#when i first got my hair cut like this people told me i look like harry potter bc of my glasses and that gave me so much gender euphoria
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riiviir Ā· 6 months ago
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My important reminder to all trans people this Pride Month: if you haven't yet, I promise you WILL find the hairstyle that gives you the most gender euphoria someday and it will be AMAZING
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fingertipsmp3 Ā· 10 months ago
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Save me skincare routine. Save me stupidly expensive skincare routine in tiny bottles
#so ya girl turned 28 three days ago and immediately had a midlife crisis#it didnā€™t even take very long. i opened my eyes at 6:55am on the 8th and immediately started freaking out#okay i want to clarify something. itā€™s not that i feel a need to perform a certain level of femininity. itā€™s not even that i care about#my appearance that much. itā€™s just that for the first time in my life i look older than i feel#and i feel really weird about it actually! thatā€™s never happened for me before. all throughout my childhood i was told how mature and smart#i was; and i always felt like i knew it all. then something flipped when i got into my mid twenties#all of a sudden people started treating me like i knew stuff and was a functioning member of society. meanwhile iā€™m standing here#with like radio static in my head. iā€™ve been an adult for 10 years now and i still feel like iā€™m floundering#but i look at myself in the mirror and i see: dark circles. wrinkles. dry skin. greying hair. horribly chapped lips. matronly body#i mean some of this is just genetic; iā€™ve had dark circles since i was 15 and my dad went grey at 30#and none of this is actually Bad. (except for the chapped lips). and itā€™s not that i donā€™t want to age. iā€™ve never considered botox#or plastic surgery and i never will. i genuinely want to look my age. i justā€¦ iā€™m having a hard time because during my early to mid twenties#my skin always looked fantastic despite me doing NOTHING with it. i was literally washing it with cold water and then applying moisturiser#that was once a day at MOST. most of the time i didnā€™t even do this. and mind you my ā€˜moisturiserā€™ was a body lotion#i also used to exfoliate with st ives of all things likeā€¦ can you believe#iā€™d always get asked for my skincare routine and iā€™d just be like ā€˜i just moisturise when it occurs to me šŸ˜Œā€™#but now the reckoning has come and iā€™m 28 and look like i got hit by a bus. haaaaaa#itā€™s just like. itā€™s not that i want to look 10 years younger. that would be bizarre. i donā€™t even really want to get rid of my wrinkles#or all my blemishes. i just want to take better care of my skin so that it doesnā€™t get inflamed and dry and break out all the time#and water + actual fucking LOTION isnā€™t cutting it because ya girl is āœØ28āœØ#so iā€™m going to try cleansing balm; hyaluronic acid; facial moisturiser & spf. i think that seems reasonable#(yes i never wear sunscreen either. feel free to shoot me with a firing squad)#i just hope it works and none of the products make me break out. and also i stick to it#i tried to pick out some gentle products. so letā€™s just hope for the best i guess. i mean thereā€™s always room to switch things around#personal
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rieamena Ā· 3 months ago
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totally (not) beating the allegations
best friend!takuma ino headcanons
contains... best friends to lovers, mutual pining, casual confession of love, kisses (platonic), kisses (romantic), modern au, high school to university au, living together-ish, fem intended reader, pet names (baby, babe, love, sexy, handsome, beautiful, sweetie, the list goes on and on), lots of physical touch, nicknames (you call takuma, kuma.), reader has a mother and a father, y'all are basically dating just without the label...
word count: 2.3k (this wasn't supposed to be long. i told myself 0.8k maximum...)
riea's comments: all sixteen people living in takuma city RISE UP! i miss my husband of 35 years so much, come back to me loml :(( something to munch on while y'all wait for the next full throttle chapter. also not too much on me if this is a drabble and not hcs idk the difference :))
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first off... i just wanna say that i KNOW I KNOW that ino is one of the funniest people in the jjk cast idc idc!!! if he had more screentime (and if the situation wasnt dire) my boy would be crackin some jokes!!!!
you've been friends with takuma for around 7 years, your first meeting happening in tenth grade, when your teacher paired you two up for an interview project. when time came to actually record the interviews, it was hard to edit out you two laughing uncontrollably every fifteen seconds or so
i mean, you two just had so much in common!!! same favorite color, same favorite franchise, same favorite tv show, same favorite video game; it was like yall were the same person. there was just one thing you both disagreed on: whether hex code #286061 was blue or green
your argument ended up being the last ten minutes of the final video you submitted...
without a doubt, after that, you two became inseparable. in school, people would take notice of your closeness. when one of you were absent, teachers would jokingly ask "where's the other one?"
there was not a single thing you didn't do together, homework, go to the gym, gossip, eavesdrop, etc etc. so of course, you ended up applying to the same universities and when it came time for college acceptance season...
takuma invited you over, forcing you to bring your mailed letters from the eight universities. sprawling out over his lap, you took in the all too familiar sight of his room. you've been in his room more times than you've been in your own (and vice versa!)
i mean ino's been over to your place so many times that he calls your parents mom and dad. and you've been over to his house so much that takuma's mom practically jumped for joy every time you burst through the front doors with a "guess who's home!!!" so it was completely normal that you guys knew the ins and outs of each other's rooms, right?
"kuma, baby," you started with a sigh, reveling in your best friend's repetitive motions. running his hand through your hair, ino looked down at you, eyes showing that he was listening. "i'm scared, what if we don'tļæ½ļæ½ļæ½"
"ah-ah-ah! no negativity here!" he cut you off, pushing you off his lap and grabbing the letters you left on his desk. "listen here beautiful," takuma says, bringing a hand to your cheek, his heart swelling when you subconsciously leaned into it, "we're gonna take each other's letters, and open them," he handed you a white envelope, the logo of both of yours dream university on it, "starting with, kyōmei."
taking a well needed deep breath, you nodded. "okay," you and ino began to open the envelopes at the same time, only looking at each other when you saw the status. "accepted or rejected in 3...2...1..."
"ACCEPTED"
"ACCEPTED"
cue the mandatory silence before the screaming. "holy shit. you got in." "you got in." "WE GOT IN!!! WE'RE GOING TO KYŌMEI!!!!" you two practically flew off the bed, jumping up and down in celebration. peppering his face in kisses, you nuzzled your face into takuma's neck. "i'm so proud of us! i mean, kyōmei," you pulled away from his neck, shaking his shoulders harshly, "the kyōmei?!!!"
anyways, soon enough, you both realized that you'd have to move away, resulting in a seven hour search for apartments near the university's campus. and just as takuma was about to give up, you found a listing for units 19A and 19B, right in the heart of the city and just a five minute walk from kyōmei
and with that, it was moving day, well, days is more like it considering that the whole process took like ten days... finding cute furniture is really hard! and moving all of it is even harder!! and don't even get me started on the appliances! although, you and takuma found a way around it
like what do both of you need a microwave for? and there isn't a reason to have two dishwashers, there wasn't even a reason to have one! y'all kept your fridges though... who was gonna be banging on the other's door in the middle of the night for some cold water??
with time, it came for the highly anticipated freshman formal, an welcome event hosted by kyōmei itself, and of course, you had to go. so here you were, staring at your figure in the mirror as your best friend's large hand rubbed your shoulder, the other zipping up your black dress. "all done!" he breathed, taking a step away so that you could see for yourself. "i look so cute~" you giggled, hearing the clack of your heels as you twirled. "you do!" he paused, looking you up and down, "when did you get that dress?"
"your mom gave it to me a couple days ago! where'd you get that tux? i don't think i've seen it before," you walked over and straightened takuma's suit, as he laughed in response, "your mom gave it to me..."
"this was planned."
"this was definitely planned."
"we should send a picture in the family group chat!"
"we should!!! but, hair first!"
notice how i said family group chat, singular, not plural. and that's because there's a gc for both of your families! it's name was a mix between "ino" and your last name, since, in all seriousness, your families were close
so here you were, sitting pretty on takuma's lap as you focused on straightening the front pieces of his hair, because that's what best friends do!
"okayyyy sexyyyy," you squealed, moving out of the way so that takuma could see himself in your vanity mirror, "damnn, i look hot!" he smiled as he checked himself out, his hand firmly on your waist (to make sure that you wouldn't fall, of course!). "i knew i was fine but, did i always look this fine?" he asked, looking up at you with his big dark brown eyes, a playful smirk evident on his face. "yes, takuma. you're the sexiest man ever. just a bit of eyeliner on you and we'll be on our way, okay?"
turning back to your station, you grabbed some brown and black pencils before starting to lightly draw over ino's outer eye corner, "do men as sexy as me really need eyeliner?" a look from you was all he needed to know to shut up and close his eyes
and oh, how he loved being so close to you. not just emotionally but physically as well. like, not every duo can say that they barge into the other's apartment to steal snacks! and speaking of snacks... let me just say, there's a whole cabinet in his kitchen reserved for your favorite foods and! he keeps your favorite ice cream flavor stocked in his freezer
you, on the other hand, have a little space where you hide takuma's favorite anything. chips, gummies, takeout menus, you name it, you have it. because your best friend is oh-so-optimistic, it can be harder for him when he's just not having the best of days. which is why when you go your (not so) separate ways at the end of the day, you pack up a basket for him. ribbons in his favorite color, his top 15 favorite snacks from that one time y'all bought one of everything in a nearby convenience store and ranked them, takeout on the way, horror flicks he's been wanting on dvd because he said "its cooler that way", and a handwritten letter from you, for my kuma, scribbled on the envelope
dropping off the basket at his door and retreating back to your place, you'd press your ear against the wall separating your units, physically feeling your heart break when you heard sniffles. that was all you needed to practically fly over to his, a few boxes of tissues in hand. because that's what best friends do!
and don't even get me started on how many belongings y'all have at the other's place... like that one time takuma walked into your apartment announcing his presence, only to be met with silence. let me set up the scene for you. you are taking a relaxing shower when you hear a knock on the door followed by four more and then three more. "come in!" you called out, unbeknownst to you, ino's voice was closer than you thought
"already in here..., anyways. is my shampoo in there?"
"the one with the purple cap?"
"yeah, thanks babe!"
"wait, can you get me my towel?"
or that time when you causally opened the door to his unit (because it was basically yours too) and greeted him with a simple pat on his head before skipping off to find those jeans you thrifted
slight cohabitation aside, the university life was definitely... something. it was clear and obvious that you two were close, a blind man could see it. but close is a really really really vague word, and it's surely not the word that describes the way the two of you act. in this friendship, terms of endearment drop like rain from clouds. every. other. sentence. contains a "babe" or "baby" or "sweetheart" or "darling" WE GET IT OKAY...
and it seems like if y'all go a single day without touching each other, a bomb will fall from the sky and earth would blow up. his hands are constantly on you, his favorite places (when in public) being your shoulders and arms, and when at home it was without a doubt your waist and thighs. just imagine how difficult it must be for people speak to you both on campus when his arm is slung around you and your hand is holding onto his side. the rumors practically created themselves....
and when i say people were shocked, i mean they were SHOCKED when y'all were like "haha, no, we're not dating!!! we're best friends!" everyone was thinking: yeah best friends who FUCK. best friends who are IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. y'all became the campus' it couple without being a couple. how does that happen??!??
however... there were a couple of people who were particularly excited to hear that you both were single. a few girls approached you one day while in the general area, asking if it was true that you and ino weren't dating. "we aren't... why?" one of the girls shifted on her feet, clearly nervous. "well... could you um... give this to him for me?!" she bowed, presenting a pretty pink envelope. you froze, staring at the item before giggling. "i see what this is about! don't worry! i'll make sure this gets to him safely!" long story short, that letter was never delivered
and on ino's side, he had some classmates pestering him about you. asking for your favorite show, candy, date style, everything under the sun. "guys, guys! she doesn't even want a boyfriend right now!" takuma shouted, even though two days prior you were complaining about how spending too much time with him was scaring all the hotties away
but let's get into the real stuff... the realization of love
for takuma, there wasn't a "wow, i'm in love with her" moment. what he does know though is that he started feeling something different for you a few months before college admission season. to him, the world was always bright with you by his side but now... it was so much brighter. it was like looking directly into the sun; it hurt but he couldn't look away, he doesn't want to look away. you're the best thing to ever happen to him, and the mere thought of ruining what you have just for some feelingā€”no matter how intenseā€”isn't... right to him
and you figured it out after a dream you had one night back in high school. you dreamt of being in takuma's arms, the ones you snuck glances at when he wasn't paying attention to you. in not dream world, all you had to do was ask and he'd gladly envelop you but the vibes in this dream were different. there was tension. and it was thick. his beanie was off and thrown somewhere on the bed, your bed. looking back at him, your breath caught in your throat, "hey pretty," he slurred, drunk off tiredness. ino's called you beautiful more times than you can count; he made sure to do it at least once a week, so why... just why did this time make your stomach heat up and your heart race? you woke up with a flushed face, queasy feeling in your gut, and a deep understanding. it wasn't just platonic love anymore
"hey," you started, eyes trained on the movie in front of you, but your mind was focused on something else, "y'know how everyone thinks we're dating?" ino nodded as you reached over to grab the bowl of popcorn. "i've been thinking... maybe they're onto something..."
takuma's gulp could be heard from miles away, "wh-what are you trying to say?"
"what are we? seriously. because i can't sit here and pretend like i don't wish we were something more."
"something more like...?"
"now's not the time to be oblivious! don't you get it?! i'mā€”"
"i'm in love with you,"
it was like time stood still as you looked at your best friend. his face was lit by the tv screen a couple feet away, his hair was a mess, and slightly prominent dark circles were under his eyes, but... he's never looked more beautiful to you. "have been. for a long time. we've basically been dating for like four years already. four more and then we'll get married?" he flashed his signature smile
"oh, shut up," he brought your face millimeters away from his, whispering "make me." before kissing you deeply, not on your cheek, or your forehead, or your shoulders, but on your lips this time. and all the times after that too
because that's what best friends lovers do, right?
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hyhkai Ā· 3 months ago
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camboy! | c.yj.
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[ šŸŽ„ ] ā€” after yeonjun's rise in the porn industry, an interview was something he agreed to for fun. however, after he saw you, the interviewer, he wished it was a fake interview where he gets to fuck you.
cw : pornstar!yeonjun. unedited word vomit fictional magazine company that apparently also exists in real life.
a/n ; i apologize for my sins i swear I'll change šŸ™šŸ¼ and this is a drabble, not a fic! i might turn it into one over time ā™”
after you reached out to him a few weeks ago with greetings and compliments, and asking can I interview you some time? I'd like to know what it's like to be a person who earns through the adult industry, and with your fame, I know that you're just the right person., his first, honest reaction was to laugh. i mean, seriously?
he was laughing at the irony of the fact that he was being interviewed. i mean, who was willing enough to take out time of their busy, hectic schedule to interview a man who earns bread by having a dildo inside of him? he had to know. he wanted to know what this person was like.
he did think that this could be completely false and you could be a potential threat, trying to lure him into your little cage with cheese like he's a fucking rat, capture him and do bad things to him like he'd heard with various nefarious acts of people against people with 'easy' fame.
"can I get proof that you're actually an interviewer?"
to which he immediately got a response with a photo of a xerox copy of your identification document, namely at a popular company called mode de vie. he could see the black and white ink that framed the photo stuck on the top right corner, and he knew that he had to see that fucking face in real life. if that's how you look in a awfully captured picture, so captivating, bold, and confidence outlining your eyes in the form of sharp eyeliner, he had to see that face in front of him, asking him questions about his body count or something else he doesn't give two shits about.
he'd said sure to your offer almost immediately now that he saw that it was a real interviewer after him. and now that it was time, he drove to the place where you both agreed to be at ā€” a cafĆ© which was relatively close to his house and your office.
"I'm glad you came!" you said as you shook his hand that would eventually get sweaty from just sitting opposite to you. what the fuck? he seriously considered telling you to quit this stupid, serious job and just join him in his public sex life. you were stunning.
now that he saw your hair open, framing your face, and that fucking sharp-ass eyeliner, he was mad that he didn't dress up nicely and instead came in a hoodie. who wants to miss a chance of getting a baddie?
he thanked the lords he'd long forgotten when you told him this is just an audio based interview which will later be turned into a text format.
while you continued asking him questions about everything, from "fuck-a-fan" to "how did your mother find out?", he'd needed to ask you to repeat your questions several times. his eyes kept drifting down, down to your chest.
'why the fuck are you wearing a top so low-cut? is it to provoke me or something?' he'd think. he legitimately wants to put his hand on the table, pushing himself towards you and grabbing one of your tits. it's pissing him off he can't.
okay, so maybe he was a pervert like one of his friends liked to say. but it wasn't his fault when you were asking him questions about his sex life while looking at him with those eyes that were possibly tearing his clothes off.
in his world, that is.
'do you want to fuck me too, or am I trippin'?'
he knew he had to keep his filthy hands, his filthy thoughts, to himself. c'mon, it's a fucking interview, yeonjun. grow up. you've had plenty of girls and guys to fuck in your life. from small and petite, to taller than you. from fucking someone to getting fucked. you've done it all. why are you so captivated by this woman?
maybe it was the way you had your makeup done that had him wishing he could see it smeared all over with a new makeup product; his cum, or maybe it was your tits that were practically begging to be the thing he shoves his face in tonight. but no, it was the way you carried yourself.
there was this... this aura, this radiation of confidence that was magnetic enough for him to be pulled to you.
under the table, he was practically going to rub one out. he kept adjusting his pants, kept palming his dick that was straining against his pants and standing up against his thoughts of not fucking you ever.
ugh, just how fucking good you'd look on his bed, and he swears he could go above his rounds per fucking streak of 4 with you; from classic missionary to the amazon position, from sixty-nine to his foot on your face while he fucked your ass from the back. fuck, he'd even let you peg him, something he's always refused to do.
just how good you'd look while sliding your strap-on inside of him, his eyes going wide, as well as your smile at the sight of his pretty face. he thinks you'd like some crazy songs playing in the background, similar to the vibe of playboi carti.
fuck, he'd hold onto your tits for support, comfort, for just the fucks of it no matter who is topping.
"um, excuse me?" you asked when he spaced out in the middle.
"yeah?" he said, looking up from the table where both of your milkshakes resided.
"thank you for the interview. i appreciate it a lot!" you said, smiling at him, completely unaware of the junk he had in his brain about you. you put out your hand for a friendly yet professional handshake.
"oh, yeah, of course." he muttered out, responding to your hand with his that was definitely sweaty.
as you closed your notepad and stopped the recording, he looked up at your face finally.
"can I ask you a question too?"
"oh, yes, of course." you said, looking up at him with a face of genuine curiosity. maybe it would be something like ā€”
"when will this be posted?"
"where can I read it?"
"will there be a hardcopy?"
"would you ever fuck me if you could?"
and suddenly, this was the first time you regretted not recording the aftermath of an interview.
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disgustingtwitches Ā· 3 months ago
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MDNI
Working at a restaurant with 141!(Part 5)
The shithead owner decides that he needs to sign up for a "restaurant renovation" show. Chaos ensues.
"A fucking TV show?"
Gaz frowns while polishing glasses.
"Told him it was a bad idea."
Price shrugs, lighting a cigar. You are horrified, being on the screen for millions of people to see was nerve wracking. And it'll be the first time you meet the owner.
"Restaurant renovation... Lik' he gives twa fucks aboot renovating this shitehole."
Johnny ashes his smoke and passes it to you. You take a deep drag and sigh, this is gonna be a disaster.
~
Cameras are set up everywhere, everyone's mic'd up, there are too many people in too small of a space. Some obnoxiously loud man introduces himself. He seems to be an amalgamation of every TV host you've ever seen, wearing too much cologne and too much hair gel. He puts a hand on your shoulder,
"The place looks terrible but at least they got something nice to look at here."
He flashes a smile, cheap veneer blindingly white. You awkwardly laugh while Price steps in, introducing himself. You scurry away to the back where the rest of the boys are,
"I want everyone to be on their best behavior today. No fucking around. Don't make me look bad."
The owner is a bland man, average height and weight, with a shitty haircut and wearing an ugly flashy shirt. He turns around and briefly introduces himself, he already smells like liquor. Great. He gets waved over to get interviewed by the host. You and the guys watch from the other end of the restaurant. It's quite embarrassing, the host pointing out how run down the place looks, the menu is confusing and overwhelming, and then asks if he's drunk,
"I can smell the alcohol from here Carl... it's only 11am buddy."
The owner stutters and blinks,
"I- just uh, just a crazy night is all."
The host stares, unconvinced. Carl shifts awkwardly in his chair. The next segment was ordering food apparently, so you were up. You walk up to the table as the host asks you a barrage of questions,
"How would you say the fish is here? Is everything fresh? What do you think of the steak? Do you have any recommendations?"
When you say you only ate the fries from here and he laughs loudly,
"That is not a good sign folks!"
He stares at the camera, showing off teeth that were too big for his mouth before you walk off and punch in the order. There's a cameraman recording John and Simon cooking,
"Steak and potatoes."
John reads the slip out loud, they move around the kitchen while the owner watches. For such a simple dish there's a lot of chaos, Carl is yelling at them to move faster and cook properly, John is busy arguing with Carl and burns the steak, Simon plates up the food and hands it off to you. You place the plate down in front of the host,
"Oh...oh my God..."
You keep a straight face, hands behind your back. The host looks back up at you,
"Does the food usually come out like this?"
There's a tone of disgust and concern, his eyebrows turned up, you shrug. He stares back down at the filet and cuts into it,
"It's very impressive that one is able to overcook such a large piece of meat. That takes...skill."
You watch concertedly as he picks up a piece and puts it into his mouth, it looks like he wants to cry.
He goes on to complain about the quality of the food to the camera as he walks to the kitchen,
"At least it's clean back here. I've seen kitchens in wors- is that a fucking pigeon?"
Sure enough, there is. How the fuck did it get in here?
"Oh! I just left the door open to let some fresh air in..."
Carl awkwardly tries to catch the bird while the boys watch amusedly, even the camera crew stifle a laugh.
"Christ Almighty, what is wrong with you man?"
The host shakes his head, watching the whole scene in disbelief. Eventually, the bird is out of the building and the sweep of the kitchen continues.
"Food is not expired, everything is stored properly, it's all very well organized. I was honestly expecting worse."
The host walks up to the bar next, plucking up bottles and examining them,
"So, Kyle is it? How long have you been working here for?"
"Just a little over five years."
Gaz leans against the bar. There's a gasp and the host waves the camera over,
"Look at this shit,"
He points at the label,
"Expired in August,"
You look over at Gaz and Soap, they look like they're about to piss themselves, holding back laughs.
"Of 2012!"
The host looks disgusted,
"Why didn't you throw this away?"
"Carl told me to not toss anything."
Kyle shrugged. Soap is almost in tears, shaking, trying to bite back a howl of laughter.
The next two days are like this, you don't know why Carl hasn't pulled the plug on this fiasco yet,
"I think he's getting drunker as the days go by."
Johnny says, ashing his cigarette. There's a nod from Simon,
"I think he enjoys being embarrassed, seems like the type to get off on that."
'The big finale' as the host calls it, means getting a new menu, refreshing the cooks(John's) skills, and cleaning out the bar. The place is opened and there's a line out of the door. It's overwhelming, the customers are putting on a show, acting like dickheads and sending everything back even when there's nothing wrong with the food. Simon and John are on top of everything, putting out food as fast as possible, Carl is shitting himself running around the kitchen like a headless chicken. The night goes by fast and everyone is at the bar,
"So the cooks are for the most part competent, the waitress is amazing, and the bartender is well... The man can do no wrong. The problem here is you,"
The host points at Carl who is fucking sloshed swaying back and forth,
"I genuinely think this restaurant would be better off without you."
Carl starts bawling. The host is visibly uncomfortable. The boys and you are looking at each other. Then when all the cameras and lights are gone, it's all back to normal. Carl is looking for reassurance from anyone and you and the boys just pack up and head home, Price patting him on the back,
"You'll be alright."
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A few months later, you're all sat on the couch watching the TV. Johnny's over the moon pointing at the screen,
"Look thare A am! See hou sexy A look?"
He's smiling and waving at the camera in the background of the scene where Carl is crying his eyes out. That gets a laugh out of Gaz,
"You're a sick bastard, Soap."
Once the episode dropped, the restaurant got busy for a few months. Most of the customers are horny women ogling at Kyle. On occasion you get the request to bring out "the scary looking one" and you just laugh it off.
"You're so lucky working with all these guys, I don't know if I'd be able to control myself,"
A particularly drunk woman said to you one day. You just smile while Kyle winks at you over his shoulder.
