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vesearlee · 12 hours ago
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──── 𝑺𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝑭𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕
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Normally, when Caleb had to make it up to you, he had methods he had perfected; made tried and true over the span of time that stretched from childhood to adulthood. Only, this time, an accomplice was thrown into the mix to sweeten the deal, and it swayed you in his favour faster than you could comprehend the sudden, unique side kick.
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𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 ── Caleb x F!Reader 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 ── 1.1k 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒 ── Fluff, kissing, apologetic Caleb 𝐀𝐎𝟑 ── HERE 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 ── I saw a tiktok about a boyfriend bringing his girlfriend treats via a remote control car and went why not.
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───  𝑳𝑨𝑫𝑺 𝑴𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕  ───
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It was a slow, albeit ordinary day in Skyhaven — the sunlight streaming through the floor to ceiling windows of Caleb’s living room brightened the room and dark accents to feel homely as you cosied up on the couch. A few blankets were piled in your lap and tucked underneath your fuzzy sock covered feet. The rustling sound of paper from your book was the only sound in the comfortable silence.
Your hoped-for company was tucked away in his study, pouring over a few documents sent to him that the Fleet classed as ‘urgent’ — the grumbled and muttered threats to his subordinates were enough to make you chuckle lightly. 
Caleb only went once your hands squeezed his broad shoulders and forcibly turned him towards his office space. “Sooner you get done with paperwork, sooner you can come cuddle, ‘kay?”
“But–” He started, a small pout playing at his bottom lip as he looked over at you — it turned into a smirk while he watched your valiant efforts to make him move.
“No buts!” you grunted, shoving between his shoulder blades so he would move faster. “I’ll be on the couch waiting for you. So, hurry up, Colonel.”
His heavy footsteps echoed off of the walls of his study, and you heard him groan quietly as he sat at the desk chair, before the wheels scuffed over the floor. And from your place on the couch, you could hear the slight huffs of annoyance that left his lips, no matter how stifled they were. 
While time passed, you contentedly watched the clouds go by, only occasionally distracted by the words on the pages of your book that lay flat and open in your lap.
So, when the sound of whirring gears and the robotic revs of a small engine reached your ears, you froze. 
It was a familiar sound — a remote, Spitfire plane Caleb and you built when you were younger sounded almost identical, the tinny sound and imaginary battles he played out for your immersion echoed over the years to the present. 
You glanced towards the hallway that led to the study, where Caleb should have been focusing on paperwork, nothing appeared amiss; no dancing shadows or the sound of slight shuffling from his clothes to reveal he was planning a surprise. 
Furrowing your brow, you turned back to the window and grabbed your book to delve right back in. 
It happened again, only this time, it was much closer than before. 
You jumped, and the blanket bunched up on your thighs while you moved to sit up and investigate the source, when you finally found it. “What the–”
A model plane, the exact same one that you both built together years ago, was rolling around on the rug with such enthusiasm you could have sworn the pilot was attempting to recreate the feat of making donuts with a three-wheeled aircraft. 
Behind the plane and trailing from the tail was a rope, and attached to the ends of the rope was a packet of sour candy. A sticky note in the shape of a heart was stuck onto the crinkling plastic with an apple sticker — the simple gesture made you arch a brow, and the words ‘for my girl’ stood out in red pen.
“Caleb!” you called, and the plane stopped moving. It sat facing away from you. “Are you–?”
The question was cut short by the sound of movement from the craft — it turned slowly around, its cargo now beside it. The small engine revved and the blade attached to the front spun with the sound. “Caleb?” you said quietly, bending to look closer at your robotic company. “Can you see me–?”
One loud rev was your answer, and the flaps on the wings moved up and down.
You grinned — somehow, Caleb had rigged a camera to the cockpit, and he was controlling it from his office. “And what’s this candy for?” Two revs this time, and the plane scooted over the rug to be by your feet. The spinning blade touched the very tip of your toe.
“Sorry, I don’t speak plane,” you laughed, staring down at the robot. “Maybe a certain pilot needs to come out of hiding, he can share the candy with me if he brings me some apple slices.”
The small plane whirred and hurtled backwards, and you tracked the movements as it pivoted and positively flew away, its little wheels somehow never leaving the ground. It disappeared around the corner of the hallway, no doubt headed straight back to the operator for its next mission. 
You settled back into the cushions of the couch, and you placed the blankets back over your lap to await the plane’s next landing. 
A few moments later, heavy, deliberate footsteps echoed down the hallway, until Caleb appeared around the corner with the plane right behind. This time, it had taken flight — Caleb’s hand swayed back and forth to simulate the swerves and tricks a fighter pilot could only accomplish. 
“Oh, there he is,” you teased. “Are you trying to make it up to me?”
“And if I was…” He continued forward, amethyst eyes darkened with playful tones of indigo. “What would you say?”
You hummed, and you shifted in place to face him, placing your elbow on the back of the couch and your chin on the palm of your hand. “If you were trying to make it up to me, I would say you’re only missing my apple slices.”
Caleb smirked. “Nothin’ else, huh?”
“Nope.” You grinned up at him as he came to a stop in front of you. “Well, if the Colonel has time for me now, I suppose I wouldn’t obje– Mmph!” Any further taunt you conjured was silenced by the feel of his lips on yours, and before you could reciprocate, he pulled back, his teeth only just letting go over your lower lip. 
Puffs of warm air fanned over your mouth, and you whispered against his lips: “That’s not fair.”
“Whatever you say, baby.” Caleb rose and glanced over his shoulder. “Oh, look.” The plane hovered behind his head for a second before it moved to the side to reveal a parcel fastened to its underside. A plate in the confines of what looked like an upside-down parachute, held the spoils of a few apples, sliced and plated to perfection. “It’s a mercy mission, see? My friend here softened the blow of my hasty return.”
Your hand reached for his wrist, and you yanked him forwards. “Wh–oa!” His tall frame collided with the couch cushions, and he landed with a grunt of surprise, sprawled against your side while the plane remained airborne. “Wha–?”
“Now you’ve made it up to me,” you stated proudly, smiling at his ruffled clothes and hair. “My big dummy.”
Caleb sighed and shook his head. “Where were we–? That’s right.” The remote to the wall-mounted television floated towards you. “Can’t spoil our show for you, can I?”
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if you don't mind sharing what's the elevator pitch for your novel? Everytime you've mentioned it it sounds really interesting. But I understand if you want to keep personal projects to yourself
Yes! I'm going to paraphrase the pitch my beta reader wrote for me -- I'll have to find the exact thing when I'm not on mobile.
Kingdom Where Nobody Dies
10 years ago, Emma's childhood came to an abrupt end with her father's cancer diagnosis. Forced to move from Iowa to Guangzhou for his care, she left behind her friends — and left behind the secret country she tells herself she no longer believes in.
10 years ago, Ty answered the door to police officers with hands on their guns. Ready to extract a confession and get this case solved. It's always the boyfriend, they concluded when Olive disappeared, and this boy has no alibi.
10 years ago, Olive opened a portal in the middle of a corn field and walked through, never to be seen again. She never had a childhood in the first place, aside from the stolen moments in Ty's and Emma's homes.
10 years ago, a boy walked out of that portal. He calls himself Ian, though that isn't his name. He came to Earth for ibuprofen, for elevators, for conversion pants, for prosthetic legs that fit like 3D printed gloves. He came, as well, fleeing a secret.
Today, Emma finally has the chance to travel back to Story City, Iowa. Ty knows that Emma isn't crazy; Emma knows Ty isn't a murderer. Together they're going to recruit Ian to help them find Olive and clear Ty's name... but Ian's past is about to catch up to them.
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gracieheartspedro · 2 days ago
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Make Me Feel
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pairing: rockstar!eddie munson x rockstar!gareth emerson x fem! reader
word count: 7.1k words
description: you fly out to reunite with your rockstar boyfriend eddie munson. after a long day, you decide to return to his bed on the tour bus, but it seems like it is already occupied by his bandmate, gareth.
warnings: 18+ content, MDNI, no use of y/n, rockstar au, all participates are 18+, mentions of alcohol and substances, reader is established as eddie's girlfriend, gareth has crush on reader, mentions of reader having hair but no other characteristics described, groupies, threesome activities, voyeurism, dry humping, tons of dirty talk, spanking, oral (v receiving), v and anal fingering, rough unprotected sex, face grabbing, multiple orgasms, light choking, possessive eddie, cum eating/feeding.
authors note: hey... hey... how y'all doing? lmfao, happy valentine's day! i have been hunkered down for days trying to finish this insane idea and let me tell you... it was horny times. i loved writing for eddie already, and i decided after reading @the-unforgivenn's masterpieces with gareth, that I too would like to add that man to the mix. wanna thank my babies @amanitacowboy, @pedgito, and @chaotic-mystery for supporting this insanity as well. enjoy!
how to help palestine ~ dividers by @cafekitsune
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It had been three months.
Three months since you saw your boyfriend, Eddie. 
Tour had taken up his entire life since his band’s new album “Asylum” came out in January, and you fucking missed him so much. He had told you countless times to come out and visit him, but your job was holding you hostage with a bunch of stupid deadlines. You were simply just waiting for him to come home to your shared condo in LA. 
But after one too many missed assignments, your job decided it was best to let you go because your head was somewhere else. And it was. It was constantly occupied on what your boyfriend could be getting up to while on the road with his bandmates. 
You called Eddie that night, twisting the home phone’s cord around your finger as you spoke about how your boss called you into his office and told you that you were dismissed. Eddie was pissed, telling you that he would give your boss a piece of his mind. You told him there was no need, you did not feel like fighting for a job that useless. 
“Well, we got four more shows left. Tomorrow is in Austin, Texas. I will be home in like a week, baby. I’m so fuckin’ excited to see you.”
You could not stand another week. You needed to feel him. Touch him. 
When you got off the phone, you booked the next flight to Austin. Tomorrow morning at 7AM. That would do. Once you got your official booking, you called Gareth. When he picks up the phone, you can tell from his slurred speech that he’s one, drunk, and two, very confused.
“What’s up darlin’?” His voice rasps through the speaker.
“Hey, I’m surprising Eddie tomorrow and coming to the Austin show. You think you could make sure your management knows and I can get backstage?”
You can hear Gareth’s shuffling, isolating himself somewhere more private, “You are coming to Austin?”
“Yes. I’m surprising Eddie. Make sure will call has passes for me, please.”
His voice sobers, “Of course. I’m… We are excited to see you.”
Gareth was probably your favorite member of Corroded Coffin, other than Eddie, of course. He was sickeningly sweet to you. You chalked it up to how close he and Eddie have been since childhood. He knew you meant the world to Eddie. Plus, he enjoyed your swift and funny banter. 
Little do you know, Gareth harbors a small crush on you. 
You were strictly off limits but he could not help but let his gaze fall on you longer than what was needed.
“See you tomorrow, Gare!”
-
You were on the verge of tears.
Your flight had been delayed all day. You were not going to make it to the show if the next flight out cancelled again. The kiosk worker said it was because it was too windy for takeoff and most flights had been canceled for the rest of the day. You were at the mercy of the fucking wind.
But by the grace of whatever god, you were boarding a flight at 1PM, which meant you would miss the show and arrive by 8PM. But you still had the chance to catch them after the show, you told yourself. 
When you land, you hail the first taxi you see and tell them to race to the arena where your boyfriend is performing. You only brought a backpack, stuffed full of some random assortment of clothing and toiletries. You throw it in the backseat, tapping on the buckles as your anxiety spikes.
Traffic was a nightmare, the city bustling with people attending the show and or, getting fucked up on a Friday night. When the cab screeches to a halt at the very front of the arena, you throw them two $20 bills and sling your backpack over your shoulder. Scalpers approached you immediately, asking if you wanted a shot at catching the band’s last song, but you practically push them to get to the will-call stand. You get the lady’s attention by your insane expression, hurriedly telling her your name and why you are there. 
She smiles widely, her wrinkles reflecting her surprise. “We thought you weren’t gonna come! Let me get security to escort you back.”
As soon as you cross into the area, you hear Eddie’s voice over the speakers, wishing everyone a good night. Before you know it, you are guided down some random corridors under the arena. The halls are narrow and you catch yourself knocking your jam-packed bag into the brick walls. It’s so loud, different sounds bouncing off the not-sound-proof walls. 
You finally are let backstage which has tons of people bustling around taking large metal boxes off the stage and towards other hallways. Everything was so scrambled and confusing, so it’s reassuring the moment you lock eyes with Gareth. He’s sweaty, his cheeks red and his shirt completely off, displaying some new artwork you haven’t seen before. 
“There you are!” He cheers, racing over to you. His glistening skin does not shy you away from giving him an embrace. You giggle as he shakes you excitedly.
“I’m sorry, my flights got all fucked up. But I’m here!” You release him, pulling away to get a good look at him, “Where’s my boy?”
His smile widens even more, taking your hand as he guides you around a crowd of crew and groupies. Walking hand in hand with Gareth gets you some odd glances from pretty girls, which gives you a confidence boost.
When you get to the door marked “Eddie Munson”, your heart is beating straight out of your chest. You had been so nervous this whole time, that you had really no time to get excited. You look at Gareth, releasing his hand and knocking furiously on the door. You take a deep breath when you hear footsteps bounding towards the door. 
“What the f-,” His voice is deep and somewhat annoyed, but the moment his eyes land on you, it’s like his entire body relaxes. His big brown doe eyes are enough to take your breath away. His hair is wet and tangly across his forehead. He looks so broad. And naked?
“Surprise!” 
It’s the first thing that you can think to say. You can’t say anything else because Eddie’s arms fly around you, pulling you into a big bear hug. His body is so warm, setting you alight almost immediately. “Baby, what are you doing here?!”
You pull away, your hands going up to touch his face. You missed cradling his jaw in your hands when you looked at him or kissed him. “I am surprising you! Surprise!”
“Yeah, you said that!” He presses a kiss into your palm, “I’m so happy to see you, sweetheart.”
You look back at Gareth, whose smile is so wide it warms your entire body. He waves a simple goodbye to you, letting Eddie drag you into his dressing room. 
-
Eddie is quick to get you in his lap. He knew the moment he got his hands on you, he would not want to let go of you. You are propped up on his thighs, telling him about the dramatic day you had while he peppered kisses all around your neck. 
“Are you even listening to me, baby?” You pester, poking at his still-nude chest. He had managed to put on some sweats before he pulled you onto his lap. 
He chuckles, pulling away to sit back on the leather couch. “Of course, I am, sweetheart. Just missed you way too much.”
The sparkle in his eye sends a smile spreading across your face. The days seemed so long without him and while you supported his career and loved that he followed his dreams, you miss the simple pleasures in life with him. Waking up in the same bed. Going grocery shopping together. Doing dishes and singing along to your favorite songs. Ever since Corroded Coffin took off, you have been grieving that life. 
