#when ppl say they dont under how the prince and the first son having sex is a sexy idea

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not to be horny on main pero i'm thinking how sweaty alex and henry are after the paris scene and the two used condoms (with a third one still in the bag) and the lube by the bed. do you think they had really soft and sweet sex until henry suddenly realized alex is fucking him? and alex realizes he's making love to henry? alex who henry has pined over seemingly hopeless for years? who he loved so much because he was free in a way he thinks he can never be? and henry who alex (canonically) in two verses stares at in magazines? and thinks hated him for all those years when all he wanted was to be liked by the prince he had a crush on???

do you think henry wrapped his thighs around alex's waist and dug his heels into his ass and alex felt the mood change and shoved his knees to his chest? do you think they were making love and suddenly they were fucking and then they were doing both at the same time because they're wasting so much energy pretending what they have wasn't always love? DO YOU THINK THEY BOTH ALMOST CRIED AFTER THEY CAME AND ARE JUST HOLDING EACH OTHER??? do you think they felt like their own people for the first time? who exist outside of their titles and what the public and their families expect of them??

so for them sex and love cannot be seperate things bc from their first time it was how they expressed their feelings bc words weren't allowed and a future together seemed completely unrealistic? and those two things tie into and feed off of each other??! casey mcquiston and matthew lopez i am under your bed AND i have a bat