#what is the meaning of mbbs?

[biffhofosho]

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I've finally got my act together. Let's goooooooooooooooo.

[causenessus]

love notes

part 0.12. SUPPORT SMALL BUSINESSES DAY

"trace me onto you."

from title fight, left in saitozaki, fukuoka

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extras <3

INKED AND MY BISQUE BEAU REFERENCES!!! DEFINITELY PLEASE GO CHECK OUT THESE FICS THEY ARE AMAZING <3 (thank u to @eggyrocks and @wyrcan <33)

AND THANK U AGAIN TO EGGY FOR THEIR AWESOME PLAYLIST <33 LET'S GO TITLE FIGHT

atsumu acted so offended when y/n immediately tagged him saying kiyoko was off limits but he was definitely thinking about asking for her phone number...but that's bc he's an idiot

when suna saw y/n's tweets about buying her coffee he texted osamu like "hey what if u dropped off coffee for y/n and ur girlfriend. i'll pay"

osamu is trying his hardest to maintain that they are NOT dating (yet) but he's secretly getting giddy everytime someone calls mbb y/n his girlfriend (SORRY LMAOOO FOR ANYONE WHO HASN'T READ MBB THIS IS PROBABLY CONFUSING THAT JUST MEANS U SHOULD GO READ IT!!!)

he also (pretending to complain about it) agreed to drop off coffee but he's a gentleman and paid for mbb y/n's coffee and suna paid for (love notes) y/n's coffee <3

double dates between the two in the future?? both pairs are so cute 👀

WAIT AND TRIPLE DATE WITH KIYOKO AND INKED Y/N??? hold on i'm cooking

suna and y/n are both fighting for their lives trying to remain casual but they are literally the FARTHEST THING from acting casual

gonna reinforce this again but literally all the art suna sends y/n is actually stuff he's put up with her in mind <3

and suna got too nervous to say anything about how he feels to y/n because the timing just didn't feel right and then she was like "oh i forget we haven't been BEST FRIENDS forever"

he was biting his fist and going thru the five stages of grief trying to interpret the deeper meanings of that text

and atsumu was not sleeping yet while suna was texting y/n (and technically he did not giggle, it was just like little huffs of laughter whenever she said something cute, yk?)

but they both shut off their phones and immediately went to bed after seeing omi's reply they were literally laying in the dark terrified they were going to hear footsteps and banging on their door

i love including my own experiences in my writing (yes i was forced to learn relative tuning before ANYTHING else in a guitar class and then my high e string broke and attacked me </3)

and!! actually the picture suna uses on his twitter (the "i miss you) is a picture i took in new york <3 if u were wondering why it looks so ugly

and an extra note to provide more context for next chapter!! this away game is the last one before winter break <3 y/n mentioned the holidays in her earthen kiln post because next chapter will be about winter break just so everything is clear <3

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[wulfthedollmaker]

Explaining everything

hello, its me again. i know ive worried a lot of people with my last post, and i want to let you know that im not dead!!!!

i first want to explain how this mental breakdown even started, it didnt happen from just one cause, it was just that multiple unfortunate events gradually compounded together to lead to my eventual crash out

due to unrelated events, ive been in contact with my close friends less frequently, and my period just began, so i was already more emotional. this week hadnt been the best, and the morning was already off to a bad start, but when i started chatting with ppl in discord, i had a mini crash out because i felt as if people were ignoring me (something im unfortunately prone to, and am working on improving)

thats what began to put me in a pretty bad mood, but what tipped me over the edge was an event i mentioned in my previous post: i purchased MBB on Steam only to find out it was only compatible with Windows

on the surface, it seems like such a small and petty reason to crash out over, but this was not only combined with the events i had previously mentioned, but with my increasing anxiety and imposter syndrome i gained over time in the fandom. felt the desperate need to stay relevant in the fandom, and i wanted to actually experience the game myself rather than watch a playthrough, but i cant. and if i cant interact with the newest thing in the franchise, than what good am i? and if its even possible for me to avoid spoilers until july (my birthday) to get myself a computer that can run it, will people even care about me playing a game that came out months ago? because what good am i if i cannot keep up with the newest craze? will i be seen as anything other than just a worthless 18 year old who makes mediocre art?

its why i wanted to isolate myself from the more popular GoBB spaces, the only people i feel i can even trust are close friends who might not even be online all the time

and to clarify the meaning of my last post, i intended to just inform ppl that i would isolate myself from this site more, however i was not in the right mental state to be writing the post, so i unintentionally made it sound like i was going to end my own life, and that understandably scared a lot of my mutuals

i am so, so deeply sorry for scaring you guys, i never meant for the post to come off the way it did, and i never knew so many people actually cared about my well-being

since that post, i have taken a break to put myself back together, my sibling even helped me recover through this turmoil, and i'm in a much better headspace than i was before

and during all this, i was brought to tears by all the people who showed concern and love towards me, not only my sibling, but friends on discord and some tumblr mutuals showed so much affection and care towards me that...idk...i never though i was worthy of such feelings...thank you all so so much <3

again, i am so so so sorry for worrying everyone, this is probably my biggest crash out since i was in the DST fandom, and i will try my very hardest to improve myself since this incident

i may still be active here, but i mostly want to keep my communication between those closest with me on discord and tumblr dms

but yeah, thats all i have to say, thank you all for caring to read this far <333333