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casinocarpediem Ā· 8 months ago
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ā–ŖļøŽā– ā˜† ŠŠ¾Š²Š¾Šµ MŠ¾Š»Š¾ŠŗŠ¾ šŸ®šŸ„› ā˜†ā– ā–ŖļøŽ
(Translation: New Milk)
ā˜† šŸ”ž!!NOT SAFE FOR WORK!!šŸ”ž
ā˜† male! subtop! Francis Mosses / male! dombottom! Reader
ā˜† overstimulation if ya squint a lil, milking, breeding, dumbification, passing out, belly bulge (If your not into this, look away!! šŸ‘»šŸ‘»)
ā˜† implied Russian speaking Francis (translated from google translate and research for needed accuracy, however, any form of critique or correction definetely is allowed!)
ā˜† short (I think???)
ā˜† author has played Not My Neighbor
Ā°ā—‹ā˜†nsfw under the cutā˜†ā—‹Ā°
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You and Francis had a thing. And, fuck, for a minimum wage worker who barely gets any kind of rest at all, he's fucking good at what he does. He's a big fan of milking. Not his job, no, he could rant about how shitty it can be despite not wanting to get a new one (A/N: so real) but he's a fan of milking. Just the other kind of milking.
The first tim you two had sex, he was pretty sheepish about it, yeah. He didn't know if you prefered topping or bottoming so he settled for a handjob. You did the same as well. Until you both got used to each other and realized that he was pretty flexible. He'd do whatever you'd want to do, whatever you had in store, as long as if it wasn't too much for either of you. He loves fucking but he surely isn't a sex devient. Somewhere in the middle. Pliant to whatever you to had planned. But recently, he may or may not have discovered a new kink. Somethig that made his legs flex and his stamina increase and the gooey, warm, and fuzzy gears in his head grind back to life to keep on going. The last time you two had sex, there was now no condom, and he was pounding you into the bed that you swore Isaack would definetely send a formally written complain, persuasive enough for the both of you to not have such intense, hot, steamy sex for the next few months, (He's a reporter after all, have to respect the man informing the people, and he definetely has a way with words).
Humming, groaning, a little against your neck. You swore it was like a kitten, as if he was purring in a way. You pulled his hair as per usual and with a louder grunt his dark brown eyes roll up just a slight and flutter, closing shut as he fills you to the brim with his warm baby batter. Shaking, sweating, and biting his lip when he just keeps on cumming until theres nothing more to give. Or is there?
What he didn't expect, was when you suddenly whispered in the midst of him balls deep inside you,
"Thats it... good boy, you fuckin slut... Cum in me, keep milkin' yourself f'me"
Ah shit, he swore something inside of him just snapped loose. With the way he shivered violently, and as your hand loosened on his sweaty brown hair he moves again. Oh how odd, after a few rounds, the last one being penetration, he's always so tired, opting to give you a handjob or finger you if you didnt get a taste of your climax but shit. If this wasn't hot then what was?!
When you had basically degraded him to milk his balls dry you didn't mean literally, but fuck. This was so appealing, that your little milk boy had his quirks.
You look down at yourself seeing the bulge appearing on your abdoment everytime he thrusts in and god does it make you feel dizzy. Your hard dick, leaking as well just begging to cum while Francis gasps and shudders a little more, oh he looks so dumb. Trying to do as he's told. To keep milking himself. Milking himself for you. Just for motherfucking you. It keeps fuzzy sparks inside of his brain that has him smiling and drooling against your chest.
"Awe, what an adorable little cow you are... Milking your-...yourself for me... Giving me every ounce of that sweet sweet milk of yours, hmm? You wanna give me your milk Francis? You wanna fucking cum in me again?"
He feels so lightheaded that he smiles dumbly at the idea and nods as if his head is too heavy, full of warm cream. Muttering several words in russian mixed in with english as he nods slowly, trembling as his cock, still hard and moving perfectly against every spot inside of you.
"Please please please Šš-ŠšŃƒŠŗŠ¾Š»ŠŗŠ° please... fuck fuckk- let me cum... inside... inside... cum inside please please milk me- oh... ŠŸ-ŠŸŠ¾Š¶Š°Š»ŃƒŠ¹ŃŃ‚Š°... Š—-...Š—Š¾Š»Š¾Ń‚цŠµ... ŠŸŠ¾Š¶Š°Š»ŃƒŠ¹ŃŃ‚Š°..."
The pathetic, brown haired man sobs. Pawing at your sides like an injured little puppy. Begging so prettily, who could deny those eyes of his? all teary and tired. Small blobs of salty water dripping down his eyebags which were now disappearing, thanks to yourself for keeping his sleep schedule normal again after years of nap malnutrition.
After a few more moments of Francis groaning so softly against your ear, you feel yourself about to cum too, and when you order it directly, he really does come undone. Panting like a dog in heat while nails dig against his back skin. All the while he buries himself deep inside of you once again and fills you up with a second load of his fluids that it's practically drooling out of your hole. You hiss as well, shutting your eyes with a shudder as your dick spurts out a thick white rope of cum, coating Francis' stomach and your chest. Fuck.
Francis pants, collapsing on you. You gently push him to the side and just watch him catch his breath. Eyes closed, skin warm and sweaty while he's still inside you. All soft. But its not uncomfortable. At least now, you definetely know how you can abuse this new found information with your lovely boyfriend.
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Second Chances
Summary: Itā€™s not common knowledge that you have a superpower: regeneration. You didnā€™t think that would be a problem... Jason and Damian think otherwise.
Relationships: Jason Todd x Vigilante!Reader, Damian Wayne & Jason Todd & Reader (platonic because theyā€™re brothers duh)
DAMIAN WAYNE IS MY SON I LOVE HIM SO MUCH (I just watched the Supersons movie he makes me smile so hard)
Word Count: 4.8k
Content warning for temporary character death. Readerā€™s vigilante name is Ghoul, BTW.
Jason is in the shower when he hears someone break into his apartment.
He groans, makes sure all the shampoo is rinsed out of his hair, then grabs the knife mounted to his curtain rod. Itā€™s not the first time someone has attacked him in the shower, and it probably wonā€™t be the last. Still, Jason wishes they would at least give him time to grab a towel. Itā€™s just as uncomfortable for him as it is for them.
This time, they actually do. Maybe theyā€™re going to be polite enough to wait for him to finish cleaning all of Gothamā€™s sludge off his body. Jason would appreciate the sentiment more if the upcoming fight wouldnā€™t immediately dirty his body again with their blood.
He doesnā€™t turn off the shower when he steps out, dries his feet on the bath mat. Heā€™s reaching for his towel when he hears one of the intruders say something.
He recognizes that voice.
Jason sticks his head out of the bathroom and glowers. ā€œWhat are you doing here, brat?ā€
Damian Wayne, one of Bruce Wayneā€™s many children and the current Robin, scowls right back. ā€œWhy is your shower still running, Todd? Do you not care for conservation efforts? There are people in Michigan who wouldā€”ā€
ā€œOkay, Dami,ā€ interrupts another voice.
Jasonā€™s whole body flushes. He makes sure every part of him except his face is hidden behind the door when a second person comes into view.
Your vigilante costume is zipped halfway, the top pulled down and sleeves tied around your waist, exposing the compression shirt with kevlar-like weave you wore beneath it. A large bandage is wrapped around your upper arm, growing redder by the second.
ā€œHi, Y/N,ā€ Jason says. Does he sound too excited? Does he not sound excited enough?
You just smile. ā€œHey, Jace. Sorry, we came by for first aid supplies. Weā€™ll be out of your hair in just a sec.ā€
ā€œNo, donā€™t rush on my account,ā€ Jason says. Does he sound too desperate? ā€œJust give me aā€”ā€
He ducks back into the bathroom to turn off the shower after making sure heā€™s clean and one hundred percent soap-free. Not expecting company, heā€™d only brought a pair of boxers and military-style shorts in with him. Rushing, hoping you donā€™t leave before he gets out (Damian can leave, though) he pulls both on and slams the door open.
It hits the wall so hard it rebounds back into Jasonā€™s hand. You jump at the sound, nearly poking Damian with the needle in your hand.
ā€œWatch it, idiot!ā€ Damian snaps. To Jason, he says, ā€œYou just dented your wall. Moron.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t talk to them like that,ā€ Jason says sternly. God, he knows why the brat is so prickly, but he still got on Jasonā€™s last nerves. He checks the wall, hoping the brat exaggerated, but nope. Another dent to match the nicks, scrapes, and bullet holes that already littered his apartment.
He is never getting back his security deposit.
Youā€™re about to stitch up a cut on Damianā€™s arm when Jason clucks his tongue. ā€œThat doesnā€™t look good.ā€ The bandage around your arm is sodden with blood.
ā€œItā€™s not as bad as it looks,ā€ you say dismissively. ā€œReady, Dami?ā€
Interestingly enough, the brat doesnā€™t tell you off for giving him a nickname. It seems to be a privilege reserved exclusively for you and Dick; every time Jason tries, heā€™s vehemently told off.
Then again, his nicknames are usually derogatory. That might contribute to it a little bit.
Damian sets his jaw and you stitch him up quickly, murmuring, ā€œIā€™m sorry,ā€ every time his fingers twitchā€”the only indication of pain heā€™ll show. Jason eyes the bandage around your arm with worry, but the blood stain doesnā€™t grow any more in the interim.
As soon as you tie off the thread, Damian hops to his feet and scurries for the bathroom. You start to get up, brow pinched with worry, but Jason says, ā€œLet me look at your arm.ā€
Your eyes take a while to slide from the shut bathroom door to Jasonā€™s face, but then you say, ā€œYeah, okay,ā€ and sink back into your chair.
To distract you as he unpeels the sticky bandage from your arm, Jason asks, ā€œSo youā€™re on babysitting duty now, huh?ā€
ā€œOh, no, Damian and I patrol together every Friday night.ā€ You use finger quotes with the other hand and say, ā€œB think it ā€˜promotes more accountabilityā€™ when someone gets injured during patrol if they have a partner.ā€
Jason frowns at the sight of the cut. Itā€™s obviously from a knife, and not pretty, exactly, but also not big enough to let out as much blood as soaked through the bandage. ā€œWho did this to you?ā€
ā€œJust a typical goon. Itā€™s really not a big deal.ā€ Your eyes follow Jasonā€™s gaze. ā€œI guess it bled a lot, huh? Like a head wound. You know, disproportionate.ā€ You tug your sleeve over the wound.
ā€œY/N is not as weak as the rest of you,ā€ Damian sneers, having vacated the bathroom on silent feet. You jump, and so does Jason, even though he has Batman-honed instincts.
Thereā€™s just something intoxicating about your presence. Youā€™reā€¦ distracting.
It was manageable back before Jason was Robin and you were one of his classmates. You were obsessed with Batman and crimefighting, and Jason was a bookworm, so your friendship shouldnā€™t have worked, but it did.
Then, ironically, Bruce Wayne adopted him and Jason became the crimefighter. He never told you about his identity to protect Bruceā€™s, but you figured it out when he died.
Then he came back to Gotham, hellbent on revenge, and burned every bridge heā€™d ever built. Including the one with you.
Jason still could barely believe you give him the time of day after all the awful things heā€™d said and done. But youā€™re just as obsessed with redemption and forgiveness as Bruce, and he will never take that for granted.
His fascination with you was manageable before Jason died, but itā€™s downright consuming now.
Jason canā€™t believe how youā€™d grown up to be soā€¦ so flat-out amazing. Graceful, and maybe not as skilled at hand-to-hand as the rest of Gothamā€™s vigilantes, but you adapt with a long-range fighting style. Youā€™re strong, and self-assured, and really, seriously gorgeous.
Jason realizes his hand is still on your arm, touching the soft skin, and he yanks it away as if burnt. He doesnā€™t understand how you remain so scar-free despite years of crimefighting, and heā€™s abruptly self-conscious about the marks that litter his torso, arms, and legs. Your eyes roam over them, lingering on his chest and stomach
Heā€™s most self-conscious about the jagged ā€˜Jā€™ carved into his cheek, and Jason tries to cover it with his hand without drawing attention. That doesnā€™t workā€”he looks like a weirdo waving his hands aroundā€”so he tilts his cheek away so you donā€™t have to see it anymore.
You clear your throat and look away, as if embarrassed for some reason.
Damianā€™s gaze pingpongs between the two of you before he rolls his eyes, sighing dramatically. ā€œAre you two finished?ā€
You push away from the table and make a grabby hand. Damian rolls his eyes again, but he sidles closer, and you check his stitched cut. Your thumb rubs over the raised line of stitches like youā€™re trying to wipe his pain away.
Jason realizes heā€™s staring at the bottom lip youā€™re jutting out in sympathy. He flushes again.
After everything he did, he canā€™t expect anything more than friendship from you. If thatā€™s what youā€™re willing to give, heā€™ll never push for more.
ā€œI am fine, Y/N,ā€ Damian said, pushing your hand away, albeit gently. A hint of whine entered his voice and Jason blinked. It wasnā€™t often that he heard Damian sound like an actual kid. ā€œCan we resume patrol now?ā€
ā€œWait,ā€ Jason hears someone say, and itā€™sā€”him, heā€™s the one saying it. ā€œAre you hungry? I have a casserole in the oven.ā€
Damian snorts. ā€œMy apologies. I did not know you had adopted the personality of a middle-aged white womā€”ā€
You cover Damianā€™s mouth with your hand and say, ā€œThat sounds great, Jay. Thanks.ā€
Jasonā€™s greedy. Heā€™ll take whatever scraps he can get from you.
The three of you eat, the conversation pleasant whenever Damian isnā€™t threatening Jason because Jason taunted him. You laugh as they bicker, used to the antics of Gothamā€™s vigilantes by now.
Once everyone is done, itā€™s just about time for the Red Hood to start his patrol, so with a little cajoling from you, Damian agrees to let Jason tag along until your patrol ends. Jason suits up, and you lead the charge out of his apartment window, followed by Damian. Jason is last out, stopping briefly to make sure the window latches before stepping off the fire escape.
The sensation of his stomach rising is familiar from so many years of grappling through the city, but no less exhilarating. He follows your and Robinā€™s flipping shapes as the two of you tear through the city. The bright primary color accents on Robinā€™s suit and the pale gray color of your own shouldnā€™t blend in so well with Gothamā€™s shadows, but you and Damian manage pretty well. It turns into kind of a game of tag, and whenever he gets close enough, you grin and twist away, muffling laughter behind one hand.
He could definitely catch you, but he thinks youā€™re enjoying the game of cat-and-mouse just as much as he, if not more.
Jasonā€™s just thinking to himself that thereā€™s not much crime tonight when the Batsignal lights up the sky.
ā€œWay to ruin the mood,ā€ he grumbles. The game is over. The three of you grapple toward the giant light without any more flipping or laughter.
Jim Gordon obviously isnā€™t expecting them when they land. After all, itā€™s common knowledge that Ghoul is a Bat-affiliate, but Red Hoodā€™s alliance with the Batclan is still relatively new. Shaky.
And a lot of people still think the Red Hood hates Ghoul. Admittedly, the way Jason tried to kill you when he returned hadnā€™t helped the rumors.
It made sense at the time. Heā€™d also tried to kill Batman, Nightwing, and Robin, so itā€™s not like it was entirely personal. You donā€™t hold a grudge.
ā€œWhereā€™s Batman?ā€ is his first question.
You shrug. ā€œRunning late.ā€
Jasonā€™s not sure if thatā€™s true. With you and Robin patrolling Newtown and Otisburg, Spoiler and Red Robin handling everything from the Coventry to the Upper East Side, and Black Bat and Batwing watching over everything else but the Tricorner, the city is in pretty good hands for the night.
And yes, Jasonā€™s knowledge about patrol schedules is from his days as a crime lord, but it still comes in handy as a reformed vigilante.
ā€œWhy did you summon us here, Commissioner?ā€ Robin asks.
ā€œBane escaped Arkham earlier tonight,ā€ says the Commissioner. ā€œWe have reason to believe heā€™s hiding out in Amusement Mile. The Jokerā€™s not out, for one, and we have aā€¦ witnessā€¦ that claims to have seen Bane in the park.ā€
ā€œWhere is this witness?ā€ Robin demands.
ā€œIn our holding cell, sobering up,ā€ Gordon says with a long-suffering sigh.
ā€œOh, great,ā€ Jason says. ā€œSo it might have been Bane, or it might have been one of those giant stuffed bears at every amusement park.ā€
You elbow him in the side and promise Gordon, ā€œWeā€™ll check it out, Commish. Let you know when heā€™s handled again!ā€
You and Robin balance on the edge of the roof. Jason asks in a low tone, ā€œBatmanā€™s not coming tonight, is he?ā€ He would have already been here.
You and Robin share a guilty look.
Jason sighs. Bane is a tough opponent, possibly their strongest rogue. Itā€™ll take a lot of force to bring him downā€¦ force heā€™s not sure you and Robin can muster. Youā€™re good vigilantes, donā€™t get him wrong, but Robin is a prepubescent boy and has the height and muscle mass to show for it. Youā€™re strong and graceful and should be fine as long as you keep your distance, but Jasonā€™s the only one that comes close to Bane in terms of muscle mass.
Itā€™ll be up to him to keep the two of you safe.
ā€œI think I parked my bike somewhere around here,ā€ you say. ā€œItā€™ll get us there faster than grappling.ā€
Jason thinks something is stuck in his throat. He croaks, ā€œYou have a motorcycle?ā€
You nod. He canā€™t see your face beneath the mask, but heā€™s pretty sure youā€™re smiling. ā€œGot it just a couple weeks ago, but I needed Earl to paint it over.ā€
ā€œIt is parked in that alley.ā€ Robin points.
ā€œOkay,ā€ Jason says. ā€œYou two drive to my apartment. Iā€™ll follow above, then weā€™ll head to Amusement Mile.ā€
ā€œAye-aye,ā€ you joke. ā€œCome on, bud.ā€
You and Robin swing away, the younger boy loudly complaining about the myriad nicknames you think up for him. Jason swings away to get a headstart. A minute later, the sound of a bike engine revving hits Jasonā€™s ears, and it isnā€™t long after that he looks down to see you and Robin on a pale bike painted in the same colors as your suit.
You look up and wave.
Jason almost misses his next swing. He swallows and has to look away. Seeing you on a motorcycleā€¦
As soon as he puts the key in his bikeā€™s ignition, you speed away, tires squealing against the asphalt. Jason grins and twists the throttle. He shoots onto the street and hunches low to decrease wind resistance, pushing the bike hard to catch up to you.
You wear no helmet, but youā€™d forced Robin to wear one. He sits behind you on the bike, arms locked around your waist. At the sight of Jason, he makes a rude gesture, but Jason just huffs out a laugh. The brat likes to aggravate him on purpose, but itā€™s hard to feel annoyed when he drives next to you, racing side-by-side.
It doesnā€™t take long to reach Amusement Mile. You and Jason shift gears, rolling to a stop.
ā€œYou and Robin go high,ā€ Jason instructs. ā€œIā€™ll go low.ā€
ā€œRoger.ā€ You kick the stand for your bike, then you and Robin shoot your grapples for the nearest roof.
In seconds, the two of you are out of sight.
Jason swallows. He hates this strip of clown-themed land. The Joker isnā€™t in it currently, but it still reminds him of that madman.
Come on. He shakes himself. Jason canā€™t afford to get distracted. Bane is dangerous.
Jason makes no effort to muffle the sounds of his footsteps as he strolls through the park. A plastic bag drifts along the path with a gust of wind, and a couple bowling pins on the ground roll. But apart from that, the park is empty and quiet.
Too quiet.
Jason turns just in time to avoid a crushing blow to his head.
He hits the ground rolling and comes up with guns blazing. Bullets deflect off Baneā€™s armor, and he doesnā€™t seem to feel the ones that burrow into his skin.
ā€œYou will not stop me, Red Hood,ā€ says the mechanized voice. ā€œNo one will stop me in my pursuit to break Batman, even though he sent you in his place.ā€
ā€œHe didnā€™t send me,ā€ says Jason.
Help comes from above. A steel bolaā€”one of your weapons of choiceā€”whips through the air and wraps around Baneā€™s throat. He chokes and reaches up to untangle it. At the same time, a Batarang slices through the air and cuts straight through one of the hoses pumping super-steroid into his body.
He groans. Drops to one knee.
Jason spares a glance to the rooftops, but he only sees Robin.
That moment of distraction costs him. Bane surges back to his feet and tackles him. Jason hits the ground, the back of his head colliding against the pavement so hard his vision blacks out for a moment.
He blinks away the darkness in time to see a punishing fist aimed right for his head. Thereā€™s not enough time to dodge. Jason can only brace for an impactā€¦ that never comes.
The hook of a grapple is embedded into Baneā€™s wrist. Its line is taught. On the roof of a decrepit popcorn stand, Robin yanks back with all his might.
Jason knees Bane in the crotch, then elbows him in the face.
Bane grunts and yanks his arm forward, pulling Robin right to the ground in a flutter of cape, but Jason slips out from beneath him and rolls to his feet. Bane may be strong, and his hits may hurt, but thatā€™s only if they connect. And Bane isnā€™t very fast.
The engine of a bike roars, and your voice shouts, ā€œHood, out of the way!ā€
Jason obeys without thinking. Itā€™s a good thing he doesnā€™t hesitate, because he barely dodges your motorcycle before you ram it full-speed into Bane.
Not even the giant can resist a motorcycle going full-throttle. He topples back, and you keep driving, treating his body like a ramp.
Jason laughs despite himself. ā€œI can see tire tracks on your face, ugly!ā€ He and Robin throw knives at the same time. Robinā€™s slices off another steroid line. Jasonā€™s lodges in Baneā€™s shoulder. It should have severed his deltoid, leaving his arms useless, but the man doesnā€™t react to the pain at all.
Getting run over pisses Bane off. You turn in a sharp circle on the bike and rev your engine, obviously ready to try the same trick twice.
But Jason sees the tension in Baneā€™s legs, and heā€™s shouting for you to stop after you start.
You donā€™t listen. You just drive.
Bane sidesteps your bike at the last possible second, and his arm shoots out. His hand is large enough to wrap around your entire throat, and it yanks you off your bike, which skids away with a screech of tire and metal. You choke, scrabbling at the iron fingers around your throat.
Jason has his gun out in a second, but Bane holds your body in front of his. So Jason shoots his foot. It doesn't have an effect.
ā€œGhoul!ā€ Robin shouts. He unsheathes his katana.
ā€œI tire of this,ā€ Bane says through his modulator.
He snaps your neck.
ā€œNO!ā€
Itā€™s like the world slows down. Jason can only watch as Bane carelessly drops your lifeless body.
He sees Robin lunge with his sword. He sees Bane casually backhand him so hard he drops his katana. Robin flies backward, hits the popcorn stand, and slumps to the ground, motionless.
Bane steps on youā€”your bodyā€”and something in your spine cracks. Something in Jasonā€™s chest cracks, too, and he sees green.
The Pit surges.
After it recedes, Robinā€™s katana is lodged firmly in a moaning Baneā€™s side. Every one of his steroid pumps is severed, and his mask is cracked. Heā€™s weak enough without his Venom that three Bat-restraints and a set of handcuffs can hold him.
Huh. Jasonā€™s surprised he didnā€™t kill him.
His knuckles are bleeding; theyā€™re slick inside his gloves. When he flexes his fingers, pain screams up his nerves, through his arm all the way to his heart. At least two are broken, and another knuckle might be dislocated. His jaw hurts, his brain is poundingā€”concussion, probablyā€”and his knee feels swollen. But he can put pressure on it, at least, and he limps to a stirring Robin.
ā€œHey,ā€ Jason says. His voice is rough. He doesnā€™t remember yelling. He tries to crouch, but canā€™t with the stiff knee, so he just kind of collapses in front of the kid. ā€œRobin. Status report.ā€
The kid looks at him, wobbling even though heā€™s sitting down. One hand goes up to touch the back of his head, and the tips of his gloves gleam with dark blood when he pulls it back. ā€œPossible concussion,ā€ he says with a wavering voice. ā€œRibsā€”ā€
Robin gasps and stumbles to his feet.
