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What is the problem with white people traveling to asia without money? Like how are you going to brand calling the cops on someone without a visa as justice, then try and spin them pretending that the native language (which they speak fluently enough to at least pretend is their only language) is reminiscent of colonialism? Also you made it seem like American propaganda is effective in china with your tags which is weird. Just seems like y'all got galaxy brain with racism so hard it got harmful.
when did i say i’d call the cops? i wouldn’t do anything about it besides getting pissed internally lmao. and when did i say anything abut languages? i have genuinely no clue what you mean about american propaganda in china, like, i mean it when i say i don’t get what you’re saying there. i didn’t even mention china in my tags at all, and i only mentioned the US specifically when i mentioned the case of that american woman who wanted to “play doctor” and caused deaths. still, white privilege and racism are not an “american propaganda” thing, it’s something that affects the whole world, white people will pretty much always have an easier time with lots of stuff, including being automatically seen as more qualified and trustworthy, and with law enforcement everywhere, since colonialism affected the entire world, very few countries were never invaded by europeans.what i’m saying is: - it’s bad when people from rich countries that often got rich through colonialism, by harming other countries, complain abt immigrants coming from the countries they harmed because those countries were harmed in that way. even if those people now weren’t responsible for it, they still benefit from how their country developed while it had colonies, and the people in ex-colonies still suffer because of their past as colonies. - an american woman going to africa to make herself feel good about helping others when she ended up killing people bc she wasn’t a doctor like she claimed to be? that’s bad. i hope it’s obvious enough to understand why that’s bad. (also, i looked it up again, i had briefly read abt it at some point, but it was a while back so i didn’t remember all the details, but here: https://www.npr.org/sections/goatsandsoda/2019/08/09/749005287/american-with-no-medical-training-ran-center-for-malnourished-ugandan-kids-105-d she clearly wanted to help, but setting up a health clinic when you have zero qualifications for that is not the way to do it at all, that’s just obvious. if she really wanted to help for the sake of helping, she could’ve donated to groups that can actually help instead. - travelling is great, but it’s not a basic human necessity like food or housing. going on a trip to a place that you /know/ has lots of inequality and then relying on the locals to keep travelling more is just stupid. would i call the cops or whatever on them? no. but i still think it’s stupid. i know that at least here in brazil, if we got begpackers, those people would get a lot more money than people who are begging for money to actually survive, because the tourists would most likely be white people from richer countries, and i know how people would be a lot more likely to give money to those people, who don’t need it to survive (bc they’re white and from “first world countries”, and just wanna travel, unlike the homeless and usually black people in poverty you see every day who get treated as lesser than human by way too many people here - i know that homelessness won’t be solved by people giving homeless people money, but it might still help them survive, get a meal, catch a bus/train so they can go somewhere they may have family or to a shelter). i’m not saying you gotta have a ton of money if you wanna travel, but travelling somewhere with the intention of relying on others when you could just, idk, not do that? it’s a stupid thing to do. what if they don’t help you? are you gonna be stuck then? then you made a bad, irresponsible decision. or do you have enough money to go back in case that happens? then you shouldn’t be begging random people on the street for money. i got nothing against people who travel with little money by hitchhiking, doing odd jobs here and there for it, who sell some stuff they might have, but deciding to travel and, since the beginning of your plans, intending on having to beg strangers for money is just a very irresponsible decision at best. people doing that shit are usually just doing it for the “enlightening experience” or whatever, which is how many western people approach asia, there’s a big stereotype of “exotic enlightenment”, especially when it comes to the southern and southeastern parts of the continent (based on what i’ve heard from both ppl who go there and people who live there - i, as mentioned in the post, am from brazil).People who do that kind of thing are usually extremely condescending and stereotyping about their trips to “exotic places” where they “seek enlightenment and truth” or whatever othre stuff they may say.No, i wouldn’t call the cops on them or anything like that, that was /one/ picture out of lots in the post, it wasn’t the point of it, and if you thought so, you really missed it. and to be honest, i was kinda tired, so i did just scroll kinda fast at some point and might not have looked that closely at a couple of pics because they were just more examples of the same phenomenon. and i didn’t really pay attention to the one with police, tbh. i’d never call the police on anyone begging for money, even if it’s a case like that. i don’t support that, but i still support the general message of the post.if you’re travelling and then get