#when in the right physical and psychological parameters

[krimsonkatt]

A sprite I made for Jokk, the chaos jester from Chaos;Domain. Right now he may look a bit... familiar. Like, a certain clown from a certain indie RPG. But I assure you, I came up with the idea of Jokk DECADES before Deltarune was ever a thing and Jevil was invented as the first chapter's secret boss. This is also probally the first animation I ever did all the way back in 2021. Even with this few frames of animation it was super tough to have it all flow together. I can't image what the animators animating actual professional content at 30 FPS have to go through! I'll now give a lore summary as this will likely be the sprite used in the final game of Chaos;Domain.

Jokk is a jester from an unknown starsphere who came in contact with the farplane, a chaotic, unspeakable realm beyond reality full of Eedritch horrors beyond your comprehension. You know when you overdose on some REALLY nasty drugs like Benedrill and you see some unspeakable stuff that bends what is psychologically and biologically possible to become some unholy bug/deep sea creature like abomination? Yeah, that's what the farplane is like, and the unspeakable creatures are also the walls, floor, and air. There are no physical boundaries in the farplane or space in the way us 3-dimensional beings would comprehend it. It is a mess of biological abomination and unspeakable terror.

For most people, gazing even one second into the farplane can cause permanent psychological damage causing fits of insanity and paranoia for the rest of their sad, miserable lives. However, that was not the case for Jokk, who somehow, someway, UNDERSTOOD the madness in front of him and became one with it, the first person to gaze into and even enter the farplane without completely losing themselves in the maddness and chaos. Thus, Jokk became the incarnation of Primordial Chaos, also known as Kalas, the opposite of God, God's shadow, and the origin of all evil. Through this higher calling Jokk was able to transcend dimensions similar to what Kairos achieved in primordial times and became a god-like being beyond understanding.

So, what does an all-powerful demigod of chaos and insanity do with their new reality warping powers? Create a battle royale of the most powerful heroes across time and space, of course! So, Jokk summons Koros from Zutara, Ryuka from Val, Zero also from Val, and Karuta from Nogarde to face off in a battle royale to see who was the strongest. Unfortunately for Jokk he's not very smart and didn't put any parameters in place to actually get these four heroes to fight, so instead the four heroes teamed up to defeat Jokk and get out of his crazy maze of death. Thus, the plot of Chaos;Domain begins.

After defeating multiple ghosts of the past from a world predating even Karuta, the team of four finally make it to Jokk's throne where they have to fight the mad jester. They defeat him, but Jokk unleashes his true form as PRIMAL CHAOS and the true final battle commences. However, PRIMAL CHAOS is immortal and cannot be defeated normally, so the heroes seek help from their allies back home who pray for them and with the power of friendship are able to seal primordial chaos back from whence he came, and Jokk is left battered and beaten drifting through time and space without any of his chaos powers.

The other heroes say their goodbyes as they return to their worlds, but for some reason Koros isn't returned to his own world. Rather, he wakes up in a mysterious city, all surrounding a massive hole in the ground reaching down as far as the eye can see...

To be continued in Boundless;Domain.

[noir-ikigai]

Sigma

A simple reminder that the joke about Sigma being 3 years old will soon chew itself up so much that it will lose its relevance and everyone will understand that a joke told twice is not funny. It's not doubly funny if the joke is said in all seriousness - where are you from?

I think...I think about Sigma in the realities of life more and more.

The first thought was, of course, a comparison with a child, but because of the basic ability to know the world around. And yet it is erroneous to attribute Sigma to this status simply because:

``Sigma is far from being a "three-year-old child" that has just been born.

``It is not only children who experience the world, it is the human factor that sits at the core of our being.

Sigma is an adult that was created according to the plot and plan of someone (?), and he probably either stayed on earth, but his whole past life was erased thanks to the “book”, because he only remembers the last three years, or he was already created an adult with a certain age and a set of necessary characteristics, as if he is a "character" and not a living soul...But I even moved away from the topic.

I want to tug a bit on the headcanon Sigma, as I can't predict Sigma's exact behavior in real life.

I want to romanticize how he gets into ADA, where they begin to envelop him with increased effect with care to replenish his strength and realize that he really deserves to live, that he is not a doll, not a puppet, that he has the right to choose what he should do, what he and only he considers right and necessary. I want to scream into my pillow about it.

I imagine him not as a small, helpless boy who looks around frightenedly all around him simply from the fact that he lost his track and cannot return home. I imagine him as an adult young man who just seemed to have landed on a new planet, where everything defies his logic. He just can't quite understand why people eat colored "clouds" called "cotton candy", or why people shed tears when they're happy, or why he gets completely ecstatic and frightened when he sees a strange, fluffy ball of anger that pompously hisses at the guy, twitches his vibrissae from irritation, moves on four legs and makes an unearthly sound “me-e-eow”.

— It's a kitten, Sigma. Is he really cute?

— Kitty? Is this creature cute in your opinion?! He scolds me.

— He was afraid of you.

— I was afraid of him...

I just think that a child, namely a child at 2-3 years old, would navigate a known area very well, he would understand where to go, in which direction, and Sigma simply does not have this landmark, he does not have a motion vector for the desired roads, and also has no idea, “where to go?”, “why go?”, “why did he get lost?”, “is it necessary?”, “what is there?” etc. Sigma is just like the birth of a new star in the place of the old one - he just appeared without a clue about what his past and future are, as he only realizes his life over the past three years (perhaps that is why it is said that he has amnesia, as a hint of that the option that, nevertheless, in the past Sigma had a life on earth, perhaps he was completely different in character, had some kind of job, acquaintances, and then they rewrote to the ground and endowed with other features the personality of the croupier (?)) Because he probably does not understand people, does not understand himself. Sigma, in terms of physical and psychological parameters, is completely different from a stupid child, but "stupid" in terms of "only born and empty, like a vessel without information." He is an adult who has a number of “that, that, that”, can do "so-and-so, so-and-so, so-and-so", knows “this, this, this”. Naturally, he will not have a banal vision of the world like ordinary people, since he is deprived of this, this is not included on the page, it is not written.

But I like that Sigma's thinking is still plastic, he can be influenced by other people, so I really want Dazai to be next to this young man for as long as possible. Thanks to him, Sigma will hear the echoes of his thoughts about who he is. Sigma will definitely find the meaning of his existence - Osamu will become a guide, but he will only lend a hand for greater certainty of Sigma's actions, and created by the "book", in turn, will do everything on his own, like a real person, and not a doll whose hands were led from above.

[enby-nyc]

Growing Into Your New Body: A Comprehensive Guide to FTM Bottom Growth

As a transman, you may be wondering how your body will change as you go through hormone therapy and begin to transition. One of the most significant changes you'll experience is bottom growth - that is, the development of your buttocks, hips, and thighs. This can be a thrilling process for some trans men, but it can also be fraught with anxiety and uncertainty.

That's why we've put together this comprehensive guide to address FTM bottom growth. We'll cover everything from the physical changes you can expect to the different ways you can achieve the look you desire. So whether you're just starting on your transition journey or well on your way, read on to learn more about growing into your new body!

Basics of Bottom Growth for FTM

Bottom growth for female-to-male trans individuals is a complex and personal process, which incorporates physical changes, psychological shifts, and self-exploration. FTM bottom growth often starts with hormone therapy to masculinize the body.

During this period of time, the individual may experience physical changes like deepening of the voice or redistribution of fat leading to more masculine features such as increased muscularity. As well as physical changes, hormone therapy can also lead to emotional and mental health improvements. Individuals may experience increases in energy levels and decreases in anxiety or symptoms of depression.

It’s important to remember that every person’s experience with bottom growth is different and there is no one-size-fits-all approach. For example, some individuals choose not to pursue hormonal treatments while others opt for gender-confirmation surgeries such as top surgery and hysterectomies.

Regardless of what path someone chooses, understanding their wants and needs when it comes to bottom growth should be the primary focus for an individual entering the transition process.

Why does Bottom Growth Happen?

Bottom growth is accomplished through hormones and surgery, which many transgender people dream of achieving can be a long and sometimes difficult process.

It often takes at least a year of hormone replacement therapy (HRT) for enough testosterone to build up for the desired effects, such as facial and body hair development, deepening of the voice, and skeletal changes.

Surgery is usually the final stage in this process and the results depend on an array of variables including lifestyle, genetics, diet, and insurance coverage. Although it is possible to permanently erase any female secondary sex characteristics with hormones and surgery, it should not be taken lightly due to the irreversible nature of these treatments.

Despite this complexity though, taking the time to understand why FTM bottom growth occurs can make all the difference in feeling comfortable in one’s body shape afterward.

Tips and Tricks for Successful Bottom Growth

To obtain a successful change in body composition when it comes to bottom growth, it is important to have the right environment and nutrition. Achieving optimal water parameters such as temperature, pH balance, quality, purity, and strength of flow are all essential prerequisites for healthy bottom growth.

1. Start With a Good Foundation.

Starting with a strong foundation is paramount when it comes to successful bottom growth for female to male individuals. It’s important to have realistic goals, take your time to transition and build up muscles slowly through specialized workouts. Additionally, making sure to keep your hormones in check and getting enough rest is essential for seeing any progress.

When sculpting the curves you desire, having an experienced support system can be invaluable, whether that be a doctor or experienced transitioners. With patience, hard work and dedication, you’ll not only be able to achieve the results you want but also gain confidence in yourself to live the life you most desire.

Ultimately, everyone's body is different and success will look different to each person, so don't compare your own journey to someone else's - stay positive and focus on growing the healthy way!

2. Use Supplements.

Supplements have proven to be an invaluable tool in helping female-to-male (FTM) transgender individuals achieve the desired growth of their development. Supplements provide the necessary nutrients to the body, optimizing hormone production and ensuring good absorption of these hormones.

Additionally, taking daily supplements can ensure increased development of body composition changes that are related to bottom growth. Supplementing with zinc can aid in a redistribution of fat surrounding pelvic areas, giving FTM trans individuals a more masculine hip structure.

Protein supplements also expedite muscle mass retention while helping build stronger muscles and bones. Omega-3 fatty acids assist with sore joints and help soften and round out the shape of bony protrusions. Lastly, Salmon oil supplementation is beneficial for softening skin tissues and provides additional vitamins for collagen formation that improves muscle tone.

Ultimately, with correct supplement regimens and dosages, healthy dietary habits, and exercise routines; male bottom growth is possible for female to male transgender individuals within an expected amount of time.

3. Use Topical Treatments.

Many transgender men struggle with hair growth in the bottom area of their body, but luckily there are several tips and tricks that can help promote successful bottom growth. One of these is using topical treatments like oil, creams, and gels. These can be massaged into the target area on a regular basis to stimulate hair growth.

Regular exfoliation with a stiff bristle brush can also improve blood flow in the area and create better conditions for bottom hair growth – this is something that should be done twice per week.

Finally, maintaining a nutritious diet consisting of grilled meats, green leafy vegetables, fruit, whole grain bread, nuts, and dairy products can also support healthy bottom hair growth and make a world of difference!

4. Use Injections or Implants.

When it comes to bottom growth for transgender males, injections, and implants can be a highly effective solution. Many of the active substances used in injectables, such as progesterone, are incredibly helpful in inducing masculine characteristics, resulting in a more masculine figure. Implants such as silicone injections or gluteal implants may also be used by some people interested in achieving fuller hip contours and a convincing booty boost.

When selecting between these options, patients must take into account their individual anatomy to make the best choice for their body shape and desired outcome. Regardless of which approach is chosen, regular monitoring by knowledgeable medical professionals is recommended throughout the process to ensure safety and satisfaction with long-term outcomes.

5. Be Patient.

The most important tip one should keep in mind when trying to grow their bottom is to have patience. Nothing happens overnight, our bodies just don't work that way. A lot of people become disappointed or frustrated due to a lack of results or change after just a few weeks, but it's important to remember that it takes time.

Focusing on diet and exercise will help you achieve your goal much faster but there are still no guarantees; so be patient and ride the waves with positivity instead of worry or anxiety. If you remain dedicated and consistent with your new lifestyle choices over time, success will come!

The Importance of Aftercare - How to Take Care of Your New Body

Aftercare is essential for transgender individuals who are looking to achieve a more masculine bottom. It is important to maintain a healthy diet and exercise routine, in order to keep the newly formed shape of your body sustainable.

Additionally, taking care of your skin is also very important while having testosterone therapy; using sunscreen, moisturizer, and gentle exfoliation can help improve skin texture and ward off irritation.

It is also important to keep track of your progress and take note of any changes that may be occurring during masculinizing hormone therapy. This will help you determine if any further treatments are necessary. It is also important to ensure that the areas being treated remain clean to avoid infections or other complications. Following these tips should help ensure that you maintain a safe and healthy body throughout your transition.

Finally, seeing a doctor for regular check-ups can help you detect any potential issues early on, so that they may be treated as soon as possible. Taking the necessary actions to maintain your new body can guarantee you feel confident and satisfied with your results for years to come!

