#whateverrr. doesnt matter.
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super weird feeling to be in the midst of a bad episode slash relapse and just be doing. normal ass shit. like fuck this man why i am i doing laundry when there are voices and Patterns
#vent#whateverrr. doesnt matter.#have 2 do laundry then shower#then try 2 choke down some food thats about as appetizing rn as a cinder block#because i have not. eaten. in a while#ok uhm. ask to tag#sry i rly got no clue what this could need#clem.txt
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see typically what i do when trying a new art program is i look at the default brushes and i fuck around for 5 minutes doodling and then i go 'this isnt paint tool sai' and i close it and never use it again .
#sorry to clip studio or whateverrr i should try that one again sometime also DFVNKSHBDV#literally the only thing i use besides paint tool sai for drawing is ibis paint x or w/e on my phone#and since im bad at drawing on my phone Anyway it doesnt matter. i just use it to doodle aimlessly im not drawing for Real on that thing
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Your blog feeds my premade brain rot 🥰🙏
Your renders and pictures are so good.
THANKS PIDGE, im glad some1 appreciates them 💙💙, mostly bc its been so long since ive thought about ts2 premades like That. or completed a render or anything (i mean i did that sims 4 one, but not really counting it bc i feel like it wasn't difficult to get out) 😅 and its not that i dont want to i just feel so genuinely stuck when i think about making something sims related now
i'm really feigning for some manhunt 2 content or ANYTHING, but i know i have to make that myself and it's like 😵💫 i saw some1 using source to make mh2 renders & ive never used it before for anything (bc i'm blender's 17262627376th fan -- i'm not really good at it) but i might have to give it a shot bc importing mh2 models to blender is actually a pain in the ass not really, the process of finding the right tools and plugin to do it was but still
#chat#i feel like its a little mean and i dont mean this so strongly at all but esp these last few months#a lot of people on simblr have been getting on my nervesss esp the last months back leading up to right now#not personally i guess in the end it doesnt really matter (⬅️ linkin park reference)#didn't know i repeated myself in the tags whateverrr im just a typing away#im also just kinda scared to open the game i havent done it in MONTHS bc my buy/build folder is so unoptimized#but i mean it is from when i started playing at 15 tho... 😬#talking abt ts2 and slowly diverting it to a current interest counter: 2#i meant to put 1 but wtv im intuitive#tbh and i hate to make announcments like this bc it also doesnt really matter BUT ive wanted to change my blog for awhile#not a super drastic change bc i still like the sims and i dont want to lose my beautiful sims mutuals like#PLEASE DONT LEAVE MEEEEE'' ass shit#but i cant lie manhunt 2 is suddenly scratching that itch in my brainnn#and BULLY like. ive been wanting to post bully content like gifs and stuff on here but playing the game on a pc#doesnt sit right with my soulllllllll#/jkjk ok thanks for reading my tags if you did
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the wesley academy timeline is so inconsistent and makes no sense AT ALL and i know this is star trek where everything is inconsistent all the time (ESPECIALLY for dear wessie) but it makes me so mad. personally.
#it’s kind of implied that he goes in as a sophomore and is a sophomore in the game/first duty#sidenote i thought it was confirmed he was the only sophomore on nova squad. with nick being like yeah we chose you#even though you were young. and like nick is a senior i always assumed jean was too and that jaxa and josh were juniors#but he has to repeat the year at the end of that. meaning he’d be there for 3 more yesrs#AND that’s late season 5 every season is about a year and in journeys end (late season 7) he’s about to gradute#SO IT DOESNT ADD UPP I KNOW IT DOESNT MATTER. BUT IT MATTERS. to ME!!!#and also final mission he would enter as a sophomore (the academic year had already started) but then he’s STILL one a year later in s5#AND IT DOESNT LINE UP AT ALL IF HE STARTS AS A FRESHMAN. because. it’s implied that his time on the enterprise means he’d skip a year#but he’s still obviously in his first year in the game and . NONE IF IT MAKES SENSEEE#if he started as a sophomore and his junior year was first duty that’s contradictory to him being the youngest on the team#IT DOESNT WORKKKK#because if jaxa was a senior. repressed senior year. she would graduate in season 6 AND IN LOWER DECKS SHES NEWLY GRADUATED ON HER FIRST PO#*post. WHATEVERRR IT DOESNT LINE UP. also you cannot tell me she’s a senior you can’t convince me#the fortitude it takes me to type all this up using freshmen sophomore junior and not 4/C 3/C 2/C. IM. STOPPINF MYSELF
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HI !!! im wendabug/moon !! close friends+oomfies can call me any of my d/a names like wenda or brightney !!
