#what was the point of even bringing kai back istg

[vibingouthere]

I think a lot about what E.R. Fightmaster tweeted back in May of 2022, "It is important that we [queer people] see ourselves [on screen], our potential and our joy." They, as well as Caterina Scorsone, have discussed at length why queer relationships and characters on television are not just nice to have but necessary—how genuinely healing that can be for (young) queer people to see.

And yet...

For a show that touts itself as socially aware, Grey's continues to be unfairly malicious toward their queer ships and characters, both past and present, during a time when (young) queer people desperately need the exact opposite. Additionally, I have witnessed these continued misalignments breed more hatred and bigotry amongst so-called "fans" than I think anyone is willing to admit to. Amid all the cruelty coming from the U.S. government (and internationally), all the fear-mongering and hatred being thrown at anything remotely non-heteronormative within our culture, and the waves of canceled queer TV shows, this is not what anyone needs. Grey's is a melodrama, yes, but its queer characters carry a disproportionate amount of that burden given their consistently relegated position within the overall narrative.

I've tried to be patient. I could recognize that the Grey's writers had a lot to juggle with Ellen leaving, Kelly leaving, Krista leaving, and introducing the new interns all in one go. And, despite it all, I still believe this might end well for Kai and Amelia... But I really can't keep doing this to myself.

I have loved this show since I was 15. It helped me in accepting my sexuality and then, through Kai, my gender identity, too. I have made incredible friendships thanks to this show. But if something doesn't change soon (and I mean soon) I might be done. This is not the joy E.R. spoke of, it hurts too much; this is not the potential for which queer people are destined—we deserve better.

[nishiisenpai]

wotakoi dance - tendou satori, tsukishima kei, kenma kozume

REQUEST:  “hii can i request hcs for tendou, tsukki and kenma with an s/o that wants to do the wotakoi dance with them? thankss💖😻 - anon”

A/N: I love this dance so much and it’s so addicting. i feel ashamed that i haven’t watched this anime yet so i shall do this when i have a break from school.

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WARNING: FLUFF, FLUFF, FLUFF! (maybe some swearing for comedy?)

WHO: Tendou Satori x Reader, Tsukishima Kei x Reader, Kenma Kozume x Reader

FORMAT: Headcon!

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tendou satori

i feel like tendou would know this already

like, imprinted in his brain

by HEART

i mean come on, just look at his cute dance he does

baki baki ni ore- nAni Wo?

so as i was saying👀

he would know this by heart-

i think the first time he would hear the audio was from you scrolling onto tiktok and watching some videos that used the same audio.

then from there it was just chaos.

instead of you asking him to do this dance with you, it would be HIM asking YOU to do the dance instead.

god i love this dork so much omfg

he would walk into the living room where you were, take your hand, bring you into his room, tell you to sit down, and start recording.

at first you would be confused cause like,

wtf tendou, why did you just take me into a different room just for me to sit down again???🤨😑

but then you’ll recognize the audio and finally understand why he sat you down.

it’ll take you a few seconds before getting really excited and bubbly about it

the first few tries were rough because it was just you laughing at the way tendou’s head pops up from behind his chair where you sat.

like GAHHHH 🥺🥺🥺

i love tendou so much omfg sahdhaasdh

anyways, let’s say y’all are tiktok famous thanks to tendou’s secret tiktok account he had

not at ushijima asking tendou how to do the dance and semi silently judging in cursive

but that’s okay because you did not regret a single thing.

other than the fact that the whole school of Shiratorizawa knows about it-

like y’all got fans

even teachers know about it because a student was playing the video during class 

now you have to beg Tendou to take the video down and OFF the internet.

tsukishima kei

oH KAY

time for our : salty dinosaur 🦖

he would find this dance so STUPID

like he’s just looking at you from afar and judging you for all the times you’ve held your phone in a karen position

yes, i just did that to y’all

aHEM

he would probably be sick of hearing the song to the point he’ll take your phone and put it at the tallest point of the house

why you gotta be like that bro😃💔

feelings : hurt

heart : broken

y/n : sad

tsukki : glad

this man gives zero fucks about this dance or the audio

though he gives mAjor fuCks when you’re all sulky and upset at him

the tsukishima kei is suddenly soft???