FAQs About FTM Bottom Growth

How long does it take to see results?

Most people who use FTM bottom growth products see results within 6-8 weeks. However, it is important to note that results may vary depending on several factors, such as age, weight, and lifestyle.

Additionally, some people may see faster results than others. Depending on the dedication you invest in workouts that concentrate on your glutes and with perhaps more peak intensity that's required for FTM bottom growth, you may experience quicker results - but remember greatness takes time and patience! 

What is FTM bottom surgery?

FTM bottom surgery is a type of gender reassignment surgery for those who identify as transgender and are transitioning from female to male. The procedure involves the reconstruction of the genitalia and other body parts, such as the buttocks, to match that of an average-sized man.

The surgery is considered to be one of the most complicated and extensive of all gender reassignment surgeries. It is highly recommended that patients consult with a doctor who specializes in FTM bottom surgery before undergoing any form of treatment. Sexual interests and desires should also be discussed to ensure that the desired outcome is achieved.

What are the side effects?

As FTM bottom growth can induce physical changes in the body, it is important to understand the range of possible side effects. Generally, many individuals prefer natural hormone-induced bottoming due to its slow and steady results. Since this process can include perhaps more peak intensity than other options, it is a great idea to consider the known side effects of any chosen form of bottom growth.

These may often include physical changes such as softer skin, increased fat deposition in certain areas, facial hair, an increase in both muscle and bone mass, male pattern baldness, swelling or fluid retention throughout the genital area, improved circulation within the tissue around the scrotal sac, acne due to hormone levels shifting as well as lessened energy levels during transitioning stages. Ultimately, it is always recommended that one consults with a certified hormone specialist before beginning any FTM hormone treatment for bottom growth.

What are the benefits?

There are many benefits associated with gender-affirming hormone therapy, such as an increase in muscle mass and strength, greater focus, a decrease in body fat percentage, voice changes, and an increase in energy levels. Additionally, it can also help to improve your overall mood and well-being.

For many individuals, it can provide the confidence and self-esteem that they need to feel comfortable in their bodies. Ultimately, FTM's bottom growth provides a safe way for transgender men and non-binary individuals to gain more control over their bodies.

Are there any risks?

There are some risks associated with taking testosterone therapy such as an increased risk of cancer. However, these risks are typically very low and only occur in a small minority of users. Breast tissue is also prone to developing in hormone therapy, though this is easily reversible with the help of a medical professional. Additionally, the vast majority of trans people assigned female at birth who use these products do not experience any negative side effects whatsoever.

Who should use Testosterone Therapy?

Testosterone therapy is designed for people who wish to transition from female to male (FTM). However, anyone can use these products if they feel that they would benefit from them. It is important to speak with a doctor or hormone specialist before beginning any FTM bottom growth journey, as they will be able to advise you on the best course of action for your individual needs.

Additionally, it is recommended that anyone using these products also puts in place an appropriate aftercare plan to ensure the best possible results and long-term satisfaction. By investing in an aftercare plan, you can help to ensure that the results of your bottom growth journey are lasting and positive.

Final Thoughts

Growing your bottom can be a long process, but with the right diet and exercise plan along with the proper aftercare and patience, it is an attainable goal. Being mindful of potential side effects, risks, and benefits associated with the increase of testosterone levels is important to make informed decisions about your body. Remember to always consult with a doctor before beginning any kind of new health regimen. Best of luck in your FTM bottom growth journey!

[guidedlawgen]

Understanding Sex Offence Lawyers: Roles, Responsibilities, and How They Can Help

Sex offence cases are some of the most sensitive and complex cases in the legal world. Allegations alone can have serious, life-altering implications for everyone involved. This is where sex offence lawyers play a critical role. These specialized legal professionals are trained to handle the nuances of such cases, ensuring a fair trial while respecting the rights of both victims and defendants. Here, we’ll explore what sex offence lawyers do, the skills they bring to the table, and the essential factors to consider if you or someone you know is seeking legal assistance in this area.

1. What is a Sex Offence Lawyer?

A sex offence lawyer is an attorney specializing in defending individuals accused of sex crimes or, in some cases, advocating for victims. They navigate cases involving charges like sexual assault, indecent exposure, sexual harassment, possession of illegal content, or misconduct involving minors. These lawyers must have extensive knowledge of criminal law, state-specific statutes, and federal regulations regarding sex crimes.

2. Types of Cases Handled by Sex Offence Lawyers

Sex offence lawyers often work on a wide range of cases, including:

Sexual Assault: Includes both physical and non-physical forms of unwanted sexual contact.

Rape and Sexual Battery: Charges involving forced sexual acts.

Statutory Rape: Consensual acts where one or both parties are below the legal age of consent.

Sexual Harassment: Includes workplace harassment, verbal, physical, or psychological abuse of a sexual nature.

Possession and Distribution of Illegal Content: Involving explicit materials that are deemed illegal, especially when minors are involved.

Each of these cases has distinct definitions and legal parameters depending on jurisdiction, which is why a lawyer specializing in this field is essential for effective representation.

3. Roles and Responsibilities of a Sex Offence Lawyer

The role of a sex offence lawyer extends beyond the court proceedings. Some of their critical duties include:

a. Case Analysis and Evidence Review

Sex offence lawyers scrutinize all aspects of the case, analyzing police reports, witness statements, and any physical or digital evidence. This is a meticulous process where the lawyer seeks inconsistencies or areas for further investigation, especially in complex cases where evidence can be unclear or circumstantial.

b. Providing Emotional Support and Legal Guidance

Given the sensitive nature of these cases, sex offence lawyers often provide clients with emotional support, explaining each legal step clearly and helping manage the stress that accompanies such serious allegations.

c. Negotiating Plea Deals

In cases where evidence may be stacked against the defendant, a lawyer might negotiate a plea deal, aiming to reduce sentencing or alter charges. This can prevent a more serious conviction and a lengthy trial.

d. Defending Clients in Court

During court proceedings, the lawyer develops and presents a defense strategy based on their client’s account and case evidence. Defense tactics may involve challenging evidence admissibility, cross-examining witnesses, or questioning procedural lapses in the investigation.

e. Protecting Client Rights

A key responsibility is ensuring that the accused person’s rights are upheld. This includes preventing unlawful searches, ensuring proper representation during questioning, and monitoring that the trial is conducted fairly.

4. Skills and Qualities of Effective Sex Offence Lawyers

The best sex offence lawyers are characterized by a combination of technical knowledge and soft skills. Some essential skills include:

In-depth Knowledge of Criminal Law: A thorough understanding of both state and federal criminal laws related to sex offences.

Strong Analytical and Research Skills: They must be able to investigate, analyze, and interpret complex evidence, finding areas for defense or cross-examination.

Empathy and Sensitivity: Because they often handle sensitive cases, these lawyers need compassion, respect, and a non-judgmental attitude to build trust with their clients.

Excellent Communication Skills: Lawyers need to clearly communicate complex legal matters and provide clear advice to their clients.

Negotiation Skills: Especially valuable in plea deals, negotiation can lead to more favorable outcomes.

5. How to Choose a Sex Offence Lawyer

Choosing the right lawyer is critical, as sex offence cases have high stakes. Here are some tips to help in the selection process:

Specialization and Experience: Look for lawyers who specialize in criminal defense and have experience with sex offence cases.

Track Record: Research the lawyer’s track record, case outcomes, and whether they have successfully handled cases similar to yours.

References and Reviews: Check testimonials or online reviews to gauge the lawyer’s reliability and client satisfaction.

Consultation: Most lawyers offer an initial consultation; this is an opportunity to discuss your case, understand their approach, and assess if you feel comfortable working with them.

Transparency in Fees: Sex offence cases can become financially demanding. Choose a lawyer who is transparent about their fees, payment plans, and any additional costs that may arise during the case.

6. What to Expect in Legal Proceedings

The legal process for sex offences generally follows a structured path, beginning with an investigation, followed by formal charges if enough evidence exists. Here’s a typical outline:

Investigation: Police investigate the case, often interviewing witnesses and gathering evidence.

Charges and Bail: If charges are filed, the defendant may face bail conditions or detainment.

Arraignment: The defendant appears in court to hear charges and enter a plea.

Discovery: Both parties exchange evidence.

Pre-Trial Motions: Motions may be filed to exclude evidence or dismiss certain charges.

Trial: Both sides present arguments, and a verdict is reached.

Sentencing or Appeals: If convicted, sentencing occurs. In some cases, the defendant may appeal.

Throughout this process, the lawyer is crucial in advising, preparing, and representing the defendant or victim at each step.

[balbharatimanesar]

Discovering the Best CBSE School in Manesar: A Guide for Parents

In the quest for the perfect educational foundation for their children, parents often find themselves searching for the "best CBSE school near me in Manesar." This pursuit is not just about finding a school with a strong academic record but also about identifying an institution that aligns with their child's holistic development needs. Manesar, with its rapidly growing educational landscape, offers a variety of options. Here’s how to discern which CBSE school stands out as the best fit for your family.

The Quest for Excellence in Education

The Central Board of Secondary Education (CBSE) is renowned for its comprehensive curriculum that aims to prepare students not just academically but also to excel in various spheres of life. A top CBSE school in Manesar would, therefore, be one that not only adheres to this esteemed curriculum but also transcends traditional teaching methods to offer an innovative and engaging learning experience. Parents should look for schools that provide a blend of strong academic programs, extracurricular activities, and moral education.

Evaluating Academic Rigor and Beyond

When searching for the best CBSE school, the first parameter often considered is the academic rigor and the results it yields. However, the measure of a school's success extends beyond its board exam results. It includes its ability to foster curiosity, critical thinking, and a love for lifelong learning among its students. Parents should seek out schools in Manesar that are well-equipped with modern facilities, including science labs, libraries, and technology-enabled classrooms, to support an enriched learning environment.

Holistic Development: The Key Differentiator

The hallmark of the best CBSE school near Manesar would be its emphasis on the holistic development of students. This includes incorporating sports, arts, music, and various clubs into the curriculum, enabling students to explore and excel in their areas of interest. Schools that offer a wide range of extracurricular activities provide students with a well-rounded education, teaching them valuable life skills such as teamwork, leadership, and resilience.

The Importance of a Nurturing Environment

An ideal CBSE school is one that creates a nurturing, inclusive, and safe environment for its students. It’s important for parents to look for schools that not only excel academically but also pay attention to the emotional and psychological well-being of their students. Schools that have counseling services, student welfare programs, and a supportive teacher-student ratio ensure that each child receives individual attention and care.

Engaging with the School Community

Before making a decision, parents are encouraged to visit the schools, meet with the faculty, and, if possible, interact with other parents and students. Attending open house events or school tours can provide valuable insights into the school’s ethos, teaching philosophy, and community engagement. Feedback from the existing school community can be incredibly revealing and help in making an informed choice.

Conclusion

Finding the best CBSE school in Manesar requires careful consideration of various factors beyond just academic excellence. It demands a look into how a school nurtures its students’ intellectual, physical, and emotional development. The right school for your child is one that aligns with your educational values, supports your child’s unique talents and interests, and prepares them for a successful and fulfilling future. With diligent research and thoughtful consideration, parents can find a CBSE school in Manesar that is not just the best on paper but the best for their child.

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[arisedetective]

Investigating Matrimonial Cases In India: Matrimonial Detective Agency for investigation

Matrimonial cases in India have gained significant attention in recent years due to the rising number of divorces and disputes within marriages. Are you Looking Matrimonial Detective Agency for investigation When investigating such cases, it is crucial to be mindful of certain factors that can influence the outcome. Here are some key elements that investigators should look out for:

1. Documentary Evidence: Obtaining and analyzing relevant documents such as marriage certificates, bank statements, property records, and financial records can provide valuable information about the couple's financial circumstances, assets, and any potential financial disputes.

2. Witness Testimony: Witness testimonies can provide direct evidence about the alleged incidents and can help establish credibility. Investigators should interview witnesses separately and pay attention to any inconsistencies or contradictions in their statements.

3. Electronic Evidence: With the increasing reliance on technology, investigators should consider examining electronic evidence, such as emails, text messages, phone records, and social media activity. Electronic evidence can shed light on communication patterns, relationships, and any potential wrongdoing.

4. Physical Evidence: Investigating matrimonial cases may involve searching for physical evidence such as photographs, letters, diaries, or physical evidence related to alleged domestic violence. This physical evidence can provide valuable insights into the couple's dynamics and provide evidence to support claims.

5. Psychological Assessment: In some cases, psychological assessments may be conducted to evaluate the emotional and psychological well-being of both spouses. These assessments can help assess elements such as stress levels, communication patterns, and coping strategies.

6. Background Checks: Conducting thorough background checks on both spouses can provide insights into any previous relationships, financial issues, criminal records, or any potential red flags. This information can shed light on the couple's suitability for marriage.

