#what if he's written mine on my upper thigh only in my mind etc etc

[foursaints]

what did you think of ttpd!! we gotta know

[deathxfawn]

i think it's goofy when antis clown Elriels for getting excited over sjm posting Guilty as Sin to instagram. i know this isn't new, but i still see them talking about it (on reddit specifically).

like. if sjm had posted a GA-coded song (if a song about doing crossfit exists) i just know they'd be screeching it from the rooftops relentlessly.

i'm not a swiftie, but even i know that Taylor Swift is known for planting easter eggs and breadcrumbs in songs, album covers, music videos, outfits etc. there's not a snowball's chance in hell that SJM, a known swiftie, posted that (calling it a GIFT nonetheless) without knowing everyone would dissect the lyrics.

and those lyrics say

"What if the way you hold me Is actually what's holy?"

and

"I choose you and me religiously"

and

"I keep recalling things we never did Messy top lip kiss How I long for our trysts"

and

"What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh Only in my mind?"

and

"I'm seeing visions, am I bad? Or mad? Or wise?"

so gtfo calling it a "stretch". it's only the most Elriel-coded song I can think of, and the author chose it out of 31 songs on the album to post about.

[lipslikethegardensofbabylon]

#ttpd analysis day nine - Guilty As Sin?

there are not enough words to convey how in love i am with the repeated motif of love being a religion. ex, sacred prayer i was there, stained glass windows in my mind, we bless the rains on Cornelia street, lord save me, etc etc etc. it’s difficult to neatly identify all of the lyrics this track parallels but the two primary songs are False God and ivy. this is one of my fave tracks she’s ever done and my only hot take is that this should’ve been a track 13. without further ado -

drowning in the Blue Nile - this line is genius for all of the implications, yes it’s a band, it’s also that (continued) metaphor for depression (ocean wave blues, I’m with you even if it makes me blue, etc), and in discussing with @aslowmotionlovepotion she also said denial is not just a river in egypt

falling back into the hedge maze is one of my favorite lyrics, there’s something so deeply romantic to me about falling (or as she says, crashing) fully into someone and getting tangled up/lost in the feelings. if you follow the imagery and previous tracks she basically describes being lost at sea, clinging (even white knuckling) the raft, and it’s almost like she comes to shore and enters this Alice in Wonderland type labyrinth as partially a reprieve but there’s also this residual guilt (am I allowed to cry?). I just love the imagery; she describes something lush and green when she could’ve described it more clinically like a chess game as she did in Dear John. idk it just speaks volumes to me. continuing with the lush imagery, the song parallels a lot of ivy

one slip and falling back into the hedge maze /your ivy grows and now I'm covered

oh, what a way to die, I keep recalling things we never did/I'd live and die for moments that we stole

my boredom’s bone-deep/I’d meet you where the spirit meets the bones

these fatal fantasies/I wish to know the fatal flaw

If it’s make believe/I can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland

what if I roll the stone away/my house of stone

it’s a fire, it’s a goddamn blaze in the dark and you started it/my sheets are ablaze

also the religious imagery and the False God (my other beloved) parallels are just

throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks/we were stupid to jump in the ocean separating us

oh, what a way to die/remember how I said I'd die for you?

why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?/we might just get away with it

religion's in your lips/messy top lip kiss

the altar is my hips/what if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh?

what if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?/I know heaven's a thing, I go there when you touch me

I choose you and me religiously/even if it's a false god, we'd still worship this love

I keep these longings locked in lowercase, inside a vault could be directly referring to folkmore. it could also be journal entries, poetry, or woodvale! (jk about the last part, lol). but i think the most obvious connection would be to loml on the same album, there are also religious lyrics within that track, but in going through the album I’m trying not to fully discuss later tracks until it’s their turn in the tracklist.

i also want to include this little bit

"La petite mort", from French: Small death, is an expression meaning "short loss or weakening of consciousness / consciousness".

it’s interesting considering the sex/orgasm euphemism and how closely it follows the repeated glimmers of death in Guilty As Sin? these fatal fantasies/building up like waves crashing over my grave/oh, what a way to die/they're gonna crucify me anyway

ending it with the dreamy am I allowed to cry? also reminds me of gold rush which “takes place inside a single daydream where you get lost in thought for a minute and then snap out of it”

[needyoulikeaheartbeet]

the tortured poets department: the anthology - first listen

THIS IS SO EXCITING So I have been exhausted 25/8 because of work and my body constantly aching from long covid (i love ma life) so I only got to listen the next day I tried to stay up until midnight but I literally only made it to ~11:45 lmao

My eyes popped out of my head when I woke up to a double album drop - 31 SONGS TO LISTEN TO IN ONE GO I WAS SO HYPE I also laughed bc ofc taylor did a surprise release and now we have 31 new gems to treasure HERE ARE MY FIRST THOUGHTS !!

