#which 'snap that doesnt make sense please be happy with yourself for three seconds' which. NO?? no. impossible

[todayisafridaynight]

I genuinely can never thank you enough for the past year. I can't express how much it's meant to me to be understood and have my energy reciprocated with someone on the same wavelength. Although I've been in the fandom for quite a bit longer than most people writing in, and longer than you, even, I can't remember the last time I felt this welcome and motivated. A TRULY embarrassing amount of my work's just been fueled by "oh Snap's gonna wanna see that," and of course that circle's expanded since then, but it probably wouldn't have had I not met stream chat through you, aaaaaand if I'm honest you're still up there... lol...

It's always, always a highlight of my day to see your your work, your posts, and your responses, whether they're to me or to others, and it's always a highlight of my week to be able to make it to streams! You're a huge inspiration for me, particularly in terms of your work ethic across the board. I always come out of streams energized and feeling like I can actually finish things, and usually this is hubris, but it's gotta count for something.

Not to be dramatic, but you kinda changed my life, no exaggeration. I still really can't see myself the way I was two or three years ago not just calling it quits after some of my Gaiden experiences... lol... but I'm still around, and like always, I wanna be able to write in and interact as much as I used to sometime soon. Thanks for everything! I hope RGGS continues to deliver so we can stay in touch :3

i cant thank YOOOOU enough for the past Xsome months or so. feelins ABSOLUTELY mutual in that i wasnt sure anyone else would really be into talkin bout rgg as you and i have (or would be willing to read my. miles-long scrolls of bullshit LMAO) so it's been real fun gettin to know you an everyone and chattin !!

most bafflin thin to ever to think i have good work ethic, i feel like ive been behind everyone for the past couple weeks and even with the things i do make it's really not up to snuff. it's always nice to hear that's not supposedly exactly the case :) I Suppose :^)

rgg community (like any community lbr) can be. An Experience, esp for someone with a position like yours. so im glad i can make it worth to hang around somewhat LOL

regardless, i always look forward to you next ask or the next time you leave tags on a post i make. if i ever bother making a post again ☠️☠️

[chogiweol]

lovely boy, criminal!baekhyun

anon asked: Hi~ are you still taking requests? If so, uh can I please get like this bulletpoint thingy with Criminal!Baekhyun? Where she’s his ‘partner in crime’ or smth (lol idek) and she acts like she doesnt like him yet he still falls in love with her super hard and starts to woo her and they end up dating?? (its based on a fic I read and yeah lol) Thank you<3

genre: drama, fluff

author’s note: i don’t condone any violence or illegal activities. i’ll be writing and posting all requests today xx i hope you enjoyed this, anon. take a shot everytime i say ‘you’ in this list.

red and blue lights flashed onto baekhyun's features

he stood still, as if he was in a sort of trance

which pissed you off.

the police were here, the jewelry was slipping between your fingers as you began to run towards him, the sirens and the pawn shop's alarm gave you a headache, you were both on the verge of getting caught and arrested; the cops could probably see baekhyun’s face in the lights.

you were livid and he knows that

so why was he just standing there and staring at you like you weren’t about to get arrested?

“RUN.” 

he finally snapped out of his daydream, his legs carrying him besides you while you two ran for your freedom, the diamond and gold jewlery stuffed away in your coat pockets.

it was a close call, but you were able to pull baekhyun into a tight alleyway, the police soon giving up once it became too late in the night. 

another close call because of him.

“what the fuck is wrong with you? why do you keep doing this to us? do you remember who’s idea this was? it was yours.” your tone was acid, you were ready to leave this entire life behind. 

baekhyun sensed your tension, after being your roomate for two and a half years; he knew you better than your own parents did. 

he got scared, he couldn’t do this without you.