Seeing him happy was all that mattered, though. His hard work allowed you two a comfortable life and you knew that’s all Eddie ever wanted to give you. 
You slide out of his lap when there’s a knock on the door. The tour manager comes in, his eyes never even meeting your eyes as he directs Eddie to hurry up and get packed up. He’s short in stature, beads of sweat dripping down his forehead. You assume he does not look your way due to the fact that most rockstars keep random girls around all the time and there cannot be conflicts of interest with his talent. Before he can shut the door, Eddie stops him.
“Roger, this is my girlfriend. She’s gonna be tagging along tonight,” Eddie states simply, standing up to almost present you to the man. You nod timidly as the guy finally glances at you. 
“Nice to meet you, kid. Keep this boy in check, he’s been a pain in my ass all week. He and Gareth are pests.”
And then he shuts the door, not saying another word. You raise your eyebrows at Eddie, unsure how to react to such a claim. Eddie purses his lips, the sides of his mouth pointing up slightly. 
You crook your head, “What have you been putting that poor man through?”
“Nothin’. Gareth has been more of a shithead than me. Won’t stop kidnapping women and bringing them over state lines.”
You lock onto his arm, your eyebrows dropping in confusion. What did he mean by that?
“And you?”
“Last week of tour is prank central. I pelted him with water balloons when he was leaving a porta potty yesterday.”
Him being the more innocent of the two throws you for a loop. Gareth being the real problem is shocking. While a hellion like Eddie, he was definitely the more tame one. Eddie was always dragging him into the pits of chaos, not the other way around. 
You loosen your grip as Eddie starts to head over to his vanity to collect all his belongings into a frayed duffle bag. “Gareth is kidnapping women?”
“Not on purpose. He brings them on the bus to fuck and then when he is supposed to take them back to security, he just doesn’t. A girl made it to Chicago from Louisville and Roger had to book her a flight home.”
You shake your head, your hand resting on your forehead. You could not imagine having that poor man’s job. You would murder all of the band before the first show could even go on.
“He’s right, you two are pests.”
-
You and Eddie walk hand in hand down the long corridor that opens up to the back lot of the arena. On the way out, Eddie stops at craft services to load up his duffle with random snacks he says “They don’t have them on the bus”, which you know is a big fat lie. You could bet money their snack cabinet is filled to the brim with snacks and restocked the moment they start to run low. 
Jeff walks by you two, his face twisting in surprise when he recognizes you. You stand in the hall, catching up with him. You can tell he’s high off something because his eyes are half shut when he talks. Like a magic trick, a flask appears in his hand and he raises it to you and Eddie.
“See you lovebirds on the bus!”
Eddie wraps his arm around your waist, a sly giggle releasing from his throat, “Mans off his ass every night. He probably won’t even make it to his bunk.”
Your fingers trace his arm, wrapping your finger through one of his bracelets, “Do you have a bunk?”
“Oh no, princess, I have the queen-sized bed in the very back of the bus. We will be very comfy tonight.”
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You finally climb the steps onto the bus. It’s weirdly freezing as you make it to the very top, taking in the space. It’s a mess to put it lightly. Jeff is already making himself at home on the scratchy-looking couch. Grant is propped up next to a very pretty girl, his arm slung around her possesively. It is weird to see the boys living the life of rock stars. You knew your boyfriend entertained some parts of the life, mainly the alcohol and drugs, but with the way he’s wrapped around your finger, you seriously doubt any infidelity. You also knew if he did try something like that, Gareth or one of the other boys would come running to you to rat him out. 
Eddie would never, though. You were his everything. 
You give Grant a gentle wave, moving your way through the back of the bus. Before you and Eddie make your way to the door at the very end of the hall, Grant speaks up. 
“Gareth’s in there!”
Eddie’s hand drops from your back as he shimmies past you in the tight corridor. He presses his ear up to the door, but you do not even need to do that to hear what is happening in the room. On Eddie’s bed. 
Eddie cracks the door a bit, getting an eyeful of Gareth completely going to town on a girl, who he surely does not recognize. 
Eddie rolls his big brown eyes, annoyed and ready to break down the door. You stop him, though. An idea sprouts in your head. Something a bit unhinged. 
“It’s prank week, Eds. Why don’t we… prank him?”
Eddie’s face relaxes, his jaw going slack. “Prank him? How?”
You ponder your options for a moment. You could sneak in there and scare him? You could have Eddie go up behind him and slap his ass or something?
You smile when the idea hits you.
“Why don’t we stumble in there acting like we are trying to get it on and just fall onto the bed next to them? That’ll rattle him.”
Eddie’s pride shines through his expression. “You’re a dream, baby. So smart and so pretty. You know that?”
He drops the bag onto the floor, as your heart pounds at the fact that he agreed so quickly to your plan.
Eddie grabs you roughly, his eager kiss turning into something more the moment he slides the wooden door open. You hear a sharp gasp the moment you two step into the small confines, but you know not to pull away from Eddie to see who it came from. His hands are expanding under the t-shirt that’s loosely hanging off your body, fondling the flesh of your hips and back. You are walking forward, while he is dragging you with him, his heels hitting the end of the bed before falling onto the bed with a bounce. 
The slapping of skin has completely halted by the time Eddie’s lips leave yours and is instead replaced with the sounds of sheets rustling. 
“What the fuck!” Gareth’s voice pierces through the room, ringing in your ears. Eddie’s eyes do not leave your face as you both smile wickedly at the plan working out exactly the way you wanted. 
You do not look at Gareth, instead, you face the pretty little thing he’s been fucking. Her widened eyes reflected her absolute horror at you and Eddie’s entrance. 
She reflected a lot of your physical attributes, but she was just smaller. She was probably a bit older than you as well, her makeup caking around her forehead where her face must’ve been twisted in pleasure. After taking her in, you finally glance over at Gareth. 
Big mistake. 
He’s glistening with sweat, his curls a mop of mess on his head. He only covers his dick with his hands, leaving the rest of his body on display. You had just seen him shirtless, but there was something more to look at. The expanse of his hipbones and long legs that are littered with random tattoos. He was more covered than Eddie was, which for some reason sends your mind reeling. 
You had to keep going along with the bit. “I’m sorry, Eddie said this was his bed.”
Eddie perks up, finally peeling his eyes away from your lingering gaze on Gareth. “It is.”
Your eyes falter back to the girl lying naked under the covers next to Eddie. 
“What’s your name?” You probe, your fingers dancing across Eddie’s shoulders. You wanted to be touching him, making sure you maintained your coolness. The girl’s expression shifts over to Gareth, who just shrugs at her. 
“Emily,” She responds, her voice small and hesitant. With the way she was moaning, you expected her to have a bit more conviction. Eddie’s hands rest on the back of your thighs, keeping you right between his spread legs. Gareth noticed it immediately, his Adam’s apple bobbing at the sight.
“Emily… I like that name,” You utter, the coldness of Eddie’s rings sending goosebumps down your legs. His every touch was distracting you. 
“It’s a very pretty name,” Eddie adds, staring up at your face as he sits back a bit more on the bed. He does not dare look at the other girl, knowing that the only sight he wants to look at right now is you. 
“Edd-”
“Gare, why did you stop?” You inquire, your eyes are unyielding as you let them settle back on his face. “Emily seemed to be enjoying herself.”
“You two walked in-”
“And?” Eddie presses, dragging you forward so you are fully mounted on his lap, your knees pressing into the mattress on each side of his hips.
You drag your tongue slowly across your top teeth, ticking it as you shoot Emily a glance. For some reason, this was not just a silly little prank to fuck with Gareth. You strangely wanted to watch Gareth at work. You and Eddie had talked about joining other people in the bedroom in the past, but you knew better than to add a random groupie to such affairs. So you would settle on just watching your long-time friend and your boyfriend’s bandmate fuck a stranger. 
“Do you want him to continue, Emily?”
She looks nervous under your regard, which only sends you more on a power trip. You did not know this girl and you would probably never see her again. 
Eddie’s hands find your ass, squeezing both cheeks and spreading them apart. It makes your hips rock against his crotch. You can audibly hear how wet you are and it makes Eddie chuckle, a rasp in the back of his throat. You place your hands on the nape of his neck, holding on to steady yourself before you start grinding harder on him involuntarily. 
When her head jerks for ‘yes’, you smile and look back at Gareth. 
“Give her what she wants, Gare.”
The air in your lungs is literally stolen from your body when Gareth drops his hands from his dick. You did not expect such a thing from him. Long, girthy, and so fucking pretty. The extra saliva in your mouth almost dribbles down your lips when you watch him rip the top sheet off of her body. 
By the look on your face, Eddie realizes you are liking this a whole lot more than he is. He swats your ass, gaining your attention again. You grab his neck with your hands, your nails leaving small scratches across his throat. You arch your back, leaning forward and capturing Eddie’s plump pink lips. He is all teeth when you open your mouth to deepen the kiss, which makes you moan a bit. 
All the tension you have built up in the last couple of months is now being released and it makes you aggressive. When his teeth graze your tongue, you push him onto his back as you adjust your hips to completely line up your clothed cunt against the tightness in his pants. 
The whole time you two have been battling dominance, you realize Gareth has dragged Emily’s frame to the side of the bed, lining his cock up with her perfectly shaved cunt. When he sinks into her, the moan she lets out is pornographic. With one experimental thrust into her, he returns back to the steady pace he was at when you and Eddie just listened to him through the door. 
You roll your body on Eddie’s lap, resting your hands on his chest. His body responds to your touch, lurching his hips upward to meet your circling hips. His hands grips onto your thighs, holding you down so you cannot stray away from the friction. You flick your head back to watching Gareth, his pace speeding up as he grunts about how tight Emily is. 
“You better make her cum first, Gareth,” You mock, your voice dripping in lust. His eyes snap up to you, his brows furrowed in concentration. Eddie’s hands are burning into your hips, his focus solely on making you cum by simply dry-humping him. 
Gareth flicks his curls away from his forehead, leaning over Emily’s smaller frame as he sharpens his angle and grinds his pelvic bone into her swollen clit. She’s writhing under him, completely taken by his performance. 
“You want to watch her fall apart on my cock, honey?” 
Gareth’s eyes are lasered in on you, your face twisted in pleasure as Eddie starts to move your hips for you. You are so enamored by the question that it steals your voice. Eddie sits up again, his arms wrapping around you, locking your arms behind your back. It’s like he’s putting you in a human straight jacket. 
His mouth connects with your jaw as you dry hump him, his voice coming out strained. “Gareth asked you a question, princess.”
You feel your cunt clench around nothing and you are panting. You did not expect those words from Eddie, who was usually possessive and jealous when any guy even gave you a glance. Now he’s playing into Gareth’s game? How did you get here?
You nod, your chest rising and falling in Eddie’s face. You cannot look at Gareth as you say it, so you just squeeze your eyes shut. “Yes, please.”
Due to the close proximity, Gareth’s wing span is long enough to touch you. Instead of a gentle caress, he’s grabbing your face, his fingers pinching your cheeks together. Eddie says nothing, just smirking devilishly at his actions.
“Eyes open. Key word was watch.”
When you open your eyes, Gareth’s face is inches from yours. His steel blue eyes are practically black, his pupils are beyond dilated. You blink slowly, seeing Emily’s twisted expression while the man that’s fucking her is holding onto your jaw. With the way she’s groaning, you know she’s nearing her end, and so are you. Eddie’s one hand locks your wrists behind your back while the other makes its way groping your braless chest over the black fabric of your t-shirt. 
Your hips still as the stimulation becomes too much and your cunt spasms even though it’s not filled. Emily matches your moment, her arms lurching upward to grab onto Gareth’s arms as she falls apart on his spearing cock. The moans coming from the room are enough to alarm on the bus, for sure. Her long drawn-out sobs are much louder than your whines, but it was no competition. 
Gareth does not finish, just pulls out of her and continues to jerk his soaked dick. Eddie releases your hands, letting you settle against him as your body recovers from your orgasm. 
“Gather your clothes, Emily. The security outside the bus will bring you back to the arena,” Gareth directs, backing up so the absolutely spent girl could come to her senses enough to get dressed. You look away as she stands up, focusing your eyes back on Eddie. He’s smiling still, the glint in his eye mischievous. 
You felt bad for the girl. She just got to fuck a rockstar, probably one she admires, and now he’s escorting her off the tour bus without really finishing the job. As he guides her to the door, you half expect him to gather his own clothes off the floor. 
But he does not do that. Instead, he’s bounding over to the bed, sitting down right next to Eddie. 
Eddie’s hands rub up and down your thighs, before he clears his throat. “Did you need something, Gareth?”
You finally peel your eyes away from Eddie, looking over at Gareth’s narrowing expression. His lips are pursed in contemplation. Gareth’s cock is still covered in a condom. When he notices your eyes on him, he slowly drags it off his dick, discarding it on the floor. You feel a dribble of sweat drop down into your eyebrow, not realizing that your body is covered in a layer of glistening sheen.
“Your girl, Munson.”
Your stomach flips as you tug your lip between your teeth, trying your best to not smile. You do not know how Eddie was going to respond to such a revelation, but the thought of being able to get both of them in one night was enough to send your head spinning. 
Eddie shrugs, nonchalantly. He starts tilting your face towards his with his pointer finger, “You want that, sweetheart?”
You let the tension in your face go, finally settling on a smirk as your eyes rested on Eddie’s lips. 
“As long as I get your dick first, baby.”
Gareth chuckles dryly beside you, his hand grazing the arm you have wrapped around Eddie’s shoulders. “Eddie, you lucky bastard.”
Eddie tightens his grip around you, flipping you on your back. He presses your hips into the mattress, the tangled-up sheets surrounding your head as you look at the two men staring down at you. Their next meal. 
Eddie’s quick to strip you of all your clothes and his own. When the realization hits that you are completely bare in front of both men, you start to grow a bit self-conscious. You raise your arms up to grab at your boobs, but Eddie is quick to swat them away. 
“Don’t be nervous around us, princess. You’re fuckin’ perfect,” his voice drips with lust. The amount of times you got off on Eddie’s words alone should be studied. Gareth settles beside you, stroking himself as Eddie’s hands trace your legs and thighs. He settles on his knees, parting your knees. “Isn’t she perfect, Gareth?”
Gareth hums, “Fuckin’ flawless, Eddie.”
Your focus tapers in on Eddie’s fingers, dragging towards your wet slit. He still has his rings on, the silver catching the dim overhead light. You groan when his touch graces your silky center, his fingers gathering your slick. When his pointer and middle digits sink into your cunt, your hips raise off the bed. 
Your head lulls to the side, your eyes feasting on Gareth’s length right near your head. He’s looking down at Eddie working magic on your core, pumping his cock with his large hands. 
