#whether its like. a lifestyle change or a second med. and i dont necessarily need to take it every single day | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

phagodyke · 5 months ago

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hope my dr gets back to me abt the change to private service I messaged her last night saying it Should be okay and asking for info abt fees n any changes.. so painful communication is now gonna cost £360 per hour/£6 per min 😬🤕

#my roomie works at a law firm and is always talking abt the insane charges some of the solicitors have per hour #and this is like. even worse than that 😭#ahhh... but the thing is elvanse DOES work for me i dont wanna quit it i just need to figure out how to manage the crash #whether its like. a lifestyle change or a second med. and i dont necessarily need to take it every single day #maybe introducing med breaks a day or two a week when i dont NEED focus would work #being unmedicated was fine. but it would suck now ik meds can help to then lose access to that #ill take today off the booster then thurs and fri ill halve it bc i think the full dose is a little high n thats why it bleeds into sleep #dont have to write my next symptom report til sunday so i have some time to test it #i wish 10mg vyvanse was available in this country like taking that w lunch might be better than the dex #well maybe i could try halving one of the 20s i still have n do that saturday #figuring this shit out!!!!#meds arent perfect anyway theyre not a cure-all for my adhd. there are some things im gonna have to work thru on top of that #but its like. they resolve the lowest couple tiers on the hierarchy of adhd symptoms for me. which is a massive jump #n its just 4 more weeks of trialling it that i have to pay for. and so long as my gp accepts shared care ill have indefinite access #and for MUCH much cheaper. the only risk is shortages but lets not consider that rn 😭#okay not thinking abt this anymore i gotta clock in.... see u on the other side homosexuals in my phone #.diaries

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