i am fixated on sprunki+fpe ..also i likedandys world and sometimes i will draw about it . but all of that usually goes into my twin's inbox !! @/o-wakcx ...
i usually reblog/answer stuff otherwise . please dont be weird towards me unless you're really REALLY close to me and it's in a joking way
i will block freely (doesnt matter since i dont have many followers but whateverrr) .
DNI IF UR SERIOUSLY HOMOPHOBIC OR TRANSPHOBIC !! also dni if ur a proshitter, comshitter, map, etc . basic dni stuff
yaaa have a fun time on my blog i guess (wiggles around
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You tricky little bastard. I cannNOT believe you'd be so mean
Have you drank anything today? Also, c'mere, you're bleeding and I have a napkin.
- @irl-rocker-cole
Noo leave me aloone. You're wasting your time, go do,, Cole things, I don't know. I'm going elsewhere so you can relax
#<- 1. yes. leading to 2. no because youre too pale. 3. its not kai that im worried about.#<- it doesnt matter if im palleee#just deal with it. whateverrr#3.? who else??#irl morro#morro irl account#irl-rocker-cole
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no but last time i was high i made a little nest for myself in the bathroom and watched the dr who agatha christie episode where a guy turns into a wasp and i went on my phone and accidentaly opened spotify and one of my daily mixes shuffled or whatever idk and thissss song came on
and i wss like what the fuck is this a sign im gonna turn into a giant bug 😭 and THENNN i got a fucking pinterest notification abt my friend pinning a post to our mutual movie board (thats about ants and we r gonna make in pike 7-8 years and its about ants WHATEVERRR doesnt matter) but i open the app and its like a picture of an ant or something ant related idk. which makes sense cuase the movie is abt ants. and when i tell u almost died i was like what kafka shit is happening to me rn.... anyways i only bring this up cause im high again and i kinda want to watch something scifi but idk if thats the brightest idea
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wheni try to be mentally healthy and stop fixating on love and romance and specific boys i fall in2 such a deep pit of despair and depression bc i genuinely do not care about anything else that much in my life. which is so sad but idk i try but i cant make myself care abt anything that much other things just dont really matter to me (which is probably its own problem but whateverrr). being so obsessed w romance as a person who romance doesnt happen to is shit but the feeling of emptiness when i try to curb that problem is worse. i need my 24/7 unattainable romantic fantasies to survive 🙏 amen
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everything i learn about the new rats smp makes me less and less excited for it ngl. the art doesnt look like rats/mice. the plushies thing is. weird. i wasnt a fan of the last one, this doesnt look promising imo
I'm ngl I got hardcore post sausage rat clarity last night and felt just a little bit bad about posting that because blah blah blah the artist is doing their best and so on and whateverrrr. like the art thing really is just petty on my end I just personally don't think they look like rats or the ccs they represent or any specific animal for that matter. It's even weirder to me cus looking at the artists' previous works they definitely are capable of making non-human characters that look non-human which makes me wonder if POW had very specific requests for the art style or (the main impression I got initially) they were more pre-occupied with making certain rats look "handsome" which leaves us with the chimera we got. Shrugs though idgaf they don't need to appeal to me I don't even like their stuff lmao.
The plushies thing is genuinely insane to me though like I shouldn't be surprised ? But at the same time like damn they really are clawing at every avenue of hype-generation they can manage. Makes me wonder how exactly they plan on living up to it all cus like. vaguely gestures to Martyn's comment about how making videos off of POW creations projects is literally not worth the time and effort.