ā€œDonā€™tā€”ā€
Jason tries to grab him, but Robin wobbles out of his reach. He walks hunched over in a zigzag, limping to yourā€”
Jason grunts and stands back up. ā€œHey, hey, Robin.ā€ He gets between the kid and you. ā€œDonā€™t. Donā€™tā€”donā€™t look.ā€
ā€œDo not stop me, Todd,ā€ hisses the kid, and wow, he must be seriously out of it to use Jasonā€™s civilian name. ā€œLet me see them.ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t want to,ā€ Jason says grimly. Heā€™s seen snapped necks before, and theyā€™reā€¦ Well, theyā€™re as unnatural-looking as they sound.
He hears a rushing in his ears. A wave of grief is cresting, ready to sweep him away, but Jason has to keep it together for Robin. He barely hears his own voice when he says, ā€œGhoulā€™s gone.ā€ He canā€™t say the ā€˜Dā€™ word. Not when he feels like puking.
ā€œUnhand me, you blackguard,ā€ Robin hissed. ā€œYou do not understand. They might beā€”ā€
ā€œTheyā€™re not.ā€
ā€œTodd!ā€ the kid says, voice rising into a shrill.
Something clicks behind them.
Jason whirls around to make sure Bane hasnā€™t broken out of his restraints.
He hasnā€™t.
So what made the noise?
He and Robin are looking right at the body when some invisible force takes your head andā€”and wrenches it.
Robin lets out a low cry.
Jason feels frozen. He doesnā€™t stop the kid when he stumbles forward and collapses next to the body. His shoulders shake, head bowed with grief.
Jason is still watching when he sees your chest rise and fall with a breath.
ā€œOh, what the fuck,ā€ he whispers, stumbling back. ā€œWhat the fuck, what the fuck, what theā€”ā€
Your head raises, and you reach to your neck with a wince.
Robin freezes.
ā€œOw,ā€ you grumble, pushing up to your elbows. ā€œThat sucked.ā€
ā€œWhat the fuck?ā€ Jason exclaims.
ā€œWhat is going on?ā€ Robin demands.
You look between the two vigilantes. ā€œSorry to freak you out, guys.ā€ Which is a completely underwhelming thing to say when you just died and then unsnapped your own neck.
Robin makes a low, wounded sound, then throws himself at you, wrapping his arms around your neck and squeezing hard. You hug him back just as tight, murmuring low things that Jason tries not to hear. Itā€™s a personal moment, and he feels like an intruder, but he canā€™t move. His feet are planted to the ground.
Seconds ago, youā€™d been dead. No doubt about it. Bane had snapped your neck and you had crumbled like paper.
Now youā€™re breathing and alive.
It doesnā€™t compute. It doesnā€™t make any sense.
Robin comes to the same conclusion, because he pulls away and pinches your arm. ā€œHow is this possible?ā€
ā€œBud, do you remember whenā€¦ you remember when Pyg got me, right?ā€
ā€œOf course.ā€
ā€œWell, I donā€™t,ā€ says Jason. Professor Pyg kidnapped you? What the fuck? When did that happen?
You look up at him, still holding Robin close. ā€œWe werenā€™t exactly on speaking terms when it happened, Hood.ā€
Oh.
ā€œBut Father ran his tests and said his experimentation just gave you advanced healing,ā€ says Robin.
ā€œWhich is technically trueā€”ā€
ā€œResurrection is quite different from healing!ā€ the kid says.
ā€œWait, you knew they had powers?ā€ Jason asks Robin.
The kid sneers at him. ā€œOf course. I was the one that found Ghoul, and I patrol with them at least once a week. It would take an unobservant fool to miss their obvious healing abilities."
Jason bristles with indignation.
Robin's head turns on a swivel to glare at you. "It was less obvious that you have nothing to fear from physical injuries. Informing me of this fact would have greatly reduced the chances of experiencing emotional distress at the sight of your dead, mangled body."
"I know," you say, cupping his chin in your hand. "I'm really, really sorry, Dami."
"Do not address me as such," he says, "we are in costume." Robin huffs and scrambles out of your lap, brushing debris off his suit. Then he wobbles and nearly falls over, and you lunge to catch him.
"Woah, bud, you okay?"
"He's concussed," Jason says.
"Too concussed to ride on the back of my bike?"
"Of course not," says Robin. Then he leans over and pukes.
"Oh, Batman's gonna kill me," you mutter.
It's a much tamer drive to the Batcave, in case Robin rolls off the bike accidentally. He doesn't, but you do have to stop a couple of times so he can lean over the side and retch.
When all is said and done and you're back at the Cave and Alfred and Bruce are fussing over Damian, you and Jason hang back a bit. He can't stop sneaking glances at you. Your Ghoul mask is off, and there's a little dried blood around your nostrils, and your hair is a little sweaty, but you're the most beautiful thing Jason's ever seen.
You're alive. He can hardly believe it.
You suddenly sigh and mutter, "I guess you're mad at me, too?"
"What?" Jason startles.
"For not telling you about my abilities."
"Y/Nā€”"
"I just didn't want you guys to think of me differently. Duke has his powers, yeah, but he was born with them. I got mine from Pyg. I didn't want everyone to start treating me like a victim."
All things considered, you're remarkably well-adjusted for someone that survived Professor Pyg's experimentation. "You're the strongest person I've ever met, Y/N," says Jason. "Your powers don't change that. They make me feel a little better about you patrolling at night, anyway. They're basically like... a second chance."
You snort. "I think I'm on my fifth chance by this point."
Jason shakes his head. "How did you keep your powers a secret, again?"
"Well, the first time, Pyg shut off my heart, but that didn't shut down my body. When I actually noticed that I couldn't die, though, was that time one of Cobblepot's goons stabbed me in the neck and I woke up in the middle of a shootout. Now that wasn't fun." You grimace. "A bullet caught me in the head and I died as soon as I sat up. The Bats were too preoccupied to notice me, luckily. Then there was that time with the poison dart that I kept a secret, and now this time." You smirk, cross your arms, and bump Jason's hip with your own. "I'm beating you in the resurrection department, aren't I?"
Jason huffs, pretending to be offended, and your eyes widen. "Oh, my God. That was in such poor taste. I'm so sorry."
"No," he says, trying to hide the twist of his lips. If it was anyone else saying it, Jason would probably kill them. "No, it's okay. I'm just glad you're all right. It would have been awful if you'd died and I never took the chance to..."
"Chance to what?" You look up at him through your eyelashes.
Jason's breath catches in his throat. He's never done this before, dammit, but seeing you die today made him remember just how limited their time is as vigilantes.
Well, maybe not yours, but he walks a thin line.
"Doyouwanttogetcoffeewithme?"
You blink. "What?"
"Do you," Jason says slowly, feeling sweat prickle on his hairline, "want to... Um. Get coffee? With me. As in, likeā€”"
"A date?"
"Only if you want to."
You nod, eyes sparkling. "Hell yeah I want to!"
Damian, Bruce, and Alfred look over at your raised voice. Their disapproving smiles are all eerily similar.
"Sorry," you whisper. You look back at Jason and say, "Yeah, I'd like that. I've been waiting ages for you to ask."
Yes. You said yes. Adrenaline rushes through Jason's veins, and he only barely resists the urge to pump his fist in the air like a moron. He's brave enough to tease, "Well, why didn't you ask me?"
Your face flushes and you look away.
It's at that moment that Damian calls, "Y/N. Stop twittering with Todd and come here. Your presence is required."
"Seriously," Jason said under his breath, "the way he talks like a Victorian child doesn't bother you at all?"
You're smiling. "I think he's adorable." You walk backwards to the brat, making a phone gesture with your hand and mouthing to Jason, Call me.
He definitely will.
"Master Jason," comes Alfred's disapproving voice when he turns back to his bike. "Don't think I didn't notice that you have your own injuries to tend to."
Of course, that sets off Bruce's worry alert even more.
Jason groans. He won't be able to sneak out for coffee with you for an entire week after this whole debacle.
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a/n: yandere aventurine x female reader, suggestive, non-consensual touching and forced kisses
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ā€œAh, ah, ah, donā€™t say a word, darling,ā€ a glowed finger pressed to your lips makes words die on your tongue almost as effectively as the Aventurineā€™s vivid, piercing eyes. Except for the shallow breaths, you stay in silence, and he glides his hand from your lips to cup your cheekbone. ā€œI must say, you are really bold, testing my connections like that to find you. Being sceptical is a great qualityā€¦ā€
He pushes you onto the bed and lays on top of you, interlocking your fingers together so you donā€™t ever try to push him off yourself. He stares at you, his smile growing smug with your every try to wiggle out yourself of the embrace.
Aventurineā€™s head falls on your shoulder. You shiver as he chuckles and his warm breath sends a chill through your spine he muchly adores tracing his fingers on.
ā€œā€¦But not when it comes to me.ā€
You turn your head away from him. Ugh, you wish you could have at least a full day without him, but you could pride yourself in having a plan good enough to escape the room he locked you up two weeks ago when you first arrived on this planet.
Though, it hurts your ego a bit that Aventurine doesnā€™t seem to be bothered at all.
He shifts on the bed, and you hate how the sheets that smelled of the hotelā€™s cleanliness are already starting to stink with his perfumes. The smell you once loved now suffocates you with each breath.
He wraps his arm around your waist so he spoons your back for a second before grasping you tighter and throwing you over himself, having you face him. He entangles your legs before you can think of hitting him with a knee.
You whisper into the pillows.
ā€œā€¦At least I know you are a real deal.ā€
Aventurine chuckles in a tone you would find endearing if you didnā€™t feel he laughsĀ atĀ you. When he first started to show you the best parts of the world heā€™s been living inā€”the casinos that always had a nice pianist playing on a grand piano, the numerous vine tastings, the breakfasts that make your mouth water, clothing that feels like silk in touchā€”you could hear the tone everywhere, usually just by your ear. He then told you how he loved how your eyes shone and how much more enchanting you look every day.
You wonder which night he started to plan to cut you off from both worlds, yours and his, to only haveĀ himĀ as your everything.
ā€œThatā€™s news to me,ā€ he says, theatrically raising his eyebrows. ā€œYou didnā€™t believe me at all? You must know, darling, that everything I told you after we got together is true. Thatā€™s a real privilege right there.ā€
His finger starts to trace circular patterns on your forearmā€™s skin. Your heart throbs painfully.
ā€œAventurineā€¦ā€ Your voice is as demanding as can be the voice of a woman squished in the arms of a man who knows how to use words and guns. ā€œI donā€™t believe you really love me. Thatā€™s not how love looks like.ā€
The man is still in his position. He blinks, and his eyes are fully on you. You have yet to find out if that look is a warning for you or whether he is enticed by what are you saying. Or maybe he just wants to hear your voiceā€”you know Aventurine is not a man above misleading you into believing you arenā€™t in a hopeless position just to hear your pleas.
ā€œWhen you love someone, you want the best for them. You wantā€” You see them as equals. You donā€™t strip them of what they love to do, andā€¦ and people they love. You justā€¦ join their life and slowly build a new one togetherā€¦ā€
When you fall silent, Aventurine pulls you in and with the other hand brushes hair off your face.
He hums. ā€œThatā€™s an inspiring speech. Oh, and I loved how you looked when you talked about it. Such a view. You mustā€™ve thought about it for quite a while, huh?ā€ He pats you on the head, lingering a bit to loosely twirl your hair on his fingers. ā€œBut, dearest, everything youā€™ve said, well, it all checks out.ā€
ā€œNo.ā€
ā€œI do view as equals. We have a trade: my everlasting love for a bit of your freedom. It looks like a good deal.ā€
ā€œIt doesnā€™t look likeā€”ā€
Aventurine shuts you up with a kiss. You hate, hate, hate this feeling, because in these moments you wonder if you could ever truly fall in love with a man you despise that gives you the hugs you long for and kisses you think about for days.
As he pulls away, with your free hand, you wipe off the traces of the kiss on your lips. Of course, you know itā€™s meaninglessā€”he kissed you many times, you would have to count in hundreds at leastā€”he will revenge you for that later.
ā€œAwh, donā€™t be like that,ā€ He says, kissing you again and holding your wrists this time. ā€œYou know, I pride myself in being a good businessman. If you are going to putĀ yourĀ undying love for me, I will give you the freedom back.ā€
ā€œYou may beg all you want, but with begging you canā€™t get my love.ā€
Itā€™s a brave thing to say when you are at the mercy of a man whoā€™s famished for your affection.
ā€œHm, is that so?ā€ Aventurine chuckles, but for the first time in the evening, it lacks the usual flippancy. He begins to pepper your neck with kisses, and you feel his sturdy hands travel down your stomach and a tugging on your shirt. ā€œWell, say what you want, darling. But since youā€™ve been by my side for such a long time, you must know I only engage in bets I know I will win.ā€
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with-my-calamitous-love Ā· 1 month ago
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YOUR HEART WAS GLASS, I DROPPED IT ā†
katsuki bakugou x reader
on a cold winter night, you open the door for your warm, ex boyfriend katsuki.
part 2/2. iā€™m sorry tumblrs not letting me link anything atm :(
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katsuki booked his flight home at night for a reason.
it was dark, meaning no one really would be out. he wanted to be alone and sit there in his hurt. he wasnā€™t sure what he hated more- the bustling crowds or silent sleepers. both of them had a clear absence of you.
the winter chill seeps into his bones as he waits outside your door. after the phone hangs up, we anxiously wonders if youā€™ll even answer it. its -26Ā°, and he can only imagine your bundled up in there. its the place he left you standing before hoping on a plane and abandoning what he had with you.
heā€™s about to turn away, before he hears your voice. ā€œget in here, itā€™s freezing.ā€
he immediately obliges, stepping into the familiar space. crimson eyes stare at you, noticing your different appearance. youā€™ve cut your hair and pierced your ears. theres an ache in his chest seeing you for the first time again. suddenly the apartment began to feel much warmer.
ā€œyour hair. itsā€¦ shorter.ā€ he awkwardly mutters like a teenage boy asking you to a dance.
ā€œuh, yeah. i wanted a change.ā€ you chuckle, no less uncomfortable than him.
he wants to take your hand, but heā€™s scared heā€™ll drop it again. your place was cozy, yet crestfallen. he remembered you told him you never particularly enjoyed living alone. you lead him to the living room. there, he sees your cats cuddling, slightly jealous of the companionship they share.
its here he notices that its still chilly, albeit not as cold as outside. he quickly clutches his hands around the warm cup of tea you bring him, taking in the mundane sounds of your apartment. leftovers on the stove, the dripping of the sink, and the soft snores of your feline companions.
ā€œsorry, my heaters still broken.ā€ you apologetically quip, sitting down next to him on the couch. katsuki mentally facepalms himself for that. he said heā€™d fix it for you before he left.
ā€œyeah. guess i forgot about that.ā€ he says, barely looking you in the eye. if he was gonna break up with you, leave you stranded and hop on a flight out of the country, you think the least he could do is make sure you stayed warm- but no.
ā€œwhy didnā€™t you get it fixed yourself?ā€ he asks, his usual gruff voice replaced by a particular softness for you.
you just shrug. ā€œi donā€™t know. i never got around to it. winter came early.ā€
the both of you remember when you first got together. he told his family for a reason. he was so excited, saying he found the one. a few months later, no one was celebrating.
love slipped beyond his reaches the day he began doubting himself. he wasnā€™t good enough for you. becoming the #1 hero in his country only made him wonder more about his worth. he could barely give a reason towards the break up, instead spewing out that he needed to think things through instead.
ā€œ..how was your trip?ā€ you break the silence, though you know the answer. his trip was great. the media wouldnā€™t shut up about it. about his parties and award shows, about the lives he saved and the talents he has. they particularly the people, more so the girls he was with. though you decided not to bring that part up.
he paused for a moment. he knew you would say something about it soon. he was being watched and photographed everywhere he went, which included a few girls who got some videos and pictures with him.
ā€œit was exhausting, more than fun. you know all those girls only care about publicity and attention, none of it was real.ā€ he sighs, taking a sip of his tea.
ā€œi didnā€™t bring up girls.ā€ youā€™re quick to remind him. though its nice how heā€™s so quick to assure any doubts you may have. ā€œbutā€¦ yeah. i figured as much.ā€
ā€œyou know nothing happened between me and anyone you saw, right?ā€ he asks in a tone that makes it sound like it should be obvious- but its not. katsuki could have went home with someone else, done illicit drugs, drank and had unprotected sex, and it wouldnā€™t be any of your business.
ā€œitā€¦ wouldnā€™t matter anymore if you did. we broke up before you left, remember?ā€ you say.
theres nothing with katsukiā€™s memory. he thinks about that break up every damn night.
ā€œum.. least you had kirishima with you.ā€ you quip, just trying to lighten the mood. you get a genuine smile out of the blonde.
ā€œyeah. shitty hair was annoying, as usual.ā€ he chuckles fondly. only best friends can refer to each other like that.
shitty hair was also the guy that kept katsuki from doing something, or rather someone, he might regret. he knows his best friend and he knows where his feelings lie.
katsuki was midas. everything he touched turned to gold. and people adored him for it, revelling in the fame and fortune. but with that superpower comes consequences. not everything should b shiny and gold. sure, his midas touch on the chevy door looked beautiful, but you two could never actually drive it. your relationship shimmered and glistened, but it never went anywhere.
but for a moment, things were good. youā€™d laugh and smile with your group of friends- though after the breakup you believed youā€™d never say that word again. now, those friends have the nerve to deck the halls that katsuki once loved you in.
he never was ready, so you watched him go. neither of you just didnā€™t know the answer, even after begging him to stay on your knees.
you would have made such a lovely bride. what a shamed heā€™s fucked in the head. even though to him you were the real thing.
he still has your picture in his wallet. he wants to your hold hand dancing, and never leave you like he did ever again.
ā€œā€¦what happened to us, anyway?ā€ he dares to ask, his whisper speaking volumes in the silence. he knows the answer. he knows why he did what he did. but you suppose he wants to know what you think.
ā€œone moment you love me, and your promising to fix my heaterā€¦ next thing i know, youā€™ve gotta think things through. and then youā€™re on a plane to los angeles.ā€
he flinches at that. kind of a dick move on his part, not explaining things and immediately fleeing the country afterwards. to be fair, it was a pr trip he had planned months before, but if that wasnā€™t the case heā€™d still book a spontaneous trip to alberta or somewhere, like the coward he is.
he feels the most guilt when you bring up the heater he said heā€™d fix. it wasnā€™t the only thing he promised you. he swore youā€™d always be loved, that youā€™d never be alone, and yet he couldnā€™t even give you a god damn warm apartment for the winter.
ā€œi did love you.ā€ he attempts to correct you, though you focus only on one word.
ā€œdid?ā€ you ask, hesitantly.
he pauses again, realizing his slip up.
ā€œā€¦i do love you.ā€
you shake your head silently, eyes welling up with tears. one falls into your cup of tea. ā€œdonā€™tā€¦ donā€™t say that just to make me feel better, kats.ā€
but heā€™s not. heā€™s saying it because he means it. heā€™s saying it because heā€™s kept his mothers ring in his pocket, preparing for the moment heā€™ll make it your ring.
at this point, he can tell the cold is getting to you. your shaking slightly, your loose sweater respectfully doing nothing to shield you from the winter air. a broken heater neglected by a shitty ex-boyfriend is enough cold.
ā€œyouā€™re cold?ā€ he asks. ā€œno, iā€™m warm.ā€ you answer sarcastically. its his fault for asking.
he debates on it for a moment. normally, he wouldnā€™t think twice before pulling you into his embrace. but now, he worries. he wonders if thats even what you want. his quirk keeps him warm enough, but you donā€™t have that. seeing your reaction to the bitter winter air pushes him to a decision.
ā€œcā€™mere.ā€
maybe its the cold, the ache in your heart missing him, or some combination of both, but you donā€™t think twice before shuffling over to him on the couch as he wraps his arms around you. your head lays against his chest, listening to the rise and fall of his heartbeat and the warmth of his embrace.
god, he missed this. even the warmth of LA didnā€™t compare to holding you on a chilled night.
ā€œyouā€™re the worst.ā€ you whisper, obviously still angry and heartbroken, yet still in his embrace. ā€œi love you.ā€
those words feel like a confession. he takes it, both the proclamation of his faults and the admission that you still love him. both are true.
ā€œi love you too, dumbass.ā€ he says. ā€œand iā€™m not just saying that.ā€
you perk your head up slightly, finally asking the million-dollar question: ā€œ..then whyā€™d you break things off?ā€
he looks at you. he knows exactly why. but heā€™s not sure if he can break it to you yet. ultimately, he decides you deserve the truth.
with a sigh, he finally speaks. ā€œiā€¦ i donā€™t know. i thought it would be better for you. i thought youā€™d be happier without me dragging you down, babe.ā€
you look into his red eyes and determine that he is, in fact, telling the truth- despite how fabricated it sounds. katsuki bakugou, the incredible #1 hero who was the best of the best, thought he wasnā€™t good enough?
yeah, thats exactly the case. because even through his heroic outside, katsuki wondered if you deserved more. or better.
he sees the confusion in your eyes and decided to explain his thoughts further. ā€œi thought youā€™d be better off without me, with someone else. i thought youā€™d find someone better than me who didnā€™t have such a shitty personality, someone who youā€™d be better with.ā€
you shake your head, making sure he hears you. ā€œi know youā€™ve been doubting yourself since you became #1ā€¦ wondering if youā€™re good enough or not, butā€¦ i thought youā€™d at least know youā€™re good enough for me.ā€
its crazy to him how easy it was for his fears to die down if he had just talked to you in the first place. heā€™s learned his lesson.
so he nods, pressing a kiss and an ā€œiā€™m sorryā€ to your forehead. you continue talking to him.
ā€œyouā€™re shitty, and youā€™re kind of an asshole.ā€ you chuckle. ā€œyouā€™re also really sweet when it counts. you remember things about me. you fix things, i guess except for my heaterā€¦ youā€™re good to me. you try. you try harder with me than with anything else in your life.ā€
he couldnā€™t help but smile a little at the truth in your words. even counting his time in UA, his relentless training to become a hero, katsuki tried the hardest to become better for you. ā€œyeah. you make me wanna change.ā€
he presses his forehead to yours, just relishing in the newfound warmth. heā€™s happy, content.
ā€œlets call it even.ā€ you whisper, fingers intertwining with his. ā€œi didnā€™t think i was good enough for you either.ā€
he almost scoffs at that. ā€œyouā€™re an idiot for thinkinā€™ that.ā€
you roll your eyes. ā€œso are you.ā€
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ā™‡Ā scorpio placements like to be praised for everything they've done.
ā™‡Ā online personalities who have really loud personas usually have a sag placements, ex berleezy, trap celeb, oli london, ekane etc...
ā™‡Ā during a solar return chart having a stellium or more than 4+ planets in your 1h means you will REALLY be in your head, might face a lot of mental challenges.
ā™‡Ā people with beneficial planets in their 9h ex jupiter or venus, specifically, usually do okay within in education, like no matter how back they are, they always pass
ā™‡ pisces placements can RAMBLE and talk for a long time without actually saying anything.
ā™‡Ā pisces mars men, the worst. the ones i've come across usually don't know what they want. but pisces mars women >>>
ā™‡ aries degrees, specifically the 13th degree could insinuate you could be the first person to do something. janice dickson has the 25th degree and she is known as the first supermodel, beverly johnson has the 1st degree and is known as the first black supermodel, eva is the first black woman to win america's next top model and she has the 13th degree.
ā™‡Ā sagittarius placements... laughing and smiling for no reason...
ā™‡Ā leo moons and having hair that grows fast. for example, my brother and my nephew are both leo moons and they can cut their hair and a month later it grows back to their shoulders. i believe this could apply to 5H moons.
ā™‡Ā those who have their 12h ruler conj or positively aspect their moon do become famous, [moon rules over audience] ariana grande has moon conj venus and megan has moon conj mars. if there's a negative aspect, it is still a fame indicator, but they would like get their fame after, for example chapelle roan who has moon square mercury.
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ā™‡ a lot of cancer asc men are insecure. the ones i know pity themselves so much too.
ā™‡ much sag sun women like to dance, could be sag in big 6 + jupiter as well
ā™‡ a fixed sign specifically scorpio in the 11h is a strong indicator of having a big online platform. but the one that is stronger than that is having moon in the 11h, most people that have this placement or even cancer in the 11h told me that they have a big platform.
ā™‡ people with saturn or lilith in the 7h might be put into uncomfortable situations with their friend and their friends s/o, like their s/o might always likes them.
ā™‡ uranus in 3h people might like to make up languages? or learn new ones
ā™‡ your jupiter persona chart can talk to you about your future spouse as jupiter is the main planet to look at when it comes to your wife/husband.
