#what emoji is going to convey my feelings for you 😔

[cordiallyfuturedwight]

GOOD DAY KAYLA, YOU CALLED?

I saw that you would love for someone to make a playlist for you, so here's some songs that I love!! You probably know some of them but I still hope you enjoy sweetheart 💗🫂

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1hp0pdgJn5jOdWz1oyzZjs?si=RS38-XUgR-uAAYdVEmw0KA

SENDING YOU A BIG HUG!! 🫂

NATALIA???!?!??????

UNPROVOKED???? incredible taste! i can’t wait to dive into this while i dance in the kitchen clean my house <3

[deathsmallcaps]

Ok I’m reading the funniest (situational) new romance I’ve come across in a while. I don’t particularly like talking via emojis but I feel they’re necessary to convey the silliness and tone of the following.

So the girl is told she has 3 months too live because she’s overloaded with magic. So she says, “fuck you!” To her family, breaks off her relationship with a lech, and is like “I need some 🍆Dick🍆, stat. And money🤑.”

So she runs into a hot war hero Duke who is kind of shunned because he was cursed to smell like a corpse. Turns out it’s not THAT apparent, and she’s like, “good thing I have magic powers that can help cancel that out! Hire me🤩🥵🤑!”

So he does. And he’s like 🥺 “don’t I stibk? I’m a disgusting little man? Why are willingly to be within six feet of me😔”

And she’s a sucker for a military hero anyways, but this just makes her angry protective of him. “Babe you’re gorg. Frankly you deserve the world 🌏. Please let me ride 🐎 you six ways til Sunday. Also, money 💸 please!”

🥺🥺🥺 “will you marry me, you nut?”

And the thing is, in the first chapter (because the chapters we are in right now are flashbacks) we already KNOW that the diagnosis was a mistake!!!!! This girl has gone insane and went after that Duke because she thought she had nothing left to lose besides her virginity!!! What are you going to do next???

Also she’s a little delusional it’s great

[taruruchi]

˚₊· ❥ Ikaw at ikaw . . . ♡

taruchi ☆ local jellyfish/goldfish ☆ co-manager of mostro lounge

writing acc: @marshmugii (basically abandoned tho)

reblog acc: @jellytaru

[ pfp by @/ashipiko and header by @/h0neybane ! ]

taruchi is currently ➵ feeling a lil drained bc thursdays am i right (i wrote this on a thursday)

to-do list:

Writing and drawing for a Fic (actually not azulchi related)

Music Weeks (event by @/raguiras) Azul card...? :0

More info about Aurelia, Cassius, and Julian

Showing the designs for Mama and Papa Ashengrotto

New and improved outfit for Mostro Lounge's co-manager >:)

EDITING THE TIMELINE™ RAHHHHHH

Maaaybe a fan event way into the future? We'll see (might be open to collaboration to make it 👁���👁️)

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 𝘔𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 / Tag list ♪ !!

If you're a new mutual, feel free to say hi and drop your preferred name, pronouns (optional), and 3 emojis (so I can give you a tag)! <3

More about me, byf, OCs, and tag index are under the cut! No need to read everything, but PLEASE read my byf!!!

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more about me . . .

I'm sorry, my name is not Taruchi irl. I just stole it from a game character (Itaru Chikasaki) for a while then got used to it. But you can call me Taru or any variations of it!! Or girl, dude, bestie, fam, whatever you want!

I'm Filipino (Bisaya) but I recently moved to Canada. I unfortunately can't speak Tagalog nor Bisaya very well (but I understand Bisaya A LOT better and might respond in it if spoken to in Bisaya :D) but!! Feel free to talk to me in those languages, it still feels nice to read <3

My birthday is on September 9, meaning 9/9 meaning Brooklyn 99 and yes I'm obsessed with Brooklyn 99. My friends can testify. Also I'm young and sweet, only 17 😇😇 /ref

ALSOOOO If you think you're talking to me too much, you're bothering me, you're being annoying, or I probably don't have the time, you are very wrong. I absolutely LOVE interacting with people so I will appreciate every single message I get!! If I take a while to respond, I might be busy but I will find time to reply! Please never hesitate when you wanna tell me literally anything, even just a few words! My dms are also always open, so feel free to talk to me anytime. And if you wanna be mutuals, after we've talked for a while, I'd very gladly accept!! :D 💙

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「‼️」 before you follow . . .

