#which can feel a bit weird to me bc i came from snk where in my particular ship preferences

[hua-fei-hua]

💚💤💢👀💘!! :D

wheee!! these’re mostly from bnha bc that’s the fandom i primarily concern myself w/lol

💚Ship that you secretly like: i actually do like erasermic. it is sloooowly growing on me. i think it would be fun to someday write a fic where they pretend to be married bc class 1-a or all the ua kids keep asking if they’re married so one day they’re just like “fuck it yeah we are” and then change absolutely nothing about their daily lives. then some kids would get suspicious and start sleuthing around, but in the meantime, the rumors spread to the teachers, whom aizawa probably wouldn’t trust to keep their mouths shut (although. to be fair, that begs the question of why he’d trust mic to keep his mouth shut, other than “it personally affects him too”) and then while the kids are starting to uncover more clues pointing towards “hey this isn’t actually real” the erasermic stuff would all start becoming more real and the kids are all like “so what is the truth” 

💤Ship that is canon but you don’t ship: hmm. i don’t typically consume shows where ships become canon. i guess the closest i can answer here was in snk when sasha died and it was revealed that she was dating that one minor character cook guy and i was like, “really? you went for springles like that, isayama? tsk tsk that ship’s double dead now”

💢Ship that is most misunderstood: i could probably go off on a couple different ships’ fandoms here, draw some hard lines in the sand and declare some allegiances, but i’m not gonna capsize the boat today and play it safe by merely rocking it with some cold takes i’ve definitely seen elsewhere in the fandom lol

anyway, despite not going out and looking for krbk fic myself, i’ve read a few based off rec lists, i’ve read some fic authors’ thoughts on their fanon, and i’ve seen comments based on my own writing of them. i think kirishima is often mischaracterized as some soft and sunshine uwu boy, which is not a hot take to my knowledge. like don’t get me wrong, he’s a sweet and caring boy, but he’s also a shithead teenage boy doing normal rough-and-tumble teenage boy things. he’s gonna be a dumbass. he’s gonna be overdramatic and entirely oblivious about his feelings at the same time. he has this tendency to be a bit woobified, which is really not much more than an overextension of his canon backstory based on insecurities, but like, c’mon. he’s not actually that bad.

i’m actually a bit guilty of that too lol. i read a few kiri meta posts while reading orchid and ended up changing the way i was portraying him hahaha.

i think that bakugou is a very delicately written character that’s extremely difficult to get wrong. he’s kind of like cotton candy in that if you handle his character even a little bit too roughly, it loses all the fine threads that make it three-dimensional. i feel like people can see him as just this tsundere not-so-bad bad boy, and i mean don’t get me wrong, i think he’s hilariously tsundere too, but that stems from something too. bakugou’s not necessarily a good person. he doesn’t necessarily mean well. he has his asshole moments, but when it counts, he tries to do the right thing. he’s learning and he’s growing because he wants to be better for himself. he wants to be the best, and if he doesn’t learn and grow, how is he gonna become the best?

i also will admit that i don’t think there’s much canon supporting them as a romantic pairing, but to be fair, by my standards, only izch has enough canon support to justify interpreting them as potentially being more than friends. kiri is gay-coded, from the meta i’ve seen swirling around, but i’ll also admit that that doesn’t mean he can’t have male friends.

👀Ship you’re curious about: i’m curious in a bad way abt some ships that i feel like i’ve seen commonly also shipped alongside tdmm, but i might just be negatively biased lol. 

anyway i’m not gonna go off; i feel like i’ve already rocked my already tiny boat enough on this particular ask, but a ship i’m curious about in a neutral/slightly favorable way would be awamomo. i have a huge soft spot for the unrequited, and i like seeing canon unrequited loves stay unrequited and the pining person learns to move on. i thought abt exploring the awase/momo dynamic a bit in a post-fake-dating disaster au where momo meets todo in college and over the course of a few weeks, tells him about her messy high school life where she asked awase to be her fake boyfriend for reasons, but then shit appeared to hit the fan for reasons she’s not entirely clear on. in exchange, todoroki would tell her about his own dramatic backstory, and they get together. momo would still have to go find awase and talk to him abt what happened, and he’d probably admit he liked her but has moved on now, and they’d part as friends. 