like i feel that he would be all apologetic and less salty and more sweet than he was.

tho don’t get me wrong, tsukki is still the same salty boy.

after he passes the “sweet tsuki” 

(literally not even five minutes later)

he’d be like: “eyo, ik you sulky asf with me but i need you to stop this.”

and you’re like: “eh, not my problem”

then he’s just standing there like: 🧍‍♂️tf?

so he’d make it up to you by asking you to teach him the dance in the most flattest voice

even more flat than oikawa’s ass

uhm... chile, anyways-

he’d would say smth like: “uh, you wanna teach me that dance or whatever?”

and you’re staring at him confused cause suddenly this walmart looking pole who you call your boyfriend is asking for you to teach the dance to him

EVEN THO HE SAID IT WAS: s t u p i d

but you’re not that salty, so you say, “yeah sure” and go teach him the dance.

next thing you know, he’s playing the song 24/7

“tsukki can you-“

*does the dance*

“so what are your plans today?”

*does the dance*

“tsukki are you taking a shit?”

*does the dance*

istg this boy is the biggest hypocrite like omfg

pick a struggle🖐🙄

kenma kozume

kenma would secretly know this

without a doubt

i feel like lev would have tried doing this with kenma

though kenma told him to fuck off and now lev is crying

aww poor baby🥺

since your relationship is on the low and laid back, i don’t think he would participate in any of the tiktok trends you would do or find

so now you’re all sulky but you understand and don’t ask him to join in cause kenma just doesn’t like being on camera or seen as a public figure

or so you thought...

other than his twitch account he has, to play games

like y’all are seriously the cutest when you guys play games together

it’s mainly just kenma holding you in between him while he streams and plays games on his pc tho

i am MEGA SOFT😭

cOugH cOugH

yk how i talked about kenma doing his live streams?

this is where the dance takes place

kenma had asked in a previous live stream about which anime you two should watch together 

and by popular demand, it just so happened-

just happened to be: “Wotaku ni Koi wa Muzukashii”

so y’all are sitting together on his comfy chair

all cuddled up 

like a bundle of cutie pies

AHHHH I NEED TO STOP

so as i was saying, y’all are cuddled up together

kenma behind you with his arms around you and your cute figure

awww look at you guys :’)

so the opening plays and you’re just sitting there doing the dance

but you feel the movement of kenma shifting 

so you’re like dude why you movin?

AND HE’S JUST SUBTLY DOING THE MOVEMENTS AND LIKE IT’S SO CUTE CAUSE KENMA IS BEING YOUR BACKUP AND JSDHASJFHDS

is it obvious that i am thriving for this soft interaction?

anywho, his comment section of the live stream is just flooded with kenma doing the dance and you guys being absolute GOALS

🥰😤🥺❤️

GOD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IT JUST SAJDKLAJSHFDJSHADF

[laranmina]

07/02/2020

I' m posting the date because Tumblr doesn't and I hate it. Soooo, a few days back I offered @shellygurumi make a rewatch of Until we meet again and make a post about the tidbits pointing the WinTeam relationship. Be aware english in not my first language nor my second and this time I watched only until episode 6.

WinTeam novel starts about episode 3 in the UWMA series, when the Swimming club takes ths juniors to the beach. And, holy mother, it starts with a BANG. And I mean literally the Bang of a door when our boys are horny and... go read the novel. I can't write about it and see Kai dancing Love Shot at the same time. It's bad for my...everything.

Anyway, in the series we see Win drooling after Team in episode 1 “Dammit, you already put your pants on” scene in the locker room. And Team sitting just in front of him to share the leum whatever is not helping. Even Dean notices.

Suibian (I lovelovelove Wei Wuxian)

Episode 3 is the trip to the beach, we see in the bus Win going out of his way a bit to tease Team AND when Team send Pham pics of Dean Win is in the image too. Then, (episode 3, part 2/4, 2:45 min)back at university the locker room we have Pruk, Dean and Win when Team show up to pick a few things. He hasn't been back to practice since the trip. per the novel, we now that Win went ...a bit wild and left tons of hickeys and bites on him so Team has been avoiding the pool. In the series instead we have Win hitching a ride with Team saying he forgot to bring his car... and then tells Team that He doesn't think he can drive his own car... (here, if you are a pervert like me you can think he is insinuating Team is going to be busy with a bj or that he knows sitting is difficult these days for Team). And when they go, Pruk ask Dean if he thinks there is something going on between them. Yeah,  the seniors are all like “what the f did happen?”