1. Fortnight SOFT SYNTH OH HER VOICE?????  OH I LIKE THIS  Y DID THAT REMIND ME OF FLORENCE OL ENDLESS FEBRUARY… I LOVE YOU ITS RUINING MY LIFE  I really like post malone  HELL YA  FLORIDA She said america its like she said my name

2. The Tortured Poets Department Ok drum O no fuckin body alright gf SPARKLY Charlie poot  You awaken with dread, pounding nails in your head  I laughed in your face and said - i like how she sings that!!! Wow her lows and highs in this song are wild! Bridge is best rn in this song !! oh wow jack lucy wowee  Omg the ring?????????????  Hello jack

3. My Boy Only Breaks His Favourite Toys Oh okay her VOICE Miss voice The deep parts helloooooooooooo  This wasnt the sound i thought we’d get for this song at all but this is cool (i was expecting like a sultry old timey jazzy "my boy" song in the same like arena of the start of christmas tree farm old timey version lmao) Litany This is gonna get stuck in my head often i can already see it i can already tell  Danger in the heat of my touch  Once i fix me hes gonna miss me???? Wow thats so real  Told me im BETTER OFF  Imma shake my fist

4. Down Bad THIS SOUND HELLO? Ok but her oice?????  YAAAA What is this noise bro  Oo cosmic love But the way she sings the verses???  Ofc hi jack  Its gonna grow on me ik aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA bubble sound There are so many f words  I might just die it would make no difference real  Ok but these worbly sounds are nice  THAT SOUND AT THE END GIVES lana vibes

5. So Long London Hello choir  Oh so SO long LONG OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Lmao Oh  Ok i kinda love htis  Ok i love her VOICE HELLO?  OO Omg Omg Omg THE SPINE BRAIN MAKE LAUGH LINES WOEOWOEWOEOWE (why did i write brain? HAHA) OH THE TRAGEDY STUF that is so good  Whoa holy shit the lyrics  ALL THAT YOUTH FOR FREE???? N HER VOICE? WOW  2 graves 1 gun  OH LAYERING IS THAT PIANO OR SYNTH IDK ITS SO GOOD My mouth has been open Her voice im screaming i love it and the FASTNESS SO GOOD  THAT GUITAR  Bro????????????????????????? I want to put this on repeat

6. But Daddy I Love Him I want to prance on my tip toes and throw leaves one by one  Reminds me of a 2000s movie Omg jack and aaron on this one  Im vibin Ok bitchin Omg thats a WILD part lmfaooo HELLO?  Thats kind of crazy lmaoooo like i get it but wowee  Its giving ours vibes  Im having his BABY? yeah you should see my face LMAO What is happening in this song lmao IM NOT CATCHING ALL THE LYRICS YET ITS TOO SOON AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THAT MR KRABS MEME   i like when she sings it was chaos etc

7. Fresh Out The Slammer OH HELL YEAH ELL  YEAH I AM ALREADY INTO IT Interesting drum  Wow her range in this song too that was so low  Is that a violino PRETTY MELODY O it slowed down  Ok i like the ending bit

8. Florida!!! her vocals MUAH LIL REVERBY GUITAR the drums threw me off ok florence vocals! so flowy bodies body in my mind they sink into the swaMP???? ok the home and town part is nice at the end here oo

9. Guilty As Sin? Ok beat AM I ALLOWED TO CRY !!!!! Ok chorus is NICE  Ok so far this is my second fave!!!!!!  Ok i really like this  WHAT IF HES WRITTEN MINE ON MY UPPER THIGH ONLY IN MY MIND Without ever touching his skin HOW CAN I BE GUILTY AS SIN BEECH Theyre gonna crucify me anyway HOLD ME OO Wow religious hello  Nice bridge Oh I choose you and me religiously eEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Oh wow interesting way to jump back into the chorus that is different I LIKE IT Ok IM INTO THIS

10. Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me? This is reminding me of 2013 idk why  OHHHHHHH YOUDONT GE TTO TELL ME ABOUT SAD YES BEECH OH WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YES  OK YES  The guitar and the intonation and her VOICE YES SCREAMIN HELL YAAA Omg i love this  Ok another top song  Omg i love this  Ok this is #2 … or #1… !! Everything about this !!!!!!!!  WHOS AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe SELF WRITTEN YAS Oh the but what ifs so real lmaoo  Omg yes Asylum where they raised me?? Bb :(  drunk on my own tears???  Lol put narcotics into all my songs ha ha Circus life made me mean Lured hurt taught caged ??? calle dcrazy? Aw :( i am what i am cause you traine dme??? Oh

11. I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) Ok i liked that first sound Good guitar Shes delulu ? Texas part was lana like Wow face… that was really low   Domme vibes ????? good boy? Come closer? Ill show you heaven if youll be an angel all night? Okkkkkkkk maam ! Oh i liked i told you hes my man hec ya Lmao whoa maybe i cant thats funny

12. loml Pinnano Ok this is going to be nice  Omg i thought i was better safe than starry eyed ok!!!!! This sounds sweet  I like  Topper  Aw the way she said you said im the love of your life about a million times  Blew in with the winds of fate omg  Omg the fakes line  CONMAN WOW Omg never before and ever since HER VOICE STHUSHGRJ THIS IS A STORY WOWOEWOE OWEER I love this Omg the vocals in th eback  Mr steal your girl then make her cry wow  UNRECALL SONG!! Omfg cant get out of bed bc something counterfeit is dead OKKKKKKK This is a top song Valiant roar  Bland goodbye Woweweowoeoweooweotwetirfv Nfkjnksjnsn Braids of lies !!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so good stfu :(  OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YOURE THE LOSS OF MY LIFE SHUT THE FUCK UP SOMEONE GUESSED IT WOULD GO FROM LOVE OF MY LIFE TO LOSS OF MY LIFE SHU T UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP Im crying btw holy shit that was so good.

13. I Can Do It With A Broken Heart Oh zippy  HEY EY EY Lol  Aw while on tour Mirroball? Hello lol  He said he’d love me all his life  Omg thats so fuNNYYYYYYYYYYYYY SHUT UP LMAO Barbie !! It's giving Barbie!! LOL Im laughing so much this is great  Im so depressed, i cry a lot  Amaizing. So real. What a professional  LMAO i cannot  IM SO DEPRESSED I AC TLIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY EVERY DAY <3  I CRY A LOT BUT I AM SO PRODUCTIVE ITS AN ART Ok i love this so much lmaoooo  Cause im miserable! And nobody even knows!!! What a professional queen  LMAO TRY AND COME FOR MY JOB? I love her stfu  I wanna listen to it again please omg

14. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived Ofc jw lmao help me  who the fuck was that guy  Oh the beat is building  Omg ? Who tf ghosts taylor swift ? im gonna fight Rusting my sparkling summer wow  Oh my god this is savage i dont miss what we had but could someone give a message to the smallest man who ever lived KNGKJFNG Deep voice Oh bridge vocals YAAAAAA STRINGS YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA You deserve PRISON?? GIRLL Slip through the bars that was nice  CRASHED MY PARTY NICE  PERFORMING nice i love how shes singing these parts !!!!!!!!!! Ok i like how that tied up and ended neat

15. The Alchemy Ok i like this alreadyyyyyyyy It's reminding me of Glitch??? idk why Love white wine  Ok yaaa ! Smooth  Low vocals allooo  But even the instrumentals i love  Top ranking  song  Oh winning streak sound in the back i love

16. Clara Bow Ok i like the heaviness of the guitar yes Think i might die! Aw lights of manhattan  Promise to be dazzling Stringy sound!!  Stevie nicks!  Knew this was aaron  Suits in LA - i love when she does this in songs man idk she does it so well :)  Im dancing  Beauty is a beast etc nice  Girlish glow flickers just so omfg nice  Its hell!! On earth!! oMG THIS PART IS SO NICE STFU You look like taylor swift?? Omg  The futures bright dazzling DUDE SHE DOES THIS SO WELL SHUT UP I LOVE SONG WRITER TAYLOR SWIFT. this is so soft Reminds me of The Lucky One

17. The Black Dog This sounds sad already Oh  Oh that is sad Oh its a bar You forgot to turn it off  :c  Best laid plans!!!!!!!!!!  Oh in the shower  Rain soaked body was shaking omg ............................. IS THIS MY SHOW. ok erica not everything is abt u BREATHING CLEAN AIR SMOKE OGMKGJF Aw :( set fire to all my clothes  hello jack Omg our/my dreaming

