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the-meme-monarch · 5 months ago
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hi i think im redoing my headcanon backstory for scc. last one was too wish fulfillment not enough nuance. their parents do still suck though don’t get it twisted. just not cartoonishly evil anymore. i don’t think I’ve ever posted/drawn them here before now
@artificialpomogranite came up with kermie’s name !
if you ship scc go. Away ,👍
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thanks so much for the tag, @gauntletgirlie and @wowstrawberrycow!! let's see...
what's the origin of your blog title? a friend from my old job working night shift showed me an image with the caption 'I'm not an early bird, or a night owl. I'm some form of permanently exhausted exhausted pigeon.', and it encompassed my vibe so much while making the transition from working normal business hours to working overnight, that it just...stuck?
favorite fandoms: the rings of power/the hobbit/lord of the rings
OTP(s) + shipname: so this may be a bit 'cringe' or 'lame', but I've always been far more of a shipper of any OCs I've created and the canon character I've paired them with in my stories, than I have been for pre-existing 'canon' ships. as such, I feel absolutely compelled to share that my current OTP is affectionately named 'Tilbrand' (Tilda and Halbrand/Sauron from several of my WIPs for RoP). (credit for the ship name goes to @ruralnorth)
favorite color: turquoise, purple, certain shades of pink
favorite game: lord of the rings risk or lord of the rings trivial pursuit?? does that count? (literally never owned a gaming system in my life)
song stuck in your head: Indigo, Sam Barber, Avery Anna
weirdest habit/trait? lately, I can turn the plot of almost any other tv show/book...literally any of them...into a potential Rings of Power AU
hobbies: writing, reading, watching the same show over and over and over again because I'm unhinged and obsessed...😅, baking, trying new crock-pot recipes
if you work, what's your profession? pharmacist, turned quality assurance analyst for pharmacy software
if you could have any job you wish what would it be? honestly, there's still a part of me, foolish as that part may be, that still wants to be a surgeon, even though I allowed my parents to shoe-horn me into pursuing a pharmacy degree instead. given I'm 36, dealing with cancer and a multitude of doctor's appts, though, I'm thinking that one will just have to remain a dream unachieved.
something you're good at: turning the overly active imagination that I was always criticized for as a kiddo into creativity via writing, using that writing as stress-relief
something you're bad at: jumping to the worst case scenario (thanks, anxiety), falling back on self-deprecating humor far too much, insanely negative self-talk, imposter syndrome
something you love: discussing story plots with fellow writers, and hearing their ideas for their own works, in turn
something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: Rings of Power/The Hobbit/Lord of the Rings, fanfiction, music (specifically movie soundtracks), WIPs
something you hate: hate is a rather strong word, and I feel like I stray towards potential hypocrisy here, as I've been guilty of being several of these things over the years (though I'm working towards changing this), but...judgmental people. People whose mode of operation includes self-righteous spiels to make themselves seem 'above' everyone else. Those who can talk the talk, but can't walk the walk. People who look for any reason at all to hate on something/someone. Those who refuse to live and let live, even if the actions/behavior/simple existence of whatever/whoever they're up in arms about really has no impact on their day to day life at all.
something you collect: owls. figurines, stuffies, calendars, you name it.
something you forget: that I am deserving of the very same acceptance and grace I always try to give to everyone else. that no matter how I was raised, or what events may have "confirmed" my own perceived inferiority over the years, I am a human being that deserves the same basic considerations/rights that all other human beings have on this earth. I am not 'less than', no matter how much the voice in my head tries to convince me otherwise.
what's your love language? hmm, never really thought of this one in too much depth before, since I'm pretty much a loner. but if I had to pick, I'd say quality time.
favorite movie/show: probably not a huge surprise at this point, but the entirety of The Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit/The Rings of Power. comfort movies/show without question!
favorite food: nachos
favorite animal: dogs, owls
are you musical? back in the day, I was, playing the clarinet in band from 6th grade, through sophomore year in college. marching band, symphony band, and jazz band! singing is something I'll do on occasion, too, but never in front of a crowd unless they're singing too, to drown out the potential for my voice sounding horrid (to this day, I'm not sure if it is horrid or not, because I will not sing by myself in front of any audience.)
what were you like as a child? quiet, shy, awkward, more often than not lost daydreaming of whatever situation my imagination conjured for that particular moment. some people apparently thought this made me "stuck up" or just plain "weird", so they avoided me, but for those who broke through the shell, I never shut up 😅
favorite subject at school? chemistry, biology, english literature, band
least favorite subject? math
what's your best character trait? sense of humor (?) when it's not self-deprecating, tolerant (though this can be a negative, too, when it leads me to be too accepting of sub-par treatment)
what's your worst character trait? tendency to over-analyze everything, thanks to a history of dealing with gaslighting and passive aggressive behaviors, silent treatments, having to 'read the room' and 'anticipate moods' so much that it's my gut-punch reaction to the slightest shift in tone/demeanor. often trending towards the negative with this, always assuming I've "done something wrong" or that I'm "in trouble", and over-apologizing for things that really don't require apologies
if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be? make the day longer, or not require as much sleep. sometimes there are too many things I want/need to accomplish in the day, and not enough time to do them (preaching to the choir there, I fear)
if you could travel in time who would you like to meet? it would be great to meet my grandpa (mom's side) when he was younger. we would've had so much to talk about, even then, and more time together.
recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love!): it absolutely has to be 'All In' by @ruralnorth. I mean, all of her stories are phenomenal, but this one is just so detailed, and character driven, and beautiful, and there's already a sequel in planning stages as well!
absolutely no pressure tags: @themareverine, @ruralnorth, @bigblissandlove1, @orehuna, @oh-great-authoress, @ohno-elrond, @lady-wyrd, and anyone else who wants to join!
Get to know your Mutuals
Thanks for the tag @perlen-gold, even though I’m just an unhinged follower obsessed with your writing 🙈 I started my own chain so your original post wouldn’t get too long.
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What's the origin of your blog's title? My thirst for Adar and the gauntlet kink he inspired.
Favorite Fandoms: I have a lot, but The Silmarillion/The Lord of the Rings/The Rings of Power are my main ones I always fall back on.
OTP(s) + shipname: I’m a self shipper so me + whomever I’m obsessed with (currently Melkor, Adar, and Gil-galad) but also more recently:
Melkor x Mairon (Angbang)
Adar x Celebrimbor (Silverscars)
Favorite color: Orange (also partial to purple and dark green).
Favorite game: Hero Quest (I’m not a console gamer. Though I did enjoy watching my husband play Horizon Zero Dawn).
Song stuck in your head: Dog Days (Are Over) by Florence and The Machine.
Weirdest habit/trait? Oh boy, where to begin… I make random noises, I meep like Beaker to songs, laugh at my own jokes… I’m just a weird person altogether folks.
Hobbies: Writing, visiting places of historical interest, I also used to be an avid reader but then motherhood robbed me of my energy and concentration. I listen to audiobooks more now.
If you work, what's your profession? I write scientific reports and run data tables for an Early Drug Development CRO, which is as fun as it sounds. I’m also a mother. Everything you’ve heard about motherhood is true and also a lie.
If you could have any job you wish what would it be? I would be rich enough not to need to work 🤷🏻‍♀️ or working on a petting farm would be cute.
Something you're good at: Berating myself. Encouraging others/being a cheerleader. Also writing, I hope 🙈
Something you're bad at: Most things, but especially anything requiring mathematics or physical exercise.
Something you excel at: Being a silly goose 😏thirsting over fictional characters 🙈 and raging at injustices. Erm, I think that’s about it. How tragic for me 😂
Something you love: The community I’ve found here on Tumblr 🫶🏼 period dramas, Dracula, and tattoos (I have none of my own… yet).
Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: Mormonism, The Wars of the Roses, the people I love.