Whateverrr though this is all a bit too close to hater-posting for my liking (unless they drop scott rat in a few hours and he's the cutest thing ever and I'm forced to pay at least a little bit of attention). I'm going back to posting league of legends until life season 6 gets here. actually one addendum kyle eff the canonically straight rat is kinda funny we can joke about that one
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Love it when my dash is covered in something I’ve blocked the tags of
#me stuff#this is kinda a joke#I find it a little amusing but seeing the name of stuff even makes me uuuhhggg#but yea whateverrr#doesnt matter too much
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skinship headcanons | genshin impact
pairings; jean x gn!reader, amber x gn!reader, albedo x gn!reader
mentioned; kaeya, lisa, huffman, sucrose
warnings; suggestive themes ( jean ), all lowercase, not proofread
word count; 1.7k but half of it is albedo
jean
jean is not the touchiest person out there, but she does enjoy holding you. not too big on pda either; the most you’ll get out of her in public is maybe a quick smooch on the cheek and hand holding🛐 other than that, shes quite reserved.
her hugs are very comforting, but the first couple of times it was awkward on her part. she was used to giving barbara and klee hugs, but this was different. she wasn’t sure where to put her arms, and if anything she got more frustrated the more she hesitated.
once she grows accustomed to it, she’ll be fine. she enjoys the warmth and innocence of hugs, especially if you’re taller than her.
like i said, in public she isnt very touchy. while running errands she does keep you close though, and enjoys holding your hand more and anything.
behind closed doors shes a little bit bolder, but still shy overall. she’s not sure if she’s moving too fast for you so she waits until you initiate any type of physical contact, then takes it from there herself. it took her a long time before she managed to get the courage to kiss you tbh
one time when you two were in her office, amber walked in on you “distracting” jean from her work.
“y/n, i have to get back to work, please,” jean adverted her eyes from your gaze, embarrassed. she kept looking at the door, mentally asking herself if the door was locked or not and getting more nervous as the seconds passed.
you sat straddled on the young womans lap, her hands loosely placed on your hips. holding her face in your hands, you guided her face back to yours. “you work for way too long,” you frowned. “and i’m bored. there’s nothing to do in here.”
“the library is just across the hall—“
“if i read another book my brain will implode.” jean sighed and shook her head.
“please indulge in me just this once? please jean?” she stared at you blankly, her resolve quickly deteriorating. a couple of kisses couldn’t hurt, could it? she looked up at the clock in the corner of the room, then back at you.
sighing for the umpteenth time that day, she nodded. “just for a little while-“
before she could finish speaking, you pressed your lips to hers hurriedly, not wanting to waste any time. jean barely ever separated herself from her work, and refused to accept help from anyone else. you almost never had time alone with the acting grand master— you weren’t going to miss your chance now.
the kiss was not heated whatsoever, just very.. clumsy. and needy. on your part, at least. jean tried her best to slow you down, gripping your hips as her face heated up.
“jean, lisa needs you for somethi- oh,” amber nearly dropped the papers in her hands, immediately covering her eyes with it instead. you whipped your head around and stared at the girl wide-eyed before she spoke up again. “d-did i come at a bad time? i am so sorry, i’ll um. i’ll go now.”
jean couldnt look her in the eyes for WEEKS
it was painful
but overall, she likes physical affection, shes just nervous :,)
amber
amber LOVES touching you!! she’s 100% okay with pda. she isnt as forward as maybe kaeya or lisa, but she’s still rather bold. sometimes she forgets youre in public too, which ends up drawing a lot of attention to the both of you.
when you two go out on dates she is always touching you. hand in hand, arm around waist, whatever. theres always some type of physical contact, no matter what.
it’s so PAINFULLY obvious that you two are dating but for some reason she didn’t think that anyone knew ?? one time huffman saw yall kissing in an alleyway u really aren’t slick🤨
she loves cheek and forehead kisses, but likes receiving them more than giving really. shes a hyper one, and these kisses fluster her enough to make her quiet down. ( it’s so cute )
she often picks you up to hug you, spinning you both around in circles in an almost bone crushing hug. other than those times her hugs are really soft, but the energy is still there. ^^
have i mentioned that she is affectionate?? because she really is. she does respect your boundaries though, but if you feel uncomfortable you’re going to have to speak up on it because she won’t notice.
in private her clinginess is amplified by 10.
“i’m trying to cook, amber,” you mumbled, struggling to stir the paste sauce in the pot. all you were trying to do was make dinner for the two of you, but around 5 minutes ago she came up behind you and wrapped her arms around your arms and torso. you could feel her bury her face further into your back.
“mhm, and it smells really good too,” she hummed. you groaned, and she just giggled.