18. imgonnagetyouback WE WONT GET FOOLED AGAIN NONO Thats the vibe Ok nvm

Oh Thats nice This will grow on me fr sure NICE BRIDGEEE LOL even if handcuffed Oooo play the game part Im poison either way skfjdn Ok going back into chorus was v nice end chorus is so nice w back vocals

19. The Albatross AARON VIBES  I like how her voice sounds it is TO MY TASTEEEE Ok this is a top so far i think  It is giving folklore  Oooo vocal range  I'm dancing And i tried to warn you about them that is very taylor sounding 

20. Chloe Or Sam Or Sophia Or Marcus Why cant my name be chosen Oh i like the piano hello??????  My bones out?  Oh the guitar? Bro this is SO pretty Oh this is so good wowowowow Its building up ?? i love this This tops the albatross  Depths of your sigh??  Her breathin?? Float in your orbit Her voice !!! stop it! I love this SAY YOU LOVED ME AAAAAAAA Oh vocals i love Will i always wonder TOP SONG HOLY SHIT i am hurt

21. How Did It End? Ok hi vocal i love u  SO MUCH? Wow Omg the QR CODES Flower! I love the piano and her voice wow  Oh i love that so much the VOCAL TUNE Learned the right steps to different dances!!! Top song i think idk omg  I would do so bad singing to this by myself between verse and chorus oof lol Oh guitar heading into bridge i loooooooooooooove this stuff Yes aaron My beloved ghost and me thats cute I cant pretend like i understand either

22. So High School GUITAR BEBIIIIIIIII very good DRUMS This is p different!! LOW Cute this is giving like 2000s romcom vibe  Lol thats cute marry kiss or kill me INTERVIEW - OMG BETTING ONALL THREE?  Awwww car door This is so cute Ok this part is cute and catchy you knew what you wanted and boy you got her !!  She is so in luv very cute  Ok im dancin this is really cute I feel so high school every time i look at u !! TRUTH DARE SPIN BOTTLES thats so catchy i love it  I can dance around to this for sureeEEEEEEEEEEEEe ok i love

23. I Hate It Here I hear u countin This is so aaron I like the concept of secret gardens I also hate it here  1830s good clarification omg shes so right This is good??? LUNAR VALLEYS !!!! Only the gentle survived Wow this is so REAL I dreamed about it in the dark the night i felt like i might die? Omg. is she me?  This is very real i am hurting Ill save all my romanticism??? HELLO? Made me feel worthless? CURRENT FLIES THROUGH ME? LOVE  Wow i love this song? This is a top im not kidding  An anthem  YOU ARE A POET TRAPPED INSIDE THE BODY OF A FINANCE GUY LMAO?  Sorry Finance guy 

Thats so funny I loved this song Im kinda crying now though i feel seen  Tbt the story i tried to write in high school called the art of disappearing

24. thanK you aIMee I like her voice  Down the stairs? I cri lmao  I cant forget the way you made me heal!!  Laughing at each baby step i take? Same searing pain!!!  Aw. prayed that one day i could say !!!  You know what i am totally with this fuck you aimee hell yeah  KGNKFSJGFSNGFSKG ANDREA LMFAO PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WISHED YOU WERE DEAD??? ANDREA!!!! LOL  OMG I BUILT A LEGACY THAT YOU CANT UNDO. GOOSEBUMPS.  Wow  Bro this is good?  Aw bea tmy spirit black and blue  Im laughing so much about andrea PLEASE Aw i pushed each boulder up that hill  This sounds country This warm my heart idk ilu taylor what a complex feeling to capture

25. I Look In People's Windows Same Dancing to this guitar  I spied the catch in your breath ooo  Chorus is fun  Omg what if your eyes looked up and met mine OOOOO LOVE VOCALS If someone looked at me while i was looking into their house id scream This is a nice song  Does it feel alright to not know me  OMG Im addicted to the if onlys  This is so good LOL like im some deranged weirdo  The downtown part man wow

26. The Prophecy I heard the countin  Oooo i like where this guitar is taking us  Ok so far im enjoying this  Caught lightning in a bottle  Oh!!! Cursed like eve ot bitten!!  Change the prophecy wow  Aw Just wants someone who wants my company :(  Ok dude this is so good??????  This is literally so good?  DRUMS HELLO IM HYPE  Very last drops of an ink pen  This is so good????? BUT EVEN STATUES CRUMBLE IF THEYRE MADE TO WAIT Greige Aw So someone will tell me itll be okay Is that string instrument?? This song is the version of the hello god its me when will it be my turn meme Omg vocals wow that was magical  REminds me of seven