ā™‡ nara smith has jupiter in cancer and her spouse is very domestic and traditional, he even helped her give birth to their newest child, whimsy lou.
ā™‡ dove cameron has a gemini ascendant with the 12th degree [pisces degree] probably why people say she has so many faces, she also has a heavy 8h which points to she got many procedures, khloe kardashian has a gemini moon and is also said to have many faces, also have pluto in the 8h.
ā™‡ scorpio placements really dont like it when you enter their room all the time.
ā™‡ a lot of dhanistha moon women have upturned eyes, or like to wear eyelashes that give them that look.
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ā™‡ people who have moon in the 11h do friend-crush a lot.
ā™‡ aries venuses are the type to hate the people they crush on, their feelings can be quick changing but it is still intense!
ā™‡ the reason some virgo and cancer ascendants are normally confused with each other is because they both have cat faces.
ā™‡ its funny that when jupiter in taurus was at its peak which is the 29th degree, chef-influencers became more known on social media.
ā™‡ people with a strong sag+virgo combination could be obsessed with perfecting their future
ā™‡ people with scorpio/aries in their chart are likely to become alcoholics.
ā™‡ saturn in cancer natives are likely to be less submissive to men.
ā™‡ people with moon in the 11h or have cancer in their 11h tend to have big followers online [can work if the ruler of your 11h is in cancer]
ā™‡ the "rumours" are true, aries venuses do get disinterested pretty quickly.
ā™‡ the 6H in astrology can tell you what kind of skills you have, for example, if you have a venusian ruled 6H [Libra, Taurus, Venus in 6H], you could be talented a makeup, fashion etc.
+ the kalogeras sisters have leo/sun influence in their chart and they're known for their curly hair, [leo rules the mane].
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ā€§ā‚ŠĖš running out of time,
to make you love me. ā‚ŠĖšāŠ¹į”£š­©
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THE PRINCE'S BALL was to be had on his 18th birthday. the week before, you realize the feelings you have harbored over the years for him. little did you know you were both fighting against the time restraint placed on him.
-ā˜†pair. prince!katsuki x servant!reader. tags: fem!reader, cursing, romance, kissing, childhoodfriend!reader, insecurities, pet names(?), miscommunication trope, wingmen, angst to fluff. royal!au wc: 5k
-āœ©note. based off this drabble i did a long time ago.
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ā€œprince, please! just let meā€“ā€ he shoved your hand that was moving to button up his shirt away, glaring at you. ā€œno. i can do this by myself.ā€
he fumbled with the buttons, large hands trickly maneuvering them into their respective places. it was a definite struggle, as seen through the furrow in his brow, the snarl on his lips, the twitch of his brow.
oh, and the fact that the shirt was inside out with all the buttons in the wrong holes.
you sighed as you finally took his hands into yours, something that would result in a peasants hand getting cut off entirely. ā€œprince,ā€ you started, ā€œthis is my only responsibility. if you become good at this too i'll be out of a job.ā€ you joked.
he scoffed, letting you pull his hand to his side as you unbuttoned his work. flipping the shirt around and working nimbly to get it on. ā€œdidn't even need yā€™r help anyways, i had it.ā€ he muttered.
ā€œof course you did, it's justā€“ this is my job, your highness.ā€ his eye twitched at the assertion of his rank. while it made him feel empowered by others, extras as he'd call them, it brought an odd feeling to have you of all people refer to him that way.
heā€™d grew up alongside you, the daughter of his very own motherā€™s handmaiden. you'd play around the castle together, sitting in for lessons with each other. to others it was an odd sight for you to be there, with clothes made of less refined material and hair unstyled and free.
he was raised the first twelve years of his life seeing you as his equal, viewing you almost as a royal all the same. until it was decided you'd be his personal servant. the nickname you had forgotten to time that you'd dubbed him all those years ago was now replaced by a formal ā€˜princeā€™. you'd bow to him and fetch him anything he needed. you'd stay by his side all day long, almost like you weren't allowed to leave.
because you weren't. because you were his, though not in the way he wanted.
ā€œi already told you,ā€ he whispered so lowly, if you weren't so close to him you wouldn't have heard it. ā€œwhen it's just us it's katsuki. like it..
like it used to be.ā€
your hand paused, staying where it was fluffing up the collar of his button-up. your eyes widened and heart fastened, the pumping in your ears as a smile overtook your face. ā€œ..okay katsuki.ā€
an equally flushed look brushed over him, ā€œtsk, whatever. we got a busy day today so, hurry up [name]..ā€ you nodded, saluting mockfully as you hurried fixed his coat onto him, making sure his slacks were nicely pleated and shoes spotless before he head out to address the royals.
the royals who were visiting today in regards to his birthday bash in a week. the one where he'd have to choose a wife, one who'd hold the future of his kingdom in her hands alongside his.
you followed closely behind him as he made his way down to the main court, no words were shared between you but you understood the internal turmoil going through his head as best as you could.
mostly because you really didn't want him to get married either.
a longing glance went unnoticed by you as he looked at you, red eyes noticing the same feeling of anxiety in yours.
he balled his fist a little tighter at the sight, before slamming the doors of the court open, making everyone jump. you bowed deeply before following him, his hands deep in the silken slacks specially made for him.
katsuki hated how you weren't allowed to sit down almost as much as he hated this meeting entirely. dumbass kings and queens of other kingdoms looked at him, or more accurately the figurative seat he'd soon have as ruler, with fake practiced smiles on their faces. fake interest and fake emotions, fake everything.
he didn't fight the snarl on his face, the discontent in his posture as he rolled his eyes at their words, not sparing glances at the photos of their daughters or offers of money to him and his parents.
he truly didn't care, at least, not until they brought up you.
an older king, one with a smile that was more so with his eyes than his lips, joked to the king, ā€œso, when your son gets married, can i have the servant? she's a looker.ā€
the rest of the royals laughed, hands covering their faces as katsuki felt disgusted for you, so much he just had to speak, ā€œback off. why are you talking about her like that anyways? she's not for sale.ā€ at least he managed not to curse.
a queen with a stupidly large fan in her hand made exaggeratedly big eyes, an ā€˜oā€™ on her lips as she spoke with a sickeningly sweet voice, ā€œoh, don't you know future king? when the queen is assigned to this kingdom, your servant will be switched, considering she isn't a, well, he.ā€ another joined in, red lipstick smothered over their lips, ā€œno self respecting princess would ever let their betrothed have a servant of the opposite sex, what a scandal!ā€
laughs filled the room once more, though katsuki and his parents did not join in. he gripped the wood of his chair tightly, you swore you heard it crack under the weight of his anger. a vein was visible in his arms, a glare on his face. though he stayed silent. he glanced at you occasionally, and you'd give him a polite wave.
the rest of the conversation went about as smoothly as expected. the royals clashed with the kingdomā€™s generally ā€˜out of normā€™ beliefs, a woman as the main advisor of the kingdom, and not to mention the queen holding majority power steady? but they barely voiced their discomfort since they wanted to stay on the queen and kingā€™s good side. with a wave of the hand the queen gestured for katsuki to leave.
so katsuki left as soon as he was allowed to, almost jumping out of his seat. he left without a proper dismissal to the royals, something he'd get reprimanded for later. you right behind him. ā€œwhere are we going prince? are you hungry?ā€
ā€œno.ā€ his voice was dry, no emotion seeping through as he continued walking throughout the halls. his face was hidden from your view. ā€œokay, so where are we going?ā€
ā€œthe gardens.ā€ your face scrunched up in confusion, you sped up your steps to try and catch him. ā€œwait, the gardens? why?ā€
he stopped, making you bump into him as he finally looked into your eyes for the first time in a while. ā€œbecause we need to talk, [name].ā€ his eyes looked almost betrayed, sorrowful. your mouth opened to respond but you were cut off by your own need to keep up as he started up again.
through the halls and down a staircase, then turning to the left.
he stopped at the center of it all, almost to the entrance of the maze. stood in front of a grand waterfall built into the greenery, one you were very familiar with. the same one you'd played at as kids.
ā€œkatsuki.ā€ you heaved. having to chase him through a flight of stairs was not for the weak, a.k.a you. you plopped right down on the bench next to him, ungraciously downing a water bottle as you closed your eyes. the sound of birds chirping, water running, and wind blowing through the garden filled your ears. a sense of serenity flooding over you two.
ā€œwhen were you going to tell me?ā€ katsukiā€™s voice cut through it all, a soft tone in his statement as he looked away from you. you jumped up at the sudden noise, but quickly asked, ā€œtell you about what?ā€
he scoffed. ā€œabout what happens when i get married. how you're just going to leave? you're just going to leave me?ā€ his eyes burrowed into your soul, accusatory words leaving his mouth as he stared at you.
ā€œno, no i justā€“ katsuki i didn't want to add another thing to stress about to you so quickly. i was going to tell you, but they told you first. i'm sorry.ā€
ā€œyou should be. iā€“ i don't-,ā€ his words got caught up in his mind. his mouth slightly hung open as he found himself unable to complete his sentence. his brain short circuited when you grabbed onto his hand, intertwining and bringing them onto your lap as you ask, ā€œis everything okay?ā€
the words rushed out defensively. ā€œyes, fuck. yes i'm okay. i don't like you hiding things from me so, don't pull that shit again.ā€ he internally slapped himself on the head, his mind yelling a resounding no at his mouth.
he wanted to tell you how he needed you to stay, how he wanted you by his side for eternity. how he wished you were a royal, because he would've proposed just to the sight of you in the mornings. to the candid moments your two shared so often.
but he didn't.
you were undeterred by his harsh language, squeezing his hands before letting go and nodding. ā€œ of course, prince.ā€
there it was again. the everlasting reminder of the differences between you, the boundaries that had never been dared crossed. though, as you guided him to the dining hall, he felt he might have to take that chance.
ā€¦
he finished dinner and changed, wanting to go to bed early that day. you bowed once more, before going to your own personal chambers just across from him.
you took a long, hot shower. the cascading of the water onto your body helping sooth the questions plaguing your mind. you washed your face, brushed your teeth and laid onto your bed, staring at the moonlit sky as you sigh.
you didn't want to leave katsuki. not at all. you didn't want him to get married, you didn't want him to kiss or be affectionate with someone else, you wanted him for you, like you two have always been. just for each other.
you wanted him to confide in you as equal again, you dreamt of being able to sit at the same tables and converse publicly. you wanted to hold his hand and not fear one day it'd be chopped off.
you wanted to be his. fully.
you let the sounds of the remaining water drip from the faucet rock you to sleep, impulsive thoughts striking your mind as you thought.. you might as well use these last days to show your feelings to him. you'll be gone next week anyways.
waking up with a renewed sense of vigor, you knew you now only had a couple days to show katsuki your feelings indirectly. well, as indirectly as you could think of.
starting this day, you snuck in more lingering touches than you thought possible, complimenting him whenever you were alone. being sweet to him, so sweet that he kept asking if you wanted something.
ā€œprince, i brought some more of those chilis you like.ā€
instead of accepting them graciously, he only eyed you suspiciously. ā€œthe hell do you want?ā€ he asked, staring at you accusedly as he bit down on one with no reaction.
ā€œnothing! why do you keep saying that?ā€ you pouted, ā€œi should take the damn chilies back.ā€
ā€œno way. these are mine, [name].ā€ he snatched the basket out of your hands and stuffed one in his mouth. when he finally gulped it down, he adorned a lazy smirk, ā€œthanks, [name].ā€
you hated how your heart reacted to him.
while your plan was underway of trying to get him to realize your feelings for you, he-
was trying to figure out how to keep you by his side. he used your only off day, mondays, as a way to get some advice. too bad he was friends with a bunch of bumbling idiots.
they were gathered around a place meant to practice their swordsmanship. his ā€˜friendsā€™ who consisted of sons of dukes, duchesses, and advisors hung around. he kicked out a lot of them, leaving only three. sero, kirishima, and kaminari.
ā€œhey bakugo, what's got you all crazy?ā€ kaminari asked, trying to snipe an apple off of a nervous kirishima's head with a bow. ā€œyeah, you've been giving us a death stare all day.ā€ sero agreed, laughing at his repeated misses.
katsuki's back faced them.ā€œi..,ā€ he sucked in a breath. ā€œineedyourhelp.ā€ he muttered quickly.
ā€œwhat?ā€ they all stopped, staring at him confused.
ā€œineedyourhelp.ā€
ā€œslow down man-ā€
ā€œi need your help.ā€
they all were jaw slack at the revelation, eyebrows raised as they stared at each other and back at him. they collectively chose not to make fun of him, almost feeling the urge to applaud his growth. ā€œoh.. uh- what's up bro?ā€
katsuki breathed in, before averting his eyes and explaining. ā€œmy.. personal servant. found out she's gonna leave when i get married to some random princess, ill never see her again. but.. i don't want to lose her. i can't imagine my life without her.ā€
the three blinked, they'd never really seen bakugo this way. a look in his eyes that could only be described as, ā€œlove.ā€ kaminari muttered, his hand supporting his chin as he diagnosed him. ā€œyou're in love man, congrats!ā€
he was now breathless as thoughts ran throughout his head, he found himself unable to respond. it was so obvious, his feelings for you were out of the ordinary, but he could never quite place the title of his symptoms til now.
the three shared a look at each other again, before sero pointed his finger in the air, ā€œobviously, you want to marry her.ā€
katsuki sighed, a hand moving to support his head from head his neck. ā€œso?ā€
ā€œso,ā€ kirishima started, ā€œyou marry her. easy.ā€
ā€œnot easy, isn't that like against the law?ā€ kaminari cut in, picking up his bow once again.
ā€œlaw or tradition, who knows? but maybe in those dusty old books we can find a law that like, lets him do this?ā€ sero suggested.
kirishima snapped. ā€œthat's it!,ā€ the arrow flew to pin the apple into the wall, ā€œwe just have to prove that he's allowed to marry a non-royal.ā€
ā€œyou idiots make it sound so easy.ā€
ā€œcause it is. we can handle the research with help from your huge library!ā€ kaminari pointed out, grabbing the staked apple and taking a bit out of it. ā€œmatter of fact. let's start now, we're going to need to plan out for your big day anyways.ā€ kirishima held out a hand to bakugo.
a smirk came over katsukiā€™s face as he grabbed his hand, before nodding. ā€œright.ā€
the rest of the day was spent knee deep in book upon books. the book keeperā€™s apprentice even helped them out, though they finally left at midnight with the ten books that would have the answers they need. they'd shoved the bulk of the books under his bed, high-fiving him sleepily as they hopped onto carriages, promising to be back tomorrow.
and back they were. the grind continued as they read page to page, finding clauses and conditions that could help katsuki. they each were assigned a book to look through, though they had to hide it from you. which was hard since looking after katsuki was your job.
ā€œprince, is there anything you or your guests would like?ā€ you asked, internally sobbing as you couldn't undergo your top tier plan with his friends around. what were they even doing? the entire day they spent holed up in his chambers, sat in a strange circle as they all read through the books.
ā€œuh, we're okay-ā€
ā€œactually servant,ā€ kaminari cut in, a cheshire smile on his face, ā€œwe made a huge mess in the library yesterday. mind cleaning it for us?ā€
ā€œo-oh. i don't mind, excuse me.ā€ with that, and the tray of snacks you'd left behind, you were gone. sero and katsuki finished their books first, not finding anything of use. they started the next ones, when a couple hours in, kirishima suddenly jumped up, the cheese he was snacking on now discarded as he held the book into the air. ā€œguys! i got something!ā€ he was about to read it when an excited katsuki went and took it out of his hands, reading it in his mind.
ā€˜clause 1.43.77, any king or queen who rules over their kingdom must choose a royal to accompany them by their side and produce an heir to the kingdom.
however, if a non-royal has proven their worthiness through devotion and loyalty to not only said king or queen, but the kingdom, they are an eligible bachelor as well.ā€™
ā€œthis.. this can work then.ā€ the four exchanged exhausted smiles, before collectively passing out. you came back to the sight of them all slumped over, you were tired yourself from putting away hundreds of law books. you grabbed pillows and blankets, placing them over the heirs to the kingdom, gently raising their heads and laying them onto the pillows.
you were upset at the day lost, katsuki had barely been sparing you a glance as of late. and that continued into the next day. you brought breakfast for all him and his guests, waking them up with a pull of a curtain. they all groaned collectively, trying to shield their eyes from the blinding sun. ā€œwhat time even is it?ā€ one of them grumbled. ā€œtoo early.ā€
ā€œit is noon, i let you all sleep in. you really should be getting up now.ā€ you left the tray in front of them, being mindful of the books splayed open around them.
they got up, the red-haired one seemingly smelling the food in the air? odd. they all were really odd to say the least. they stared at you silently, making you tilt your head in confusion. all before katsuki raised a hand to you, mirroring his own mothers actions towards himself. ā€œyou're.. dismissed until the ball, [name].ā€
your eyes widened, mouth agape for a second before taking your leave. as the door closed behind you, a weird feeling of despair overtook you. you wobbled over to your room, locking the door behind as the feeling settled over you. you stared out the window, the cloudiness of the skies doing nothing to alleviate your mood.
meanwhile, katsuki was planning once again. there was now only two days left, two days to decide how he was going to plan out his bash.
two days to deal with the uncertainties that would arise from his crush on you. he could lose you, marry some other woman and imagine it was you laying next to him. imagine it was your lips and not hers, pretend she acted like you, all to save from the stresses of worrying about the problems to come.
no, he wanted you. he needed all of you, he needed to be all yours.
he sent his friends off, calling carriages for them
and reluctantly thanking them for their help. he walked around the gardens again, reminiscing on the years you two had spent, the many memories you'd made together.
he thought back to the way you'd play together, the causal touches and referring of each other something he'd taken for granted.
he closed his eyes, he never wanted his time with you to end, kingdom be damned. he wanted to memorialize your time together forever.
unknowingly, foiling your very own plans to make more with him. you didn't know what to do with yourself, you found yourself back at the servantā€™s quarters sniffling softly into the lap of the head servant, your mother. you knew he didn't upset you intentionally, right?
your mother listened as you explained what had happened, how you never had felt like such a failure. maybe it was those idiot friends of his, you didn't know.
your mother comforted you with a hand running along your hair, her embrace rocking you to sleep that night. her eyes looked into your sleeping ones, your face squished against her legs as wore a face of worry. your feelings were obvious, attending the bash and seeing him choose a bride would hurt you..
should she forbid you from attending?
ā€¦
katsuki was walking around his room aimlessly. his mind was running, purely on thoughts of you. he couldn't get you out his mind, he missed you deeply. but, he needed the space away from you to think. at least that's what he thought earlier.
he was basically codependent on your presence now, the day he'd spent away from you felt like an eternity.
he couldn't sleep. he'd laid in his bed dozens of times at this point, shutting his eyes, covering his ears, even trying to hum to himself. nothing worked.
he finally couldn't take it anymore, he found himself walking to your room. his hand hovered over the door, until he finally knocked. at no reply, he assumed you were asleep, though he heard the shuffling of feet inside. ā€˜this will make it easier.ā€™ he thought, as he whispered and figured he'd pour his feelings out to you, response or not. his hand splayed against your door, palm pressed against the oak of the wood as he began.
ā€œ[name].ā€ he heard the shuffling of feet stop. ā€œi.. i have.. feelings for you. ones that i shouldn't have. i care for you deeply. andā€“ i think i love you.ā€ he was still as he waited for something, anything from you.
he let a small smile overtake his face, his hand falling from the door and going back into his pocket. ā€œgā€™night, [name].ā€ he went back into his room, finally able to rest now that he felt he got his feelings off his chest.
his heart was racing, he still didn't know if you felt the same. you said nothing, which was expected. he did drop a bomb on you all of a sudden. he finally drifted to bed.. not hearing the open and closing of your door. and not seeing that it was your mother who he had confessed to, not you who was currently asleep in her motherā€™s bed.
your mother pondered over his words, smiling at just how hopeless you two truly were. she caressed your hair once more, falling asleep beside you as she decided.
you'd have to go, and you'd be dressed like royalty in your own right.
your hair was ruined. you groaned as you caught an eye of yourself in one of the many mirrors in this part of the chambers, some of your friends laughing at the sight of you. this last day would be busy, too busy. it'd be your last day as katsukā€™s servant, and you'd barely be able to see him.
you pouted, waltzing around the chambers mindlessly until your mother arrived behind you.
ā€œ[name], let's go. you have fittings for the bash tomorrow.ā€ she grabbed you before you could voice your disapproval, taking you to your room. though she let go of you and walked into your room. you mindlessly went to katsukiā€™s room, wanting to be at his side at least once before tomorrow. at no reply to your knock, you excused yourself before walking in, only to be met by the sight of a messy room. empty. you cleaned his room up a little bit, making the task for his future servant a bit easier.
you left his room, laying on your bed before you saw gorgeous dresses that could probably buy your life two times over.
ā€œmother, i don't even think i'll go tomorrow.ā€
ā€œyou have to, dear.ā€ she grabbed your hand, ā€œthe prince would want you there alongside you. just like how you've been all his life.ā€
you looked to the floor, ā€œbut he sent me away..ā€ your mother responded by nudging your head up. ā€œhe still cares for you. your absence is going to be odd for him, don't you think he was just trying to protect himself?ā€
you sighed and shrugged, ā€œi guess i'll go then, if not, then to tie off loose ends.ā€ you eyed the three dresses in front of you, and chose the one woven in silks and lace of your favorite color. ā€œthat one,ā€ you pointed to it.
ā€œi'll choose that one.ā€
ā€¦
funnily enough, as you walked into the bash and found yourself drinking punch, those were the words you'd felt the most fear of hearing. you fit right in alongside the princesses of other lands scattered across the hall, making lines to go speak to katsuki, who was absentmindedly staring at a wall. he looked like he'd rather be anywhere else in the world, but as his eyes locked on to your moving form towards the balcony, he excused himself.
ā€œ[name].ā€ he called out to you, making you turn around and smile softly. ā€œkatsuki.ā€
ā€œyou look.. amazing.ā€ he complimented, moving closer to you. ā€œthank you for.. uh.. coming.ā€
ā€œof course, future king. i'll stay by your side 'til
the end of tonight.ā€
he nodded. ā€œright.ā€ he sighed once more, something he seemed to do a lot around you now. ā€œ[name], did you hear me the other night?ā€ he asked, looking into the distant forests surrounding the castle. at the shaking of your head, he continued, ā€œi.. i just really care for you. that's all i want you to know.ā€ he didn't look at you, he didn't think he could handle it right now. even from the vision of his peripherals, the glistening of your skin in the sun that slowly departed, the dress that matched you both in personality and in beauty, the smile that overcame your lips. it was a vision that would live in his dreams eternally.
ā€œi care for you too katsuki.ā€
he finally turned to face you, he smiled, before opening his mouth to speak. only to be cut off by the sound of an obnoxious trumpet. he was to make his choice. ā€œgo.ā€ you said, pushing him inside. your eyes burned as realization set into you, you'd ran out of time.
he was pushed to the center of the hall, all the princesses facing him with practiced smiles. courtesy's and bows that made him feel odd. the crown on his head had never felt so heavy, so burdened as now.
he looked over to you, the words everyone spoke pushed to the back of his mind as you sent an encouraging thumbs up his way. he knew you though, the look on your face was one of underlying sorrow.
even in this room full of people, even in the whole world large and vast, he'd always choose you.
so, when the room was silent and awaiting his answer? he pointed to you, making your breath hitch and eyes go wide.
you pointed to yourself, looking around before mouthing, ā€˜me?ā€™ to which he mouthed, 'yes, idiot.ā€™
you made your way towards him, eyes wide as everyone gasped. you weren't a royal, evident by the lack of jewelry adorning you.
ā€œ[name], it's always only been you. will you rule beside me?ā€
your eyes grew impossibly wider, pupils dilated to the max as a blush overtook your face. ā€œ..you're serious?ā€
ā€œyes, i am.ā€
ā€œiā€“ is this even allowed?ā€
ā€œmy parents,ā€ he gestured over to them, who sent polite smiles towards her. ā€œthey know about it, i sat down with them yesterday. i'm serious about this. i'm serious about you.ā€
ā€œbut what abouā€“ā€
ā€œfuck everything else. this is about you and me.ā€
ā€œdo you accept, ms. [name]?ā€ the bard asked, all eyes on you as, though you only looked into katsukiā€™s.
ā€œif he'd have me, i'd be honored.ā€
he wordlessly asked you, and with a tilt of your head you prompted him to kiss you. though it was belated, the hall filled with cheers for the two of you.