“i’ll be done in like, 20 minutes, amber. you can hug barron bunny in the meantime,” you tried to pry her arms off of you but she started whining.
“that’s too long.”
“no, it isnt,” you turned around with a spoonful of pasta sauce, motioning for her to open her mouth. she slurped the sauce and gave you a thumbs up.
“see? its good, right? well it wont get much better if you keep clinging to me so much,” she stayed quiet, but at least loosened her arms around you so that it was easier to move. you lightly patted her hand. “thank you.”
“whateverrr,” she drawled, and you couldnt help but laugh.
the pasta was in fact very good
in the end, shes the exact opposite of jean, and youll need to slow her down a lot :,)
albedo
as far as physical contact goes, it’s literally the last thing you will ever find on his mind. he’s too caught up with other things to think about physical affection
he does love you yes, but he doesnt show it through physical means. he does more gift giving, like when he sees a pretty flower that reminds him of you while going out to find starsilver shards.
if you want a hug or anything out of him you’re going to have to initiate it first— it’s foreign territory, and it’s not something he’s particularly interested in, so he doesnt feel the need to indulge in it
however the first time you two cuddle you can tell that he’s hooked. and he does a terrible job at hiding it.
now, he insists that you sit in his lap while he is taking notes because it “helps him focus better” and because “he’s so lonely”
we all know that aint true lmfao
he also really likes it when you play with his hair. please play with his hair, especially when you want him to get away from his studies. physical contact is completely foreign to him so something as simple as a scalp massage will make him melt 🛐
whenever he refuses to get away from his work, sucrose always asks you to step in because he wont listen to her
“y/n,” sucrose quietly approached you as you conversed with kaeya. you turned to her and nodded, albiet a bit concerned. sucrose never really needed you for anything, what did she need now that she couldn’t do herself?
kaeya took this as his sign to leave, but not before giving you a quick pat on the head. “yes, sucrose?” you said. “did something happen?”
she nodded meekly, watching kaeya walk off. a little bubble of guilt formed in her stomach from interrupting. “ah, i need your help with something. you see, mr albedo has been doing research non-stop on a new thing that has caught his eye since yesterday afternoon. i’ve tried to get him to put his research on pause, but,” she adjusted her glasses. “he doesn’t listen to me. i was hoping if you could maybe convince him to take care of himself?”
you pinched the bridge of your nose and sighed. he was doing it again. but you couldnt really blame him, he was terrible at keeping his hyperfixations under control. “i’ll take care of him, sucrose. don’t worry.”
she visibly relaxed at your words. sucrose flashed you a smile of gratitude, then waved and walked off to finish her errands in mondstadt.
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it didn’t take him very long to notice your presence behind him. you were practically glaring at him, but there was no true anger behind it. wordlessly, albedo turned around in his chair and looked up at you.
you crossed your arms. “albedo,” you started, and it took everything in him not to sigh at the inevitable lecture.
“sucrose sent you, did she not?” he propped his arm up on the armrest of his chair, leaning his face into his hand as he gazed at you nonchalantly.
“of course she did. why aren’t you taking breaks?” he turned his chair back around, but you sat on the desk he was working at. you placed your hand on top of his papers and he shot a glare at you. it didnt phase you in the slightest.
“i have work to do. it’s much easier to do it all at once than stop inbetween.”
“have you at least been taking care of your basic needs? when was the last time you ate, or drank water?”
your eyes softened when he looked away.
hopping off of the desk, you grabbed his hand and pulled him away from his work ( gently, of course ). he barely protested.
you started muttering about how he needs to take better care of himself while pouring him a cup of water and making him a simple sandwich. he was a bit disappointed in himself for making you worry, and ate the food you gave him guiltily.
you pinched his cheek as he ate, giving it a light tug. he slapped your hand away playfully and a bit of the guilt he felt lifted when he heard your laugh. “i’m sorry you have to go through this for me.”
you shook your head. “you just need to learn how to stop yourself. you’re smart albedo, i’m sure you’ll figure it out in no time.”
he finished eating his food and, uncharacteristically, pulled you in for a hug. albedo rested his forehead against your shoulder, relaxing even further when you weaved your fingers through his hair.
“...i’m sorry, y/n.”
“stop apologizing.”
“okay. sorry. oh-”
you laughed.
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