty, I'm glad you do, too.

wiz-texts because i went through all the tags and message history like..... five or six times already nothin came back. im sorry

valorousimperial ... Oh, I Didn't figure it would But I'm glad you tried.

wiz-texts i wanted to try. wanted to see if i could feel..... *somethin* like memory

valorousimperial I assume there's not even a sense of deja vu.

wiz-texts it feels different. ive forgotten a lot of things n those are all fuzzy, its like..... like my brain is swamped in a fog

wiz-texts this, though, it dont feel fuzzy it feels like its just been..... scooped right outta my brain. cant remember what isnt there anymore, right

valorousimperial Right I don't begrudge you that. I begrudge you WHY it's gone. But not that it is.

wiz-texts there is some kinda feelin but i dont know if thats because of my guilt or nah. great mystery right there.....

wiz-texts not deja vu. somethin else

valorousimperial ?

wiz-texts like..... shucks, i dunno how to word it

wiz-texts .....

wiz-texts heck

valorousimperial The best you can do works for me.

wiz-texts i. i dont know, i.... feel like maybe its out of line?? too soon???? im just... lookin at things and thinkin n searchin until things go blurry

valorousimperial It's never too soon for you to take comfort in things. You and I, We'll just Play it by ear, right? And maybe things can work again. Do you maybe want to play a questions game?

wiz-texts i aint.... exactly takin comfort in it i dont think???

valorousimperial ?

wiz-texts it. mm. th thing i keep feelin goin through th tags ......because im a stubborn fuck n starin at everythin for. i think this is my fourteenth time through th whole thing

wiz-texts it aint deja vu but its like......... somethin of me *does* know you???? not a memory but. somethin .........

valorousimperial Well This is the part where you intimately relearn my penchant for dirty jokes, I guess But I bet I can guess what part of you remembers me...

wiz-texts ....you actually got me to laugh there sounded more like this wheezin sorta thing but thats what it was

valorousimperial Pfft.

wiz-texts but no its like... ppl talk bout butterflies in their stomachs, when they like someone, right???? its like that i guess

valorousimperial !!!!

wiz-texts except its more in my chest n it feels like..... a knot??? a knot gettin pulled tighter n tighter n then i get overwhelmed n i cry but i dont. know if thats good or bad it feels good AND bad if that makes any sense i dunno....... i dunno

valorousimperial Less !!!! Butt still at least !

wiz-texts why????

valorousimperial I just I want you to feel things about me.

wiz-texts i do too i want to feel *all* th things bout you, i want to feel everythin i did before n like add a whole bunch more on top to. to make up for this if you want me to if you dont thats... thats okay. rly its your decision

valorousimperial I don't know

valorousimperial I'm

wiz-texts .....obviously i already made mine. ha....

valorousimperial I'm really fucked up about this.

wiz-texts i know. im sorry i shouldnt have said that

valorousimperial ...yes. You did make your decision. But you had to have had a reason. Because all this... Getting rid of the hated scars, and leaving mine behind The fluttering and the tightness in you when you look at who we were together

wiz-texts im blurtin out everythin that comes into my head, ill....... ill stop. i shouldnt be doin this to you. i shouldnt its gotta be hurtin you n i dont want that

valorousimperial WANTING to have what we did again You clearly don't hate me, or my memory. So you You had to have had a reason.

wiz-texts ..... yea but i... i cant begin to understand it. i remember how much i hated th scars but...... it doesnt make sense. ive been tryin all night n it doesnt make sense

valorousimperial ?

valorousimperial All night? Like, all of all night? Did you get a nap? Did you focus on something else?

wiz-texts not...... really......

valorousimperial !! Are you very tired?

wiz-texts dunno? dunno ???????? um

valorousimperial You used to get really very exhausted Easily.

wiz-texts i have been picked up by a judgin troll lady

valorousimperial ?????

wiz-texts Lilac keeps. voodooin ppl in here i kinda barricaded th door n hid away for a little so i could think

valorousimperial He's a good clown.

wiz-texts um. it seems that was a while ago. breakfast time????? what time is it now i dont think im exhausted but its hard to tell so. oh well

valorousimperial You haven't eaten AT ALL? Oh, Wiz, no No, don't do that.

wiz-texts i forgot. didnt feel hungry or much of anything else tbh scold Keeune too he's been awake since his shift last light wtf

valorousimperial Keeune is attached to you and doing much what I would if I found out you were mysteriously sick.

wiz-texts im not? sick?????

valorousimperial In a way.

wiz-texts ....oh

wiz-texts um

wiz-texts you should go to sleep. i wouldnt wanna keep you when your moirail is waitin

valorousimperial No, I'm okay.

wiz-texts mm......

valorousimperial Let's play the questions game. What's your favorite color?

valorousimperial Oh, I didn't see his post

wiz-texts ha. yea thats what i meant

valorousimperial He's so drowsy. He'll fall asleep any minute.

wiz-texts u should go to him though!!

valorousimperial I'm with him.

wiz-texts then like.... go to sleep???

wiz-texts [[ wiz, internally: give attention to your real quad..... ]]

valorousimperial What’s your favorite color?