#whatever wahjtever whatevre
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im so upset im dissociating again fuck okay . goodnight theyre gonna put me in the jerma pit
#rambling#he really said it was 2 years ago as if she didnt take years off my progress#'we tried really hard so the last thing we need to hear is how awful we were' too bad i have fucking DID because of how shitty you were#they werent. purposefully bad but they were so fucking ignorant and neglectful that nothing about me is okay anymore#im not allowed to be disordered. im not allowed to struggle. im not allowed to not be okay. because it means they fucked up.#literally almost had a flashback while he was talking to me because he said some line similar to one he used to manipualte with#i almsot puked#i cantstop shakign . but im the bad person im always the bad one in this all#im shitty for stuffi cant control#whatever wahjtever whatevre#im goign . to bed
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