“I’m sorry, I promise it won’t happen again...I just..got distracted.” he mumbled out, his head low while he played with the stolen diamond necklace that dangled from his pretty fingers. he looked pathetic, this wasn’t the usual baekhyun that reeked of confidence.

the two of you became roomates in a cramped apartment, you were both fresh out of college and praying that these unpaid internships would get you somewhere fast.

neither of you wanted to steal or sell illegalities, but you both had a taste for better things, beautiful things, and you both had student loans to pay off, you had bills to pay..

you came from a decent place but being so far away without contact to your parents was hard, baekhyun came from a wealthy family but for some unknown reason to you, he has been disowned and he was much too prideful to crawl back to ask for help.

so after a talk at two in the morning, baekhyun proposed the idea. 

you were behind on rent, you had to do it. so it was done.

it wasn’t long after this talk and the first robbery you two commited together that baekhyun began to recognize his feelings for you,

he wanted you to be his partner in crime but he also wanted to provide for you forever, 

so between the robberies and the internship; he took another job that payed alright, and he put all that money towards you.

he’d buy you snacks or sweets he saw walking to work, or he’d take you out on dates or to restaurants that you were looking at through the windows. he also saved a lot of it, for a rainy day.

you didn’t not like him, you were actually very fond of him. it’s like the two of you were some watered-down version of bonnie and clyde.

you may have feelings for him but for the sake of a successful robbery or deal, you had to act like an asshole before you got too soft for the boy.

these feelings came up when somebody recognized baekhyun from college and they caught up, going to the nearest coffee shop without you.

you were left standing alone in the middle of the street, a flash of anger boiled through your veins and hot tears pricked your eyes.

you tried to say it was caused by stress and frustration from your new job, but it’s because you were jealous.

the internships did pay off and you both got good entry-level pay, baekhyun got a little extra since he had worked that secret job for a while.

you were both able to keep up on bills and rent, paying off your debts little by little with enough leftover for comfort, which meant that the crimes came to a stop, 

which meant you didn’t get to spend as much time as you used to with baekhyun, especially since he’s been so busy with his new job and newer girlfriend. you didn’t like her, she treated baekhyun terribly. (or so you thought she did,) you could treat him much better and you’ll stand by that fact until he finally lets you.

in truth, you missed him and the adrenaline rush he gave you whenever he touched you or tried to make you laugh when you were upset, how he looked at you and how he took care of you.

he always tried to impress you with stupid little things and you missed having all his attention; the crimes brought you closer because it was a mutual secret, your little activity. 

this became your daily burden, you carried the weight of your guilts and doubts, you became upset with yourself for not showing him enough love or not appreciating him when he should’ve been. 

no, you weren’t the best with your words so trying to explain to him that you missed him wasn’t going to go well..so you wrote him a letter that explained how you were feeling and you left it on his bed before you had to go off to work. 

“...byun baekhyun...i know i haven’t shown you love like you deserve all the time, i know about your second job...and all the things you do for me, i appreciate them. they make me happy, you make me happy. i want to make you happy but i don’t...know how. please tell me how, if i’m enough for you. i miss you and our late night crimes, in that way we’re married together by our secrets..one day, though, i want to be married to you in a different way..”

baekhyun’s jaw and heart dropped when he read that. he felt like he was floating while his now ex-girlfriend screamed at him through the phone; he was finally going to have you in his arms when you got off of work.

he stayed up and waited; you had got piled with paperwork that needed to be filled out and it seemed like it just kept coming. 

he prepared food for the two of you and a movie, blankets and soft pillows laid out on the floor in front of the television.

you were pleasantly surprised once you got home, to say the least.

baekhyun was staring at you with wide eyes, his smile illuminating the room. “I read your note..” he clicked his tongue as he continued to speak, his voice teasing and playful. “..it was really cheesy but it made me happy, just like you wanted..” he pulled you a little closer, laying his forehead against yours with a dorky grin. “..and if we’re married by our sins then I guess that makes you my wife? that sounds nice, doesn’t it?”

who was the cheesy one now?

thank goodness for the dark room, you looked like a beet.

he hummed, delighted when you agreed with him. “then you won’t mind sitting down to this movie with me? I can’t finish all this food on my own..” your giggles echoed through his head and he instantly cuddled up to you once you were settled beside him, liking the way these three years turned out.