[causenessus]

I hit the tag limit :(((((((((((((((((( wyr ur amazing this was amazing i love u sm my platonic spouse

ch. 6 - don’t worry, it’ll be perfect m.list

    you finish weighing the last block of clay for your last class of the day. slowly, you push it against the table, trying to loosen it up some. a pair of earbuds rest in your ears, like the movies by laufey replaying for the fifth time that day. you hum along to the lyrics, the slight vibration playing along your lips. 

  swaying slightly to the song, you toss it back onto the wooden block, trying once more to knead it into submission. especially if you have students who have never touched a pottery wheel in their life. their foreign attitude towards the craft only enhancing if you were to have them wedge their own clay. 

  you bite your lip, grab the little ball of clay and feel it in your hand. it's soft, malleable, the air pockets finally pushed out. setting it next to the other ones, you take a line of saran wrap and lay it over them, trapping the moisture. resting your hands on your hips, you lean into the song, playing once more. closing your eyes, you take in a deep breath.

  turning towards the front wall, you open your eyes to check the time. accept all you see is osamu standing in your door frame, hands awkwardly stuffed into his pockets. you slowly reach up and pull the earbuds from your ears, grasping at a spot on the chord that has dried streaks of clay on it. "hi," you stare at him.

  you hadn't seen him since he burned your dinner. sure you've seen him around, a little hello when getting deliveries, or as you walk to your car. but you haven't actually seen him. let alone with a casual shirt on with a pair of jeans. however, his onigiri miya hat still rests carefully on his head, the streaks of grey being overtaken by his natural black.

  "hey," he smiles, wider than he likely meant to. 

  there was something about the way you stood in front of him. how a ray of evening sunlight trickles through the window, landing on the clay and underglaze that coats your apron. he stands there, staring right back at you like you're more beautiful now than ever before. 

  "hi," you say once more, setting your earbuds and phone down on the table. the air is thick with tension, gaze unable to meet the other's, "uh, so what brings you to the earthen kiln during the dinner rush?"

  osamu takes a step in, letting the door slowly close behind him, hand outstretched so it doesn't slam. pursing his lips, he looks down at his feet, "my brother signed us up for your class.. which let me just say, he's a handful and i apologize in advance. he even paid with my credit card and then didn't say anything until afterwards."

  "but i am still excited, just not for you to meet him yet," osamu shakes his head, looking up at you with his nose crinkled, lip turned up in a snarl. 

  the word 'yet' sends your mind spiraling. you stand there with a frog in your throat thinking of what he meant by it. yet makes you think of the family-meeting era of a blooming relationship. how someone would invite their partner over, eagerly apologizing for their lack of boundaries or respect. 

  it sends a flutter under your skin, a wire in your brain frying. "i think i'll be okay," you finally muster up a sentence, trying to ignore the increasingly hot feeling you have in your face, "plus you guys could've asked, i would've given..."

  your voice trails off as osamu receives a phone call, a rhythmic tone playing. it’s sweet, attuned to his personality. he grabs out his phone, rolling his eyes as he looks at the screen. bringing it up to his ear, he gives you a look of sympathy, like he can already tell what the person’s going to say.

  “hi ‘tsumu, where are you?” osamu starts, trying to keep his posture straight, although a vein is practically popping out of his forehead, “you can’t come? you’re seriously visiting kita and his girlfriend? the one out in the country? so no one else is coming? okay okay, yeah, thanks a lot.”

  turning off his phone, he lets out a sigh, eyebrows furrowing. turning to look at you, he has a sympathetic expression on his face. “i’m so sorry about my brother, but it seems all the spots taken for tonight will not be filled.. because apparently they’re all out by someone’s farm. i mean i’m still here..” 

  you shrug, pursing your lips, “well, you’ve already paid for it, which i apologize for. but today’s been really long and i’d love to go home early. how about next weekend, private lesson? i have nothing going on saturday and so i can give you all the ins and outs of pottery making.”

  “private lesson?”

  “yeah, just as an apology for the pay going on your card,” you lean against your table, crossing your ankles, “plus then i guess i’ll be able to meet your brother later, whenever you’d like.”

  osamu’s breath catches in his throat, unable to bring himself to say something. you stand so confident, despite the seemingly exhausted state you’re in. he feels a little jealous as he feels like his knees are made of jelly and his hands are a water slide. “that’d be nice,” it comes out hoarser than he expected, taking a step towards you, “maybe i can bring lunch, as my own apology.”

  “lunch would be perfect, how about, until then, you take this,” you walk over to your shelves of pottery, grabbing out a mug that resembles an ice cream cone, “had an extra from a custard place i did some work for. just as a ‘no more apologies’ kind of thing.”

  “well i guess this meal i make will have to be perfect.”

