#when i revisit the memory
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mentally they are still there

physically too.
the waswood has shifted, the gates of the collective dream memory have closed to everyone else. but they haven't returned.

it's been days.
this is the first event in the waswood we have actually participated in! :D and to the ghostie, it's. well. its a (literal) throwback to their first weeks of life. now reisz gets to (literally!1!) look back and trace everything they missed in the event & compare everything they didn't know then but do know now. but also, crucially,
they are being confronted with the fact that this empty-headed beginning might have been the happiest they've ever been and that's...


that's something to reflect on, isn't it?
that's something to think about.
bonus bc also rly liked this version

#i forgor to write the post abt the starved war but i CANNOT not do a step by step revisiting of the event that set up their entire BEING#and right when theyre arguably depressed. this might hit em baaaaad mwahahahah... (rubs hands like an evil fly)#not to mention i was not paying proper attention back then bc i Also knew Nothing about Anything. so. revisiting everything with context...#reisz has gaps on their memory even (me not saving everything on the journal lol)#this is gonna take a long time welp. ill prob just make a list of disjointed thoughts abt it as i go#my procrastinating + wanting to take notes ended up becoming Deep Lore(tm) bc they are just. lingering there in the middle of the estival#actually super fitting for an escapist like them to not leave a dream theyre weak towards. it was about time smth like this happened tbh#fallen london#fl liveblogging#fallen london oc#the twilight phantom
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im friends with like half the gilmore girls cast on facebook cause i was super annoying when i was 12 and so now this app just gives me the funniest notifications. sure man, me and the bestie
#i kept posting screenshots from the show and tagging the actors and theyd be like omg memories#kathleen wilhoite would revisit one of my posts every goddamn year when it popped up in her memories 😭 she still does it sometimes#again me and the bestie i guess#remember when people would just accept u if u sent them a facebook request... great times
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Y’all ever think about if Sora falls to darkness that inside his heart will look like the Destiny Islands falling again
#i do a lot#kingdom hearts#one of the biggest reasons i think we’ll see something like this in canon. briefly at least#not only would parallel ddd w ven’s heart/armor no longer there to protect sora#and roxas and xion gone from sora’s heart too. so sora would be alone#and actually there as opposed to in the RoL/awake when riku dives in#but also there is no way nomura’s gonna pass up the chance to bring us full circle like this. he loves making his characters revisit/relive#worlds and memories like this to make a point. and sora’s heart was sunset in ddd… following kh1 the dark and stormy night comes next#The thought of sora and riku reaffirming their love and friendship here when it broke the first time the islands fell#both of them having to in a way relive this horrible night for the final time#but riku doing the total opposite of last time. trying to save sora trying to stop the darkness from consuming everything#being totally honest with sora. reaching his hand out for sora but this time he’s not being consumed by darkness.#he’s become the light in the darkness. and they finally reach each other they finally grasp hands. I’m chewing on glass#i don’t think sora would ‘fall’ to darkness in the traditional sense#thematically i think it makes more sense for him to be faced w another martyr choice#though his own negative feelings would still be tangled up in there. and this would parallel kh3#and if sora chooses to let darkness into his heart to save others it’d also parallel kh1 w riku choosing to open the door/let the darkness#into destiny islands at the risk of others#god it’d be just like kh1 but we’d be playing as riku and he’d be the one looking frantically for sora#a reversed dynamic. but now they understand each other’s pain and feelings so they can reach each other#figuratively and literally#i love parallels i love symbolism i love themes kick my ass !!!!
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Shitty little danganronpa favs. Miss this era sometimes
#also this is from memory so if I got either design wrong be nice to me pleasie#danganronpa#gundham#gundham tanaka#kazuichi#kazuichi souda#sorry guys this is like a different brand of cringe but sometimes you need to revisit the past#and sometimes you end up liking your little pencil doodles you did when revisiting said past#so sometimes you need to post them even if nobody gafs
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i’m 5 going home on the bus, staring out the window in my own little world, and two 4th graders next to me are giggling abt smth in secret. one of them turns to me and asks “do you know what (sex) is?” and i say no and they laugh and say “good,” like they just learned abt it themselves. i return to my window wondering for the rest of the ride what could be so bad that it’s “good” that i don’t know. the worst thing in the world that my brain could come up with was an image of a dumpster, so i concluded that sex must be garbage
#idk why i just remembered this but i thought it was funny#also very interesting to revisit vivid memories from a time when the thought process itself was so limited#danbles
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i was like "oh my god i cant believe i forgot about fics that i wrote."
and then i looked at my ao3 and saw that i have 257 fics (in only 6 years) on my tickle fic socials alone and i was like. yknow, maybe forgetting some of them isnt so surprising dsjhsdf
#august rambles#especially the ones from my first couple years of writing tfic#and combined with my certified Memory Issues also lol#also 97 of those fics are sanders sides. i think i can give myself a pass for forgetting some when there's almost 100 skdjfhdsf#97 drives me crazy though. maybe i need to revisit sasi for just 3 fics so that its an even 100 lol
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Not to get vulnerable on tumblr dot com, but Tokio Hotel’s Humanoid album is still so good
ESPECIALLY the live versions!!! What a beautiful show it must’ve been 💕
#I did in fact enjoy them when I was like 12#I had the itch to listen to them today and it’s honestly fun to come back to!#I still remember some of the lyrics almost a decade later it’s crazy#I don’t listen to this type of music anymore but it’ll always be a cherished memory to revisit :)#lilae note
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#art#artwork#vent post#vent comic#memory loss#forgetfulness#on the other hand#i could rewatch shows and replay games and still be impressed#revisiting all the details feels great#but its awkwarrrrd when it comes to communication with others#“do you remember when..” yesn't <3
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7 and 8 for the ask game?
hey zircon!!!
