#what if i wilingly damage myself
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i fear that because im so paranoid now and that i dont take many risks, that when i do the risks i take will be more drastic and i'll get worse
#txt#i want to dye my hair i want to get high i want to drink ect ect#but im so scared it;ll end up horribly and ill hurt myself#i dont know maybe its silly i just hate feeling so paranoid and having such ... a weird guilt about it?#i cant help it and it makes me so scared because ok. ill come out of my shell . ill get high ill drink . but what if i cant stop#what if its just too good and i cant stop what if its all i want#what if i wilingly damage myself#sorry i sound insane dont woryr about it guys#greta don't look#alcohol mention#drug mention#ask to tag#?
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