Something you hate: Injustice, mayonnaise, and corsets improperly portrayed in period drama.
Something you collect: Cuddly toy bats, and more characters to thirst over (I need help).
Something you forget: That motherhood is difficult so to give myself more grace.
What's your love language? I don’t adhere to love languages, but I guess genuine connection over similar interests, banter/in-jokes.
Favorite movie/show: Aaahhh don’t make me choose! It’s always changing.
Favorite food: Galaxy Cookie Crumble, Mini Eggs, Yorkshire puddings, and pizza.
Favorite animal: Bats 🦇
Are you musical? I can hold a tune and I played flute as a kid, otherwise sadly no.
What were you like as a child? Intelligent, saw everything in black and white, more artistic, more outgoing.
Favorite subject at school? History and art.
Least favorite subject? Maths and PE.
What's your best character trait? I like to think I’m kind and understanding.
What's your worst character trait? I can be so incredibly lazy.
If you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be? More sleep. Always more sleep.
If you could travel in time who would you like to meet? Bram Stoker. I’d also love to meet my mum as a young woman, I think we would have had fun.
Recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love!):
Come by @perlen-gold (Angbang)
Of Convenience by @greenleaf4stuff (Silverscars)
Last but not least, show your favorite fanart of your favorite character(s) (please remember to credit/add links!):
Melkor/Morgoth
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Adar
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Gil-Galad (TROP)
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No pressure tags for @greenleaf4stuff, @valar-did-me-wrong, @strifes13, @wowstrawberrycow, @iwanderbecauseimlost, @withallthatisleftofmyheart, @calmlyy-chaotiic, @margauxmara, @varda-starqueen, @saffronstories, @gingeragenda, @gracefallingart, @dwarveslikeshinythings, @whenimaunicorn, @permanentlyexhaustedpigeon88 and anyone else who would like to play! Sorry if I missed anyone.
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kampfkewob · 7 years ago
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I had fun filling out some of the character questions floating around on tumblr for 6 of my OCs some time ago. And found it again in my folders. I don’t think they’re many people interested in that much text, but I will post it anyway - unter a cut tho. You’ve been warned.
(linking the character references in the first answers)
- What is your OC’s favorite color? Schicaruh: blue, cold lighter blue to be specific Elín: warm, light green, but after she becomes stargod, it changes to a more saturated middle-blue due to being some kind of Silvwa Aspell: he doesn't really have a favourite colour Beramot: red and yellow Zel: blue-ish grey, not too dark and not too light Llil: aqua blue and dark green
- Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect? Schicaruh: Magical and/or cursed items causing troubles to others, but he never reaaly investigates them and just puts them away to do it later. He has hundrets of these mostly small and dangerous things in his castle. They killed Beramot a couple of times. Elín: Nothing, she may have collected some history books and books about ancient cultures, but this becomes obsolete after she kinda moves in with Aspell and his books. Aspell: Books. Scripts. Dokuments. Literally anything that contains some kind of knowledge and can be stored in shelfs. Beramot: Deaths? Zel: Also nothing, he doesn't own much in general, because he can use anything he wants in his homeworld Caryll. Llil: Trophies of killed stuff. Like the skin of the Silvwa wings he made into a cape once. But mostly claws and teeth and smaller things.
- What kind of things is your OC allergic to? Schicaruh: nothing Elín: nothing Aspell: stupidity Beramot: water? Zel: nothing Llil: nothing
- What kind of clothing does your OC wear? Schicaruh: skinny-fit trousers, pullovers or shirts with broad sleeves, long or short coats Elín: everything that fits mostly. Coats, normal shirts and pants. She doesn't like skirts Aspell: Red coats, black or dark grey trousers. Anything dark coloured. But he does not care much, he can't see it anyways :D Beramot: Mostly jackets/pullovers, simple pants and capes/ponchos - he makes them himself, so they are alle pretty simple - but tend to have ornaments like circles or dots on them. Zel: Anything that is fashioable in Caryll at the time. But he doesn't have a sense for these things, so he combines everything regardless of time period or occasion. It sometimes looks just plainly stupid. He also often wears hats, because that's a thing in Caryll. Llil: No clothes! Just his cape made out of Silvwa wings or some tool belts. He is a wild independent Skarghol who needs no clothes!
- What is your OC’s first memory? Schicaruh: He would say being hit by Aspell on the head for making a stupid statement. Elín: Stitting in the garden of her parents in Spring. Aspell: The great mosaic of the ceiling of the dome of his fathers estate Beramot: his name Zel: His mothers face, even after all this time Llil: He claimes he does not have good old memories, so he doesn't want to remember
- What element would your OC be? (My headworld has 5 elements and light and dark attributes) Schicaruh: Air - Light Elín: Earth - Light Aspell: Fire - Dark Beramot: Fire (he actually is some kind of fire elemental, it's complicated) - Light Zel: Water or Air - Light Llil: Metal (considering the elemental system of my headworld with five elements) - Dark
- What deadly sin would best represent your OC? Schicaruh: Envy Elín: Pride Aspell: Envy Beramot: I really don't know Zel: Envy (all my Silvwas seems to be pretty envious :'D) Llil: Wrath
- What are your OC’s hobbies? Schicaruh: decipher old complicated spells on objects he found, thinking of new spells, casting useful magic on everyday objects himself. Music and art. Everything that is beautiful. Elín: Historical stuff. She is interested in old cultures and rites and love to read or learn about them. She likes to listen to people telling old tales. Aspell: Reading (kinda), searching and collecting books he does not possess... yet. Swordfighting and martial arts mixed with magic. Magic in general. Using his superior magic to see into the future or to where ever he wants. Teaching people stuff - he actually really enjoys that. Beramot: Sewing, crafting, alchemy and old magic. Talking to inanimate objects. Enjoying life in general. Zel: Constructing stuff. Most likely aircrafts but also everything else like water supplies, buildings, floating airship harbours, flying cities... almost everything existing in Caryll was supervised by him at some point. He lives for that shit. Give him a screwdriver and a hammer and he will build something useful out of any trash he can find. And he likes solving mathematical problems and riddles. Llil: Hunting, fighting with and without weapons, playing with the young Skarghols of his tribe, constructing things for everyday life in his village in Tierk. Do things with his hands, he is actaully very touchy and likes to grab onto all the things with his little grabby arms.
- How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they? (I will make a 1-10 scale here, 10 is very hot-headed) Schicaruh: 6 Elín: 3 Aspell: 8 (10 with Schicaruhs bullshit, but only 5 with Elín) Beramot: 0 - there is practically no way to get him angry Zel: 2 Llil: 8-9
- What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.? (I will just take species and sexuality) Schicaruh: Silvwa - panromantic/may be asexual Elín: Human/Silvwa - heterosexual Aspell: Silwa - pansexual Beramot: Some kind of elemental being who once was human - heterosexual except for Kerenti? Zel: Silvwa - panromantic/homosexual Llil: Silvwa/Skarghol - pansexual (The thing is - most Silvwa are panromantic/-sexual, so this was kinda lame)
- If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why? Schicaruh: Maybe some kind of birds? Most likely flamingos - made blue in a magical way Elín: a big fluffy dog! Aspell: a fish tank with exotic fish - and they would win all prizes in contests, they would be the top of all fishes and could bring you the newspaper. yes. Beramot: a stone and he would teach him tricks Zel: a seagul that fetches stuff like hats he loses Llil: an iguana or better a Komodo Dragon. He would fetch sticks and balls.
- What does your OC smell like? (wth? smells are kinda hart to describe and I don't know how people smell, so just assuming the smell like stuff they use or live by everyday?) Schicaruh: He smells like whatever room he was in in his castle, but he may have some mint-like basic smell clinging to him. Elín: Green tea and spruce wood - why? I don't know. Aspell: Old books basically. And like the sweet scented herbs he sometimes smokes. Beramot: Grass and dirt. And that scent that sticks to dry wool. Zel: Salt water - that smell from the air you get at the sea. And maybe oil or metal or wood - depends on whatever he is working on. Llil: Hard work.