You did not realize how attractive you found Gareth until he was this close to you, naked and fiending for you. 
When his eyes snap over to yours, he looks pleased. 
“You just can’t keep your eyes off my cock, huh, honey?” His voice brings Eddie’s eyes to the state of your gaze. He pumps his fingers into you faster, latching his lips around your swollen bud. That brings your attention back to his head between your thighs. 
“Oh my god, Eddie,” You moan, your hand reaching up to grab at his long curls. He shakes his head, his tongue running between your pussy lips like a madman. Eddie always had you cumming on his tongue, and this moment would be no exception. Your core tightens as you feel that familiar build-up in the pit of your stomach. 
You cannot look away at his nose and how it probes the top of your pussy as he drags his mouth up and down your slit. When his lips envelop your clit, it’s game over. He scissors his fingers in you as you tumble over the edge.
“Yes, fuck, yes baby,” You cry, your other hand mindlessly gripping onto the closest thing. It was Gareth’s thigh. You dig your nails into the flesh as you grind your cunt on Eddie’s mouth. 
Your mind is blank as Eddie lifts himself up, his mouth glossy with saliva and your spend. Your hand is still locked on Gareth’s leg, observing how Eddie slots himself between your lower half. Eddie’s cock is standing at full attention as he pumps himself with his wet fingers. You smile at Gareth, completely drunk off of the climax Eddie just gave you. 
“Two orgasms, sweetheart. You think you can handle any more?” Eddie questions, pushing his cock between your folds. You are so sensitive, you are unsure if you can handle it, but your lips deceive you. 
“Yes, please,” You say to Eddie, eyes still glued to Gareth.
Gareth decides it’s time to adjust his position, sliding off the edge of the bed and leaning over it to put all his focus on you. He glances up at Eddie, almost to ask permission for something. Eddie just nods, like they spoke telepathically. 
Gareth’s hand comes up to your cheek, tenderly dragging down your cheekbone.
“You’re so polite, honey,” He murmurs, his eyes sparkling down at you, “I can’t wait to watch Eddie ruin you with his dick.”
Eddie tilts his shaft down, pushing his cock inside you. You breathe out, trying to take him without clenching immediately. But your reflexes squeeze him so much that he matches your action, gritting his teeth and letting out a sigh. 
“Relax, baby. You’re squeezing the fuck outta me,” Eddie groans, taking his time fully sheathing himself inside you. Your senses are in overdrive as you watch Gareth’s mouth slightly open, his fingers touching your lips softly. He’s teasing you, you can tell by how his demeanor has shifted from the way he’s been talking to you. 
“Her pussy is probably tight because it hasn’t had a good fuckin’ since you left, Eds. Give her a break,” Gareth dotes, his thumb dropping to your chin. Your breathing hitches when Eddie widens your legs more and snaps back into you. “That right, sweet cheeks?”
Eddie chuckles darkly as you whine when his pace picks up, not waiting for you to adjust to him again. “My girl doesn’t need a break. She just wants to soak my cock, don’t cha, princess?”
You just nod, the air your lungs completely pushed out of your body the moment Eddie lifts your hips up with his sticky hands. The new position hits you perfectly, his cock driving into you at a speed it’s never been at before. 
Gareth’s hand drags down to your throat, wrapping around it slightly in a teasing squeeze. He is gauging Eddie’s reactions and that one seems to rub him the wrong way. 
“Watch it, Emerson,” he warns, tightening his hands on your hips, “Play with her titties. She likes that.”
Gareth’s hand leaves your neck. You silently curse Eddie’s guidance, wanting nothing more but for him to choke you while Eddie spearheads into you. But the moment his palm reaches your tit, you whine at the contact. 
“She does like that, doesn’t she?” Gareth lilts, his fingers going to pinch at your perked nipples. You wiggle in Eddie’s grip, trying to get away from the overstimulation both boys are bringing you. Eddie grabs the back of your thighs, hinging your legs, and drives his cock into your pussy while compressing you into the bed. Even Gareth gasps at the aggression, loving the way you cry out for Eddie. 
In an act of pure insanity, Gareth leans down, capturing your nipple in his mouth. Eddie’s reaction brings a sound out of your throat that you have never heard before. His hand practically manhandles Gareth’s curls, trying to pry him away from your chest. It’s met with resistance for a moment before Gareth’s swollen lips pop off your nipple. 
You are not sure how the action does it, but you are seizing around Eddie’s cock. No names come out of your mouth, you are unsure which one to scream anyway. You just chant, “Oh god, oh god”, over and over again. 
The constriction on Eddie’s cock pushes him over the edge. He releases Gareth, practically tossing him aside as he locks his hands on your waist to fuck his seed into you. Even with your bones feeling like jello, you sit up on your elbows to get an up-close view of Eddie’s furrowed brows and distorted expression. 
You grab onto the nape of his neck, the sweat pooling at the base of his curls. You pull him into a passionate kiss, your tongue exploring the inside of his mouth. He tastes like your essence and the whiskey he had been sipping on earlier. 
You pull away, nails raking down his neck and chest. You tilt your nose up, getting ready to probe him with a mind-numbing question. 
“Now why did you do that to Gareth, baby? You told him that I liked when someone plays with my titties.”
Eddie’s jaw drops before a small smile creeps across his lips. You shoot Gareth a look, his face completely dazed by what just happened. 
Eddie’s breath fans your face before drawing back a bit. His cock slowly drags out of your leaking core as he stands up before you. “I told him to play, not suck.”
You tick your tongue, shaking your head at his response. “No making up random rules in the middle of sex, baby.”
Eddie looks smug as he grabs Gareth up from his spot. The odd intimacy of him touching Gareth’s hips as he positions him in front of you is very hot to you. Eddie stands a bit taller than Gareth, so when he leans down to whisper in his ear, you cannot help the way your stomach flutters. 
“Fine. Gare, just do what the girl tells you. But,” Eddie’s hands leave his waist, nudging him a bit closer to your knees, “If you cum in her, I will rip your dick off your body. Understand?”
After he says it, he slaps Gareth’s ass before giving you the cheesiest smile ever. His body sinks into the bed next to you, his arm wrapping around your shoulders. When he presses a kiss into your shoulder blade, you finally roll your eyes. 
“You heard his terms,” You give a pointed look at Gareth as he slowly drags his pointer finger across your knee, “Do you understand?”
“Crystal clear, honey.” He quips, shooting you a smug smile. “Do you mind if I take you from the back? Or are there stipulations with that?”
You shake your head, pushing up on your ass, flipping over eagerly. Eddie watches you with curiosity, completely taken by the fact that you are this excited to get fucked by his friend. 
Gareth’s hands lock on your hips, dragging you to the edge of the bed. He pumps his dick, watching your pulsating pussy dripping with a mixture of Eddie’s cum and your own. He smiles sickly, dragging the tip of his dick through your messy folds. 
“Tell me you want it.” Gareth rasps, tilting his head a bit to meet your gaze. 
You giggle, not taking him too seriously. “I want it.”
He shakes his head, glancing over at Eddie. He is propped up, his completely nude body looking like a graffitied sculpture from the Louvre or something. Eddie looks between you two, tilting on his side so he can watch you get your fix from Gareth. 
“Is she always such a tease, Eddie?” Gareth inquires, his gaze snapping back to the view of you ass up for him. 
Eddie snickers, “Gotta put her in her place, Emerson.”
You angle your head to face Eddie head-on, completely baffled by his response. Gareth’s titillating motions around your pussy are already putting you on edge, and now Eddie is only encouraging him to taunt you even further. 
“I’ll leave that to you. I’ll just fuck her like the slut she is.”
He snaps into you in one fluid motion, his cock curving inside you in a way that Eddie’s dick does not. You do not expect him to shift so quickly inside you, so you let out a shift yelp. His words still ring in your ear as you hear both of them laugh at your reaction. You press downwards, pushing your ass up further, laying the side of your face into the sheets. 
You decide it is better to give it back to him. While he drives into you, you speak up. 
“Yes, Gareth, treat me like the dirty little slut I am. Fuck me like you fuck those groupies.”
“Yeah?” He pistons his hips faster. The way his hands fit on your waist is so different than how Eddie’s settle. His hands are rougher and his fingers are not as long. Must be the callouses built up from all the drumming he does. You feel his naked chest make contact with your back. His voice comes out as a whisper, “I fuck all those girls wrapped up. I get you raw. Fuckin’ slut.”
The idea you had earlier about how that girl resembled yourself springs into your brain. 
“You like fucking girls who look like me, Gare? Hm?”
Gareth’s thrust slowed for a moment, shocked that you would say such a thing. You were right, but how were you so observant?
“Fuck, you gettin’ off on my little crush on you? You think it’s cute?”
You hum your response, hands gripping the sheets as he rams into you even harder now. You were surely getting off on more than that. 
Eddie knew Gareth had a crush on you. He knew that he was fucking whatever girl had your hair or your eyes. Hearing Gareth confess such a thing as he’s balls deep in you sends red flags flying in his mind. He knew he could not stop this right now, loving the way you looked all blissed out on his friend’s dick anyway. But this would not be happening again.
Eddie's hands roam all over your skin as his bandmate fucks you, massaging your back. His fingers meander over to your lower back before his hand is groping your ass cheek. His body moves away from your constricted view. He takes your other ass cheek in his hand, spreading them for his and Gareth’s viewing pleasure.
“How does she feel, Gare? Everything you dreamed about?” Eddie quizzes as he swats your ass a couple of times, trying to rid his mind of the racing thoughts.
Gareth audibly moans, “So fuckin’ tight, dude.”
Gareth’s thrusts only get more sloppy as Eddie plays with your ass. When his middle finger slips down your ass crack, feeling out for your asshole, you put your face in the blankets and screech. Your throat is becoming hoarse at all the strangled moans you have let out in the last hour. Over the wet slapping due to Gareth fucking you so good, you hear the squelching of Eddie pooling a drop of spit between your cheeks.
“She will be gushing on you in no time if you just,” Eddie sinks his finger into your other hole, the excessive stimulation maddening. “Add a finger.”
This is why you are madly in love with the man. He knows you better than anyone. 
Because he’s right. As soon as he presses his index finger into your asshole, your hips jut forward. Instead of retreating, Eddie and Gareth both clutch onto your waist and fuck you through the white-hot rapture ripping through your body. Your cunt is gushing around Gareth’s cock, the sounds absolutely obscene. 
“Oh fuck, Gareth, oh my god yes! Cum, please cum.”
The way your pussy clamps down on Gareth causes him to hit that same wall, too. After one particularly sharp thrust, he is fumbling out of you, jerking his dick off right near Eddie’s intrusive fingers. 
His cum spurts out all over your ass crack and Eddie’s hand. Instead of straying away from it, Eddie chuckles at Gareth’s spend coating everything in sight.
You have never felt so drained in your life the moment the orgasm dampens. Eddie and Gareth share snickers when your body essentially drops down onto the bed. 
For you, the interaction is done. But Gareth has something devious planned. He exhales, tilting over and dragging his tongue across your cum-covered ass and back. The warmth of his mouth sends goosebumps rising all along your skin. Eddie gawks at his exploit, his eyes dropping to his cum covered hand. He glances over at Gareth who is so focused on cleaning his remnants on you that he’s not focused on what Eddie is about to do. 
With his clean hand, Eddie grips your hair and yanks you up by your scalp. You are whiplashed when he places his coated hand in front of your face. 
“A gift from Gareth,” He displays, his smile a bit unhinged. You ogle him before accepting his offer, extending your own tongue and dragging it all around his knuckles and fingers. He shakes his head, at your vulgar conduct. “That’s my girl. Always so compliant.”
By the time you are getting the last bit off Eddie’s hand, Gareth is done cleaning you up. He sees what Eddie is making you do and he cannot help the quiver that escapes him. 
When your mouth is laced with your own spit and Gareth’s cum, Eddie drops your head delicately. You roll onto your side, your upper body half in Eddie’s lap, half on the bed. 
“I need a shower,” You gripe, trying to regain full feeling in your body. You feel a head high, almost as if you just smoked a full joint by yourself or something. 
Eddie assists you in getting up, wrapping you in a sheet, “Let’s get you a shower then, baby.”
Gareth watches him help you as he gathers up his clothing off the floor. The room is so small and the bathroom is right outside the sliding door, so you did not have long to walk. Still, your legs felt like they may give out at any time, so Eddie’s trained hands on you were very helpful. 
Eddie helps you into the shower, unraveling you from the blanket and holding your hand as you step into the stand-up surround. You give him a gentle smile, nodding that you would be okay with the rest of the chore. 
Eddie uses the blanket for himself, wrapping up just in case one of the other guys sees him in the narrow hallway. As he walks out, Gareth is leaving his room, a snicker leaving his lips. 
Eddie raises his fist, gesturing that a bump was required. 
Gareth returns the bump, “Thanks for letting me join, dude.”
Eddie shakes his head, a half smile ticking upward, “No problem… It’s never happening again.”
“What if she-”
“Never. Happening. Again,” Eddie states firmly, still grinning, “Enjoy your bunk, Emerson.”
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np tags (just some folks that supported my last eddie fics or asked to be tagged, tehe): @hockeyhughes @wdsara48 @emxxblog @cxrsed-angel @canyonmooncreations @mediocredreams
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harukyuu2 · 3 days ago
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Hii! I hope you're doing well! I saw your wind breaker with a childhood friend and I loved your writing! Could you write how the Furin first years would react when seeing fem.reader beating up a couple of guys causing trouble? Like, she would be pretty strong and beautiful, also really good at fighting. It could be a scenario or headcanons, whatever's best for you ^^
"Hold my purse, i'm gonna kick their asses!" - Furin first years x Fem!reader
!! - Fluff, headcanons !!, some of them can be a little ooc since im not sure how good i can write them, established relationship but first months of it (?? - small revision only
୨୧ - As you were walking to meet your s/o, your ears caught a weird sound coming from one of the valleys. As you walked over, you saw some guys threatening a girl against a wall— and you werent about to let her down! With no one else around to help, you went in alone, taking a deep breath and hoping the outfit you just put on wouldnt get ruined… or else you were going to kick their asses again once they're unconcious!
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୨୧ - Haruka Sakura
❥ This man thought for a moment you werent coming at all, maybe you had something more important to do. But still, he started walking outside of the Cafe looking for you
❥ When he heard a harsh thump and saw that you beated up like four men alone?? , he wont admit it but it made him fall more for you than he already did
❥ He would probably rush to you and start lecturing you on why you shouldnt fight without asking for Furin's help— that its their job after all! But the way his eyes scan your body tells you everything… he's worried about you
❥ If your hair gets messy or your clothes a little dirty, he doesnt mind that much—youre still pretty, so he doesnt see the problem. If you start whining about a broken nail, he's not too sure what to do, but he might make a quick stop to buy you a bandaid and then grab your hand to make you feel better shut up!
