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nri-prioritise-your-voice · 3 months ago

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happy anniversary to the day that I stopped feeling safe in leftist spaces, the day that I started getting nervous to go to shul, the day that I no longer knew if my israeli friends would live to see tomorrow, the day that the world turned on me and my people

#israel is real #a nations state.#a place for others to phone in as home on a rough day out in the world or on the internet. under roofs and against dirty bloody ragged hands #I'm just not sure which one is pending for me to be on there next #to a privledged ignorance memorised by pain in reflective memory and justifying plain reasoning more so mere #u heinous our rigid names and resprung act into mentioning reek sporing our peoples and our numbers.#I am more than just a statistic I scream out to you.#then there is the ground #and the cityscapes #qnd the sky #the birds #and the clouds #and the stars #then #then there is god.#meeting you against all odds.#where am I to lay my hands once I am partially or even really more so in place.#where am I to lay when this presidents reaching apar and thru its reinsoroughed emotions and plaire #a monoreth etched into the skin of a mouses tail and three large rocks. a rep against my own mentality #and a soul that I am when you are ripped upon respotted resinireth motions and your own tar of rummaged scripts #crying out #when is it my turn #when is it my turn to be recognised as one with the people. who are also you #met in a crowd #so many faces are pale.#is this what it means to be human #I feel that my humanity is dying all around me. resurrounded by these soul minded rife reminders n rug manded rephrases rmmr.#a ghost in the crowd. but that is not me. but a silenced vow I spoke and met a long time ago yearning in my own rescripted spoken in grief #so long ago.#Im sorry your hands never cold enough to be met by another persons hands or love. really I am. ~seen only by you. for a moment.

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