- How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job? Schicaruh: Well he belongs to the most wealthy and mightiest Silvwa family there was, so he really does not care about money. Being Stargod also helps you a lot to get what you need even if you don't get paid. And he has a f-ton of stuff hidden in his castle from 3 generations of Stargods he could sell or trade.   Elín: She lived with her brother and got a part time job while trying to study ancient cultures and history to pay her part of the rent. But after Schicaruh picks her up, she has access to every luxury she wants. After his death she goes back to studying and later lecturing about history stuff for a while. Aspell: Same as Schicaruh. He is rich as fuck. And he does not care about it. Beramot: Depends. He did quite a lot of different stuff in his many lifes. Living with humans brought him to many different tasks like being a farmer, teaching magic, being a trader or caring for animals. Living with the Kewobs he just did what ever he was asked to do and what ever a good Kewob would do. But he doesn't have to eat to live, so he doesn't need to make a living. He does whatever he wants. Zel: Being some kind of useful celebrity in his homeworld he gets everything he needs. But he helps ruling the country, building and maintaining important facilities, supervising almost every airship that gets build in Caryll and overall protecting the land and people living there. He is like the Stargod of Caryll - a good patron for this planet. Llil: Mostly hunting the food he and his tribe needs. The Skarghols do not use money but trade with other tribes for materials, products and trophies. So he does whatever is necessary. And he is leading the tribe, so making important decisions and looking after the education and skills of young tribe members.
- What are your OC’s greatest fears? Schicaruh: His biggest fear is a slow painful death - or dying in general. That sometimes holds him back at things he could have done better without thinking of getting injured. Elín: Heights! And losing Schicaruh. Aspell: Losing the ones he loves, like he did several times. Beramot: Water, because he dies in it, and fire, because it usually contains some Azrubel who is going to kill him any second. Zel: He has some irrational fear of suddenly getting old and dying like a human not being able to do the things he love anymore. And he fears dark, small rooms - he needs some kind of window to be well, because he feels like being suffocated in these places and he fears to die because Silvwa die when being in the dark for too long (even though it hast to be several weeks). Llil: nothing in particular... can't think of anything he could fear. It's rather the other way around, everything/-one is fearing him.
- What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves? Schicaruh: Well, it all started when he was born... nah, but seriously, he struggles under the constant pressure of becoming a good (the best) Stargod like his father, but he really don't want that. But he can't outrun his destiny. Elín: She may have the problem of stumbling into greater things she didn't want to be a part of. She isn't casing the problems, but they seem to draw her to them. Some kind of bad luck. Aspell: besides everything involving Nagazi? Beramot: besides everything involving Kerenti? Zel: Pet peeve: He likes everything sorted in his own way and keeps things around him minimalistic (except for his garage, there is a lot of stuff, but all the tools have some secret system only he seems to get). He alignes edges, pencils, books etc in a parallel way to each other.   Llil: personal problems? Nah, he is fine, he likes himself and his life.
- What kind of student were they/would they be in high school? Schicaruh: The cool kid who does not learn but still gets the good grades. Maybe because he knows how to cheat right. Elín: The kid who tries to please everyone but still wants to go their own way and is in constant struggle between beeing nice to bullshit and beeing herself until she erupts one day and tells everybody where they're wrong with everything. Aspell: The one who is always correcting the teacher with his neverending pool of knowledge. And he would always carry some books everyone finds boring as fuck. Beramot: The dreamer who doodles in his homeworks instead of learning but somehow manages to graduate. Zel: The nerd. Llil: The bully type. Always bragging about his strenght and intelligence, but when nobody is around he asks the nerd to help him with his homework.
- What is a random fact about your OC? Schicaruh: He would never wear something deep purple coloured. He does not like the colour at all. Elín: She likes fruity teas, especially berry flavoured ones. Aspell: He is the only Silvwa with black hair. Beramot: He speaks a lot of differnet languages, but does not remember most of the time. Zel: He is the only Silvwa alive who can swim properly. Llil: He always wanted to have kids.
- What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them? Well, where to start here.. Schicaruh: He was originally created to be an opponent to Azrubel (which he still is, but they changed sides), he was the bad guy, looked totally different (besides blue hair) - he got crystal horns for example. This basic character was later splitted into Schicaruh and Aspell. He had blue skin at some point and his wings (and all Silvwa wings) changed the design very often. But he was always a magician who casts spells on and with souls. Elín: She hadn't had a design for quitea while but was later modelled after a friend who really loved Schicaruh, so it was kinda fitting. I think said friend never realised that, but she became a huge fan of Elín aswell x) Aspell: Like I said above, he was part of the design of the first version of Schicaruh. But became his own entity. He was heavily inspired from the 'blind samurai' stereotype and Hyouma from the Basilisk manga :'D Beramot: He wasn't really inspired by anything in particular. Maybe by my sometimes really confused side. He just happend. Zel: Well, he was originally inspired by my favourite musician to this day, Roger Hodgson. Even if he never looked like him (okay, maybe a little in the beginning) or even though he doesn't have anything to do with music. Does that makes sense? No! Did I do this anyway? Sure! Llil: Not inspired by anything. Or I can't remember. But I like monster guys >.>
- What kind of childhood did your character have? Schicaruh: A difficult one. Growing up under Aspells strict eye isn't easy. It mostly consists of learning and practicing and more learning. But he had some fun, mostly with Veiscar, his other tutor. Elín: Her childhood was pretty normal. Nothing special, just growing up like a normal kid, playing with her older brother, going to school, struggling with puberty etc... Aspell: He grew up as the prodigy his father always wanted to have. He got all luxuries and was treated like a prince - which he kinda was. It was awesome for him, but remember one thing: The whole Kourati family is crazy. And Saltyr was the craziest of all of them. Having him as a father wasn't always great. Beramot: He had a good childhood. He grew up with Kerenti taking care of him, supporting him in every decision and encouraging him to be whatever he wants to be. Zel: Well, not so great. Beeing born at the end of his species, seeing his parents getting slaughtered and being put into captivity for a really long time getting tortured... Llil: Also not that good. He was created in a magical way to be an amusement for the late last rich and mighty Silvwa. His 'mother' - a Skarghol - was killed before his eyes, he was laughed at and treated bad...
- If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose? Schicaruh: Elín: Aspell: Beramot: Zel: he doesn't want to have a grave, which is unusual in general for Caryll. He would want to get his ashes thrown into the winds. Llil: See you, fuckers!
- Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why? Schicaruh: Getting married? No. The Silvwa don't practise something like this. Having kids? He doesn't have some, but he could think about it. Elín: Getting married? She would like to. And she would also like to have kids, but she may be infertile after the becomes half Silvwa. Aspell: Never married, kids... actually yes. He has a daughter almost nobody knows about. Beramot: Married? Yeah, more than one time. And he also had kids. With a Silvwa and with humans as well. He lived many lives and some were quite normal. Zel: No to marriage and no kids, cause he isn't interested in woman - there wouldn't be any Silvwa woman left anyway. Llil: Marriage? No, Skarghols do not marry. But he always wanted to have children, be he is infertile. That actually bothers him.
- If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be? Schicaruh: Freedom to do what he wants to do with his life. Elín: Living a peaceful life with Schicaruh by her side. Aspell: Knowledge about all the things. But he kinda already have that. Beramot: Peace. Zel: Seeing Caryll grow and flourish. And Schicaruh at his side, but he knows he won't get him again. Llil: The best for his tribe.
- Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? Schicaruh: He already killed some people, mostly because the were harmfull to others and there was no other way. Sometimes out of self defense. He does not really think about it. 'It happens'. Elín: She would not and never did kill somebody. I don't know if you could push her to kill someone. Aspell: Been there, done that. The motives where diverse: anger, self defense, revenge, because he was told to do so, judging someones actions ... different times back then. Beramot: He may also have killed someone. He was a mage in some war between Krimusd and Vaile in which Vaile won and added Krimusd to the empire. It was a bloody war between Silvwa and Silvwa. But he wouldn't kill out of lower motives. Zel: He didn't kill and he doesn't intend to do so. Llil: Well, where should I start? He has a pretty high Silvwa-kill-counter. And besides that? He doesn't use his axe for wood choping only...
- What social groups and activities does your character attend? Schicaruh: He has almost no friends and he doesn't like strangers, but he actually sometimes goes out to win a few games like card games or gambles. Yes, win, not play. He cheats a lot and wins. But he almost only plays with a set group of gamblers he knows and they know they can't win against him if he doesn't want to lose. But none of them actually knows, who he is, so for them he is just some strange guy with magic. Elín: She is a social person, but never has a lot of friends because she did everything on her own. So she never has had any regularly occuriny social activities. Aspell: He could have a secret book club... but he hasn't. Beramot: His group activities consist of just going to whoever is around and doing things with them, if they want or not. Could be anything. Whatever comes to his mind. But afterall everybody likes him in some way, so the almost never say no. Zel: He is some kind of celebrity and gets invited to al lot of stuff, parties, contests, inauguration ceremonies, etc. But he overall likes it, so he tries to attend all of them even if it's sometimes only to not disappoint the hosts. Always friendly, always the helping hand. Llil: Living in a Skarghol-tribe is like a group activity. There is almost no alone-time and all the things are done with whoever is around. And as the leader, he has to be around a lot.
- How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? Schicaruh: He always thinks about the bad things that could happen and what everyone expects him to be and worries alot about the future. And he thinks of his death a lot. Elín: She has a vivid imagination and is very idealistic, thinking of a better world and how everything could be. But she also tries to find solutions on how to make things better. Aspell: He lives in the past a lot. And in the future. His mind is crowded with a lot of things. And he always have to consider what Nagazi would think about his actions because she tends to punish him with a lot of different things if she isn't pleased with him obeying to their 'contract'. Beramot: He is the incarnation of daydreaming. His mind seems to be always somewhere else, he thinks about a lot, memories fading and popping up out of nowhere until he doesn't know anymore from which of his lives they came from.   Zel: He thinks about the past he shared with Schicaruh and always wishes to go back to this a lot. But it won't happen. Llil: He does not overthink things. Always lives from day to day, so there isn't much to worry about.
- What’s something that your character does, that other people don’t normally do? Schicaruh: Elín: Challenging Aspell, nobody else dares to talk against him. Aspell: Being blind and collect book? Beramot: Dying and being resurrected? Living with flying snails? Zel: Llil:
- What would your character do with a million dollars? (or money they could actually use) Schicaruh: Nothing. He may put it somewhere and forget about it. He doesn't need it anyways. Elín: Maybe buy some things she really needs and save the rest for bad times. Aspell: Just throw it wherever his heritage lies.   Beramot: Depends. He may just buy a neat little house somewhere and actually use it for something reasonable or he may throw/give it away or he might even use it to decorate the Kewob's housings. It really depends on his state of mind. Zel: Most likely donating it to some kind of project that's in need. Llil: Eat it. Or if it's in metal coins - forge it into something more useful.
- What is in your characters kitchen right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can? Schicaruh: Stuff. Nothing to eat though. He has extracted souls lying around everywhere. Or some clothes or magical devices. He isn't very organized in his own rooms (or wherever Aspell won't go) Elín: She surely has some books lying besides her bed and some paper + something to write. She makes it into a habit to write things down she doesn't understand in books Aspell gave her to ask him next day. She usually reads a bit before sleeping. Aspell: He has whatever his guests need lying around. Besides that: not much. Sometimes his stone eyes (for he doesn't always wear them), which creeps the fuck out of Elín every time. But usually everything is tidy and cleaned up. Beramot: He usually keeps everything he holds dear in a bag he carries with him. Including interesting stuff he founds on the ground. He sometimes sorts things out and that's the stuff you find lying around him. Can be stones or actually interesting or valuable things. What he holds dear changes often. Zel: Because he doesn't possess much there isn't very much which can be lying around. You may find some tools if he was working on something, but usually his small flat is very tidy and almost sterile. Llil: Bones, tools, stuff he found in the woods, ancient artifacts (or 'whatever these things are'), knives, leatherbelts, some food that doesn't expire quickly, other weaponry... lazy Skarghols.
- Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with? Schicaruh: Depends with whom he goes out. He may just go to his gambling bros or somthing quite with Elín (or Zel, depending on what time period we are talking - this actually makes these whole questions very hard, they all just lived too long or changed location/living conditions too often). He would just wear whatever he always wears being with Elín tho. He might just show her some beautiful places he likes. Elín: See above. But she might think a little more about what she could wear. But most times she can't think about it because Schicaruh tends to be very spontanuous with these 'dates'. Aspell: When he was younger he used to go out from time to time. There were many places you could go to in Alcalla, the capital city of Vaile - and as the son of Saltyr, he could go wherever he wants. He had a lot of people going with him to benefit of him and Aspell didn't care much of their motives. He liked to be surrounded and courted by many and used it in his own selfish way. He mostly wore precious clothing and jewlery depending where they're going. Beramot: Kerenti sometimes takes him out for some quite, relaxing time. Just some stargazing or talking. Zel: Depends on where he was invited to. He mostly tries to dress in a fitting, formal way. He goes there with a lot of different people - he knows many. Sometimes he tries to get Schicaruh to just come with him but only a few times he succeeds - with a lot of begging. Llil: Night out? What about hunting a dangerous nightly creature? Or investiganting some dark scary (and surely dangerous) cave? Or swimming in an ice cold lake where deep water creatures dwells? Or climbing some huge ass trees (typically with some animals that are most likely trying to eat you)? Zel had to do it all after Llil decides they're best friends now. And dressing? He wears nature itself!
- What does your character do when they’re angry? Why? Schicaruh: Crying actually. Even tho he is old as fuck if you think about it. But the tears keep coming out of anger and frustration. Elín: Complaing about the source of her anger to others. And 'aggressive learning' - reading stuff. She keeps many informations she read when she was angry. Aspell: Depends from where the anger comes. But he is mostly just calm. If he gets loud, things are really serious and everybody involved or not should back out. Beramot: Sulking. Zel: Aimlessly flying around in his trusty little airship 'til the anger is gone. Llil: Hitting and/or throwing things. Shouting. Cursing. The usual stuff. You could guess, he is always angry.
- Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from? Schicaruh: No, he doesn't like them on himself. Although he got some wounds that should have been scars after healing normally, he usually cures himself using magic and this leaves no signs. Elín: Some minor spots just from being a normal child. Like scratches or minor burns. Nothing special. Aspell: He got a huge ass scar on his left shoulder area because he cut out the mark of the Stargods after he realized Nagazi would never let him become one of them anyways. And it wasn't only one cut out piece of skin and it wasn't a clean cut - it looks preatty bad, but he usually doesn't show it to anyone. And he also never removed the scar(s). Beramot: No scars that last after he dies and gets a new body. Zel: He has big scars where his wings used to be. The wounds weren't treated well and didn't heal into clean, small scars. They're quite big and crooked. Schicaruh offered to remove them, but Zel never wanted to lose them, because they tell their own story. Llil: He heals very fast and regenerates his skin, so he can't keep scars.