❥ He would probably ask you for a fight, he just has that thing of loving to challenge strong people and not seeing it weird... Still, just give him a kiss to shut him up adding a small punch to his arm and you win tbh
❥ Would offer you a piece of his food to make you feel better and not guilty of making him wait. Please notice HE is sharing HIS FOOD, that just shows love!!
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୨୧ - Hayato Suo
❥ This man worried so much that you werent coming by now, or even texting him back :( The moment a minute passed, the moment he went out looking for you
❥ He was walking towards the street you usually get distracted by the stray cats, but he stopped in his tracks recognizing your voice with another girl in one of the valleys
❥ The scene unfolding in front of him was honestly amusing to him and piqued his curiosity— a girl sobbing into your shoulder while you comforted her, and a group of men lying on the floor? Was that… your handiwork?
❥ He walked up to you and smiled gently, asking if you two were okay! He has zero shame, so he probably grabbed your hands to check them, maybe sneaking in a caress here and there while scolding you for not telling him you were about to pick a fight. You left your boyfriend scared! He also checked on the other girl— just not touchy as he is with you ofc
❥ When the girl thanked you two, probably exchanged her socials with you and leaved, damnnn, expect a wave of teasing from Suo. No matter how you respond, he'll find a way to twist it back into teasing until youre pouting. Then, with that smug grin of his, he'll say he doesnt want to pick a fight with you, so you should calm down!
❥ If youre sad that your hair got messy, he's instantly brushing it for you. If your outfit got a little wrinkled, he would fix it with his hands! maybe a little squeeze here and there to annoy you.. and if any of your nails got broken, he would offer to pay an appointment with a nail salon for you— Basically he would treat you the rest of the date since you amused him and because you need it after a fight <3
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୨୧ - Mitsuki Kiryu
❥ He sent you more than 300 messages and stickers, lets not even mention the calls. He usually goes with you to make sure your date goes safely, but this is the first—and probably last—time he lets you walk alone, knowing how dangerous the streets can be at this hour. Yeaahh, maybe he's exaggerating a little. He'll let you walk alone again… probably. But still, he feels a little guilty that something could had happened to you
❥ Once he searches for you and founds you on a dirty valley being thanked by a girl while the floor has fainted mans on it, he isnt too surprised— he knows he choosed a strong and pretty girlfriend! Still, he feels kinda guilty that he wasnt there for you...
❥ Baby goes to check on you two quickly and pats your head saying you made a good job, but of course scolds you saying that you should warn him about this situations, he wants to take care of you too!
❥ You two walked the girl to her house making sure she gets there safely and then finally started having your date! He would get you to buy accesories, clothes or something you want if youre grumbling about the fight ruining your outfit— he wants to see you happy <3
❥ Probably ended in the arcade to get plushies and play some of the games, Kiryu loves them and also loves you so its the perfect plan! It wont be easy getting a win against him tho, but atleast he reassures you with plushies
❥ To be honest, it was one of the best dates—you got lots of praise, playful teasing, and even some gifts from him. Sure, you also got scolded for not telling him you were about to fight, but hey! You saved a girl! Definitely a day you two will remember for a long time
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୨୧ - Nirei Akihiko
❥ Panics the first five minutes of you dissapearing and without thinking too much just starts running around looking for you, no matter what situation you are in, he will go for you!
❥ Once he founds you on a valley?? with like four men laying on the floor?? AND A GIRL HUGGING YOU LIKE YOU JUST SAVED HER LIFE?? The poor boy is going through seven different emotions and at the same time thinking he has to fill more your part in his journal
❥ He rushes towards you and starts asking you million of questions in a milisecond: "Are you okay?" "Youre hurt?" "did you beat up those guys?" "Where did you learn to fight?" "Oh, youre hair looks pretty! you used the conditioner you told me, right?" His mind is rushing just like his words, but calms down once you squeeze his shoulders
❥ He probably invites you to eat but can't help feeling a little guilty, unsure if he could've protected you the same way you did for that girl. You'll have to reassure him—just a little—to lift his mood up for now
❥ I cant unsee this relationship like "Sir, he asked for no pickles" type of thingy and i love ittt, once Nirei gets over his feeling of guilt he admires you so much that he sometimes doesnt know how he pulled you, youre on his mind 24/7 <3
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୨୧ - Taiga Tsugeura
❥ Man said that if you didnt appear the moment he ends his ab crunches he would start looking out for you, and so he did! it was kinda scary for the people on the street seeing such a big guy running like his life depend on it, but atleast he is from Furin so no big problem!
❥ While you reassured the girl, she probably got scared seeing a big guy running toward you two— but quickly turned confused when he accidentally kicked one of the unconscious men, muttered a quick "sorry," and then suddenly softened up, asking if you were okay and telling you that you missed him doing twenty ab crunches!
❥ He probably apologized for not being here to you two and then suddenly told you that this is your virtue! being a strong and pretty girl who saves other girls!
❥ This man got obsessed with the idea of his girlfriend being strong! He'd start ranting about workout routines you could try at the gym, maybe even recommending proteins you might like. Oh! And dont forget—you need a good balance of food too! Yeah, he got pretty excited about the idea of you being strong
❥ Still, he would tell you that you dont need to fight all the time since he is there for you and would remark it if you start whining of your outfit getting messy
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୨୧ - Kyotaro Sugishita
❥ He thought for a moment you were showing up later as a revenge because last time he accidentally overslept for five minutes, but still decided to look out for you just in case he was wrong
❥ When he found you after beating some guys up?? he was stressed and mad. Not at you— of course, but at those guys! such scumbags making stressful situations for nothing.
❥ Sugishita is still learning about all this couple thingy, but atleast he goes to ask if youre ok and tries to reassure you giving a weird squeeze to your shoulder— its a start!
❥ He doesnt directly mention that your hair got a little messy on the fight, in his eyes youre still pretty so no need to mention it. But, if you bring it to the conversation— he'll probably find a way to fix it and give you a cute hairstyle, Tsubakino always gives nice tips to him about it!
❥ Probably bringed you a handmade gift from his grandma since she's supportive ofc but got a little scrunched up when he was walking faster than usual to find you...
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cryptid-killjoy · 18 hours ago
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"Zonkeys." Gideon parroted. It was a fun word to say.
Still, it was Bebop Beagle that seemed ready to shut all this talking down and haul out of this island. Set sail. He halted as soon as the boat news had time to become rescue fantasy.
"New ownership? What are you talking about?"
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Bebop was picturing another zombie invasion like back before the coven war. He was hoping to hear it blew over and fizzled out like with Laveau and Maleficent, magic turned off, or... something. Anything. He was hoping he was just the dumbass that got himself stranded on this island by a bad decision to flee there for refuge. Nola always had drama. Then drama blew over and people were back to celebrating Mardi Gras again. The entire group knew nothing of the mainland since they left.
Babyface stepped in when Ellie basically told him to slow his roll. Ellie also asked to speak to Maz privately. He saw Mazzie shaking her head so he stepped up.
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"Okay, okay, how about I fill in my brother on what he's missed while you two talk?"
Mazzie looked as confused as Bebop.
"Sounds fair. I expect to learn whatever he does too."
"Legit. Go do you two time while we do bro time."
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"Come on. We can get some quiet in here." She'd lead her inside the main cabin where she'd spent most of her childhood sleeping on a mattress on the floor. She'd walk her into the humble homestead thankful it hadn't been demolished by Oogie's renovations yet. Mazzie clung to what was familiar. "Private enough I hope."
“Zonkeys…” Ellie repeated, with awe and amusement. Not only did they exist, but they had a name for them as well. A fitting one, too. Sounded like something that Figaro would love. Something that went along with Zombeavers and Zoombies.
And then a new plethora of information came spewing out. The Magic Man. The island was being run by two souls, as well as Oogie still thinking that she had a hand in the island, despite not being able to reach it for the last year. This whole thing, this whole piece of land, was already becoming quite the mess.
But that was far from all of the information that she wanted, that she needed. The Magic Man was more of Babyface’s curse to bear. He had killed him. Ellie - well, she didn’t want Maz to be abused, but she didn’t take part in the slaying. She didn’t know about it until after. There were other things that her mind was more focused on in that moment, other questions that she wanted asking.
“Hey, cool it ginger,” She said, her blue eyes turning to Bebop. “Even if you get back, it’s not the same place it was before. New ownership. Zombies probably aren’t going to be the only things you have to worry about.”
She had been there with permission from Delta and Frank, for the Halloween party. But she knew that it was only for a short time. Elsa had told her that she had been rejected from going there, all professional like through emails, so a stranger like Bebop probably wasn’t going to be high on the accepted residents list. And as much as she loved to get under the other ginger’s skin, she didn’t want him to go running into death.
Not with what she had heard about what Frank and Delta could do.
With her warning in place, she looked to Mazzie. “Hey, can I talk to you for a minute, alone?”
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pyfsan · 14 hours ago
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You're my best friend
Synopsis: Your mother makes you attend a trip with your family's friends after your break up with your boyfriend. You don't want to talk or see anyone. Except, maybe, Jake... your childhood best friend
Genre: smut, kinda fluff (idk???
wc: 3k
warnings: oral (fem rec), sex with no protection (don't do thiiiiss), nipple sucking, friends to ??? dynamics, family gathering ambient, jake is soooo down for her
N/A: honestly there's not much to warn in this one, i feel like it's vanilla but in a good way!!! Please bare with me —smut under the cut
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You had just broken up a long term relationship and you're feeling like shit. It has been weeks since that happened but still you were so lost, it feels like yesterday... still your parents insisted on this stupid trip anyway.
"Jake and Julia will be there!" Your mom tells you with a big smile like it was supposed to make you excited too. But you have known Jake and Julia for your whole life now, you're not exactly jumping with the idea of seeing them again.
"Mom, I'm not feeling like family trip right now... please! They'll ask questions and I don't wanna talk about it"
"Then don't talk about it!" She says as if it was that simple. You sigh "You're going. I'm not traveling and leaving my daughter alone here to rot and starve herself for a whole week"
"Fine! Fuck" you say as you walk to room so you pack up your things.
You left before dawn and arrived at the lake house on the evening. Your family's friends were already there, since they also had the keys to the house. Your moms were childhood friends so the families were this close since before you, julia or jake were even born. You loved them, truly, you could not picture your life without them, but right now you are not in the mood to family gathering, dinner at the table and small talk.
"You look disgusting" was the first thing jake said when you arrived. Sure you look bad after weeks suffering with this fucking break up thing you had going on...
"And you smell bad" you say back going straight inside with your backpack on your back.
"Is everything ok?" He asks, getting the heavy backpack off your shoulder to get it upstairs. You bet an eye on him again before seeing Julia getting downstairs. You two hug and she starts talking so you feel glad you don't need to answer Jake's question.
Dinner is torturing, your dad let it slip that you and your boyfriend broke up and you can see pity in everyone's face. They try to ignore the matter after noticing you are almost crying at the table but still... the way they kept eyeing you made it worse. So you just left dinner early and went to your room to crawl on your bed.
Some time later the door opens and you see Julia and her brother entering with bottles of wine in their hands and you can't help but smile. It was a you guys thing to drink hidden in your rooms late at night.
They crawl up the bed with stupid grins that makes you laugh and jake opens up the first bottle.
"When were you going to tell us about the breakup?" Jake starts and julia slaps her brother's arm
"I was preparing myself... sure wouldn't be at the dinner table" you sigh before leading the bottle of wine to your lips. "Just forget you know about it, ok? I don't wanna talk about this tonight"
"And what about tomorrow?" This time Julia raises an eyebrow to you and Jake is the one scolding his sister.
"I don't know. We'll see... but tonight let's just drink, I wanna forget this stupid breakup, I wanna forget him" you say and instantly feel a release for saying these words out loud.
And as the good friends they are, they answer your call. So the three of you spend half the night drinking until two bottles of wine are empty and dry rolling on the floor and you are laid-back with your head hanging out of the bed with Julia. Jake is sitting on the floor near you. You're laughing so hard you feel your ears burn as he starts imitating the way his sister's hands were trembling to talk to some friend of his the other day.
"So this is your thing now? Getting boys to your little sister?" You raise a brow and he gets defensive.
"She's not little, we're exactly the same age!" He explains himself. "And I only did that once because he was a nice guy"
"Can you get me one of these?" You ask, pouting at him but jake suddenly goes awkward.
"I think you're busy right now" he says with a dying smile that gives you shivers. But you ignore that weird feeling and his weird stare
"You're stupid" Julia rolls her eyes before getting up the bed. "To your information I had a fever that day."
"Ok grandma, I'm sure you did" her brother says sarcastic. The thing with Julia is that she's never kissed a guy before and everytime jake jokes about her shyness, she gets angry.
"Fuck it... I'm going to bed" julia stands up leaving the room.
"Damn, she's mad" you murmur to yourself as you watch your friend almost slamming the door. "You shouldn't have messed with her tonight, i need her around" you whine, pushing jake by the shoulder.
"Hey, I'm still here" he protests.
"And what about it? Me and julia would spoon all night"
Jake sighs before standing up and climbing the bed. You watch in silence as he gets himself under your covers.
"Just until you fall asleep" jake justifies when you open your mouth to protest.
No matter how close you are, this is not common. You would share beds as kids or before puberty, but since Jake's voice started changing and your breasts started growing you were both too aware of the fact that you were not actually siblings. Sure you never felt or thought anything about him, you actually got sick of the idea when both your parents would make jokes about you two getting married someday. But you guess cuddling a little won't hurt anyone, specially tonight when you're feeling so lonely.
You accept his cuddle and get yourself under the covers too, feeling his arms embrace your body. It feels cozy and warm and jake is smelling like alcohol.
"You smell like my grandpa right now, pure alcohol" you whisper and he chuckles, his hot breath hitting your neck and giving you shivers
"And you smell nice" he whispers too and you suddenly get the urge to hide your expressions from him so you just force yourself to not smile. "Bryce is fucking stupid for breaking up with you" oh, there it is... you almost sigh but you hold it in, too nervous by the closeness to his body to actually move an inch.
"How'd you know he did it?" Your voice is so low that he almost can't hear you but he does anyway.
"You wouldn't be drinking and crying if you were the one to do it" jake guesses
"Let's not talk about this. I wanna forget him" you say after some awkward seconds in silence.
"Okay" he nods behind you. "Can you turn to face me?" He asks and you feel your body stiffing. You don't know if you can actually face him this close so you hesitate in your place. But then you feel his hand moving from your stomach to your waist and all of a sudden the air smells different. "Y/n" he calls you
You flip your body in one quick move and then you're face to face. You can see him even in the dark, knowing his face so well you don't need much time to recognize his expression.