💘Ship that is unpopular but you still like:honestly? i actually have a soft spot for monokendou, like y’know, monoma/kendou from class 1-B. i think i found them when i saw a small rarepair collection when i first entered the fandom and was looking for tdmm stuff, back when tdmm was a rarepair. i know tetsukendou is more popular but idk man i just think monokendou is neat.

[fanmoose12]

Hello fandom mother, I hope you're doing well on your studies and life and you're healthy and happy!

Recently I found myself feeling.... Weird. This has nothing to do with levihan or snk but I saw you answering similar asks from your other children so I come to you for advice and guidance as well. You don't have to answer ofc I just, kinda needed someone to talk to and I can't really confide to anyone.

Some time ago I came out to my friends as bisexual. Ever since I did though I have been feeling more confused than ever. We are a group of four and against all odds all identify as bi. Two of them I've known for years the other one came out earlier this year.

I was the last to admit it and it was a very liberating moment. My family is conservative in such matters and they passed onto me those beliefs, which when I started questioning my sexuality made me hate myself and deny the possibility of liking women despite what I felt. I always was a very romantic person, thinking marriage and family but on the side I'd note women are way hotter and feeling attraction. I'd even say I'm attracted to women more than men but "not in that way" bc same sex attraction was something I'd been lead to believe is not real, it's wrong and whatever messed up things. For years I'd hide it and insist otherwise first and foremost to myself and think I had succeed in "being straight" but then in a moment of vulnelabirity I confessed to my friends. And that's where it gets confusing bc as soon as I did, it's like I lost this attraction and feeling my minimum attraction to men the only thing there (mostly fictional men or a very certain type of looks) and this is driving me insane! Bc with one of my friends we'd joke call eachother wife and plan our life on the mountains, things that I'd actually love to do with her!

But I'm not feeling a hundred percent in love either or how I remember it's like to be in love. I know I want to try if she wants though... Am I subconsciously still checking myself bc of fear of my family? Am I comphetting or am I a lesbian? A female leaning bisexual? Was it all a mindtrick? Like, there are ways I like women more and ways I like men....?

How do I know for sure?? How do I find out? I've spend years battling mental illness too on top of that so I can't exactly trust me (ocd intrusive thoughts does that to you)

So I guess that's all... I'm sorry for dumping all this to you and ignore it if it makes you upset or uncomfortable! I'm sorry for this and know it was never my intention! Thank you for everything youve done, not only creating enjoyable and heart warming and incredible content but for treating everyone with kindness, I wish I could give you the tightest most grateful hug❤️❤️❤️

hi, hi💞

just a little bit of warning - i'm not the best person to give advice on that thing, i think that maybe i'm still in the middle of figuring myself out, and, perhaps, i have the same problem as you.....

but! this is my personal approach to everything, but don't second guess yourself and don't try too hard to understand? just go with the flow, you know? do what you like? it's my motto at least

like, i'm not saying that labels aren't important, they are! they help people self-identify! they make it easier for the others to understand you!

but in grand scheme of things.... you can be bi but date only men because the chances of finding a partner are more probable. or you can be bi and date only women because it's easier to connect with them. or you can be lesbian? or anything you feel like! sexuality is a spectrum! and it can change because we change as well! at least that's my opinion fjfhtah

just whatever you do, be unapologetically yourself💕 you can figure it out later

[whale-shark-queen]

You mentioned fucked up weird AUs in your one post? I'm interested. Tell me about your favourite one(s)!!

AAAaaaah thank you so much!!

Uhhhhhhh heck most of them involve N turning into some horrible Thing because he’s the Estranged Outsider with a Connection to the Bad Guys Even If It’s Not Willingly (yknow like how Eren from snk is a titan shifter or Rin from blue exorcist is part demon) and all of them involve vuvuzelashipping (Nxall the Nuvema lot) I don’t really have a single favourite but I’ll summarize the ones I like most (also note that some of them are good dad Ghetsis/Dadsis aus because u gotta balance out the angst somehow plus dadsis aus are Cool)

Under the cut because I literally can’t summarise for shit and I’m sure no one wants to scroll past 3 pages worth of this (mobile users I apologise since the app is SHIT and refuses to even acknowledge these) 

Also here’s a bit of an index so u can skip to ones that sound interesting instead of going through them all but first u should ask nationalharmonica about her aus bc I love all of hers and they’re awesome and need more love and she also helped with alot of these aus too!! ESPECIALLY the Dragonflower au which I won’t include here because I think she has it on her blog somewhere already.  If ur wondering why I haven’t posted any of these it’s because a) i have neither the skill, time or patience to draw up proper references for all of the characters involved and b) I’m always worried theyll seem too Out There for some people but here we go au masterpost i guess, if anyone reading would like more info feel free to ask!!!