ā€œwell,ā€ the queen beckoned you two to her side, your hands intertwined as you stood in front of her. ā€œthis is surely a first, however.. it is undoubted that ms. [name] and her family have proved their loyalty and dedication to the kingdom.
therefore, we have no objection. masaru?ā€
ā€œyes mitski.ā€
they both got up, the king wielding a sword as he stood next to you. katsuki helped guide you to the floor, he was on one knee as he was sworn in.
sworn in as king by your side.
the sword tapped his shoulders gently, a crown being brought out on a pillow and placed upon his head as you looked in awe, as an equally gorgeous one was placed unto yours.
ā€œkatsuki, i entrust our kingdom to you. with all of our people in the hands of you, and of course, your trusted wife.ā€
ā€œi understand.ā€ he said, bowing his head down to his father.
ā€œ[name].ā€ the queen called to you, filling you with a sense of urgency. ā€œyes my queen?ā€
she laughed, before taking a moment to whisper in your ear. ā€œmitski is fine.ā€ she cleared her throat, before continuing. ā€œyou will be a dedicated servant any longer, tomorrow you will wake up as the queen of our kingdom my dear. please, do your best to guide our king, and set the kingdom onto a path of prosperity.ā€
ā€œthank you myā€“ mitski. i will.ā€ you bowed deeply, before you were helped up by katsuki once again.
you walked out the hall with katsuki at your side, the weight of the crown a shared experience between you two.
ā€œā€˜suki.ā€ the nickname lost to time finds itself back on your lips as you're led to his room, though this was the first time in years that it was out of familiarity, not work.
ā€œ[name].ā€
ā€œthank you.ā€
ā€œfor what?ā€
ā€œrisking it all.. doing all that. it was.. indescribable.ā€
ā€œ.. it was worth it for you. i'dā€“ i'd do anything for you. now we can make up for lost time. i really
missed you these last days.ā€
ā€œi did too, god i was a wreck without you.ā€
ā€œyou wouldn't believe how bad i was without you.ā€
it seemed practiced, as if you'd done it a million times when he gestured for you to follow him to his bed. the way you melted into each other was unimaginable, not even the discomfort of your corset getting in the way of how he made you feel, though you'd gotten up to change.
now wearing house wear, clothes you'd never imagine you'd be wearing in his quarters, you laid next to him, the same moon shining brightly upon the two of you as he held you.
his head was on top of yours as you shared this wordless embrace, one that spoke thousands of words you'd need not to speak.
a kiss, one you'd both never though you'd get to share, especially not in his very own bed, was all that left the two of you as you settled into each other for the night.
you'd begun a servant and ended as queen, ranks though meant nothing to you, for your only wish was to stay eternally by his side.
a wish you both fought for.
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pairing ź©œ fuckboy!wonwoo x afab!reader
sequel to this drabble, read it first to understand their dynamics ā™”
warnings ź©œ smut, mdni!, oral (f. receiving), unprotected sex, belly cumshot.
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fuckboy!wonwoo whoā€™s obviously whipped, but won't admit to it. when you say your hookup was a one time thing, he gets lowkey upset, but pretends he doesnā€™t care.
fuckboy!wonwoo who stops following you around like a puppy. he misses being around you, but heā€™s stubborn and decides itā€™s for the best if he takes some time away to get over you.
fuckboy!wonwoo who gets really drunk at this one frat party and kisses some random girl. in his head, he pretends itā€™s you. however, itā€™s not as good as it was with you on your night together.
you see the pathetic scene from across the room and roll your eyes at him. if youā€™re being honest, you expected him to chase after you. so youā€™re kinda disappointed when he walked away.
Nayeon sees your sour expression and nudges you lightly. "You shouldā€™ve told him how you feel" your sunbae comments while you take a large sip from your beer.
"Heā€™s not interested, I chose well when I decided to keep my mouth shut" you reply before turning your back, deciding you had enough of Wonwoo drama for the night.
fuckboy!wonwoo who scans the room to see if you were watching. He feels his blood boiling when the realizes youā€™re chatting with his friend DK at some secluded corner.
fuckboy!wonwoo who leaves the party. You really ruined the night for him.
fuckboy!wonwoo who locks himself in his room for the rest of the weekend. Itā€™s been a while since he played so much videogames, but he needed the distraction.
fuckboy!wonwoo who sees you walking around campus with DK by your side. he feels so fucking jealous when he sees you laughing and smiling so cutely at Dokyeom.
Itā€™s Friday night and youā€™re at another frat party. Youā€™re outside chilling with DK by the pool, with your legs inside the warm water.
"Have you noticed heā€™s obsessed with you?" DK points out, grabbing your attention from whatever Mina was saying.
"Who?" You play dumb.
"Wonwoo" the brunette sips from his cup. "He canā€™t stop looking our way".
You shrug. "He doesnā€™t care, heā€™s made it clear".
DK scoffs, sporting an incredulous look. "You donā€™t possibly believe that".
"I do" you try to convince yourself more than DK.
"Want me to prove you wrong?" DK smiled slyly. "How about we kiss? Youā€™ll see heā€™ll lose his shit".
You analyze the boy by your side, from his prominent nose, cute crescent-shaped eyes and large smile. Dokyeom is handsome, eager to kiss you and you honestly would like to kiss him too.
"Iā€™m not a home wrecker" you say, thinking about preserving DKā€™s and Wonwooā€™s friendship.
"We donā€™t live together." Thatā€™s all it takes for you to throw your best sense out the window and pull DK in for a heated kiss.
fuckboy!wonwoo who sees the exact moment you kiss his friend. He lets his beer cup fall from his hand, wetting his and Jeonghanā€™s sneakers.
"What the fuck?!"
Jeonghan follows his gaze and lets out an amused laugh. "Looks like our Kyeomie got what we all wanted!"
fuckboy!wonwoo who gets up early the next morning and goes straight to your dorm. He spent the night raging and came to realize he likes you and wants to be with you.
fuckboy!wonwoo who knocks on your dorm door and wakes you up. Your hairā€™s disheveled and your eyes are barely open when you answer it.
"Wonwoo? Did something hap-"
"I like you, Y/N. I really, really, like you and it killed me to see you with someone else last night" he cuts you off and spits out his confession before he could chicken out.
You blink slowly, your face scrunched up in a confused expression. "You what?"
"I like you. I lied when I said that night was a one time thing for me, because it wasnā€™t. I only said that because you said it first".
"I only said that because I thought thatā€™s what you wanted". You notice some people are crowding the hallway, listening to your conversation. "Itā€™s better if you come in".
fuckboy!wonwoo who shuts the door behind him. Your roommate is nowhere to be seen, and it makes him feel more comfortable.
"Look, me kissing DK meant nothing. It was a dumb idea, I didnā€™t want to hurt you".
"Itā€™s ok. I was ā€” well, am ā€” jealous, but itā€™s ok" His cheeks tint red at his confession. "But you can make it up to me".
fuckboy!wonwoo who basically jumps you when you allow him to. He gets you both naked in no time, sliding between your legs and kissing down your body.
fuckboy!wonwoo who eats you out diligently, licking and sucking on your lower lips and clit with enough expertise to make you see white in no time. He keeps teasing your fluttering whole with his thick fingers, but never gives you what you want.
fuckboy!wonwoo who canā€™t wait to get inside you and turns down a blowjob. "We can do that later" he promises and he positions himself at your entrance.
He pushes in slowly, making you both moan out loud. Youā€™re sure everyone is listening to what youā€™re doing, but you honestly donā€™t give a damn.
When Wonwoo bottoms out, his hips move hard and quickly.
fuckboy!wonwoo who grabs your hand and intertwines your fingers. You smile brightly and, with your free hand, pulls he in for a loving kiss.
fuckboy!wonwoo who makes you cum first before letting himself go. He pulls out and empties his balls on your stomach, youā€™re so spent that you donā€™t even mind.
He falls by your side on your small bed, sparing a few moments to catch his breath. He lays so still you think he fell asleep, but he sits up and asks "Do you have wet wipes?"
fuckboy!wonwoo who cleans you up and helps you get dressed again. He puts his dark blue boxers back on and cuddles you, feeling his eyelids weighting a thousand pounds.
"Nonu?" you call him by the nickname only you used. "Yeah, pretty?"
"What are we?" you ask with a shy tone. You needed to be sure, so you could rest. Wonwoo gets up on his elbow to look at you before answering:
"Boyfriend and girlfriend." He states. "But give me a few hours so I can ask you properly. You deserve something better than this".
fuckboy!wonwoo who nearly melts down when you smile so prettily at him. You kiss him again, feeling super happy.
Wonwoo lays down again and pulls you close to his chest, almost instantly falling asleep with you on his arms.
fuckboy!wonwoo who sneaks out to buy flowers, chocolate and a huge bear so he can officially ask you out.
The next day, everyone is talking about how the shy angel managed to tame the infamous fuckboy.
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Fresh Out the Slammer- Tyler Owens x f!Reader
Word count:3,858
Warnings: Reader's ex is an asshole, language, fluff, angst? my first time writing for Tyler, might be a bit ooc, sorry.
Summary: The reader gets out of a six-year-long prison sentence (relationship). Tyler is there to pick up the pieces and remind her that life is meant to be lived, not just survived. based on the song "Fresh Out the Slammer" by Taylor Swift
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Standing in the middle of a rest stop with your team and a few other groups, your boyfriend decided to go off on you.Ā 
Just hours earlier he had made a mistake while chasing a tornado. He told you that he wouldn't get too close, he wouldnā€™t let anything happen. But, that wasnā€™t the case at all. He decided to take a chance and get as close as he possibly could, and contrary to his beliefs, he did get too close.Ā 
You yelled at him to turn around, just as everyone had over the radio. Yet, he persisted despite your begging to go back. Everyone else in the group had turned around but he just couldnā€™t face the fact that he was wrong. As the storm got closer you began to cry, muttering prayers and pleas to anyone or anything that would hear you.Ā 
He began to yell at you to shut up and stop being a bitch. This only made you cry harder, and just as you dreaded a strong gust of wind followed by quite a large piece of debris hit the side of your truck. It hit the truck hard enough to tip it but not enough to make it roll. And for that, you believed your pleas had been heard.Ā 
Now here you were after getting checked out by paramedics, luckily nothing severe had happened. Just a gash across your forehead that needed stitches and a few other cuts and bruises. Your friends were terrified when they found you both and confused as to why your boyfriend would do that.Ā 
That brought you to the moment you knew it was over.Ā 
ā€œYou know, if you werenā€™t such a mess, none of this wouldā€™ve happened.ā€ he sneered.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sorry, what?ā€ you snapped back. He looked at you and rolled his eyes.Ā 
ā€œYou heard what I said. Youā€™re a damn mess. You sitting there in the passenger seat crying, pleading with God not to let us die. Like I didnā€™t know what I was doing.ā€ He took a large step towards you and your breath hitched.Ā 
ā€œYou werenā€™t listening to any of us, we could have been seriously hurt. We could have died Nathan!ā€ your eyes were wide, and your heart was pounding.Ā 
ā€œThere you go again, being as dramatic as you can. Youā€™d do anything for attention and sympathy. It makes me sick, honestly. Get over yourself, no one cares (y/n)! I sure as hell donā€™t.ā€ he said. Your heart dropped, and your eyes began to tear up.Ā 
ā€œGo ahead and cry just like always. Iā€™m done with you and all your problems. It was your fault for the accident. If you weren't being a baby I wouldā€™ve been paying attention. Get out of here, weā€™re leaving. Go home and pack your shit.ā€ his voice was as cold as his eyes were.Ā 
He stormed away to where the rest of your group stood. They all looked at him in fear, not knowing how cruel he was.Ā 
ā€œWhat the hell are you looking at? Letā€™s get out of here before she comes begging for forgiveness,ā€ he said in disgust.Ā 
All you could do was stand there, watching all of the people you thought loved you turn their backs on you. Leave you there like you never mattered to them at all.Ā 
They drove off and you felt your heart shatter. You didnā€™t know he hated you that much, and it made you feel sick.Ā 
Feeling your stomach churn you quickly ran to the side of the building and threw up. As you were hunched over you felt hands grab your hair and someone rubbing your back soothingly.Ā 
Once you had stopped you began to sob, you were completely overwhelmed and in quite a state. You didnā€™t know who had pulled you into a hug but you held on so tightly you couldā€™ve bruised them.Ā 
ā€œHey, hey. Shh, itā€™s ok Iā€™ve got you.ā€ the person's voice was something you held onto in your mind. ā€œYouā€™re gonna be ok, I promise,ā€ the man spoke softly letting his hand smooth your hair down.Ā 
You weren't sure how long you stayed that way but when you eventually calmed down your grip became lax. You rubbed at your eyes trying to get the world into focus again.Ā 
Feeling someoneā€™s eyes on you, you were reminded of the person next to you.Ā 
Glancing up you saw a man youā€™d never expected to see. Tyler Owens.Ā 
At that moment you didnā€™t care who he was, you just knew that you were grateful for him.Ā 
You had come across him and his team a few times, and despite him being a little annoying he was always kind to you.Ā 
His eyes held a softness you had never seen, and his smile was sympathetic.Ā 
You realized then how ridiculous you must look. Dirty clothes mascara trails on your face and puffy eyes. You suddenly became embarrassed.Ā 
ā€œI-Iā€™m so sorry. I didnā€™t mean for any of this to happen, Iā€™m not doing this for attention. I just felt overwhelmed, and the crash and everything caught up to me all at once. Honestly, I didnā€™t mean for anyone to see me like this. Iā€™m so sorry Tyler, You didnā€™t have to help me-ā€ He cut off your rambling.Ā 
ā€œ(y/n), listen to me,ā€ he said and ducked down to try and meet your eyes. You turned your head away, so as gently as he could with a firm grip, he turned your face towards him.Ā 
You looked at him and saw no judgment or anger. The only thing you saw was kindness, and with his hand on your cheek, you felt how steady he was.Ā 
ā€œYou have no reason to be sorry. What you just went through is not easy to process. I know youā€™re not doing this for attention. Youā€™re hurt, and you're exhausted, and I can assume you're still shaken up from the car flipping.ā€ He said with a calmness you never thought of when it came to Tyler.Ā 
You slowly nodded your head, trying to calm yourself. ā€œItā€™s not your fault, none of it is your fault.ā€Ā 
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It had been a few months since everything happened, and you were beginning to see all of the things you ignored. With the fog lifted you could see that the way Nathan treated you was beyond terrible. Everything that didnā€™t go his way was your fault. The way he only said he loved you when you were in front of your families. All the times he chewed you out in front of the team, and then would persuade you to forgive him and believe that it was once again your fault.Ā 
Tyler and his team ended up taking you home. He went with you to get your things from Nathanā€™s apartment. He made things bearable, he made you feel like you were important and that was so new to you.Ā 
You became quite good friends with his group as well. They had all checked in on you as much as they could. Theyā€™d stop by and spend the night, just keeping you company. They wanted you to feel like you had people who cared for you. Honestly, they all fell in love with you.Ā 
Currently, you were sitting at home curled up on the couch with your latest book. A cup of tea sat on the side table, and rain lightly drizzled on the roof.Ā 
Hearing cars pull up outside your brows furrowed, and you bookmarked your page before getting up. With the blanket wrapped around your shoulders, you made your way to the window. There in your driveway was Tylerā€™s red truck, and the RV. You saw everyone pile out of the cars and you quickly walked to your front door and yanked it open.Ā 
ā€œGuys!ā€ you shouted and dropped your blanket in favor of running down your porch towards your friends. Boone being the closest you crashed into him, your arms around him in a big hug.Ā 
ā€œHey, (y/n)!ā€ he exclaimed as he held you tightly. He swayed you a bit and you chuckled before pulling away.Ā 
You went around and greeted all your friends.Ā 
ā€œWhereā€™s my hug?ā€ You heard Tylerā€™s voice sound from behind you. You turned to look at him with a big smile.Ā 
You opened your arms, ā€œRight here if you want it,ā€ you teased. He chuckled slightly before walking towards you and swiftly wrapping you up in his arms. You let out a laugh when he picked you up off the wet grass. It was only then that you remembered that it was raining. You felt the water land on your warm face and you scrunched your nose.Ā 
Tyler couldnā€™t help but smile at you, admiring the joy and contentment he could see on your face. It was a peace he never saw you have before.Ā 
Setting you down you smiled up at him and grabbed his hand in yours before jogging towards the open door. Everyone else had gone inside to escape the rain, or at least thatā€™s the reason they gave you.Ā 
The whole team knew that the real reason they went into the house was to let you and Tyler have a moment. They could tell that something was happening between the two of you.Ā 
You closed the door behind you, and Tyler picked up the blanket you had dropped on the floor.Ā 
Luckily it wasnā€™t a full-blown storm so none of you were soaked. Just a few sprinkles on your clothes. You offered your friends coffee or tea, or a beer if they wanted one. Surprisingly they all opted for coffee.Ā 
ā€œThe fact that you donā€™t put any cream or sugar into your coffee makes me ill Dexter.ā€ You said jokingly.Ā 
ā€œWell, I want coffee not just a cup of cream and sugar,ā€ he said and shrugged. You laughed as you walked into the kitchen to make the coffee for them.Ā 
As you walked away everyone turned their attention towards Tyler.Ā 
ā€œSo, are you gonna go talk to her?ā€ Dani questioned him with a smirk. Tyler raised a brow at them and scoffed.Ā 
ā€œWe all know youā€™re dying to ask her out Ty, just go do it,ā€ Lily urged him.
He shook his head and sighed. ā€œYou guys are crazy, she just got her heart broken a few months ago. I doubt she wants to jump into something else so soon,ā€ Tyler told them.Ā 
Boone looked at his best friend with a questioning look. ā€œTyler, I swear to god if you donā€™t go in there and ask that woman out, Iā€™ll do it for you,ā€ he threatened.Ā 
Tyler sighed in defeat. ā€œWhat would I even say?ā€ he asked them all.Ā 
ā€œJust talk to her like normal. Just be Tyler, thatā€™s all she would want,ā€ Dani patted his shoulder.Ā 
ā€œShit,ā€ Tyler mumbled before standing from his place on the couch. They all quietly cheered him on as he walked away.Ā 
You had music playing as you made everyoneā€™s coffee for them. Swaying around the kitchen you sang quietly under your breath.Ā 
ā€œNow pretty baby, Iā€™m running back home to you. Fresh out the slammer I know who my first call will be to. Fresh out the slammer ah,ā€ When the first verse started did a small spin.Ā 
Tyler stood quietly in the doorway admiring you in your own world. It was as if nothing could touch you right now. In that moment he realized just how much he wanted to be yours. He knew he could treat you better. He would do anything to see you smile, and to see you without a care in the world.Ā 
He let out a small chuckle as you spun. You heard him and turned around in surprise. You let out a breath realizing that it was just him. You smiled and walked over to him to grab his hands.Ā 
You began to dance with him to the song. He twirled you away from him and pulled you back in. You laughed and began to sing the song again.Ā 
ā€œNow pretty baby, Iā€™m runninā€™ to the house where you still wait up, and that porch light gleams. To the one who says Iā€™m the girl of his American Dreams.ā€ He smiled down at you and pulled you in close. Your arms around his waist and his arms around your shoulders. You had never felt this safe before, and it was the happiest you had been in years.Ā 
ā€œBut itā€™s gonna be alright, I did my time.ā€Ā 
The song ended and he slowly pulled away. Your smile was soft and your gaze was warm as you looked up at him. He could feel his heart melt at the sight in front of him.Ā 
He glanced at your lips, then back up to your eyes. He took a tentative step closer, placing a hand on your waist and the other on your cheek. You took a small step forward, and your smile turned shy. You placed one hand on his forearm and the other on his shoulder.Ā 
He slowly leaned in, pausing for just a second, his nose brushing yours. Taking a moment to see if this was what you wanted. He felt your soft breathing against his lips, and he saw that your eyes were closed.Ā 
ā€œPlease,ā€ he heard your soft whisper, and without a second thought, he pressed his lips against yours.Ā 
You immediately pushed up on your toes to press yourself closer to him. Tyler couldnā€™t remember a time he had ever felt this way for someone. His hand drifted from your face into your hair, gently tugging the soft strands. You sighed into the kiss and he took the opportunity to deepen it. The hand on your waist had moved to your back to keep you flush against him.Ā 
The way he kissed you made you feel like you didnā€™t have to worry about being hurt. You didnā€™t have to tiptoe around him or be scared that one day he would just decide he didnā€™t love you. It felt like rain after a drought, sun after a cruel winter, Finally escaping the prison cell you had been in for the last six years.Ā 
It felt like freedom.Ā 
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ā€œTy! Roll down the window!ā€ you said in excitement. Tyler looked at you with a huge grin.Ā 
ā€œYou better be careful baby,ā€ he said, with that glint in his eyes.Ā 
ā€œAlways am,ā€ you winked as you pulled yourself as far out the window as you could. You were practically sitting with your legs in the car and your torso through the window. You held on to the cage with one hand letting yourself feel the rain and wind whipping through your hair. Tyler drove down the road as best as he could while stealing glances at you.Ā 
He heard how you laughed and yelled into the wind. It was moments like those when he realized he had found his person. He found the person he wanted to spend forever with.Ā 
When Tyler saw the clouds becoming more dense he tapped your leg softly as a way of telling you to come back in. You quickly slid yourself back into the seat with a huge smile.Ā 
Your hair was slightly wet and completely wind-swept.Ā 
ā€œGod, I love you,ā€ he said and you chuckled.Ā 
ā€œWhy do you say that?ā€ you asked slightly out of breath.Ā 
ā€œBecause you understand me. I donā€™t have to explain why I do this, because you love it just as much as I do,ā€ he said and you smiled over at him.Ā 
ā€œIf it wasn't for you, I wouldnā€™t have ever done this again. You brought back the love of chasing, I know with you I have nothing to be afraid of,ā€ You told him and leaned over to kiss the corner of his smile.Ā 
He placed on hand on your thigh and glanced over at you with so much love.Ā 
ā€œAre you guys ready for this?!ā€ Booneā€™s voice came through the radio loud and clear. A laugh escaped you.Ā 
Picking up the radio, you responded. ā€œWe are. Are you?ā€Ā 
Boone could hear the smirk in your voice. Lily laughed, ā€œSee you on the other side!ā€ she crowed.Ā 
Tyler drove further into the storm's path, when he got exactly where you wanted to be, he anchored the truck into the ground.Ā 
Tyler looked over at you with the same grin you had seen countless times now. The one that youā€™d never get tired of seeing, and you imagine your smile mirrored his.Ā 
The tornado swirled around you, and the rush of adrenaline you always felt came flooding through you. Tyler's hand was still placed on your thigh, a grounding comfort for you. Despite your love for tornadoes and storms, there was always the smallest twinge of fear. But it was something you had grown to appreciate, it made you have so much more respect for Mother Nature.Ā 
It was amazing to see the look on Tyā€™s face as he watched everything happen around him. There was never a time you had seen him unimpressed by a tornado, a storm, or just rain on a cloudy day.Ā 
It was your favorite thing to witness. His passion and eagerness to understand these things.Ā 
The tornado had passed and you and Tyler immediately looked at each other and burst into laughter.Ā 
You leaped out of the truck and turned to watch the tornado forge its path across the field.Ā 
Tyler came up behind you and scooped you up. He let out a shout of joy, and you laughed breathlessly. He set you down.