"Jaeyun" you let slip your voice as he touches your waist again.
"Is it ok?" He asks massaging your skin under your shirt, squeezing it softly with his slender fingers. You nod quietly, feeling shy. "Relax, it's ok" he whispers encouraging you to close your eyes and you do it.
You close your eyes, feeling your muscles ease under his touch. You allow yourself to get comfortable in this situation, even thou there's a sound far away inside your brain yelling to you that this is not ok. Jake is not allowed. This is not an innocent act. But you choose to ignore it, you lie to yourself that this is in fact an innocent act. Until you feel his lips against your own. Until his tongue is parting its way inside your mouth. Until you're guiding your hand to hold his neck. Then you start lying to yourself that jake is allowed and that this is in fact ok.
He traces his way until he's above your body, pressing you down on the mattress with his weight, but you don't even care. He's stupidly hot right now and his mouth is doing wonders to you. Your face is heated, your body is on fire and his tongue is the only thing that can put out that fire.
You find yourself giving up of that thought at the back of your head telling to end whatever this is. Oh no, you're not doing that. You let him pull your shirt up and taste your skin, you let him suck your nipples and let him touch between your legs. In fact, you take his clothes off with your own hands when you find him taking little too long to get there. Jake himself is in awe watching the way you move so swiftly as you undress both of you.
"You're so hot" he says in a way he sounds like not even him was expecting to confess this. You look at your friend, suddenly too aware that this is the guy you've known for your whole life and had a room at your family's house. He looks at you the same way, but not feeling afraid of this fact.
His hands are now on your face and jake gets close again, his lips touching yours softly and making you forget that you are literally at your panties in bed with him. You touch his slin body, feeling with your hands the flesh you've seen only by far but feel like you know every inch of it. You've seen him shirtless around the house, by the pool, at the beach a million times, however you've never thought that he would feel so good on you.
Jake lays on top of you, wearing nothing but his boxers and everytime he presses his hips on yours, you wish this little piece of fabric would vanish.
"Jaeyun" you call him, starting to get uncomfortable with your sticky panties.
"If you keep calling me like that i will think of you like this everytime you say my name" he says as he slips his boxers away and you try to act cool about it. You wanna look at his size, you wanna see how your childhood friend actually is before he is stuffing his cock inside you for real. "What?" He notices your looks.
"This is crazy" you mumble looking at him on his knees between your open legs, hard cock and heavy balls. Not gonna lie, you're blushing.
"Still want me to do it?" He asks, running his hands smoothly on your legs. Although he is asking a question you don't feel like he is not certain of what he wants. "Please, let me do it" oh my god, you're so fucked up. Jake waits for you to say something but you actually just pull your panties down and off, opening your legs for him again.
With no words needed he gets down, face disappearing between your tights. You were not expecting this, so you are chocked when his puffy lips touches your wet cunt for the first time.
"This is crazy" you repeat yourself but this time it sounds more like a moan.
He takes this as a compliment and starts working his tongue on you, nose pressing on your clit time and time again making you almost squirm. He's moving like a feral, mouth eating your entire pussy like it was nothing, it actually makes you drip even more. But this is not what you need right now, you want him to end this madness already. All this making you so horny and it starts to feel like guilty because this should not be happening. So the sooner he fucks you, the sooner it ends.
"Please, come up" you say, poking him with a finger. Jake stands on his knees again, a little confused on why'd you stop if he knows you were feeling good. "I just want you to fuck me and end with this, ok?"
"Oh... fine" he whispers back.
You choose to do it in the same position you were cuddling earlier, his chest against you back. Jake slips his cock into you with ease and holds your upper leg open in the air so the angle is better. When he starts picking his pace you close your eyes tight. It all feels so good it's frustrating... when the bed makes a sound you look at him on alert but his stupid ass only let out a smirk and continues to fuck you.
"This is too loud" you whisper over your shoulder.
"Shut up, no one hears a thing around this house" jake sounds carefree
"How'd you know that?" you ask still scared someone will notice the noise but he doesn't give a fuck...
"My own experience" he says and holds your left boob to play with your nipple with his fingers. It makes you moan instinctively and he smiles with that.
"You're ridiculous" you sigh.
You wake up next day with your mouth dry and head feeling heavy. You did not drink enough for a hangover but still... you guess that wine is just not for you. Then you notice you're fully naked and your underwear is on the ground together with the rest of your clothes. That's when you recall. Jake was here, he has been on this bed and now is somewhere in the house acting innocent around your families. As if he hasn't spend half the night making you moan and squirm over his veiny cock. Oh your head hurts just by the thought...
You get up the bed to get ready for breakfast although probably everybody else have already eaten. So you take a quick shower and get dressed before swallowing your shame and walking downstairs. It's 10pm, your moms are watching tv in the living room with julia and dads are on the kitchen preparing some fishing equipment with jake.
"Good morning, sweetheart" your dad greets you and you smile at him before looking at jake at the counter. He eyes you back as if he's about to say out loud for everyone to hear that he fucked you last night.
"What" he mimics with his mouth over to you and you roll back your eyes. Jake chuckles then goes back to ignoring you.
You go to the fridge and prepare yourself something for breakfast then walk back to the living room to stay with the girls. Julia was making bracelets so you join her after eating your bowl of cereal.
"Who's fishing today?" Julia's dad enters the living room. He was talking to you girls as you always join them when they go fishing on boat, but today you're not really interested in sitting on a limited space with jake.
"I am" julia says standing up quickly. She looks at you, waiting for your excited words too. And when your moms both look at you too you feel pressured.
"I am" you say as you stand up.
Five of you walk out the house, jake approaches you and leaves a bucket on your hand.
"You're doing nothing" he says annoyingly before leaving to walk ahead of you. You wanna start throwing fist right there but you suddenly remember the sound of his whimper and you freeze on place.
This was driving you crazy. Everytime someone looked at you was like they knew what you did and everytime jake would say something was like he was bragging about it. But in fact... no one knows, only you two. And maybe this was even worse considering that jake was the type to act dramatically mysterious when he had a secret. You were doomed.
The group finally gather inside the boat and your dad starts the engines to get it to the middle of the lake. Julia and jake both sit beside you and it makes you nervous again. You look at the view on his side, just as excuse to see him at your panoramic view and he looks as normal as ever. Not carefree, nor mysterious, nor like he's plotting something, not even stressed like you.
"What you looking at?" he asks cockingly but with a smirk after he notice his sister walking away from you. And when you take a bit to respond he leans more to you and whisper in your ear "bet you're thinking about me naked" oh great now your face is red. He is laughing when you face him again and it makes it all even worse. Not that you were thinking of him naked, but was it necessary to out you like that?
"Can you not say stuff like that around everyone?" You whisper back with a serious face and jake starts acting innocent again which is common but still annoying. "I'm being serious, this shouldn't have happened" and that's when his face changes.
"So you regret last night?" He asks with his voice low.
"What the fuck do you think?" You're whispering to him but avoiding eye contact at this point "stop trying to tease me, it won't work" you tell him and leave to sit next to julia on the bow.
For the next two hours you avoid talking or even looking at him. Which is difficult, almost impossible, but you try anyway. And when your dad finally calls it a day to get back to the house, you're feeling drained. You knew it was going to be exhausting to be around people after the breakup but you never thought jake would be the reason.
This stupid guy who you've seen eating nose snot is now looking at you like he would open your bra with the power of his mind only if he could and for the first time in your life this is a real problem. Getting railed is a problem.
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meeraonpole · 2 days ago
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Love,Lando(unfortunately)
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The Discovery
Moving in together was supposed to be a fresh start. A big step. Something romantic. What it was not supposed to be, was the most embarrassing moment of your entire existence.
You were unpacking the last of your moving boxes, humming softly, when Lando’s voice echoed from the hallway.
“Oh, what do we have here?”
You looked up, finding him crouched next to a box labeled Memories in your messy handwriting. His mischievous grin made your stomach drop.
“Lando,” you warned, narrowing your eyes.
“Ohhh, this looks juicy.” He pulled out a stack of folded, slightly crumpled papers, flipping through them dramatically. “Wait… are these—are these love letters?”
Your blood ran cold. You knew exactly what they were. The teenage love letters you wrote to him before you ever even met.
“Oh my god, no. No.” You lunged for them, but Lando was faster. He shot up, holding them above his head like a trophy, his laughter echoing around the apartment.
“Dear Lando,” he read, in an exaggerated, dreamy voice. “I think you are so cool. Like, ridiculously cool. Like, if I ever met you, I’d probably faint.”
You groaned, hiding your face in your hands. “Lando, I swear—”
“Oh, this is gold,” he continued, dodging your attempts to snatch the letters. “Your curls? Perfect. Your driving? Flawless. Your face? Angelic.”
He gasped dramatically. “Wow, angelic, huh?”
You wanted the floor to swallow you whole. “I was sixteen, Lando! Sixteen-year-olds are delusional!”
But Lando was having way too much fun. He plopped down onto the couch, still grinning, and unfolded another letter.
“Okay, this one is titled—oh my god—‘My Future with Lando Norris.’” He burst out laughing, clutching his stomach. “Babe, you manifested me?”
“I hate you.”
“Oh no, no, no—this is adorable,” he teased. “Did you plan our whole life out? How many kids do we have? Do we have a dog?”
You groaned, shoving a pillow over your face. “Please stop.”
But Lando was having too much fun. “It says here that we get married in Monaco and I win five world championships before we retire to a beach house.” He glanced up, smirking. “Only five, huh? Bit rude.”
You grabbed another pillow and hurled it at him. He dodged, still grinning like a menace.
“Ohhh, and this one—this one is peak teenage girl,” he said, clearing his throat. “’Lando, if you’re reading this… it means we are soulmates. Or I’m dead from embarrassment. Probably the second one.’”
You threw yourself at him, trying once again to snatch the letters, but Lando just cackled and held them out of reach.
“You know, I should be offended you thought we’d never meet,” he said, tapping his chin. “But clearly, fate had other plans.”
“Shut up!”
“Nah, I think I’m gonna frame these,” he said, winking. “Maybe read them in my next Twitch stream?”
That got you moving. “LANDO NORRIS, I SWEAR TO—”
You tackled him, wrestling the letters from his grip as he laughed uncontrollably beneath you.
The Revenge
For the next week, Lando did not let it go.
At breakfast? “Would you like some tea, my angelic-faced soulmate?”
While gaming? “Chat, did you know my girlfriend wrote love letters about me before we met? Manifestation queen.”
In the car? “So, do I get my five championships or should I settle for four?”
You knew you had to get back at him.
So, one night, while he was asleep, you dug into his childhood boxes (which he had stupidly left open) and found exactly what you were looking for—his old diary.
The next morning, you strolled into the kitchen, holding up his journal with a smug grin.
Lando’s eyes widened. “Where did you—”
You flipped it open. “Let’s see… oh wow, ‘Lando’s Super Secret Life Goals.’ This should be interesting.”
“Wait, wait—babe, let’s talk about this.”
You ignored him. “Number one: ‘Become an F1 driver.’ Cute.” You flipped the page. “Number two: ‘Beat Lewis Hamilton.’ Ambitious.” You turned to the next one, smirking. “Number three: ‘Marry a really pretty girl who laughs at my jokes.’”
Lando groaned, covering his face. “Oh god.”
“Sounds like you manifested me too, huh?” You winked.
He peeked through his fingers. “…I hate you.”
“No, no, you love me,” you teased. “It’s written in fate. Or in our teenage diaries.”
Lando sighed, pulling you into his lap. “Fine. Truce.”
You grinned. “Only if you admit my letters were adorable.”
He groaned dramatically but kissed your temple. “Fine. Maybe just a little.”
“Good,” you whispered, snuggling into him. “Because I still think your curls are perfect.”
Lando groaned again. “Oh my god.”
You just laughed. Maybe your sixteen-year-old self was onto something after all.
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Valentine's day specialll
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hopefullhearts · 2 days ago
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Spin You Around. [Scott Miller x f!reader]
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summary: Could be read as a prequel to 'Sickeningly Sweet' or as a standalone fic! Reader is Tyler's childhood best friend and marketing guru, and she is a total southern belle ray of sunshine. Scott is Scott. The tension goes crazy. Especially, when dancing is involved.
content warnings: only one use of y/n (it was unavoidable forgive me pls), very bad writing because it's 1 am and I barely proofread this. alcohol consumption and lots of dancing!
word count: 1.9k
a/n: I have other fics in my drafts with other characters but Scott is just so easy to write for me that the words pour out. so here ya go!
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The storms that you and the team had come out to chase had ended up dying out, but it was far too late in the afternoon to head back to Arkansas. This left you all with a free Saturday night in a small town in the middle of the Kansas, and you had hatched a great plan on how to spend it.
"Hey Tyler!" You approached him with your phone in hand. "I found this bar about 10 minutes from here. Says online they have a dance floor. You thinking what I'm thinking?"
His smile immediately mirrors yours. "Absolutely, darling."
You squealed with excitement. "It's been forever since we went dancing! And, I already know what I'm going to wear. I had a hunch about us having a night off so I brought this one dress that-"
Your rant was cut off by the roar of several white trucks pulling into the motel parking lot. Storm Par, of course, always seeming to follow you, meaning they would likely have the night off as well.
Tyler could see the wheels in your head turning. "You think they would even want to come? I think they're incapable of having fun."
Your head snapped toward him. "How did you know I was going to invite them?"
"Intuition maybe?" He shrugged with a smirk.
"Whatever." You shoved his shoulder with yours. "I'm sure they have nothing to do anyways, and it would be polite to invite them."
Tyler gasped, mocking you. "And God forbid we not be polite."
You walked away, approaching Javi as he got out of his truck, flipping Tyler off as you did so, which was met with a hearty laugh from him.
"Javi!" You caught the man's attention. "Shame that these storms died out, huh?"
"Yeah. Hurts our data collection but I'm happy to have a night off."
"Well, I am just so glad you said that." Your grin spreading from ear to ear.
"Uh-oh. That smile is a little scary. What you got planned?" Javi joked with you.
"Me and the gang are going dancing at-" You looked at your phone again to check out the place's info. "Silver Saddle Saloon. Any chance you and your boys would be interested in joining us?"
"That sounds like a good time, honestly." He smiled, genuinely charmed by your invitation. "I'll ask around and see if anyone is down. But count me in for sure."
"Count you in for what?" You heard a deeper voice ask from behind you, and you didn't have to turn around to see who it was.
You chose to ignore how the tone of his voice sent a chill down your spine and caused a flutter in your stomach.
"(Y/n) was just inviting us to join her and her friends at a saloon nearby for some dancing." Javi filled him in. "You interested?"
