#whereisthatidiot random chat

[wheresthatidiot]

okay, so any gojohime/gouta shippers out here who are also watching lucifer series? 'cause hear me out, is it just me or gojo and uta have a similar dynamic with lucifer and chloe especially during season one?

gojo/lucifer always being full of themselves and breaking rules (doing work in a non-standard procedure) and meanwhile, utahime/chloe is the hard-working one who is so done with their partner.

i swear, there is a high chance that gojo and utahime are like this during a mission together. here is a video clip for reference:

yeah, will probably do gojohime quotes based on lucifer soon. the temptation is too much.

[wheresthatidiot]

gojohime dark/villian au idea

alright, so after listening to different playlists about gojo going batshit crazy, my mind kinda formulate a dark au.

so what if gojo was the one who deflected and became a curse user. imagine how powerful he will be and the higher-ups are pressuring their special grade sorcerers to at least get on his level so they can have the chance to stop him. they might be even experimenting on multiple people to get a compatible vessel for sukuna and how they can keep the said vessel under their control since sukuna is like their only chance against the honored one.

few years after gojo's deflection, he unexpectedly crossed paths with utahime, and uta being the good person she was, she attempted to stop him even though she knew she doesn't stand a chance. gojo, who still has a soft spot for her, decided not to fight back but instead explained to her why he was doing his so-called cleansing of non-sorcerers. a part of him also felt that utahime would not be convinced no matter what he said so he was prepared to knock her unconscious. if she reported him, it would not matter anyway since he can stop whoever gets in his way.

what he did not expect was utahime being swayed and decided to join his cause. after years of exorcising curses which were born from human's sick thoughts, utahime was actually slowly losing faith in humanity. always seeing their ugly sides and the death of her colleagues made her rethink her values. so she joined him secretly and she worked as a mole.

the higher-ups won't really suspect her since she was not really that strong and she was one of their most obedient and loyal sorcerers. she was pretty much invisible to them and was not seen as a threat.

i also love the idea of how utahime was somewhat corrupting gojo more. i mean she would worship him and validate how powerful he was so he can do anything he wanted, even giving judgment on who can live and who are better off dead. i mean imagine a scene wherein both of them are in their dark bedroom, laying bare naked. gojo resting his head on uta's chest while she played with his hair and whispering endless praises. "if you think they should not exist anymore, kill them. you're the only one who has the power to do so.", "they are all under your mercy. they are in the palm of your hand and you can squeeze the life out of them anytime you want", and the like (please, i am not the best at writing quotes)

anyway, i just love the idea how utahime is "weak" but she can control the strongest sorcerer. i also think that she knows she is weak that is why she had a conversation with gojo once and said that he should maximize her death. like she can become some sort of a "suicide bomber". she wants her death to be an advantage for him as much as possible but we all know gojo will never consider that offer.

so yeah... dark stuff, i know but honestly sounds like a thrill and challenge to write. however, i cannot write this yet so if someone's up for it just let me know!

[wheresthatidiot]

don't mind me, i am just here contemplating the pros and cons of creating a twitter account for my gojohime / gouta brain rot fest...

[wheresthatidiot]

if chapter 02 of coffee with a spash of vodka has a shirtless geto, chapter 03 has a shirtless gojo. 'cause why the hell not?

[wheresthatidiot]

i have not updated in a while here, i think? just want to share it is because i am currently drowning in work shit and fic drafts. but i am writing again tonight, i swear!

also, i am thinking of editing some manga cap into laptop/desktop wallpapers, anyone would be interested in that? maybe a gojohime, a solo gojo, and a solo uta? this is because, i can't look for a minimalist utahime wallpaper for my laptop!

[wheresthatidiot]

writing chapter 02 of "coffee with a splash of vodka" and i swear, i have like a whole paragraph dedicated only to gojo's looks. i'm not even sorry!

you attractive piece of shit

[wheresthatidiot]

SABIHIN MO "SALAMAT, MEGUMI"

Trans: Say, "thank you, megumi"

i just had to say it in my mother tongue to give emphasis lol. i guess we can also say thank you, gege. now we just have to wait for this to get animated. along with his father.

[wheresthatidiot]

coffee with a splash of vodka chapter 03 is now done. just have to proofread it tomorrow cause it is late now.

[wheresthatidiot]

eyo~ random sharing but after 24 years of existing, i was finally brave enough to have some bangs (cut it myself cause the pandemic situation here is bad). was actually inspired by young utahime bangs but i made my longer cause it suits me better

i am actually surprised that the bangs doesn't look bad on me. i was half expecting to clip it up after having one. i actually have a big round face so i thought the bangs will not work for me. but yey, i was happy how it turned out!

also, i just noticed i hit my first one hundred followers!!! 🎉🎉🎉 i should probably post something for that later 😅

[wheresthatidiot]

so, i accidentally closed my browser and the words i have written were not saved. i guess i'll just have to cry now.

[wheresthatidiot]

so my concern in writing a multi-chapter fic is that each chapter might be too short but now, i'm reaching 2.5k mark and i am not even done.

[wheresthatidiot]

so... i gave up and finally created a twitter account. feel free to follow me!

don't mind me, i am just here contemplating the pros and cons of creating a twitter account for my gojohime / gouta brain rot fest...