7. Expert Witnesses: Consulting expert witnesses, such as forensic psychologists, matrimonial lawyers, or financial experts, can provide valuable guidance and support during the investigation. Their expertise can complement the investigator's findings and help in making informed decisions.

8. Legal Compliance: Investigators should ensure compliance with relevant laws, regulations, and procedures related to matrimonial cases in India. This includes obtaining necessary consents, maintaining confidentiality, and respecting the rights of both spouses.

By carefully considering these factors, Best detective Agency in India investigators can effectively conduct thorough investigations in matrimonial cases in India and help navigate the complexities of these delicate matters.

Establishing Legal Parameters for the Investigation

To conduct a thorough and legally compliant investigation, it is important to establish clear legal parameters. These parameters guide the investigation process and ensure that it is conducted in a fair and unbiased manner. This document outlines the key legal considerations that should be taken into account when establishing legal parameters for an investigation.

1. Purpose of the Investigation

Before initiating any investigation, it is essential to define its purpose. The purpose serves as the guiding principle and defines the scope, objectives, and desired outcome of the investigation. It is essential to ensure that the purpose aligns with any applicable legal rules and regulations.

2. Scope of the Investigation

The scope of the investigation refers to the area or subject matter that will be examined during the investigation. It involves identifying the specific areas of interest or concern and determining whether any boundaries or limitations need to be set. Establishing a well-defined scope helps to ensure that the investigation remains focused and avoids any potential conflicts of interest.

3. Legal Authority and Jurisdiction

The investigation should be conducted within the bounds of applicable laws and regulations. This includes identifying the legal authority under which the investigation is being initiated and verifying the jurisdiction within which the investigation will be conducted. It is crucial to establish a clear understanding of the legal authority and jurisdiction to avoid legal complications and ensure that the actions taken during the investigation are appropriate.

4. Confidentiality and Privacy

Preserving confidentiality and privacy rights of individuals involved in the investigation is crucial. The investigation should consider the sensitivity of any information obtained and ensure that it is handled appropriately. This may include implementing measures to safeguard data, maintain confidentiality, and respect privacy obligations.

5. Documentation and Evidence Gathering

Proper documentation and evidence gathering are essential components of the investigation. Documentation should include any witness statements, interviews, observations, and findings. Evidence should be gathered in accordance with legal standards and procedures, such as proper chain of custody and adherence to legal requirements for preservation and admissibility.

6. Witness Protection

Where necessary, consideration should be given to providing witness protection during the investigation. This may involve measures to protect witnesses' identities, relocate them if necessary, and ensure their safety. Witness protection aims to safeguard the integrity of the investigation and promote witness cooperation without fear of reprisal.

7. Conclusion and Reporting

Once all relevant information has been gathered, the investigation should conclude with a comprehensive report. The report should include the findings, analysis, and conclusions reached during the investigation. It should adhere to any required legal formalities and serve as a reference for any subsequent legal or administrative actions.

By establishing clear legal parameters, Aris Detective agency in Delhi an investigation can be conducted in a lawful and unbiased manner. These parameters provide guidance and ensure that the investigation remains in compliance with applicable laws and regulations.

This method allows information to be collected quickly and accurately without having to contact any potential suspects or informants. When it comes to pre-marital investigations, we as a leading detective agency in Noida and India comprehend the importance of gathering crucial information within a short time. Families and individuals can evaluate potential spouses with the help of our professional investigators. Our premarital inquiries are handled with the latest technologies and practices to ensure accuracy, timeliness, and trustworthiness. Since we consistently provide reliable facts to support our customers' decisions, we have been highly sought after.

Factors Such As Cultural And Religious Background Should Be Considered

Cultural and religious factors should be considered carefully when hiring a detective agency in India for pre-marital investigations. Noida-based detective agencies need to be aware of the cultural and religious preferences of the individuals they are investigating. A powerful insight into potential future issues, such as trust or compatibility, can be gained from this knowledge. To effectively execute investigations and arrive at appropriate conclusions, detective agencies need to understand the cultural practices of their clients. 

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[kumarshivam]

Guiding Light in the Fight Against Cancer: Navigating Kolkata's Best Oncologist

In the vibrant metropolis of Kolkata, where the convergence of tradition and improvement defines its significance, the purpose of grade healthcare is a critical component of the description. When confronted with the formidable opponent that is cancer, the examination for the right oncologist becomes a pivotal chapter in the trip to come back. Kolkata, with its prosperous medical geography, hosts innumerable qualified practitioners, but distinguishing the best oncologist in Kolkata in the metropolis needs an investigation into the empires of medical mastery, compassionate maintenance, and an obligation to advance patient consequences.

Unveiling Excellence in Oncology

Kolkata's medical fraternity boasts a constellation of oncologists, each contributing to the city's healthcare tapestry. However, recognizing the best oncologist transcends a mere glimpse at certifications. It entails a nuanced knowledge of the comprehensive expertise needed to steer the diverse and complicated geography of cancer supervision. The Reasonable in the Meadow showcases a complicated knowledge of different oncological domains, from grasping early detection methods to incorporating delinquent improvements in treatment protocols.

A Symphony of Expertise

The best oncologist in Kolkata is a maestro in the symphony of oncological expertise. Their ability is not only clarified by educational laurels but furthermore by a dynamic knowledge of the ever-evolving essence of cancer examination and therapy. In an area where exactness is paramount, the proficiency to tailor remedies established on the extraordinary factors of each circumstance is a hallmark of greatness. It is this adaptability and holistic proficiency that set the best oncologist apart as a guiding influence in the investigation of a comeback.

 The Compassionate Connection

Beyond the domain of medical prowess, the best oncologist is outstanding in a human-centric strategy of healthcare. The voyage through cancer is fraught with expressive challenges, and a compassionate oncologist recognizes the importance of addressing not just the physical characteristics but again the emotional and psychological extents of the patient's understanding.

Patient-Centric Care

Prominent to the ethos of the best oncologist in Kolkata is patient-centric maintenance. This implicates allying with the patient and their family, committing them to the decision-making procedure, and fostering an atmosphere of open transmission and belief. The prominent oncologist comprehends that cancer maintenance expands beyond the clinical environment; it implicates helping the patient's whole ecosystem. By integrating the patient's importance, intentions, and support procedures into the treatment strategy, the Oncologist ensures a reasonable holistic and adequate strategy for recovery.

Innovation and Access to Advanced Therapies

In an area as vibrant as oncology, staying at the forefront of medical improvements is non-negotiable for the best Oncologist. They are determined to assimilate clever treatments and therapy modalities, providing that their patients have entry to the delinquent breakthroughs in cancer supervision. This responsibility to advancement not only improves treatment effects but also instils an understanding of hope in patients and their families.

Embracing Progress

The best oncologist in Kolkata energetically takes part in clinical ordeals, study endeavours, and coordinated actions within the medical society. By welcoming improvement, they donate to the improvement of oncological understanding and the expansion of novel treatment alternatives. This responsibility not only benefits their contemporary patients but also lays the basis for enhanced cancer maintenance in the future.

Conclusion In the maze of healthcare opportunities, finding the best oncologist in Kolkata is a pilgrimage that outperforms established parameters. Dr Asutosh Daga stands out as one of the prominent oncologists in Kolkata, offering unparalleled expertise in cancer care. With a responsibility for patient well-being, Dr. Daga combines comprehensive knowledge with a compassionate method. His cutting-edge remedies and personalised maintenance make him a trusted figure in the meadow. If you seek top-notch oncology assistance in Kolkata, DrAsutosh Daga is the name to trust, guaranteeing thorough and sympathetic care for those battling cancer.

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Unlocking Peace: Dhyana Smart Ring's Approach to Mental Wellbeing

Introduction to dhyana Smart Ring

In today's fast-paced world, where stress and anxiety have become a part of our daily lives, finding inner peace can feel like an insurmountable challenge. Thankfully, technology has come to the rescue with innovative solutions that prioritize mental wellbeing. And leading the pack is none other than dhyana Smart Ring - a groundbreaking wearable device designed to revolutionize how we approach and nurture our mental health. With its sleek design and state-of-the-art features, the dhyana Smart Ring offers a holistic approach to achieving tranquility in our chaotic lives. In this blog post, we will delve into the importance of mental wellbeing, explore how this remarkable ring works its magic, discover its unique array of features and benefits, hear from satisfied users about their experiences with it, compare it with other mental health devices on the market today, peek into the future of mental wellbeing technology – all culminating in why dhyana Smart Ring stands out as the best wearable for your overall mental health. So get ready to unlock your path towards inner calmness – because with dhyana Smart Ring by your side (or rather on your finger), you'll be able to navigate life's challenges while maintaining optimal mental wellness. Let's dive right in!

The Importance of Mental Wellbeing

Mental wellbeing is a vital aspect of our overall health and happiness. In today's fast-paced world, it's easy to get caught up in the hustle and bustle of everyday life, often neglecting our mental needs. However, taking care of our emotional and psychological well-being is just as important as caring for our physical health. When we prioritize mental wellbeing, we can experience greater resilience in the face of challenges, improved relationships with others, increased productivity at work or school, and an overall sense of contentment. It allows us to better manage stress levels, cope with difficult emotions, and maintain a positive outlook on life. Engaging in activities that promote mental wellbeing such as meditation, exercise, spending time in nature or pursuing hobbies can have a profound impact on our mood and mindset. Additionally, digital tools like the dhyana Smart Ring can provide valuable insights into our mental state by tracking metrics such as heart rate variability (HRV), sleep quality, and stress levels. By leveraging technology to enhance self-awareness and providing actionable feedback for improvement, dhyana Smart Ring empowers individuals to take proactive steps towards their own mental wellness journey. With its sleek design, the ring discreetly integrates into daily life while offering invaluable support for managing one's emotional well-being. Investing time and effort into maintaining good mental health should be a priority for everyone. Remember – your mind deserves just as much attention as your body does!

How Dhyana Smart Ring Works

The Dhyana Smart Ring is a revolutionary wearable device that takes a unique approach to promoting mental wellbeing. This innovative ring combines advanced technology with ancient meditation techniques to help users find inner peace and balance in their everyday lives. At the core of the Dhyana Smart Ring's functionality is its ability to measure vital parameters such as heart rate, sleep patterns, and stress levels. By continuously monitoring these metrics, the ring provides valuable insights into one's overall mental health and wellbeing. Using biofeedback technology, the Dhyana Smart Ring helps users understand how their bodies respond to different situations and stimuli. It detects signs of stress or anxiety and sends gentle reminders for users to take a moment for themselves and practice mindfulness. In addition to monitoring physical parameters, the Dhyana Smart Ring also offers guided meditation sessions through its accompanying app. These sessions are tailored to each user's specific needs and preferences, helping them relax, focus their minds, and cultivate a sense of calmness. With its sleek design and comfortable fit, the Dhyana Smart Ring can be worn all day long without causing any discomfort. Its discreet notifications ensure that users stay connected with their own wellbeing without being overwhelmed by constant alerts. By combining cutting-edge technology with ancient wisdom traditions, the dhyana Smart Ring opens up new possibilities for enhancing mental wellness in today's fast-paced world. Whether you're looking to reduce stress levels or improve your sleep quality, this smart ring offers an effective solution that fits seamlessly into your lifestyle.

Features and Benefits of dhyana Smart Ring

Dhyana Smart Ring is not your average wearable device. It goes beyond simply tracking your steps or monitoring your heart rate. This innovative ring is designed with mental wellbeing in mind, offering a unique approach to improving overall mental health. One of the standout features of the dhyana Smart Ring is its ability to measure various aspects of your mental state. Through advanced sensors, it can detect changes in your brain waves and provide insights into your stress levels, focus, and relaxation patterns. The ring also incorporates guided meditation and breathing exercises to help you calm down and find inner peace. With just a few taps on the accompanying app, you can access a library of guided meditations tailored to different needs and preferences. Another benefit of the Dhyana Smart Ring is its sleep tracking capabilities. By wearing it overnight, you can gain valuable insights into the quality of your sleep. The ring analyzes data such as sleep duration, REM cycles, and interruptions during the night. This information can be used to make adjustments in lifestyle habits that may be affecting sleep quality. Additionally, the dhyana Smart Ring offers personalized recommendations based on data collected from each user's unique profile. These recommendations include tips for improving mental health through activities like exercise or spending time outdoors. With its sleek design and comfortable fit, this smart ring seamlessly integrates into everyday life without feeling intrusive or cumbersome. Its discreet nature allows users to reap the benefits without drawing unnecessary attention. The features offered by dhyana Smart Ring set it apart from other wearables on the market today when it comes to addressing mental wellbeing concerns. By combining cutting-edge technology with mindfulness practices, this device aims to unlock inner peace for every user.