robbed or something like that, or a medical emergency happens, or anything else that might need a lot of money, and then you do end up needing more money than you had in your plans for the trip, then that kind of situation would be more understandable (but also, that’s why you should have some way to have access to money in an emergency situation, even if through a friend or family member, because those things can happen in trips). but if you don’t have an emergency plan, i’d understand actually needing the money, but that’s not the case for most begpackers. there’s a reason why many people in parts of asia, especially SE asia afaik, have been complaining about them a lot, there have been lots lately, based on what people >who actually live thereseeing certain parts of the world as “my place to explore so i can finally be enlightened” or “a place where we, the Good White People™, have to intervene so we can save the Poor Starving Kids™” or “a place where i can become one with nature in the wild, savage, mysterious jungles” or any other thing that ignores that it’s just a place with normal people who have their own lives and culture and all that (as much as where you’re from is a place with normal people who have their own lives and culture and all that) just reduces those places and their people to stereotypes that are often harmful. of course there are gonna be differences between where you’re from and where you’re going to, if there weren’t then there wouldn’t be a point in travelling, but it shouldn’t be hard to just not be stereotyping and ignorant about it all, you can enjoy travelling without being Like That.(and the post also talked about how much easier it is to get jobs or just to generally be seen as more trustworthy and qualified when you’re white and everyone else around you isn’t, and that’s def also a true and important thing to acknowledge)anyway, you sent this message to me specifically and mentioned my tags as well, so i answered, but if you wanna complain more about people who point out that begpackers are annoying and often full of entitlement and stereotypical views of certain places, then maybe ask a person who lives somewhere with lots of begpackers, someone who isn’t white. they might be able to tell you more about the whole phenomenon and the people who do it, how annoying they can be, etc, since they’ve experienced it firsthand rather than just heard a lot about it.
#you really either misunderstood the whole point of that post#or youre just ignoring how entitled it is to use money you have to travel somewhere but then once youre there beg locals for money so you ca#while there are people who are there begging for money to be able to survive#im all in favor of travelling if you can do that but its not a basic human need like food and shelter and safety#and begpackers are usually entitled white people who see those areas as their own personal playground#where they are playing hide-and-seek with true nirvana or some shit#and thats just extremely bad and reductive of wherever those places you wanna go to are#ask#asks#answered#anon#Anonymous
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* chicago’s very own ezra calhoun has been spotted on madison avenue , with a striking semblance to brandon larracuente ! you may know them as @calhoun or hitting the front page of tmz as calhoun curse ? the neighbourhood singer calls off third engagement in as many years . according to tmz , you just had your twenty - third birthday bash . your chance of surviving new york is uncertain because you’re imprudent , but being astute might help you . things that would paint a better picture of you would be a beat up telecaster slung over your shoulder , a clenched jaw as you try to play nice ( and fail miserably , ) a sharp tongue hiding the fear of ending up alone . ( cis man + he/him ) + ( teddy , 18+ , she/her , cst. )
𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 : homelessness mention , drug mention .
𝟎𝟎𝟏. 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐒 :
ezra is the eldest of five , half of his siblings having a separate dad and the other half being unsure of who their dad is at all . their mom has never stayed with a guy for longer than a few months , a year being the usual cut off before it’s onto the next or revisiting the old . either way , this level of dysfunctionality makes a lasting impression on ezra .
the revolving door of guys telling him “ call me dad ” left him with the feeling that perhaps he’d never be able to rely on another man in his life , stepping up to be the man of the house much before he ever knew what that role entailed . he finds his mother passed out far too often , laughter shared over dinner yet the billowy white wisps leaving her mouth from a small glass pipe on the balcony when she thinks he’s not watching . he’s the one helping siblings with homework , packing shoddy lunches with whatever food stamp goodies they can get their hands on , making sure everyone gets to the bus on time while his mother is semi - conscious in their bathroom .
there’s guy one that lasts , daryl who enters when ezra is 13 . he sends ezra’s mother into a spiral , enabling her past the point of daily function and rendering her a full - blown junkie while he mooches off the little savings she managed to scrape together . ezra acts out to all hell , a plague of any classroom he inhabits , mouthing off as if to blow off the steam from a home life that forces him into silence . he’s a tyrant in the classroom but a savior at home , where a wisdom beyond his years leads him to show up to his siblings’ parent - teacher meetings as the only “ grown up “ in their lives who truly gives a shit .