Episode 4, part 1/4, 8:00min. Pharm is giving away food to Team and Manaow? Mannaw? and here Team is whinning “Win is so tough with me, he made me practice until 8p.m.” At 10:00 minute mark again Team saying “Dean doesn't have anyone, Win told me” Ok, baby, but WHEN, WHERE AND how naked were both of you when you did talk about it? I have one track mind, sorry.

Same episode, part 3/4, from 10:10. lOCKER ROOM AGAIN. Istg, the lockers room in Thailand see more action than a hotel room. Anyway, here we have Dean asking Win about his...life-relationship, saying “i'm not blind” and Win going “he's so naughty” (here I truly think the subtitles are off. I know they are off in spanish so I guess the naughty part was the most accurate translation they knew)

I am stoping here for today.

[almaasi]

reaction post typed while watching SPN 13x14 “Good Intentions”

good good good good good (very good, do recommend)

03:46pm

HOKAY

HELLO FRIENDS

i got this in a lower quality because the 720p download link kept sending me in an endless loop of ads and captchas so i gave the fuck up and HERE WE ARE

let’s see..... written by meredith glynn.................... excellent

expectations: cas

cas cas cas cas cas cas

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03:52

expectations rising to include JACK JACK JACK JACK

i stan this kid so much

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03:53

donatello muttering to himself

so far this episode’s directing is reading like a weird nightmare

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03:58

special guest star JIM BEAVER

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03:59

cas still wears his big swishy coat indoors

so dramatic when he leaves the room

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04:01

he’s......... so pretty?

/tilts head to admire eyelashes

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04:05

quiCK MAKE A BACKUP OF THE SPELL INGREDIENTS BEFORE IT GETS STOLEN OR BURNED OR LOST

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04:06

cas: then i’ll do it

dean: i’ll go with you

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe????????????????

I DIDN’T REALISE WE NEEDED TO HEAR THAT REVERSAL BUT FUCK WE NEEDED TO HEAR THAT

DEAN IS SUPPORTIVE OF CAS, THE WAY CAS IS SUPPORTIVE OF DEAN

TIL DEATH DO THEM PART, VERSION 8.3

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04:10

what i want to know is how mary could be in the bad place for 6 months and still a) look good, and b) have makeup on, c) have the same length hair she had before

maybe time stops and everything ceases to develop in this place

but if that were true then how did she heal from her wounds

clearly this isn’t another of michael’s vision things because michael probably doesn’t know all the stuff mary is telling jack right now

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04:13

ahhhh yes dean and cas talk about their feelings properly

i am gleeful

man it’s so cute that the ~emotional~ conversations they have are just them trying to check if the other one is Doing Okay

do they actually try and help each other recover? not really. at least not on screen. but at least they wanna know

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04:17

at first i thought they were talking about the time cas died and went to the empty and i was like WHY THE FUCK DID IT TAKE THEM SO LONG TO TALK ABOUT THAT

but then i was like...... nah they’re talking about the time cas died last episode and he was brought back at the same time as lucifer

but NOPE THEY’RE TALKING ABOUT THE EMPTY

WHY THE FUCK DID IT TAKE THEM SO LONG TO TALK ABOUT THAT

and why aren’t they talking about the time cas died literally the other day and was brought back

WHO IS BRINGING HIM BACK

AND IS HIS MOSTLY-UNEXPRESSED LOVE FOR DEAN THE REAL REASON HE’S COMING BACK

ISTG THIS BETTER BE ADDRESSED AT SOME POINT

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04:22

hgnghhnhhhh

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04:23

they have a huge field in the middle of nowhere and they still manage to bump into each other

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04:25

dean: enochian’s kinda tough, maybe you got a word wrong

cas: i don’t get words wrong

okay you two, cool it already. save the bickering for the weekend neighbourhood barbecue when the kids are late and dean didn’t have time after work to fix the car

(ancient linguistics professor cas, anyone??)

