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happy anniversary to the day that I stopped feeling safe in leftist spaces, the day that I started getting nervous to go to shul, the day that I no longer knew if my israeli friends would live to see tomorrow, the day that the world turned on me and my people
#israel is real#a nations state.#a place for others to phone in as home on a rough day out in the world or on the internet. under roofs and against dirty bloody ragged hands#I'm just not sure which one is pending for me to be on there next#to a privledged ignorance memorised by pain in reflective memory and justifying plain reasoning more so mere#u heinous our rigid names and resprung act into mentioning reek sporing our peoples and our numbers.#I am more than just a statistic I scream out to you.#then there is the ground#and the cityscapes#qnd the sky#the birds#and the clouds#and the stars#then#then there is god.#meeting you against all odds.#where am I to lay my hands once I am partially or even really more so in place.#where am I to lay when this presidents reaching apar and thru its reinsoroughed emotions and plaire#a monoreth etched into the skin of a mouses tail and three large rocks. a rep against my own mentality#and a soul that I am when you are ripped upon respotted resinireth motions and your own tar of rummaged scripts#crying out#when is it my turn#when is it my turn to be recognised as one with the people. who are also you#met in a crowd#so many faces are pale.#is this what it means to be human#I feel that my humanity is dying all around me. resurrounded by these soul minded rife reminders n rug manded rephrases rmmr.#a ghost in the crowd. but that is not me. but a silenced vow I spoke and met a long time ago yearning in my own rescripted spoken in grief#so long ago.#Im sorry your hands never cold enough to be met by another persons hands or love. really I am. ~seen only by you. for a moment.
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