  “don’t worry, if you’re making it, i know it’ll be perfect.”

a/n: osamu’s DOWN BAD and i love him for it <33 might pull a @nectardaddy and just have mbb go on forever AND read ‘88 ford to meet kita’s country gf ;) taglist: @causenessus @osakis-gf @eggyrocks @brkfclub @marisabel14

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[madara-fate]

That last post you made abt when Sasuke fell in love w/ Sakura rlly got me thinking,,, like actually what did Sasuke think about her in and around the blank period? A tiny little fangirl part of me wants to say that they've both been in love since the academy or whatever but that's just not realistic. Everything sort of points to Sasuke holding nothing but a platonic love for Sakura that faded or got buried during shippiden. But that scene where Sasuke pokes her forehead the same way Itachi did seems like an anomaly to me. It could be theorised that he just thought of her like a little sister which could make some sense but then after two years of being alone he comes back for a visit, takes Sakura with him and they make a baby at the most 3 months into their journey. So if that really was a little sister type love then MAN has he got some issues.

The only real thing I could think up was that maybe at some point when he was imprisoned Sakura visited him and they got along there which made him see Sakura differently <- v unlikely, I also tried to think of a situation where he sort of fell in love with her (The idea of her?) When he was on his journey. In Sakura's story: Love riding the spring breeze, it's lightly implied that Sasuke felt something towards Sakura based on the fact that Sasuke only returned momentarily near Konoha because he heard Sakura was in danger (TLDR of the book in the case you don't know: Guy tried to make a drug to give other people the sharingan temporarily, kidnapped Sakura, sent Sasuke a threatening letter, Sakura escaped on her own, after a few battles Sakura+friends go to the other bases to destroy them only to find Sasukes already burned them all down) but this could also be seen as him just being a friend?? I?? guess?? I have no idea honestly at no point in the timeline can I think of when he fell bc he wouldn't just take someone he didn't care so deeply about on a secluded journey w/ him and if he would he certainly would not knock them up.

Fuck ranted a bit mbb just wanted to know what u thought ab the timeline of his feelings or whatever

I think that between the end of Naruto and Sasuke's final fight, and Sasuke's departure for his redemption journey, he and Sakura got a little closer, to the point where Sasuke may have not consciously realised it, but he considered her more than just a comrade. Like a "more than friends, less than lovers" situation, because I agree with you about that forehead poke. I certainly don't think that Sasuke had any romantic intentions with that gesture, but he held it too close to his heart for it to have held no deeper meaning.

I am indeed familiar with the what happens in the novels, and I would say that the events of Sakura Hiden were what made Sasuke realize the nature of the feelings he had began developing during his time in the village following his and Naruto's fight, because his actions in that novel indicated that he placed Sakura's welfare on a pedestal above the village's problems, which is highly significant.

[dxmedstudent]

Oh I see, so we're back to demonising public sector workers. How predictable and boring.

The name changed, to bring it in line with terminology in other Western countries, Mr Clark. And because most Junior doctors, well, aren't junior anything - they've got an MBBS/MCHB/MD/equivalent at minimum, usually with a bachelor's or master's on top. Frequently, by the time they are a senior registrar they have a PhD under their belt. They are working adults in their late 20s and beyond - often into their late 30s or even 40s before they become a consultant. So, it's pretty infantilising and quite silly that the 'Junior' moniker hung around for as long as it did. Do we have junior anything else? There are no official "junior Lawyers". You don't get called to be a "junior councillor" or a "junior MP". Even new teachers aren't "junior teachers".

That's like suggesting that Mr Clark should be called a junior journalist because he's not head editor, or whatever a big cheese role would be in his current line of work. I mean, he probably doesn't even have a qualification IN journalism. Just a regular journalist? Sounds very junior to me.

What Resident Doctors did that nurses didn't do, as he's grudgingly acknowledged - was strike, consistently and for longer, and accept a different pay deal. That's it. We're on completely different pay scales that the government chose to offer different terms after industrial action in the past couple of years.

So if it's ANYONE'S fault that nurses may get a smaller pay rise, it's the government for CHOOSING not to match the deal they gave to doctors. Nobody else MAKES the government underpay a profession. They choose to ignore independent pay recommendations - whilst giving themselves pay rises consistently. It's NOT a bad thing that the government is getting called out on decades of below inflation pay rises for public sector staff.

He is right that nursing unions have let nurses down in recent years and SHOULD be paying attention to what the BMA did, and will do in the future. Like most doctors, I'm all for nurses striking and for them being paid more. I think nurses are definitely underpaid for the time and skill they put in - as I think is true for most public sector workers TBH.

I do think that his gender angle is false equivalency, (or at least, over simplified) though - at least when you're comparing completely different jobs. Medicine and nursing are both now dominated by women - and it's not as clear cut as GP = woman and hospital doctor = man. And whilst I've got a lot to say about the fact that we apportion a lot less funding to preventative care in the community - which is actually the bulk of care people need and receive, and whether maybe we should be looking into whether we're paying hospital doctors unequally between specialties in ways that impacts women unfairly - that's a different argument for a different day. I'd also like to add that if medicine wasn't as female- heavy, it'd probably be garnering more respect from politicians and journalists, and the public, today.

The point is that in this case, regardless of gender, nursing and medicine are different jobs that require different levels of financial investment along the pathway.

