#which i guess goes perfectly and toxically w scorpios who all lowkey have martyr complexes

[bugmin]

i have always been drawn to scorpios for their intensity, their often unique perspective on the world, their unrelenting will, their innate confidence, reasons so and so but when i tell u all of those thngs can be just as frustrating and detrimental as it is intruiging and beautiful . scorpios are downright impossible to comfort or coach. theyre so stubborn in their way of being its like convincing a slab of concrete to grow grass. my loving has yet to be enough for a scorpio. never quite right. it wont actually change anything. sometimes it makes its way thru and i see the light they have a boundless well of and then they close it off and shut me out. im asking for too much. i beg a slab of concrete to grow grass and weep when nothing happens. theres something wrong with me and i blame my parents