"No. I've got work to do tonight." He said coldly and you finally looked him in his eyes.
"Oh, c'mon, you can take one night off." You insisted, unsure of why you wanted him to come so badly.
"Maybe that's how it works in hillbilly land, but I actually have real work to do." He responded quickly, his witty remark clearly intending to hurt you.
However, you refused to let him break your spirit. It was your way of not backing down from the fight. But, you figured it wouldn't hurt to try out a new tactic.
"Is that so?" You challenged. He gave you a nod in response, urging you on. He could see in your eyes you had something else to say. "No, no, no. I don't think that's it. I think that you can't dance."
Scott scoffed. It was the most reaction you think you had ever gotten out of him. "I can dance."
"I don't believe you." You teased, enjoying how his cheeks turned even just a tiny shade of pink. "I think you have two left feet and you're too scared to show us."
"I can dance. I just have better things to do tonight." Scott insisted, hating that he was too distracted by how cute you looked to come up with a smartass response.
"Sure." You dragged out the 'e', exposing the delightful southern charm in your voice that made his heart thump. "Well, Javi, I'll see you there. Save me a dance okay?"
And with that, you sauntered off. You carried a new spring in your step from the fact that you got under Scott's skin without being rude. It felt like a victory.
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That earlier victory felt a lot less meaningful when you were only a beer deep at the bar and already viciously fighting off the urge to glance at the door every five seconds. Thankfully, you were able to ignore your very conflicting feelings with a tequila shot, offered to you by none other than Boone.
You took it quickly with a salt and a lime, slammed the shot glass on the counter, and grabbed his arm.
"Dance with me?" You asked, a gleam in your eyes that made you impossible to say no to (not that Boone wanted to anyways).
"Lead the way, sugar." He replied, letting you drag him along onto the hardwood floor.
You two-stepped around the floor for a few songs, and you thought you were being sneaky by taking peeks at the entrance over Boone's shoulder. But Boone unfortunately knew you better.
No one knew you as well as Tyler did, but Boone was a close second, and you were cursing his ability to read you in this moment.
"You wanna tell me who you're looking for?" Boone snapped you out of your train of thought and caught you red-handed. "Or do I need to guess?"
"I'm not looking for anyone." You lied.
You had always been a horrible liar. It was one of Boone's favorite traits of yours. If he wanted an honest opinion, he could always count on you.
He glared at you, and you sighed in defeat. "Well, I invited the Storm Par guys and none of them have showed up yet."
"And?" He goaded you on.
"And Javi said he would come. And it would be rude of them not to come."
"So you want Javi to show up?"
"Sure." You nodded, hoping Boone would drop it, but timing was not in your favor. All of the sudden, you and Boone saw the door open. Javi walked inside with Scott and a few other Storm Par guys trailing behind him.
Boone studied your reaction as you took in all of them, following your gaze until it clicked, the revelation coming to him almost too easily.
"You wanted Scott to show up, huh?" Boone teased. "And here I thought you liked cowboys."
Your face heated instantly. "I don't like Scott!"
"I never said you did, sweetheart."
"Well-"
"Why did you want Scott to come?" He cut off what he knew would be a long-winded rant of explanations, none of them real.
"I don't know!" You buried your face in his chest in embarrassment. "I told him I didn't think he could dance. A small part of me wanted him to show up and prove me wrong."
Boone audibly laughed, much to your dismay. "Oh that's cute, sugar, real cute."
You groaned even louder, wishing you would melt away into a puddle on the floor.
"I mean, that's like rom-com cute." Boone howled.
After a moment, you pulled away from his chest to look at him, your eyes pleading with him to leave it alone. He saw the helplessness on your face and relented quickly.
He sighed, caving to your puppy dog eyes . "Alright, I'm done."
You breathed out in relief. "Thank you."
The song began to fade out, and Boone brought you out of your spiraling thoughts with a rub up and down your arm. "More tequila?"
Nothing sounded better to you. "Yes, please."
While waiting for your shots at the bar, you were met by Javi and Scott.
"You came!" You smiled at Javi, giving him a hug.
"Had to show you how Storm Par gets down." He hugged you back.
"And how is that?" Boone asked from behind you.
"Like true southern gentlemen." Javi smiled, turning back to you. "Would you like to dance, darling?"
You outright giggled at his overdramatic southern accent, matching it with your own. Ignoring Scott's presence entirely, you replied: "Why I would love to."
And that's how the rest of the night went. You danced with Javi, and then had a drink or two. You took a spin with Tyler and then did another shot with Lily. You did a line dance with Boone and then chugged two waters to stop all the sweating.
Meanwhile, Scott watched you through it all. He felt a little like a creep with the way he was staring at you, but it was physically impossible to not watch you out on the floor with all your friends. A slight bead of sweat running down your neck from the heat of the lights, the brightest smile on your face, and that goddamn dress twirling around you as you spun.
You danced with everyone else, and he tried to ignore the twinge of jealously he felt when Tyler's hand slotted right onto your lower back.
However, he felt less like a creep and a whole lot less jealous when he occasionally caught your eyes over Tyler's shoulder.
You tried not to look at him all night. You knew he was looking at you. You could feel his eyes burning into you everywhere you went, and it lit you on fire. He was wearing a button down that clung to his arms, brown cowboy boots, and Levi's that fit him perfectly. He looked good, and you knew that he knew it.
Finally, with enough liquid courage in your system, small glances across the room stopped being enough, so you chose to approach him.
"So," You slid up next to where he leaned against the bar, beer in hand. "What happened to all those 'better things' you had to do tonight?"
Scott shrugged. "Figured I'd take the night off."
"I haven't seen you on that dance floor all night." You challenged. "Starting to think I was right about my theory."
"Been waiting for the right dance partner." He pushed off the bar and turned to face you, and you physically felt the tension in the air thicken.
"And that's supposed to be me?" You spoke back confidently, hoping he didn't notice how nervous he made you.
"If you want." He said, ever so nonchalantly. "Seems like you've been holding your own with everyone else."
"You been watching me, Miller?" You took the opportunity to strike, already knowing the answer, only because you had been watching him too.
For once, Scott was speechless, and you laughed in response. He hated how much he loved the sound of it, even when you were laughing at him.
"So, you going to dance with me or what?" You raised an eyebrow at him, daring him to make a move.
Scott finished the last sip of his beer, set the glass on the counter, and offered you his hand. You took it and followed his lead out to the dance floor.
Your skin burned red hot as he placed his large hand on your lower back and guided you through the steps. You weren't the smallest of girls, but the way that he lead you on the floor made you feel fully consumed by him, like putty in his hands.
You audibly gasped when he used his hand to lead you into a spin, pulling you back in and dipping you low, pausing to look in your eyes as he held you up.
"I told you, princess. I can dance."
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dustisus · 20 hours ago
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og trilogy things that might come up in tgr
idk am rereading the og trilogy and here are some things that could be relevant in tgr maybe. just as a reminder ig. (i don't have exact quotes or page numbers for tkm bc i listened to the audiobook so they are paraphrased but for tfc and trk the quotes are word-for-word). ordered by theme, my comments at the end of each theme
Fans (of the Ravens)
"[Kevin and Riko's] unconventional childhood led many to worry about their psychological well-being but also fueled a rabid obsession with the pair." tfc p20
"Riko's freaky fans" (said by Nicky) trk p75
The whole Kathy interview + "The only look in [Riko's] eyes was murder." tfc p219
Comments: We know fans of the Ravens can be obsessive and extreme, but we also know that even before more questions were raised about conditions in the Nest, people were concerned about the psychological wellbeing of Kevin and Riko. We also know that Riko has been on TV looking murderous, long before the finals, which was the last straw. I think people might start looking into Riko when they start looking into the Nest and start realizing he was never okay/normal/whatever.
Jean
"'Fun is for children,' Jean said" trk p91
"It'd barely left his net before Jean checked [Kevin] hard enough to knock him over." trk p144
"'A dog who bites his masters hand deserves to be slaughtered. The location and audience are inconsequential.'" (said by Riko) trk p282
TKM, loosely quoted. Wymack about Jean and Kevin: There's too much between them, good and bad and ugly, for them to ever make things right.
Comments: Just a few pickings. I hope Jean changes his mind about fun, though he may not find Exy fun. We know Jean can check Kevin to the ground, hope that comes up again. I sure hope that thing about the dog biting the master's hand doesn't come up again, but with all the starved dog imagery I think it's inevitable. For the final one; yeah as I reread the og trilogy I'm losing more and more hope about Jean and Kevin reconnecting. I think they may just need to heal separately.
Jeremy
Mentioned in TKM: Jeremy has a "toothy smile".
Comments: This was mentioned no less than 3 times, so it must be important. If you only remember 1 thing from this post, it should be this.
The Trojans
TKM, loosely quoted: The Trojans had never been caught by cameras saying something rude about an opponent.
Comments: But that could change? Place your bets now on who's caught shit-talking the Ravens.
Kevin
TKM, loosely quoted: Kevin looked contented just to be standing on the Trojans' court. [...] Kevin gave Jeremy one of his rare real smiles.
"I don't have perfect control over Andrew, but Kevin owes us his life and I can get to Andrew through him." (said by Wymack) tfc p53
"Kevin needs someone who can keep up with and challenge him. Fortunately she is also a Raven alumnus, so she knows the repercussions of getting caught with Kevin. Maybe they'll have more luck after we've settled things with the Ravens this year.'" (Renee about Thea) trk p181
TKM, loosely quoted, Neil and Wymack speaking: N: You don't think Kevin will tell Thea the whole truth? W: Unlikely. He won't put her at risk like that.
TKM, loosely quoted: "I know what he's like" [...] "Riko. If you want to talk" Kevin was known for his talent, not his sensitivity. Consideration and tact were foreign to him. That he tried at all was so unexpected it felt like a balm.
Comments: Kevin's so sweet to be happy just to be on the Trojan's court. I hope he gets to be happy for a bit in California, even if the interview goes to shit. "Kevin owes us his life" uhhhh I hope Jean doesn't inherit that mindset. I think if we do get more Thea interactions, it will make more sense why she and Kevin are together, even though Kevin may not be entirely honest with her. Will be interesting to see how long they remain unofficial. Also Kevin can show sensitivity! I hope he gets to in TGR.
The Ravens
"This was a dark and heavy tune, an intimidating message of death and domination. The Ravens took their image seriously. Neil guessed they had a lot of intensive counseling in their futures." trk 142
TKM, loosely quoted, during Thea appearance: It made Neil wonder how the Ravens fared after they left the Nest's hivemind. Maybe it took years to recover. Maybe they never did. Maybe they broke and carried pieces of Evermore with them the rest of their lives.
Comments: You know it, Neil! None of this bodes well, for any of the ex-Ravens. But I think that when TSC3 is over, Kevin and Thea might be the ones carrying the broken pieces of Evermore. Jean probably too but I think he will have healed better. But idk.
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hope this massive post interested you! (tell me if there are any typos) a week til tgr. wow. kevin voice: we're all going to die. yeah feel free to add anything or come with theories in the notes.
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searchingforserendipity25 · 17 hours ago
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Just Before Spring. On Ao3.
The way Aldo went on about it, one would think St. Valentine had gone and gotten decapitated on his birthday specifically to spite him, several centuries in advance.
"The poor fellow," Thomas chided lightly, not for the first time. His voice did not carry far, and did not need to, over their small table. The window beside Aldo gave them Rome, enough of a view to threaten rain and bad traffic. "I know it is inconvenient, Aldo, but he was a martyr, and a miraculous healer besides."
 He had fished out his glasses, and was peering down at the wine menu. It was sweet of him to put up the show, when they both knew they would end up skipping the good ones for their usual dizzying saccharine rosé.
"The poor fellow has a dozen little chapels all over the world with his metacarpals wrapped up in gold and studded with rubies," Aldo said. "Is it too much to ask for? All I want is a nice birthday dinner with a dear friend, nothing much. It’s the same problem every year. It is my birthday, I am allowed to kvetch.”
He had been lucky, he knew; all his other siblings had been named for the saint's feast day on which they had been born. 
Not Aldo; his parents had taken pity on him. Bad enough all the inevitable fuss, and the unfortunate childhood anguish around valentine cards, the having and the not-having of boyish signatures. The seminary had been a relief, in that regard. No expectation of romance now, and so much the better. Whatever there was of it, for him, was not the saintly kind.
Thomas did not count. Even miraculous St. Valentine, wise in the many iterations of love, wouldn't know what to do with the two of them.
“Always, dear,” Thomas agreed. He smiled over his frames at him, eyes gleaming in the familiar flickering light. Aldo reminded himself: nothing votive, no devotional turn of the heart. “I wouldn’t dream of stopping you. "But you have to admit the couple's discounts are quite reasonable. Split up a fish course, and then a steak?
Aldo set down a focaccia slice and displaced the ostentatious floral display between them, to better spy what the table behind Thomas was ordering. 
"Make it bass with the house sauce and all the pairing, it’s looking good. Let's go crazy, it's not Lent yet."
Around them: other small round tables, voices tilted close for intimacy. The candle smoke really was quite heavy.
By the end of the night it would linger on Aldo's lapels, his hair, very noticeable when they walked arm-in-arm down to the Apostolic Palace, up and down the slick cobblestones, avoiding rain in some awning or another, talking the night through. Every year, another year older. 
The lighting was too warm; someone had thought it a tasteful idea to order red candles. A Pavlovian instinct to think votive thoughts asserted itself.  Aldo did not pray much to his patron saint. Aider of unlikely lovers, the poor fellow was busy enough most of the time, and more so on this day; Aldo had left him to it, besides a few timely reminders.
Aldo Cardinal Bellini prayed in his heart, not for the first time either, Don't go getting ideas, Valentine, this here doesn't count.
Not the marrying kind, Aldo Bellini. That had been clear enough all his life. 
He wouldn't have been, even if he had not followed his calling and been ordained, and lived to trade cards with men grown into their years. Long ago Monsignor Lawrence and his good memory for personal reports and relevant birthday details had surprised him with a gift of a dinner reservation on the day he liked to pretend was not his. Aldo had known, sure enough; he wouldn't be the kind to bother St. Valentine for any other sort of candle light again, if he could have many small feasts like this instead.
“Cheers,” Thomas said. He gave up on the pretense, and closed the menu, unfolded his napkin. His feet beneath the table nudged Aldo’s, teasing, like a brother or a lover or an old spouse. It was Aldo's birthday; he was allowed to decide on fish and meat and full pairings, with dessert to follow, and that the the distinctions between loves did not much matter.
"Cheers," Aldo said, and kicked him back, gently, to make him smile. “Rosé?”