Given doctors spend longer at university and aren't paid as they train (unlike nursing students who get a salary for part of their training IIRC) and get to start earning considerably later, and have multiple thousand pound postgraduate exams that they have to finance themselves, as well as being shunted around different hospitals, towns and even parts of the country for their training. We're *different professions* that go through different training that costs a different amount to finish. Full time is considered a different number of hours and we work with different shift patterns. We take on different amounts of legal responsibility for clinical decision making. It'd be strange if we WERE paid exactly the same, on the same pay scale because the buy in costs are very different for both professions. If my degree and compulsory qualifications cost many thousands more than someone else's, and our responsibilities and hours are different, why would we be paid exactly the same? I'm not even arguing that nurses should be paid less - I'm sure there are plenty of situations in which a senior nurse does (and should) justifiably earn more than a doctor they work with - training, experience, skill etc should be rewarded. Hell, there are senior nurses out there in the top few bands who earn considerably than I do as a fully qualified GP - and good on them! But simply that it's normal for different roles to have different pay scales.

We shouldn't be pitting ourselves against each other - both should be paid adequately for our labour so that we can live comfortably. Nobody working a highly skilled, highly trained job with long hours and a ton of responsibility, especially in life and death situations, should be struggling to repay their training or to make ends meet.

I hope the nurses and junior doctors both give the government hell if it chooses not to pay them fairly when it next reviews their pay.

(Screenshots borrowed from Reddit because I'm not paying to read some hack insult us or nurses thanks)

[lesbiheon]

"I really think you are my birthday gift."

(230724) dear jooheon, i am so grateful to have gotten into monsta x when i did bc i’ve seen your growth over the years. from when you were uploading your music on soundcloud to reaching your goal of debuting as a soloist. your words, lyrics, ending ments like this one i often think about, or motivational talks on live, have always touched me. but especially your music. it’s powerful, it’s raw, it's uplifting, it's inspirational, it's honest, it's everything you are bc you put your all into everything you work on. we are so lucky we get to experience it. just like you thank mbb for letting you realize what love is, i want to thank you for showing me what love means to you. although you'll be gone for a while, you're not easy to forget, and i hope you feel this way, too. that mbb will continue to bring you and light you candles. i'll be here counting the days, patiently waiting for your return, missing you like crazy. but for now, i hope you feel love, and most importantly, i hope you feel happiness every single day. see you again!

[riotousorthodoxy]

Let’s talk about creepy dude called John Nelson. Now John Nelson is someone who desperately wanted to be famous. He wanted to be someone important but he was just an old creep. He tried to be in politics but that didn’t happen cuz he wasn’t qualified. John got really angry (like Regina George angry) and he decided to talk shit about celebrities because they didn’t let him to their playground. John has a wild imagination where everyone is gay ,evil or pedo in Hollywood (gosh you mean those people who make billions are not kindest and sweetest and some are really bad ? NO WAY). John obviously being a fat bald man seeing Henry Cavill his ego couldn’t take it. What does John do? He sees Henry is friends with a gay man, and we all know what that means. If you have a gay friend you’re obviously gay- DUH 🙄.

So John being a good manipulator starts talking about Henry being gay. See that didn’t stick cuz there was no dude out there who ever claimed to have had sex with Henry. What does John do next? The gay thing doesn’t work but Henry is a very attractive man and there are many women that want him so naturally let’s go with school girl gossip- Cavill has many STD’s and he is whoring around giving everyone STD’s. Did that stick? No. Cuz there was no rumour about that nor did any women ever claimed that.

I’m sure by this time John( Enty Lawyer) is very frustrated. And then … a golden cow. Henry dated Tara. Brilliant. A gold mine for John. Cavill is now into underaged girls. Since 2015 (yes a whole decade) every blind is about Cavill and underaged girls. So he wasn’t gay anymore ,he wasn’t sleeping with women anymore ,nope. He is now a paedpohile. Long way from a gay man to switch his sexuality to underaged girls. Of course John was having a field day because Henry and Freya were cast as father and a daughter. Him and MBB are cast as brother and sister. John was ecstatic. He can finally cancel Henry Cavill. So that didn’t work either because he quits the Witcher and MBB is married she says Henry put boundaries on his private life and questions about such. Henry gets into serious relationship, but still for a whole decade has kids being brought to him to his hotel room in Korea non the less… sure no one ever investigated that or found that a bit weird and notified the police? Just a whole decade of hotel staff sending children to Henry’s room. That’s what Enty wanted us to believe. Now he is in a relationship has a child. What next? How to trash Henry Cavill next? UHHHH John has an idea. John sees Henry did a campaign for Longines. Oh John had an idea. John will now say Henry Cavill is cheating on his wife. Yeah feminist will love that. His life is over…. Like I said John went a long way and Henry was probably just searching himself from gay man, a man whore , to pedo to cheater. In blinds we believe and we can’t wait to see which personality will Henry take on next.