ā€œDid you see that baby?!ā€ he yelled. He ran a hand through his hair and you smiled.Ā 
ā€œThat was beautiful Ty! I canā€™t believe that!ā€ you enthused as you danced around the field. Tyler chuckled and grabbed your hand spinning you around.Ā 
He pulls you close to him and you reach up to hold his face in your hands. Your hair was a bit frizzy from the rain earlier and your eyes were bright as you looked at him with so much love.Ā 
ā€œTyler Owens, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me,ā€ you said and pulled him down to kiss you.Ā 
His hand crept under your shirt, and you shivered at his touch. His hands were rough, but it made you melt. He pulled away when a car horn honked a few feet away.Ā 
You turned to see who it was. Expecting it to be the crew you were surprised to see Nathan and your old team get out of their cars.Ā 
You rolled your eyes and sighed. Nathan stormed over to you but Tyler quickly stood in front of you.Ā 
ā€œGet out of my way,ā€ Nathan said, trying his best to sound intimidating.Ā 
It was true that Nathan was significantly shorter than Tyler, and you had to hold back your laugh.Ā 
ā€œWhat are you gonna do, Kick me?ā€ Tyler questioned with a raised brow.Ā 
ā€œ(y/n), we need to talk right now,ā€ He used that voice that always used to scare you into doing what he wanted. He sounded pathetic now.Ā 
ā€œShe doesn't owe you a damn thing Nathan,ā€ Tyler said and took a step closer to him.Ā 
You stepped forward to grab Tylerā€™s wrist and pull him back. Just as you did this, you heard your friends pull up next to you.Ā 
They all got out of their cars as well and came over to see what was going on.Ā 
When they saw Nathan, they all sighed in annoyance.Ā 
ā€œWhy is Shorty here?ā€ Dani asked.Ā 
Nathan sent a glare their way, and Dani flipped him off.Ā 
ā€œDamn it, (y/n), Just let me talk to you!ā€ he shouted angrily.Ā 
Tyler was about to step in when you squeezed his hand. He looked down at you quizzically.Ā 
ā€œI can talk to him, itā€™s ok T,ā€ you said and tugged him down to kiss his cheek.Ā 
Tyler took a couple of steps back and let you stand in front of Nathan.Ā 
ā€œNathan, what do you want?ā€ you asked him with your arms crossed.Ā 
ā€œWhy the hell are you with them? Why are you with him?ā€ he questioned angrily.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m way better than him. I knew you were desperate but Tyler Owens, are you serious?ā€ Nathan took a jab, expecting to get a reaction out of you.Ā 
You just gave him a look as if asking if he was done talking.Ā 
ā€œYou done?ā€ You questioned with a raised brow.Ā 
He stood there unable to find words, ā€œWhat the hell is wrong with you?ā€ he ended up spitting out.Ā 
You scoffed. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong with me? Nothing. But I can tell you what's wrong with you.ā€ before he got a chance to clap back you spoke up again.Ā 
ā€œYou treat everyone else around you like crap because you're bitter. You take out your anger on the people around you because you canā€™t face the fact that youā€™re miserable. You took everything out on me, it was always my fault. Every little thing that didnā€™t go right in your life, you blamed on me.ā€Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s bullshit!ā€ he interjected angrily.Ā 
ā€œOh, really? Should I bring up the time you told me I was your biggest mistake, that if you never would have talked to me you wouldnā€™t be having so many problems. You made me believe that I was always the problem.ā€ You stated with conviction.
ā€œBeing with you was a prison sentence, if you hadnā€™t left that day, I wouldā€™ve died handcuffed to the spell I was under, lost in the shade of how you were feeling. You leaving me there was the best thing to happen to me,ā€ you affirmed.Ā 
ā€œBy the way, for every time you called me a bitch, He calls me the girl of his American dreams.ā€Ā 
You flipped him off with the sweetest smile you could muster.Ā 
ā€œFuck you,ā€ he spat at you and you kept a smile on your face. He turned away from you and began to walk away.
ā€œOne more thing Nathan! These people that Iā€™m with now, are worth more than 100 of you,ā€ you said and pointed to the whole group.Ā 
They got in their cars and turned around as fast as they could. You turned to look at your friends and boyfriend. They all looked stunned.Ā 
ā€œWhat?ā€ you asked with a smile. ā€œThat was my favorite thing that has ever happened,ā€ Lily spoke and you chuckled. Dexter walked up to you and wrapped you in a hug, you hugged him back just as everyone else joined in on it.Ā 
You laughed with everyone as you pulled away. ā€œI love you guys, what more is there to say,ā€ you shrugged.Ā 
You felt arms wrap around your waist and you smiled before turning around to face Tyler. He smiled down at you. You reached up and took the hat off of his head and placed it on your own with a sly smile.Ā 
ā€œThe girl of my American dreams, huh?ā€ he questioned with a smirk. You tilt your head a bit as you gaze up at him.Ā 
ā€œYou know it, cowboy,ā€Ā 
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ā€œBut itā€™s gonna be alright, I did my time,ā€Ā 
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the wolf's cage.
After being captured by the Northerns, you found yourself with the Lord of Winterfell whose strange politeness makes you doubt his true intentions.
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PAIRING ā€” Cregan Stark x Wildling!Reader.
TAGS ā€” smut (p in v, m!oral, spanking, use of the word whore, face fucking, hate sex(?, dirty talk, degrading/praise, belly bulge), cursing, mentions of war, blood and bruises, kind of enemies to lovers, dilf!cregan, and idk if this counts as dark!cregan but I'll add it just in case. If something is missing let me know!
AUTHOR'S NOTE ā€” it's the first time that i write smut after a very long time, and i wrote this in a rush, so it's not perfect but i loved it anyway bc i fell in love with this trope. Reader is loosely based on Osha from GoT. REBLOGS AND COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS WELCOMED.
WORD COUNT ā€” 5.3k. (oh damn)
慤慤慤慤慤慤慤慤慤english is not my first language.
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ā€œWe found her close to the Godswood,ā€ one of the men said. ā€œShe was hiding and preparing herself to kill, my lord.ā€Ā 
Cregan walked slightly closer to you, his curiosity peaking when he noticed how small you looked curled up in a corner of your cell, covered by thick pieces of fur. Your face was stained with dirt and dried blood. His men had told him you were a menace, but after looking at you, he didn't believe it.Ā 
ā€œShe seems harmless,ā€ he pointed out, kneeling beside you.Ā 
ā€œShe is not, my lord. She's responsible for the death of three of our men,ā€ the same man explained. They were all in combat position; holding the hilt of their swords just in case you would dare to attack their leader. Cregan, however, seemed to be unafraid, getting closer to you and trying to see more of you. He was certainly intrigued.
How was a young girl like you able to kill a group of ruthless men?Ā 
He raised his hand and gently pulled a strand of your hair out of your face; he saw a scar on your cheek and a cut on your lip. Then, you met his eyes with yours. Your cold and mercenary haze did little to intimidate him. You were finally in the presence of the man you hated the most; the man who had killed your people in cold blood. He could see your wrath burning through your haze, and he understood it.Ā 
With his thumb, he removed the drop of blood that was dripping from your lip ā€” a soft touch that felt so foreign to your skin. He attempted to do it again, but you moved your face away and he knew it was enough. With a sigh, he stood up casting a large shadow over your smaller frame; you looked down at the floor, ignoring his penetrating stare on you before he turned around and walked out of the cell.Ā 
ā€œTell a maid to give her a bath, then bring her to the dining room,ā€ he ordered.Ā 
ā€œMy lord, I don't think-ā€
ā€œTell the cooks to make a meal for two, and tell a maid to keep Rickon out of my room tonight,ā€ he abruptly interrupted him, the guard was left in surprise.Ā 
ā€œI beg your pardon, my lord, but I do not think itā€™s a good idea at all,ā€ The maester advised him, talking in whispers so you would not hear a word. ā€œI believe that being in a room alone with that savage would put your life at risk. We cannot afford that, not when we're in the middle of an imminent war.ā€Ā 
Cregan turned to give one more look at you before one of the guards locked your cell again. You looked so fragile, and you were probably starving after spending days in the merciless Winter cold. He knew you would not be such a threat in such a condition, so he did not follow his loyal Maesterā€™s advice.
ā€œThe decision has been made,ā€ he spoke as he started to walk away from the dungeons. The old man quickly followed his pace.Ā 
ā€œI would advise you to make some double thinking about your decision-ā€Ā 
ā€œAre you questioning my methods?ā€ His voice came out low and slow, but it carried a bit of an intimidating undertone that was easy to catch. The Maester took a step back when his superior turned around; his Lordship was an imposing man, tall and with wide shoulders and some grey eyes that would pierce through your soul. Lord Stark was a kindhearted man, but whenever he was angry he was unrecognisable.Ā 
And the Maester trembled when he saw a small glimpse of his anger.Ā 
ā€œOf course not, but it is my duty as your advisor to give you the best optionsā€¦ risking your life it's certainly not.ā€Ā 
ā€œThat girl is craving for a meal, I will not let her starve,ā€ he grunted. ā€œBesides, I might steal some valuable information from her. She's just a girl, and she's unarmed. She will do no harm.ā€Ā 
The old man simply nodded, knowing that it was a lost battle and not having the guts to continue to defy his lord. Cregan cleared his throat, repeated the instructions and then turned around to leave his men behind. They shared confused looks, doubting his plan and how unusual it was for him to have mercy with the people of your kind. This new and sudden sympathy towards you raised suspicion among the northern guards, but they were all too afraid to speak up.Ā 
They just obeyed the orders of their Lord.Ā 
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Cregan was tapping his fingertips against the table, patiently waiting for your arrival as he was blankly staring at his half-empty cup of wine. The only sound that was heard was coming from the fireplace, and the rest of the room was deadly silent. He was wondering how much time would it take for you to arrive when two guards opened the door, and two others were carrying you inside. They were grabbing your arms, tight enough to leave a bruise behind. Cregan stood up the instant you showed up, and, with a slight nod from him, you were freed from their grip.Ā 
Lord Stark took the time to look at you, shamelessly glancing at every inch of your body. He noticed how your skin was glowing now, freed of any stain or impureness on your face, except for that scar on your cheekbone that seemed to be quite recent. Regardless of that, you were such a sight for his eyes, so pretty and young and fierce all the same. The glow in your eyes was still yelling your hate for him and, somehow, that would make you even more appealing to him. He followed the trail down your neck and found your bossom being squeezed by the dress which looked a bit too small for you, but that fit your body like a glove; shaping your curves and enhancing them, he had to take a deep breath after seeing you.Ā 
All the beauty that was previously hidden under thick layers of clothes and dirty hair and face was now starting to show.
ā€œYou can leave now,ā€ he indicated to the guards. They nodded and followed his orders immediately.Ā 
Once they were alone, Cregan pointed at the chair on the other side of the table, inviting you to take a seat. You were reluctant, staring at the large amount of food with distrust; you thought this was a trap, no one ever invites their foes to supper. You did not obey him at first, standing still in your place, using a pair of borrowed shoes that were almost crushing your feet and making you feel like walking on burning coal.Ā 
You knew one thing for sure; you needed to get out of there as soon as you could. Or, better yet, you had to kill that man.Ā 
ā€œPlease, be seated,ā€ he spoke so softly and politely that you could not believe it. It was so blatantly obvious. ā€œThe pork it's better when it's warm.ā€Ā 
A glance at the table and you saw your plate already served; this did nothing but increase your mistrust. However, you walked towards the spot, slowly and with your guard up. The sound of your shoes clacking on the wooden floor as you made your way to your seat until you finally sat.Ā 
Then, a silence fell over the room. Cregan's eyes seemed to never look away from you as he raised his cup and brought it to his lips. You nervously played with your cup, already filled with wine.Ā 
ā€œI gave myself the liberty to fill your cup,ā€ he said.Ā 
Besides that, your plate was full of beans, pork, carrots and mashed potatoes. Everything was already cut into tiny pieces, and only then did you realize you only had a spoon; no knife, and no fork.Ā 
ā€œIs wine not of your taste?ā€ Cregan asked after your long silence. ā€œWould you rather have some ale? or juice?ā€Ā 
Nothing came out of your mouth. Cregan was losing his little patience, but he knew better and he stayed calm. Upsetting you would only make things worse.Ā 
ā€œYou might be wondering why I spared your life today,ā€ he started, attempting a two-sided conversation. ā€œIf you were any other, your head would be in a spike by nowā€¦ but you might be useful for us.ā€ He made a pause, sipping his wine so delicately and manly. Then he added, ā€œFor me.ā€
Again, no answer.Ā 
ā€œI believe you have valuable information that would help us to understand your people better,ā€ he explained, trying to sound likeable and friendly, even giving you a warm smile. ā€œMaybe that way we'll understand your reasons.ā€Ā 
ā€œWhy would I give information to the one who's murdering my people?ā€ You finally spoke.Ā 
Cregan heard your thick northern accent and a smile was drawn on his face. He hid the gesture by grabbing his fork and knife and cutting a piece of meat before putting it inside his mouth. You realized that contrary to you, he had a knife; you wondered how you could reach it without him noticing.
ā€œAh, so you can speak,ā€ he claimed, cheerfully. ā€œFor a moment I thought you were mute.ā€Ā 
ā€œI am not,ā€ you grunted.
ā€œYou could stop an imminent war, you know?ā€ He continued the previous conversation. ā€œSave the lives of your people, avoid a bloodbath.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou are the only one causing those things, my lord,ā€ the mocking tone in your voice when you uttered the last two words was obvious. ā€œThis war carries your name.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou are the ones taking over our lands,ā€ he debated.Ā 
ā€œWe're escaping,ā€ you snapped. ā€œYou have no idea what's beyond that wall. You and your men would do the same in our position.ā€Ā 
ā€œAnd what is it that's up there with all of you?ā€Ā 
ā€œYou wouldn't believe my words. You'll have to see it.ā€Ā 
He hummed, not convinced at all. He leaned back on his chair.Ā 
ā€œHow did you get that scar on your face? It looks quite recent,ā€ he slightly narrowed his eyes.Ā 
ā€œAn accident while climbing the wall,ā€ you simply explained, not wanting to give out too many details.Ā 
ā€œWhen did you cross it?ā€Ā 
ā€œA few weeks ago.ā€Ā 
ā€œAnd what have you been doing all this time?ā€Ā 
ā€œI already told youā€¦ trying to survive.ā€Ā 
Cregan clicked his tongue, sipping his wine once more and letting the topic go. ā€œYou haven't touched your food,ā€ he pointed out. ā€œNor your wine. The cooks work hard on this food.ā€Ā 
ā€œI'm not hungry.ā€Ā 
ā€œIt's not poisoned,ā€ he let you know as if you would believe his mere words. ā€œIf I ever kill you it wouldn't be with a drop of venom, that it's not an honourable way to murder your opponent.ā€Ā 
ā€œHonour,ā€ you repeated with a mocking tone.Ā 
ā€œDoes that word sound funny to you?ā€Ā 
ā€œIt does when it's you saying it,ā€ you muttered, clenching your jaw. ā€œYou have the blood of innocents in your hands, you have no honour.ā€
The tense environment was interrupted by the sound of the door opening. Soon, a small child entered the room and ran towards Cregan; it was his son, his spitting image standing right next to him. His weakness. You looked closely, and you noticed how Lord Stark's demeanour was briefly replaced by a softer one when he held his child in his arms, only to get angry again when one of the maids walked in rushing behind the boy. You were observant, and then quickly an idea of escape lighted up your mind.Ā 
ā€œI apologize, Lord Stark,ā€ the maid murmured, shaking and breathing unevenly. ā€œLittle Rickon wanted to say goodnight and he ran away from his chambers-ā€Ā 
ā€œDon't let it happen again,ā€ he stopped her before she could go on with her explanations that were of little interest to his Lordship. ā€œJust take him to bed, and don't let this happen again.ā€Ā 
ā€œYes, my lord.ā€
He kissed the child's forehead and hugged him one last time before the maid pulled his arm and took him away. The boy was looking back at his sire with saddened eyes as he walked, and once he was out of sight, Cregan was back to his tough facade. However, you knew new information, and now you knew exactly how to manage to escape.
ā€œWas that your child?ā€Ā 
ā€œIndeed,ā€ he nodded.Ā 
ā€œBeyond the wall, children are taught to fight and hunt from a very young age,ā€ you randomly told him. ā€œDoes he know how to do that?ā€Ā 
ā€œHe's still learning.ā€Ā 
ā€œHow old is he?ā€Ā 
ā€œWe are not here to talk about my child,ā€ he snapped, growing impatient with each passing second.Ā 
You stopped, only for a brief second to let it rest and prepare yourself for the next thing. The suddenness of your next question left him speechless.
ā€œWhere's his mother?ā€ You noticed how he tensed, clenching his jaw and forming a fist with his hand. There it is. ā€œIs she around?ā€Ā 
His silence gave you the answer you were expecting, you had to hold back a smile.
ā€œLet me guess,ā€ you murmured, ā€œChildbirth?ā€Ā 
His fist smacked against the table and you noticed how all the plates jumped due to the impact. He stood up, fuming, all the kindness and politeness vanishing from his body as he lost his patience with you. Yet, you did not seem fazed by his roughness, you barely flinched. You stood up too and slowly started to walk around the table, to get closer to him.Ā 
ā€œI bet your nights might be lonely now that you've lost your wife,ā€ A false tone of empathy was heard in your voice as you kept taking step after step. ā€œDoes your bed feel empty at night?ā€Ā 
ā€œThat's enough,ā€ he growled.Ā 
ā€œYou dressed me, bathed me and fed meā€¦ perhaps you're trying to convince me to stay by your side,ā€ you deduced, using your seduction skills to distract him from the fact that you were getting closer to the knife on the table. ā€œIs this your intention? To make me yours? To turn me into your whore?ā€ Your voice lowered itself a few tones, getting raspier and more seductive.
You reached his side, his eyes were stuck on your face as his breathing was starting to get faster with each second. You saw his jaw, sharp as the knife you were trying to grab, and tensed as he tried to hide his growing arousal. Of course, he has noticed your attributes before, and of course, he had secretly ā€”and shamelesslyā€” fantasized about ripping your dress to see what was underneath, but now your words would only make his struggle grow.Ā 
Perhaps the Maester was right. Perhaps this was a bad idea.Ā 
ā€œHave you heard what they say about the women from the Free Folk?ā€ You were teasing him, boldly raising your hands until they went to his thick coat and untied it; it fell around his leather shoes, and only a thin shirt was beneath it. Your eyes glanced at him, noticing the chest hair on his skin as your hands felt the hardness of his abdomen; years of training with the sword had certainly made its effect. ā€œPeople say we're difficult to handle, but that we fuck like goddesses. Wouldn't you want to try it out?ā€
One of your hands travelled lower and lower until it was able to feel the shape of his growing cock in your palm and through his pants. A winning smile appeared on your lips. His growing lust did not allow him to see the moment when your hand took the knife. Luckily for him, his reflexes were quite fast, and he was able to stop your hand right before you almost stabbed his neck. Your eyes widened as he grabbed your wrist and turned your body around, slamming you against the table. He pressed himself against you, your dress now ruined with the food beneath your frame.Ā 
Cregan's hand grabbed a big portion of your hair and pulled it back, roughly, forcing you to arch your back. You could not help but whimper due to the pain in your skull. His breathing soon reached your neck and caused shivers down your spine; it smelled like wine.Ā 
ā€œYou little whore,ā€ he mocked you, ā€œyou thought you could've killed me?ā€Ā 
His voice was completely different to the one you have heard before; it was almost like a growl, so deep, slow and hoarse. You would be lying if you said you did not find it amusing. His touch was rough and lacking the gentleness and delicacy that it had hours ago when he wiped the blood off of your lip.Ā 
ā€œIt was worth the try,ā€ you breathed out, laughing at him when you felt his arousal pressing against your arse.Ā 
ā€œWhat's so funny, huh?ā€ he grunted, pulling you harder and making you hum. ā€œI could kill you right here, right now,ā€ he threatened.Ā 
ā€œBut you won't,ā€ you murmured.Ā 
ā€œThat's right,ā€ he mumbled, breathing in your scent. Even after taking a bath you still smelled of pine tree, it was an intoxicating smell. ā€œI will prove your word first. Let's see if the wildlings whores fuck like goddesses, mhm?ā€Ā 
Your eyes widened when you felt his hand freeing your hair and going towards the skirts of your borrowed dress. He lifted them, holding them in place on your waist behind your back. He saw how your pussy was already starting to glisten with your arousal, even when he had barely touched you beforehand. His cock twitched inside his pants when he noticed that all of this was because of his rough touch.Ā 
You filthy slut, he thought.Ā 
You heard a soft stump on the floor as his pants fell down his thick legs. It did not take too much time for you to feel his leaking tip brushing against your folds, spreading them open and smearing your slick all over it. You had to bite your lip, holding back a gasp as he teasingly rubbed against your clit; this was certainly not what you were expecting, but it felt good enough to make you want more.Ā 
Slowly, he started to make his way inside you, grabbing your arsecheeck with his free hand and spreading it only to see your needy cunt taking him. Cregan gasped, your soft walls were wrapping around him perfectly, squeezing him just right and creaming all over him. He hummed in delight as he felt your legs already starting to shake. Gods, he was big, stretching you out as of you were a fucking maiden, providing you with that sweet pain that made your eyes close.Ā 
When he was halfway in, he pushed himself all in with a single thrust. His head touched that sweet, spongy spot inside of you. ā€œFuck!ā€ you cried out, involuntarily spreading your legs further, at the same time your hands pushed all the plates and cups away from your side. It all ended up spilt on the floor.Ā 
He remained there for a few seconds, still inside of you and not moving an inch. Cregan's hand reached for your hair once again, pulling it back until your back was pressed against his chest and his lips were brushing against your ear. His breathing was ragged and unsteady; his tongue licked his lips as they started to get dry. You were able to feel him, his veins pulsing inside of you as he would twitch each time you clenched around him. Cregan hummed against your ear.Ā 
Without warning, his hips started to move and your legs suddenly felt as weak and giggly as jelly. Your hands gripped the border of the table as his movements started to increase his pace. He was filling you up so good, so deep. You found yourself murmuring senseless words as you slowly started to lose your mind, which was a weird thing for you; you would usually be the one in charge.Ā 
Though you did not mind submitting to him for a while. All your morality was soon gone, and all thanks to the man whose cock was good enough to make you forget about how much you hated him.
His hips started to meet yours with more force, thrusting hard but slow. It was just the beginning, and he wanted to make sure you would feel every inch of him, to feel every vein. All while he was also losing his mind over how good your pussy was taking him; your tight grip around him was sending him to the heavens, his eyes never looking away from the place where both of your bodies would join. Your walls contracted around him whenever he was pulling out, almost as if they were reluctant to let him go. Cregan loved that a bit too much, he might have become addicted to it.Ā 
Then, he sped it up. His grunts and moans were falling from his lips in cascades that reached your ears. A vocal man he was, expressing his lust with the most arousing sounds you have ever heard. It brought a sense of pride to your chest, having such an imposing man as him reduced to a moaning mess. But the truth was, you were not doing any better; his animalistic movements were now sending you over the edge quicker than you thought. The sound of your bodies slapping against each other and the feeling of your arousal falling down your thighs was enough to pull you into a cloud of raw lasciviousness. Your mind felt dizzy.Ā 
Suddenly, Cregan grabbed the knife you were trying to reach and threw it right next to your hand. You saw it through your heavy eyelids as you panted and gasped. You felt his lips pressing against your ear once again, but this time he spoke,
ā€œTry to kill me now,ā€ he hoarsely said. ā€œGo on. Where's the girl who tried to kill me? Not so brave now with my cock ripping you apart, huh?ā€Ā 
ā€œFuck offā€¦ā€ you managed to say in a murmur. Cregan mockingly laughed, and his hand fell against the soft skin of your rear, leaving a pinching pain behind. Gods, you hated the fact that you loved it so much.