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cambankromyy · 10 hours ago
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THE ISLAND LOOKOUT (pt.12): after - (smau & irl au) childhood bsf!rafe cameron x thornton!reader
series masterlist; general masterlist; taglist
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warning/an; smut!!!!! for those who have been waiting & lowk emotional aftermath... also this is a pt.2 of the previous chapter, kinda like a continuation
part 11 - part 12 - part 13
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after midsummers, at tannyhill;
tannyhill’s alive with energy, the party still raging even as you make your way upstairs. everyone’s still drunk, still reckless, still not ready to let go of the night.
john b practically kicks open the door to sarahs room, spinning around like he’s just won something. "god, i love rich people houses."
"my house," sarah corrects, flopping onto her bed.
jj, of course, makes himself at home immediately, heading straight for the minibar like he owns the place. you follow, grabbing whatever bottle he shoves into your hands while he digs through the stash.
"your house is a minibar away from a full nightclub," he mutters, twisting off a cap.
you're mid-pour when jj suddenly stops, his eyes flicking past you. you glance over your shoulder—just in time to catch sarah practically yanking john b onto the bed, her hands already in his hair, his hands already wandering, both of them completely dismissive to the fact that they’re not alone.
jj stares for a second, then clutches his chest like he’s about to cry. "ladies and gentlemen… true love."
you snort into your drink, and sarah barely pulls away, just flips jj off before going right back to whatever she was doing. jj grins, undeterred. "john b, my brother, my captain, my king. you’re an inspiration, really."
john b doesn’t even acknowledge him, too busy with sarah, who groans against his mouth before finally pulling back. "can you fuck off, jayj?"
jj throws his arms out dramatically, holding back a laugh. "this is sick. this is so sick."
sarah gives the nastiest side eye, and you don’t need to be told twice. you grab jj’s arm, dragging him out before you have to witness any more. the door clicking shut behind you.
jj looks at you, lips parted in mock horror. "truly, the king and queen of PDA."
you snort. "you act like this is new information."
he sighs dramatically, throwing an arm around your shoulders again. "guess that means we gotta fend for ourselves now, huh?"
you roll your eyes, but you don’t push him away.
jj grins. "c’mon. let’s be fun."
you don’t argue.
somewhere between stealing more drinks from sarah’s stash and arguing over what to do next, you and jj end up sprawled across the couch in the middle of tannyhill’s ridiculous sitting room. pope and cleo were supposed to come back with you at first, but decided they were better off heading home after getting sick of babysitting everyone else. kiara's mom was being a bitch as usual so they left before they could get into an argument. so now it’s just you and jj, the house around you too big, too empty, still buzzing from the alcohol.
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jj groans, dragging a hand down his face. "you take forever to pick a song."
you’re curled up against the armrest, legs tucked beneath you, scrolling through your phone like the fate of the night depends on whatever song you choose next. everything’s hazy, warm, the alcohol making it harder to focus, but you’re trying. trying to land on something that makes everything feel right.
"i’m curating a vibe," you mumble.
jj mutters something under his breath, then suddenly—he swipes the phone straight out of your hands.
"jj!" you yelp, sitting up fast, reaching for it, but it’s too late. he’s already tossing it across the room.
your phone lands on an armchair with a soft thud, and the song you had just clicked starts playing anyway, filling the space between you. jj just stretches his arms behind his head, smug as ever. "problem solved."
you gape at him, fingers flexing like you’re actually considering throwing hands. jj watches you, waiting for the explosion, waiting for the snarky comeback, but it doesn’t come.
something feels off. not bad, not wrong, just—off. like a weight pressing on your chest, like a second thought that shouldn’t even exist right now.
your jaw clenches, and you roll your eyes instead, sinking back into the couch, crossing your arms tight over your chest. "you’re so annoying."
jj grins. "huh? what? what’d i do?"
he’s messing with you. you both know exactly what he did. you shake your head, more flustered than pissed now, looking away like you don’t want to meet his eyes.
jj notices, and for the first time all night, neither of you have anything to say.
the silence stretches—not awkward, not really, just… heavy.
his knee bumps into yours, and neither of you move away. your arms uncross. your fingers twitch against your thigh. jj’s watching you like he’s waiting for something.
you should be into this. it’s jj, he’s hot, you’re drunk, and this is exactly what you need—something easy, something fun, something that won’t make your head spin.
his gaze flickers to your mouth, his breath warm against your skin. it’d be so easy. too easy. you're overthinking it, because jj's voice jolts you back to reality.
"you good?"
jj’s voice is low, rough around the edges, barely audible over the music still playing somewhere in the background. his fingers trail along your hip, thumb pressing into the waistband of your shorts like he’s waiting for you to stop him.
you take a breath—sharp, unsteady. your skin is buzzing, flushed from the alcohol, from the heat of his body against yours, from the way his hands skim higher, fingertips teasing at bare skin. everything feels warm, hazy, like your head’s wrapped in cotton.
you force a smirk, tilting your chin up. "why wouldn’t i be?"
he hums like he doesn’t believe you, but he doesn’t stop. doesn’t pull away. instead, he leans in, breath hot against your jaw as his lips graze over your pulse. you tip your head back, giving him more access, letting his mouth move down, down—
and then it happens. like a reflex, like something automatic, something you can’t control.
rafe.
the thought flickers through your mind like static. there, then gone. quick enough to ignore.
you exhale sharply, shoving it down, burying it beneath the feeling of jj’s hands slipping under your shirt, his fingers splaying across your ribs.
"what?" he murmurs against your throat, noticing the way your body stiffens for half a second before you relax again.
"nothing," you lie, gripping the back of his neck and pulling him in to kiss you harder, desperate to overwrite the feeling creeping up your spine. you throw your leg over him, now straddling him.
you don’t want to think. you just want this—something easy, something fun, something that doesn’t mean anything.
his hands slide lower, gripping your waist, and down to your ass. you let yourself melt into it, let yourself move with him, let yourself forget.
but then his teeth graze your collarbone, sharp and fleeting, and something about it makes you think. think about—
nevermind.
your stomach twists. you feel dizzy for a second, head spinning—not from the alcohol, not from jj, but from the way your brain keeps betraying you.
jj’s mouth moves back to yours, swallowing whatever thought was about to slip out. his hands are sure, confident.
you let him kiss you. let him touch you. let him take whatever he wants. because maybe if you let this happen, if you just lose yourself in it, then the thoughts will stop. then rafe will stop.
so you don’t stop.
you just close your eyes and let it happen.
jj breaks the kiss to blaze a trail down your neck, sucking and biting like he's done this a million times before, which he probably has.
his mouth moves back to meet yours, grinning against your lips and pulling back just enough to look at you with lidded eyes, pupils blown wide with desire. your hands move down to his bulge, palming him over his pants.
he groans as his fingers tangle in your hair, gripping gently, guiding your head downwards.
he leans back against the couch, watching you with a hungry gaze as you settle between his legs. the bulge in his shorts is unmistakable, straining against the fabric. he shifts his hips, pushing the waistband down just enough to free himself.
you take a shaky breath, trying to ignore the way your mind keeps wandering to places it shouldn't. jj isn't rafe, and this isn't about rafe. It's just you and jj, and this is what you want.
wrapping a hand around the base of his cock, you lean in, breathing in the musky scent of him before taking him into your mouth. he's warm and hard, the skin velvety soft. you swirl your tongue around the tip, tasting the saltiness of his skin.
"fuck," jj groans, head falling back against the couch as you start to move. his fingers tighten in your hair, not pushing, just holding on as you work. his breath comes in short pants, and you can feel the way his body tenses, muscles flexing under your hands.
his grip on your hair tightens, and his hips jerk forward slightly, not enough to hurt you, but enough to show he's getting close. "shit, yn," he gasps out, voice strained.
you pull back, releasing him from your mouth with a soft pop. kooking up at him, you smirk, running your hand along his length, giving yourself a break. he looks down at you, making eyecontact before he throws his head back, groaning. you take that as a sign to go back to using your mouth, sucking on his dick, gagging as it hits the back of your throat.
jj's grip on your hair tightens, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps as you continue working him with your mouth. His hips start to rock slightly, thrusting up to meet your movements.
his words dissolve into a low moan, and suddenly his body goes rigid. he tenses, fingers gripping your hair tightly as he lets out a guttural groan, his cock pulsing in your mouth as he comes hard.
you feel the hot, salty spurts of his release hit the back of your throat, and you swallow instinctively, working him through it until he slumps back against the couch, chest heaving.
"holy shit," jj pants, looking down at you with a dazed, satisfied grin. "that was... fuck, that was really good, Roni."
you wipe the corner of your mouth with the back of your hand, letting out a breathless laugh as jj pulls you up, crashing his lips against yours again. it’s messy, desperate, his hands roaming like he’s trying to make up for lost time.
but then—
your brain does it again.
rafe.
you freeze for half a second before forcing yourself to push through it, kissing jj harder like you can chase the thought away. you tangle your fingers in his hair, dragging your nails against his scalp, but even when he groans into your mouth, it doesn’t help. it doesn’t make it stop.
jj moves to kiss down your jaw, sucking a mark into your neck, and for some reason, it makes your stomach twist. it feels wrong.
"wait," you mumble, barely audible. jj doesn’t hear you, not at first.
you press a hand against his chest. "jj, wait."
he pulls back immediately, eyes flicking to yours, breathing heavy. "what?"
"i’m just—" you shake your head, exhaling. "i’m tired. we should go to sleep."
jj studies your face for a second, like he’s trying to read something in it. his hands are still on you, but they’ve softened, looser now.
then, he nods. just like that.
"yeah," he mutters, licking his lips. "yeah, okay."
you let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding, nodding as you shift off his lap, ignoring the way your skin still tingles where his hands had been.
jj doesn’t question it. doesn’t push. just grabs the blanket off the back of the couch and tosses it over both of you.
"night, roni," he murmurs, voice quiet in the dark.
"night, jj," you whisper back.
but sleep doesn’t come easy. not when your head is spinning, not when you’re still buzzing, not when you know exactly why you stopped.
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its-hitoshi · 18 hours ago
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modern! sevika au [low income edition]
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Hi I’m also going to be using the last name ‘Jain’. It makes me think of that pretty girl at a summer program I went to that had that same last name and like Sevika, I can’t get her pretty eyes out of my head now. Setting is a general big city. Think of Los Angeles or New York or Toronto
ANYWAY FIRST GEN LOW INCOME SEVIKA REP LETS GOOO. I'm trauma dumping onto Sevika. No one can stop me.
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Sevika Jain, who grew up on food stamps, always looking forward to that one snack her parents would buy her at the end of their grocery hauls. Some days it was bubblegum and shrimp chips the next. Her favorite was always roasted peanuts though. But none of those ever compared to the snacks her mom would make after she helped carry inside bags of fresh vegetables and gallons of water [from the local water store of course]
Sevika, who’s never had the privilege of having her own bed. Or her own room for that matter. Her entire family – mom, dad – lived in a one bedroom apartment. Growing up, she’d snuggle between them during cold nights under that one thick, flower-patterned blanket.
Having fun was playing on the jungle gym or sports with other kids at a local park. Her baba always took her. It’s how she would spend her summers. She still had asthma though. The air quality wasn’t good.
Sevika, who grew up speaking fluent Hindi, only being able to understand her dad now when he speaks to her. All the words she used to know, she can’t say them anymore. She remembers how they felt on her tongue, how they sound. But when she tries, it all comes out wrong. She doesn’t speak Hindi anymore. [Perhaps in a few years, she’ll try to learn again. Duolingo. Mangolanguages. Maybe she’ll meet someone who’s also having difficulties with their own language. Maybe together, they can try.]
Sevika, whose parents loved her, but still felt the sting of their palms. Or sometimes it was a stick. They said they did it because they loved her. Look at all they haven’t made her do, like other kids. Back in their homes, in their childhoods, she would have been working so much. Doesn’t she see how much they’re doing for her? Why can’t she behave?
Sometimes, when her parents fought, she’d see a flash of silver as their voices rose and things got… violent. Sevika wonders if it was just her childish imagination that saw the window rattle or if they actually did it.
Her father sobbed the day her mother died, nonetheless. All the fighting and all that screaming. The doctors had said it was a stroke. Her mama had been complaining about fatigue. Her head was throbbing the morning she walked out the door to go work. Sevika had had school. Her dad also had work. Sevika didn’t know until her dad pulled her out of school one day, white knuckles clenched around the steering wheel as he says quietly that her mother is dead. They park outside of the hospital, and this is the first and last time she sees her father cry. He still had to go into work the next day.
Sevika, who’s older and seen more of the world now, remembering those who weren’t able to. She went to a Title 1 school. Underfunded, in an area that might have been described as ‘ghetto’ in the past – gentrified now, of course. She wouldn’t be able to afford to live there now. The low-income apartment towers she used to live in were remodeled into luxury apartments, marketed to savvy college graduates who wanted to live close to the heart of the city. She walks past the streets she used to call home and tries to recall where the memorial for her classmate had been. They left flowers and candles at the corner he died at. There it is.
And there, she recalls, another shooting happened. There wasn’t a memorial, but there was a death. School had just been dismissed. It was a drive-by. They weren’t a student, but she had been. Her school’s been shut down now. Low enrollment, low performance, and the like. It’s been merged with another school a few streets down.
She wasn’t the best at school, but she wasn’t the worst. She could do fractions in high school, which was better than some of her fellow students. What she did do, was get into a decent amount of fights. She was tall for a girl. Quiet. Also couldn’t stand it when some bastard was running his mouth with no bite to match up his bark.
She graduated, solid middle of her class. She stayed near the neighborhood as others left for better or for cheaper lives. It was already starting to get expensive.
More deaths started rolling in. A drug overdose here or there.
Girls her age becoming pregnant. Having kids. Sevika wondered if there was ever anything wrong with her. She never wanted a guy like they did. Maybe what they said during high school was right. Maybe she is a lesbian. [in time, she comes to understand that she is. Also, that her desire for people is a little different from others. It’s all okay.]
Sevika walking past a recreation center. They’d given her a scholarship one summer, when she wanted to take lessons. Her baba had told her no, but they said they’d take her anyway. Free. They’d give her a scholarship. Sevika, who usually always spoke in low tones, not just because it was comfortable, but because it would get people off her back, was allowed to sing.
Her baba had recorded it. It’s in a flash drive somewhere, but Sevika also had it uploaded to her computer. It captures the moment she ran down to her baba to give him a big hug. He’d said she was amazing.