*[ REGARDING... self-shipping ] I do self-ship with Azul from Twisted Wonderland (see tags index if you need to block this content), and I'm uncomfortable sharing, so I'd appreciate no mention of other romantic Azul x oc/self-insert ships? Please.

If you wanna interact with me, I'm chill with it, but I'm almost physically incapable of talking about other ships with Azul. Even if you rb it 😔 I'd appreciate it a ton if you tagged it appropriately! (whether that's azul x oc or what) And there's this one post that pretty much sums up how I feel about it so I hope it helps convey what's going on in my head

But !! I'm generally fine w interacting with people who have Azul ships (tho I might not follow back, or I'll block if I really feel uncomfortable), (1) it's just that talking about him with their/your oc or (2) going insane over him with them/you is... kinda off the table. Also, (3) I'd prefer not to be TAGGED in posts about it!! If you have a list of ocs, ships, etc, I can be MENTIONED bc by this point I know it's kinda inevitable, it's just that I would prefer not to be actually tagged in my notifs

[ REGARDING... addressing ] ANYWHOOZLE I do tend to use girl/bro/dude/etc in a gender neutral way, but if you say you're uncomfortable with that, I do my best not to use anything that'd do that! Please tell me if I ever do that with you and it makes you uncomfortable 🙏

[ REGARDING... ] Aaand lastly, warning, I am a swiftie. I don't talk about her much anymore, but I still occasionally listen to her music. Idm if you don't like her, just wanted to say in case

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ocs . . .

Tags are the same as their names! (Old tags aren't but. Yk. I'm not about to change them)

Arietta Marcurio

Taruchi (self-insert) - #taruchi

Esteban Madrigal

Miles Ponder

Rhynstine Feinsince

Achlymna Feinsince

Elpys Feinsince

Nemis Feinsince

Deima Feinsince

Sydney del Mar and Flynn Cyprus

Note: I don't really talk about them anymore ^^" and their pages haven't been updated in AGES. The only one I actively work on now is Taru, and even hers hasn't been updated... Very sorry, maybe one day I'll pick em up again 😔

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tag index . . .

☆ taruchi rambles 💬 — mostly random posts aka me rambling

☆ inside taruchi's ask box 💌 — any asks (not from ask games)

☆ friends' ocs! — when i rb/talk about my mutuals' ocs and yumes

☆ others' self-ships ❣️ — interacting with other people's self-shipping content :) specifically the ships, not just the s/i's

☆ moots' art! — basically the two upper ones combined bc eventually i decided to just generalize it

☆ taru's fridge! 🫙 — stuff I wanna put on my fridge but can't (aka art done for me which I always appreciate a lot <33)

☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌️ — my drawings, completed or not (except idk why tf there are two now so ???)

☆ taruchi's writings ✍️ — anything i write

☆ clown hours 🤡 — just me... being down bad. so basically any time i talk about my faves. or ship stuff. or reblogging fics

azulchi — obviously, azulchi/self-ship tag. they're all just for explicitly romantic stuff though, so some may not be tagged if they can appear non-romantic (warning: relatively newer tag, but i'm pretty sure i tagged everything)

taru's sxf x twst — me putting azulchi into sxf (*coughs* twiyor) because i'm a little crazy, a little obsessed about both

☆ tagged ! 🔖 — whenever i get tagged in something (not including tag games and tag lists)

☆ to read ! 📑 — things i plan to rb and add comments to (usually mutuals' posts)

☆ reading sol's smaus 📖 — as it says. i just made a tag bc i love them and i wanna be able to find my rbs again

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additional credits . . .