27. Cassandra Placing daydreams  PIANOOOOOOOOOO Omg in ym tower weaving nightmares? They say what doesnt kill you makes you aware what happens if it becomes who you are  Payroll line is like the vibe i thought my boy etc wouldve sounded  Omg no one heard NICE SNAKES omg i understand  Do you believe me now omg  A mourning warning no one heard wow  Omg she sang so low how does she do that

28. Peter Oh i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE this piano  I wanna learn it  This is self written  Omg peter pan???  Promises ocean deep but never to keep Is the sound muffled I LOVE THAT OLD TIEMY 25???  Oh shelf life omg  Lost to the lost boys chapter of your life !! Oooo the way she sang the light speak now vibe  I really love the piano  the repetition is an interesting choice i need my brain to process it and figure out what it mean

29. The Bolter I like the soun I like story :)  Cute melody  Oh WHORE ok!! caught me off guard ngl  lmaoo  As she was leaving it felt like breathing !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Making him care oh All roses portrait poses omg  LOL what a charming saturday!  Oooooooooo littlest leaks  races/aces sound nice  Escape in escaping nice  Hands around each others shoulders and swaying to the beat and singing lmao  Then i would jump abt all her lives lol  Sounds nice 

30. Robin Pinnano Her voice sounds so clean and smooth  Omg thats the aaron beat  Wow deep voice Her range  Aaron guitar sounds or is tha tbass  Looooooooooooooooooooooong may you roar  In sweetness  tiger…WOODS?  Tbh idk whats happening in terms of lyrics i am not processing them right now but her voice is pretty  This is about a child? And childhood before you are CORRUPTED ? owwie :( wholesome :(

31. The Manuscript PINNANO Good voice i like I love the story tellin  Is this the first time she said sex  I eat kids cereal  Oh :( owwie Aaron sounds  Good vocal omg One last souvenir  Oh but the story isnt mine anymore wow!!!  What a journey! 

this album is incredible

[chiriwritesstuff]

this lyrics from guilty as sin? made me think about dieter!

What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?

like that feels like such a Dieter thing to do???? Sitting next to him at the table, people all around you and his hand on your thigh because he wants to be touching you all the time. And while you’re talking to other people around you, he’s just happy to admire you and your smile and your eyes and his fingers trace the word ��mind” on your upper thigh because that’s what you are. His, always. No matter where or when, always his.

Nonnie, I was thinking the exact same thing! 'Guilty as Sin' is definitely in my top 3 from this album, but what really resonated with me with Doll's feelings for Dieter is in this verse:

What if I roll the stone away? They're gonna crucify me anyway What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy? If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly I choose you and me religiously

Like LIKE. She's expected to be hesitant about moving forward with this "marriage" because he goes against everything that she's built in her career (being a good girl vs. his bad boy ways) but he's someone she finds herself wanting to be consumed by because he inherently sees her for who she really is versus this narrative that's been placed on her by the suits and the public. She knows what people are going to say, that they're going to "crucify" her in the press, but she doesn't care, because for once, something in her life feels right.

Thank you for this, Nonnie! I've been listening to this album on repeat and just finding all of these songs and lyrics that resonate not only in my fics but in fics that other people have written! It's amazing how we can find so much in music (and art, and books, etc, etc..)

[spideyssunshine]

could i request 16 and 10 from the March smut list with Tom Holland? Maybe the reader sees the pictures from the GQ shoot and toms out and she’s like fuck this and starts masturbating etc and he comes home and she’s just like fUCK ME

photoshoot

tom holland x fem!reader

18+ minors dni- masturbation(fem), sex toy, dom!Tom, dirty talk, slight degradation

wc: 1.3k

summary: y/n gets majorly turned on by Toms new GQ shoot, and takes matters into (her/their) own hands only for Tom to catch (her/them)

a/n: love this concept, and credits if anyone has written anything similar to this! plus I’m sorry if I get your pronouns wrong!!

prompt 10: “fuck me until I can’t walk.”

prompt 16: “touching whats mine eh?”

-clearing out my inbox;requests closed-

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‘Ding!’

Your phone buzzed on the table, and you picked it up to read the alert:

tomholland2013 posted a new photo

You excitedly opened Instagram, to see what your boyfriend had shared with his fan base. Expecting a picture of Tessa, or maybe even a golf video, you sure weren’t ready for what he posted.