Bacterial Contamination inspired au aka bacterial pestileNce

BotW au

Ib au

PMMM au (the longest one)

Plasma/Aether swapover, N wins+UB monochromeshipping au

Simple fNaf dadsis au

sister locatioN dicksis au (yes I have two for that because I only found out about the secret springtrap cutscene at the end of SL that changes everything the other day)

Nombie (dadsis) au

isolatioN au- Au based on the song Bacterial Contamination.  N goes to the snobbiest most pretentious school you can imagine only because his ex mafia boss dad wants the best for him.  N hides the fact he’s being relentlessly bullied until a teacher phones Ghetsis up asking why N is in such a state whenever he comes into school (BC bruises and cuts and looking roughed up in general).  N goes to therapy and gets meds but surprise they’re an experimental drug and he’s a bug boy now

- BotW au where Touya is Link, Cheren as Revali, Bianca is Mipha and Touko is Zelda.  Ghetsis (who is kinda like Demise if he hung around to make sure his curse worked) is the king of a neighboring region who’s a bit of a warmongering asshole but his son N is friends with princess Touko and her…ahem, associates, which is the only reason Touko’s dad stays civil with him at all.  He uses this to his advantage and infects N with the Malice and reveals his plan to take over Unova, knowing fine well that N would run away to Touko for help.  The truth is he’d set up N to be a ticking time bomb and eventually he becomes the Calamity.  After the whole ~100 year coma and releasing the divine beasts~ thing Touya only remembers who N is after killing him but dw there’s a blood moon just as Touko is sealing the Malice away and N’s freed spirit is brought back to become a friendly giant fluffy spider boy just because I said so

- Ib au with N as Mary (obv Ghetsis is Guertena) except instead of going crazy and trying to kill everyone and being burned up and dying himself the toutous make him sit in the frame while they drag it out of the portal to the real world: problem solved.  I have all this stuff about the others being able to step into his frame but he can’t leave unless someone else draws him so he can possess the drawing but I won’t go into it here BC this post is gonna be long enough already

-Okay I have two madoka aus because possibilities for N are Ndless but I’ve only really developed the dicksis version whereas I only have a witch design for a possible dadsis version so here’s the dicksis one.  The first: Ghetsis is kinda like Walpurgisnacht and N was originally a familiar that represented Ghetsis’ interest being only in things that directly oppose him who was becoming powerful enough to become a witch of his own.  Not wanting him to have even a fraction of power himself Ghetsis transformed him into a human shape, gave him sentience and intelligence and as close to a pure heart as possible so he would be easier to manipulate and led him to believe that magical girls/boys hunt down innocent witches for fun and have witches trapped in their soul gems and tasks N with stealing people’s soul gems to ‘free the witch inside’.  The problem is that the alteration gave N the mindset of ‘innocents who aren’t involved must be protected at all costs’ rather than Ghetsis’ mindset of ‘don’t give a fuck about anyone unless they’re a problem’.  N is also sent to integrate into human society so that he can find magical peepos easier so he ends up coincidentally going to school with the Nuvema kiddos.  He ends up becoming friends with them until he finds out Cheren and Bianca are magicas (I’m just gonna call them that for simplicity) but even though the toutous arent magicas they still support them which is all very upsetting and conflicting for N but he tries his best to protect the witches and steal more soul gems until the others eventually call him out on it and prove to him that the shit Ghetsis told him is bull.  When he goes to confront him about it it’s too late, Ghetsis has absorbed enough witches to become a Walpurgisnacht-like entity, and finally allows N to become a witch.  I’ll link the drawings I’ve done of him but basically his labyrinth would be like a puppet theater and even tho hes the witch he’d have this fuckin giant messed up ghetsis-lookin puppet master familiar who pulls at his strings and coordinates his attacks.  There’d be an audience of masked figures that look like all the magicas he’s caused the deaths of, tiny animals with scissors to represent his wish for freedom and also his fear of his ‘father’ since they never actually get to cut the strings holding him up, and figures that look a heck of a lot like the nuvema kiddos watching in a balcony.  This is all tied into a theory I came up with that almost all the witches are able to be saved since yknow how Homura had that figure of Madoka locked away and Madoka was able to bring her back, and how Sayaka had the violin guy and Charlotte had that doll that probably represents her dead mother? My guess is that if the people those figures represent are brought to the witch and reach out to them the magical girl inside would be able to be freed.  But yeah since N was never really a human the Nuvema kiddos can only really save a fraction of his conscious and he ends up like Bebe.  They all beat the shit out of Ghetsis and everyone lives happily ever after with their pocket witch bf