PS. So John likes to hit women and molest minors (which is what his court case says)

[gothmikewheeler]

STRANGER THINGS CHARACTERS RANKED BY HOW ANGRY I'D BE IF THEY DIED

from less angry to most

first of all disclaimer: i... like angst. like i'm gonna kind of be giving some hot takes and most of what i'm gonna be doing isn't like "i'll be so sad" it's: narratively that's a stupid move and it diminishes my respect for u as a writer (@ duffers, fic writers do whatever u want)

i'm gonna ignore like. vecna and random villains bc like yeah i'll be happy when u die.

and pls don't bring eddie back, even if my dad would love that. he just likes guitars.

but my first hot take: max mayfield bbg if u don't freaking stay dead i'm gonna lose my MIND. bc i'm still angry they are even hinting at her survival but i've written so much ab this so i'll limit it to: stakes!!! like why does everyone come back!!! it really is cool that they lost and that scene was done SO WELL i was sobbing!!! STOP PLEAASE!!! buuuut i will mention i want her soul whatever to be some guiding force in the upside down and itd be cool n horrific if she "woke up" but it was rlly just the mind flayer and she rlly was gone and they had to kill her!!

murray idc

i'm gonna try not to delve into side characters but i hope ted wheeler is BONES for funsies. like i want the wheelers to be orphaned...

which leads me to karen wheeler my bestie... if anyone has followed me ever u know what she means to me. if we can get the wheeler arc awesome!!! but if she dies, it NEEDS to be as a consequence for not breaking the cycle and staying with ted. PHYSICALLY!!!

steve: im sorry i wouldnt gaf but also we would not hear the FREAKING END OF IT EVERRRR

jonathan: if stancy happens he shld kill himself in front of them changing the trajectories of their lives forever bc wtf. i like him n nancy but also i think if possessed will killed him early on a la jean grey then i would be so happy and be able to say ive called it since like s2. OH AND IVE ALSO ALWAYS SAID THIS JOYCE FOCUSING ON PROTECTING ONE SON SO HARD SHE LOSES THE OTHER <333

do i start the mike paragraph now? bc there are multiple different facets of this take. but i'll keep it simple and i'm happy to elaborate: if he's straight kill him. HAPPY PRIDE MONTH. like give him smth to dooooooo. except u literally won't have earned that so idk but i want smth to happen with him if hes not gay bc he's me and I'LL WANT TO DIE. im actually having a hard time writing ab the possibility of mike being straight bc it's so unfathomable to me LMAO. whatever. i like angst and itd be fun. except i rlly think he's surviving bc of that one leak with hop.

dustin, i also feel like ppl are annoying af ab and infantilize him so let him go thru some shit this is the interdimensional eldritch horrors show.

nancy: i kind of want all the wheelers to die and kind of like be that one family that just. went away. like literally embodiment of forced conformity gone. but as for nancy, i feel like they'd need to write the hell out of it for it to feel right. thats true of anyone tbh.

im kinda in to killing the kids just bc like woo horror show and stakes whatevs but erica is not dying.

robin is like not dying, neither is vickie.

i'd be pissed if hopper died only bc he alr had the fake out death. which SUCK ANYWAY.

if lucas dies im OUT WTF DID HE EVER DO TO ANY OF U

will and honestly it's bc of the fake out death but MORE SO bc it would undermine ALL the stakes of every season bc what do u mean bob died and will still dies. what do u mean hop gave up el for will and he just dies later. lameeeeeee. give the boy some peace.

im putting joyce higher than will and some of u will crucify me for that but tell me u think they would kill her for her own character/narrative/arc reasons and not to further the development of a man (hopper, will, etc). like she STARTED this show.

if el dies i think that would make me more mad than byler not being canon genuinely, FUCK OFF. the idea of her dying started this whole post bc i saw a tiktok of mbb reacting to el's "ending" and i'm HOPING she was just mad bc mlvn is over. PLEASE (like esp if byler is canon bc WDYM SHE WOULD DIE AFTER HER AND HER BF BREAK DIEEEEE)

[hcgossips]

Where there’s smoke, there’s fire.

How long has Cavill’s team been selling his image as a bachelor dating young women (Despite not having a single underage public girlfriend, for all of them looked mature, even Tara)? How long have those blind items been circulating on the internet? Years. That never seemed to bother him. He even gave an interview talking nonsense about his fake girlfriends’ ages, saying things that made no sense at all. What changed?

The Me Too movement, which is probably after him, discovering something or inventing. My guess is they are inventing. But, Cavill wouldn’t have all that trouble faking a relationship with an older redneck promiscuous and faking a paternity if he weren’t afraid of something.

You don’t have to prove anything to anybody if you are not guilty nor afraid. You only do such an effort when there’s something to hide. So, if all that circus is because of rumours from the blind items related to the age of women he prefers, that’ s a red flag. I think it’s also possible it could be to avoid gay rumours.

But, if it’s because of the age of his partners, which underage has he dated? Tara, apparently, the youngest girlfriend he had, was 18, not underage. Freya Allan, now 23, started at TW when she was 18. Meaning, she was young, immature, but not underage. Millie Bobby Brown, 21, started shooting Enola when she was 16. So, she was underage when she first worked with Cavill. Did he hit on MBB?

Is this circus about one of them? MBB apparently, dates Bom Jovi’s son. Freya, on the other hand, ... No one knows. And, when the first rumours came out, it was said she was dating Cavill secretly. She even did some teasing posts on her IG of a mysterious boyfriend without showing him. So, has Henry Cavill been dating Freya and that’s the reason “he left” the series?

To be honest, I always saw more love for him from Chalotra. She fell in love for Cavill. That could be seen especially on that last event in Brazil, for example, in which she was doing a lot of effort holding her tears while he spoke. But, it’s Hollywood and we never know the dirt that’s hidden under the red carpet.

