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[lorna-davidson]

She had been psyching herself up all weekend. She had even let it slip to her brothers that she would try this week and they had sent a slew of encouraging messages. It was all dependent on whether or not she actually ran into him today, which wasn't always guaranteed but as she walked with Larry, Moe and Curly to the dog park, she caught sight of him almost immediately in a separate part of the park. Walking around with a little girl. Did he have a daughter? Had she somehow missed this? Suddenly, all of her confidence fell away from her, a harsh reminder that she really didn't know him. No matter how much she felt she did. How had she missed this? As if connected to her telepathically, Curly tugged on her leash and pulled it out of Lorna's reach, taking off towards the playground, in the exact direction of Shepherd and Jillian. "You have got to me kidding me," she muttered to herself as she ran after her with Larry and Moe trotting beside her, probably already annoyed at their little sisters antics. "I'm so sorry, I don't know what's gotten into her today, god, all dog owners say that, don't they?" Before she could really process it, she was standing in front of her son. Curly sniffing around his daughter's feet as Larry and Moe let out a sigh in unison before sitting at Lorna's feet. "She didn't scare you, did she? She's small but she's pretty mighty." @shepdecker

[survibers]

To this day, Avery was certain she could recite and describe every single moment she spent with Jovie in the time they knew each other. She could still remember the first time they met, the way Jovie looked at her when they got a stellar grade on their group project, how nervous they both were for their first kiss. She remembered all of it, had played it back in her head like a greatest hits album. It really didn't matter how much time had passed or how far she was from the in love 20 year old she had been. The memories lived vividly in her mind, the good ones just as much as the bad ones. Though the bad hadn't felt as present until the end. Either way, they were memories that Avery kept to herself, shared occasionally with Juliet when she was drunk or to a stranger at the bar or pitifully to someone she was hooking up with when she'd get overwhelmed and have to leave.

And yet it had been years since the last time she and Jovie had actually talked. At least two since that reckless night Avery could never find in herself to regret. And honestly Avery felt like she should have been proud of them, for having such will power, for avoiding each other so successfully. It was truly a great feat. So Avery wasn't at all thinking of her when she walked into the museum that day. She had been sent there to follow up on a story that the station was running the next day and Avery had always enjoyed the museum, quite prideful in knowing her town's history.

"Hi can you help me find - Jovie?" Avery froze as she saw Jovie at the desk, both not knowing she now worked there and certain that luck must have been on her side since she hadn't discovered it until now. She felt her cheeks flush as she looked at her, mostly because they hadn't made direct contact in ages. She cleared her throat eventually and stepped closer to the counter. "I didn't realize you worked here," she said softly, having pretty much banned herself from sweet tooth unless a friend was going in for her. "I um, I was looking for someone we recently interviewed for the station," she said softly, still off balance as she looked at her but tried not to stare. It was hard to do. "Um, yeah, hi I guess." @urdamage

[lilovaries]

i played mouthwashing today and WHEWIEEE is post-crash curly cute or what

[glossykissies]

i tune into your the readers and who series like it’s my morning newspaper. i see you posted a new one and i drop everything i’m holding and it all crashes to the floor loudly so i can read it

this made me smile so big. lamb reader comin next whewieee !!!!

[mellifluoushood]

Love your psychoanalysis!I do think though that his biggest challenge with being in love would be to believe that this is real and it's happening to him.I feel like it's something that crossed his mind for so long, he's seen so many people fall in love,he might just not believe that this can happen for real. I feel like it'll come to him a lot that he's like "woah this is really my life now" maybe not even vocally, which can maybe make him question if he's actually worth all that he's having now

whewieee this is PERFECT *cracks knuckles in french* et c’est parti!

i think i agree with this. like, i think at first he would be scared of being love, he would even try and push his SO away. on top of seeing so many people fall in love, he’s seen a lot of people fall out of love. and his first instinct is, ‘fuck love’. but i think that attitude covers up how much he actually wants to fall in love. a lot of the time, people will say the opposite of what they really want if it makes them feel vulnerable, i.e. love. he naturally protects himself from being vulnerable (going back to another blurb) so ‘fuck love’ is his way of doing so.

when he finally gets over that mentality, i think that would scare him too. because he feels infinitely more vulnerable when he’s starting to fall in love with his SO. he would originally try and push his SO away and i hope to god for his sake, the SO sees right through him and tells him to cut the shit because i think it would hurt him even more if the SO walked away because he was pushing them to. 