The dividers that I use that are more than just a simple color (i.e. the dividers that I use for my writings) are made by @/firefly-graphics

[laurslibrary]

hehe hello it’s me again bc tumblr is a dumblr

OKAY WE’RE DOINF THIS AGAIN BC TUMBLR HATES ME BUT GUESS WHAT I AM TOUGHER AND THEREFORE U CANNOT STOP ME FROM POURING MY FEELINGS OUT 💓 hehe uwu here we go buckle up ladies and gents it’s a LONG one. love u teresa mwah

okayyyyy first sentence in and i am hooked. i am in love. i am stunned, wow, breathless, miss teresa i am in love with ur writing style and the beginning and the banner !! omG tHE bAnNEr ! ur banners are always so so gorgeous and so so pretty like u and i am in love with the colors and the ombré like :’)) my eyes have been blessed pls teach me ur ways of magic u wizard :-((

but i love how u talk about his flaws and the softness and build up his character bc it builds such a deeper connection with the readers and makes me want to cry my eyes out bc of how soft boi mr min yoongi is heart eyes for his best friend 🥺🥺🥺 he is the literal pout emoji. and omg he bites his nails 🥺 rEMemBEr in bang bang con the love when yoongi talked about not biting his nails anymore 🥺 i sob, i cry, i bawl, i weep an ocean of tears. i am in love with his character and the cute little kittie :( miss teresa has poured her blood, sweat, and tears into this and i’m ready to pledge my heart and soul to yoongi pls accept my undying (haha get it bc he’s a vampire) love for u sir :( and then bite mE. elrmkfmtt pls don’t i’m scared of vampires but i make an exception for u sir

omg but i read how he was drinking her blood and i was like ?? what the- and then i remembered he was a vampire. i was like ?? is this some new thing that i don’t know about ?? but wow the tENSION 🥺 please kiss and fall in love and marry and- can they have children ?? but like 🥺 protective yoongi :( soft boi yoongi :( heart eyes for y/n yoongi :( we love him :( we stan :( we support this in this household yeehaw 😔

“jamais seule” and soft boi yoongi getting a tattoo which reminds me of “you never walk alone” and “jamais vu” :’) cries myself to sleep this will stick with me 🥺 reminds me of not studying but super smart big brain nAmjOOnInG yoongi and teacher y/n ! teresa u want to be a teacher 🥺 ur gonna be the best teacher ever ! whoever gets u is oNe lUcky dUde oR duDeTTe >:( and i state my point. but seriously :( this was adorable and i love how it was incorporated into the story and how he got a tattoo and was all chill anout it like ?? obVIOUSLY HES IN LOVR EITH U, U DUMB DONUT CONFESS AND KISS ALREADY >:( me screaming at them like i’m watching a show bc miss teresa is so so talented and every scene that u write plays out perfectly and so smoothly in my head :( the details ?? amazing wow ur writing skills are tOP NOTCH 10/1000 pls teach me :( i don’t understand how can u be so talented. i could talk about ur writing for days on end bc u are so talented !! so so talented !!

“i love you” and then the kiss that happened bc we love us some romance :’)) the confession finally and then the kiss🥺 wow i’m crying the emotion i felt form this. this is one of my fav tropes ever and u write it so so well to the point where i’m busting with emotions at how well written this was and how talent seems to flow inside of u and pour out into each and every fic u write :(

teresa i do not have enough words to convey how sweet this was or how talented u are !! dee deserves the best 😤 and that’s what u gave her !! but honestly :( i don’t understand how someone can be so talented and i am always left in awe and speechless of ur fics ! every fic of urs that i read always leaves me in shock !! breathless !! no words !! head empty !! you are one of the most talented authors ever and i’m so proud of u for finishing this !! everything ties together so well and i get lost in this little world like an escape from reality :( it’s the best feeling ever and i’m so thankful that my eyes, my heart, and mY sOul have been blessed with such amazing content. thank u for writing this i love u so much :(

also super sorry for this long review 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

A World Alone

➳ Pairing: Vampire!Yoongi, Street racer!Yoongi x Reader

➳ Genre: Smut, fluff, angst, modern vampire AU, street racer AU, bad boy AU, fwb AU

➳ Word Count: 11,343

➳ Summary: The rest of the world will pay no mind to Yoongi’s gentle soul. They’ll take one look at his etched skin, bruised knuckles, and gnarly scar and write him off as the bad guy regardless of the faded heart he wears on his sleeve. They think they know everything about your best friend, yet they’ll never know about his bloodlust and his need for speed.

➳ Warnings: Explicit language, mentions of drug and alcohol consumption, heavy petting, blood sucking, menstrual blood, oral (f receiving), handjobs, fingering, unprotected sex.

➳ Publish date: Sat. June 20th, 2020, 10pm EST.

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