- How does your character react to/ accept criticism? Schicaruh: He mostly doesn't openly accept criticism but thinks about it later and often comes to the conclusion it might have had a point. Elín: She accepts it even though she might get a little sad or angry. But she knows she isn't perfect and tries whatever she can to improve. Aspell: There isn't much you can't critizise about him - well, that's what he thought. But Elín keeps finding things she mentioned - mostly about his morales and way of living. He thinks about it, but in silence on his own, like Schicaruh. It kind of bothers him, even though he wouldn't admit. Beramot: He mostly doesn't even realise it and forgets about it anyway. Zel: He always tries the best to improve himself, so he gladly takes criticism even if it hurts frome time to time. But there isn't much anyone would criticise about him. Llil: 'Say it to my ass, fucker!' - he usually doesn't accept criticism and reacts just like he always does: cursing a lot.
- If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza? Schicaruh: He would be very indifferent about it, not hating it, not liking it. Eating it and that's it. Elín: She might like it, but she won't order it on her own. Aspell: He wouldn't eat it even if forced to. I mean, who could even force him to eat it? And something bad happening? You can't trick him with something like that. Beramot: Best. Thing. Ever. Zel: He would also be indifferent aout the taste like Schicaruh. If he has to eat it, he would eat it. No big deal. Llil: Way to strange for his taste, but at the same time somewhat delicious. He can't decide if he hates it or likes it.
- Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works? Schicaruh: Sure, he would analize and test it. And then put it to all the other things he never touches again. Elín: She would be a little scared and would hide it somewhere without telling anybody. Aspell: He wouldn't mind testing it. Putting it somewhere in the shelves where it creeps Elín out, because it might be working. Beramot: He might have found a new best friend. Zel: He would hand it to Schicaruh to keep it someplace where it can't do any harm to anyone. He is careful with magical things. Llil: He would definitely test it. He may find it cool as hell.
- Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle? Schicaruh: He can draw very well and paints from time to time in a traditional way not using magic. To relax. But it's really rare because he usually can't find some quite moment. Elín: She isn't artistically skilled, but she sometimes doodles on her notes. Aspell: He sometimes adds illustrations to texts he found, but mostly using magic. And that isn't the same. Beramot: He doodles in a small book he carries around. Usually things he sees on his journeys and wants to remember. Zel: He draws down all his construction plans and anything like that. So... technical drawings. Llil: Drawing isn't really something that interests him. But making something out of hunting trophies and nature stuff... yeah, that wasn't the question.
- What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult? Schicaruh: His father was 'the greatest Stargod of them all' - so he always lived in the shadow of his legacy. So he affected his life a lot. His mother on the other hand was a normal Silvwa never really mentioned because all she did was being there to give birth to him (story too long for this question tho). She vanished after Hiests death and Schicaruh knows nothing about her. Elín: They were/are caring parents who always wanted the best for her and her brother. They did all the could to turn her into a decent human being and they did good. Aspell: Well... His father was a manic his mother was a assassin. Like I said, the Kourathi family was crazy. Beramot: If you could count Kerenti as some kind of parent, well, this ended up in a totally fucked up situation. Well played, guys. Zel: His parents were caring and they loved him a lot, but he can't remember them very well, cause he was quite young when they got killed befor his eyes. But these picture he never forgot. They gave him a lot of nightmares through his life. Llil: He only had a mother, a Skaghol, who gave birth to him - ha was magically created in some way. His mother actually cared about him and tried to teach him some things, but this all happend in captivity and she died (was killed) which only stired up Llils hate for the Silvwa.
- Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush? Schicaruh: He only likes very specific sweets like buiscuits and some kinds of cake. Elín: She likes many different kinds candy, but only eats a few pieces if she is able to do so. Aspell: He only likes dark chocolate and plain buiscuites. Beramot: He could eat sweet stuff all day long. With some guaranteed sugar rush. He does what he always does, but with doubled speed and doubled sound level. He talks even more. Zel: Cake is fine. Llil: He doesn't like sweet stuff very much. And some sugar rush would be bad for everyone around him - so it may be better if he never finds something sweet he loves.
- If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count? Schicaruh: That's what actually happens. He know he will die and when it may happen. As someone who fears death the most, he first tries to run away, but after he realized how pointless it is (because that would just cause harm to any people), he accepts his fate, fullfilling his purpose and gives his life for a greater good, overcoming his fears. Elín: She would try to make the best out of them, by just keep doing what she is doing. Maybe trying to help as many people as she can. Aspell: He would just wait and accept his fate. He would be even happy to know that he finally can and will die. Beramot: Accepting it, looking forward for a new life, but also being sad 'cause he will forget so much he cared about. Zel: He would carry on and depending on how much time he has left, trying to plan the future of Caryll and thinking about how everything will function without him. After that, he just might tell Schicaruh about his eternal love (again), hoping for some affection (again). But Schicaruh really cares about him, so maybe he would give in (again) for the last time. Llil: He couldn't accept it and he would try to find a way to avoid this fate. But if he really couldn't find one, he might just roll with it and do all the things he really wanted to do before he dies. Some of them including activities which could also just kill him in the process. But he wouldn't have anything to lose.
- Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with? Schicaruh: nope to siblings, but Aspells daughter, his cousin, isn't soo much older as he is. But they don't know each other. Elín: Her brother who is only two years older. Aspell: Hiest was his dizygotic twin - they were very close but had some huge arguments about some things and their relationship was really bad from time to time. Beramot: nope Zel: nope Llil: nah
- What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like? Schicaruh: There was nearly no 'relationship'. Elín: good Aspell: They had a good relationship, but she always prefered Hiest over him, mostly to protect him a little from Saltyr who didn't like his second son very much. Beramot: not available Zel: good Llil: good but complicated due to the circumstances
- What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like? Schicaruh: Hiest hadn't have the chance to build some relationship due to his early death after Schicaruh was born. Schicaruh himself can't remember him, but his legacy weights heavy on his shoulders. Hiest did love him tho. Elín: good Aspell: He was the favourite son and Saltyr loved him - maybe out of selfish motives, but they were very close at first. It later changed through 'it's complicated' to Aspell killing him at last. Beramot: Kerenti is some kind of father to him - so a good one? Ended up not so well, but.. Zel: good Llil: he didn't have a father
- Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know? Schicaruh: difficult to say. Not changing him fundamentally but his first encounter with Azrubel shows him, that he has to take the whole Stargod-thing seriously. Elín: Aspell: He went from 'pro Saltyr' to 'kill him' after he finally realised what he did to all the people/beings to make his own life (and that of some Silvwa) better. He threw overboard everything he thought was right. Beramot: Zel: I could say the death of his parents and his own torture, but he was young and there wasn't much to change fundamentally. But it shaped him in its own way. Llil:  He never actually changed much. He threw his hate for Silvwa in general over board, but this was just something that happend over time because there were no Silvwa left to hate.
- On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets? Schicaruh: Souls. He always carries some compressed souls with him because he learned how to use their energy for some extra power in his spells. Elín: Some paper and a pen. Aspell: Nothing He has everything he needs in reach, so he doesn't have to carry anything. Beramot: Things he found laying around. Maybe some thread and a needle. Zel: Some small tools (just the basic stuff, everything else is in his garage or tool belt), a small knife. Llil: No pants, no pockets.
- Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams/nightmares? Schicaruh: his own death. Elín: nothing reoccuring. Aspell: he usually doesn't sleep much (Silvwa in general don't) and if he does he takes care not to dream a lot. There may be some things coming back to him, good or bad, but heis very good in ignoring them. Beramot: he keeps dreaming of his old lifes and things that happened to him, good or bad. He often has nightmares about some of his deaths. Zel: Nightmares about being tortured in his early life. But they got rarer over the years and after he talked things out with Llil, the actually vanished completely. Llil: Nothing he cares about.
- Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target? Schicaruh: Zel has a gun and he surely tried it out. But not with some real target, maybe some rocks or thin air. Elín: she hasn't done anything like that. Aspell: Sure. He did everything. He surely has a gun lying around somewhere because he hoards things. And guns are quite rare (because they're useless if almost everyone knows some magic) Beramot: Maybe? Zel: He has a gun and he made it himself. It fires magic bullets made out of magic liquids Beramot makes for him. Or made - he doesn't remember. Llil: nope, but his fist is like a gun when it hits your face, yo.
- Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up? Schicaruh: no Elín: She moved in with two rich snobs, so yeah. Aspell: nope Beramot: It's an up and down through all his lives, but he never was imensely rich. Zel: Yes! His family was kinda poor and now he could have whatever he wants because of his status. Llil: not really.
- Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing? Schicaruh: More clothing. He always wears long sleeves and pants. Elín: She usually also likes to be fully clothes except when it's too hot outside. Aspell: The more the better. He wouldn't wear anything ever that would show the scar on his left shoulder. Beramot: Depends on the weather, but he usually also wears long sleeves. It's more safe if it suddelnly starts to rain. Zel: Short clothes are okay to feel the warm wind in the summer. But he would always cover his torso to hide his scars. Llil: Since he doesn't normally wear anything at all, this question is obsolete.
- In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been? Schicaruh: The first encounter with Azrubel, 'cause he underestimated him completely and nearly got his ass kicked. Elín: After Schicaruh was hurt by the sword Azrubel wields. She was afraid to lose him and it was very likely to happen. Aspell: At the end of the era of the two creators as the gray energy took over, he loses most of his senses, sight and power. He wasn't actually truly afraid of anything in his life until this point. Beramot: Probably in some of his more brutal deaths. Most likely involving Kajo or drowning. Zel: After being freed from captivity and torture he was very afraid of getting caught again. And he also was really concerned and afraid of losing Schicaruh the same time Elín was. Llil: He tried to kill Hiest once. With his skill in breaking magic he thought it could work out... he has never been so wrong. But Hiest didn't kill him. But Llil was afraid he would do that.
- Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way? Schicaruh: He may find it a little disgusting to have the blood of others on his skin and clothes, but it doesn't disturb him. Elín: Depends on the amount but if it's too much, she gets sick and has the urge to vomit. Aspell: It doesn't affect him in any way. Beramot: He gets reminded of many bad things and would be afraid and disturbed. He doesn't vomit, but he is in shock seeing too much blood. Some minor wounds are okay, but bigger ones throw him into unpleasant flashbacks. Zel: Isn't bothered by it. But it makes him a little sad if it includes someone dying. Llil: It excites him. He can fall into some blood rush through the smell of a lot of blood.
- Does your character remember names or faces easier? Schicaruh: Faces, even though he usually identifies people through their structure of their souls. A habit he got used to due to the Sylvanjis and their shape shifting. You can't trust anyone just by their looks. Elín: Faces. Aspell: Names. And as Schicaruh, souls. Beramot: Faces, he is _really_ bad with names. Zel: Names and faces in a balanced way. He is used to get to know new people which he should remember. But he has a nice memory. Llil: Faces.
- Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not? Schicaruh: Money means nothing to him and he wouldn't mind to throw all the stuff away he hoards in his castle, but he keeps it, because most of it can be harmful. Elín: Not really. Aspell: It's not about the money, but if anyone ever touches his stuff unauthorized... well. He possesses a lot of things (mostly books) and he likes to hoard new stuff, (also especially books) Beramot: Nope. Zel: Nah. Llil: Mostly nah - but trophies shows status and h has some rare stuff he would like to keep and some thing he would like to get.
- Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success? Schicaruh: Happiness - his own to be specific. Elín: Happiness - but mostly of others. Aspell: Success. Beramot: Happiness. Zel: Success - it brings him happiness. Llil: Success - he likes to see others fail in some way. He is quite an asshole.
- Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others? Schicaruh: Ambition. Elín: Wisdom. She is fascinated by people who know much. Aspell: Wisdom. Obviously. Beramot: Ambition. He doesn't care about wisdom in others. Zel: Ambition. Llil: Ambition. Even though he is kinda fascinated by something he doesn't understand or know yet and if there is someone he can learn from, he admires that person. He wouldn't openly admit it, tho.
- What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before? Schicaruh: He isn't that interested in other people so there aren't many realtionships he tried to keep. Except for Zel and Elín, but the first one he dropped for his fate of becoming Stargod (and for not being able to be what Zel needed) and the second one is still lasting. Elín: Maybe putting the well being of others over her own happiness. Aspell: That jealous ex that kills your new love. Beramot: Well he dies and forgets a lot, so many realtionships ended this way. Zel: His flaw is that his partner isn't Schicaruh. So every relationship ended in some kind of desaster - and he tried to find someone new a lot of times. Llil: He is immortal in a world where nobody else is... It just won't work out. Same thing with Zels relationships, but they lasted not long enough, for that really being a problem. But Llil is really loyal and it bothers him.
- In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism? Schicaruh: He uses most opportunities he gets to bring himself down. That's kinda Aspells fault because he kept saying he wasn't as good as he could be. Elín: She uses comparison with others to make the best out of herself. It may bring her down a little at first, but in the end it motivates her to do better. Aspell: He knows he is better than everyone, so he doesn't need to compare him self with them. Beramot: He doesn't compare himself to others in any way. Zel: Just as Elín he usually uses it to motivate himself. Llil: He does it for self-validation from time to time.
- If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others? Schicaruh: He totally believes that he cuased or deserved it for not doing his best, even though he knows he coulndn't have done anything about it. Elín: She belives in bad luck. Things happen. Aspell: Shit happens. That's life. But he almost alwyas knows who's fault it was. But he often decides against pointing it out. Beramot: He usually thinks it was his fault. Zel: Depends on what was happening. If it was anything involving his machinery he blames himself, even if it wasn't his fault. But he generally doesn't blame others. Llil: It surely wasn't his fault if you ask him.
- How quick is your character to trust someone else? Schicaruh: He doesn't trust anyone very easily. He usually believes they want to do him some harm. But with some he instantly trusted them, including Elín, Zel and Beramot. Elín: She is a little naive when it comes to trust people and she usually doesn't suspect anyone at first. Aspell: He can read your true intentions, so he in genral knows if he can trust someone or not. Beramot: He trust everybody, period. But he is also really disappointed in people if they betray him. Zel: He isn't quick to trust strangers. Llil: He trust whoever he finds trustworthy. That can happen quickly or not. Depends.
- How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person? Schicaruh: Really quick. Like I said, he always assumes that other will cause him some damage. But he won't suspect someone he is close to. Elín: She doesn't want think about what would be if someone close would betray her. So she usually don't suspect them. Aspell: Like I said above, he knows if someone lies to him. Beramot: He doesn't suspect anyone of anything bad. Zel: If you earned his trust he isn't quick to suspect you, but eraning his trust in the first place is a longer way. That's why he usually does things by himself. Llil: If he trusts someone in the first place, he wouldn't suspect them. But with strangers he is more careful.
- How does your character behave around children? Schicaruh: A little awkward. Elín: Friendly - she likes children. Aspell: He takes care of them if he has to and is in general good with them. They don't bother him. Beramot: He likes children and they usually like him. He likes to play with them. Zel: He may be a little reserved at first but after a while he usually gets along with them well. Llil: He loves kids! He likes to play with them and is friendly to any child he sees. But in general they are scared of him first.
- How does your character normally deal with confrontation? Schicaruh: He tries to avoid confrontation as long as he can. Elín: She tries to defend her point and isn't intimidated by most people. Aspell: He may get angry, except when it's Elín confronting him about anything. Which even he doesn't understant. Beramot: He usually listents and stops caring. He may see his flaws, but he also knows he can't do much about a lot of things. Zel: He tries to mediate a lot and not to anger anyone even more. Llil: Cursing, being louder than the one confronting him. He is quick to threaten others.