Late at night, when she’s in her apartment far from the heart of her city, far from what was home, but still home, Sevika is cooking a curry. Her kitchen, though small, is filled with little plastic sachets of herbs and spices bought from her local grocer. She has a pestle and mortar to grind up her spices as coarsely or as fine as she’d like. The scent of home blooms in the air. She found a playlist of old songs someone compiled on Youtube. Her parents liked these songs. She hums the melody, mouthing some of the words as she cleans her chicken. Her baba is dead now. Been so for quite a few years. She’s grown. Her college degree is hung up on the wall, a nod to him and his dreams for her. She did it, even if it was a little late. Even if it wasn’t at some big, fancy college where she knew she’d be the odd one out. He’d have a conniption if he knew she lost her arm in an accident. She got a decent settlement from her workplace at least. Kept her from being off the streets.
 If she ever bumps into them, she’ll buy her classmates and their kids something from the food stall at the corner of the street – churros, freshly made by a nice woman who she can’t really communicate with, but food is food, and money is money. Their kids aren’t kids anymore. Teenagers, plucky and ready to take on the world.
She doesn’t need to be on food stamps anymore. She might not be rich, but she’s stable. This curry will last her for a few days. Silco might work her to the bone in his NGO, but she has her sick days. And vacation days that he not-so-subtly asks her to take with his Do I work you hard enough to not visit Vander’s bar? He’s been complaining about me barring his best customer.
Vander and Silco have two girls between the two of them: Powder and Violet. Violet has her mother’s face. Powder reminds Sevika of how Felicia was like when they were all kids together – when they first met. And somehow, Vander finds enough time to volunteer with two more boys. Mylo and Claggor. Sevika’s met them all at this point.
She takes them to the park when Vander and Silco need a break. She watches them play in the apparatus and muses at how… green the playgrounds are nowadays. No more blacktop. Grass and trees and flowers. There’s even music playing from a radio somewhere. Whoever that person is, they have good taste.
So do the kids, apparently, when they eat up the curry she brought them for lunch. She smirks as she knows for certain that she’s given Vander a run for his money now.
(Vander’s also doing the dishes for her in that nice dishwasher he has in his bar)
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facioleeknow · 22 hours ago
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Highschool sweethearts ° Bang Chan
Chan was your first boyfriend and your first love. But once you were ready to go to college, you went your separate ways. After years of not hearing a word from him, he sends you a letter.
Genre: angst, fluff, ex! bang chan Wc: 264
Warnings: angst, break up, mentions of first times, nightmares, regret
A/N: part of my valentine's day installment Letters to my ex! . Dividers by @dollywons
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14/02/2025
To: L/N F/N
From: Bang Christopher
Y/N,
It's Channie. We haven't talked in a while, but you were always on my mind.
You were my first girlfriend, my first love. I had all of my first times with you. I thought and still think you are the one. 
I still remember what it was like to hold you, to kiss you and to breathe you in. 
That day, when we met at our cafe to talk about our future, to talk about college…I still think about it. We were in our usual spot, with our usual orders in front of us. But the words that had just left your mouth chilled me. Sometimes I dream about that day and I wake up in a cold sweat, after I always look for you in bed and then I realize you're not and my heart bleeds.
You broke my heart it's true, but I completely shut you out which must've been painful for you too. Y/N I'm sorry, I should've stayed your friend. We had known each other since childhood and I broke that off without thinking because of my stupid pride.
I hope this letter doesn't ruin your Valentine's day. I hope we get to reunite and go back to what we once were. I hope we can be more than friends. I hope I can kiss you again, hold you again, buy you ice cream again. I hope I can dry your tears again, I hope I can sleep on top of you again. I hope I can hear you laugh again.
Thank you for those years.
Channie.
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forcaleb · 3 hours ago
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a picture worth sharing — caleb
warnings — fluff, childhood friends to lovers (kind of, it's implied)
notes — i think childhood friends to lovers is one of my favorite tropes in the books and fics // tags: @aomiiine @sydneybee @tojicide
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caleb taps your shoulder, trying to show you a picture on his phone. “hey, pip-squeak, do you remember when-”
you quickly cut him off. “nope! no, i don’t. i actually don’t know what you’re talking about.” you turn your head away, refusing to look at his phone, already suspecting it’s something embarrassing.
“you didn’t even let me finish,” caleb says, a pout evident on his lips. “come on, i promise it’s something good. you’ll love it.”
“no way! the last time you tried showing me something, it was an embarrassing picture of me as a kid!” you grimace, recalling the picture of you crying because you fell off a slide. caleb had snapped the shot with your grandma’s phone before tending to your scraped knee. “i’m not looking at whatever you’re about to show me.”
“hey, i swear it’s nothing embarrassing this time,” caleb promises. “it’s actually a picture of us from your graduation day.”
that piques your interest. “huh? really? where? i haven’t seen my graduation pictures in so long.” you reach for caleb’s phone, but instead of handing it to you, he raises it out of reach. “hey! i thought you wanted to show it to me!”
“yeah, but aren’t you going to apologize for… whatever that was just now?” caleb raises an eyebrow.
you groan. “ugh, fine. i’m sorry for assuming you were going to be mean to me. forgive me? pretty please?” you give him the classic puppy eyes, his ultimate weakness.
“pip-squeak…” caleb sighs, shaking his head. “alright, i give up. here, look.”
he shows you his phone, and your eyes widen at the sight of the picture. it is a picture of you and caleb together during your graduation day. you stand just in front of caleb, your body angled slightly toward the camera. you are holding a bouquet of sunflowers in both hands, your face lit up with a warm, cheerful smile. behind you, caleb stands slightly to your side, his posture relaxed and confident. one of his hands rests gently on your shoulder, a subtle gesture of support and closeness. 
“cute, isn’t it?” he asks, grinning.
“how have i never seen this picture before?” you exclaim.
“well…” caleb smiles mischievously. “i made sure the photographer didn’t upload this to the graduation album. that way, i could surprise you with it anytime, like now.”
“wait, was it the photographer or one of your friends from the academy? i remember you coming to my graduation with a friend... gideon, right?” you ask, recalling how gideon kept teasing caleb about being so smitten with you.
“hm… well, it’s both, actually.” caleb points out. he swipes left and shows another version of the photograph. except, this time it’s a different shot. in this image, you are posing playfully in front of caleb, tilting your head to the side with a big, joyful smile. you raise one arm high in the air in an energetic and carefree gesture, adding a lively and cheerful tone to the scene. caleb stands behind you, his body angled slightly toward you, wearing a relaxed smile. his expression is calm and gentle, complementing your vibrant energy. “this is the one gideon took, and the previous one was taken by the photographer.”
“why didn’t you send these to me before?” you whine. “i could’ve used one for that empty photo frame I’ve been keeping in a box for a whole year.”
“okay, okay, i’ll send them now.” caleb chuckles as he opens your text thread and sends both pictures. “see? told you it wasn’t anything embarrassing.”
“yeah, yeah. i’m sorry for assuming the worst.” you apologize again, narrowing your eyes at him. “but from now on, you’d better send me any photos of us together. don’t you dare hide them from me again.”
“sure,” caleb agrees easily, his grin turning playful. “as long as i get to keep the silly pictures of you.”
“caleb! don’t you dare!” you shout, smacking his arm, while he laughs, clearly enjoying your reaction.
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willisus · 1 day ago
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the bed creaked again.
another day, another creaking from the once warm oasis of love you used to pick out with your husband. it shouldn't creak - the salesperson gave you his soul on the bed's durability. but then again, when tears fell freely on your face as you clutched yourself in the bathroom, did you ever notice it was just a tactic to sell you some subpar bedframe?
that, when you laid your head on the overpriced memory foam your husband once told you to get ("my neck hurts nowadays." he whined once, and you so gracefully spent $120.), do you ever see the smile he gave you on the alter? that "forever" you gave to him like a light whisper to the gods as you peered into his eyes. did he sleep next to you, the warmth from his smile more radiant than the sun? or did he run away to pluck the flowers you awed in passing to another woman?
that, when you cover yourself with the soft duvet he bought from his childhood house that now no longer smell like him, do you feel the sobs he left on emotional movies he once shared with you? the one where both of you sat on the bed, popcorn spawled all over the bedding as your vision pinned to the small laptop.
("it's okay, sugu. she's a legend now." you comforted him. you could barely contain your chuckle at his rare display of emotions over laika the dog. how his tears followed with quiet, depressed sobs.
"it's okay.")
or that, on a deeper level, can you ever feel the love that once lingered in this room? does your body remember the way he kissed you, the way his body once sang praises upon close impact? when clothes were thrown away on the same cold floor so carelessly, your lips connected in a fervour of a lifetime. his hands would be hugging you, his legs interwoven with yours as spent body slept soundly on the bed.
(the bed creaked. amidst the hazy pleasure, you looked up at the headboard. creak, creak, snap! with each thrust, suguru smiled wickedly down at your tear-stricken face.
"seems like our neighbours would have a new sound to complain about.")
what a wishful thinking, my dear. let your tears that once carried pure happiness and ecstasy be soaked up by the pillow you slept on, your body be comforted by the heavy duvet that seemed to cage you in from reality. let yourself be one with the coldness of the room.
for you know, suguru was your husband, but no longer yours.
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despair comes in the form of cheating suguru for you, but it's curved + cheat sheetS-allowed (with emphasis on the ESS) physics course for me. fuck me dude why did i choose engineering.
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badassxbirdy · 3 days ago
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She wore a grin of her own at Lance’s reaction to her childhood nosiness, but the humour in it soon drained when he reminded her of the elephant in the room.
I'm not the only one who wants to know.
Oh. She hadn’t thought of that. Far too concerned with letting the wrong thing slip to Lance, she hadn’t to considered the possibility that it would want to hear her answers too.
“It knows that it’s rude to eavesdrop, right?” She joked, giving his hand a gentle squeeze in return. “It’s okay. You ask whatever you wanna know, and I’ll be careful about which parts I answer, ‘kay?” Though now that he’d pointed out that the eavesdropper was still with them, Ty was a little torn about whether to tell him anything else at all. What was safe to say and what wasn’t, she had no idea. She also couldn’t be entirely sure how much the thing inside him would figure out on its own, or even how much of what she was thinking it could actually hear if it really wanted to. Not after the whole motel incident. Don't worry. Cambion. Your secret's safe with me. A memory that had her stomach tying up in knots.
She squashed down the uncertainty of it all as much as she could, trying to keep up the humour with another of her cheesy winks.
“Besides, you already know what my powers are. Hotness and badassery, duh. Don’t need witchcraft for that.” Powers. If that wasn’t just a whole other can of worms. A sensitive one to say the least. One best left unopened.
It was with great reluctance that she let go of his hand to continue finishing up her work on his hair, though it at least gave her a way to avoid eye contact herself while playing it off as simply focusing on her task.
“Pfft, as if I’d have let ya get away with it.” Jokes and teasing aside, his words on her friendship were truly nice to hear, bringing another little smile to her face despite the difficult subjects.
“Thought that already knowin’ he was an asshole goin’ in there would make it easier to keep my temper, y’know? But, uh, not so much. I actually felt kinda bad for security. Don’t think they went into work for the day expectin’ that to happen.” That being an angry Tyler, and the level of aggression that entailed.
She nodded, pretending not to notice the shaking. So many pretences. This was the most they’d talked about any of this stuff, the closest he’d gotten to telling her much about anything that had happened. The closest they’d gotten to so many things. As such, it was hard to know what to say, though she still had to bite her tongue to hold back those useless reassurances that were always threatening to burst forth. Kenny. The poor guy had refused to speak to her at all, but she’d got her hands on the police reports, both from when he had found Lance, and when he’d ended his life. Neither of them had been a pleasant read.
After a minute or so of letting the radio fill the silence for her, she glanced up, about to speak again, but stilled when she saw that look in his eyes. A look made all the worse by his words.
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And there was that horrible feeling in her stomach again.
“Hey.” She grumbled, reaching out to give his shoulder a little squeeze this time. ”Don’t. Don’t do that.” Whether she meant speaking that way or acting on it, even Tyler wasn’t sure. Probably both. Either way, it came out a little stern, but more than anything, her tone was clearly worried. Alarmed.
I wasn't allowed. The second he heard that, there was a big grin on Lance's face, followed by a chuckle when she spoke out what he'd suspected already : no way she would've accepted that without trying to circumvent that rule.
"There she is" he even said with a big grin, honestly fond of it all. At least until things got more serious again. Growing tense when she said it. There are different ways people get that kind of power. "Tyler..." he tried but she was in full swing already which in return, prompted it to rear its metaphorical head again. Making it even more complicated and harder to speak up because it was hellbent on just listening, though eventually, he managed.
"I know that I'm the one who asked about the witch thing" he said with a strained sigh, having somewhat of a tough time keeping in control. "And don't get me wrong, I appreciate the insight and would love to know more about the inner workings of that coven and your powers. But I'm not the only one who wants to know. If you get what I mean" he went on through gritted teeth, rolling his eyes a bit when he heard it fucking chuckle because of his objection.
This was when he decided to reach out for her hand to squeeze it a bit. Not just to let her know that he still appreciated it, appreciated her, but also to ground himself, keep himself focused and on top of things.
"So best keep it vague."
It took Lance just a little bit, but in the end, things were calming down again as thankfully, it was done with its teasing already, still had no real interest in her. Thus the focus shifted back on his story, and even though that wasn't exactly an easier topic, it was the lesser evil, he supposed.
"Indeed. The guy has always been an asshole. Even before all that. Should've known that would happen" he growled a bit, though it mostly ended in a disgusted snort and shake of his head.
Lance's face fell when she told him about all the things she'd done and thought, swallowing thickly and looking away, though the ghosting got a sad little chuckle out of him.
"Chances of that happening would've been very high" he confessed, but shook his head and looked back at her. "But that wouldn't have been about you at all. You didn't do anything wrong. You were a good friend" he told her firmly, albeit bitterly. "You are, I mean."
He took a deep breath, followed by a slow exhale as he let everything settle.
"He found me" Lance told her after a while of struggling with the memories still, voice and hands shaking a bit again. "The caretaker. He felt really fucking guilty" he went on, very familiar with that feeling now. "He killed himself not long after that."
Lance swallowed thickly, the guilt overwhelming by now, but he knew it was no use starting a pity party. After all, unlike everyone else in this fucked up tale, he was still alive. Hadn't been murdered or driven to suicide. Yeah, no. He was fucking peachy in comparison. He shook his head some more, so....angry, frustrated, sad. All that loss. Senseless. Useless. Preventable.
Hazel eyes suddenly zeroed in on her. Sharp. Piercing, almost. Darker than what she was probably used to from him. But there was just something about this. Thrown out. He felt so very endeared by the effort she had put into it of course, that she had not just done some research, but gone to LA to demand answers. Still. It was easy enough to give in to the rage he felt over the treatment she'd been given in return.
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"Trust me, I've got more than just a punch in store for the guy. He'll get what he deserves. And the fun part is that he doesn't even know it yet. But he will." he growled, not at all bothering to hide just what that could mean.
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