#whatsyourdefinitionoffree

[myownjadedpieceofmind]

I used to be one of those that woke up every day to a three card spread with my cards, and a reading of my horoscope. I got away from that for a while, hit recently I started getting into the habit of checking the newspaper when it comes to the front desk around 4am. Anyway... It's been nice getting these little cosmic "pushes" to keep on chasing my dreams. I may not always know what I'm doing, because, let's face it, who of us can really say we do? But I do know I'm going after the things that make my heart happy. There are no more reasons to hold myself back. I used to think- if I could just change this quality about myself, or if I could look more like this... - but, you know what? I haven't had to change one thing about myself, except my perspective on it all. I've screwed up my life, I've made huge mistakes, and I've had to learn what its like to lose it all. However, I've also learned valuable lessons, became a stronger person with more empathy for others, and I've had the passion and drive to rebuild myself. I'm proud of every bit of my journey. One of the most memorable moments in treatment was when my counselor, Shawn, told me to find out what the meaning of freedom was and to get back to him. Once I understood what freedom meant, he would know that I finally found peace. I didn't get it... Because even then I thought I knew what it meant. However, I'm learning everyday a new meaning to that word. #wedorecover #mindovermatter #whatsyourdefinitionoffree #horoscopes #tarotcards #myfutureiswhatichoose #manifestation #bringingaboutpositivechange #mybestlife #mylife #applyingmyexperience #lovingmyself #findingfreedom #bigthingsarehappening #cosmicenergy #allinperspective #nightshift #dailyrituals #realizations https://www.instagram.com/p/B1785oLFJC6/?igshid=1rqvws5kxzc6n