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lokh · 2 years

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me: hehe fake dating this will be fun! =3c the fic: four separate arguments involving father issues that take place in one night that really you could count as one Huge Fucking Argument with a rotating cast me: fun!

#all the funny parts ive had to relegate to outtakes because it goes against the tone #the tone which ive apparently set to Really Fucking Tense And Awful #why am i writing this again adfghsdfg i have to keep stopping and reminding myself #what do i like about fake dating?? and why is none of that in this fic that i am writing?????????????????#just a oneshot. its 5k right now. it feels both too long and too short #genuinely considered separating the arguments into chapters. i think it breaks the flow too much #and also again this entire thing takes place in an interval of like. 2 hours.#not even. i am definitely not dealing with things on such an atomic level to warrant that #also i wish i could just give myself over to wish fulfilment. i keep stopping and thinking #is this realistic? given the cultural beliefs is this something theyd actually think?#ive written 3 arguments so far btw. at this point i have to limit myself to one argument a day asfhasdfhsdf #by the end of it im drained. i dont know how to write confrontation #MY personal strategy is to either not get into one or to get out of one as quickly as possible #which can involve just leaving or. punchies. obviously. this is not conducive to what im trying to achieve with the fic

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