Testimonials from Users

Real stories and experiences can often be the most powerful evidence of a product's effectiveness. When it comes to mental wellbeing, hearing firsthand accounts from users who have found relief and support can make all the difference. Here are some testimonials from individuals who have used the Dhyana Smart Ring: "I've struggled with anxiety for years, and finding a solution that works for me has been a constant battle. The Dhyana Smart Ring has truly been a game-changer. With its mindfulness meditation feature, I am able to find calmness and focus in moments of stress, helping me navigate through my day with more ease." "As someone who struggles with sleep issues, I was skeptical about how much the Dhyana Smart Ring could actually help. But after using it consistently for a few weeks, I noticed significant improvements in both my sleep quality and overall mood. It tracks my sleep patterns accurately and provides valuable insights that allow me to make positive changes." "Being able to track my heart rate variability (HRV) through the dhyana Smart Ring has given me invaluable information about how well I am managing stress levels throughout the day. It's like having a personal coach on my finger! This device has helped me build healthier habits by highlighting areas where I need to prioritize self-care." These testimonials highlight just some of the ways in which users have benefited from incorporating the dhyana Smart Ring into their daily lives. While everyone's experience may vary slightly, one thing is clear – this wearable technology is making waves in promoting mental wellbeing. Stay tuned as we explore other aspects of this innovative device!

Comparison with Other Mental Health Devices

When it comes to mental health devices, there are plenty of options available in the market. However, not all devices are created equal. The dhyana Smart Ring stands out from the rest with its unique features and innovative approach. One key aspect that sets the dhyana Smart Ring apart is its ability to track various aspects of your mental wellbeing. While other devices may focus solely on physical health or sleep tracking, the dhyana Smart Ring takes a holistic approach by monitoring both physical and mental parameters. In addition to tracking heart rate and sleep quality like other devices, the dhyana Smart Ring goes a step further by providing real-time feedback on stress levels and offering personalized breathing exercises to help you relax. This combination of physiological data and practical tools makes it a comprehensive solution for managing stress and promoting overall mental wellness. Another advantage of the dhyana Smart Ring is its sleek design. Unlike bulky fitness trackers or smartwatches, this ring is discreet and comfortable to wear throughout the day. It seamlessly blends into your daily routine without drawing unnecessary attention. Furthermore, while some mental health devices require smartphone apps for data analysis, the dhyana Smart Ring has an integrated display that allows you to view your stats directly on the device itself. This convenience eliminates any hassle associated with syncing data or relying on external devices. When compared to other mental health devices on the market today, it's clear that the Dhyana Smart Ring offers a unique set of features tailored specifically towards promoting mental wellbeing. With its comprehensive tracking capabilities, user-friendly design, and convenient display system, this smart ring truly stands out as one of the best wearables for improving your overall state of mind.

The Future of Mental Wellbeing Technology

As society becomes more aware of the importance of mental wellbeing, technology is stepping in to provide innovative solutions. The future holds great promise for advancements in mental health devices that can help individuals manage their emotional and psychological states. One area where we can see immense potential is wearable technology. Devices like the Dhyana Smart Ring are paving the way for a new era of mental wellbeing tracking. These smart rings incorporate advanced sensors and algorithms to monitor various aspects of our mental state, such as stress levels, sleep quality, and mood patterns. In the coming years, we can expect these devices to become even more sophisticated. With advancements in artificial intelligence and machine learning, wearable technology will be able to analyze data collected from users and provide personalized insights and recommendations on how to improve mental wellbeing. Furthermore, integration with other technologies like virtual reality (VR) could take mental health support to a whole new level. Imagine being able to immerse yourself in calming virtual environments or participate in guided meditation sessions through your smart ring! Additionally, telemedicine platforms may also integrate with these wearables, allowing healthcare professionals access to real-time data about their patients' mental states. This would enable more accurate diagnoses and personalized treatment plans tailored specifically for each individual's needs. The future holds endless possibilities when it comes to using technology for promoting better mental health. As research continues and technological advancements unfold, we can anticipate even more effective tools that empower individuals on their journey towards improved emotional well-being.

Conclusion

In this fast-paced world, where stress and anxiety seem to be constant companions, taking care of our mental wellbeing has become more important than ever. Thankfully, advancements in technology have given rise to innovative solutions that can help us find inner peace and achieve a state of calmness. One such groundbreaking device is the dhyana Smart Ring. Designed with the goal of promoting mental wellbeing, this sleek wearable combines cutting-edge technology with ancient wisdom to create a truly transformative experience. By utilizing various sensors and algorithms, the Dhyana Smart Ring offers users an opportunity to track their mental health status throughout the day. Whether it's monitoring sleep patterns or measuring stress levels, this smart ring provides valuable insights into our overall well-being. But what sets the dhyana Smart Ring apart from other mental health devices on the market? It's not just about tracking data; it's about actively helping users improve their mental state. With features like guided meditation sessions and real-time feedback on breathing patterns, this smart ring empowers individuals to take charge of their own emotional well-being. Don't just take my word for it - countless users have already experienced the life-changing benefits of using the Dhyana Smart Ring. From improved sleep quality to reduced anxiety levels, these testimonials speak volumes about its effectiveness in enhancing mental wellness. When compared to other wearables focused on mental health, the Dhyana Smart Ring outshines them all with its comprehensive approach and user-friendly design. Its ability to seamlessly integrate into daily routines makes it an invaluable tool for anyone seeking peace amidst chaos. As we look towards the future of mental wellbeing technology, one thing is certain: devices like the dhyana Smart Ring will continue to evolve and make significant contributions towards improving our emotional well-being. With advancements in artificial intelligence and personalized coaching becoming more accessible, we can expect even greater innovations in this field. So why wait? Unlocking inner peace is within reach with the dhyana Smart Ring. Embrace this revolutionary device and embark on your journey towards a calmer, happier you. 

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The train's engine broke down and now we are stuck in the middle of a field. It's a pretty nice view, there are wild flowers still covered by morning dew on a lush green bed. Instead of being mad, my mind goes back to xelfi daydreaming so here's a HC:

They did it at least once in a field. Xellos following Filia when she went to pick up some herbs and succubing to the urge to lay Filia down on a bed of wild flowers and make her sing, her song of pleasure competing with the one of a nerby blackbird. Her skin against the lush green, her eyes like skies mirroring in the lake, her lips velvet carthusian pink, her locks sprawled like golden streams... the most beautiful painting to have ever existed, to delight his eyes and only his, alive, ephemeral, only in these moments and only for him, never to be framed or exhibited in a museum, never to be known by the world... and he dives in, and tastes her vernal colors and vibrations.

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THE STORM - Part eight

Fandom: The Boys (Amazon prime tv series)

Pairing: Black Noir x OC

Disclaimer: I don’t own The Boys, only my OC characters and certain pieces of au plot.

A/N: So here’s part eight!! It’s the first of two parts I’m dedicating to the Origins of the OC character. It explains her ties to Vought and the reason why she’s plotting against them. There is no Black Noir in this chapter :( but it’s important for the story. The next chapter will explain her connection to Mallory, and then after that you’ll be seeing much more interaction with our boy Black Noir!!

Comments, reviews, constructive criticism, and other requests are always more than welcome!

    Posting new chapters on Wednesday and Friday!

The Beginning

That night she found herself running in her dreams, just as she did every time she let herself sleep. It always revolved around the beginning of it all, the birth of what plagued her and would haunt her for the rest of her life. She always found herself back at square one, Vought Laboratories.

When she’d been diagnosed with a rare form of immune disease, her parents had been devastated at the lack of resources or therapies available. They’d do anything for her, and they scoured the country’s best hospitals and universities for medicines and potential therapies. Greg and Tara wanted their little girl cured, they wanted her to get a chance at life.

Finally, they found an experimental drug going through clinical trials that might’ve proved successful in correcting the genetic error that was triggering her immune system into attacking her own cells. A team of recruiters from Vought had approached them one day at a hospital, while she’d been getting ready for a check-up. They said they’d investigated her case and had spots available in their trials should she want to try it out. Since the medicine was still under observation, they could only assure an 85% rate of success, and at a lower price. They visited their home multiple times with fliers, power points and data. They assured her parents of the drug’s safety. While it worked in 85% of the patients it never demonstrated any kind of risk or dangerous counter effects. Her parents stayed skeptical for many months, asking questions, and raising concerns, but what ultimately pushed them was their daughter’s heart failure and hospitalization.

She was nine at the time. And as her time quickly diminished, Greg and Tara hurried and signed her up for the program. The experts and physicians at Vought visited her and gathered all of her information before quickly drafting the appropriate dosage for her. She’d have to stay at Vought Laboratories’ clinic far from the city, isolated from the outside world. They had explained this by pointing out the fragile state of her immune system, and the need for her to recover in a safe environment. Lies, so many lies.

The first months went by smoothly, and while she missed her parents, the little girl played with her new friends enjoying the renewed energy coursing through her body. She could run again, and dance and hop without needing to lie down. She could see her parents through a glass window during visitation day every week and they, too, felt relief when they saw her so lively, so different from the pale, skeletal figure she’d been after her hospitalization. Tara felt horrible over the first weeks of not having her at home, not being able to care for her and simply hold her daughter. But when she saw her on the other side of the glass pane, she couldn’t imagine stripping this opportunity away from her.

“Mommy, mommy, look,” the little girl would call while twirling and running around the room, jumping in excitement.

Tara pressed her hand against the glass, eyes brimmed with tears.

“Yes, honey, I see—you’re so strong now.”

The little girl just nodded enthusiastically.

A year later is when the trouble started. She had almost reached the end of therapy when she was moved to another section of the clinic with another small group of kids ranging from about ten to fourteen years old. They were shown a power point explaining their purpose in the project. She hadn’t understood at that time, but she now knew what they meant to say was “guinea pigs.” Basically, the drugs they had been taking had modified certain sequences in their genome in a way that diverged from other subjects. They wanted to understand why, as well as see how far they could go. They concluded by saying that they might end up with powers.

Now, superheroes already existed even though they weren’t yet such an important trademark. But people believed they were born that way. And here you had scientists telling young, impressionable children that they could develop powers even though they weren’t born with them. One can only imagine how they awaited with glee for the program to start.

The children saw their parents less and less, and this was explained by their busy schedule of medical visits, tests, activities, school, and sports which were all provided in this secluded, isolated section of the clinic. What they were actually doing was being subjected to insane amounts of physical and psychological stress. Now the drug had proceeded to cure and further improve their cell genes, but there was a need for an environmental stressor to induce the mutation’s manifestation. They had to wake these new, dormant genes, and for this reason they did atrocious things.

One kid, Norman, presented a gene that is found in organisms that can breathe underwater. They proceeded to force him underwater and keep him there until he was on the brink of drowning.

Another one, Chloe, was thought to be able to heal as her genome held a gene commonly found in animals capable of regrowing a limb, such as lizards. They cut, burned, and maimed her for results.

Some of the children ended up developing a reaction to the duress, awakening their evolved genes. Others died from the intensity of the physical torture. And of those who successfully became enhanced, only few ultimately survived due to the instability of their mutation.

A comment frequently noted by the physicians when taking the patients’ parameters was that the reaction, the gene’s manifestation tended to grow stronger and stronger ‘till it became unsuitable for life. In other words, it ended up killing the host.

Greg and Tara’s little girl too endured the process to achieve greatness, as they had called it. And at first, she’d been enthusiastic, dreaming of becoming a superhero. She stayed up late after-hours skimming through comic books brought in by the therapists. Only later would she understand they had preyed on their naivety and dreams. The children grew obsessed with becoming like the characters in the comic books. The little boys dreamed of becoming like Homelander, and the little girls dreamed of flying.

Greg and Tara couldn’t know that their little one, instead of learning in class, spent her morning being constantly electrocuted. The physicians had high hopes for her and projected that she’d be able to conduct great amounts of energy through her body without burning or dying from electrocution. Her feet in freezing cold water, she sat in a hard, metal chair with a wired contraption wrapped over her forehead.

Every day, she was subjected to shocks of increasing intensity. They talked of “jerking her awake,” hoping that the right shock would trigger her genes into working against the effects of the shock. Finally, one morning, the pain subsided, and she began to absorb the energy rather than try to escape it. It felt odd to her, a warmth pervading her completely. The physicians were beyond content, they were amazed by her abilities. She was a success. They quickly learned she was able to absorb different forms of energy and transfer it. She practiced sticking a finger in an electrical socket before touching the objects laid in front of her. Immediately, the object would fly away, scalding hot.

But the initial glee of having powers slowly faded away, and the girl who was turning twelve wanted it to be over. She just wanted to go home. She yearned to call her mommy and daddy to come and take her away, and every time she saw a cell phone laying around, she subconsciously moved towards it. Unfortunately, she didn’t know their numbers.

She talked about it with the clinic’s therapist.

“Why is this coming up now? Is something wrong?”

The girl fidgeted in her seat, “I just want to go home.”

The therapist gave her a stretched smile, cold and far too wide.