- How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation? (1-10 - not at all to very quick) Schicaruh: 4 Elín: 2 Aspell: 7 Beramot: 1 Zel: 2 Llil: 9
- What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true? Schicaruh: Becoming Stargod and follow his fathers foodspeps sounded cool to him as a kid, but later he regrets that and just wanted to do whatever he wants to do. This didn't worled out because there would have been no way he could escape his fate. Elín: She wanted to become a historican, but that everything happend and she ended up being Startgod herself. That's totally not what she expected at all. Aspell: He wanted to be Stargod, but that never came true. Beramot: He wanted to be a strong mage of the Silvwan Krimusd mage brigade. This came true. But this was in his very first life. Zel: He hadn't has any dream as a child, but later he wished to see Caryll prosper and did anything to reach this goal. With success you can say. Llil: He wanted to kill as many Silvwa as he can. He kinda achieved that.
- What does your character find repulsive or disgusting? Schicaruh: Blood and other body flids of others. Slimy stuff and mud in general. He doesn't like to get dirty. Elín: Open wounds and blood, the usual stufff like rotten food, corpses, etc. Aspell: Weakness and stupidity disgusts him >:C Beramot: not much. Zel: Rotten stuff. And he also doesn't like to be dirty, but has no problem with getting dirty through working. He just doesn't want to stay that way for too long. Llil: Can't think of something. He usually finds stuff that disgusts others funny in some way and uses his own resistance to anything disgusting to creep people out.
- Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable. Schicaruh: He admires being alone or with the only two people he loves. And being in his favourite room in his castle where you can just sit and watch the stars. Elín: Sitting in the roome mentioned above with Schicaruh by her side. Or reading some book sitting by one of the big windows in Aspells library with some tea and a snowstorm passing by outside. Aspell: Being at home with his books in silence. Beramot: Being with Kerenti in any way. Zel: Flying through the sky in his trusty little airship. And in earlier times listen to Schicaruh playing some music while not caring about anything else. Llil: Being with his tribe, having fun hunting or playing games.
- Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable. Schicaruh: Having to attent some formal meeting with people he doesn't care about. Elín: The first time being left alone with Zel. He didn't like her and she could almost feel it physically. And she didn't know why at first. Being with someone who doesn't like her and not knowing why would always be a situation where she would be uncomfortable. Aspell: Being naked/exposed or ripped of his power. Beramot: Being with two persons who have an agrument. He get's uncomfortable if the is disharmony in the air. Zel: Being in small closed up rooms. Llil: Maybe being in some formal party, buf if he feels uncomfortable he make himself feeling comfortable, even if this includes others getting uncomfortable.
- Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method? Schicaruh: He would be trying the same way or a similar way multiple times to find out if there's a flaw in his method or if it just plainly does not work this way. Elín: She will try to find a different solution. Aspell: Same as Schicaruh. Beramot: He would rather give up. Zel: Different approach, there is always a way to work something out. Llil: Second try, but not a third.
- How does your character behave around people they like? Schicaruh: Warm-hearted, friendly, and helping. Elín: Caring, friendly, free-spoken, welcoming Aspell: nice and friendly. But if you anger him, it doesn't matter if he likes you or not, you will be judged and punished if it's needed. Beramot: For him liking everyone, he is overly friendliy and open-hearted. Zel: respectful, but a little reserved like he usually is. Although he would always try to help if he can. Llil: He will treat you like one of his kind. If that's good or bad depends...
- How does your character behave around people they dislike? Schicaruh: Cold-hearted and short-spoken. Very unwelcoming. Elín: She tries to be friendly nonetheless. Aspell: Respectful and formal - except they would do something bad: angry and threatening. Beramot: He likes everyone in some way. Zel: Respectful, more reserved, keeping distance, but he won't normaly get rude. Llil: Threatening, angry, rude and disrespectful
- Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat? Schicaruh: He backs out easily. Elín: She will work it out if she can. Aspell: Removing the problem. Beramot: Going away is his strategy. Zel: Working it out/trying to remove the thread if it concerns others and he can do something about it. If it concerns himself it's sometimes easier to back out. Llil: In general... removing it by using force in some way.
- Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first? Schicaruh: He thinks he deserves it, good and bad. Elín: Earning it. Aspell: He is absolutely sure he deserves it. Beramot: Earning it. Zel: He likes to earn things with effort. Llil: Earning it through hard work if that's the way.
- Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them? Schicaruh: Veiscar. Elín: Aspell, kinda. Aspell: Nah. Beramot: Kerenti. Zel: No. Llil: No.
- Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them? Schicaruh: No. Elín: No - or maybe Beramot, but he isn't depending on anyone, she just likes to have an eye out on him. Aspell: Schicaruh and Elín - even though she was already an adult, but he felt responsible for her and her education and training. Beramot: The Kewobs in general. He was like a god for them. Zel: Not really. Maybe all the people in Caryll. Llil: Yes, he cares for the children in his clan and cared for some that lost their parents.
- How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it? Schicaruh: easy, but he won't say it without meaning so. Elín: Not so easy, it makes her uncomfortable. Aspell: Won't say that very easily even if he wants to because of bad experiences which came after that. Beramot: Same as Aspell if he can remember. But he is normaly very free-spoken.. so he could say it very easily, but he is also very truthful, so he will definitly mean it. Zel: He isn't quick to say something like that, if he really means it. But he used it as a lie a few times. Llil: He doesn't lie very often, so if he says it, he means it. And for him being loud and straight forward, it's easy for him.
- What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them? Schicaruh: He knows, what happens. His sould will be conserved and maybe born again later. He isn't scared, but he doesn't want it to happen. Elín: She learns that there is some kind of afterlife for a few sould, but she doesn't belive her soul is important enough, so she thinks she will just fade away. This makes her sad, but it also somehow motivates her to always do her best. Aspell: He knows he won't die in any normal way. Beramot: He knows he will be born again. Zel: He knows he would fade away and hopes that Schicaruh may conserve his soul after he dies, but never told him to do so. Llil: He doesn't care.
- Which oc doesn’t remember - or won’t tell - when their actual birthday is, so they just pick a random day each year? Beramot, definitely. And maybe Zel if he get asked by people in Caryll.
- Which oc is the best at remembering important dates? Aspell. He remembers the last time you sneezed into one of his books and he will remind you. Several times.
- Which oc is always late showing up to events, so others have taken to telling them something is taking place two hours earlier than it actually is? Llil, he does not care. And Beramot because he forgets everything.
- Which oc’s idea of a great date is playing practical jokes on someone - together? Llil most likely, even though Zel isn't a fan of laughing about others.
- Which oc is the one who catches them and puts a stop to it? Schicaruh. Or Aspell if the joke is a little over the top.
- Which oc makes the most creative excuses to get out of going to events they don’t want to attend? Schicaruh.
- Which oc suffers the event in silence? Elín.
- Which oc is genuinely delighted to be there? Zel.
- Which oc is the life of every party? Probably Llil, but nobody wants to invite him for several reasons.
- Which ocs celebrate their anniversary on the wrong day, realize it’s the wrong day, and continue anyway because it’s easier to remember? Beramot.
- Which oc can’t remember what their last fight was about? Beramot.
- Which oc remembers EXACTLY what happened? Aspell.
- Which oc has fifteen ongoing arguments? Schicaruh - with Aspell most likely.
- Which oc is the friend who refuses to get involved? Zel.
- Which oc inserts themselves into the middle of things because they’re sure they know a way to fix it? Elín.
- Which oc makes it a point not to hold grudges, and is generally the first to apologize or walk away from an argument? Zel. Elín, Schicaruh and Aspell are way too stubborn to admit they were wrong.
- Which oc mails an envelope full of glitter to someone on the anniversary of a fallout? Llil. Or Beramot - depends on his state of mind and their intensions.
- Which oc has a binder full of essays on why they were Right™? Aspell. He may have a whole library.
- Which ocs are the friends/couple who are constantly bickering but always make it up to each other? Llil and Zel.