he’s 17 when a row so horrifying with his mother , siding with a man practically dragging her down to hell , forces ezra onto the streets for some sort of reprieve . he’s heartbroken to leave his siblings but finds some comfort in the next eldest girls being equal parts brilliant and responsible . as a final fuck you to the man who ruined his only source of stability , he steals daryl’s most prized belongings : among them , a limited edition signed nirvana cd , and a rosewood martin acoustic guitar , more suited for display than use considering the price .
he hops from shelter to bench to shelter throughout most of california and doesn’t talk much about what he has to do to survive . with all the time in the world to lounge about , he learns how to play guitar from other street buskers in exchange for protection in numbers , and before he knows it , he’s able to afford a long term hotel in los angeles by playing on a busy corner . he sings as if his life depends on it , and at times , it does , but before long , he’s being recognized in the bus station he plays in . he’s 18 when someone posts a video of him singing “ creep ” by radiohead on a corner which sends him viral , a talent agent quickly taking him off the streets and shoving him into a recording booth . they’re based in chicago , and fly him out , cementing his love for the city that gave him his break .
he brings along a couple of lads he had met on his travels , some fellow vagabonds , some simply guys he’d met throughout his time in la , and before long their debut ep “ i’m sorry ” catapults them to radios and a local tour . by the time their full length album drops , the neighbourhood is one of the world’s biggest international touring acts , a push of indie meets pop with grunge and hip hop influences .
ezra calhoun , a true rags to riches story , indulges perhaps a bit too heavily in the lifestyle he has suddenly been thrust into , becoming something of a media frenzy for his unpredictable nature . sternly keeping his personal life out of social media but writing open - hearted love songs to each conquest he lands ( as well as being a rather high - profile serial philanderer , ) he’s a curious contradiction , stumbling about onstage with eloquent penned lyrics yet stepping offstage and being caught up in every scandal in the book . shattered engagements , cheating scandals , drug busts , sloppy performances , ezra’s more and more a liability with a short fuse , risking almost as much for the team behind him as what he’s worth .
he doesn’t try to use his past as a sob story to fuel him moving forward , but anyone who knows what he’s seen growing up can see how it takes hold of him in adulthood . he’s every bit a mess as what his aesthetic would make him seem , destructive to a fault and with a mouth on him that gets him in as much trouble as it gets him out of . though he is as responsible of a brother as his siblings could have asked for , his notoriety now is credited to the chaos he causes seemingly just for fun .
truly little to no moral compass as at this point , he tells himself that he’s been through enough shit that he deserves whatever indulgences he chooses to give himself . he’s a hedonist through and through , a philanderer as if it keeps him breathing , and a naturally addictive personality , ezra is all points of a powder keg ready to blow .
𝟎𝟎𝟐. 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 :
ezra has one degree of separation before he’s got a superiority complex , readily staring down anyone who crosses his path with unflinching eye contact and a flexed jaw . everything to him is a confrontation and one he makes an effort to come out unscathed by . if it’s not his biting wit fighting his battles for him , he’ll engage in a fist fight , though he hopes to make that his last case scenario . he goes off his mind’s whims and desires and does so with little prudence for the sentiments of others . slack jawed and eye rolling , ezra is a bad attitude with little to lose , and has a habit of butting heads with those who stand in his way .
people point out the interesting dynamic of someone so aggressive also being the one who pens albums packed with love ballads . between sex jams and bare - alls detailing the sentiments he feels over connections he has , ezra may seem hidden away emotionally but is really more prone to reveal his feelings than most . he’s disconnected and aloof at first when simply entertaining himself , but truly engages with only a few who can get him to ��tap into that vein of passionate energy that keeps him from being a useless waste of space and create something beautiful . if he can sense the energy taking a negative turn , he’s every bit the kind of smart ass to get the last word in and end up in a street fight over it ( something he’s no stranger to given the brand of guitar he so proudly carried with him during his time on the streets . )
he seeks out whatever makes him feel good and seems to still be hiding whatever hole was left by his mother’s abandonment , of whom he hasn’t talked to since he left home . he’s in constant contact with his siblings , but this isn’t enough to quell the resentment within him from the loss of his one sense of stability . this explains his long string of failed relationships and a tendency to act on impulse , setting fire to whatever good thing may come to him ( although with his tastes , he doesn’t often chase the good things . )
𝟎𝟎𝟑 . 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :
link can be found in the source 🤍
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