7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate
I really appreciate pixelart!!!!! Since elementary school, i be drawing cool sprites in a huge A4 notebook and stuff. It's so awesome, and stemming from that: cross stitch! is awesome too!!! I love looking through kits in arts and crafts stores, smaller the kit the better. Very cute
8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in
does it have to be art related.....
maybe my oc comic! I wanted to expand their story a lot and then i got too many ideas and it was too ambitious and it was like 8 stories with different genres in one. It's very old though! Only few select people have experienced a glimpse into it (and like few viewers on yt channel-) and since then i decided to chill out a bit yk, to take a casual approach (and it starts to expand in my head yet again, I'll try to be more grounded with it)
#hey zircon! o/#moms previous cross-stitch projects are around the house on the walls. she chooses ones with idk how to describe it....#a lego set vibe? nicely designed and cool to look at because it's minimal but conveys the information well? ykyk#and about ocs I'll elaborate in the tags. so every oc had a backstory and it was related to different scenarios of human future right?#and since i got 11 ocs and 8 intertwined stories it was rather.. too much to think about at once? like one story wouldve been enough already#so now i just made a regular modern life au for them all basically. where theres no universal interventions and space powers#if time goes by i might revisit it again and do massive tweaks (when sentimentality fades with memory)... but until then!#answeringstump#textstump#agt ask game time
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🌻Pick Your Tropes 🌻
(thanks for tagging, @22thumbs)
coffee shop or flower girl | au or fix-it | enemies to lovers or childhood friends | angst or fluff | love at first sight or pining | modern au or historical au | break up & make up or proposal & wedding | get together or established relationship | soulmates or unrequited | fake dating or secret dating | obvious pining or domestic fluff| hurt/comfort or crack | meet the parents or meet cute
Tagging @aqua-rants-and-rambles @justwantedaccess @stillboldlygoing and whoever else wants to do this!
#this is bringing back all the memories of when i was deep in my it phase during covid#some truly banging romance fics there i revisit them often#tag games
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they will try those kinds of stunts again (source: trust me bro)
since they wander around kalos, it would be likely to encounter ash's friends/rivals somewhere.
also, vibing with two blobs which are actually legendary pokemon and his friend that brought them was definitely not on goodra's bingo, but they've warmed up to each other, so they don't mind
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gren can tell goodra more details about events that happened when they were away. at least goodra can learn more about what happened during their absence in the team. also they get goodra hugs. slimy, but warm and safe. -🦋
Sometimes you've just gotta get creative with your never-ending problems. And sometimes, those creative solutions means a reenactment of Thousand Arrows by yeeting Greninja while he does Double Team to slice up a knot of vines. It's fun, it's stimulating, and if people see then no they do not.
Yeah that's true. While I feel like most of them would be off travelling at that point, and most probably in other regions, there would be sighting of them once in a while. Grenin + the Cores would definitely hide unless those people are in mortal danger, but who knows? Maybe one day they will feel a bit more comfortable in being seen. After all, if anyone knows how Greninja (and maybe even Squishy) is like, Ash's friends/rivals are the closest bet. But as it is, they need to focus and get the job done. Sure, they rest and have fun once in a while, but human contact is too similiar to what they once had and lost. They would rather remain free and fleeting for the duration of the job and then afterwards meet up with their loved ones again. And then after that maybe check on what the others are doing lol. (But considering the fact that they met Ash, there's always going to be that note of extraordinary with them. With most Trainers out there, to be honest. Run-ins or at least quick sightings is going to be inevitable with their line of work.)
Goodra out here living a very strange life but hey, at least it is a life full of love and two very powerful blobs that can overturn the land itself. But it's fine. A friend of a friend is also their friend :3 And hey! Life is never dull with them around (remembering how Greninja was dared into a stare-off with the Wooper. It took a whole day before one of them moved) (the Cores were no better with the Berry incident). Talking with Greninja and catching up again is also a very big plus. I don't think they were that-that close before, but now they have all the time in the world to make up for it. Greninja sharing stories about the rest of the journey, or at least what he remembered, and Goodra passing on news to them about whatever Clemont + Bonnie tells them whenever they come around to visit. Give and take in that regard too.