- the au where 1) plasma and aether are sort of swapped around and 2) N beats the toutous in the final battle.  This is actually based on nationalharmonica’s courtesaN au which is awesome BTW (but it doesn’t involve actual courtesans or N being a courtesan at all but its Sarah’s au so if you’re interested you should totally ask her about it).  Ghetsis keeps Touko and Touya prisoner and just to rub it in their faces blackmails Cheren and Bianca into joining and doing sciency experiment shit which ends up with Touko and Touya becoming UB fusions/hybrids themselves; Touya with Kartana and Touko with Celesteela.  Ofc in the later stages they are able to destroy their place of confinement and escape with Cheren and Bianca to find N who becomes understandably fucked off and upset that his friends have been put through all this shit but begs them not  to kill Ghetsis so he can ask what’s going on.  When he does Ghetsis stabs him with a syringe full of UB fusion shit because he knows fine well hes gonna die he just wanted a final ‘fuck you’ before he is killed by both fire and paper cuts.  Surprise! It’s a Guzzlord.  N becomes a big squishy boy. I’ve done drawings of N in human Guzzlord fusion/hybrid form but I’ve been afraid of posting it but uh if anyones interested i will

- Simplified fNaf dadsis au - basically N and the Nuvema kiddos are the ones that were killed and stuffed in the animatronics, Ghetsis owns the place but risks going bankrupt pouring money into helping find the culprit and also his son and his friends when they’ve been stuck in the one restaurant he kept open to stay afloat.  Nate is the new nightguard and they decide to fuck with him to get rid of some of the boredom of being alone together in the one building for like…30 years or so.  In the end they fess up and make Nate pizza as an apology and they’re chill again

- sister locatioN dicksis au - I already summarised a thing i wrote of it in response to an anon but I’ll include here too.  Once again Ghetsis owns all the shit with the animatronics.  Anthea and Concordia get killed by one of them when they were young so years later Ghetsis sends N down to ‘free’ them (surprise he only wanted to get rid of N) but since their spirits have been fused into one hideous amalgamation of animatronics they’ve gone a bit loopy and want to leave.  The whole scooping room thing ensues and they accidentally turn their brother into a zombie

- Nombie au bc Z is a sideways N heheh I ahven’t thought up much of the background for it but it involves Plasma being a pharmaceutical company that is sort of accidentally being the cause of it.  N gets separated from his dad who ends up being the leader of a large group of people in a little town sort of thing they were able to reclaim but is Sad bc he thinks his son is dead which ends up being half true bc surprise N is half immune and ends up being a conscious zombie boy who wears a curtain as a cloak so he doesnt immediately frighten people bc he got his eye shot out by hillbilies, his face scratched up, his throat bitten out and his heart impaled on a pole (hes a freak without a human heart geddit) zombie apocalypse stuff happens

- isolatioN au - basically spawned from the thought of ’what if N was kept even more hidden away/locked up/never even left at all’.  Plasma is instead secretly in the Pokemon poaching/hunting/selling business but are disguised as…well you already know about Plasma.  The nuvema kiddos had varying levels of rough childhood and were desperate for money so they all joined up; the toutous as night guards and the dualrival s as researchers.  Hidden deep in the facility is a certain tree haired manchild who has been kept in a cage for pretty much his entire life.  Ghetsis does a mother gothel and makes out its to keep him safe and brings him Pokemon to ask about where they live and what other kinds of Pokemon live there so that Ghetsis can release them safely back into the wild go hunt for more Pokemon in the area if there’s anything good there

There’s a few more that I have but I won’t include them because im worried it’d be a waste of time if no one takes interest in any of these but uh thanks for asking and reading if you did!!!