- Which ocs are the ones who never get into full on fights? Elín and Schicaruh.
- Which oc seems wise but only gives Bad Advice? no one of these five. They're either wise or not and if not they don't give smart advises.
- Which oc has good advice, but they phrase it so badly that no one either understands or listens? Beramot.
- Which oc takes a million pictures of their child and shows them to everyone they know? Llil - if he had one and taking pictures was a thing.
- Which oc is the one their coworkers/classmates would know the least about? Schicaruh, he doesn't like to talk about himself.
- Which oc is an open book? Elín and Beramot - the last one because the tends to talk randomly.
- Which oc gushes about how sweet their friends are? Beramot.
- Which oc would take their pet with them on all but a very few adventures? Llil. The Komodo Dragon named Steve which can do tricks and find gold or something.
- Which ocs’ pets would be friends? Aspells fish and Beramots stone.
- Which oc’s kid is the mortal enemy of another oc’s kid, much to the horror of both parents (who get along famously)? They all don't have kids. But I think if Llil would have a son and Elín and Schicaruh got a child - this would be the outcome. (Even though Schicaruh and Llil don't get along well...)
- Which oc has an ‘eccentric,’ but very supportive family? Everyone with Kourati in his name. They are all crazy, but sticked together with pride until Aspell and Hiest fell with Saltyr.
- Which oc works at the family business? Aspell - kind of.
- Which oc shows up to a friend’s wedding to be supportive even though they had a fallout with the person their friend is marrying? Zel.
- Which oc volunteers to help with an acquaintance’s party/dinner/etc. and sends a bill afterward? Llil.
- Which oc hates nature, and which oc wants to roll in the dirt forever? Schicaruh doesn't like dirt and getting the whole nature experience. Beramot on the other hand lived outside like 80% of his life and he loves it. Just getting wet is a problem for him...
- Which oc concocts an elaborate plan for petty revenge based on a minor incident? Actually nobody. But Aspell can be a little revengeful and was it alot when he was young. And Llil is a little vindictive aswell, but nobody would plan something because of a minor incident.
- Which oc overthinks things? Schicaruh. Thets why he often doesn't get shit done.
- Which oc builds a snowman family and gets upset when they start melting? Beramot. Depending of his mental health he may would build them graves, too. Maybe also from snow and then would be crying if they melt, too.
- Which oc has a never ending supply of over-the-top reasons for why they never turn in their homework? Well, Schicaruh. At one point he seemed to have made a game ot of 'making Aspell mad'.
- Which oc is the professor/teacher who lets everything slide? Definitely not Aspell.
- Which oc talks to strangers in the checkout line, and generally meets new people wherever they go? Beramot. He is really open minded and talks alot. So it just comes naturally.
- Which oc would rather not talk to people ever, if they can help it, but still takes an interest in their friends’ lives? Schicaruh for he does not care much about strangers.
- Which oc’s best friend is an animal? Zel? Kinda :B
- Which oc starts arguments with strangers in the checkout line? If he is in the mood, Aspell can be quite agressiv when it comes to argumenting. So if someone would start random arguments over minor stuff with strangers it would be him.
- Which oc comes to people’s rescue? Elín - she is quite the 'good guy' when it comes to helping strangers.
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all-of-your-mercy · 6 years ago
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I’ve been thinking about it for a while, mostly set back from the thoughts because of on personal in denial of the possibility -- But, I might have adhd? It’s nothing new that I always had a set of difficulties performing even the most basic chores; even school work. Even now, I’m aware I’m supposed to do a lot of writing but that’s what I said to myself 2 hours ago. Now It’s 00:15 [edit, it’s 00:36 now] and I have 5-6ish hours to sleep. RIP. I never considered of a mental illness solely because I never got officially diagnosed. Then again, my country [i say country because..we’re still old fashioned from the soviet times.] LOVES covering up the fact the fact some people might have these things, so you hardly ever find much information on these things, aside from psychology/suicide hotline/other websites. Basically, only from those that are talk about it; but rarely there is a single flyer that could mention these places even exist. A simple click of a button with google can bring the information, but honestly? I keep forgetting about it x10000 times;; Initially I believed I had depression, back in the day. Mostly because there where some traits common with a depressed individual [inability to perform tasks; losing interest in a lot of things..] I thought I self loathed myself too, but It was just a bit of insecurity. Now, I don’t really care as much/eventually forget in a couple of seconds. Day dreaming was a factor of my assumption, until I accidentally hit up some sources (eventually help of a school psych to disclose some things) about adhd: Hyper focus. Constantly day dreaming; even at times you’re trying to get your full attention but then you realize you haven’t heard a single thing; Messiness? I thought I was just a slob but most of the time, I’m like, I literally can do this? But I can’t start from everywhere? I’m not sure if I make sense with that BUT anyways Inability to stomach a lot of text -- And It’s coming from a roleplayer. Even though I enjoy writing and receiving lengthy replies, I tend to look at the bare minimum of information. I struggled to reply for days because, I just saw that I needed to write a lot on particular things, and I can’t just get away with responding to 1-2 events/reactions and writing a shit load of what is my oc going through and what action they’re attempting to perform. + I’m relieved that my s/o has a particular rp writing style that I can get my full attention on, because It’s usually broken down to the main parts of a thread and such. I like rping, but since I’m lately not able to do the slightest thing.. I chose to keep it off a little or do the bare minimum. [Already this post that I’m writing, the only thing I looked at was the hyper focus word LMAO] I forgot to disclose the fact, that I kinda fidget. I don’t fidget that it looks like a spasm or as someone who could seem as having a seizure (because those where either options I was told that exist), but I did notice a lot of occasions where I keep tapping my foot at a rapid speed, at classes. And alone from that I get distracted and think about the tapping. RIP. ++++++ info; I noticed I am good at things that actually take my interest. I’m always perfect at English, but I tend to be close to failing at Lithuanian/Native language. Especially when the subject focus is literature. Literature has a tendency to have books and cut paragraphs of some books, and HIDE some sort of meaning. I don’t know if that has something to do with my assumed ML, but I never, never can see the hidden meaning in the given information. Like, ever. I still remember how my old lt teacher got always mad for me and called me incompetent, while the vague translation could be something as a retard, tbh. I got hooked on a game that was pretty much horror porn. Obsessed it over days and ruined my sleep even more than I ruin it now. I only stopped with It when I got all of the endings from my favorite characters and got some mini bonus thing for it. I enjoy playing overwatch, but I feel insecure continuing. I get called on my sudden decisions of an act so often, It’s getting really fucking tiring. It doesn’t help I tend to be really talkative and comment over a lot of things on the mic + over things that are outside the game. So, I’d rather not play at all because I’m a burden to others, at a multiplayer game. I have a vague memory of my mom bringing me to some institution, and I’m pretty sure that place had to do with figuring out issues with your kid. Since my mom was pretty lame as a parent of a young kid, she never brought me up for the last sessions. I still recall doing some math quiz with some worker while she was asking me some math-unrelated questions. I don’t know what to do, in the finale of my words. Can’t really say this to my mother because It’s questionable that she’ll take it seriously. Always unavailable to communicate or tends to ignore me (not even subtly, sad), so It’s... Kinda pointless to do begin somewhere from a close relative. I’m just, I just need to know. I’m bothered about it because I feel like this could be also a placebo effect and all really I’m experiencing is just a form of lack of responsibility and has nothing to do with ML.
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paprus-teutonic-knight · 5 months ago
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I love K_K having a "Strange Someone" moment and just ignoring it he's like sans but without the tough bossfight
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hi i think im redoing my headcanon backstory for scc. last one was too wish fulfillment not enough nuance. their parents do still suck though don’t get it twisted. just not cartoonishly evil anymore. i don’t think I’ve ever posted/drawn them here before now
@artificialpomogranite came up with kermie’s name !
if you ship scc go. Away ,👍
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