[castlebyersafterdark]

Maybe an unpopular take but I don't think Millie is as self-centered as people suggest. I think her biggest problem with this show is that she doesn't understand it. She talks about how she doesn't like complex or long movies. The girl isn't into media analysis and this show is very much for people who like that kind of thing. She has said a number of things in the past that were odd and gave me the impression she didn't have a clue what was going on (like saying Brenner was a better father to El than Hopper). It's kind of a problem because she is the cast member who gets the most attention so whenever she says wrong things like this it gives the fandom the impression that she is right or has insider info to future story lines when I don't think that's ever been true. When she was younger I think she just thought she was a superhero who had a boyfriend. Which given her age was fair. She had a little kid perspective on the show and a lot of her fans are young and only ask her about those things. But it always stuck out to me that the other young actors seemed to have a better grasp of what was going on. I do think certain parts of the story were explained to them in order for them to film the scenes that they were in. But there is no question that the writers kept parts of the story from the whole cast for spoiler reasons. So she likely just didn't realize the full extent of the story. The other actors in her age group - like Finn and Noah in particular - seem to have gotten more and more into film and media analysis and I think this show and the writers were a big inspiration for them. The show focusing on Will possibly means Noah was given more of an explanation than Millie so he could do his job. His role is a main component of the story so he got more info. This seems to be pushing him to want to do more "intellectual" type of stories. Which I think will be really cool for him. He seems focused on film to study and not just his role as an actor. But Millie seems to still be doing teen shows and things directed at her younger fans because I think this is just where she is at in terms of what she likes to watch. Which if she likes that then that's cool for her. But I don't think it's sustainable as she gets older.

One more write up on the mbb of it all. You can certainly send more thought, I may do a round up or reply to them another night since I don't want to harp on this or dogpile the topic tonight.

It's interesting on It's own to observe and discuss the differences and behaviors of Hollywood personalities though. She's so obviously at the top of the industry. It's a part of being in the spotlight. It's observed things, it's rumor, it's interpreting her own words and actions. There's things she's been through and scrutinized that no one deserves, especially a young girl and now a young woman - but as a fan of the show I'm and we're definitely going to have opinions on actors and actresses who work on the show we obsess over. And not everyone's going to get equal love and celebration. Individual fanbases offshoot the main media. I'm in the ST fandom. I'm in the Finn fandom. I'm in the Noah fandom. I'm not in the mbb fandom. So, biases inherent. I try to be as fair as I can here. Shade is human nature.

But I think it's fair to say despite all these actors / actresses working together and growing up together on set making the show - the same group can have different experiences even if all on the same show. Rightly pointed out with the interest in film between people like Finn or Noah or Winona and Mbb who admitted herself she's not that interested in watching movies. That's a vast difference!

Very interesting points and perspectives given, thank you for sharing. Might shed some insight. And you know, that's all fine. Like I've said - while personally, I may not love the idea of a person involved in movie making not having the level of passion I personally expect from them... ultimately, what does it matter? I'm just not going to be their fan. They're gonna keep making movies matter what I type on a blog 😅

Another take under the cut as to not spam more about this, round-ups:

[youremyheaven]

Hi there. Princess here. How are you, sunshine? I'm planning on running away from the country. Not like actually running away but as in leaving everyone behind and never coming back. It's not possible right now obviously but maybe in a couple of years. It was decided that I'll be a doctor (by my parents obviously and I have accepted that I'll do it cause I'm better at biology and it just interests me more than mathematics and as a field medicine is better than engineering for me so I had no choice but to just accept my fate) and I'm giving NEET next year. I am running away cause that's the only option I have if I wanna live my life the way I want to. I am from a very conservative and controlling background and even though our family is full of scholars and highly educated people with most having a PhD they're not the most open minded people out there. With them having a career that you wanna pursue, marrying the guy you want to, wearing clothes that you wanna wear, everything is impossible. I'm a muslim so a burqa is what they want me to wear which I hate cause I refuse to hide myself just because my hair can arouse a man. We're also from a caste that's on top of the caste hierarchy so they're hellbent on marrying their children off to guys Only from that caste and and his family has to be purely from that caste too 🙄. All these things are absurd to me and I won't do anything like that. So basically I have to live in a prisoner, marry the guy of their choice that will probably abuse me and force me to have kids and ruin their life as well. I'll just become my mom which is my biggest fear in life. I don't wanna end up like her. I refuse to live like that. Like a sex slave for my husband who pushes out a baby for him every year. In islam you can't refuse to sleep with your husband cause the Almighty would be angry with you and angels will curse you till your husband's satisfied so yeah you can guess how happy that marriage is going to be. And it's only One aspect that's fucked up, I haven't even told you about the other things. So yeah I'm gonna run away from here to a place where no one knows me and never look back. But I don't know what to do? Should I wait till my MBBS is done and apply for a student visa and a university then? I'm really confused about the practical aspect of things and i wonder if you or any other kind sissy could help me with it

sorry for the delayed response...my life was being a bit eventful (when is it not, tbh lmao 😪🤐)

there is a lot to unpack here and i just want to say, im proud of you for having your shit together mostly despite the circumstances you're dealing with, you're one STRONGGG COOKIE

as someone who comes from a domestically violent/abusive household and has moved out and moved on in life, i feel like im a bit qualified to answer this?

