#which feels stupidddddd because all i want to do is engage in my hobby
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i will beat the depression slump... i will beat it.... i will........ (sobs)
#doing anything just feels like it takes more energy than i can imagine right now#which feels stupidddddd because all i want to do is engage in my hobby#it should not be that hard to start a task i know ill like#but it feels insurmountable#and i know what it is! im not ignorant to that! and i know i should give myself the grace about it#but i feel like i get so little done even on a good day that doing even less feels like a failure i cannot stand#and theres nothing i can do to change that feeling#nyxtalks#and i guess i keep thinking about all the other things on my list. gifs. replies. charms. write up my infinite ideas. something. anything#i have too much on my plate and i served myself#and those are just the fun things. chores. i gotta learn to drive. basic self care#and instead. i lie here not even having a fun waste of time time
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