“I understand you miss your mommy and daddy, but you have to stay so we can make sure you’re okay.”

She whined, “But I’m doing better.”

“I know, honey, but—”

The little girl grew fussy and cut her off, “I want my mommy.” When the therapist began to comfort her with empty promises, that distinct feeling of total warmth spread throughout her body. Her eyes shined a light blue, like lasers ready to sizzle anything in front of her, and the therapist immediately stopped speaking.

“There’s no need for that, we’ll set up a visitation day,” she quickly granted, gathering her folder and leaving the room.

The girl grew increasingly aggressive and wouldn’t allow the physicians to touch her. She didn’t want anyone but her parents.

When the day finally came, her parents were ecstatic to see and spend some time with her after two weeks of not being able to contact her. The therapy had worked, and they were thankful to Vought, but what they saw that day haunted the last few minutes of their lives. Their daughter looked ghastly, caramel skin chalky and dry. Her eyes were tired and dark bags hung under her eyes. To her mother’s horror, she looked as sick as her days in and out of hospitals before Vought’s medications. Tara pressed her hand to the glass, tears running down her face. The little girl immediately ran up to the glass, speaking fast.

“Please, I wanna go home,” she pleaded over and over, like a mantra of desperate hope.

Her father grew agitated and turned on her therapist who was also in the room to smooth things over. Certain things couldn’t be said and leave the building. It would bring the world’s ethics community down on all of their heads. This was worse than pumping Compound V into newborns. This was altering children’s DNA and torturing the survivors into an enhanced state of being.

“What happened to her? She was doing so well,” he exclaimed.

“Mr. Stacker, please there is no need to yell,” his face twisted in anger as she continued, “She has been rejecting the medications, we believe she hasn’t been taking them regularly as she’s supposed to.”

“She’s almost twelve, you’re supposed to check that she does that.”

The little girl was crying at this point, banging her little fists soundlessly against the glass.

“Mommy, help me.”

The therapist tried to grab the distressed parents’ attention, “If you could follow me, we can talk about this in more detail.”

“We can do that here,” Greg countered, “we’ve been here for not even five minutes and our daughter is crying out to us—you think we’ll just leave her?”

“No, sir—I just assumed—”

The girls pleading voice cut through her parents’ hearts, “They’re hurting me.”

Her father stared at her. What had they done? The choice had been difficult and ultimately, they decided between the therapy and her disease, between life and death. But if they were hurting her for all this time, it wasn’t life. It was solitary pain.

Tara was crying as she too turned on the therapist who wasn’t sure how to save the situation. Her father firmly stated what they’d both already decided, “We’re taking her home.”

“But sir, you signed a contract—”

“I don’t give a damn, she’s coming home—we can bash this out in court if you care about this contract that much.” He leaned closer, “But I’m sure you don’t want this whole project leaked, do you? What are you actually doing here?”

The therapist plucked her com from her pocket and quickly spoke into it, “We need security in visitation room number nine, I repeat, visitation room number nine.”

Tara erupted, “What do you mean security? You can’t take us away from her.”

“Like I was trying to say, the contract—"

The distressed mother screamed, “We don’t give a fuck about the contract—fucking sue us.”

And then all mayhem erupted. Four security guards burst into the room and quickly grabbed a hold on the two parents, trying to cuff them. Tara looked back at the little girl as they resisted.

“We’ll get you baby, okay? Marianna, look at me, you’re coming home.”

Her father punched a guard before being hit in the ribs with a baton. He fell to the floor and they were all onto him, beating and beating, not giving him the chance to stand back up. Tara screamed and tried to pry them from her husband before one swung at her and pushed her into a corner. The therapist quickly fled the scene, her heels clicking away.

The little girl watched and watched, and when she saw her father stop moving, when she saw her mother being tossed away, something snapped. It was like her center shifted, and an all-consuming anger pervaded her senses, taking over.

It happened so fast, her eyes lighting up, the building shaking, then the shattering blast.

When the dust finally settled, there was nothing left but a crater and a little girl lying amid the smoke and ashes. Curled up in a ball, shivering, she was the bomb still intact. She was the eye of the storm.

MASTERLIST

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TERFs are wrong. But, so are social constructionist Gender Theorists

You know it is not a question of one extreme or the other. As much as both like to think they are morally right and have “the science” on their side, they don’t. Both are god damned annoying, totalitarian, and are interpreting reality and what that means in order to browbeat and push others, both socially and legally, towards doing things based on what those mean.

Both are trying to control the parameters of all things based on the fundamentals by their interpretation of reality, not by the objective facts. Both are wrong.

TERFs are not wrong in that someone that is born with XY chromosomes and a standard male sex conforming body is male, and you need dysphoria in order to be trans. They are not wrong that your gender is not just a wily nily purely social construct.

They are, however, wrong about absolutely everything else regarding what those genders MEAN, where they’re derived from and why they were derived that way.

And the social constructionists aren’t wrong in that we should make exceptions to the biological rule for people with transgenderist disorders of the mind and brain. But, they are wrong in that so many are totalitarian. They do not want these exceptions to be exceptions, they want the very basis and fundamental understanding, how we define gender and sex, to change to be based not on biological empiricism, facts or truth, but by legal and social oughts and things they argue “should be held true else it demoralizes and oppresses a minority.”

There are not, “millions of genders.” There’s your basic standard assed functioning, and then there’s a disorder we otherwise can’t do anything with or about right now where it’d simply more healthy for everybody around if we let them live with the identity that is in their minds and body.

Furthermore, the nonbinarist movement needs to stop being such a cowardly little bitch and argue for itself outside the umbrella of trans rights, because it sits there demanding changes and exceptions and validations be made for it on the basis of bowing to trans rights, when it itself hasn’t stepped out of its parasitic sphere to fight for any on its own. Strategically using trans rights as a platform for both offensive and defensive purposes.

TERFs, up to now, have been virtually unchallengable because, “you must be a horrible right wing fundamentalist religious monster to oppose EQUALITY for WOMEN!” And they’ve just skirted on that since the 60s. Which was absolute hell trying to convince anybody that radical feminism was nonsense and harbored deep, authoritarian bends on takes with social ramifications. Yall were in their corner when they were talking about how, “society” needed to give women, exclusively, help to go to college because of past oppressions. But when someone tried to tell you they had weird obsessions with vaginas and using them as rubber stamps for whom gets special treatment and privileges and exceptions to defaults that make men do dirty work and women get clean pay? Deafening silence.

But the minute TERFs don’t want transwomen in their magical witch girl’s clubs, fucking with the cosmology? Ohho they’re visible now. You can see their bullshit now. They’re weirdos drawing female symbols and self-portraits with menstrual blood and making hacky poems about their uterus, now. They’re bad people now. You can actually see they weren’t, “being hyperbolic” or “just venting about the evil MEN around them” now. Hahahahaa. Hilarious.

TERFs are wrong. Point blank. But so are the social constructionist extremists and postmodernists behind the appropriated bandwagon of what calls itself the trans rights and nonbinarist rights movement in the west. The basis for which they’ve defined their norms is not one of reality, but “oughts” and “should be’s” and “must bes” and “or else”s. To the point where they invented a slur specifically to denounce those that do not share their view. “Bioessentialist.”

That makes as much sense as calling someone a dirty, “bioessentialist” because they say you need to be an elephant, to be an elephant. Yes, you do need the physical, biological characteristics to really BE that which you aspire to be. No, you don’t get to redefine what an elephant is to force the elephant to “identify” as an elephant so something that is not an elephant can also be an elephant.

If misgendering someone is triggering for a minority, it’s just as triggering when you deny someone’s sexuality or gender when they’re hetero and cis. And many are repulsed by the idea that the reason they’re compatible with their sex and gender conformation is because they, “made a choice.” For that matter, if you’re actually transgendered and not some bandwagoneering asshole, being trans isn’t a choice either. It’s a psychological and neurological impossibility to be anything else, not a lifestyle, not a hobby, not a “preferred state of mind.” Arguing anything else is arguing not for trans rights, but for psycho-social dominance in law.

And if you think misgendering someone that’s transgendered is bad, people that make up at MOST, 0.7% of the human species, and some say as few as 0.3% of the human species (people with cleft lips, born missing limbs and more are born more often) then what the FUCK do you think it is, redefining the identities and realities of 99.3% to 99.7% of the human animal, not to mention how every other animal works? (not counting some exceptions like clownfish.)

Gender is not, wholly, a social construct. It’s a derivative and pluto’s shadow from SEX. SEX is not psychological. Sex is not negotiable. Sex is biological and disease can make it express incorrectly or correctly to function as intended by natural selection. Gender is only a social construct in that some cultures have assigned thoughts and characteristics and responsibilities for people on the basis of said sexual role. That’s it.

But people that try to live purely in the psychological sphere or argue that sphere belongs in the dominant position for mankind try to argue it’s the only one that really matters, and while we’re at it, lets let the minority dictate what is normal and rational and good. So their believe gender as feelings supersedes sex as reality.

And why would they argue this? Because they’re, “just such big fans of trans rights?” No. Because they hate disparity and immutable, biological difference. And so want to use the arbitration of human law and culture to marginalize it and pretend it doesn’t exist- to where using technology to circumvent it and the penal system to enforce that view seems like a reasonable, moral thing to strive for. Trans rights for these people have always just been a nice coat of paint to put their real activism under.

And the biggest bitch of it all is, Radical Feminists and Trans Inclusive Radical Feminists and Social Constructionists all receive their marching orders from the same ideology. The same stupid take that says bugger reality, live in a communal fantasy and enforce everybody else to live in it, too. Else they’re a bad person. Else they’re a fascist. They merely differ in the rules and the fundamental parameters.

Know the difference between, “this person is bad and they should be shamed for their beliefs because they are bad,” and, “This person is bad because they’re sitting on a throne that I want to sit on as is rightfully mine.” TIRFs don’t hate TERFs because they’re wrong, they hate them because they’re in the middle of a power grab.

But we have the opportunity to end this “Critical Lens” shitshow forever. Both sides are exposed and showing their true colors as terrible ideologies and people. Both sides are showing their totalitarianism in the form of competitive propaganda and using the legal system to get their way based on past manipulations and exploitations they got from lying to a public that didn’t want to be misogynistic or prejudiced against the transgender.

All it takes is connecting the dots and understanding just how and why it’s not a matter of “bitter evil borderline-conservative Karens Vs. noble oppressed transgenders.”

TERFs are fucking NOT conservatives. They’re typically the same far-left assholes as the TIRFs. They differ ONLY in that they believe critical theory fucking STOPS at the immutable reality of biological sex, because they stand to lose dominance if it’s not immutable- so they demand it be CONSIDERED immutable. Their status as oppressed inherently, hinges on it.

So that’s it then. You’re left with no real heroes in this fight. But if you take anything away from what I’m telling you today, it’s that you can argue legally for trans rights. Just, on the basis as exception to the biological basis, as has been proven. Asterisks. Hyphens. Acknowledging the reality that the existence of the transgendered does not negate the reality of biological sex, nor those whose genders are a direct result of their biological sex as the norm.

It’s not bigotry to sexually discriminate to some degrees. When dealing with subjectives, it’s a matter of argument. When dealing with biological realities and imperatives, opinion is irrelevant to the self-evident realities, and interpretation matters less than the reality.

But to those that believe any discrimination based on physical differences or state is inherently wrong, just the idea of male and female being two different, named things, (”classes”, if you will) with different, “unequal” functions and capacity, fills them with rage.

Your moralism stops where nature begins. Period.

[eli-kittim]

A Critique of Contextual Theology: Are the Meanings of the Biblical Texts Changeless or Adaptable?

By Author Eli Kittim

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What is Contextual Theology?

Is all theology contextual? Do different contexts have the role of attributing theological meanings to Christian texts? Or is there a subtext that does not change? And, if so, what are some of the criteria that assign meaning to theology, particularly to Christian theology?

First of all, what is “contextual theology” anyway? It’s basically a way of doing theology that takes into account both past and present contexts, be they anthropological, biological, psychological, philosophical, or otherwise. That is to say, it reconsiders the cultural milieu or the Sitz im Leben (i.e. the “setting in life") in which a text has been produced, as well as its particular purpose and function at that time. Contextual theology, then, considers both the traditions of the past, which received the revelations, as well as those of the present, and reassesses them within the framework of today’s socioeconomic and political context. In other words, the term contextual theology is a reference to the way in which Christianity has adapted its teachings to fit the successive cultural periods.

Some Examples of Contextual

Theology

For example, the early church fathers were heavily influenced by Greek thought, so their interpretation of scripture was largely derived from Platonism (e.g. Justin Martyr, Clement of Alexandria, Origen, etc.). That was their particular form of contextualizing theology. Every book of the Bible was composed and edited within a specific context, be it the Exodus, the Law given to Moses at Sinai, the Babylonian Exile, or the occasional letters of the New Testament that were prompted by some crisis. And we could go on and on. Aquinas’ philosophical conceptions were heavily influenced by the rediscovery of Aristotle’s works. Not too long ago, existentialism provided the impetus for a new type of theology, and so on and so forth.

