#whatever man . i ocerthink things way too mhch aometimes n ik everythings different nowm
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#i have to do it in 3s i literally.#so 1st evie dies dirst .#2nd tkme shes reincarnated#hes old as fuck n shes related in bloodline still so im notngonna even .#n 3rd time they die of old age or smth idk shall see im curious if i can even Do This .#also bought a journal n im vvv excired to just . put sgit down#like i wanna keep delcuttering n i have so mhxh Paper everywherr n i keep books better than i keep paper#like all my hournals are keot tgth . so fuck it ! fonna use my nournal as a dump fkr everything <3#like i got a kick out of it the 1st time vut this time i actually wanna get creative w it#i juat gotta figurr out the judgement side of tgis and how to . lock it so ghat o one xan read it#i mean imifht b paranoid but . idk ppl have a tendench to reas through my shit so . id rsther them not vc rn#theres a crippling fear aroubd being creative .#like . i havent had any Real creativr juices going for a long time . i mean ivd had spurts but .#its hard to explain. ive been in survival mode n my creativity doesnt flow whenn im fighting fornmy fucking life lmao#n idk i dont want it known im actively engaging in arts n crafts n anything of creativity for so many other reasons km jus hngngngnggnngn#whatever man . i ocerthink things way too mhch aometimes n ik everythings different nowm#like . there was a sgift n its safe for me to do dgit n be myself and theres no backlash for it (unless its ill intent or#doing harm) i can be n do myself n whatever makes me happy. but fork me man fheres so mych anxiety still
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