first of all, don't just do a degree as intensive as MBBS because you feel like you have no choice. i know your situation and how your parents aren't giving you a choice etc etc BUT BBG you can manifest your way out of anything, im sorry if I sound delusional but please just listen to subliminals and affirm that you can study something of your choice

i mean there's no harm in trying?? so?? just give it a shot

the reason im emphasizing on you getting a degree you actually like is because the ages between 18 and say 22 are foundational years and it moulds you as a person. if you're stuck doing a course that you don't like, you'll be burnt out and you'll struggle emotionally. please dont take on unnecessary trauma, life is hard as it is.

think about what you actually like and pray/manifest that your parents let you study it, THIS IS CRUCIAL

now onto the future/moving out/running away etc

first things first, adulthood is really fucking hard. i am almost 25 and ill tell you that much.

do not go no-contact with your family until you're completely financially secure enough to do so!!!

look at freelance work, side hustles etc etc and find ways to make an income. start saving. as long as you financially depend on your family, they will control you.

so get a degree of your choice. hopefully your parents send you off to a hostel or pg or something. (manifest that for yourself) and then FIND A JOB

in the next few years, your focus should be entirely on saving money and making money. and in this day and age, money is really not that hard to make. people make $$$ selling feet pics (not that im suggesting you should but im just saying) so like there are a million opportunities if u start digging around

you can apply for masters abroad, get a scholarship, take a loan etc etc work part-time and live independently. a million people do it, you can too.

DO NOT RUN AWAY UNLESS YOU HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO MANAGE YOUR EXPENSES + A JOB TO RELY ON/A STEADY SOURCE OF INCOME

living independently is hella expensive bbg you have no idea, rent/electricity/water/FOOD/commute/GROCERIES/medicine, EVERYTHING COSTS MONEY. there was a time when i was so broke i only had 80 rupees left in my bank account and if it weren't for the readings i do on tumblr, id have starved or idk what would've happened to me

NOBODY WILL RESCUE YOU. im not saying this to be harsh but in the real world, no matter how kind and understanding your friends/partners are of your family and situation, no one can save you. you have to save yourself. i couldn't even afford to eat 1 meal a day and i had no friends to help me and it has taught me everything about life. trust me when i say this, when you're alone in a city, broke and struggling, its just you against this world and it can be very very lonely and very very depressing. im just saying this to give you a reality check.

i dont talk to anybody anymore because ive realised their true colours and learnt that the grace or kindness i extend to others will never be reciprocated, least of all when i desperately need it. i stayed in a horrible relationship, so i wouldnt go hungry or be homeless. make of that what you will.

anyways thats the reality of the world we live in.

if i could do anything differently, id have saved a lot of money, invested it or managed it differently and planned things better

SO PLEASE.

have a game plan. list out all the things you will need. calculate the cost and double that because you will need that much money. AND GET A DEGREE.

another thing is, its better to ghost your family or separate yourself from them to whatever extent you want when you're a bit older because babygirl this world is full of horrible people and as abusive as your family is, you still have a safety net right now

if you're 18, 19, 20 and living and working on your own, things can go HORRIBLY wrong. it may not but india is not a safe country and you're going to be surrounded by people who will try to take advantage of you. please finish your degree first, get a masters too if you want to and THEN when you're 22-23 and old enough to have your shit together, ghost your family or live alone or whatever. its still gonna be hard but trust me, i work with a 20yr old girl who comes from an abusive family and i know the way people at work treat her and i know how difficult things are for her to manage (financially, emotionally and otherwise) SO JUST PLEASE, entering the work force at a very young age is soulcrushing and people wont take you seriously and you wont even get paid much.

get a good education. take additional courses/certifications. find remote work. make good contacts at your university. do internships. build a network. get a good job. save money.

life can turn around in miraculous ways. i believe in you and i have faith.

please dont do anything dumb

if you or any other young women (or just anybody tbh) needs to talk about anything of this sort, im here to listen and ill give you my 2 cents

as someone who has been there and done that, its no fucking joke and im so fkn glad i didnt listen to any of the bitches who gave me horrible advice about running away when i was younger

[causenessus]

love notes

part 0.11. WOULD YOU LIGHT A BUILDING ON FIRE FOR HER?

“i would know what to do if i lost you i don’t know what i’d do without you i can’t describe how i feel when i see you heaven is a place here on earth when i’m with you"

from heaven by take care, left in yahataya park, minato-ku, osaka

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extras <3

suna was DEFINITELY smug about the fact that he got a surprise and oikawa didn't

the whole team was pulling up to the travel bus and suna saw y/n walking with omi and just kind of froze

atsumu was slapping him on the back the whole time like "OMG LOOK IT'S Y/N LOOK IT'S Y/N SHE CAME FOR YOU 😂🫵"

he was trying SO hard to keep a calm face

and obv they sat on the bus together and shared headphones

hmmmm i wonder what they were listening to

hmmmm i wonder what next chapter's song is

hmmmm you should check out this really cool love notes playlist by @eggyrocks (this is not connected to the bullet points above at all)

akaashi was also taking pictures along with y/n <3 bc he knew how excited bokuto would get seeing photographs of himself

y/n drives like me. which means she's very good at going only 5 above most the time on normal roads but if it's a freeway? yeah we're going 100 mph

she's a good driver tho she's never crashed and osamu kind of enjoys the thrill

osamu partially asked y/n to drive with him just to see if it would mess with suna

i was VERY influenced by eggy's tags that were pushing for him to be messy <3

when everyone got to onigiri miya y/n and osamu were busy most of the night making food for the team <3 so she didn't get to talk to suna very much

