#when i literally warned her beforehand that HALF a bottle of developer and ONE packet of bleach powder | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

goldstarhoochie · 10 months

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i hate having to remind my mom that i'm my own person with my own desires and my own self expression. like, every time i wear something thats remotely reflective of my personality, she starts going on and on about me embarrassing myself or me looking weird. and every single time, it comes down to me defending my choices and having to shield my personhood from her. whenever i get defensive, she just tells me that she doesn't want me to get bullied or harassed but i know that that isn't why she questions and belittles my expression. she'll always be embarrassed by me and my choices. to her, i'm just her carbon copy and any attempt to stray from that is rebellion.

#its not just clothes either #anything i have interest in that isn't “normal” or something she likes is “weird” and “will make people bully me”.#she's done this when i buy video games and its so annoying #i had to fight for my life in a motherfucking gamestop of all places over BAYONETTA AND SPLATOON.#all of this is so funny because she complains about HER MOM doing shit like this to her but she does it to me with no hesitation.#thank hades i only have one year and a few months left.#then i can be free. forever this time.#yes this is about the hair bleach. she pissing and moaning about all of my hair not being blonde.#again its insane that shes getting all up in a tizzy about that #when i literally warned her beforehand that HALF a bottle of developer and ONE packet of bleach powder #wasn't gonna bleach all of my hair.#anyways.

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