#combining asks again because i do not want to flood the dash. esp since these are connected heh#source taken as fact *nods sagely*#greninja would be so touch-adverse ngl. goodra is too huggy (like a certain trainer)#they learn to get along after a while#the blobs are also not excused from Hug Time no matter what form they are heh#we don't talk about the berry incident btw#grenin wouldn't remember too much because he wasn't as focused. he tends to apologise before trying to tell his tales#sometimes he wonders to himself if he is even the right one to tell it but that's a private thought that he never lingers on#especially under threat of big goopy hug if he even looks as much as sad (okay fine it's not that bad to him. very moisturising lol)#this asks actually reminds me of how we got no long-term goal for the rival trio#and one of those non-commital 'yeah we'll just try again' with serena's rivals#i mean i've already intended to make a whole post-xy-au thing for my au after xy obvs but once again this cements my belief#the one people grenin can't hide from are the ninja clans. but thankfully they don't do much with him#trevs ends up walking around in circles trying to find the legendary zygarde in a forest once and goes past the dog form right next to him.#grenin is DESPERATELY trying to hold in the world's ugliest snort-giggle-laugh#also thinking about it they would also go to past places as well#like hawlu's old forest. or where noibat's egg was found. the oasis where goomy evolved into sligoo#places with memories good and bad. they'll defend that too of course#but that doesn;t take away the fact that they're revisiting once again. an old showcase theatre. a familiar pokecentre#by the end of this all of kalos would be familiar territory that's for sure#diancie delivers#goodra nodding in understanding: yeah i understand that feeling when everyone thinks you're too cute to have ptsd#bluni nodding furiously: IT'S AN INSULT TO OUR SOVEREIGNITY anyways can i stay in the hot bath today? i do so love that place#goodra checking a list (paper from keanan): hmm might be able to squeeze you in at 12:30 how's that#deoxys arrives
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i dont think i've ever had such a drastic change from sketch to final
i also dont think an idea has ever taken me this long to execute JHDKFH
#only thing comparable is the sketch i decided was cringe and abandoned#only to revisit it like 8 months later when he died and it's on the front page of one of his memorial books now-#it felt too emotional at the time for silly block game and i was embarrassed about it#felt just right later on. still a huge favorite of mine. might redo it one day :0#feels wrong to redo it but also feels like doing it justice ya know#but anyways this aint about that. love this one too lol#the posing changed SO MUCH.......... it might as well be entirely new 😭#im in love with how it turned out tho. even if i CLEARLY lost steam later#techno's HAIR probably has more lines than simon. like all of simon#chat
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story wise im honestly not really expecting That much from shadows story in the generations remaster because generations already has nothing going for it in terms of story but also black doom being the main villain has me losing my shit because ive always thought shadow being part black arms was a really interesting concept and wished they did more with it and i also just really like shth and am happy to see them referencing it so openly instead of being ashamed of it and pretending it never happened because annoying youtubers and game reviewers decided it was bad. rips off shirt to reveal another shirt undernearth that says Number 1 Shadow the Hedgehog (2005) Defender
#idgaf about sonic generations getting a remaster i dont think it needs one and wouldnt be interested in it if it wasnt for the shadow thing#but man. i screamed when dooms eye showed up in the trailer because i wasnt expecting it lmao#im also wondering what the explanation for him being here is gonna be. because hes dead#im assuming that shadows stuff takes place at the same time that generations itself does#because it wouldnt make sense to put it in the generations remaster if it doesnt#so it probably has something to do with the time eater thing. it brings back a bunch of stuff from shadows past#and he starts experiencing the horrors or whatever#also wondering if there will be any maria or gerald appearances.....#the revisiting painful memories part of the description makes me think there will. but we cant know for certain right now
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my first danmei haul is here... and god everything is beautiful. this could be habit-forming 🥹
#this isn't even all the bonuses!!#it's everything for bhcy but there's LOADS more for xk and 🍄 that i couldn't fit in the photo#memories 🥺#also i think there are some extras in this xk bundle that i didn't see when i was [redacted]ing it#time to revisit my favorite cn boys 😌
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Silver Tongues is the found family anthem. Silver Tongues is getting cocktails with the crew after a long week. Silver Tongues is leaning against the wood panelling in your mates upstairs flat and hanging out the window smoking, so the smell doesn’t get into the cushions, whilst you finish the wine nobody really likes and laugh too loud and the music is spilling out the window into the night. Silver Tongues is tripping over your own feet and waking up the next morning with a sore throat and aching arches and smiling.
Silver Tongues is ‘I don’t feel like going home’ because I never want to go home without you, I never want to go home at all actually, I never want to leave.
There’s no where else I’d rather be, but when I’m back in the molasses of reality, stood in front of the wrong door and on the wrong street, and it’s been weeks since we’ve talked and ages since I’ve breathed easily, I’ll remember all those stupid jokes, only we know
#silver tongues is about solace in memories as much as it’s about making those memories#it’s about visiting and revisiting#about thinking and craving#when you’re struggling#and gosh do I relate#Louis Tomlinson#silver tongues
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more inazuma
#inazuma eleven go#inazuma eleven#tenma matsukaze#matatagi hayato#from 2022#its fun revisiting old characters when youve improved#i really like these two sketches a lot still ;o;#esp the matatagi one. still proud#didnt look up references or anything just went with my memory and vibes
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