THANK YOU MO FOR REMINDING ME TO PLUG MY BISQUE BEAU (BY @/afyrian!! I CAN'T TAG ANYONE ELSE I'M SORRY) BC I MADE A REFERENCE TO IT WHEN YN MENTIONS A POTTERY GIRL!! another reference will be made next chapter but you should totally go read mbb <3

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[uroborossn]

okay so i just watched damsel on netflix and holy shit that was amazing!!!!! i gobble up stories about badass women overcoming insurmountable odds and fighting to survive (ellen ripley my beloved) and damsel pulled it off exceptionally

i love protagonists who actually get hurt and oh my god millie bobby brown can SCREAM like what the hell i knew you could do it as eleven, but never that viscerally holy shit

speaking of mbb, her performance was just fucking perfect— although the acting was iffy in other parts, she always nailed her performance throughout and sold elodie as a character so very exceptionally well, another kickass character

my one issue is the reviews, since i came off of the moving absolutely loving it and then wanted to see what other people thought and then a lot of the reception was poor… when it was from men (and on youtube)

i mean, i’m a man (that sounds grossly masculine) and i loved the movie so much

i am also a feminist so maybe that accounts for something

HOWEVER this is also why i love tumblr so much since i saw people who had the same reception i did and the validation dopamine started to flow in my brain

that’s all!!!! damsel is a 10/10

[destinyc1020]

Scrolling on this app cause I chose violence apparently, and this jumpscare? This isn't what I want to see 😭 Tomdayavoodoo will prevail this

It's crazy cause they're barely in any movies as it is, but we move. I mean compared to the work ethic of their peers.

https://www.reddit.com/r/moviecritic/s/yWig5qCeCT

X

😭😭

Anon, you really chose violence today didn't you?

Yea, Tom and Z aren't in a TON of films. But I think the term "overrated" is more so someone who is highly POPULAR and famous, but people don't understand why they are so famous/popular/hyped. 🤔

I mean honestly, people are going to have their own opinions about our faves. 🤷🏾‍♀️ It's just a fact of life. We don't have to agree.

And don't worry, Tomvoodoo will prevail against this lol 😆 😄

BTW, it's seems like a lot of people were mentioning MBB in the comments section lol, but from what I can see, I don't really see her in too much stuff lately? Is she really still that popular? 🤔

[spicybylerpolls]

i'm going to have to totally disagree with that poll about el's sexuality. the issue isn't her orientation or ability to have sexual attraction, but rather her emotional support system. a healthy understanding of the physical and emotional consequences of sex is an important learning curve for anyone, but for her, who has been abused and grown up in a lab, much of her formative years being skewed and used for ulterior purposes?

she's got a lot to learn, and s3 was clearly a breakout moment for that teen girl normality with her and max. they brought this back for s4 too, with the memory callbacks and max being the memory that was associated with el at the end. stupid boys, etc. this surely is what el's whole emotional arc/family arc/autonomy arc is about.

we also have el responding in a very child-like manner to max's comment about happy screams. yes, it's girlhood naivete, but MBB plays up the slowed-speech with El at times, and i think it's to show that certain topics really go over her head.

but sexuality is also innate and can appear very early, so i don't think it's a case of her needing to be older or whatever. its just that the duffers arent exploring el's sexuality in a way that's about discovery, like mike and will's, but rather about a girl who was sexualised too young (mainly by brenner, accidentally by mike - i mean he kissed her out of the blue for god's sake and she looked shocked af), and who needs to now move away from sexuality and romance for a while.

whether she's ace etc is part of her self discovery, and i think the show wants you to root for her taking her time to function as an emotionally stable young woman, not care about romance and love. that's a joy that can come later for her, but it's not going to be her endgame.

i really dislike it when mi-levens say its ableist to suggest el has special needs, meaning literally has special requirements to function in society. of course she does, and why is that bad? if anything, to remove her access to specialist support after her traumatic upbringing is toxic and damaging. mi-levens deny el the support she needs in order to fulfill their ship, saying that it's rude to suggest love and romantic companionship is weak. of course it's not weak - all humans need love and wanting romance is not weakness. but el needs time to figure out what she wants and who she is outside of the lab. she even says in s3, mike is just her first boyfriend. the show could not have worked harder to show us that her and mike don't work (which is a way of saying that el+romance doesnt work right now). what else do they have to do to convince people that el's arc isn't about romance or her sexual orientation??

Please note that the purpose of this blog is not to be creepy or to make anyone uncomfortable. That's why I created the #spicy byler tag (I will tag all polls with this). If you don't want to see this blog or anything related to it on your feed, please block that tag. Not everyone is comfortable with this sorta stuff, and that's okay.