ā€œSo fiery, and yet you're a messā€¦ā€ he chuckled, his heavy breathing against your nape making you tremble under his touch. ā€œI wish you could see how your little cunny is taking my cockā€¦ you're fucking soaking for me.ā€Ā 
You moaned, louder than you should have.Ā 
ā€œWant to take a look?ā€ he teased you, pushing deeper inside of you. You tried to mumble an answer, but nothing came out of your mouth. His hand met your arse again, this time slightly harder. ā€œAnswer me,ā€ he demanded, using his lower tone which made your knees go weak.Ā 
You had no choice, ā€œY-yesā€¦ā€ you whimpered as tears of pleasure were gathering in the corner of your eyes.Ā 
He pulled out of you and you immediately whined, complaining about his absence. His hands went to the ties on the back of your dress, starting to pull them out to get them loose enough to remove that piece of fabric that was just bothering him. When he finally did, he pulled it down in a single movement, and just like that you were completely exposed to him.Ā 
He took a quick look at your body once you turned around, glancing at your breasts and your perky nipples, and then looking at the glistening mess between your thighs. His hand wrapped around your jaw, and he leaned forward; his leaking cock rubbing against your belly as his nose touched your cheek. Suddenly, his lips trapped yours in a heated kiss that lacked any delicacy; he was claiming your mouth, swirling his tongue around yours and devouring you. You heard how he pushed the rest of the dishes, plates and cups on the ground, then he lifted your body forcing you to spread your legs. Only then he pulled away.Ā 
He looked down, watching your pussy drenched with your arousal and chuckling at the sight. ā€œDidn't know wildlings women were such whoresā€¦ getting this wet when I fuck you rough,ā€ he mocked you, tightening the grip around your jaw and forcing you to keep your eyes on him.Ā 
Cregan guided his cock towards your slit, repeating the same teasing game as before, rubbing his tip against your now throbbing clit soaking it with the mixture of your juices and his. He gave a few taps afterwards, making you whine and your legs shake. You never, in a million years, thought you would be thinking of begging a Lord like him, yet there you were, about to plead to have him inside of you once again because the ache between your thighs was becoming unbearable.Ā 
As if he had read your thoughts, he soon pressed his cockhead against your entrance, pushing just the tip. You sighed, biting your lip as you looked down at it. You could have come right there as you saw how he slowly filled you up and stretched your walls once more. The way your labia would spread to take him in; such an obscene sight it was, yet you couldn't bring yourself to take your eyes off of it.Ā 
Once he was fully sheathed in you, you managed to perceive a small bulge forming in your lower belly which would appear each time he would bury himself deep inside of you. He did not take too much time to be rough this time, starting to snap his hips against yours and making you moan and drool until your mind was fully gone once again. His big hands were grabbing your hips, his nails digging into your flesh and making it slightly painful for you; yet, you didn't want it to stop. The sound of him entering your wetness was enough to make you mumble nonsense, and it wasn't long before you managed to see a ring of your juices around the bottom of his shaft. Your eyes rolled back.Ā 
His animalistic movements were sending you over the edge, and it was humiliating how loud your cries of pleasure were; you were certain that they could be heard in the hallway, but neither you nor Cregan cared enough to stop. Both of you were consumed by each other's touch, it was rough and passionate, you could feel the heat running through your veins as he possessed every inch of your insides until you were nothing but a moaning mess. Your skin was glowing with a layer of sweat, and Cregan leaned forward to lick on your collarbone, his tongue creating a path to your breasts; his lips closed around your nipple, sucking and nibbling. You grew desperate for release.Ā 
ā€œFuck- I need toā€¦ I'm so close,ā€ you whimpered, your eyes locking with his.Ā 
ā€œCome on,ā€ he hoarsely murmured. ā€œShow me how good of a whore you are, and make a mess on my cock.ā€Ā 
His words blurred your mind, sending a stimulus right into your core. You felt that sweet sensation of culmination when he touched your most sensitive point inside of you over and over again until you were sobbing with the tears of pleasure gathering in the corners of your eyes as you felt your release exploding and washing over you until your legs felt sore. You felt weak, trembling and overwhelmed. Your hair was sticking at your forehead due to your sweat and you were far gone into the pleasure he had just provided you. Yet, he seemed to not have enough.Ā 
Lord Stark pulled out of you. His length had a layer of your release coating it, and you felt your cheeks grow warm. It was unusual for you to feel this shy in this situation, but this whole thing was something rather unusual and rare. Sleeping with the biggest foe, you were a traitor now.Ā 
But Gods, it felt so damn good.
ā€œGet on your knees,ā€ he ordered. His hand wrapped around his leaking cock stroking himself, legs slightly parted as he looked at you with darkened eyes filled with lust. He was achingly hard, you could tell; his stones seemed heavy with his seed, which you would rather feel inside of you.Ā 
Yet, you obeyed, kneeling and looking up at him through your lashes. He cursed with a sigh, twitching with the lustful sight of you ready to take him once again.Ā 
ā€œOpen wide,ā€ he instructed, brushing his cockhead against your swollen lips. You did what you were told. ā€œWider,ā€ he demanded, and you obeyed again. ā€œThat's a good little whoreā€¦ā€ he hummed, content.Ā 
You stuck your tongue out and felt his salty taste as he tapped his cock against it. You moaned, and he grabbed the sides of your face to keep you still as he started to move in and out of your mouth. He groaned, looking up and then back at you; such a skilful little minx you were, taking him so well.Ā 
Soon, your gags were echoing in the room along with your gulps and his moans. You were drooling; your saliva running down the corners of your lips as he fucked them as fast and hard as he pleased.Ā 
ā€œThere you go, take it all just like that,ā€ he praised you, and you felt the warmth of the tears falling down your cheeks. ā€œMhm, fuck. I might start to believe what they say now. You're sucking my cock like a fucking goddessā€¦ā€Ā 
You felt the back of your head pressing against the border of the table as he sped up. You were choking around him, and the sounds that came out of it were obscene and filthy, and Cregan loved it.Ā 
Before you could tell, he spilt himself inside of your mouth, forcing you to swallow every drop that left him. And you did.Ā 
Once he freed you from his grip, you pulled away. A string of saliva was still hanging from your lips as you desperately gasped for air, and only then Cregan noticed the big mess you had become. Hot and soaked cheeks, eyes tearing up, your lips swollen and covered with his thick and pearly seed. You were such an unholy sight.Ā 
His thumb reached for your lip, wiping your drool out of it. Such a gesture brought you back to that very same evening when he wiped the blood out of the cut in your lip. It did not feel foreign anymore. You were breathless, trying to regain composure as Cregan looked down at you with a satisfied glance.Ā 
ā€œSeems like the rumours are not false,ā€ he muttered, starting to pull his pants up again. ā€œI might keep you so that I can feel those pretty lips around my cock again.ā€Ā 
ā€œKeep- keep me?ā€ you asked, confused and overwhelmed.
Cregan arched an eyebrow, ā€œYou think because I fucked you I will let you go?ā€ he chuckled. You felt his hand wrapped around your jaw once again, forcing you to stand up. You trembled a little, feeling your legs shaky and weak. ā€œSo naive of youā€¦ to think that I would have a taste of you and then let you go.ā€Ā 
You felt your heart sink inside your chest as you heard him.Ā 
ā€œSince you offered so nicely before, I will accept,ā€ he sighed, picking up the dress you were wearing and throwing it up to you. ā€œIā€™ll make you my personal whore, how about that?ā€ You went silent. ā€œOh, come on, don't pretend this was not your ideaā€¦ I was going to let you go with a warning but you came out with a better proposal. How could I say no?ā€Ā 
ā€œI don't- I-ā€ you shook your head.Ā 
ā€œYou belong to me now,ā€ he chuckled. ā€œA wildling made just for me to fuck as I pleaseā€¦ Sounds perfect, does it not?ā€Ā 
You look into his grey eyes, perceiving and reading the mischievousness in them. You tried to escape and return to your freedom. Instead, everything went wrong and now you were trapped in the wolf's cage once again.Ā 
You were not sure how to feel about that.
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yndrgrl Ā· 8 months ago
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bullies! kiribaku x reader headcannons <3
headcannons for your azz. fem! reader. soft! yandere, hardcore! fuckers. college! au.
warnings: nsfw, threesome!!, degrading, praise, blackmail, sending pics, possessive, lowkey cnc???
a/n: so i originally had this as a long one shot, but i ended up straying too far away from the actual "bully" trope, so this is just to reel it back & get my thoughts all in one place :) lemme know if i should make this a longer fic !
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āœ© bullies! kiribaku were notorious around campus; if you came across them, know not to look into their eyes, keep your head down, & do whatever they say. those are the rules when you see the duo wandering around.
ā˜… they were shocked when, while bullying one of the pricks that decided to spread rumors about them, you appeared out of nowhere. you shoved bakugo off of the shaking boy & put your body between them & their victim. "what the hell do you think you're doing!?" you shouted at them. you put on your bravest face & puffed out your chest. they've seen you around before, always silently admiring from afar until now.
āœ© their first thought was, "how stupid is this chick?" they were -at least- twice your size & could scoop you up with one hand. then they took you in; you were ethereal, like a guardian angel sent from the pearly heaven above. kirishima looked at bakugo, & bakugo glanced at him. kirishima gave him a fang-filled grin. they were nothing more than demons who were feigning for a chance to taint your sweet charm.
ā˜… bakugo, expressionless, responded, "what does it look like? i'm teaching this little asshole a lesson-" you cut him off with your hands clenched in a white-tight fist, "you're pathetic! picking on someone so much smaller than you, have some fuckin' self-respect." god, you were irresistible, they thought.
āœ© kirishima, who is nothing but an instigator, snickered & whispered in the blonde's ear, "i think she's the one we have to teach a lesson to, don't you think?"
ā˜… kirishima turned towards you, his grin would've been unnerving given any other circumstance. his sharp teeth were on full display as he teased, "well aren't you a good samaritan? it makes me wonder how far you'll go to stop us."
āœ© "i'll do anything! you people make me sick," you shouted at them, & that's when the realization sunk in. shit... you've made a mistake.
ā˜… the guy you were so-desperately trying to defend was just a coward who ran away without looking back. now you were in the hot seat, & your heartbeat was thumping in your ears. it felt like there was a drum in your head. adrenaline was flowing through your veins. you swallowed the lump in your throat. they were just staring at you with their sharp ruby eyes, piercing straight through your facade. "so what now? gonna beat up a girl 'cuz you have nothing better to do?"
āœ© everything after that was a blur. you somehow ended up in their shared dorm, your throat fucked by kirishima & your pussy filled with bakugo. tears streamed down your face as you felt a whiplash of emotions all at once. they were such assholes, but, god, you felt so good. while kirishima sang you praises, bakugo gripped you so tightly, spanking your red-flushed ass. "you like that, huh? dumb slut," bakugo growled. he kept thrusting in & out of your dripping hole harshly. you hummed in disagreement, but it only made kirishima fuck your throat more.
ā˜… "aww, bakubro, be nice to her. she's being so good f' us," purred kirishima, it seemed like he was on your side, but the tight grasp he had on your hair told you otherwise.
āœ© by hour two, your pussy was still stuffed, this time with kirishima. a mixture of your climax & both mens' cum seeped out of your overstimulated hole. you sat in kirishima's lap, bouncing yourself on his thick cock reverse-cowgirl style. bakugo flooded your mouth with his cum, & he demanded, "don't fuckin' swallow, got it?"
ā˜… he pulled out of your mouth, & you listened. your obedience didn't go unnoticed because, while bakugo went to go fish his phone out of his pants that were on the hardwood floor, kirishima groaned, "so perfect, you know that, don't you? just such a good girl, takin' us so well. you're too pretty for your own good, we're just gonna keep you to ourselves~ you'll be ours, won't you, sweetheart?" you were lost in foggy pleasure, so you nodded your droopy head.
āœ© bakugo came back & held your chin. his touch was gentle for the first time. he guided your face to look up at him with your pretty, teary eyes. his phone camera was pointed at you. "open up, angel," he said, stroking your lip with his thumb. he was so soft spoken that it shocked you & kirishima, you felt obligated to listen. he was so sweet all of a sudden. you opened your mouth, his hot, white load dripping onto his wrist. he snapped a picture then told you to swallow & clean him off.
ā˜… "you got him all pussy-whipped, (y/n). can't really blame him though. you're too good~" that night, an arrangement was made. bakugo's gentleness must've run out because, when you went back to your dorm, you received an image from an unknown number, the caption read, "if you know what's good for you, you'll listen to us."
āœ© bullies! kiribaku who are so intimidating that they somehow got you, the campus' fire cracker, to not only turn a blind eye to their antics but also do their bidding. what dirt did they have on you, everyone wondered.
ā˜… whatever you did, their other victims were thankful because bullies! kiribaku have left them alone. instead, they now target any man who thinks they can hit on you. a guy at the club is sauntering towards you? kirishima grabs you by the back of the neck, turning your face towards him & captures your pouty lips in a steamy kiss. a man on instagram starts talking dirty to you through dms? all you have to do is tell bakugo, & he sends them a mirror selfie of him sitting on his bed while you're on your knees in front of him.
āœ© at some point, everyone knew that you belonged to bullies! kiribaku, but you were just as bad as them. oh? someone's trying to seduce your bullies? not on your watch. they found it so fuckin' sexy the way you'd immediately rush to their side. if a woman tries to feel bakugo's bulging muscles while he's at the gym, you'll be there, marking his neck & glaring at her. kirishima's fan girls are getting too close? you'll sit on his lap & whisper how much you wanna beat them up.
ā˜… "you're not gonna tell anyone about this, right?" kirishima purred, as if everyone was unaware of your guys' relationship. it added to the fun-- sneaking around & pretending like you have no other choice. you were sucking his cock while your skirt was flipped up, your thong down by your ankles. your legs were spread, & bakugo buried his face in your juicy ass. bakugo responded between pants, "'course not, don't be stupid. we got those cute lil pictures of her, she's not gonna do shit."
āœ© bullies! kiribaku who will throw you into the nearest janitor's closet & fuck you so hard. their fingers in your mouth to act as a makeshift gag.
ā˜… bullies! kiribaku who are never hesitant to treat you to whatever you want, but they're always so awkward about it. after all, they're not used to having such a graceful angel by their side.
āœ© in the end, bullies! kiribaku corrupted you, not that you cared. you loved their nasty teasing, the manhandling, & the secret touching moments shared between all of you.
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Another Love | part 1
Summary: you've been hopelessly in love with Han since you were children. One night you confess your feelings to him.
Words count: 8,539
Warnings for this part: lots of angst, drunk people, drunk Han is petty asf
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6
A/N: So I made that pool asking if I should post this fic in chapters or a 20,000+ words chapter and the long ass chapter won but at the time my mind told me I would be able to finish the whole fic before posting it... Jokes on me I need validation and feedback for me to write so yeah let's do this in chapters, sorry
A/N2: I had this idea for quite some time now but got suddenly inspired listening to the song another love.
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You're done. Really, you can't take it anymore. You've known Han Jisung since elementary school, you have been basically joined at the hip since then, your parents even became best friends because of you two.
You don't know exactly when you fell in love with him, was it on your second day at school when he invited you to play with him because he noticed you were all alone? Was it when someone made an awkward joke about your messed up hair cut in second grade and he picked a fight with them? Maybe it was the very first moment you laid eyes on him, joking around with everyone and being the most popular kid in the classroom. You really can't remember, but the thing you're sure of is: Han Jisung doesn't like you back.
You've always known that, but inside you there was a tiny bit of hope that one day he would wake up and suddenly love you back.
That didn't happen though. You are now 23 and he has never ever shown the smallest amount of romantic interest in you.
"That's fine", you thought to yourself, ever since you realized your feelings for him, "I'm going to stay with him his entire life, that doesn't sound so bad"
Until it started to sound really bad. What are you gonna do? See him getting a girlfriend, then getting engaged and eventually married? Would you always be there on the sidelines listening to his lovesick whines about the woman he loves so much? Would you be the godmother to his children? By then, would you have gotten over him already? Or would you keep this up forever, marrying someone just because you can't stay alone and being in love with your best friend for the rest of your life? That was the moment you knew you had to stop, you can't keep this up.
Coincidentally Han broke up with his last girlfriend a few months ago, you thought that would be a good opportunity for you to be his rebound, yeah, pretty dignified of you.
So you dress up really pretty, hair up, a dress that always made Han compliment you and to finish it offā€”the necklace he gave you on your 12th birthday.
You think this is it, this is the day you're going to tell him how much you love him and maybe, just maybe he will contemplate giving you a chance.
When he arrives at your shared apartment, with two cans of beer and fried chicken, you give him a cheerful greeting, setting the table and trying to gather courage to speak.
"So, how was practice?", you begin, maybe some small talk will help you relax.
"It was good, we are almost done with the album", he says, typing something on his phone. "How was your day?", he asks, putting the device on the table and looking at you.
"Good, I had class in the morning and tutoring in the afternoon", you take a sip of your beer, "one of the mothers actually recommended me to other parents and I'm gonna start tutoring more students next week"
He smiles, "that's good, you're really smart"
You blush, bringing the back of your hands to your face to try and lessen the hot skin of your cheeks with the cold of your hands.
"Actually, I want to talk to you", you start, it's now or never.
"Sure-", Jisung stops mid sentence when his phone buzzes. "Just a minute", he looks at the screen and smiles, your heart sinks at the sight. You know that smile too well, you have seen it dozens of times. You feel your insides turning over. It's the smile meant only for the person he likes.
"Hey, Lia. Yeah, totally, I can talk right now", he picks up the call and once again asks you for a minute lifting his index finger, he walks towards the balcony and closes the glass door after going through it.
He's laughing about something, is she even that funny or is he just trying to win her favor? She's pretty, you know it. All of his girlfriends looked like models. You sigh, looking at yourself and feeling awful, suddenly you don't feel pretty anymore, you actually feel ridiculous.
Why did you think things would change just because you got brave enough to speak up? Jisung sees you as a best friend and nothing more, you have to come to terms with that.
Your mind is rushing, thinking about what you're going to do now? Can you keep being friends with him? Yeah, of course, he's your best friend, you won't end your friendship because you can't control your feelings. But you'll need time, right? You won't be able to get over this unrequited love if you keep seeing him everyday, doing everything with him and sleeping in the same house.
"So, what do you want to talk about?", he asks, sitting again. You didn't even notice he had come back inside.
You sigh, you'll tell him about it all and then you'll find the strength in you to move on.
"I like you", you say so low you're not sure he heard you. But he did, he smiles and chuckles.
"I like you too, we're best friends for a reason", he stretches his arm to take a fried chicken.
"No, I like like you", you admit, hugging yourself, feeling cold suddenly, you look around and see Han left the door to the balcony open. "I've been in love with you since I can remember", you complete.
The look on his face would be funny if it wasn't tragic, his brows are furrowed in confusion and his eyes have a very familiar look: fear. Of course, he's afraid of losing his best friend, you already guessed that much.
"Y/N I-", you notice his breathing quickening. "I'm sorry, I never knew", he says, shoulders slumping, his arms dropping to the side of his body.
"Yeah, I know you didn't", you say. He's still staring at you with so much hurt in his eyes. Jisung knows he will have to turn you down and it's going to hurt him a lot, but not as much as it will hurt you and he never ever wanted to hurt you.Ā 
"I'm sorry, I don't know what to say", he takes a deep breath, "I never thought about you in that way, I'm really sorry, I don't feel the same"
You're not going to cry, you decided that the moment you saw fear in his eyes. It's not his fault you like him, he can't fall in love with you just because you love him. You're not going to cry and make him feel worse than you can tell he's already feeling. But listening to those words it's worse than you could have expected, you feel like the world is crumbling around you.
"I know you don't", you smile sadly.
He looks more confused now.
"Then, why did you tell me?"
"It's justā€¦ I'm done with all this", you reply, getting up from your chair.
"Done with our friendship?" Han can feel all the air leaving his body while he waits for your answer.
You chuckle, fidgeting with your foot.
"No, I don't think I could ever be done with that", you smile trying to reassure him and he feels so relieved. "I can't keep doing this, I can't continue seeing you with other people and stay hurting alone"
"I can stop bringing people to the apartment and I'll never talk about them around you", he says trying to help and your stomach sinks a lot more. Why does he have to be so sweet?
"Actually, I'll need some time", you clear your throat, "I think I'm going to stay with Seungmin for the time being, he is looking for a roommate"
Han's eyes widen and he gets up, walking towards you.
"What are you talking about? Are you going to move out?"
"It's not something definitive, I'm going to stay there until he finds a new roommate and come back after that", you take a step back, noticing how close he is to you. "Luckily by then I'll be over you, I think I just need some personal space for now, where you're not there everytime I look, or your things aren't mixed with mine or your scent isn't around every room"
"Will you still speak to me?", he asks, he wants to hug you, to hold you in his arms and say how sorry he is for not feeling the same. But he knows he can't, the best thing he can do is to keep his distance from you right now.
"I think we should keep it restricted to apartment things for now, I'll keep paying my half of the rent since my things will still be here"
"You don't have to pay if you're not here"
Ever since Jisung started making good money he insisted that you didn't have to pay for rent since you only work part time as a tutor to pay for your living expenses but you always refused. Even though he earns a lot more than you it wouldn't be fair for him to be the only one paying and honestly, you felt that if he was the only one paying for it, you would feel too much like you were a couple.
"No, I'll pay you. This arrangement doesn't change the fact that we still share the apartment"
He nods, looking down, the awkward silence making you sick.
"I'm really sorry I hurt you", he whispers and all the crying you avoided over this whole conversation threatens to come out at that exact moment.
"It's not your fault", you say, "I'm sorry I made things awkward, just give me some time and we'll be back to how things were, okay?", you give him a reassuring smile even though you're not sure things will ever go back to the way it was.
You wake up feeling like shit, you cried your eyes out the moment you stepped into Seungmin's apartment. He was so sweet to you, staying awake until you calmed down and even offered you his room for you to sleep but you refused. He was already doing you a favor by letting you stay on his couch until he found a roommate.
You sit, stretching yourself, you slept pretty comfortably but all the stress from last night left your muscles sore.
"Are you feeling better?", you hear Seungmin's voice and look at the kitchen, he's making coffee. That reminds you of all the days you woke Han up with a nice and hot coffee so he wouldn't be in a bad mood waking up so early.
"I don't think so", you answer, shaking your head like that would make your thoughts disappear. "Can you get me some of that?", you ask and he smiles.
"Already on it", you start tidying up the blanket and the pillow you used.
"What are you going to do today?", Seungmin asks while you sit at the table.
"I have some tutoring to do and class in the afternoon, maybe I'll go shopping with Hannah later"
"That's good, try to keep yourself entertained at least for the next couple of days", he hands you the mug and you nod.
All your friends knew about your crush on Han and you made all of them swear they wouldn't tell him. You were afraid things would be awkward now, since Han was their friend before you met them, but they all showed you support now that you had confessed.
Hannah had offered you to stay with her, but she has a roommate that's really strict about everything in their apartment and you don't want to cause trouble to your friend by staying there. Luckily Seungmin's last roommate had moved a couple of weeks ago and he was looking for someone new, but by the way he's picky that's not going to happen so soon.
"Since I'll be staying here and you won't accept money because I won't be using a room, the groceries will be on me and I won't accept no for an answer", you say finishing your coffee and getting up. Seungmin sighs, rolling his eyes.
"I know you're going to buy it anyway, so I'll accept it"
"Then send me a list of whatever you need and I'll buy it tonight or tomorrow", you blow him a kiss, picking your bag from the floor and heading to the bathroom.
You take a long, hot, refreshing shower and pick some comfortable clothes to go to your tutoring session.
Seungmin's already gone when you go back to the kitchen, there's a message from him on your phone.
Minnie: I left some sliced fruit in the fridge for you, eat before going out.
Minnie: I'll send you the list later btw
You smile, having someone taking care of you is nice. For a second, it makes you forget the reason why you're there to begin with.
You feel like crying again, but you can't show up to your students house with red eyes and a puffy face.
The parents that are near each other usually ask you to teach their children together in longer sessions. That strengthens the bond the kids have while strengthening the connection between the families. That usually happens when the families are wealthy, they see an opportunity in their children's friendship to get on each other's good side.
Your parents started hanging out with Jisung's parents too, not because of connections but because you two were always in each other's houses. Once, you broke your arm falling from a tree you tried to climb following Han, his mother had to call yours and calm her down on the phone the entire time your mother was driving to the hospital to meet you. That day you got scolded by both and after they finished the lecture they looked at each other and smiled, bonding over the fear of something happening to their precious child.
When they went out to buy some coffee and talk, Jisung sat by the side of your hospital bed, lips pouting and tearing up.
"I'm sorry I dared you to follow me all the way up there", he says, taking the hand of your good arm and holding it.
"It's okay, now at least I have an exciting story to tell the others", you say and he smiles, whipping his eyes.
The noise of the gate opening wakes you up from your daydream, you have to stop thinking about Han if you want to get over him.
The kids come running in your direction the moment the housekeeper opens the door.
"Miss Y/N, look I got a 9.5 on my test", the girl smiles brightly showing you the paper with the grade marked in red.
"Woah, Misu, you're so smart, I don't think you even need me anymore", you bend to her height and she pouts, sometimes she acts like a little child when she's already 12.
"Of course I need you, you're the prettiest and smartest person I know", she says and you hear someone clear their throats by the stairs. It's Misu's mother.
"If I didn't agree with her I'd be hurt", she says and you smile.
"Good morning, Mrs. Kim, I only helped a little, Misu's really smart", you say and the girl shows you her white teeth, looking at her mother and waiting for some praise.
"Of course she is", she pats the girl's head. "Eun, aren't you going to say hi to Y/N?"
The boy is a few months younger than Misu but a lot more shy. You saw him coming with her when you arrived but got so engrossed in your conversation that forgot he was there in silence.
"Hello, miss Y/N", he says, polite as ever.
"Hi, Eun, did you get a good grade like Misu?"
He nods, showing you his test with 9.8 marked in red.
"He's smarter than me", Misu pouts.