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he stick his leggy out real far

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04:28

cas: this is serious

dean: yeyeye i know but *snort* the- they’re wearing loincloths

there’s a bisexual dean joke in here somewhere

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04:31

DEAN WHY DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHERE THEY GOT THEIR LOINCLOTHS

if i were you i’d stick to panties

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04:33

either gog or magog: “I WILL KILL THE PRETTY ONE”

the other one: “THEY ARE EQUALLY PRETTY”

OH MY FUCKING GOD I FUCKING LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SCENE

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04:35

either gog or magog to cas: “i hate doing this, you are very beautiful”

is it weird if i sob to myself about this in a pleased, happy way

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04:37

WHO

THE

FUCK

ALLOWED

THIS

DEAN HOLDING HIS SWoRD AND CAS’ LIL BUTT-BUMP AND HOLY SHIT HOLY SHITGHDGDGSD??@?!?!?

this is practically pornographic

#bottomcas

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um

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04:48

how do dean and sam avoid concussion? they get hit in the head and knocked out SO MUCH

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04:53

is it just me or does that moose have jared/sam’s forehead and nose

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04:55

mary made the right choice with her demon deal

nice full circle-y type thing there

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04:57

COOL MAGIC SHADOWS BRO

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05:02

soooo i’m guessing jack will open the door to save all the children and bobby and everyone, but then michael and his armies follow through

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05:07

OH NO HE TOOK OFF HIS COAT

THE GLOVES ARE OFF, METAPHORICALLY SPEAKING

he gonna do a bad thing

but he has good intentions, as the title suggests

the coat is a glove of goodness

OH!!! THE COAT IS A GLOVE OF GOODNESS. WHEN CAS WAS REALLY LUCIFER HE TOOK THE COAT OFF TOO

aw man does this mean that if dean ever does get cas’ clothes off it’ll be a bad omen?

maybe if he skipped through the coat, jacket, and shirt, and just went straight to bare-chested. like if they woke up in bed together and we didn’t see the bit in between

I DIGRESS

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05:15

oh heck those last few minutes we so enthralling

you know what i love? when a character makes a morally dubious decision but then when you’re presented with all the facts again afterwards, it makes sense and starts to seem like they made the right choice

i love that dean and sam actually let cas talk to the end of his speech without fully interrupting him, and letting him express his reasoning

i feel like that doesn’t happen enough? he gets interrupted an awful lot, and ends up huffy and looking away

and the fact he left donatello technically alive......... cool beans

ugh......... sometimes i forget that i do actually love this show, so long as it’s written and directed by the right people

i know i pretty much dedicate ALL of my time to this show, given my full-time job is to look after myself and write you guys some quality destiel fanfic, but whenever i wonder “what are my top 3 shows?” i end up deciding on my little pony: friendship is magic, dirk gently’s holistic detective agency, and then i begrudgingly go “ohhhh i suppose supernatural is in there too” rather than just saying it’s my all-time #1, even though it clearly, clearly is.

anyway this was a 10/10 episode - and yet again, meredith glynn is my favourite writer on the team

this episode was morally complex, fun, tense, dramatic, exciting, well-written. I ENJOYED IT THANK YOU MEREDITH GLYNN

and also thank you to director p.j. pesce for that shot of dean with the sword and cas kneeling in front of him. i mean, i’m totally offended that they didn’t repeat the same thing with their clothes off, but that shot was great

[staysuki]

Hi hi ❣️ How are you doing ?! You are so good to us with all the updates of Slc 😭😭🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ Thank you from the bottom of my heart🥰

The last two uploads you gave us had my heart rate go... 📉 📈

HYUNJIN’S BRIEF WALK THROUGH OF HIS BACK STORY????? I- 💔💔💔💔 He had such a difficult and lonely childhood, the behaviour we’ve seen is totally more understandable now, although it is not healthy or acceptable by any means of course. His father being so absent, even up to this point, can leave such a large, heavy imprint on any child’s mind, heart and personality but then add the hatred of his mother’s family and refusal of support I mean 😩😩😩😩😩 How incredibly heart broken he must have been growing up 😭 Had me screaming to my phone like, OH MY GAWD PRECIOUS DARLING LET ME HUG YOU FOREVER 😩