“What the fuck!” You yelled out eyes going wide at the photos. There were five new extremely sexy photos of Tom modeling for GQ. The last time he had a shoot with them, let’s just say you couldn’t walk in a straight line for three days.

You swiped through each photo, taking in the incredible features of your boyfriend. The fourth photo was the one that really did it though. His blue button up was loosely undone, with a chain dangling down his neck. He had rings that he no doubt borrowed from Harrison, that made his long fingers look even more slender. The best part was that he was man spreading. His Gucci pants made his thighs pop, showing off the muscle in them.

His large palm covered the front of his crotch, obviously meant to tease people. Your mind raced, knowing what was underneath those pants and boxers. His long pink cock, that belonged to you. Before you knew it, you were pooling in your panties, and drool formed on the corner of your mouth.

“Well looks like it’s just me tonight.” You spoke to yourself, walking up the stairs to yours and Tom's shared bedroom. You shut the door, not bothering to lock it. Harry was out with Rachel and Anthony, and wasn’t gonna be back until night time. Tom was out doing some voiceover with John so you had no reason to be interrupted.

You opened the drawer to the bedside table, rummaging through some socks to find your second most desired thing at the moment. Your pink vibrator. You had brought it along to Atlanta, knowing how busy Tom can get with filming. ‘Why not have a little fun?’ You thought, snaking your hand down the waistband of your shorts.

You played with the hem for a little while to get more turned on, before finally sliding them off. You rubbed up your thigh, and slowly danced your fingers around the front of your panties. You rubbed your clit through your panties, and sharply shut your eyes. You slid the piece of fabric off, to reveal your soaking wet pussy.

“Tom would be so happy” you giggled a bit before switching on the buzzing object. Just the sound of it made your body shutter, getting ready to pleasure yourself. You slowly brought the buzzing thing down to your pussy, and finally let it slide through your folds. You gasped as you ran it around your core, wanting to build yourself up.

You opened your folds a bit with your other hand to get a deeper feeling, and pressed the vibratory right on your clit. Letting out a loud moan, you began to make circles on yourself getting even more breathless. Your other hand traveled up your torso, moving aside your bra to rub your boob.

Little did you know, the door to the rental house opened, with a grinning Tom walking through. He had finished work early today, and knew you would be excited about his GQ pictures. He set down his keys to hear a loud yet recognizable moan ring through the house.

“Tom!” Your voice moaned out, making his questioning face turn into a smirk. You were touching yourself. He slowly walked up the stairs, as your noises became louder and louder with each step. He opened the door to your bedroom quietly as possible, to catch you, his gorgeous girlfriend masturbating.

His deep brown eyes widened at the sight in front of him. One hand pressing the vibrator harshly on your pussy, and the other hand fastly rubbing your tits. He had a silent debate whether he should interrupt you, or let you finish, but he decided that you would finish even faster with his help.

“Touching what’s mine eh? You know I don’t like to share love.” His voice darkly spoke as he leaned on the door frame. You quickly removed the object from yourself, and sat up.“Mmm would this have anything to do with my new photoshoot?” He chuckled walking slowly over to you.

“Of course Tommy. You looked so hot, I couldn’t resist it.” You blushed looking down to your naked lap. His fingers met your chin, slightly tilting it so you could look up at him.

“Well I’m sorry I interrupted you. You just looked so gorgeous getting all riled up because of me. Why don’t you tell me what I could do to make it up to you.” He whispered, kissing your cheek.

You motioned him closer to you, and moved your head to speak directly into his ear. “I want you to fuck me until I can’t walk.” You seductively spoke as he let out a deep growl. He immediately pushed you down on the bed, pinning your wrists. “You would love for me to fuck you huh darling? Want me to be inside you? Such a dirty little thing over here getting off just by a picture.” He growled once again into your ear, attacking your neck with little bites.

You moaned out his name, and he started to suck hickies all the way down your collarbone. He easily slid your shirt and bra off all the way, to take in your fully naked body. “My pretty baby. You need me to fuck you?” He raised an eyebrow, unbuckling his pants and pulling them down. “Please-please Tommy I need you. Need your cock.” You whimpered trying to not buck yourself up at him.

“Ahh of course you do.” He grunted as he pulled down his boxers to reveal his hard on. He pumped himself a few times making your eyes widen in anticipation. Your pussy clenched around nothing, and he took notice in it. “Ready love?” He asked, lining himself up with you. You quickly nodded in response, making Tom smile a bit.