but when he’s in love, i think he would have a hard time grasping it. i could see him kind of staring at the ceiling in the middle of the night with his SO curled into his side and he would just kind of have a moment where he reflects on his life and can’t believe that he is deserving of an unconditional love. i feel like at times he might feel guilty for having someone love him, or being in love with someone, because of his job and his inability to be home. i think guilt would stem because he’s aware of how much it hurts not only him, but his SO.

i think the initial pushing away of the SO is subconscious to calum. he wouldn’t realise a deeper reason of why he’s doing it, because he feels like he’s unlovable because of his job and him never being home. he wants to be unlovable because he doesn’t want to hurt anyone else. we see how kind and tender he is with people in his life that have earned their place, but i think with new people, especially romantic interests, there’s almost a sense of obligation when being with someone. and i think he would subconsciously be afraid of not fulfilling those obligations and being guilty.

i think in order for calum to fall in love and do it healthily, he would have to realise that it his not his fault that his job takes him away and he would have to understand that he is lovable and it’s okay that he’s lovable.

whoooWIEEEEE we got carried away i’m so sorry

[bigbrotherorre]

episode three: “I HATE THIS GAME” - ASHVIKA hoh: BLAKE evicted: JULIA - 8 to 7

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Ashvika just said she’s gay and I’m LIVING i gotta talk to her more I thought she was straight ashvika you’re CUTE

Okie WHEWIEEE. So, the eviction went... as expected whewie! Saxon sent himself home with his reaction, like I genuinely think he would've stayed if he wasn't so like genuinely rude to Jose. Like JOSE IS SO WHOLESOME AND GOOD HE DOESN'T DESERVEEEEEEEEE THIS. Otherwise, Blake is HoH and woo we love a king! I think he wont nominate me(I think.... asfjildaskfl), so I'm cautiously optimistic, we will see

RICKY AND JULIA NOM WITH DENNIS FUTURE SIGHT? frick frick frick F R I C K. wow. honestly, blake had it down. idk. being mean/rude isn’t rlly gonna settle well with others and you gotta rlly look out for that when others are watching. like julia and ricky hasn’t personally been mean to me. and if anything, i know it’s a joke. but others can’t. and damn, i’m shook. blake rlly did that. he called them out and isn’t sorry about it. but if whoever decides to use double veto and saves both of them? then blake is FUCKED. like good move but that lottery ticket win is still out there. wow good job blake. 

God I love Blake

being the last key pulled really had me sketched out, even if it was just a random key order that he decided on. the way he was so secretive about noms but talked to sammy and possibly autumn about it has me wondering who he's close to. i'm nervous about what will happen if one of the nominees come off the block 

Wow so like Alivia and Lynn made mean names to reblog Blake's PoV post and Ricky found it and had like a sad moment and now ppl feel bad but i hope they dont feel bad enough to keep him. Also everyone is poppin off about the scammers R us alliance thing with lynn and alivia and blake so that better not save him either!! Also zeezo has the golden jigglypuff!! so thats fun! also she told sammy but he didnt tell her about the scammer r us thing so like im more loyal... but i cant call him out because then shed know i knew too early ugh!!

Blake wanting to work with me as soon as his hoh week comes to an end and he needs my vote...hm. On the other hand, if we can get the votes to evict Ricky this week, that’s 2 out of 3 people that I was worried about in terms of my social game  that will have stepped out of the door

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As suspected, Blake did veto Olivia, leaving Ricky/Julia up on the block & as it stands, it seems like the double PoV isn't getting used on them, so they are staying put on the block. With that said, as I talked about in the day 3 video, the "scammers r us" thing means that Blake wants Ricky gone (as he told Olivia). However, I think I want Ricky to stay, I love Julia, but I think Ricky on a game level has more potential to work to my advantage? So far,  I feel like Dennis, Olivia, Jose, John, Autumn, Randy(?) would probably all keep Ricky, and I can tell he is putting in work, so I could see him staying. It also means that next week, Alivia/Lynn/Ricky/Dennis would all be gunning for HoH, and if I talk to them all today, I should be good? The only thing I need to watch out for is seeming swing vote-y, to the point where like if Ricky stays, and like Alivia wins HoH, I don't get nominated next to Ricky! Anywho, the people I feel best about in the game right now are Jose, Bryce, Dennis, Olivia & Kat. The only ones I feel worried about if they win HoH are Zeezo especially, but also Sammy since I havent spoken to him in a while eek. But whew, thats all from me folks for now whewie whewie!

i hate this game because i can't trust anyone so i cant talk to anyone about all this information i have in my mind 

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