And then we finally catch a glimpse of his biggest reason for the true hatred towards Y/n, the trip abroad.... I’m gonna guess it was in relation to academic achievements with their school ? And Hyunjin was sure he was going?? But Y/n got it instead ?? Of course all the importance it held was unbeknownst to her😭😭 Maybe she just saw the trip abroad as another way for Hyunjin to try and one-up her?? Aaaahhhhh i’m reeling, it’s a wonderful (in a story-telling, enemies to lovers troupe, kind of way) emotional, vital part of the story and I really love that we got to learn it from a convo with his therapist👏🏼🤧 It brings the history and feelings to the reader in a calmer, more open-minded sense, than if it were to be spat out during an escalated fight between Hyunjin and Y/n (or someone else). You have done an such an excellent job with this story and I’m always eager for more 💖

You thought I was done? hAhAhAHa *rolls up sleeves* (I am actually sorry this is so long, forgive me)

KAY sooooooo 💀

Han and Felix’s convo was something I’m trying to wrap my head around, Felix even sees how it’s a bit off for Han to still seek out Y/n and Han says??? “If it works it works” 😳 ExCuSeZ mOi?? 🤨 UGH Istg I’m soooooo hoping she keeps her word to Seungmin about bailing on the date for Felix’s #.... And that brings me to my biggest WTF moment for the last chapter.....😑😑😑that was the question she chose to ask Felix 😑..... OuT oF ALL ThE qUeStIoNs ShE cOuLd HaVe AsKeD ? And now she owes FELIX?!?? I- I- I’m having trouble coping....Look, I can assume she has very valid reasons for asking about Seungmin, a reason maybe we aren’t 100% filled in on yet? BUT I almost wanna slap her atm, LIKE PLSSSS 💀💀 She was asking how Felix knew about chocolate, like WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT GOLDEN QUESTION BESTIE ??? WHERE DID IT GO? (although we already know how, sort of, when Felix “found”Hyunjin’s phone, I’m sure he’d be resourceful enough to find out who Choco’s # belonged to) BUT STILL . Akdbaksbdiwnsn

Okay that is all I shall put you through of my ramblings 🤧 I’m truly sorry again cause I just couldn’t stop writing 🧎🏻‍♀️ You’re smau has quickly became my top favourite series to dive into and I’m so so grateful for you and your indulging story 👏🏼🥺 xo Lots of love to you ❣️

#teamhyunjin👁👄👁

hello hello, hope you're well. i'm glad y'all like the spam uploads HSHWHSHW it's nearing the end of SLC week so i'm rolling em out. expect chapter 40 at the end of the week! <3

yes, hyunjin is def coping unhealthily but at the same time, he doesn't really know any better. at least we can be assured that he does wanna be better and that he is trying to improve and change for the good, even having a therapist to help him through it. at least he acknowledges that his father only wanted the best for him and to keep them afloat (even though that's what made him always gone) however, we don't know what happened between the two of them. it was shown that hyunjin thought his father was kind when he was younger but now they have this tense relationship and we can kinda tell that hyunjin doesn't like his dad anymore :,(

and yes, 😏😏 the catalyst for the e2l. i mean, in hindsight, it is pretty easy to guess what happened there. i feel really bad for hyunjin tho, like, it affected him so much that he projected it onto someone else. and you're right, it's better for him to walk through it in a calmer setting rather than bottling up his feelings and letting it explode. we stan non-toxic masculinity. as much as he may have some unhealthy coping mechanism, rest assured that he's aware of himself at least.

and dw about the length, i enjoy them all~

JSHWJSHW we're seeing more criminal convos now esp. since we know who's on the other side already. i suppose we'll slowly learn more about the WHYs of han jisung

i personally think the question that y/n asked was smart. it was broad yet precise. if she asked any other question like "who's chocolate" or "how did you get this information"—it'll be a dead end. this way, she'll know to rely on seungmin more from this point onwards. she's always in the dark, but now she feels a bit safer knowing that there's someone she can ask and trust that will be truthful (unless she doesn't trust felix's answer ofc~)

and thank you!! i'm glad you like it ehehe. i love writing it as well even though it's a wholeass rollercoaster—