He slowly pushed into you, and you both loudly moaned. “Ah- s-so tight.” He groaned as he bottomed out of you. You gripped his shoulders as he buried his head in the crook of your neck to get a better position. He was going at a fast pace, making you scratch all over his upper back. “Fucking hell Tom!” You gasped as he started to hit your G-spot.

“Doing so well for me.” He praised kissing up your jawline. He moved a bit faster, as he felt his high coming on. “You close baby? You gonna cum all over me?” Tom asked, swiping his thumb directly on your clit once again.

“Yes! Tom fuck! Can I cum?” You panted out of breath, feeling your orgasm about to start. “Mm look at you asking permission. Yes baby, cum for me.” He praised, as you finally let go. The knot in your stomach seemed to cum undone very quickly, as you rutted against the mattress and Toms cock. Your vision started to blur as you felt Tom continue to you with your clit, only intensifying your orgasm even more.

You heard Tom start to groan even more, signaling his own orgasm. “C-cum inside me Tommy.” You moaned out, making Tom suck in a sharp breath. Soon, you felt both of your seeds mixing together, all inside of your pussy. You both were moaning messes, coming down from your high.

Tom pulled out, making you whimper from the loss of fullness. He collapsed next to you, softly stroking some hair out of your face.

“I’ve got to schedule another GQ shoot.”

[grossbabi]

Merc  P1 Namjoon x Reader x Suga

warnings:  AU , Hitmen Reader and Suga, laughs, self hate, trying to help, fluff, support, gang, violence, wounds , cocky Namjoon etc.

first BTS imagine okay I suck and Namjoonie and Suga are my faves <3 I listened to First Love on repeat then Mama and this is the outcome. Gif isn't mine.

Screeching pain, that’s the only way I could explain it. Being in this type of business had perks and a lot of risks and stabbed in the leg was one of them. My body was kicked to the side, pelted in the stomach with a hard, steel capped boot. Screaming, I pressed balled fists to my wound to numb the pain and prevent the blood loss, trembling fingers digging into their palms. The towering figure prepared for another blow until a growl and screech caught my attention. My blurred vision came to focus on my partner Suga shoot the figure in the head, letting the body fall limp next to me. Heaving, I pulled myself onto my shaking feet and let out a whimper as I felt myself slipping.

“Shit! Okay we need to get you patched up, the cars outback come on!” He groaned, holding my weak body in his arms as I felt my consciousness leaving awfully quickly. My ‘missions’ never have ended this way, ever. See, my business consists of dealing with the dickheads who hurt others and no not the superhero way more like ‘ homemade hitman’. I got the cash once I got rid of the asshat who was harassing, stalking you name it. I felt a sting as Suga wiped the gash with a homemade antiseptic...alcohol.  Suga was the one who got me where I needed to go and helped get rid of the evidence. Of course I didn’t go around killing everyone, that’s crazy...just a threat here and there and a bullet through their phones once I got a hold of them.

The worst part was pushing everyone away new, the before part wasn’t so hard giving my parents gave up on me and ruined my education completely. Organised crime wasn't my choice, I stumbled into the right bar at the wrong time due to alcoholism and self hate but met a lot of close friends who understood our business and were all apart of it themselves. You get a card each two days; a name, address, reasons, photo and common areas and you get the right weapon and figure the right punishment yourself. It wasn’t a superhero job, I refuse to let that in my description heroes are...fucking dumb. Fancy capes whatnot-no...I have my black coat, boots and hoodie and that’s the maximum I will dress up for this shit show.

“Okay, you're gonna have to rest this for a bit-” We were sat upstairs above the bar where we both ‘lived’. Two single beds, bathroom, microwave, drawers and desk...and the guns. Lots of guns.

“Say no more, already rested and ready for a drink!” I chimed, wiping the dry blood off my cheek. Suga shook his head.

“Rest, now. You need it- you also need to change your bandage for...it okay?” His eyes peered to my scabby wrist, concern written all over his pale face. He limped over to the bathroom to wash his hands and came back with a damp cloth, dabbing it across my face to rid the grime and blood that didn’t budge from my shower. Smirking, I snatched it and rubbed it all over his face.

“Salang! Come on that’s gross even for me, you’ll make me break out!” He fake gasped, giggling and throwing the cloth far across the room.