It seems as if Christian theology has hitherto been articulated in the context of the life and times in which the texts were interpreted and read. Hence the shifting theological paradigms, down through the ages, appear to be byproducts of this cultural phenomenon. As time passes, people’s ideas about theology seem to change as well. Questions associated with the quest for the historical Jesus, the nature of the triune God, and the like, arose out of much debate and discussion that often included diametrically opposed contexts. As the church councils began in the early part of the 4th century, one contextual paradigm triumphed over another. Similarly, various paradigms and approaches to scripture began to shift during the reformation and counterreformation. At the end of the day, who is to say which was the true one?

A Brief Introduction to Contextual

Theologies

Contextual theology, therefore, is a response to the dynamics of a specific cultural context. People from a different cultural worldview, such as Latin or Asian or Arabic culture, have distinct economic and social issues. That’s why there are so many contextual theologies, employing various interdisciplinary approaches, to try to explore these different sociopolitical issues, such as African theology, Minjung theology, Liberation theology, and so on.

Let’s briefly define some of these theologies to get a taste of their doctrines. Minjung theology (lit. the people's theology) is based on the South-Korean Christian fight for social justice. This theology has developed a political-gospel hermeneutic to address the Korean reality. From this point of view, Jesus is seen more as an activist for social reform than as a spiritual teacher.

Another branch of Christian theology from the Indian subcontinent is called Dalit theology. It places heavy emphasis on Jesus’ mission statement, which some theologians call the Nazareth Manifesto (Lk 4.16-20), namely, the proclamation of “good news to the poor,” the release of prisoners, the “recovery of sight to the blind,” as well as letting “the oppressed go free.” From this perspective, Jesus is identified as a marginalized Dalit (i.e. a servant) whose mission is seen as liberating individuals not only from their sociopolitical and economic oppression but also from racial segregation and persecution. But does this theology really capture the core message of Jesus’ mission? Is Jesus really a political “liberator” who is solely interested in an economic and political system that guarantees equality of the rights of citizens? Or are the impoverished those who are not materially but rather spiritually poor? Although the physical dimension of these Biblical passages cannot be denied——after all, many were physically healed of all diseases, according to the narratives——nevertheless, given that the sermons of Jesus emphasize sin and the issues of the heart, one might reasonably argue that he’s referring to the prisoners of sin, and that the recovery of sight might be a metaphor for the truth that “will make you free” (Jn 8.32).

Similarly, many contextual theologies misinterpret the Beatitudes as political manifestos. Notice that Jesus says “Blessed are the poor in spirit,” not the materially poor (Mt. 5.3). Moreover, he doesn’t say blessed are those who are physically hungry and thirst. Rather, he says, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled” (v. 6). So, we have the poor in spirit who will inherit “the kingdom of heaven” (v. 3), and those who hunger for spiritual righteousness who “will be filled” (v. 6). It beggars belief that any theologian can misinterpret this pericope from the Sermon on the Mount as nothing more than a social concern for the materially poor, while promising some sort of Marxist political and economic liberation for oppressed peoples.

This is precisely how Liberation theology interprets such passages. Liberation theology was developed in Latin America and was employed politically as a “preferential option for the poor.” It is true that the Bible is concerned about the welfare of the poor and needy. But it is not a political manifesto designed to liberate them through some new political system. To see Jesus as a prototype of Adam Smith or Karl Marx is to miss the point entirely. Although the Bible certainly addresses these issues and urges us to be equitable and compassionate, its primary message is soteriological, urging us to be born again: “be transformed by the renewing of your minds” (Rom. 12.2); be “born from above” (Jn 3.3)! Clearly, this is a *spiritual* message that has few political implications. It’s also important to note that Jesus did not want the crowds to politicize his message (Jn 6.15 NRSV):

When Jesus realized that they were about

to come and take him by force to make him

king, he withdrew again to the mountain by

himself.

The Excesses of Feminist Theology

A subset of this view is Feminist theology, which is primarily concerned with the oppression of women. The aim of feminist theology is to liberate women from a hitherto patriarchal society by giving them equal rights among the religious authorities and clergy. This theology attempts to reinterpret patriarchal language and imagery about God, while reevaluating the status of women in sacred texts. Feminist reinterpretations of scripture will often reject the male gender of God and will omit using male pronouns to refer to this figure. Feminist theology will often call into question authoritarian, pontific, or disciplinarian images of God and replace them with “nurturing” and “maternal” attributes.

This theology has inevitably led to the excesses of various sects who even describe Jesus as a woman. For instance, the “Dongfang Shandian” (aka Eastern Lightning) is a Christian cult from central China which teaches that Christ has been reincarnated as a woman, and that the saints are engaged in an apocalyptic battle against China's Communist Party. However, these are gross exegetical errors which take liberties in manipulating the language of the original text to suit their theological needs.

Case in point. In his recent book “What Jesus Learned from Women,” author James F. McGrath took a simple verse (mentioned only once in the entire Bible; Rom. 16.7) and turned it into a novel where both Paul and even the great Jesus himself have come under Junia’s spell. The implication is that both Paul and Jesus may have gained valuable knowledge from a woman named Junia. It’s all based on a single, isolated verse which doesn’t even hold a single shred of historical, textual, or literary evidence to substantiate the claim. Not only does it contradict Paul’s explicit statement in Galatians 1.11-12—-in which he says that his gospel is not of human origin and that he “did not receive it from a human source”——but it also subordinates the status of the miracle-working Son of God to that of an unknown female follower, who supposedly taught him everything he knows. Unfortunately, this one-verse doctrine is equivalent to speculative fiction. It simply doesn’t meet scholarly and academic parameters.

Problems of Contextual Theology

The Contextualization process is employed in the study of Biblical translations as regards their cultural settings. Hermeneutically speaking, contextualization seeks to comprehend the origins of words that were used by the Hebrew and Greek texts, and Latin translations. However, it has also allowed secular and political groups to read their own message into the text by expanding the cultural contexts so as to accommodate such meanings. Given that modern liberal contexts are intrinsically alien and sometimes even contradictory to the authorial intent of the scriptures, the contextualization process of attributing cultural or political “meaning” to a text can have dire consequences.

The omission and replacement of the words of scripture with more “context appropriate” terminology with regard to race, gender, inclusive language, sexual orientation, and sociopolitical considerations, coupled with large-scale contextual *reinterpretations,* not only violates its integrity but it also represents a desecration of the text, which actually expresses a fundamental equality of all people whose identity is derived exclusively from Christ: “There is no longer Jew or Greek [race], there is no longer slave or free [power structure], there is no longer male and female [gender]; for all of you are one [equal] in Christ Jesus” (Gal. 3.28 NRSV).

Even though the Biblical texts were created within a cultural context and not in a vacuum, nevertheless the verbal plenary inspiration——the notion that each word was meaningfully chosen by God——supersedes the cultural milieu by virtue of its inspired revelation, if indeed it is a revelation. In that case, the language from which the text is operating must be preserved without additions, subtractions, or alterations (cf. Deut. 4.2; Rev. 22.18-19). Therefore, It is incumbent on the Biblical scholars to maintain the integrity of the text. One thing is certain. The New Testament was not only significantly changed by the Westcott and Hort text, but it has also been evolving gradually with culturally sensitive translations regarding gender, sexual orientation, racism, inclusive language, and the like. Contextual theology has broadened the scope of the original text by adding a whole host of modern political and socioeconomic contexts (e.g. critical theory) that lead to many misinterpretations because they’re largely irrelevant to the core message of the New Testament and the teachings of Jesus!

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[brooklynislandgirl]

Beth and UARF!Billy - ❤♡❥ღ💕💘💝💓💌💟💙💚💜💛

Heart-Eyes || -

Five A.M.

Beth’s barely awake as she comes into the office, coffee in hand, only to come face to face with the widest grin she has ever seen on Hal Gates’ face. Dark eyes dancing, he relieves her of her thermos cup, takes both her arms in his hands, and swing-dances her around the cramped space where they work.

“We’ve done it, girl!”

Though abjectly confused, Beth can’t help but grin in return. “Wha’ve we done?” She wants to be just as thrilled, wants to share in the old man’s joy. “We’ve got data on white pointer mating! I’m running the compile now, we should be able to parse it and watch the video footage within an hour or two!”

She’s floored.

The shock is clear on her face, even her mouth drops open a little. Often bandied about as the Holy Grail of marine biology, great-white mating is known to exist. Despite decades of research into the habits of the species, that particular bit of knowledge has eluded marine biologists.

“Wha...? How?”

“Mate of mine, Crawford down in New Zealand has taken a fisherman’s eye-witness account on our elusive little friends, and shared video. Crawford sent me all of the data.”

“Oh, Hal.”

Dr Gates nods at her eagerly and once again promenades her around some tables, brushing past a stack of hastily shoved aside folders with charts of migration patterns, weather reports, and feeding data. Then, far more carefully, he hands her into a seat and plops down into an office chair, slapping his knees in pleasure and pride.

“Speaking of mating rituals...”

Beth laughs but blushes at the same time, eyes askance. She suddenly knows what he’s going to ask, or at least of whom.

“...And since we have so little to do until all the research is collated and complied...”

“Must we?”

“No finer time, girl.”

She holds her hands up to stave him off until she gets up, crosses the room and takes a sip of her coffee. Not exactly how she wanted to start the day, but there’s no real reason not to humour her mentor.

“Have at, den.”

“Excellent.” Hal Gates really is an inveterate old gossip.

~*~

❤: who is more affectionate in public? in private?

Beth laughs. Okay, so this isn’t really so bad. “I t’ink I gotta say...I’m more affectionate in public. Mos’ of da time, Doctah Manderly... just doesn’t know what t’ do. Very stiff, hands in his pockets or stand at parade rest.”

The last cocktail party had been a half disaster, between trying to get William to mingle with the public attendees and not leave to check on his seals at first opportunity. The one time he surprised her was when he put a hand on the small of her back though the illusion was broken when she found that the six-foot-six man was trying to ultimately hide behind her. No amount of mock-tails were going to spare him any acute discomfort.

“Probably for da best. No offence, but he’s very definitely...ah....British.”

“None taken.” Hal offers her a wink and taps the side of his nose.

“But even behind close doors? He just... lil uptight, I guess. I sometimes wonder if mebbe he’s worried about havin’ an episode, and some affections are difficult when you have a service dog nearly t’ree-quarters ya size intent on doin’ her job, but I’d say he at least tries when it jus’ da two of us. Fingahs in my hair, brush against my arm. Da kine.”

Hal nods, knowing the specifics without having to drag them out of her.

♡: who is the bigger romantic openly? secretly?

"I t’ink,” she begins, carefully considering this one. “Dat anyone who loves da sea so much dat dey would give up a whole life to dedicate demself to it...got a big romantic soul. What is da ocean, if not love an’ life, an’ all dat we dream of in songs an’ poetry? I only t’ink it’s harder for him to express dat because well..”

She makes a dismissive gesture.

It isn’t that he grasps the concepts of language and expression, they’ve certainly entertained passionate arguments, verbal jousts that have filled the air with sign and countersign.

“Romantically speakin’ I jus’ don’ see him as da type dat I’m gonna find outside my window wi’ an ole boom box, playing In Ya Eyes by Petah Gabriel, ya know? But I also don’t believe he wouldn’t t’ink about it. So secretly? Him. Openly, me.”

❥: who is more likely to plan something big for valentine's day?

“Honestly, Hal...I’d have t’ say him. He’s a planner. Wants every detail to be perfect, will second guess himself a hundred times jus’ to make sure dere no wrinkle in the research. Me? Always been da spontaneous kine, except when it came to really wantin’ to work wit’ you.”

Hal pats her lap, his face soft.

ღ: who is more likely to initiate hand-holding in public?

“Again, it would be William. I don’ know wha’ he’s t’inkin’ a lot of da time, if he’s even aware dat I am dere sometimes. An’ I don’ really wanna make a big deal about it, don’ wanna ovahstep. For me, it’s a much more difficult proposition, is like...touch is where I’m most comfortable, outside of typing endless notes or readin’ data.”

She nods toward the words scrolling along the screen. She fully disclosed her disabilities when she applied for the position so thankfully she doesn’t have to explain now. Most of the other people at the facility don’t even really notice. Except for maybe Ben who sees too much and maybe says too little. That’s to be expected though when you gather a bunch of scientists and stick them in one beautiful place.

“You want him to initiate more, don’t you?”

“I would, yeah. But dere always more important kine and so really guess it nevah really matter.”

💕: who is more likely to make huge declarations of love in front of other people?

