#whatever though. thank fuck i went to the gym after all endorphins will banish this beaft | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sodrippy · 2 months ago

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thinking about how when i was in high school numerous people showed interest in me but i had been so deeply conditioned to hate my body i was like. oh theyre just doing this for a laugh. obviously. duh. despite like. lots of evidence to the contrary 😭

#its just so fucking frustrating and sickening to remember HOW fucking awful i felt about my body and how i looked and even worse #to know that nobody in my social life ever made a single comment about it. like i was lucky to be surrounded by kind teens lmao #but the point is i felt like some grotesque unlovable thing all bc my stupid fucking FAMILY made me feel like that #isnt that so rage inducing i should blow up the building #bc its STILL always on my mind it still makes me nervous it still ruins. so many interactions lol #whatever though. thank fuck i went to the gym after all endorphins will banish this beaft

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