#when i was a teen (14) n i thought abt my great-grandmother it terrified me to think that at some point in my life i was going to live | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dokjaism · 10 months ago

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on the same topic of death does it ever fuck u up the fact that when someone passes away there will be a point in ur life where u will outlive the time u spent with them n in comparison u will live longer without them than with them

#when i was a teen (14) n i thought abt my great-grandmother it terrified me to think that at some point in my life i was going to live #longer without her than with her (she passed when i was 10) and now that's a reality. i've spent 14 years without her and i will continue #to spend more years without her #and it sucks!!!!! bcs i cannot remember most of my childhood!!!!!! so all the memories i have of her are limited!!!!!!!#im glad i still remember her voice but i dont remember her smell nor her laugh. and it sucks. i dont rmbr most of her cooking #and she spent so much time taking care of me. but my memories of her doesn't do her justice #all i have now and all i will ever have of her is stories my mom tells me and my very limited memories #which suck. bcs i genuinely can't remember 95% of my childhood 🤥#jo.txt

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