#what happened if Seon-ho just stayed between those Jurchen

[mctna2019]

I think about Sung-rok's death. maybe Seon-ho's reaction at that time was not as intense as when Yoon died, but I think he was silent and broken inside. you know he was destroyed bit by bit throughout the series. (and so was Hwi) but I think the difference between Sung-rok's death and others for him is that Sung-rok actually died because of protecting him. I mean, the deaths of his loved ones are mostly related to Seon-ho in some way. although none of them isn’t his fault, but he blames himself. about Sung-rok's death, I think Seon-ho felt more guilty. since he always had a strong tendency to commit killing himself and self-destruction, he went ahead this time as well, but Sung-rok didn't leave him alone and openly told him that the result didn't matter to him, but that he knew it his duty to protect Seon-ho. consider that plus the way he died. with that hideous situation and no time to say or hear a single word as farewell, appreciation or anything else. so it's even harder to hear Seon-ho's sobbing and to see him behave differently with Hwi, sad in silence.