#what drives someone to use a delusion? to grasp at a blasphemous power they haven't Earned in the eyes of the gods?
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aromanticasterisms · 2 months ago
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got most of the way through emilie's story quest before maintenance started and ough. it was made for me
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#fun flower setup leads to a murder mystery!! tragic siblings!! [x2!!] collei is there!!!#baizhu [handshake] emilie: story quests that directly bolster the themes of the fic i'm writing#seriously though. the grief of losing one's siblings + more proof of what a delusion can do To People mentally and physically#like god yeah. i remember teppei looked old but it never really occurred to me that oh. yeah delusions do Age People#that's so fucked up#and the idea that a delusion's influence can be a long and slow process is also SUCH good material.#the others we've seen dying from using them [crepus and teppei] have been immediate or in a very short timeframe not. Years#also delusions turning black instead of grey like a masterless vision is So interesting and fun#the emphasis on people's Obsession wrt delusions...#yeah. yeah. we know from scara that delusions [god's remains] feed off of anger but obsession was smth i was also considering#what drives someone to use a delusion? to grasp at a blasphemous power they haven't Earned in the eyes of the gods?#it has to be obsession. if visions are a product of ambition then delusions are products of obsession. ripping and tearing.#also. collei.#her empathizing with the situation and mentioning she's dealt with the effects of delusions before... yeah.#thinking so so hard about the manhua and how much she's changed#ALSO SO CRUEL OF THEM TO USE RAINBOW CRADLESONG.#IN A GOOD WAY i'm glad they're reusing event themes#it's just ough. ouugh. such a good track.#finishing up the quest. CANON FLOWER SYMBOLISM WOOOO. CROWD CHEERS SO SO LOUDLY.#also ''love and hatred are a privilege of the living'' why am i getting jumpscared by blade
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