“Fair question an’ I guess dat would be me. We...we agreed not to make a big t’ing about any of dis, you know how quirky everyone here is, an’ in case it doesn’t work out, we don’ want da kine t’ get weird. Especially wi’ James an’ Miranda. So if somet’ing like dis were t’ happen it’s probably because he push all my buttons an’ my tempah got da best of me, right? Could see it happenin’ over breakfast. On da beach. Mebbe by da pools.”

Which is why she tries so hard to keep her passions in check. She doesn’t want to blurt out anything that can’t be taken back.

💘: who developed a crush on the other first?

“Couldn’t say,” and in those two words it is the breadth and depth of her honesty. Beth doesn’t have crushes in the same way most people do. She’s never seen anyone and instantly found herself immersed in fantasies, desires, a desperate need to be around them. She might find someone intellectually stimulating and enjoy the conversation. She might notice that something about them calls to her artist’s eye and be aesthetically pleasing in its symmetry, someone might make her laugh but she doesn’t dwell. And by the time there is the first inkling that she might want more out of a situation or relationship, she’s already become close friends. Or she watches as that object of her affection drifts beyond reach and she tells herself she’s happy because they clearly needed something more than she’s even capable of giving.

And sometimes, Beth wonders if she isn’t really broken or damaged in some way. Because she can’t even say she ever had a crush on Billy. She doesn’t know that she can say she has any expectations other than they look good together on paper, and it’s been drilled into her since birth that appearances *do* matter. “Mo’beddah you should ask him.” Gates doesn’t say anything, he only nods.

💝: who spends more time (possibly overthinking) what presents to get the other?

“William. For same-same reasons as Valentines Day, an’ da need for everyt’ing to be as exactin’ as he can make it. Like, how hard and how long it take him to find...or more likely, *breed* dem two purple neocardinas in my office?” Shrimp like the two in her tank, deliriously happy and spoiled and free of predators, are rare in size and colour, and yet… there they are. Then there’s the allegorical evidence of his severe and frothing dislike of mass consumption marketing, the complete commercialisation of every secular and religious holiday, the pastiche of feelings tacked on almost like an afterthought.

💓: who initiates most physical contact?

Beth hesitates. That’s slightly more personal than the other questions so far and truth be told she’s a little ashamed of having to answer without specific parameters. But it is a question, and she did agree to answer them with the same honesty as she offers Hal in all their other work and conversations. “I’ve always done well wi’ sensory input dat was based in kine oddah dan auditory. Smell, taste, seeing… but of alla dem, touch has always been important to me. Textures, near imperceptible data processed t’rough skin. An’ I guess dat I use dat wi’ him. Way to express ideas or sensations dat might not come across ordinarily. Enthusiasm, excitement, humour, rage, disappointment. I wan him to feel an’ understand when I don’ have da words in me, or know how to express. A lot of da time, it’s accidental or at least….subconscious.” A beat goes by. “I don’t believe he really cares much for it.”

💌: who is more likely to send cutesy texts to the other?

This one is hard for her to answer because they aren’t really cutesy text people. Most of their days are too filled with very real world drama, service to the greater good, the understanding and conservation of the most vulnerable environments and animals within. There’s weather, there’s reports, there’s an entire litany of experiences that don’t leave much time to play around until well after hours when they can finally seek well deserved liberty. However, Billy does sometimes send her pictures of the seals doing very cute seal things, or Annie shepherding him and his charges with the boss-vibes of the Queen Mother. In the end she only offers her mentor a smile and a shrug.

💟: who spends time reading their zodiac compatibilities?

“Oh absolutely I do. Find da whole pseudo-science of it fascinatin’, especially when da stars are not in da same position as dey were when it was invented an’ da psychological impact it has on our species is jus’ totally wild, you know?”

Beth knows that she’s the textbook definition of a Cancerian woman, and Billy does a good job providing a counter-argument on being a Libra. Further there’s a bit of an annoyance factor; he thinks junk science ‘belongs in the bottom of the bin with the rest of the rubbish.’ And he has a point, to some extent, even if she doesn’t agree with him. Not everything can be cold facts and numbers. Sometimes a little playfulness was in order and he absolutely needed to be reminded of that.

Hal laughs and shakes his head. “You’re going to do my chart then, aren’t you?” “Wit’out a doubt, Doctah Gates.” She wiggles her brows.

💙: who is more protective?

“I think objectively, I am. You know William’s troubles, and I have to keep them all in mind dough it’s not like he can forget dem, right? Some of his facts aren’t… I’ve consulted with some medical doctors and if we are careful, dere’s a lot he can experience dat he sees out of reach but I don’ like bringing dem up because I don’ want to agitate him. Only can lead t’ problems.” She does wish though that he’d trust her a little more, that he’d let go of some of his well deserved fears. That he’d let himself out of his shell and accept that even with limitations he can do many of the same things as the rest of the group does. But he seems content enough to hang back, ever the observer. And she doesn’t know if it’s her place to try to drag him into things though she might be better at it than anyone else. Miranda has told her as much.

💚: who tends to get sick more often? who is better at taking care of the other?

Hal’s question is really a continuation of the previous one and once again she has to call Billy out on it. Because she’s never really been sick a day in her life, not since early childhood and the culmination of that was the test bite that nearly lost her the leg she keeps tucked away, hidden out of sight whenever possible. “Dat seems a small kine ingenious, he no can help his seizure disorder. An’ I feel like he really ought to have a good psychologist. I t’ink some t’erapy would do him good. Spends too much time in his own head an’ mebbe not enough taking charge of his life. I know he can be afraid of lots of t’ings but it nevah really *has* to be dat way. But I also don’ wanna push him, for same-same reasons I mention before. You can lead a shark to chum but no can make him frenzy, know what I mean?” The analogy is silly. Billy wants so much more than what he feels he has. And a darker current in the back of her mind wonders if they would still be the same if he felt he could reasonably have them. That feels so selfish and toxic and she really has no place casting judgement on him when maybe she’s no better off than he is, only expressing it differently.

💜: who said "i love you" first? or, if neither has said it yet, who is more likely to say it first?

It’s strange how perceptive he is and goes in for the killing bite. The honest truth is that neither one has said it. And neither one likely will. Billy has layers of guilt and trauma, has beliefs that she cannot get a single foothold to try and tear apart. He doesn’t feel deserving of such a finer emotion. And Beth? She has her own reasons. She doesn’t even know if love is a thing that exists or if it’s some fairy-tale people tell themselves to make it easier to get by. She believes in affection, and she believes that people bond the same way packs and pods and herds do. But she feels the concept of love is poisonous. Ruinous in the way it can destroy someone from the inside out. And how any time she’s ever thought she’d felt it, it was ripped out from her grasp. She won’t say it. She won’t hear it.

She doesn’t answer him immediately, but instead gets up and paces away, appearing as though she’s checking on some of the cameras situated around the bay. The wall that she’d left down for Hal goes back up, slamming into place.

“Research from both psychology and neurology fields have found that there are twelve different areas of the brain that light up and work together when two people are attracted to one another, releasing chemicals like dopamine, adrenaline, oxytocin and vasopression. All the symptoms people experience are simply animal-instincts provided to guarantee that we as a species survive by either wanting to mate, or flee.”

💛: who believes in soulmates?

And Gates understands he’s made an error in judgement, though he’d only been trying to be helpful in a meddling kind of way. Anyone at the facility could see that Billy and Beth were two sides of a very quirky but ultimately needed coin. That they’d both changed each other in the two years she’d been a research fellow, and how they’d both blossomed for it. Well, anyone but the two of them. And this had seemed like such a good idea at first, tied into shark mating habits which he’d hoped she’d take better than she is.

Her answers have thus far matched up quite nicely with the boy’s.

Sadly, especially this one. She doesn’t turn to look at him. “There are no such things, Doctor Gates. And even if there were, statistically it would be almost impossible to meet a soul mate. Within the same general age group there are about a half a billion potential companions all over the world. One would have to travel the entirety of the world, every remote pocket of the planet. Secondly, there’s no scientific proof that souls even exist, and enough studies across various disciplines to prove that they don’t. Believing in such nonsense only makes a person unhappy. And all that aside, most mammals are not biologically programmed for monogamy and I doubt human beings are either.” Because if they were, why would anyone leave someone they claimed to love?

[anonymousanomieness]

Cheat the Church of Integrity — Strip the Sanctuary of Truth — Compromise the Cult of Society — Life is YOUR Game

Introducing The Games (Continued):

vi. The Time and Space Game What better way to control the masses than to contain them within a limited number of perceivable dimensions and parameters by perpetuating a fictitious narrative? The nature of Time has been pontificated since antiquity; yet, there’s not much to grasp.  Time is only an intangible concept — a product of the imagination that somehow became so pervasive, that the vast majority took for granted that it is merely a creative idea.   When does the ego become aware of the idea of Time? When one is a baby, or even a toddler, one is unaware of anything called “Time.”  Even when a child is becoming “potty trained,” it is debatable as to whether or not Time needs to be grappled with.  One may claim that a toddler has a sense of how much time there is to safely reach a toilet before having an “accident” — however, truthfully, the toddler is not thinking in terms of time, but rather, urgency.  If the toddler delays going to the toilet, then due to its body’s digestive system, the toddler will experience a biological sensation, which will then trigger a psychological feeling of urgency, which will grow more intense the more the toddler delays.  The mental sensation of urgency is a predictable outcome of the biological sensation within the digestive system — but either way, it is independent of Time.  After all, the toddler will experience these sensations regardless of whether or not it believes in Time.  If the toddler has an accident, the toddler will not likely believe that it “ran out of time”; rather, it will simply accept — perhaps after some emotional trauma — that its body gave into the biological urgency of the situation, regardless of Time.   Contrary to popular belief, urgency does not relate to Time; it only relates to a sense of importance and high priority stemming from strong convictions, or pressure.  Time is an extra imaginative factor that we subconsciously plug into life equations, usually to denote urgency.  If you eliminate Time from an equation, urgency still remains, until you eliminate what seems to be directly causing the sense of urgency.  The toddler’s sense of urgency will disappear when it finally releases its waste through the digestive system.  Likewise, the sense of urgency that a person feels when they are holding their breath will disappear once their body insists on exhaling and inhaling deeply to relieve the tension.  Time does not contribute as a risk factor at all; the person holding their breath risks losing consciousness not due to prolonged “time” without oxygen, but simply due to a quantitative lack of necessary oxygen — regardless of time. Yet, we insist on thinking of Time as some independent force that “moves things along” on its own, like some phantom glacier.  My least favorite cliché is, “All things change with time.”  Time does not change a thing; rather, objects, including living beings — and perhaps forces of nature — make any and all changes. (It can be said that objects and living beings are, in a sense, forces of nature themselves.) Any change that is made to your reality is either caused by your actions, the actions of some other object, or natural forces — all falling within your consciousness.  Time is not a force, but an idea.  Regardless of whether or not you believe in Free Will, all changes that occur within your awareness — for certain — are not initiated by anything with the name “Time.”  Similar statements like, “Times have changed,” only serve to make you feel powerless and useless.  Sure, it would be wise to accept that you cannot control everything, as you may not be able to stand up to a hurricane…but are you seriously going to base your life decisions on “the times you’re living in,” rather than allow your imperatives to determine and influence this timeless present moment of your creation? One would be wiser to consider that Time does not perpetuate us; rather, we foolishly perpetuate Time as a fixed idea.   The Operators within the Church of Integrity, or the Sanctuary of Truth, use the concept of Time to their advantage in order to control masses of people without them even realizing it.  To be fair, most commoners enjoy utilizing the idea of Time to their benefit as well.  This is tempting, especially when you want to instill a sense of urgency within your followers so they will prioritize your intentions and act according to your desires more readily.  Hesitation and procrastination do not actually demonstrate an augmentation of “down time,” but rather a diminution of personal desire and the will to act.  However, you can trick people into fearing you, and therefore cooperating with you, if you introduce them to Time, and explain that they will experience an undesired sensation if “time runs out” due to a “deadline.” We tend to fear potential consequences.  However, these are only spooks — contrived ideas based on the concept of “after.”  Etymology shows “after” to be derived from “off,” as in “farther off” or “further” — beyond the present moment.  When we start to worry about what may happen after, farther off, further down the line, beyond the present, etc., we are less capable of enjoying what is right in front of us.  “After” is only part of our imagination, since it has not occurred yet! Likewise, “before” is only a dream, because it is not happening anymore! Only the present is occurring now.