"Congratulations, Eun", you say, patting his head, making him blush and you smile. "I think you are both really smart and I'm here to help you get even smarter"
Mrs. Kim tells you to go ahead and start the lesson and invites you to stay for lunch. You were pretty lucky with the parents you met till now, all of them were nice to you and cared a great deal about their children so it's a lighthearted job to do.
The kids are indeed smart, usually you don't have to explain the same thing more than twice and they always ask a lot of questions during your time with them.
A week goes by since you last saw Jisung, fortunately he didn't try contacting you. You're sure that if he did you'd break hearing his voice and would beg for him to like you back, giving up on any pride you still have left.
You arrive at school an hour before your classes begin, you're meeting Hannah at the cafe nearby so you can talk a bit.
You look at your phone, there's a message from her saying she's on the bus but the traffic is awful so she might be a little bit late.
You choose a table by the window, contemplating if you should order already or wait till Hannah arrives.
Looking outside, you remember the moment you heard the news that you got into this university. Yours and Jisung's family were at your parents house, you both were seated on the couch when you received the message saying the college entrance results came out. You couldn't type your information, you were trembling so much Han had to do it for you.
When you read your name and the word "accepted" you actually screamed, making your mother drop the plate she had in hands. Your father and Han's came running to see what happened when Jisung showed them the screen.
Your mother and father embraced you, telling how proud they were of you and Jisung's parents did the same, like you were their own daughter.
Jisung wrapped his arms around your waist and lifted you up, spinning you and making you burst out laughing. That moment was so good, you wanted to stay there forever.
"Earth to Y/N", you hear Hanna's voice and snap out of your thoughts, sighing. "Is everything okay?", she asks, worried.
"Yeah, I'm good", you say and she narrows her eyes, knowing you are not telling the truth.
Hannah left it at that though, you are going through a hard time and she doesn't want to push it.
Honestly, she don't expect you to be fine. Your lifelong crush had rejected you and to make things worse he is your best friend, so yeah, of course you are not okay.
"Then, I'm going to order", she drops her bag in the seat in front of you, "your usual?"
You nod, seeing her walk to the cashier. You met Hannah three years ago, when you started college. She's the total opposite of you, really outgoing and a total social butterfly, it seems those are the people you attract seeing how Han is the same.
She sat by your side on the first day, making a random joke and making you laugh, that's how she became your best friend. You didn't even have to tell her about your one sided love, she had to see only one interaction between you and Jisung to know exactly what was going on.
She is the one that urged you to tell him about your feelings and was very adamant about you moving on from him, she couldn't let you waste all your 20's being in love with someone that didn't like you backā€¦ or not the way you wanted to.
"So, I heard about a party", Hannah says, putting the pager on the table and sitting in front of you.
"There's like a hundred of those, you have to be more specific", you joke and she rolls her eyes.
"You know that guy from English literature? The one that dyed his hair pink last semester?"
"Yeah, it's kinda hard to forget about him", you laugh.
When Yunho came to school with pink hair a rumor of him becoming an idol started going around, everyone tried to be nice to him and all that shit but it turned out he just lost a bet.
"He's hosting this party in like a really big fancy place to celebrate his graduation", she finishes.
"That's nice", you say, fidgeting with your fingers under the table.
"Hmmm, are we going to go or what?", she asks and you glance at her.
"Were we invited?"
"Ahm, you're hot and I'm hot, why wouldn't we be invited?"
You laugh, knowing what she's doing. Hannah is more sensible than you give her credit for, you really thought she would ask about everything that happened on that night, but instead she has been trying to distract you for the past week and that is really nice of her.
She smiles, seeing you smile. Hannah knows you never give enough credit to yourself, you never think you're pretty enough, funny enough, cool enough or smart enough even though you're those things and much more. She approached you on your first day because there's just something about you, something bright and cheerful. When people are upset, mad or sad you always do your best to make them feel better, so Hannah felt this was her time to cheer you up.
The pager buzzes on the table and she gets up, going to the counter to get your orders.
You look at her coming back with a big grin in her lips, handing you the coffee with a note glued to the cup sleeve.
"To the girl with the yellow cardigan, I see you coming here often and I think you're cute, maybe we can hangout sometime? If you're up to it, text me: xxx xxxx-xxxx"
You blush, looking at the counter and seeing the cutest guy looking at you with flushed cheeks. He's so red you can see it from where you're seated. He smiles waving at you and you wave back.
Hannah has one eyebrow lifted looking at your interaction and you feel your cheeks even hotter.
"So, are you going to text him?", she asks, reading the note and you sigh.
"I don't think so", you say, sipping at your coffee.
"Why not?"
"I don't think it would be fair to someone if I start something with them when I'm still in love with someone else", you answer and Hannah sighs.
"Yeah, you have a point", she pouts, "but like, maybe messing around a little won't hurt? I mean, he's not in love with you or anything, you can talk with each other and see where things go"
Hannah's right and you know it. Even though it's still too soon, you should try meeting new people, you're not going to get over Han just by staying away from him.
This feelings, you have it with you for so long, it's hard to let it go. Loving Han is the only romantic feeling you have ever known, it's scary to walk off of this thing you know so wellĀ  to something completely new.
You have to, though. It's the only way for your friendship to keep existing. So you nod to Hannah, taking your phone out of your pocket and dialing the number written on the cup, seconds later you're typing a message.
You: Hey, it's the girl in the yellow cardigan, my name is Y/N btw
You send and hear a ping, you thought he would have his phone on silent mode and sudden embarrassment creeps up when you see him taking his phone out of the pocket of his apron.
Cute guy: Hey, I was afraid of making you uncomfortable, so let me apologize first. I just didn't know how to approach you
Cute guy: Ah, and I'm Heeseung
You change the name in his contact before replying.
You: it didn't make me uncomfortable and thank you for calling me cute.
Heeseung: you don't have to thank me for telling the truth.
You giggle, it's interesting to feel like this, even though you can tell it's something temporary.
You: lol, you're really smooth.
"Let's go?", Hannah says, smirking at you and you blush. You nod, picking your things up and getting up from the table, you wave goodbye to Heeseung before going out and he smiles brightly at you.
>><<
The morning after you went away, Han woke up feeling awful, all the things that happened the previous night coming back at him at the same time. He was sure the moment you walked out of the door, giving him your best smile and trying not to cry was the saddest he ever felt in his entire life. You were his best friend, you were everything to him, he felt like shit because he never noticed your feelings. He doesn't know what he would have done if he knew, but maybe he could have been better, talking less about his relationships and especially not bringing his hook ups to the apartment.
He got up, feeling like crying everytime he had to pass by your bedroom door, knowing you were not there and wouldn't be for far too long, all because of him. The bell rings and he runs to the door, hoping it's you, hoping you'll tell him everything was a joke and that you didn't actually like him. Even though he knows you wouldn't press the doorbell since you know the password and he knows the hurt in your eyes when he said he didn't feel the same as you was no joke.
So it was no surprise when he opened the door and found Chan and Changbin there. They did tell him they were going to stop by in the morning to pick him up but with all the things that happened he just forgot about it.
"Are you okay? You look like shit", Changbin says entering the house.
Chan looks at Han, worried.
"Are you sick?", he asks, "where's Y/N?" He knows you wouldn't leave Han alone if he were sick, but you would have shown up already by hearing Changbin's loud voice.
"She's gone", Han says, running his hands through his hair.
"What do you mean?", Chan asks with wide eyes.
"She- she confessed to me and I turned her down", he says, maybe he should have told you he could like you back, that way he wouldn't be feeling this way and you'd still be there with him.
"Shit", Changbin says, his lips pressed in a thin line.
Han looks at the both of them, why don't they look surprised?
"You guys knew about it?" He asks, a little louder than his usual voice and the boys exchange a look. "Woah, thanks for the heads up"
He shouldn't be mad at them, it's not their fault, but he's already too mad at himself so he doesn't know where else to put the blame.
"It was not our place to tell you", Chan says.
"Does everyone know?", Han asks and Changbin nods, "so I was the only one? Am I dumb or something?"
Chan sighs, "it's not really your fault for not knowing, you probably are used to the way Y/N looks and talks to you because you're best friends since you were children, but to the people outside it is pretty clear from the get go that she likes you"
"But where did she go? Are you not friends anymore?", Changbin asks the difficult questions and Chan glares at him.
"She said she will be staying with Seungmin till he finds a roommate and then she's going to come back"
"She probably just needs some time", Chan says, putting a hand on Han's shoulder trying to reassure him, and he really hopes that's the case.
>><<
You've been texting Heeseung for a few days now and he's pretty nice, he's a dance major and works part time at the cafe to pay for living expenses the same as you do with tutoring.
Hannah had convinced you to go to Yunho's party and get wasted, saying you need the college life experience the most now that you had your first heartbreak but you don't want to think about that, you want to forget that you ever loved Han Jisung.
So you drink a whole bottle of wine before leaving for the party, Seungmin's coming with you and Hannah will meet you there. You are looking good, or maybe it's the alcohol that makes you feel good, your hair is down, you're wearing a black lace cropped top you borrowed from Hannah, with a much lower neckline than you are used to, high waisted jeans and black boots.
The party is already crowded when you and Seungmin get there and it's really a fancy place like Hannah told you.
"Let's grab a drink", you yell to Seungmin.
"You should drink water, you're already drunk", he demands and you show your tongue to him.
"Nooooo, don't be a killjoy"
He sighs, it's hard to convince you of something when you're sober, it's even harder when you're drunk.
"You can have a drink after you drink a cup of water", he tells you and you nod, sounds like a win win for you.
After drinking a whole cup of water you show it to him, waiting for a praise and Seungmin rolls his eyes. What are you, a 10 year old?
"Good job, now you can drink", he gives you a cup with something mixed in it, "but you have to drink some water for each drink you take, okay?"
"Okay, dad", you joke, sipping your drink.
Seungmin knows a lot of people at the party and you feel left out every time someone approaches him so you're really happy when Hannah shows up, with a much taller boy accompanying her.
"Look who I found", she says pointing at him.
"Heeseung?", you scream, startling Seungmin who's close to you.
"Jesus, Y/N, calm down", he says putting his hand over his ear, "I'm a singer, I can't lose my hearing", he says and you pout, whining an apology even though you know he's not really mad.
"I didn't know you were gonna be here", Heeseung gets closer to you, side eyeing Seungmin.
"I didn't want to come, Hannah made me", you tell him, "this is Seungmin, he's my friend"
He nods at the boy by your side, relaxing to hear you call Seungmin a friend.
"Hey, Minnie, let's go dance?", Hannah says and Seungmin narrows his eyes suspiciously.
"I don't dance", he answers, crossing his arms and she sighs.
"For fucking sake, just come with me", she says and Seungmin follows her without more questions, he knows too well not to mess with her when she gets angry.
"You look really pretty", Heeseung says, bending a little to lessen the difference in your height. You blush even though it's not as good hearing him saying that as it was when Han complimented you, but you're trying to get over that, aren't you?
"Thanks, you look hot too", you hiccup, you don't have a filter when you're drunk. He smiles, turning around on the table and pouring you a cup of water.
"Drink this, it's going to help", he hands it to you.
"Thank you, you're so sweet and handsome", you yell again but he doesn't flinch like Seungmin did.
"You can't keep saying these kinds of things and not want me to kiss you", he says and you smile, sly.
"Who says I don't want that?", the moment he comprehends what you just said his face reddens, and he thought he was being bold.
"Once you sober up we can talk about that", he tells you and you pout. You wanted to kiss him now, maybe if you did all the hurt you were feeling would go away. Maybe you just needed someone to make you forget about Jisung.
"But I want it now", you cross your arms, behaving like a child that didn't get their way.
"Do you like dancing?", he changes the subject. Your face brightens with his question.
"I LOVE dancing", you show him the choreography to queencard that's playing on the dance floor and he laughs at your messy steps, he's sure you're much better at it while sober.
"Then drink this and let's dance", he hands you another cup of water.
"Seungmin told me I could have a drink after a cup of water, but this makes two cups of water and no drink", you point out and Heeseung can't help but find the drunk you really cute.
"This water will help you so you won't have a bad hangover tomorrow", he says and you nod, that's a good point.
Super by seventeen starts playing and you finish downing the water, grabbing Heeseung's hand and dragging him to the dance floor.
Being a dance major, of course he knows the steps and he's so good there are moments you just stop and watch him in a daze. Actually, he knows the steps to every song playing after that too, you dance so much you're all sweaty and your legs are tired. You're totally sober now, feeling ecstatic. It's so good being at a party having so much fun.
You're jumping and smiling until you see him.
You stop in your tracks seeing Han Jisung staring at you from the other side of the dance floor, your smile fades away as soon as your eyes lock with his.
He looks sick, he lost a lot of weight considering the short period of time you haven't seen each other and he wasn't smiling like he always did. He takes a step in your direction and you automatically step away, your stomach sinking.
You're feeling your heart beat so fast it's overlapping with the loud music, you gulp feeling your legs weaken, why the hell are you having this reaction? He's the same Han Jisung you've known since you were a child, the only difference now is that he knows how you feel about him.
You can't avoid him until you get over your feelings, that won't work and you know it, you have to get used to being near him feeling nothing other than friendship, but you can't see him at that moment, you just can't. You're having fun, there's a handsome guy with you and you want to like him and not Jisung.
You grab Heeseung's hand and pull him away from the dance floor, walking outside so you can breathe some fresh air.
"Did something happen?", he asks, looking confused and worried.
"It just felt stiff in there for a moment", you say and he nods.
You didn't want to explain to him why you were not speaking to your best friend and how messed up your relationship with Han is right now. You want to forget about it and your way of doing it is right by your side, handsome and available.
"So, about that thing you said we could do once I sobered upā€¦ I'm sober now", you say and he blushes, analyzing you for a moment to see if you are telling the truth.
The last drink you took was more than an hour ago and you drank so much water after that, it's a miracle you still don't have to use the toilet.
"I don't want to do something you'll regret later", he says and you appreciate how considerate he is. But right now you don't want someone considerate, you want someone that'll sweep you off your feet and help you forget what you so desperately want to. So you get closer, caging him against the wall and tiptoeing, trying to get closer to his face.
"If you don't want to, it's okay. But if you're holding back because you think I'm drunk, I'm not", that was his cue to kiss you. His lips crashing sloppily onto yours, hands cupping your face then moving down to your waist. You wrap your arms around his neck trying to get closer than you already are. He's good, you've kissed enough people in your life to know that, yet you feel sick.
You feel bad and like a horrible person because you just know he can't compare to Jisung even though you never kissed your best friend.
You feel bad thinking about someone else while kissing Heeseung, he's so nice and sweet and you know he's not fooling around, if you give him the chance he's going to truly like you and you're only using him.
You step away sighing, seeing his brows furrowed and the confusion in his eyes.
"Was it that bad?", he jokes but you can see he's feeling hurt. "I'm not trying to brag, but I never got a reaction like that after a kiss"
You smile apologetically, looking for words to explain yourself.
"It was great and you're great", you begin, "I think you're too sweet, that's why I can't lead you on"
"What are you talking about?" he asks, even more confused.
"I'm in love with someone else and I know it sounds awful, I did try to get over him with you but I feel like you'll really like me if we don't stop right now and I'm not sure if I'll be able to be that person for you", you look at him, seeing the disappointment in his face. "I'm sorry, I'm a terrible person and you can hate me if you want"
He stares at you for a few moments, sighing and giving you a reassuring smile after.
"I don't think you're terrible, I think you're truly brave for coming clean like that", you're relieved, you were afraid he would say something mean and even though you feel like you deserve it, you're really fragile right now. "Thank you for telling me before I got too deep into this and I don't know, maybe we can be friends?"
"Absolutely, I would love that"
"So, do you want to go back inside?", he asks and you shake your head.
"I don't think so, I should probably go home", you say, you don't want to go back there to see Han again.
"Do you want me to take you home?"
"It's okay, I'm going to text Seungmin and see where he's at but you can go inside, I'm going to stay here and get some more fresh air"
"Alright, I'll see you at the cafe"
You nod, seeing him walk away. Woah, you just let that masterpiece of a man go because you can't forget about a fucking unrequited love. You curse yourself, slapping your forehead.
After that, you text Seungmin telling where you are and asking where the hell he and Hannah went, sending the same message to her and waiting for their answer.
You sit on the grass, taking a deep breath. You feel a bit sick after seeing Jisung, you never thought you'd feel that way. Never in your worst nightmares did you think you would be afraid to talk to him, maybe you're scared of talking to him and feeling nothing, what if all of this was just in your head and you just needed some time apart to figure it out?
You hear steps close to you and pray it's not some horny couple trying to fuck near you, however, the moment you lay eyes on your best friend you actually wish it was a horny couple.
You get up in a jump, your stomach sinking and your head spinning. Why does it hurt so much suddenly? It feels like your chest is being torn apart and you can't do a thing to make it better.
Jisung looks worse up close, he has huge bags under his eyes and he's too pale.
You're worried about him, even though you can't have the luxury of that. Not when your insides are all messed up and you want to throw up. You walk past him without saying a word, you can't handle this right now, but he grabs your wrist holding you in place. You don't look at him, staring at the floor trying to get out of his grip.
"I miss you", he says and your heart drops to your stomach. Why is he doing this to you? It's not like being apart from your best friend is fun to you. "Can't you look at me?", he pleads but you can't find the courage to do that yet. "Please", but he sounds so desperate, you force yourself to do it.
You look at him, he's obviously drunk. Who the hell let him drink this much?
"What is it?", you sound more spiteful than you were planning and his eyes widen, releasing your arm from his grasp.
"Do you hate me now?", he asks and you sigh.
"Of course I don't hate you, you're my best friend", you say that but for some reason it doesn't feel right, it doesn't sound like the truth.
"Can't you come back home? I feel like shit everytime I wake up and you're not there"
"I told you I need time", you say, running your hands through your hair.
"Are you going to forget about me by fucking some random dude?", he asks and you glare at him, eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"I don't understand how that's any of your business"
"It is, because you told me you love me but you act like you never want to see my face again", he scoffs.
You feel mad, what's he trying to say? Should you keep hurting just because you love him?
"I can't sit around forever, waiting for you to look at me", you say and he steps closer to you.
"I'm looking at you right now, I- I'll be good to you, I'll like you back", the moment he finishes saying that, you can't control the tears running through your eyes.
Is that supposed to be good? He would be forced to date you so he could have you close to him?
"Why are you doing this to me?" You ask and he takes a step back startled with you tears, suddenly sobering up, "it's not easy for me to be away from you, you're my best friend, but I do have some bit of dignity left in me and I won't accept less than I deserve, even if that less is the man I love with me", you wipe your tears seeing him step closer, trying to reach your hand and you step away, "don't come close to me right now, I could never stay with you knowing you don't love me, you should know that"
You turn around trying to get away from him but stop on your tracks seeing Hannah, Seungmin, Chan and Changbin right there looking at you awkwardly. Of course, the humiliation is the cherry on the top. You pass through them feeling so embarrassed you want the earth to swallow you.
The ride home is awkward and silent. Hannah and Seungmin keep exchanging looks while you look out the window trying to figure how your life became this mess.
You really should have dated Jeongho when he asked you out in middle school, it was around that time that you realized you liked Han more than just a friendā€”when Haneul asked to be his date to the school festival and you wanted to punch her so hard. Maybe if you had dated that boy at that time you would have forgotten the feelings you had for your friend, maybe you would have brushed it off as some childhood crush, but no, you rejected Jeongho while Han went with Haneul to the school festival and you third wheeled the whole event earning nasty glances from her every time your best friend played two times the same game so he could win you a plush too.
Back then you still thought everything would be okay, if only you had him everything would be okay.
You start bawling without notice, crying so much you can't even breathe. Seungmin stops the car and Hannah gets to the back, hugging you and caressing your hair while whispering that everything will be fine and you really want to believe her.
You don't know how you got into Seungmin's apartment, you guess he carried you inside after dropping Hannah home but you're not sure. It's sunday so he's not up yet for you to ask and it doesn't actually matter, what matters is the absolutely pathetic scene you made at the party and in the car. You want to bury yourself into a hole and never come back, how the hell are you going to face your friends after they saw you being humiliated by Han like that?
You know he was drunk, of course he was. You know he didn't mean it, he was hurt and drunk and people act on feelings not reason when they are like that. But does he think you have no pride? Does he really think you would date him knowing he doesn't like you back?
It's different when you confessed to him, you knew he didn't like you that way. But if he told you that there was something there, that he was not going to promise you anything but someday he may like you back, that's all you needed to hear. However, that didn't happen. He told you with all the words that he doesn't like that way, that he doesn't feel the same way as you do, there was no room for interpretation, no room for what if's.
You get up, in need to distract yourself. This week is going to fly by, you have tutoring lessons using up all your free time so you just have to get through the day.
There are a lot of messages on your phone, you really don't want to read them because you know that other than Hannah's, it's awkward comforting words from your other friends.
Hannah: call me when you wake up
Hannah: let's go eat something delicious, what do you think? It's on me.
Hannah: are you still not up or are you ignoring me?
You: I just woke up, calm down girl
You: why would I ignore you though? I just have to brush my teeth and eat something then I'll call you.
Binnie: morning babes
Binnie: Hannie is such an asshole
Binnie: I'll date you if you want, you're hot it's a win win for me
You chuckle to Changbin texts, he's so sweet in the weirdest way.
You: I mean, you're hot too
You: I think we'd make an awesome couple
Chan: good morning, Y/N
Chan: we didn't hear anything last night, so please, don't be awkward or embarrassed around us.
You: good morning Channie, I know you heard
You: you should have matched your story with Changbin before texting me though
You: it's okay, alright? Of course I'll be embarrassed for the time being, but we're friends I won't be embarrassed forever.
You leave your phone on the couch and go to the bathroom. You look like shit, smeared makeup, hair disgusting and you're still wearing the same clothes. You turn on the hot water, taking your clothes off and entering the shower, the warmth embracing you as you feel more relaxed.
You put on something comfortable, it's Sunday, you're going to ask Hannah to come by and you're going to order takeout.
You call her number while eating because you know she's anxious.
"Hey babes, good morning", she picks up, cheerful as always.
"Good morning", you say, biting the toast you just made.
"So, what about going out and eating something really good?", she asks.
"Hm, I'm actually not in the mood to go out? Can't you come by, we order something and watch that movie you've been bugging me for the last month?"
"Yeah, sure. We can do that", she answers and you are happy she doesn't sound upset or disappointed. With all the shit you're pulling lately you're scared your friends are going to get tired of your bullshit and stop talking to you. You used to think no one wanted a friend that's always crying and whining, but they showed you that real friends help each other.
"So what time are you gonna come?"
"I will just take a shower and wait for the bus, so in maybe like an hour?", she guesses and you nod forgetting she can't see you.
"Okay, see you then"
You decide to clean the house while waiting, Seungmin is pretty organized and clean so there's nothing too difficult. You'll just wash the dishes and vacuum a little.
Hannah arrives later than she predicted, Seungmin is already up and cleaning his room. He scolded you because it's his day to do the dishes and you shouldn't have done it because it's not fair to you.
You think he's being extra nice to you because of what happened the night before and it's true, he was really scared when you cried in his car.
He has known you for almost five years and he never saw you cry like that, even on the night you came to his house after confessing to Han you didn't cry like that. This time was different, you had a soul crushing cry, he wanted to stop the car and go to the back to hug you the same as Hannah, but he knew you were already being comforted by the perfect person.
Han is his friend, he could never choose between you two. But he couldn't deny it, that was a dick move, how could he ever say that to someone that likes him? He basically told you that he could pretend to like you if you stayed with him.
And of course, Seungmin understands the fear of losing a friend, but doing what he did just increases the chances of you never wanting to see his face again.
You are seated on the couch, watching the movie Hannah is obsessed with at the moment. She already watched it five times alone and asks anyone she can find to watch it again with her, she even repeats some sentences together with the characters.
The pizza you ordered is almost gone, you didn't know you were so hungry until the smell hit your nose. Luckily or thanks to Seungmin and Heeseung, your hangover is not that bad and you want it to stay that way so you keep drinking lots of water.
You got through the day thanks to your friends, they kept you entertained the whole time so you wouldn't overthink or even think about Han.
You are doing that just now, looking at the ceiling in the dark room. You want it all to be a dream, maybe you would wake up tomorrow and still be in middle school, you'd take the opportunity and get over him at that time, that would have spared you of some big problems.
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A/N: So, I don't know how many parts this fic will have. If you like what I write please reblog or let me know in the comments, feedback give me motivation to keep writing.
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