“Hitman of one of the biggest and most secretive gangs...and yet you’re scared of a pimple!” I giggled, pulling one of his black hoodies on over my head with a little struggle, the stinging cold of the outside burning my bare skin. Before he could snarkily reply, a knock of the door took us from our thoughts.

“Suga, we need you to cover at bar, I gotta head out and grab stock, sorry man.” Jungkook sighed, rubbing his hair in exhaustion of a long Saturday night. I smiled, knowing he had a soft spot for me and so I batted my eyelashes in his direction.

“Mind grabbing me some cigs and a bottle of Jack’ on your way back?” I sweetly spoke, pursing my lips and rubbing my bare legs casually to rid the goosebumps. Suga groaned, irritated by Jungkook’s pathetic puppy love and fondness of me, probably jealous of the fact he will give me whatever I want.

“O-Of course! Sure thing!” He smiled, nervously playing with his wallet.

“Let's go then, lover boy.” Suga smacked the back of Jungkook’s head and sauntered out the room. I needed some fresh air to smoke so I decided to take a small stroll outside to breathe and relax from today’s happenings...then head to the bar later on. I pulled on my black shoulderless dress, some small heels, pressed some lipbalm on, dark eyeshadow and pulled my choker on, letting my curls fall down. Suga will flip...fun. I hooked my knife to my band of my upper thigh along with a gun and put my other pistol in my handbag.

Swigging my first beer, I let the bubbles rest and I giggled, talking to Suga at the bar and allowing myself to get used to walking after the wound. Many burly men who worked along, me being the only female, I chatted casually about my favourite weapons and ways to take down a person. That was until I heard a groan from outside and a yell. Suga was about to take off his apron.

“I got it hyung.” I smiled, the nickname caught on a long time ago regardless of no relation. Tapping his palm and sauntering out of the bar to the back, the air was bitter yet soothing. I slowly pressed my hand to my thigh to be ready to whip out my gun. I saw a tall man being smacked against the metal of the bins.

“What are you going to do, hmm? Pogi!” The white haired man yelled cockily, licking his lips as the burlier man smacked him across the face with a huge fist.

“He’s just being cocky this is his fault I’m not a superhero!” I groaned to myself, debating whether to help him. He was pretty damn cute, tall and- NO! No way this cock has got himself in this fight it’s his fault...

Smack!

“Fuck I’m going to regret this.” I gripped my gun in my hand and sexily sauntered over to the rivalry to get attention off of the burly man. Sweetly, I smiled and pressed my hand against his arm.

“Hey baby,  leave this asshole alone and come play.” I cringed at my words to the fourty year old biker but had to keep up the act, pressing my chest against his arm.

“What a fine piece of ass. Daddy’s gotta finish this up and will be right with you.” He grinned a yellow smile, and I swear I felt puke rise up my throat. Ash and coffee reeking from his lips. I slowly took a step back, riding up my skirt to grab my gun.

“I wasn’t asking.” I smacked him on the head with the base of the gun and kicked him in the jaw and groin, allowing him to cower in pitiful pain. Spitting on the floor, I leaned on the wall next to the cocky bastard I had just...just saved. God that sounds so awful. Lighting my last cigarette, I pressed it to my lips and inhaled the smoke, puffing some out into the night air. Looking across to me, I saw the male gaping at me silently.

“You’ll catch a fly y’know?” I smirked, crushing the bud under my heel. I placed my gun in my bag and turned again to speak to the silent man. Patiently, I let the silence settle until it was too thick.

“Are you gonna say something or?” I questioned.

“That was fucking hot, holy shit.”

“Oh you’re one of those, should’ve left him to take a few hits.”

“A man of honesty, that’s how I was raised. As a reward for saving my ass with your beautiful face, here’s my number.”

“That pickup line ever work for you?”

“Well I’m glad it didn’t before because I wouldn’t be here next to you now would I?” He was a good foot taller than me and he was pretty intimidating now looking at him. All black pant and shirt look with a leather jacket and black converse, his white/grey hair fluffy yet pretty damn-

“Y/N, who’s this kid?” Suga was leant on the doorframe of the exit. Inward groaning at his protectiveness, I shrugged my shoulders childishly and ignored him.

“Y/N-”

“Namjoon...my names Namjoon...are you her brother or-”

“No he’s my friend, best friend even. Namjoon this is-”

“Inside, now.” Suga grabbed my upper arm and pulled me inside with little force but the anger and tension was radiating off of him. I winked at the tall ma- Namjoon and blew a kiss, giggling afterwards. Then the door shut, was locked and Suga did not look happy...at all.