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Another obstacle to contend with is space — that is, the concept of space as a measurable entity within our immediate perceivable environment.  The vast majority has trouble questioning the validity and significance of space, due to being so caught up in the five main senses, and the physicality of surroundings; in other words, we are so convinced by our perception that all objects surrounding us are undeniably “real” and external from the self, rather than entirely mental and internal — within the self. That being said, it truly does not matter whether you think your surroundings exist externally or internally.  You can believe that your surroundings exist as independent materials outside of your perception, yet still agree that the concept of space is nothing more than just that — a contrived concept.  Space, let alone time, is not a phenomenon that stands in its own right; rather, space and time are tools of our imagination that we utilize in order to make sense of our awareness, and how objects within our consciousness seem to behave. A widely accepted system that is easy to debunk is that of “orientation” or “direction.”  Terms such as “North,” “South,” “East,” and “West” were completely contrived by human minds.  They each simply seem to describe a general path that progresses toward or away from a given point of reference.  For example, “East” is the general label given to a path that progresses toward the rising sun.  It comes from Proto-Germanic “aust-,” meaning “toward the sunrise.”  “North” is the general label given to a path that progresses “left” of the sunrise, as the term descends from the Proto-Indo-European root “ner-,” meaning “left” or “below.”  The word “left” is thought to derive from the Kentish or northern Old English term lyft, meaning “weak; foolish”; or from the East Frisian term luf, or from the Dutch dialectical loof, meaning “weak, worthless.”  Of course, these would be referring to the arms or hands.  Usually, the “left” arm tends to be the weaker arm.  So, humans conjured up a metaphor comparing a contrived direction traveling away from the sunrise to a weak arm that seems to be pointing in that same direction, when one faces the sun at “dawn.”  The “tangible” objects involved here — if you will — are the sun and the weak human arm, based on the temporary perspective of a human looking towards the location where the sun was said to rise.  From observing these tangibles, humans have invented the intangible concepts of “North,” “South,” “East,” “West,” “Left,” and “Right” to assist with navigating awareness.   It is clear how significant of a role the Language Game plays here.  It is worth mentioning that languages borrow from one another, which means that concepts and terms across all languages — even if they refer to something global, such as “the ground” — do not originate simultaneously.  The vernacular spreads through globalization, imitation, and repetition, and continually evolves.  It becomes clear how most humans instinctively tend to imitate what they observe, rather than constantly innovate.  This makes sense, considering when we are babies we must imitate our caregivers to survive.  Language and communication certainly assist with surviving and thriving; but this does not mean that it is necessary to build a world in your mind that gives life to intangible, invisible concepts — and then impose your imaginary world upon the awareness of others, let alone your own consciousness.   Within the Legal Game, lawyers, judges, and jurors use the Time and Space Game in tandem with the reasoning process.  The word “reason” is part of the definition of the Latin word causa, and the Old French word cause.  When someone tries to determine the “cause” that led to some “consequence,” they are merely reasoning.  It might as well be said that they are seasoning, since all they are managing to do is sprinkle your awareness with arbitrarily imposed suggestions as to why you experienced something.   “Where were you on the evening of April 4th, 1995, at 6:32 PM, when the sun and the moon were at this or that position in the sky?” “Why, I was standing at such and such coordinates, facing just Northeast of the Eastern border of the territory formerly known as Yugoslavia!” What nonsense! This is nothing more than a sly game — a manipulative tactic.  Yet, we willingly choose to play this game every day, never stopping to question it.  There are no hours, days, months, years, borders, countries, provinces, coordinates, or cardinal directions! There is only one “time” and “space,” and that is this moment! Awareness does not need a map, nor a compass to thrive.  Consciousness is not a chronological web of events, all pointing the blame at one another.   The winds will continue to blow, whether or not we measure their speed, or where they go.   The sun will continue to rise and fall, whether or not we trace its journey, or keep watch at all. To be continued...

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Untouchable- Ch 2: The Offer

Summary: A Spencer Reid x OC fanfic that retells select episodes, starting in season 1, from the point of view of Lydia Ambers, a forensic scientist.

Warnings: swearing, discussion about death and illegal activity (but like, at half the normal Criminal Minds level)

Ch 1 | Ch 3 | About Lydia

~ ~ ~

“You got it all sorted out?” Gideon asked Hotch as he walked into his office. It had been a month since their case in Santa Cruz and Gideon had been on Hotch’s ass about this since they got back.

“It’s… not a job…” Hotch started. “I talked to Strauss and she said that there was no proof that a forensic scientist would be of any benefit to the team. Police departments provide them and local forensic scientists have access to scenes sooner.”

“Police departments can also have media liaisons and tech analysts, but we bring in our own,” he argued. “I spoke to some of Lydia’s old professors and they said that she’s not only a good crime scene investigator, but her major was chemistry and she’s fit to get a job in DNA analysis or toxicology.”

“Gideon, what did I say about not getting involved? Strauss needs proof that she is an asset to the team before paying her a salary. So, I got her to agree to let Lydia work here as an intern under your supervision.”

“Done,” Gideon said. “By the end of the month, she’ll have proven worthy of a spot on this team.”

“No, there’s more,” Hotch told him, frustrated. “She only gets to work jobs that we clearly need her on and she gets no more than two cases every 50 days.”

“Fine, fine,” Gideon replied, which did nothing to ease Hotch’s worry. He, too, had been impressed by Lydia during the Jonathan Carrey case, but there were parameters on hiring people into the FBI and Gideon acted like those meant nothing.

He’d been the same way about Reid after he first spoke to him, but Reid was cut out to be a profiler from day one and they had an opening for him. Gideon wanted Hotch to simply create a brand new job title and salary for Lydia and he couldn’t do that.

“Should I call her and tell her to pack up her things and move to DC?”

Hotch blinked. “You haven’t already told her about the possibility of a job, have you?”

“No,” Gideon laughed. “I can’t promise her a job when I don't have the jurisdiction to hire anybody.”

That was a relief, but Hotch was still afraid Gideon had let on too much. He had just admitted to calling her professors to learn more about her abilities. So, he replied, “You can tell her that we have an internship position that she might be interested in and ask her about her ability to leave California. That is all.”

~ ~ ~

“Agent Hotchner. Agent Gideon,” Lydia greeted as she entered the BAU. It was crazy enough to be in Virginia, seeing as she’d never left California, but FBI headquarters?

She shuffled around nervously and adjusted her glasses numerous times despite the fact they were already as far up her nose as they could go.

“Lydia,” Gideon greeted, warmly. “How was your flight?”

“It was alright. Exciting. I’ve never been on an airplane before.”

“Oh, I’m sorry. No one should have to go through airport security for their first time alone,” Hotch said. “Why don’t we step into my office?”

He and Gideon led the way into the bullpen and around to his office. Lydia’s eyes darted around, seeing Morgan, Elle, and Reid at their desks, engrossed in their work. She wondered if any of them would even recognize her if she caught their eye. She was surprised enough when Gideon called.

“I assume you’ve been considering my offer?” Gideon asked, closing the door behind her.

“Considering, yes. But it would be… difficult, to say the least. I’d love to hear it from your mouths… the offer, that is.”

Hotch sat down at his desk and gestured for her to do the same.

“Agent Gideon and I would like to offer you an internship here at the BAU as a forensic science technician. When we took you on as a consultant in Santa Cruz, you proved to have inspiring potential. You would only be called out for occasional cases, once every month or so. Agent Gideon would be your supervisor.”

“And this would mean moving to DC?”

“Eventually, yes. We can’t exactly fly you out to every new scene from California. It would be easier to have you here, getting briefed with us, taking the jet, etcetera. You’ll also need to go through a training period here and likely will be asked to work in the office, even when you aren’t on a case. How big of a problem would that be? Do you have a lot of family there?”

“No, not family. I mean, it’s just me and my sister and she’s been doing just fine on her own while I’ve been at college, so we’ll manage the distance. The issue is I’m set to start a masters program next semester. I’m just… unsure how I feel about dropping out of school. I know this is a crazy opportunity, but it’s not a full-time job. And if I don’t do well and you guys decide not to keep me, I’m poor and stuck in DC.”

Gideon, who’d been hovering in the back of the room stepped forward. “If we fire you for some reason, I promise to personally pay for your flight back to California.” It was a joke, but in all seriousness, a flight wasn’t even half of it.

“You wouldn’t have to drop out,” Hotch added. “Many schools nearby would be happy to have you and the Bureau rarely has problems with schools refusing to work around our interns schedules. And even if that’s too difficult, this experience will likely open up many opportunities in the future. I’d be happy to write you a million letters of recommendation should you decide to find work elsewhere.”

“I, uh-”

“Hey Hotch?” A familiar voice called, knocking on the door.

He apologized to her momentarily, before saying, “Come in, Reid.”

The door swung open and the boy looked right over Lydia’s head to his boss. “JJ wanted me to tell you that she…”

He trailed off as he felt more pairs of eyes on him. He glanced at Gideon before finally landing on Lydia.

She decided to make the first move, seeing as he was stunned into silence. “Dr. Reid, how nice to see you again.” She stood up to greet him, a smile gracing her features.

“Lydia, I uh… Sorry, to interrupt I really had no- Oh! And it’s nice to see you, too,” he fumbled. “I’ll… I can talk to Hotch later. Sorry, again for interrupting.” And with that he shut the door and was gone.

“Sorry about that. I figured it might have been important, that’s why I invited him in. What were you going to say?”

Lydia froze, her mind drifting elsewhere. “Does the team know? That you are offering an internship into the team?”

Hotch shook his head. “We aren’t offering an internship into the team. We’re offering you an internship into the team. We were waiting to see if you agreed to it.”

“Well, I don’t want to force them to work with someone super under experienced. They aren’t paid to be teachers.”

“The only one who’s going to be teaching you anything is me,” Gideon reassured her. “You are more than capable of holding your own with them. I trust you.”

Lydia felt her throat close up. It was all set up. A job she couldn’t even dream of and here they were, offering it up on a silver platter. “So, this is all… serious. I move to DC and just… work for the FBI all of a sudden?”

“If that’s what you want, then yes. That’s our offer.”

Lydia looked Hotch over, as if trying to profile whether or not he was lying. And finally, she said, “I would like that. Thank you.”

~ ~ ~

“You’ll need to fill out some legal release forms, medical history forms, and I’ll get to work on setting you up for your training period and psychological assessment,” a charming girl named Penelope Garcia explained. Gideon had introduced her as the BAU’s technical analyst.

Her office was brightly decorated and she handed Lydia all the information she needed with a huge smile.

“I’m going to be asked to do a thorough background check on you, as well. But that information goes straight to Hotch and Gideon, no one else.”

Lydia chuckled slightly. “I don’t think I have any secrets, but thanks for the warning.”

“Of course!” she replied.

“No secrets?” Gideon asked. “If I remember correctly, you refused to explain anything about yourself that didn’t pertain to the case when I first met you.”

Lydia hesitated slightly. “Well, what do you want to know?”

“What were you trying to hide?” he countered. “If you’re such an open book, you can tell me.”

“I was just angry!” she argued. “It isn’t about hiding, it’s just that after my mom died, I really believed that I was explosive and so I avoid any topics that bring out my stronger emotions. And you were trying to push all my buttons. I was stressed!”

She wasn't sure if Gideon was just an attentive listener or if he was simply interested in her background, but his eyes longed for her to go on. “Explosive?”

“That’s how I got this limp.”

Normally, nothing anyone could say would prompt her to give away more information than necessary. She always tried to excuse it as ‘no one asked’ rather than blatantly avoiding certain topics, but it was pretty obvious to just about anyone she’d met that Lydia was not proud of her past. So whatever it was about Gideon that convinced her to add that comment was something pretty special.

“How?” It was Garcia this time.

The young girl laughed. “When I was 16, I was having some issues and one day I was trying to calm myself down… I often did this by physically getting my energy out so I was punching pillows and throwing things and I kicked something that was heavier than I expected and broke my foot.” She nodded, like she was remembering it fondly, but the other two could tell that it was a cover for her uncomfort. “And then, I was mad because I hadn’t solved my problem and I’d rendered myself useless, so I started walking on it before it was healed. I did dumb shit. I felt like I deserved the pain for being so uncontained and brash. And then the arch of my foot healed wrong and I had to live with a more… permanent reminder of my attitude.”

“Sixteen,” Gideon mumbled. “Is that when your father died?”

Garcia looked shocked that her superior would even say such a thing but Lydia was just intrigued, “What makes you say that?”

He shrugged. “You said that your only family is your sister. So, I figure both your parents are far out of the picture. You said your mom died when you were little, which triggered your outbursts. So, I figured that perhaps you lost your dad as well and if you were having major anger issues at 16, could be due to the loss of your second parent. Brings up old scars.”

She paused, a somewhat sad smirk gracing her face. “My dad’s not dead, but you’re pretty close. When I was 16, my father was sent to prison.”

Garcia and Gideon’s faces read with immediate regret. So, Lydia played it off quickly.

“Don’t stress about it. He’s not a murderer or anything and it’s not… important.”

She hesitated to explain what he did. She figured they were bound to find out soon enough and she really would rather not say it outloud, so she changed the subject.

“Hey Garcia? Do you think you could help me work on transferring schools? Agent Gideon suggested that I apply for online courses rather than continuing to learn on campus and I’m still not sure if I can reapply for everything so late. And I know your job isn’t navigating college websites or anything, but you are good at tech and I’d love some help.”

She brightened almost immediately. “Sure, sweetheart!”